#Plus an inhaler
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This is a callback to something that isn't even relevant anymore that I talked about, like, over a year ago.
So! Update on the not eating thing! Among 'the things I've been diagnosed with during the last 8 months' are ADHD, Depression, Chronic Fatigue, and really fucking bad allergies. Allergies that are so bad, in fact, that the reason I have trouble feeling hungry and wanting food is caused by a near constant drip of sinus drainage into my stomach. Ew. Gross. So, between my stomach not being able to process that very well, and the forgetfullness that comes with Exhaustion/ADHD/Depression, my food intake/appetite is nearly non existent. Which is a problem. To combat this, and all my other health problems, I now have to take medications. It's hasn't even been a year and I'm already sick of it. Maybe if I could go to therapy I wouldn't have to take quite so many, but I still haven't got my driver's license, (stupid hard-to-see left turns), and I can't have my dad or brother take me because they both have work AND they have to take my sisters and I to work and college classes respectively. I've gone off track though. Point is, if I can just manage to take ALL my medications consistently and on time, then the allergies should lessen and I should be able to eat better then. Trust me, it's not as easy as it might sound.
#Seriously though#Over half a dozen pills#Plus an inhaler#And a cream because ringworm is a thing#Apparently#To clarify#Ringworm isn't actually a worm#It's a fungus#It's just called ringworm because of the shape#It's supposed to be spring break#But my brother gave me his cold/flu#Which means even MORE meds!!!!#Fuck this shit#I'm outta here#Just let me sleep already#Uuuuuuuuugggggggghhhhhhh#I hate taking these stupid things and I wish I didn't need them#I sound like a toddler tho#Whining about having to take my medicine#It's justified damn it!
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metamorphosis book cover ! complete with a removable gregor !
#speaking of metamorphosis#this was a project i had last year :33#i used plastic + wax + acrylic paint + random bullshit to make this#i really wanted to emphasize the grotesque living situation gregor was in by the later end of the book#so a lot of textures and a lot of super dark muddy colors#weirdly enough it actually smells really good bc i used scented candles for the wax#the red plastic are the apples being fed to him iirc ?#i was inspired by the royal opera house ballet of the same name :3 plus alberto burri and kim jakobson for the use of textures#still one of my favorite projects to this day !! i inhaled so much spray glue and burnt plastic for this#my art#?
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guys do you think sam winchester would still think i was cool if he knew i was asthmatic
#I HATE THIS TIME OF YEAR IM USING MY INHALER SO OFTEN#plus the cough isn’t helping#ugh#blondie’s yapping
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omgg lol [guy who won't stop going "more like scapeGOATED" voice] now hold! on!! lmao [same guy just saw encanto voice] Hold on!!!
#& [it might be 5am but i'll still see if i can draw some] trackpad homemade reacts. inhales & hands to head/face x9 then walking off#site giving pretty random Suggested assortment there where i was like oh right sure. prob not tumblr keywords captures lmaooo#(plus happened to have it open in firefox) but my god Not the scapegoated literal seers lmfao. whoooo. my god#also it was just really good anyways like right nice. damn#the (queerrr) seerrr the perceiverrr the truth tellerrr the ruinerrr the scapegoat be-errr the internalizerrr the neurodivergerrr#& now i Know there is 0% chance ppl weren't putting ''always a gay cousin or it's you (avuncular edition)'' in that thing#family tree design not even leaving space for the hypothetical kids of this relative we mostly pretend is nonexistent hmm#also that necessarily. it's giving all intents & purposes Disability abt a dozen ways & it's saying [accept that] vs [we'd better fix him]#you don't cite said [it's giving disability] as part of the We All Hate The Horrible Little Freak scapegoating justification & then be like#''actually we don't have to do that anymore b/c he's sooo normal :)'' or not if you're serious about [don't scapegoat your family] anyways#which like oh ok they Are serious so The Weirdo's scapegoating / casting out / lack of support Isn't justified#so he's still weird & you just gotta get over that b/c otherwise. bye. having a natural rat affinity is such a slay btw#& we've all been there like ''you NEVER want two scapegoats talking it's Over if they do'' + littlest kid is like um. they're the best#plankton voice Correct! inhale i'm so impressed like. getting to go ''finally someone Normal'' (serious abt letting someone Be Weird(tm))#which also always counts as like mm hard time suggesting someone's Not queer & also autistic for a start lmao. an award#adding in suggested layers like talking to oneself; talking Oddly / w difficulty; physical uncoordination; rituals ; acting; animal friend#the layer of ''& all that's fine? like?'' again rather than him ever suppressing or even changing it so far as it's suggested#besides that it's observed as Weird like but so? or else what? nonrhetorical: hostility / rescinded support & driving someone off is what?#& that Truth like the [worse treatment / exclusion / scapegoat] oft recipe for someone giving the support they're not getting themself#again Never let the [ppl both experiencing this] talk oh it's So over. or the child who's all i like family support & kindness actuallyy...#obviously also like the complete opposite of billions. knowing what they're about & letting this Just As Beloved crucial guy be So Weird#but billions Also [hmm feels right for our scapegoated guy to Perceive / Tell Truths / openly want/need & then be hurt] now get his ass#anyway [guy who could always go way on could go way on but only has thirty tags & it's 6am & i still mean to try some drawing] voice#remarkable amt of So True & ''it feels like ppl on the same page w/exactly what they're doing are all behind this''#remarkable amount of concentrated My God That Is So A Slay located in bruno all at once. what a gift#sticking to ''sometimes someone In Your Group is Weird. Disabled. deal'' firmly enough there's no ;) oh u can bet we'll Fix Him in the end#everyone always assumes the worst so....me when i'm [always as a kid yearning for Living In Secret Passages]. emile gtmpota?#oh congrats to whatever rando who will be having his dramatic gay reunion w/bruno just out of frame obviously. i perceive#now imagine if That rando was....emile gtmpota! what a crossover event. haunting4haunting. do i have enough tags for this lmao. yea#& having 1 more tag to say: as though the [endless serving] isn't enough bruno's also as close to gender envy as it gets. incl rats; sure
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Setting my goodreads reading challenge next year to 3
#goodreads#I set it exponentially lower this year and started the year alright then still fell off <3#hyperfixation on something else still has me by the throat but alas#I think the 300000 or so word fanfiction I read counts in my heart plus all the little ones#reading#I honestly don’t understand how people do like 100-300 books a year do you just inhale them not absorbing a thing#do you not sleep work or eat#and that capitalism post oh word#anyway setting it lower so you can still feel accomplished if you go several over but don’t feel bad not reaching
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random fun fact: the MV for guilty by taemin always makes me think of dff
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when the show first dropped i thought it was just that both have groups of young people in isolated buildings in the forest, plus the overall general creepiness
but now the lyrics make me think of new and phee and their revenge quest, which makes me curious: for anyone else who knows this song, do you see it too?
#dead friend forever#dff the series#maybe it's the 'happy to watch everything burn' vibe that makes me think of new#plus the: who's going to punish me?#idk that also makes me think of him#maybe it is simply just vibes!#also watching the mv again reminds me someone in dff needed an inhaler but i don't remember who it was#wonder if that's going to come up again
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I've seen people suggest Danny using an inhaler, cigarettes, or a vape as a prop/cover story for his ghost sense, but have we considered both options can be used and coexist if we let other halfas have ghost senses they need to hide as well?
I think Danny would probably fake smoking or vaping to hide his ghost sense (since people probably already think he is a deliquent) and Elle would likely go the inhaler route to avoid getting the same label as Danny.
#danny phantom#using elle for accessibility#headcanon#Danny is probably already labeled as a deliquent so a vape/smoking would lean into the stereotype and not get questioned by classmates#elle was an unstable clone who has experience with chronic health issues due to it.#faking asthma or needing an inhaler would keep her from being labeled like Danny while also hiding her sense#smoking tw#plus a 12yo with a vape is a hell of a lot weirder than a 14yo#granted my mom has a 12yo student who keeps vaping in class and then shoving it in her bra to keep from having it taken away but still#heck maybe once the Fenton parents know they can make her something incase she gets melty again
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Chat I’m gonna be honest with y’all my favorite band Inhaler is releasing a new single on this Tuesday (October 29th) like I might be obnoxious after that point just a heads up
#inhaler#real life happenings#i love this band#yeah so if you didn’t know inhaler teased their new single ‘your power’ and ohhhhhh boy i don’t know if i can wait#cuts and bruises was a fantastic album that i have listened to so many times over by now so like i am AMPED for new inhaler content#plus they’re playing single for their third album on their tour and guess who’s going to an inhaler concert in november? me!!!!!
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end the discourse queen does dabi smoke yes or no
yeah we literally just shared a cig last night?
#nah but i dont think hes a heavy smoker or anything#more of a social exchange type thing bc hes so fucking awkward with social interaction and doesnt know what to do#plus he's a fidgety guy so having something to do will keep his nerves at bay#also hes the type of person to not even inhale like he just holds the smoke in his mouth LMAO#a lil ciggy or two every weekend sounds abt right#asks
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Thank the Gods, it's cooled down enough that I can hug a plushie. So I'm hugging Cayde. :3 I feel comfort and I desperately need that since I'm likely going for a nebulizer tomorrow morning... :(
#mun is a titan#not destiny#i am taking four asthma and allergy meds daily one of which is an inhaler#plus im using my rescue inhaler multiple times daily and with all that i literally cannot breathe without coughing#every single breath and I'm wheezing half to death so hard i keep getting headaches#and with the arthritis meds I'm on i can't take any painkillers unless i absolutely have to and I've already taken#500mg acetaminophen twice this week so i really can't take any more
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good news and bad news.
good: did get in to see the doctor on friday, got some meds, attacking this shit from many angles, feeling much better already!
bad: feeling perhaps a little TOO better, considering it's 1AM and i'm fucken WIRED lmao
#text#personal#forreal i need these to kick the inflammations ass but i do NOT!!!! need to run a marathon about it!!!!!#im taking this one with lunch tomorrow instead of dinner 🤣#the antibiotics do make me nauseous on the recommended No Food (weird right????) so ive started doing With Food#i was also given an inhaler which ive been too scared to try because the third side effect is. DEATH.#on the plus side my heart rate IS significantly down from the baseline 1-fucken-30 it was on friday#unclear if that was period related in addition to being Illness And AnxieTea Related (yeah period started too)#anyway i no longer want to die about it but i do want to go climb a tree so.#ALSO THE X RAY RESULTS SAID NO ABNORMALITIES except hyperinflated lungs slightly lmaoooo#anyway heres a bunch of personal howling into the void dont mind me#i fucken hate infections 🫠#p sure this is post covid bullshit
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can't tell if it's the changing weather or me starting flonase the other day but my allergies have been so MANAGEABLE the past few days
#i guess flonase is the same thing that's in my cat's inhaler lol so it makes sense it'd work#plus when i was on steroids for that poison ivy rash a few years ago my allergies went away until i stopped taking them#either way im hyped...like i might actually survive to my allergist appt in march lmao
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I’m graduating in 2 days and I have pneumonia
#this is NOT how I wanted my school life to end!!!!!!#I’ve been taking like every drug in the world too plus and inhaler#getting ready to play Maria in the 3rd sonic movie at this rate#Bebe says
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thinking and thinking and thinking lots of thoughts…
#early sias alex revival is so personal to me#also the setlist?!?!?!??!#still trying to recover from getting suck it and see and i wanna be yours again#perfect sense debut was stunning as well#this europe tour is being so good to us already#plus inhaler opening for them? fucking jealous of europe but loving the content
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was gonna type out an anxiety-filled and no doubt relatable post about the fear of clicking the kudos button on Problematic Fic lest we be seen and judged and then i was like "you posted incest fic a few days ago, you daft cow, a careless click of a kudos button is not going to be thing that sullies your reputation here"
#and you know what? i was right!#and before the incest fic there was the Gloating Villain fic and the Adultery And Murder fic so like. i was no boy scout. I ALREADY INHALED#(old meme)#the Dark Lokius thing from last month that was a bit troubling. and the Frigga Mindwiping Fic is kind of fucked up (but g-rated!)#and the Sakaar dubcon-that-might-count-as-noncon one is... well.#i'm not even at the bottom of the first page yet but let's stop now before i incriminate myself further here#on the plus side anyone trying to shame me for Wholesome Consensual Selfcest is doomed to failure so there's that at least#fandom & fanfiction & etc#BUT HEY EVERYTHING IS PROPERLY TAGGED YOU HAVE NO ONE BUT YOURSELF TO BLAME HERE SENATOR MCCARTHY >:(
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bought some oil paint yesterday :•)
#on paper bc i was meeting a friend right after & couldnt really carry some bigass canvas all afternoon lol..#plus im just experimenting rn so better use all my old unused sketchbooks ^_^#txt#sketchbook#ive been inhaling turpentine fumes for the past 2 hours save me fresh air fresh air save me
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