#I hate anxiety

[k-nkypills]

Me online: i understand how bodies work and how important it is to have conversations about what works and what doesn’t, and also knowing to test things and that coming isn’t always guaranteed/wanted/needing during or after sex, and that awkward moments happen and sex isn’t like porn. I’m confident in my knowledge and ability to preform :D

Me, having sex irl: OH GOD WHAT IF I FUCK UP SOMEHOW OR DONT LOOK GOOD/DO WELL?? WHAT IF I FAIL AT TRYING TO BE DOMINANT/SUBMISSIVE SOMEHOW?? OH GOD- THEN THEYD HATE ME AND ID BE A FAILURE-

(Can you tell I haven’t had a safe space to be sexual before my current partners? I don’t think so-)

[starkslonglostchild]

tired of my anxiety not being to make out the difference between falling off a cliff and trivial things like why do i have panic attacks in pe

[kreepyveebs]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FYODOR!!

Idk.. I drew him lol...

[chronic-silliness]

Wip of a fic I thought of

 The sun had begun to rise, shining through the trees. Birds started to chirp and sing in the early morning light. The local fauna woke and grazed in the forest. The path along the woods had specks and spots of sunlight decorating it. Hoofprints trailed in the sun-kissed dirt. A pitch black steed, a sharp contrast to the golden light around it, and a lone Altmer. He slowed the horse’s trot. Eyeing towards the now-lit path, he lifted on his hood and continued to follow the path.

“Take us home girl.” He patted the black steed and flicked the reins. Picking up from a trot to a gallop, the two sped through the woods. One pale, yellow hand stayed on his cloak to hold down his hood. Shadowmere was a damn fast horse, and a good one at that.

Constructive criticism is appreciated! Just don't be rude with it lol

[emo-protagonist]

every time i watch house md i get horrified of some disease i have no chance of ever getting

[possuminnit]

guys pray I don't die from my drs appointment

[haruneski]

I really liked @sharkylass 's Nille design and wanted to draw something with it, so here you go :)

[ryudaeng]

pray for me i accidentally hit the tv screen w the end of the broomstick and it cracked 💀 so i just emailed the boss about it. idk he’s so unpredictable i hate it.

[nekrotiize]

My dick is huge my brain is huger my personality is charming my art and writing are good and everyone loves me. [<== chanting this over and over.]

[darylsdelts]

Guys I had to go to my university welcome meeting and had a mild panic attack 🤗😛

I’m so painfully aware that I don’t fit in with the girls in my flat but then again it’s only been one day.

For reference I am tall, dress masculine most of the time and wear no make up and they are the opposite.

They are really nice though but you know when someone is like “oh I’m so glad you’re here because I’m so scared to talk to people” and then they walk into every room they can to introduce themselves.

I’m also so mad at myself cuz how do people find talking so easy?? I literally can’t do it and they look at me weird and I keep forgetting my name!!

Except for all that, yeah uni is great.

[quiveringdeer]

the way I want to go down to the pools or beach but my social anxiety makes me wanna stay inside and just chill

[ladyfogg]

Took a big chance (for me) this weekend and went to my new friend's birthday/Halloween party. I only knew her and her boyfriend but was determined to push through my anxiety.

It. Was. Fucking. Amazing.

Everyone was friendly and sweet. I made several friends immediately, freaked a few people out with accurate tarot readings, and on top of that, my friend made a point to check in on me throughout the night to make sure I was okay.

But the vibe was so open and welcoming, I wasn't anxious at all!

I feel so proud and good about myself.

[adharastarlight]

whenever i have days off because of anxiety, someone always asks if i had a "nice day off" like... um yeah! I totally loved being unable to breathe or move for the majority of the day all whilst feeling incredibly guilty for 'skipping'

its great. 10/10 recommend

[persephones-journey]

IT WAS ABOUT MY QUALITY ASSESSMENT!!!

She is going to appeal my score for 2 of them because she thinks that I shouldn’t have been deducted for points on them

I was anxious for nothing

[keeganmantle]

How's your night? Frye is calming me down after some anxiety occurring.😊

I love her so much.🥺

[wishtale-blogs]

[ do I want to talk to people? Yes! ]

[ do I actually talk to people? No. ]

[ why?? Because I have anxiety and I’m terrified that if I try to talk to someone they will hate me and think that I’m wasting their time:3 ]

[ yipeeeee ]

[alt text]

do I want to talk to people? Yes!

do I actually talk to people? No.

why?? Because I have anxiety and I’m terrified that if I try to talk to someone they will hate me and think that I’m wasting their time:3

yipeeeee