#Please enjoy my hyperfixation
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"Camille and Amy are further unsettling because they invert--indeed, weaponize--the violence aimed at them and gain power through the language they have been historically denied. "
"...her motivation in solving the Wind Gap murders is unconsciously linked to this sorrow. Camille's inability to find a home stems from her newfound position as an objective stranger, someone who is not passive and detached, but simultaneously distant and near, indifferent and involved. Despite having belonged to the Wind Gap "group" in her adolescence and her childhood, Camille's external development as an antiheroine now renders her strange...she imports qualities into [the group], which do not and cannot stem from the group itself"
"Camille's acts of self-harm place her in the liminal space between life and death and serve as a physical reminder of her existential uneasiness... Camille's cutting is a safety net...the words cut into Camille's flesh symbolize her fraught relationship with femininity"
"The perpetual links here between self-mutilation, sexual desire, and maternal control speak to anxieties surrounding female otherness, suggesting that the antiheroine-stranger is inextricably and disturbingly tied up with such notions. In crossing these patriarchal boundaries and defying traditional notions of femininity, the antiheroine-stranger remains familiar, rejected, and desired in her transcendence."
"Camille is a variation of Camilla and the Latin name, camillus, meaning noble youth attending at sacrifices, or acolyte. The connections here between the violent sacrificial deaths (of humans and animals) and smothering motherhood further enunciate Camille's outside status, for her very name positions her as involved but detached, distant but near--an attendee or observer, a stranger."
"Amma's fascination with the objectified animals [pigs] hints at her own internalization of patriarchal methods of violence control, which she then internalizes through the act of murder, whereas Camille redirects the violence onto herself. Both methods expose the cyclic nature of patriarchal violence, suggesting that the antiheroine-stranger must either redirect such violence towards others or decide to harm herself, both of which operate as a coping mechanism and method of cathartic expression"
"Amma's violent transition into adulthood holds a mirror to Camille's own traumatic past, but Camille's social exclusion and strangeness are also exacerbated by her significant lack of a physical and symbolic place to call home...[Camille] hated being in Wind Gap, but home held no comfort either, with its "cheap transitory, and mostly uninspired" aesthetic only reinforcing her wandering and nomadic status. Conversely, the family home in Wind Gap is stagnant in its isolation and memories of Marian's death."
"The name of the town itself suggests a transitory place, a space defined by invisible forces, absence, and now, inexplicable crime. Camille's own childhood abuse at the hands of her mother is suggested from the moment she reinhabits her childhood hom, for her dreams begin to confuse memory, fear, and unreality...It is the reconnection of the self with the familiar, transitory space that allows Camille to confront the horror and realities of her past. Further grounding of this dream as symbolic of her own past is Camille's discovery shortly afterwards of Natalie Keene's corpse, found in a physically liminal location...Natalie's body, simultaneously innocent and defiled, speaks to the sexual anxieties surrounding female deviancy, sexual expression, and violence, confronting Camille with her uneasy relationship with her (strange) self and others. The positioning of Natalie's body is also fittingly gendered given that she refutes traditional binary gender performances in her own propensity for violence and her tomboy personality. Viscerally disturbed by the sight of Natalie's body--which is representative of the "utmost abjection--Camille also unknowingly faces the realities of her childhood and witnesses her potential future as a fatal victim of Adora's 'love'".
"Camille's position as a stranger...clouds her ability to find the truth efficiently, yet it also empowers her to find answers eventually."
"Camille unrelentingly confronts the boundary of life and death, actively skirting the borderline to gain a sense of control over her own body and identity...It is only because of her position as a recognizable stranger that Camille is able to confront the truth of her past and expose both Amma's and Adora's crimes."
"...Camille engages with the borderline between life and death as a way of reconciling her inner turmoil...."
-From, "To Start: I Should Never Should Have Been Born": The Antiheroine as Stranger in Gillian Flynn's Sharp Objects and Gone Girl by Eleanore Gardner
#Sharp Objects#Camille Preaker#Amma Crellin#Adora Crellin#I'm back at it again with the sharp objects meta-analysis bullshit#god this whole paper fucks hard#like I tried to shorten the post#but my universal being this shit went to hard for me to cut anything#Please enjoy my hyperfixation#Camille Preaker you are [ ]#tw self harm
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So, I saw that you write Gambit, and I fell in LOVE with your style and portrayal. I also saw your smut list? Could I maybe request Gambit with a female S/O? I can't decide between 100, 117, 127, 144. So uh.... You pick? I'm honestly a sucker for first times/possessive/protective/ would burn the world down to protect troupes. If it's too much though, feel free to ignore me. I don't mean to bother you about my hyper fixation crush xD
warnings: smut (female receiving), fingering, remy being selfless and concerned with your pleasure only, uhhhhh I think that's it. I'm sorry my smut drabbles have been kinda mild lately, I haven't got the braincell during the work week lmao.
The sound of the world outside your window fades away as he touches you. Your back arches against the mattress, pushing your chest up into the air and as it does, Remy’s hands trail over your ample cleavage, admiring it as his fingertips ghost over the flesh, leaving a trail of goosebumps in its wake.
Every ragged breath has your tits bouncing, jiggling underneath his touch, and Remy gobbles up the visual like it’s dinner. Everything he does seems to elicit lewd reactions from your body, actually – not that you’re complaining. At all. In fact, you’re just about blissed out with the way he’s touching you. A shiver erupts down your spine, shaking your entire body. He smiles a half-smile as he watches your reactions.
He has you whining at the attentive way his hands move over your body, tracing every inch of it like he’s trying to remember it in case he never gets to touch it again. One hand traces the curve of your stomach, while the other is slotted between your legs, fingering you masterfully. You swallow, laboriously lifting your head to look down at his hands. He’s been going at you for God knows how long, you’ve lost track. You can feel the outline of his erection on your leg, yet he oddly hasn’t insisted upon anything.
“You feel so good… but…” He looks at you with concern in his eyes, as if he’s suddenly realized that you’re unhappy. Remy’s fingers slow their pace, ready for whatever comes next. He’d do anything to please you, even if that meant stopping.
“B-But what about you?” you continue, worried.
Relieved, he chuckles low, and slides his finger down to your entrance, ready to resume. “We can worry about Remy later. It’s alla’ ‘bout you right now.”
His selfless response floors you… or maybe it’s the way that his middle finger breaches your dripping slit, and crooks up inside to find your G-spot with ease, while the wide pad of thumb continues swiping at your clit. Maybe it’s both. You’re going with both.
You’re used to being pleasured. You’ve felt all this before – well, not this, specifically, because no man has ever pleasured you the way that Remy Lebeau is pleasuring you currently. From the way his finger encircles your clit, applying just enough pressure to drive you crazy, but not enough to make you orgasm yet to the way that he leans down every so often, kissing along your collarbone.
“Remy,” you plead. “I want you to feel good, too…”
“Oh, don’t you worry ‘bout ‘dat, chere… I feel just fine right now.”
Serving as punctuation, Remy thrusts his hips into the meat of your thigh, bumping his swollen, aching cock against your leg. You can feel the heat of it through your pants, and long to touch it, to stroke it, to taste it… but he has you whipped underneath his grasp, he’s in control and you’re certainly not about to test his strength.
#replying in the tags: FIRST OFF PLEASE ALWAYS BOTHER ME WITH YOUR HYPERFIXATIONS ESPECIALLY IF THEY'RE GAMBIT LIKEHSEUKF#THANK YOU SO MUCH?????? you're literally so sweet for enjoying my stuff and aaaaaah I hope this was okay!!!#gambit#remy lebeau#gambit x reader#gambit x you#remy lebeau x you#remy lebeau x reader#questions answered#mydrabbles
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they’re watching skibidi toilet trust🙏
also here’s bonus sketch
#rick and morty#rick sanchez#rick c137#morty smith#skibidi toilet#artists on tumblr#I like thinking about how they would 100% enjoy brainrot on interdimensional cable#alr I get it I’ll only get recognized as rick and morty artist now#my rick and morty hyperfixation is getting worse please send help
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so that roguelike splatoon dlc huh
#hades#hades game#megaera#splatoon#splatoon 3#side order#I don't usually watermark my art like this because it's not very stealable anyway#but I'm playing it safe with this one#very clean art (comparatively) on a white background combining two very popular games? yeah#also this took me nearly six hours for some reason#also also the first time I successfully draw meg and it's. this. lol#I have also drawn inkling zag with a splatana#a year ago actually. way before side order was a thing#I was just hyperfixating on both games and mashing em together#but that's why it's meg this time#also I found the brush interpretation of her whip more interesting than just giving zag a slightly different sword yknow#ANYWAY. please enjoy this I committed way too hard for something this silly
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I haven’t finished this page yet but I got too excited not to share it so. Lil change of pace here.
#dc comics#red hood#i dont know guys my hyperfixations flip on a dime#please forgive me but also enjoy#jason todd#damian wayne#robin#wayne family adventures
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trick or treat! the chibis Sunnie and Moonie have come to visit! they can’t eat, but they’d love non-food treats like stickers or toys or stationary!!
Unfortunately I don’t have any non food gifts! Oh-! well..
I suppose this doesn’t need to be eaten.. get tricked!! I hope the summoning of pumpkins on your head wasn’t to scary!!
#I was debating if this was to mean..#than I realize if I ahd time I would of drawn me dunking rhr pumpkin like a basket ball#mwahaha#the pumpkins should have the same effect as a trickster lollipop!#enjoy!#if you don’t know what a trickster lollipop is look it up!#if you do decide to draw would love to see!#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#asks#trick or treat#bluey cartoon#homestuck is my hyperfixation please bare with me#my moots are so cool..
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💠🪻🌷What You Will🌷🪻💠
#graedari doodles#dishonored#dh1#dishonored fanart#daud dishonored#corvo attano#jessamine kaldwin#digital art#ipad#procreate#apple pen#ayoooo#long time no art huh?#i got a new hyperfixation!#please enjoy some new art coming your way now!#but yeah#yknow how you should never jokingly say you ship something?#welp here we are!#daud/corvo/jessamine polycule consumes my waking days now#graedari loves queue#graedari dh
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okay. hello guys. my bad for not responding to stuff or being as active recently, had a lot of work to be done and other stuff to focus on that took a lot of my time. I wanted to make more art, but I unfortunately had to put that energy into other things (which got to the point where I could not put them off any longer and had to stay working on it). I know I missed a lot of stuff and I'm sorry for it
#unfortunately there are moments where i am forced back into reality#and i remember that i cannot actually spend my life creating and hiding away forever!!! crazy#honestly a lot of it has also been the fact that i am just tired everytime i get home#and my health issues that have been steadily building up#they're really catching up on me and ive been having to visit the clinic more than im happy with#theres just a constant sense of fatigue nowadays#also uh#admittedly my interesting in Alien Stage has been waning#not replaced by any other media in particular. just started focusing on irl life stuff more often#which is why i barely post on shakingparadigm anymore/dont really post anything of substance#its really mostly this alnst oc thing that makes me want to stay because i genuinely enjoy and adore what we've created here#im pretty invested in this even though im not as invested in the source material anymore#not to say i dont like alnst anymore! i still do. i just don't dedicate all my attention to it anymore#which is for the best actually. because admittedly the things and time i have sacrificed for alnst did create a few consequences#sometimes i forget how bad a hyperfixation can fuck me up#again I'm really sorry for everything I've missed#and for being late to apris birthday#and the solauri round#and more#amazing stuff that you guys have made#me bones just dont work like they used to i fear. please give me time#im.sorry again#sorry this post might seem kind of depressing#just dont mind it if you want#thanks for your time#misc#rant#(?)#vent
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i want to see exactly how many people actually have thought i am for research because ive gotten this quite a few times from different people i just wanna see how far it goes
#please understand while im not doubting so much now im not going to base off everything by peoples perceptions of my online behavior but#i feel like it does give good insight#i just always have a little hesitation in me because i feel like no one can get a full scope or honest picture of myself to Know me enough#to say that i can trust their opinion of me without knowing me enough in that sense#gahh. cuz i always feel like im doing Just Fine Enough i feel normal enough but im not guhh.#GUHHGGGHGH#it literally wouldnt change anything for me. like im autistic . ok! shrugs my shoulders. i cope i cant to anything more to help myself#than that#do u guys get it. do i have to go eat bricks or do u guys get it. my internal struggle. im like sisyphus#i cant trust other peoples opinions of my and i cant trust my own perceptions#while of course self diagnosis is a wonderful thing i dont want to put a name on myself that serves me no purpose#autism is awesome but do i deserve that title when dont feel like i own it wether i am autistic or not#im just so conflicted.#do you get it. do you get me. am i being reasonable . am i just fighting a truth about myself or are my doubts realistic. but the Evidence.#im so tired#i do not wanna b one of those tiktok girlies saying theyr hyperfixated on cooking pasta#Now do you get me#all my long winded rabbit trail rambles out of me before i finally get to my one point condensed conclusion#and now i just cant delete the rest of my tags because of all my time spent on them#enjoy my indentity crisis lol#i Might delete some of these tags later
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ranbicblooded ..!
(ranbic-blooded) NOT FACTKIN NOT FACTKIN!!! LITERALLY CANNOT EXPRESS HOW NOT FACTKIN THIS IS!!! I AM JUST REALLY REALLY NORMAL ABOUT MY HYPERFIXATIONS GUYS!!!
a term for when one has the blood / DNA of Ranboo (METAPHORICALLY!!!) running through their veins.
#METAPHORICALLY.#MY HYPERFIXATIONS LIVE IN MY BLOOD AND MY BONES#I SWEAR IM NORMAL#GUYS COME BACK#i just don't know how to express my undying enjoyment for my hyperfixations#my interests feel like a part of me. does that make sense#if i enjoy something then like. suck it up its my identity now#this is very metaphorical and not meant to be weird in any way shape or form#please dont interpret or use it in a weird way#thanks guys love ya <3#is this controversial#xblooded#x-blooded#mogai#mogai coining#qai#qai coining#ranboo#felix has adhd#felix coins
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For your femboy liking a-
HDGFHSDFKHJGF I WANNA DEVOUR HIM SO BADDD- HE'S SO GOOD YOU COULD EAT HIM UP- HIS DEER TAILLL
I can't figure out what those red spots on his back and arms supposed to be tho. I love your art a lot btw!!!
(I am unhealthily obsessed with this deer-man.)
"Thank you for the dress, deer!"
#if you draw any more I think I might just go insane#SORRY BUT YOU JUST GOT IN MY WAY#I PROMISE HONEY I CAN FEEL YOUR PAIN#AND MAYBE I ENJOY IT JUST A LITTLE BIT DOES THAT MAKE ME INSANE!?#please don't underestimate the power of an autistic person's hyperfixations...#alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor the radio demon#alastor hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin hotel#art#my art#digital art#hazbin fanart
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desperately trying to NOT fall into a christian/ demonology mythology study hyperfixation again i cant take it
#and it unfortunately usually coincides with classical literature hyperfixation#IT TAKES SO MUCH TIME TO GET SERATONIN#*flashbacks to 12 year old me reading Shakespeare and actually enjoying it*#girl once i made a Hamlet! sonic AU and delivered it to my teacher as a portuguese assigment at like age 13#you couldnt waterboard this out of me in real life#please please please brain just make me obsessed with some game or smth#or keep making me insane with STC please#dont make me read dantes inferno i beg of ye#*sighs* ^ tag written while the audiobook is on the next tab over
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We’ll rebirth. Second earth. I’m awakened. Their forsaken. Meant to be. Don't you see. I guarantee. Please believe me.
#please check out the og song i really don't do it justice here. its the baldr song of all time. far too underrated. scratches my brain.#parts of this are still imperfect and that’s got me mad. but i couldn’t not join the fun. i couldn't. the celebration is too lively to skip#making this was such a trip. fucked around with every art medium available. learned how to enjoy drawing eyes. stole several art-styles.#nine months passed. i got through one whole school semester. khdr Hyperfix left me but kh SpIn lives on. crazy stuff#original content#art#kh#kh dark road#khdr#kh baldr#kh bragi#kh hoder#kh upperclassmen
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“Well don’t you think that thousand schmeckels is too fucking much for a serum?”
yep, another R&M piece, but now it’s pocket mortys!
grandpa is teaching the little ones how to haggle lol
#rick and morty#rick sanchez#morty smith#pocket mortys#citadel of ricks#citadel#i enjoy visuals of this game sooooo muchh#my rick and morty hyperfixation is getting worse please send help#artists on tumblr#digital illustration
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I'm not in any fandoms you are, but I want you to know I love your art so much it's really pretty and it deserves recognition!!!
I am happy that despite not sharing a fandom with me you enjoy my art! Thank you for this very sweet message!
#Bee replies#Aliyahgracedrawing#Thanks for sticking around for my art please enjoy my dozens of reblogs of my current hyperfixation in the mean time
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When did the latest 1,000 of you follow me??? good lord hi and welcome, I should maybe pay attention to my notifications and activity page more 😭
#I’m not sure if you showed up about fanfiction or from one of my brief hyperfixations or from the cult post or from Star Trek or batfam#but hi welcome hello!#it’s just this! it’s just this. all the time. I bounce interests and recycle old ones#and share way too much personal life on this blog#especially in post tags#and i really love talking with people but most of the time my brain treats messages and asks and emails and texts#as if they are a deadly danger#so I WILL take up to 7 years to respond#but please know it haunts me every day#and I will get to it eventually#even if it’s long after you unfollowed me potentially#anyway. in this house we stan fairness and authenticity and compassion towards both others and self#and we are a pro skepticism and pro sourced-information and pro scientific research around here#AND obsessed with experiencing existence through the realm of story#I hope you enjoy your time here! you can always stick around and I’m happy to see you#but absolutely unfollow me at any time! curate your online experience! it should be good for you#when I or my blog no longer spark joy#please unfollow. I literally do not care. your experience is supposed to be nice for you#take what serves you and leave the rest.#this is just tumblr. you have a whole life#I’ll never be mad#👍#2024#this is a lot of followers. like not five digits a lot but INCOMPREHENSIBLE numbers to ME regardless lol#thanks for following whatever your reason was#personal
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