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So that unwanted guest huh
#the locked tomb#tlt#the unwanted guest#ianthe tridentarius#palamedes sextus#nona the ninth#the unwanted guest spoilers#my art#I rushed these because I don't have much time but I really wanted to draw#And then the power went out yesterday (weekend) when I finally had time :(#So I just straight up did it during work today. Lol
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wolfpack. aka: if not friend, then why friend-shaped?
"Hey-- uh, Danny?" There's an almost imperceptible tremor in Tucker's voice.
Danny doesn't look up from what he's doing, his pencil scritching across his notebook as he tries to do another quadratic formula question. "Hm."
"What's -- uh -- what's with the dogs?"
He looks up now, and finally sees where Tucker is -- standing in the doorway of his room with an ashy look on his face and a skewed, nervous smile. He's got a white knuckle grip on the doorknob. Sam is wide-eyed behind him, and using him as a partial meat-shield.
Danny looks down to the two giant ghost wolves sprawled next to him lazily. One large green one with his head in Danny's lap, letting him use him as a prop-up for his notebook. Another equally large black one splayed against his hip, sleeping on her side with her head tilted inward to his calf.
Automatically, a grin tilts across Danny's face, and he lifts his notebook up to scratch behind the green one's ears. He opens a lazy eye, one that is bloody red with a ring of yellow around the pupil, before slipping it shut and leaning his head into Danny's touch. "This is Sirius and Procyon," he says, and reaches down to scratch Sirius' belly. "And they're not dogs, they're wolves."
"Great," Tucker says, his voice suddenly much smaller and faint, "Love that distinction."
Sirius makes a great big groan, and Danny's grin widens, his heart swelling with fondness. His hand slips away from her belly, and before he can put his notebook back down, Procyon pushes his head up his lap until his ear is against his stomach, demanding pets now too.
Sam peeks her head up from over Tucker's shoulder, "I think what Tucker's asking here is what are they doing here, Danny."
He shrugs, scratching under Procyon's chin. "They kinda just showed up. I tried sending them back to the Zone, but they keep returning." And they were weirdly intent on just following him around, which is the only reason he gave up on returning them. They weren't causing trouble, and they knew how to hide around the living. Plus, he just loves dogs. "So now I have two wolves living with me."
This, oddly enough, did not do anything to calm Sam and Tucker down. Tucker's mouth purses into a thin line, and he presses the sides of his palms to his lips in prayer. "How have your parents not found out about this?"
Danny wordlessly raises his hand, and his sleeve slides down to reveal a thin chain bracelet hooked around his wrist. He whistles sharply, and both Procyon and Sirius jerk their heads up to look at him, ears pricked up and eyes alert.
Silently, he points to his wrist and rattles it twice, and in unison both wolves stand up and pounce. Instantly, they turn into a respective, opaque black and green mist that swirls around the bracelet and forms into two, flat wolf charms.
Both wolves are posing in the stereotypical wolf howl, with little stars indented on the sides. Procyon's charm has the Canis Minor constellation engraved on it, while Sirius has the Canis Major.
Danny faces Sam and Tucker, and points at his wrist. "Like this."
#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc#danny phantom#danny fenton#dp prompt#dpxdc prompt#dpxdc crossover#danny phantom au#dpxdc au#i am SO tempted to make this a danyal al ghul au for no other reason than I love Danyal Al Ghul <33 he is the most blorbo ever#wolfpack au#tagged dpxdc bc i think yall could have fun with this idea.#plus this was inspired by a clone^2 commission that i just got the finished piece for today. which i'll prolly share if anyone's interested#just no thoughts head empty danny with a mini wolfpack :] Sirius and Procyon are very protective of him. they wuuuuuv him.#my idea (kinda) is that they're actually straight up *danny's* wolves. like. they were made when he was. they're not random ghost wolves#that decided to imprint on this random ghost child. they're danny's. they're like. familiars. the fact that wolves symbolize power. loyalty#guardianship and the fact that they're described as 'extremely intuitive with a near supernatural instinct that can detect danger'#(all of which can apply to danny) was coincidental. but yeah. they formed in the ghost zone and when they didn't find their boy they went#searching for him. which is why he didn't have them right away. but also if anyone wants to take this they can interpret however they like#also like. the fact that danny canonically is friends with a wolf person (Wulf) and befriended Cujo instantly -- who is shown to be hostile#to anyone NOT danny -- makes me think that dogs just REALLY really like him. he's like. an animal whisperer. which i think is really funny#bc i think it'd drive sam -- resident animal activist -- up a wall. just a little bit. like yes its great that these animals love danny sm!#but also!!! she!! look her way pls. she loves you animals sm. she's vegetarian!! she's just a little envious. just a tad.#just mmm the mental image of Sirius and Procyon stalking out of Danny's shadow with deep rumbling growls. their hackles raised and their#muzzles scrunched up to reveal dangerously sharp gleaming teeth. they're protecting their boy.
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aninpin + hands
#the loyal pin#theloyalpinedit#aninpin#anilpin#freenbecky#cw flashing lights#khaotunq#userrlana#purpleguitar#tuseralexa#userdarcey#mjtag#rowan gifs#i was working on these when the power went out last night :') happy 2 finish them#that's the last one for loyal pin e4 for now#i'm gonna go work on some things for the sideblog then try sleeping#after all of everything today#love u all x#(ed: now with +1 hands. sorry early comers my brain is fried and my health is questionable)
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Update: She didn't even take it š¤”
I need advice guys. So there's this cute girl in my class and I might have a little bit of a crush on her. I've been experiencing the most intense sapphic yearning if my life these past few days, so I decided today that I was going to give her a small little gift. I wanted to talk to her and give it to her, but she makes me really shy so I just wrote down on a paper that I wanted her to have it and I left the gift and the paper on her table right before I left class. Is there any going back from this? Does it even read as me being interested in her? I don't know what to do, and our seats are next to each other in our first class tomorrow and I'm scared. I don't know if she's in a relationship or if she likes girls but I swear I've caught her looking at me, and one day she moved her seat closer to mine in class even when she didn't need to. I also make it really obvious that I have a little bit of a thing for her. I've also caught her looking at the bi stickers on my phone. Am I just overreacting? Can I just say it was a friendly gift just incase? I feel like either way I'll be fine since the worst that can happen is that I'll finally move on and stop agonizing over my crush on her if she rejects me, but I've also never made any type of advance on someone before so I don't know if my heart can take it. Help me please š
#I can't do this anymore guys#Election results are garbage#Power went out today#The bus was like 20 minutes behind schedule#So I got to class late#And then I saw that my presentation for my final didn't save#So I had to remake it before class#And now this#Either she didn't know it was for her#Or she's going to reject me next time she sees me#My poor fragile heart won't be able to take it š#Terrible day today#Tuition here is expensive anyway#State university here I come I guess
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(5/?) I have this one headcanon that xiao has a mechanical left arm š¦¾
#xiaolumi#october challenge#the idea is that he lost his arm during the archon war and guizhong made one for him that is powered by his own adeptal energy#since he covers his left arm i got the idea once and it never left me#ALSO i went with something super wholesome with paimon at first for today's entry and somehow couldnt figure out the anatomy to save my life#and the longer i looked the uglier it became so this popped out of nowhere instead... anatomy beating my a** as always
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SOOOOO it was someone's birthday earlier this week~
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY @nichiperi !!!!!! Nothing like a good vivisection drawing as a present, yes?
#invader zim#dib membrane#zadr#okay i was gonna have this done in time BUT my power went out for several days#and then our internet line got ripped out of our house by a passing truck#so today i was able to finally finish and post it yaaaaay!#im happy with how this turned out#this idea formed into my brain around a week ago like a tumor#happy birthday nichi have my brain tumor#gore#my art
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Steddie Upside-Down AU Part 78
Part 1 Part 77
Eddie always thought heād be in jail before all this hard labor bullshit starts. Still, here he is, chipping away at the cold earth with a shovel Mama Byers stole from Merillās shed. And itās all to save the same man whoās busted his balls more times than he can count.
But Steve had pointed, and Eddieād started digging.Ā
Heās sitting now, criss-cross as he stares down at the ground like he can see through it, feet crossed, and t-shirt on backwards. Eddie had thrown it over his head as Steve walked out of the house, while While stuffed his sockless feet into his tennis shoes as best as he could. Itās not right. Heās not right.Ā
Eddie can still feel the thread tying them together, but itās brittle now, obvious next to the nylon still twined between Eddie and Will.Ā
Steveās barely there at all.
Heās always lived in an empty house, been an empty house. The thing inside him is just the first to take up residence ā to fill the vacancy.Ā
Eddie wants his empty house back.
Heād spent a year watching Steve blossom, filling that emptiness with laughter and cooking and someone to come home to. Eddieād helped Steve move in, rearrange the furniture in his mind and feng shui that shit until the sun was always shining. Heād seen the curtains begin to open.
Itās jarring, now, to look into his eyes and see the glassy windows of an abandoned home.Ā
So Eddie does all he can; he digs. The hole grows bigger and bigger, growing at the same rate as the blister on the side of his right thumb. He takes turns with Mama Byers, her lithe frame hiding surprising strength.Ā
Sheās the one at the mantle when the shovel strikes air. She pushes it down hard, gasping as it falls straight through, clattering somewhere below with the dull thud of metal on packed earth.Ā
āWell, shit,ā she says, staring down at the far-too small hole in the earth, just big enough to lose a shovel in.Ā
Eddie peers down with her, eyeing the loosened sides and the distance of the drop. āThink we can stomp the rest out?ā
āI donāt think thatāsāā Mama Byers starts, but Eddieās already stomped down.
The dirt crumbles easier than he expects, like all it wants is to tumble down into the unknown with the shovel. Eddieās whole foot goes through, and he tumbles down with it.Ā
Itās not far, but he lands on the handle of the shovel, feels it reverberate up his spine. He closes his eyes against the pain, groaning as he rolls away from the impact site.Ā
āEddie?ā Will and Mama Byers both call down to him. He opens his eyes to look up at their worried faces, haloed by the dim gray of the November sky. Steve doesnāt make an appearance, but he can still dimly feel him up there.
āIām fine!ā he calls, hoisting himself onto knees and hands and hoping itās true.Ā
His ankle twinges as he gets it under him but it holds his weight as he levers himself upright. He barely even notices the pain because then he sees him: Hopper. Heās on the ground, and heās not moving, as the vines writhe around him.
āShit!ā Eddie cries, rushing over and dropping down next to the man. āShit, shit, shit!ā
He says it like a mantra, barely noticing Mama Byers calling down at him, demanding he tell her whatās happening.Ā
Eddie yanks at the vine, trying to wrench it from the manās throat with little success. He sobs when Hopper croaks out a quiet, āknife.ā Itās the first sign of life the manās shown and Eddie will take it with both hands.Ā
āWhere?ā Eddie cries. āWhere is it?ā
āItās there!ā Mama Byers calls. Sheās collapsed on the ground, winded from her own fall into the tunnel. Eddie follows her pointing finger to his right.
He lurches for it as Mama Byers crawls up to take his place holding the vines away from Hopperās windpipe.
Eddie saws at the vine around his neck, around his torso, around his wrists. He loses time to hacking away, barely noticing the viscous black blood that oozes out of it and splatters his clothes, hands, face.Ā
All he knows is Steveās barely there at all anymore, and this is the same fucking thing that had slithered down his throat
Ā and made its home inside him in the first place.Ā
He can hear Hopper coughing, Mama Byers calling his name, but itās all muffled, like heās under water. Like heās still in the Harrington pool, drowning. Like he never made it to the other side.Ā
Maybe he didnāt.Ā
Maybe heās still down there, sucking down chlorine like itāll quench his thirst. At least down there, heād had a hold on Steve. But, now, he can feel the tether turning to ash in his mouth. Heās so thirsty. He wants to swallow the world.
āMunsonā
He keeps hacking away at the vines, like theyāll stop strangling Stevie. Like this will be the thing that saves them.
āEddie.ā
Like theyāre whatās strangling him, smoke and helplessness clogging Steveās esophagus and making a home within him.Ā
āKid!ā
There are warm hands gripping his wrist, hard. Warmer than Steveās been. Eddie looks up, and Hopperāās staring at him, ragged and dirty and panting, but alive. Eddie looks down at the wrist heās holding. Hopperās knife is clutched hard enough that it hurts.Ā
āYou got them,ā Hopper says, voice that soothing, gruff timber he uses on little kids, and victims. āYou can let go.ā He squeezes Eddieās wrist before loosening his hold and running his thumb up the veins of his inner wrist. āYou saved me, kid. You did good.ā
It hurts when he drops the knife, tendons protesting the change of position after he knows how long clenching down. Hopper drops his wrist, clasping his shoulder and squeezing that instead. āYou did good,ā he says again, and then again, like thatāll stop Eddieās shaking. It doesnāt.
Eddie nods, still looking down at the knife. His hand clenches on air. He feels bereft, so he pulls on the threads that bind. One made of titanium, and one made of dust he can barely feel at all.Ā
He jerks his head up at the ceiling, straining his neck to see Steve and Willās faces. He needs to know that theyāre both still there, waiting for him to come back. That Steveās still Steve, waiting for Eddie to save him.Ā
Steveās always dying. Eddieās always trying to save him.Ā
But Steveās not there at all.Ā
Thereās just dirt, only a shovel as proof of the morning spent digging a hole. Digging a grave for them to disappear in.Ā
āNo, no, no!ā Eddie cries, scrambling up.Ā
āMunson, whatāā
āHeās gone!ā He lurches forward, grabbing for the shovel, like he can somehow dig his way back. He hears Mama Byers gasp as he pushes the shovel up into the dirt. It doesnāt give. He pushes harder.
āEddie, sweetie.ā Mama Byers says, reaching up to pat his shoulder. āWillās got him.āĀ
Willās got him. Will, whoās bright light he can feel at Steveās side, just above. Willās got him.
Eddie drops the shovel on a sob, still looking, up, up, up.
āBut how are we going to get out of her?ā Eddie asks. No one answers because no one knows.
Digging a hole and escaping a grave are two very different things.Ā
Like the answer to a prayer Eddie would never send up, thereās a shout behind him. āGo!ā
Eddie spins, and thereās a man in a Hvac suit, with a gun pointed straight at him. He stumbles back, feels Mama Byersā steadying hands on his lower back.Ā
āGet out of here!ā the man calls, voice muffled through his helmet. He gestures with the butt of his gun behind him. āGo! Go!ā
Eddie flits by him, keeping as much distance as the small tunnel will allow just as something inhuman begins shrieking behind him.Ā
He doesnāt hesitate anymore. He bolts, Mama Byers and Hop hot on his heels, visions of Demogonās on his heels pushing him faster.Ā
He passes more suits and more guns, and keeps going. The ground begins sloping upward toward the light of an open tunnel. He stops for a second, shocked by an end to the darkness.
The safety of right-side-up is steps away. The warmth of light and air and his people are so close, he can almost taste it.Ā
Thatās when the screaming starts, from a voice he would know anywhere. Even like this. Even loud and wretched with pain.Ā
Eddie runs toward the sounds of his angel screaming.Ā
Part 79
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#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#steddie upsidedown au#my fic#will byers#sorry this is late!!! my power went out on thursday and came back on today and my phone died!#thank god for restored heating <3<3<3
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What does robbie sound like? do you have a voiceclaim for him?
Tbh? I don't really have much of a voice claim for him-
Iv thought about it for a long while, and the closest iv fuggin got was "jacksepticeye" and fuggin Danny DeVito (specifically the one dialog of him saying "I'M THE TRASH MAN" and "Can I offer you an egg in this tryin' time?") LMAOOO I'm not very good at voice claims you see (Iv gotten an ask once saying Mob Rob looks like he'd sound like fuggin Corpse Husband- if I had a nickel for every time I had someone say one of my characters would sound like corpse I'd have two nickels- which isn't alot- but weird that it happened twice-)
Also speaking of Robbie, here's the bot iv been working on randomly whenever I felt like it LMAO
#Wasn't gunna post the link today but my power went out so I'm bored smhhh#I'm fine it will come back in like- two hours hopefully HDHDJDN#I just hope it doesn't get too hot in the house smhh#Robbie robs
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(Ė¶įµ įµ įµĖ¶)
#I've had the cutest interaction today#So like yesterday? There was this post I saw on my dash that was like āyou want to know extra info about museums? Just befriend aā#guide! That way you can also unlock the Secret Backsceneā and I was like. Lmao. Who could ever befriend a museum guide I've neverā#even personally met anyone who works at museums?#... Well. Guess what happened today#I was following this guided museum tour with a friend and when the tour came to an end I was happily chatting with her when the guide.#Shyly chimed in and was like āis that an Atsushi keychain?ā And I was like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#And I was likeāā omgāāā Do you happen to knowāāā This one seriesāāāāāā#And they unsheathed their phone like a fbi distinctive in American movies to show me their fyo/zai background amjdsgawsjda it was SO cute.#They were adorable. And I got so embarassed but trying to keep my cool while internally I was likeāāā#Omg the Cool Museum Guideā¢ is talking with me about my hyperfixationāāāāāā What is happening#We talked a bit about the manga it was such a nice and sweet exchange. They said they like Dostoyevsky and I was like yeah he's so cool!!!#They said they're sorry about Bram it was REALLY cute (Ā“ļ¼Ļļ¼ļ½)#I didn't want to hamper them too much so I took my leave shortly after but I'd actually really like to pay visit againā#when the new chapter is out??#Hhhhhhh I don't want to look stalkery and like go look for them on their job. But also likeā they looked genuinely happy and as excited asā#I was when we were chatting and I believe in the power of human connections through shared hyperfixations#The possibly funnier part is that then my friend went āWait you're into b/ungo stray dogs??ā and like alright. This is less surprising.#I already knew she likes manga.#What actually left me quite baffled was that... She really didn't know I was into b/sd. When it's literally what I think about 24/7#Something very similar happened just a week ago. My friend gifted me a manga volume of a series she really likes for my birthday#But when she was giving it to me she awkwardly went āohā justā it features romance between two guys. I hope that's okay with you...ā#And I internally had to pause and realize that no.#In fact most of the people I hang out with don't know I spend half my time curating a bl focused blog.#It's just funny in a way? I got so used to concealing my hyperfixations I didn't even realize I actually got quite good at passingā#for someone who is normal about stuff.#random rambles
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hahaha wheee haha
#sk8 the infinity#kyan reki#hasegawa langa#renga#continuing to tag ship instead of answering any of the reporters' questions#as you can see. I am still on my Reki Speaks English Pretty Fluently But Can Not Read It For Shit bullshit#and also. teen shenanigans. which can also be grown up shenanigans if ur not a square#man. todays been a Whole thing. how was it really the case that every art supply store I went to ran out of black ink#three! I went to three stores! literally a triangle in the city!#still have some of the devils tar left but I'm not enthusiastic about it#well! that's for future baku to care about and for me to ignore babeyy#tbh this is like. Im just glad I can still scribble a funny comic when it strikes me it's been too long#I don't do that a lot anymore... even tho its such a good measure of like. ur sense of timing#if u can draw a funny comic ur powerful enough to do anything. u can eat the sun u can kick its ass. u can draw a sad comic too#I realized I missed that...#also accidentally sent this from draft without adding tags lol. and tried adding tags on mobile and it spit in my face and called me a bitch#got enough of that. one must never forget one's currently on tumblr#now I sleep. gods. gods do I need a bit of that#have a good night lads. bring a worm onto a rollercoaster. see what happens
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ā” jaide, it's me! ā”
finally did that meme that was going around awhile back <3 i had to draw all of his cool costumes at some point and this was the perfect theme to do this hehehehe <3
source of their outfits + original image under the cut c:
credits to @/cafekitsune for dividers
#O9DUFUSUUDHDHSUDD I FEEL SO HEALED . SO REVITALIZED. SO POWERFUL#IM SOOOO STRONGGGGG (is having the shoulder aches since last night. drawing grind goes crazy bro)#WKWKWLLSSKKS WHATEVER RAGAHSHAHA guys lookie i worked very hard on this š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗššššššš#its so PINK!!!!#i went my way to use a different brush and pen for the lineart which is why i struggled A BIT here#i wanted it to be super clean since this was gonna be a big piece#and i wanted to preserve that sticker like/comic book styled presentation more effectively sooo hehe#shojo manga moment real. stevaide shojo real#~ art#ā„ memoryshipping#š memoryshipping#selfship#selfshipping#pokemon selfship#safeshipping#selfship community#ocxcanon#dude i woke up very early today to go to school but they postponed the rehearsal to 1pm so i stood there like āhuhā with wet hair#since i couldnt sleep with wet hair. i went straight to finishjing this hehehehe. well im going to nap a little more now...#ive been itching to finish this im so happy how this turned out fdngkgkdngkdn win for me today <3
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i feel so content/happy like i'm a child at a sleepover but no im just finally living w my friends
#i enjoyed living alone and rly hated living w my parents but living w friends is a diff experience its so cute and cool !!#one of our friends made us cocktails another friend finally moved in we went out tghth today i had very good miso soup + matcha#i bought my own pack of miso so i can make the soup whenever i want now :)#listened to british sea power tgth we had absinthe drinks etc etc good day over all !!#we are trying to find a good dining table and a good carpet i can hear one of my friends in the kitchen cleaning#crystal with the real-gold rims we live in a house without a living room but were going to make one for ourself#i hope it keeps going well#we shall see
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wip ehehe. posting to keep myself accountable š
#radiostatic#hazbin hotel fic#hazbin fic#hazbin hotel#writing#pennspen#wip#I WAS FINALLY IN THE ZONE and then my power went out oop#zeus really decided to smite me today bc why tf is it raining. i was outside an hour ago and it was fckn sweltering#pls. just give me a moment:((#im just grateful the power didnt knock out my progress#think i actually wouldve lost my mind#ty google docs for not crashing on me for once :D
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very quick doodle while i bounce bigger projects around in my head
#community#abed#evil abed#power went out on campus today so got to get out class early#bcus i live further from campus my electricity wasnt affected (luckily)#and i dont have to deal with lab today so yay for me#also my friends birthday which takes general precedent otherwise#and also reminded me MY birthday is only in like 10 days now.. crazy...#i dont think ill do much for that. who knows.
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Day eight hundred fifty nine 859 Impidimp
#pokemon#impidimp#little creature stealing my signature!!#my power went out twice today#only for like an hour each time but still#I live in the desert#the high today was 106#apparently a power line got cut while they were doing construction nearby#hopefully itās completely fixed now
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#i walked into a situation today where my mom was effectively already dead. effectively bc her body was and is still alive. still breathing#painful groaning purrs. but her mind was gone yesterday. my dad said he showed her a picture of the mountains i took that day and told her#i loved her and she smiled. thats what he said. maybe he was just being nice. or maybe thats the last time she thought of me. i dunno. but#the human body is an incredible thing. shes got a heart still powering a broken body. too full of tumors to function anymore. stomach#streched like a pregnant mother. it happed really fast and now its happening very slow#im somehow probably better off than the rest of them. i only got here for the aftermath of a downslide. my daily life will b least effected#i only really saw her twice a year living so far away and she didnt text much. didnt call often. so life wont change much ill just kno shes#not there. which is sad. but theres nothing to b done abt it. life goes on. it hasnt been all bad tho. its nice to talk to my family abt her#how incredible she was. bc she was. wish her mom wasnt here tho. she doesn't deserve to b here. my mom wouldnt want her here. she didnt want#her here. but anyway. i wish her body would just let her go now. so we can sleep. so this can be over. so she can rest#but even like this shes stubborn and resilient. they say it could go on for days but i hope not. may the universe let her rest shes gotta b#so tired after 10 years of this. but i have no regrets. she knew how i felt abt her. and i dont think she had regrets either. she did so#much up to the very end. went out on a high note without the burdon of knowing it was coming#i dunno. its just such a strange experience to watch the empty shell of your mother sleeping like a gurgling baby#unrelated
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