#RIDICULOUSLY LONG TIME AGO
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anyone else out here getting sad and weepy after rlly lovely sweet things happen??
#diary#saw my crush last night and it was the briefest of moments bc it was a book launch blah blah blah#they went home pretty early bc it was noisy and crowded and they were overstimulated and in pain etc#but I joined them outside for a minute before they went home#we held hands for a moment and it was rlly sweet - they complimented my nails (red atm) and like awwww :')#i was feelin self concious abt my nails when I left the house bc the paint had chipped and i thought they didn't look so good anymore#but crush was said “your nails” with a certain kind of reverence in their voice and it was v v v sappy n sweet fuck me#gave them a lil goodbye peck too - they're a smoker and insist on cleaning their teeth before a makeout#and like they were tired so#but it was cute#UGHHHHHH#WHY THEY GOT ME LIKE THIS#LEGIT THE LAST TIME I FELT THIS WAY ABT A NEW LOVE INTEREST WAS LIKE ????#RIDICULOUSLY LONG TIME AGO#i slept all day and then guilted myself for not being productive grrrrr like#shhhh we saw poetry and friends and crush and had a fun night out like fuck productivity blah blah blah#just wanna b in their arms waaaaaa
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it’s honestly such a shame how little kara and querl interacted on the show. and while, yes, i would’ve loved if they got together, even a strong friendship would’ve worked.
i think querl truly understood kara best. he came from a time and place where supergirl was an ideal people strived to emulate. and querl was one of the people her legacy deeply inspired. he changed his ways and became a better person because of her. he knew her as the legendary hero who inspired many first.
querl knew what supergirl meant to the world because he was one of the people she inspired. it’s what “she’s the example we all aspire to emulate” means.
but then querl met kara, the woman behind the legends. she’d smile at him during game nights, the same way she would smile at all her other friends. she’d talk to him about movies, how her day was, the weather - everything friends talk about. for a while, he was part of her family. she wasn’t an ideal anymore, she was his friend.
querl knew what kara meant to her family because he was part of it too. it’s what “she’s our beacon through the darkness” means.
while the rest of the world sees supergirl as an ideal and an inspiration, and the rest of kara’s family see her as kara, their friend who would always be there for them, querl sees both. because he knew supergirl first, and then he met kara. he knew the symbol of hope, then got the chance to meet the woman behind it. you can see the person behind the legend, but you can’t see the legend behind the person if that person is already close to you. and that’s the case for all the other people close to kara.
i’m not saying querl knows kara best because the people who know her best are alex and j’onn. but querl understands kara best - everything she is and stands for.
not only that, but querl is also an alien. so he could understand the kara zor-el part of her too. i’m telling you, that guy understood every part of her. they also had insane chemistry so there’s that too.
querl truly provided a unique perspective on who kara is to her core. the show is a fool for not doing a character study through his eyes because he was the only one who got the full picture.
#supergirl#kara danvers#kara zor el#brainiac 5#querl dox#karadox#kara danvers meta#i’m telling you#wasted potential#i don’t even know why they didn’t interact with each other that much#like the show didn’t even need to make them a couple if they didn’t want to#which is so ridiculous to say#“the supergirl show didn’t need to make SUPERGIRL and BRAINAIC 5 a couple”#it’s like having a superman show#with lois lane in it#but clark and lois are just coworkers#who don’t interact all that much#whatever#the show ended a long time ago#i’m just annoyed at the many missed opportunities
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#a long time ago i roughly matched up folk/more and ttpd songs by themes#was gonna make a ridiculous tag game but instead imma do a series of polls#taylor swift#polls#folkmorepoet
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Recent images I suppose ~
#First one is THE LONG series of GEESE that fly by!!! my aforementioned friends... Or I think I referenced them in tags of some post#days ago. and how I love watching them. See how many there are? And multiple of these will go by. It's like hundreds of them.#Then just the sky because I love the sky. My hair looking ridiculous as it always does when I brush it out of the four big braids I always#keep it in to keep it out of the way lol. I just find it silly how small it can be all braided up and then as soon as it is Released and#combed then it poofs into some sort of swamp dwelling wizard style.#Then... a daily word count... have been so busy the past week that I sadly haven't written much but I'm WORKING on it. Still on the blasted#'odd jobs' tasks sections which were SUPPOSED to be very quick and short. but.. alas.. Though I am on basically the last one. You go work#for one of the enchanting specialists in the city (very important in society since a majority of people cannot do that type of magic) and#basically he just works so much he has no time for a social life so he hires random people to sit with him in the afternoons doing menial#tasks. You show up thinking you'll help with some Important Job or something but hes just like 'no... peel this apple for me.. :)' lol#Edit note: arrgh just had to fish a slippery avocado pit out of a narrow garbage disposal drain with a chopstick. felt like some#sort of taskmaster challenge or something.. gods... I know some people just reach into them. I guess maybe#my hand would fit?? but... erm... scary. what about Sharp Things in there or something.. also Sludge of some sort perhaps.#ANWYAY.. interruption... I got up to go to the kitchen in the middle of typing my tags... lol..#Next image is SLEEPING boye.. And then PIGEONS!!!!!!!!!! my beloveds...#Oh then the giant evil hole in my bathroom ceiling which is STILL not fixed and the repair people still have to come back again.. BUT they#did have this terrible industrial dehumidifier thing they put in the bathroom and just left here for like 5 days and it was like a noisy#hairdryer going at all times and raised the heat in the bathroom from 65F to 76F in like two hours so.. I'm glad at least at their#last arrival they've finally taken it away.... the Noise Beast... silence in my house at last...#though I am still plagued by Mysterious Hole.. the plastic wrap rustles sometimes when I'm in there.... go away...#Ah. Then a delightful little lemon poppyseed muffin someone didn't want and then gave to me. Which was interesting since I haven't#had one in soooo long even though its like a very Classic Flavor.. I do quite like them though now that I've had one again. :0c#Lastly.. mushrooms. I think it's the mushroom season here. Everywhere you go outside there's some new manner of fungus#having popped up from nowhere. I like the variety of all their little shapes. These in particular have an interesting wispy curled layers#sort of look to them. Almost like a shaggy hairstyle that's curled up at the ends or something. They seem neat to draw perhaps.#Okay.. that is all.. I still have literally like 2 costumes and 12 outfits and I think 1 sculpture? to post.. but I am so busy this is#what I can manage for now I suppose lol... quick pictures that don't really take any sorting or cropping or editing lol#photo diary
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I was PEACEFULLY watching a show and I was NORMAL about it which has NEVER happened before and I was so EXCITED to finally have a show to watch comfortably and casually and not INSANELY and this ADORABLE, SMARMY little fuck came along and he’s FUNNY and ANNOYING and SMART and a PAIN IN THE ASS and he READS BOOKS, and JANE AUSTEN and he loves MUSIC and he wears LAYERED SHIRTS and SWEATERS and he has BROWN EYES and a CUTE SMILE and now I’M IN LOVE AND I’M MAD ABOUT IT.
#I don’t even know what happened 😭#I thought I was gonna have a show I would love and NOT have a character I obsessed over#just characters I loved a normal amount#but he fills out like 8 separate things I find attractive in men#and just one of those would’ve been enough to sell me on it but 8???#this is ridiculous and very upsetting#and also I’m so happy and I love him so much#I just now am also coming to accept that I will probably never be normal about anything and I should’ve given up a long time ago#I was so sure I would be tho 😭#ah well#anywho#❤️❤️❤️
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on a note to all: my plotting style is something i like to call i have adhd and if i see you on the dash and have an idea chances are i’ll im you about it. i’m an anxious little dude who isn’t always active in a broad scope, and it’s always been my nature to reach out to people. that doesn’t make me even remotely anxious. not even remotely expected to answer me — i totally get it, sometimes you don’t feel the vibe — but a general psa about how i work. i come from the dinosaur era where the only way to communicate with one another on any level was to directly talk to them and frankly i don’t even know how else you’re ever supposed to plot with a person otherwise. like… how do you write if you never talk????
#CLAWS RETRACTED.#[honest to god this isn’t shade at anyone im literally just trying to explain i am never on the dash and when i am i take handfuls of rando#snapshots to send to whoever’s in my scope at that second. which is i know ridiculous but when you’re me and you’re mobile 100% of the time#because the other 75% you’re doing everything for everyone in your life it becomes exceedingly hard to WANT to stare at a laptop screen.#even if im home im 100% mobile most of the time. basically what im saying is: as an rper i will totally drop into your im’s randomly if#something strikes my fancy. if that’s not your bag i totally get it. the plotting call life has never been mine to own. a lot of the time#it’ll be a person likes it and then you reach out and it turns into ‘haha neither of us have an idea’ which then kills the whole thing.#hence why -i- tend to approach especially if you reblog something or wishlist it and it crosses my path. like. im so happy to try almost an#anything someone wants to give a shot so long as you feel like playing ping pong with me about it. I’ve always been an exceedingly social#person because i just… love people. and for a person literally exploding with anxiety… I don’t do anxiety about talking to people. I USED#to long ago until I LITERALLY forced myself to just… not give a fuck. but honestly? do it scared and now it’s just fucking do it. I#apologize in advance if I can be a pain in the ass and if it’s not your dig I comprehend an unfollow. im a very involved and interested#writer and frankly it’s how I keep myself able to enjoy this hobby by not making it too serious. like. sometimes I read someone’s rules and#im like Jesus Christ I would love to remember all of this but my brain only has so much ram. idk when the big invisible book of online#etiquette was written but I must have been sleeping in class for that one.]
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Opinion on thor? I might be a bit biased but besides spiderman, he's gotta be my fave
he's hot. i love a man with long blonde hair.
i used to love the movies! in fact, he was my favourite character in the mcu before they introduced ant-man, but my interest in him kind of dropped off the same time my interest in the mcu dropped off... no offence to taika (i love taika) but i didn't like ragnarok, (have not seen love and thunder and probably never will) and i don't care for the new silly goofy thor - i kind of liked that his stories were one of the few stories in the mcu that actually had weight and gravitas or whatever. i liked that they were different from the rest of the mcu. but now all of the mcu gotta be silly goofy. and thor is a gamer. what is going on.
i really don't know very much about thor from the comics! what i've read about him is so disparate and he's kind of characterised differently in every appearance of him that i've read, so i don't know if i've really got a gist of who he is. probably i need to read a thor series from front-to-back so i can get him. would be appreciative of any recs in the replies! i'm fighting off a cold at the moment, and some new reading material might be good and cozy and healing for me...
#sci speaks#i should read this big dr doom book one of my buddies leant me 100 years ago. i really need to return it. it's been so long.#it's been sat on my shelf so long...#okay dr doom. i'll read you. show me a good time. dr doom.#it's kind of embarrassing actually how isolationist i am when it comes to marvel comics.#i mostly just stick to spider-man and deadpool and the f4.#oh and cable now. i've read so much cable.#i actually really like cable. his comics are ridiculous. they make no sense.#the 90s were a Time.#90s comics might be the worst of the worst or the best of the best.
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i find him so cute here like look at the way hes holding on to his key stone. AWW.
#the smiling grinner#just a ridiculously cute archie face#i need to like actually do that thing i've been thinking about doing where i re read pokespe but oh my god its so long and weirdly hard to#find online i know last time I made it through gsc but that was like 5 years ago oml#i never actuallly finished rse though since my library didn't have em all when i was a kid..#anyways ik oras was like a side chapter something i skimmed it once to find cuteness but largely came up dry.
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PHOBIAS ARE SO EMBARRASSING WHY IS MY BRAIN LIKE THIS “noooo we can’t go back to sleep what if someday we get sick and frow up :((“ IDFK!! THATS GONNA HAPPEN SOMEDAY AND YOURE GONNA HAVE TO ACCEPT IT BUT FOR NOW PLEASE LET ME GO BACK TO SLEEP
#me when I am SO FUCKING SCARED OF THROWING UP holy SHIT#WHY COULDNT I HAVE A COOLER PHOBIA#like it may not be obvious because I’m able to joke about throwing up in fiction#but my NUMBER ONE LIFE RUINING CRIPPLING FEAR is getting sick it is RIDICULOUS#like you would think I just saw a dead body with the way I act sometimes#shaking crying hitting myself in pure fear ‘did someone die’ No my brother frew up :(#I genuinely don’t know where this fear came from#the incident I blame it on wasn’t it because I was terrified Before that#shoutout to the time a long time ago I had an obsessive urge to Constantly pray that I wouldn’t get sick#I am talking 24/7 the same seven words repeated in my mind EVERY SECOND#‘please God don’t let me throw up’ it didn’t fucking Work obviously and I still did once which was Traumatic#anyway enough yapping goodnight my lovely people#tw emetophobia#tw emeto ment
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You ever think about the fact Aiden was described as a “problematic/troubled/bad-boy heartthrob who just got in over his head”? I do. OFTEN 💚💚💚
#///kyler talks#///kyler rambles#mcsm#minecraft story mode#mcsm aiden#aiden mcsm#references post made (checks notes) EIGHT years ago#like anyone who hasn’t been here a ridiculously long time would know abt it lmao#but anyway that’s the chief inspiration for my Aiden#those four words#problematic troubled bad boy heartthrob 🫶🫶🫶#and ofc in over his head#also slowed instrumental softcore by the neighborhood#u either get it or u don’t I’m afraid ✌️
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it's what's on the inside that counts
#my art lol#vocaloid#vocaloid fanart#vocaart#vocaloid art#blood tw#gore tw#chromatic aberration#fukase#fukase vocaloid#vocaloid fukase#piko utatane#utatane piko#piko vocaloid#red#green#mint green#inspired by a post i saw a long time ago and cant find abt humans having robotic insides/robots having organic insides#there's some stuff that could be better here but i was so proud when i finished this at like 4 fucking am SDKJGHKJHK#so many BLENDING LAYERS its ridiculous. ajkjklslkjg. but god i love fucking around w/ color MMMMMMM#crazy ik. idk why i just love color palettes and stuff sooo much. it takes fucking FOREVER but its so fun sometimes#YES IK THAT CAPTION'S CORNY SORRY ITS THE ONLY THING I COULD THINK OF
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#military surplus store trip 2 days ago#I got a very pink cowboy hat despite questioning everything about how I present myself. it was Calling to me#multiple people loved it and when I got home and put it on my 3 yo sister stopped in her tracks and said 'wow... you're soo pretty'#that has never happened before#so I Guess the pink cowboy hat will be a Special Fashion Thing#despite the little existential crisis it gives me every time I think about being a pink cowboy hat girl#which is a bit ridiculous but there you go.#I was so secretly dedicated to looking either vaguely emo (<333) or cuttingly defensively professional for a long time#that the idea of being COWBOY-aligned (CONSERVATIVE IDOLS UGH) and not only that but PINK (feminine??? >:O) really did not appeal#but it looks GOOD on me and... sigh. I don't have to make people know my personality by my clothes. I can just wear what I WANT to#and I really do LIKE the pink cowboy hat!! it's silly and awesome and goes clink and it's a COWBOY HAT man!!!#I get to be BOTH pink cowboy AND every other thing I am. I can still be CoolTM. I can still be completely myself.#those who love me will understand me. those who don't... don't have to understand me.#goodness gracious that was a lot of soul-searching over a HAT#I also got very very tough Army jungle combat boots#I am expecting them last well >:D and they make me feel SO POWERFUL#Robin processes emotions on main#I Guess XD#I only meant to tell y'all about my cool new items I swear
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I hate when things come into my life in a way where if my life were a tv show it would be heavy-handed
#beth rambles about her life#beth watches things#cxg#my best friend who i dated and kinda still have feelings for#got engaged yesterday#to his gf who like three months ago he was planning to break up with bc she was toxic and they didn't 'have a spark'#so I'm all sad and upset that I'm single and alone#and today I decided to finally start watching crazy ex gf#and gotdam i'm realizing how ridiculous i'm being#i mean i don't have the amazing musical numbers in my life#but it is a very familiar pining after someone who doesn't love you and is kinda stringing you along#so that's fun#but also i've been wanting to find a new lighthearted cheesy show for so long#i can only rewatch the same four sitcoms so many times#and crimmbimms and house have been too serious lately#it's very much perfect timing
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there is always some clown that shows their ass about wyll on youtube. like no one wants your bad opinion on a positive video about wyll. no one wants your regurgitated bile that you yucked down from some other clown who has also never played his route or had him in their party or really spoken to him in camp, but wants to say The Reasoning Why Has Nothing To Do With His Blackness, I Just Don't Like Goody-Too-Shoes CharactersTM.
get out of here and misinterpret YOUR faves, not mine.
#grapecase rants#fandom sucks#grapecase plays bg3#i was so pleasantly surprised to see a positive wyll video#and i needed to see him beiing cute before i rest after a long day and just bc do i really need an excuse to wyll?#and these people show they cant read/listen#wyll has no sense of humor. wyll is boring. wyll is flat. wyll is too serious. wyll is everything that shows that i never spent the time to#pay attention to him#and im probably [definitely] am a racist#idc to me anyone who dislikes wyll but cannot give actual critical reasons is a racist#especially when you are pulling shit that isn't even REAL or TRUE TO HIS ACTUAL CHARACTER#yall got teen wolf-itis aka when that ridiculous fandom could no longer see or hear or understand anything scott mccall did#RACISM#/end rant#im over tired#and over annoyed#been biting back#tho my first thought on this days ago was wittier#/ragrats#idky they dont go and give a bad astarion or gortash or whomever take in their own vids
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LMAO after all the backlash, the Pretty Little Liars reboot retconned Imogen giving her baby to Aria & Groomer 🤣 #bullyingworks
#'at the last second i got a bad vibe from him' yeah girl i bet you did#ive decided that actually this show is high performance art satirizing the original#(this opinion may have been formed by how drunk i got from my favorite drinking game: take a shot every time tabby makes a film reference)#also looking forward to noa's Bisexual Bad Girl Arc for this season 👀 good for you babe#look i'm PLLpilled til the day i die (which is my own cross/mental illness to bear) so news of a season 2 was a pleasant surprise#i thought it was cancelled lol and there was zero marketing for s2 so i had no clue about it until like 3 days ago#i dont think i posted when i watched s1 but i am a steadfast kellyiskaren truther#theyre planning a seasons long reveal like the og series would pull (more like the og book series w the central girl twin stuff actually)#which is a bold risk considering tv shows dont get 7 20 episode seasons to play around in like they used to#but i called it then and i call it now!#after being nearly killed by archie in the auditorium that one time she committed to forever being kelly#(but as we know secrets never stay buried for long in rosewoo-- i mean millwood 👁👄☝👁)#also my money on the new corny villian (i refuse to call any of these villians 'A'. mona would be APPALLED) is either chip or karelly's mom#it'll probably be someone even more schewpid & ridiculous but we shall see we shall see#pretty little liars#dani talks about tv
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Boy Do They.
#lore dump in the tags of a random screenshot post time again LOL#technically xar didn’t Rly know him - i imagine gort kept his distance intentionally bc if not they may have figured him out#but they were certainly Very Aware of each other bc they ran in. more or less the same circles#they are Both ‘counsellors’ in their own way xar is just u know. a little more discreet#so when karlach mentions He was her boss xarrai is like. damn rly that guy? bc idk that they give him much thought aside from like#hey we r playing the same game :) cool :) as long as u don’t get in my way idc#but then to hear he’s a ‘lord’ now?#idk if they laugh bc it sounds ridiculous or if alarm bells start ringing in their head. maybe both#i do think they’ve had exactly One conversation at a party like. 8 years ago#but that’s probably it#漫言#oc. xarrai#z plays bg3
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