#RIP King 💔💔💔

[crimescrimson]

U.B.C.S. Platoon Leader Mikhail Victor in Resident Evil 3 (2020)

[radiolore]

lego monkie kid reboot in roblox when

also follow me on yikyok

[a-suspiciously-large-pig]

I can't believe they killed Colin for being gay and right 😔

[raapija]

I'm not crying, YOU'RE CRYING!! 😭

[yakuzabrainrotlive]

Can't believe Tomizawa just died right in front of my eyes. How could RGG Studios do this??

[dev1rus]

I made this weeks ago enjoy

[applesaucemeow]

Just finished watching Arcane. What

[skitskatdacat63]

Contemplation on Seb's hair:

[solomiracle]

SIMEONS NO LONGER THE OM ICON???

[eggtargaryenii]

had a horrible realization just now that down the line for this fic I am going to need to write a wedding consummation scene with witnesses 😐

[sobeautifullyobsessed]

When I read that Bernard Hill had passed on, my first thought was of a line from The Muppets Christmas Carol.

Bob Cratchit was speaking of the loss of Tiny Tim, but it was Kermit's voice saying how the Cratchit family would never forget 'this first parting that there was among us'. It was pretty close to when Jim Henson had passed away, so whenever I watch that scene, I can't help but mist up. It's just such a real moment in time, captured poignantly on film.

That's exactly how I'm feeling tonight. And I'm thinking that those of us who treasureThe Lord of the Rings movie trilogy--and surely those that worked with Bernard on those films--are feeling much the same. 🥺💔😢

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

happy late bday gakupookie

[btspeedfreaxx]

I realize it’s been a while. I sincerely apologize. Life has just been so busy… and I think I speak on behalf of all my BT/DZ brethren, sisteren and non-binary friends when I say that it truly hasn’t been the same without either Acchan and Issay in this world.

How has it already been a year-?! Today especially has been very very rough. However much I have healed since perhaps one of the 2 worst days of my life… here today it feels like all that grief, loss and regret came flooding back to me. Like it just happened. Yet in the blink of an eye, it’s now been a full year since we lost Issay.💔 just the mere thought of that makes me want to cry… yet I’ve out poured so many tears over him… that it’s to the point where it psychically hurts today. Nothing comes out, And yet they don’t stop. Ever since that day, I’ve never stopped thinking about him. Or Acchan. Both are forever my eternal heroes.♾️🥹

It’s thanks to Atsushi that Issay saved my life. I’d known about his existence for quite some time, but never payed much attention to him. Until the last stretch of 2021, stretched into the start of 2022.

**Trigger warning folks- I want to tell my story… but this gets dark. So if you want to skip ahead, I completely understand. But in short form… I’d somehow managed to crawl out of the abyss from a 4 year battle with addiction that almost k!lled me. I don’t want to go into details- but during that time I did many awful things. To my family who were just trying to help; to the few friends from highschool that I managed to keep with me, who I then pushed away. When I realized what I had done, I found myself in an abyss, even darker than the last. It was extremely lonely- I felt so numb, isolated, and distant from the world. Like I was floating. I almost didn’t make it.

But within this abyss, I got to know Issay. And I fell head over heels in love with this endlessly fascinating and charismatic man, who was so Unapologetic about who he was, and seemed to share so much in common with my own self. So much of our views on life were the same. Reading about his story… about how he came to write Matsu Uta. It’s amazing how an artist who doesn’t even know you exist can strike you where you feel it most- for somehow his lyrics for Matsu Uta spoke exactly to how I felt in that time. I’d found a new saviour. Which is why I chose to sing Matsu Uta above.⏫ it made me realize that I wasn’t alone. That I wasn’t a burden to my parents or anyone.

“I’ve been here since some time ago

Staying here, sleeping in a standstill

People pass me by

The wind passes me by too

Dreams?　Despair?　Or is it hope?

I wait for you…

I’m just waiting for you

A plethora of times pass me by

A plethora of dreams pass me by

Flickering shadows keep dancing

While I simply stand defenseless

I just want to stand here and wait

I wait for you…

I’m just waiting for you”

(*lyrics translated by Yoshiyuki and taken from their site ;p),

It’s because of that song, because of Issay that I saw a light. And it kept me going, bit by bit. One small baby step at a time. And even when I stumbled back- I now had both he and Acchan’s bodies of art and music to catch my fall, and to comfort my wounds whenever I needed solace. Had it not been for either of these bands, especially Der Zibet at that time, I would not be here today.

Acchan and Issay didn’t just save my life, through them they changed my life, and transformed me into a far better person than I was back then. even after their psychical passings- I feel I still continue to learn more and transcend my inner self, through their legacies of which I swore to carry out, and through every single fan/person who knew them personally. Who continue to do nothing but outpour in love and praise for the 2 of them. For how genuinely compassionate and caring about the world they were. Their “love story” truly opened my eyes towards my own views on life, love and what it could mean.

So Acchan, Issay… if you are somehow reading this. From the bottom of my heart- since I’ll never have the chance sadly to say this to you both in real life. Thank you, so much. 🥹🌸🖤🦇🥀✨♾️ I hope and pray wherever it is you 2 are. You’re at peace. And you are where music and love are up there.

In the meantime, with whatever time I may have left here on earth- I vow that I will never ever shut up. About either of you. 🖤 I love and miss you both so much.♾️🥹 forever and always.

🌈✨ see you over the rainbow someday. Thank you all for reading. Please take care… cherish all that you love. And live life to the fullest that you can.

🦇🥀 rest in power my beloved count. A forever legend to me. Always. https://youtu.be/DY0rVs3pT9A?si=ccO-KWJ-rLJsvZUV

[asherlockstudy]

Literally nobody has played a solemn king of old better than Bernard Hill did as Théoden. RIP

[ahalliance]

possibly no stream tonight, but you never know with this guy

[kittendrawer]

decided to make a comeback on tumblr cuz some friends of mine use it now. Need to share my shitty art skills wigh the masses becahse AT THUS POINT MY BAND OBSESSION NEEDS TO BE SHARED . Adam Gontier during break. Yes these took less than 30 mins how could u tell??