#I hate anxiety
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Me online: i understand how bodies work and how important it is to have conversations about what works and what doesn’t, and also knowing to test things and that coming isn’t always guaranteed/wanted/needing during or after sex, and that awkward moments happen and sex isn’t like porn. I’m confident in my knowledge and ability to preform :D
Me, having sex irl: OH GOD WHAT IF I FUCK UP SOMEHOW OR DONT LOOK GOOD/DO WELL?? WHAT IF I FAIL AT TRYING TO BE DOMINANT/SUBMISSIVE SOMEHOW?? OH GOD- THEN THEYD HATE ME AND ID BE A FAILURE-
(Can you tell I haven’t had a safe space to be sexual before my current partners? I don’t think so-)
#i hate anxiety#esp because I’m embarrassed if I admit I’m scared of messing up somehow;-;#agender nsft#trans nsft#bd/sm switch#nsft trans#‘nsft’#mlm nsft#mlm ns/fw#t4t bd/sm#nblm nsft
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tired of my anxiety not being to make out the difference between falling off a cliff and trivial things like why do i have panic attacks in pe
#blog#real#chronic pe hater part two#is it obvious i really hate it?#i hate anxiety#tori spring#solitaire#idk what else to tag
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY FYODOR!!
Idk.. I drew him lol...
#I SWEAR MY LIFE HAS BEEN WAY TO BUSY AS OF LATE DUDE#fyodor dostoevsky#Fyodor bsd#Fyoran#AGAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA#i hate anxiety#ALSO#pulled on the Fyodor birthday banner and got two copies of two cards and now I'm ahhaaaaaaa#Yeahz at least I've got the baby#But i didn't get the Chinatown one that I rlly wanted :(#Wellllllllllllllll there's still a few days left but eh#I've lost all sense of self and motivation lol
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every time i watch house md i get horrified of some disease i have no chance of ever getting
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guys pray I don't die from my drs appointment
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I really liked @sharkylass 's Nille design and wanted to draw something with it, so here you go :)
#isat#in stars and time#isat isabeau#isat nille#i wish i could draw this better but as i once saw someone say “you don't like your art because it looks like you made it” and yeah#really feeling that today#so i think in just gonna stick to sketches for however long#i hate anxiety#sorry for venting in the tags
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pray for me i accidentally hit the tv screen w the end of the broomstick and it cracked 💀 so i just emailed the boss about it. idk he’s so unpredictable i hate it.
#like idk if he rather wants me to call but i took a picture#i don’t talking :x#idk i send the email whatever happens happens#i hate anxiety#its one of the many things i hate to contact for so im a little nervous sigh help#just dont yell at me :DDDDD im stressing
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Saw a pretty girl on the bus ride home from campus. Unfortunately I wimped out and didn’t ask her for her number bc I felt so anxious. Heart was pounding, hands were shaking, breathing hard, etc. if I see her again I think I might do it. However I doubt I could pull her.
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My dick is huge my brain is huger my personality is charming my art and writing are good and everyone loves me. [<== chanting this over and over.]
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Guys I had to go to my university welcome meeting and had a mild panic attack 🤗😛
I’m so painfully aware that I don’t fit in with the girls in my flat but then again it’s only been one day.
For reference I am tall, dress masculine most of the time and wear no make up and they are the opposite.
They are really nice though but you know when someone is like “oh I’m so glad you’re here because I’m so scared to talk to people” and then they walk into every room they can to introduce themselves.
I’m also so mad at myself cuz how do people find talking so easy?? I literally can’t do it and they look at me weird and I keep forgetting my name!!
Except for all that, yeah uni is great.
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the way I want to go down to the pools or beach but my social anxiety makes me wanna stay inside and just chill
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Took a big chance (for me) this weekend and went to my new friend's birthday/Halloween party. I only knew her and her boyfriend but was determined to push through my anxiety.
It. Was. Fucking. Amazing.
Everyone was friendly and sweet. I made several friends immediately, freaked a few people out with accurate tarot readings, and on top of that, my friend made a point to check in on me throughout the night to make sure I was okay.
But the vibe was so open and welcoming, I wasn't anxious at all!
I feel so proud and good about myself.
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whenever i have days off because of anxiety, someone always asks if i had a "nice day off" like... um yeah! I totally loved being unable to breathe or move for the majority of the day all whilst feeling incredibly guilty for 'skipping'
its great. 10/10 recommend
#like i dony enjoy the constant panic and anxiety attacks ???#its not for the shits and giggles babe#please leave me alone#!!!#i blame the anxiety#i hate anxiety
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IT WAS ABOUT MY QUALITY ASSESSMENT!!!
She is going to appeal my score for 2 of them because she thinks that I shouldn’t have been deducted for points on them
I was anxious for nothing
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How's your night? Frye is calming me down after some anxiety occurring.😊
I love her so much.🥺
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I have to be the adult for a furniture delivery because my dad has work and now I get to be anxious for the next two hours because they don’t actually know when it will be delivered and also they literally were like “we might call before we show up, we might not. who knows? not us, fuck you”
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