#S I G H S

[raayllum]

This ruined my life

[lonelyvomit]

How do you feel about mustached niko?

I'm seeing this ask before I've actually seen whatever presumable horror it's referring to so rn I'm considering just deleting all my social media and never using the interwebs again so I don't need to face it

but lemme go subject myself to the horrors

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... okay I mean YOUKNOW. it's. it's Niko. and I'm. I know this is gonna come as a massive shock to everyone but like even tho I objectively don't like mustache only look on literally anybody ever, he. gets a pass. listen I am a simple man I see a thing I generally dislike but then it's on him and suddenly it's kinda cute. I know. absolutely unforeseeable turn of events who woulda thunkt. mustache eww but ohhh that's my boy he's cute it's okay he can keep it. this is embarrassing please shoot me now.

[ofcowardiceandkings]

feeling The Depression sneak up on you at the start of summer ... bad vibes ....

[afniel]

Going into The Fight (trying to sleep without jumpscaring myself awake over nothing (in which 'nothing' is spiders, hornets, or most recently a creepy closet door that opens, I guess? that's what got me last night. twice)) wish me luck

[autisticlee]

that feeling of wanting to talk about hyperfixations/special interests to someone but not knowing how to put it into words anymore after a lifetime of being told "shut up no one cares stop talking about the things you like" By literally everyone in your life and learning to completely suppress that part of yourself into numbness

[humandisastersquad]

the hollow mind anniversary has just got me thinking about when i used to absolutely adore the show and not constantly think about its wasted potential. like what made hollow mind So Good was that it rewarded us viewers for paying close attention to detail and the foreshadowing they laid out for us. and even though we knew like 90% of what was confirmed in the ep it was still riveting to watch. compare that to the convoluted rushed Mess that the show has been since the collector's introduction and massive diversion of the plot from what they had been building up to (aka the Day of Unity being the final climax/fight of the show) and man they really dropped the ball there. and no, this is not solely disney's fault, the writers made a conscious decision to add in the collector after being notified they were getting a shortened s3 and also hadn't finished writing s2 yet. this is on them.

it's just such an utter disappointment that they decided to upend the show with such a needless plot twist/escalation instead of sticking with what they'd been telegraphing to the audience for most of the series and focused on giving their large cast of characters well paced satisfying conclusions instead of unsatisfactorily cramming as much as they could into the specials.

[fantasywritten]

I DESPISE the new layout of the Tumblr app. There’s a whole ass icon for TumblrMart, which I’m NEVER going to use, plus Tumblr Live, which I’m ALSO most likely never going to use. These icons were replaced with the search one, which I frequently use, and the one for YOUR BLOG’S HOME PAGE, which I ALSO use literally every single time I write my replies (since I always write them on mobile). I’m sorry, it’s bullshit and I hate it.

[tumblestonesa]

oh this would be such a bad idea

"team rocket is superior to team plasma. we are but rodents under their boot."

[rocketruled]

would sell rocket out for a cornchip

[inmydrcams]

4. which muse of yours is your all time favorite? if you stopped writing them: why?

QUESTIONS FOR MUNS. // @faultyconscience && tagging @pulchramsolis who also asked this

Elijah. I have to say Elijah. I love how much I got to explore that character, I love how many people I got to know through him. I loved so much the obsessively examining the stills we got when he came back to tvd on s04 and I loved how often I was right when digging into him. I just have the fondest memories of writing him.

I stopped cause the originals is objectively bad for Elijah's character. They started using him for fanservice, they started trying to impose the fanon idea of the character onto canon and the fandom itself was hell so I ended up distancing myself of the character. But I still love him and I love writing for him, I just do it less often.

[georgekirrin]

hahaha my sister spent all day with a friend who has covid and only told us when she got home haha isn't family wonderful

[raayllum]

me finding out that people only can't see your blog if you've blocked them if it's your Main blog and they can still see and access all your sides (aka here)

[inkydinks]

back at it again at Krispy Kreme*

(*having another mental health episode)

[ofcowardiceandkings]

i would like to stop obsessing about the dumb thing where i was scolded a little for being distracted but its a tangible single thing my brainworms can latch onto instead of the many many other shit things in the background that are objectively way worse or scarier

[autisticlee]

when you're so awkwardly autistic and bad at people and talking that no one will even trust you to do a thing that's a special interest/you are passionate about/work harder than anyone else at/are actually really good at 😔 i wish my skills and hard work woukd speak for themselves, but the undesirable autism traits seem to permeate through and overshadows everything.

does this happen to anyone else? is this a common autistic experience? or is this a me thing?

[humandisastersquad]

also Ruby Sunday’s costume is giving Yet Another Contemporary Human Companion Vibes