#Uuuuuuuuugggggggghhhhhhh

[probably-just-shitposting]

This is a callback to something that isn't even relevant anymore that I talked about, like, over a year ago.

So! Update on the not eating thing! Among 'the things I've been diagnosed with during the last 8 months' are ADHD, Depression, Chronic Fatigue, and really fucking bad allergies. Allergies that are so bad, in fact, that the reason I have trouble feeling hungry and wanting food is caused by a near constant drip of sinus drainage into my stomach. Ew. Gross. So, between my stomach not being able to process that very well, and the forgetfullness that comes with Exhaustion/ADHD/Depression, my food intake/appetite is nearly non existent. Which is a problem. To combat this, and all my other health problems, I now have to take medications. It's hasn't even been a year and I'm already sick of it. Maybe if I could go to therapy I wouldn't have to take quite so many, but I still haven't got my driver's license, (stupid hard-to-see left turns), and I can't have my dad or brother take me because they both have work AND they have to take my sisters and I to work and college classes respectively. I've gone off track though. Point is, if I can just manage to take ALL my medications consistently and on time, then the allergies should lessen and I should be able to eat better then. Trust me, it's not as easy as it might sound.

[insufficientdata]

So im finally learning how to relax properly and go with my own flow and shit (after having panic attacks for like two days) and man it can be really confusing figuring out what you wanna do. I've got like one idea and then it slips as the adrenaline begins to take hold over some insecurity attached to it and then im like wait what did i want again and just uuuuuuuuugggggggghhhhhhh am i just nervous or excited or stressed or what

[lt-sarai]

UUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH

we’re getting a uhaul tomorrow to do the bulk of the moving.

Our house doesn’t have a mailbox (previous owners just used a PO Box since it’s just down the block from the post office)

Gotta get a PO Box after work tomorrow so we can start changing over billing addresses.

Gotta talk to Neosho post office bc apparently Granby’s post office doesn’t....do the mail for Granby??? It comes out of Neosho?? So if I want to put in a mailbox and get into the rotation for mail deliveries I have to talk to the next city over? Ok.

Also Mediacom is mailing us our modem so I don’t know what they’re sending a technician for?? So I’m gonna call them and ask, since the previous owners also had Mediacom and if they’re sending us the modem then we can plug the damn thing in ourselves and why do we need to have a dude come out to do absolutely nothing? I’m not paying a guy $100 installation fee if all he’s gonna do is plug in the router they mailed to us. If I’m gonna pay this guy $100 he’s also gonna mow the lawn and help us unpack.

Why did I buy a house again?

Oh yeah, so I wouldn’t have to pay $1k in rent anymore. Our house payment’s gonna be like $660/month.

[girlyliondragon]

Uuuuuuuuugggggggghhhhhhh another Mobile centric update....

[the-bullshit-shop]

uuuUUuUuUGgggGGGgHHHHHhh

[herhighness-thequeenofhearts]

“You cannot fast travel while overencumbered”

Me: uUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH FIIIIINNNNNEEEEEE

my biggest enemy in any video game: full inventory

[atomicrobo]

uuugg i rlly wanna get back into a discord server but i was kinda dead for a while and it’s hard inserting myself into conversationssss

[semidemi-minigod]

*gets back from work, then immediately falls flat, face-down in the sand* Uuuuuuuuugggggggghhhhhhh...

Maui slowly crouches down as Jay collapses on the beach, and gives her limp body a light prod.“Rough day today?”

[attempt-62]

Uuuuuuuuugggggggghhhhhhh

Sending emails asking for things fucks my anxiety into overdrive 😣😣😣😣

Did I word it right?

Was it even the info they wanted?

Did I miss judge?

Are they not going to write my letter now because I fucked up so bad?

What if they yell at me for being so dumb that I didn't know what to write?

What if they change their mind and refuse to write one?

What if they make fun of my minor for not matching my major?

[lacuna-liavim]

In other news, literally no Dr in Billings will tie my tubes because it's irreversible and I'm sooooo young at 24. But they suggest my partner could get a vasectomy.

Like what kind of uterus control bullshit...

[pumpkinspicehedgie]

someone give me ONE LEGIT REASON why a team of six characters gets four extra lives to work with after restarting on the hardest and longest stage of the game

[ghostors]

straight visibility?? yeah sure bc we don't have enough of that already, right

[heytherekatelyn-blog]

Update

Im sitting alone in my school's cafe

bored out of my fucking mind

have to take a bullshit test soon

kinda horny 

not in the mood to do anything but sleep

someone should talk to me

its a long day and its only 3....

[thisurlisperf]

Oh my god right now I just want to scream and cry and rip my hair out but I can't so I just have to keep all these feelings bottled up and just wait until the day I just explode and scream how stressed I am and how nothing is making it better and how everything hurts and I just want someone to make it feel better but I know they can't and they won't and one day the volcano will blow and I will spill all my feelings about my family and friends and how I hide everything and I just want it all to go away.