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A Look At: Little Girls Wiser Than Men
Little Girls Wiser than Men is another Tolstoy written in third person past tense. This story has similar tones and themes to A Spark Neglected Burns the House. It makes sense that they’d have similarities as Tolstoy liked to write stories about loving and caring for those around us, as well as forgiving others for misdeeds. There isn’t much, if any, jargon in this story that would have a reader…
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#A Spark Neglected Burns the House#Be Like Elsa#Best laid lessons#Blog#Books#Canadian#Channel your inner Disney Princess#Channel your inner Disney Queen#Channel your inner Else#Don&039;t Hold Grudges#Fiction#Grandma tried to warn them#Kids are smarter than grown ups#Kids smarter than adults#Leo Tolstoy#Let go of your anger#Let go of your grudge#Let it all go#Let it go#Literary#Literary Blog#Literature#Little Girls Wiser Than Men#Little Granny#Little Old Granny#Playing after church#Reading#Russian author#Russian Short Story#Russian Writer
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the best part of rvb is when they refer to tex by he/him pronouns for like 2 episodes and church just rolls with it
#im ignoring the part where after church says she everyone freaks out bc shes a girl thats not canon. to me.#they're just like “he's so badass i can't believe he stole your girlfriend church he's so cool” and church is just like yeah ok sure#he was playing the pronoun game just thinking “did she change her pronouns???”#bisexual church has been canon from day 1 fight me about it#rvb#red vs blue#agent texas#leonard church#rvb chex
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Need I remind everyone Purgatory is done and it was just a game, for FUN!!!!! Same will be for purgatory 2!!! I understand having bias and favorite teams but do not in any case bring down others because yours is too special or whatever, they were all the same, they were all trapped in there with tensions high and did things they normally wouldn't, the characters acted accordingly to their lore, it's okay to be upset at some decisions made but god don't make it a state affair. It was just Block game rp alroiughtt
#all the vitriol for bluefire and bolas is like insane dude#they were different teams who had different game play#like they all did things differently#blue to win red to not fall in despair and green because they were green and gay and ninjas#all im saying is .#yes bolas was upset with qbad (said specifically about the character bc they did clarified a bunch) for spawncamping jaiden and charlie#and cellbit was absolutely bloodthirsty#so were many others#like okay so they were all wrong or meither were and even if theyre wrong girl. its a mc roleplay with much more upsetting elements#its not a church play stop treating it as such#like even after a month i keep seeing discourse about it#girl be like elsa and let it go#and maybe try seeing the good side of things. they're back. the eggs are back. no relationships or friendships have been tarnished more they#already were at that point#many things and interaction have changed. but for the better#so gooooood idk appreciate it???#or not idc but let it go#qsmp purgatory#rare rambling
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Constantly in this weird mood where I’m just waiting for God to give me a sign that I’m forgiven because I can’t tell if it’s just my OCD or if I actually have gone over the deep end somehow. I’m not doing compulsions to try to figure it out, so that’s Good, but it just puts me at God’s mercy for whether or not I feel like I can come to Him and believe I’m saved
#And that’s the point of this all I guess#Re: the article I literally wrote and got published#But it’s now been almost a week since the Bad#And I haven’t known if THAT was#1. Evidence I’m not saved#2. Me sinning myself past repentance a la John Piper#3. Evidence that I’m sinning willfully (therefore see point number 1)#Haven’t felt like I was able to connect with God in a week basically#Feels weird#Playing flute at church tomorrow and am Unsure how I’m going to do in a church setting#Will likely just tune it all out and go about business as usual#All the while not knowing if I can still go to God or not#Like I feel like I need something#I don’t feel like my assurance is just going to come back after that#Sometimes it goes away for like a week and comes back and then I feel ok#But this time I don’t know if that’s going to happen#So I need God to talk to me TLDR#My journey
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Okay, a few years back I made this graphic to explain the Great Cycle. Now that I've mulled over DD2 for a few days, I'm updating it. Some of the same assumptions as before remain: The Dragonforged fought the dragon, his weapon broke, he tried punching it (lmao), but he did survive without killing the dragon, possibly there was a second Bargain offered in the face of his determination. So you don't have to kill your dragon to survive it. Also still assuming that different classes become different types of drakes because I just like that detail, even though we see nothing to confirm it in DD2 (except maybe for the wyrms in the post-game, I hope that's what those are, just a bit redesigned).
But this time, I'm making some NEW assumptions: A Great Dragon can be manifested directly by the Seneschal's will (I'm guessing this is why our DD2 dragon doesn't have a name, I suspect this dragon was created after Rothais defeated his - he didn't become a dragon OR Seneschal so it had to come from somewhere). The challenge a Seneschal poses to the Arisen can be anything; Savan gave us the opening of the Everfall and unleashed a ton of powerful monsters upon the world; but Pathfinder gave us what the world would look like without a Seneschal to oversee things. My assumption is that the Colossal Dragon that appears out of that final red pillar of light IS the Pathfinder (possibly using his will to force order back upon the world) and when we kill it, our Arisen becomes Seneschal (because Pathfinder says he won't be there to see the new world that's forming). So the challenge can be anything, not just the Everfall. I'm curious what happens to our pawn after that fight, though. And it's a much better Seneschal fight than the one against Savan, sorry Savan.
I'm also assuming that (given we see the Pathfinder rewind time and rewrite the world) the Seneschal can simply will the world into a state of being that suits them. This includes wiping memories of events. Though I like to imagine that our Arisen-turned-Seneschal didn't wipe memories of themselves or of the apocalypse-world. There was an entire plotline going through this game with Rothais and Phaesus where mortals are trying to get rid of the Seneschal and so it makes sense that they need to remember what would happen without the Seneschal's presence.
Anyway, thanks. I'll probably have more thoughts later, but this is the part that gets me most. I like to know how things work so I wanted to sort the Cycle out.
#dragon's dogma#dragon's dogma 2#dragons dogma#reliviews#the great cycle#personal#i wonder where a ng+ will put me#i really am excited to play ng+#but i need a break to rotisserie chicken what i've got so far#i'll come back to it with a fresh pov after a few weeks i think#there are of course still things i wanna know#what's the deal with the dragonsplague#it's not just a mechanic they added to troll us#but what is its significance#what happens to our pawn after we defeat the colossal dragon#they flat out state we infused them with will of their own#so do they become human after that#or does the plague kill them#and there are always timeline questions#what happens to lamond and this new dragonforged#how long ago were they arisen#what about rothais#he's not even really alive anymore but does he finally get to die#is the brinepocalypse something that HAS to happen periodically#to like clean slate the world#to remind people of the importance of the seneschal and maintain peace for a time afterwards#what happened to religion#there was a maker and faith-church in the first game#where's that now have people just forgotten to worship the seneschal#anyway
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flash memory of my dad absolutely obliterating my adolescent eardrums with money - pink floyd in his 1984 teal mazda b2000
#he used a casset adapter to his ipod nano gen 3#and it was so loud and driving me home after wednesday church service and it was just me and him and i was pissed over that bc i hated goin#without my mother/in general and the truck smelled like pennies oil and dog#and it was so loud and the sounds of coins clanking and machinery just fueled my 10 y/o irritation#made me haaate pink floyd for a long time#i was like 18 19 before turning around to all my dads music#he is still around im just the eldest dau*hter who moved out from my enmeshment family#so many memories and im making less these days so im floooooded and no inspo to write so tah#shutup sensitive#only thing he gifted me that i adored from the moment my infant ears were graced was the cure. specifically i have young memories of him#playing me the lovecats over and over#such a good song muah thanks dad#shuuutup sensitive
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I've run out of my queued posts for whumptober🥲
I'm gonna try to stock pile some posts tonight, but we'll see what happens lol
#ive been winterizing my house#and have been taking theology classes at church#and my nephew turned 10#and im getting ready for a weekend trip#so ive been a bit busy after work#i wish i could draw at work instead#cus weve been PAINFULLY slow#like#im falling asleep#highly irregular for a normally busy credit union#but here i am#playing pbs kids games on my work computer lol
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I'm aware that the carnival wheel game is a scam, but this was worth the 500 gold, full stop, I was on the floor crying for like ten minutes
(Also peep my Durge Tav, Sorcerer)
#there's personal context about my tav that makes this infinitely funnier#i'm being serious this had me dry heaving on the floor#also here's the proof I'm doing this way out of order#i'm at the carnival after beating cazador and fighting shadowheart's church's leader#which everyone said that fight was worse than cazador but here's a secret if you get shadowheart to rally the others behind her#you only have to fight four people#there are benefits to doing a dark aligned shadowheart#i also stole the mother superior's dress and dyed it red so that's what my tav is wearing#i'm being such a gremlin bastard in this game#fishgills speaks#fishgills plays bg3#bg3#baldur's gate 3
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had a GVF dream last night and naturally in my dream I had to log onto tumblr and tell everyone about my experience
so here I am fulfilling the prophecy
#I miss them 😔#I dreamt that I went all the way to LA to see one of their shows at a small outdoor venue#very intimate and there was no pit !!! It was GA but no pit !!! CHAIRS#and the venue accommodated for my visual disability and let me in early so for the first time in my life I had a good view at a GVF show LOL#Jake was wearing the dragon suit from DIG#I think Sam was wearing his original DIG suit too? it was also black#Danny was wearing his Starcatcher outfit#and Josh was wearing a new jumpsuit that was white and BEJEWELED FROM HEAD TO TOE#it was sooo sparkly and pretty#so then they played a song and it was a cover (I don’t remember what song) and I was like well that’s kinda weird#and then oomf showed up and talked through the ENTIRE SECOND SONG (also a cover that I don’t remember)#and I was like well if he keeps doing this after the second song then I’m gonna tell him to be quiet#BUT THEN THEY LEFT AFTER THE SECOND SONG AND I WAS LIKE 🧍🏻♀️#but then I was like … well that’s the best view I’ve ever had seeing GVF so at least there’s that#anyway I haven’t listened to the boys in a hot minute but I might have to jam out on the way to church idk!#after that I had a different dream that I flew to Texas with my friend and I wanted to go to the American Girl store so I did and he left me#behind and got another flight without me KDHSJSKA ?!????#I had a lot of random and vivid dreams last night lmao#anywho…. love yall miss yall !!!!#life is finally calming down a bit but my depression is also starting to rear its ugly head again so WOMP#u win some u lose some
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i have to ask because ive seen the name spelled with and without the accent- is it cléo or cleo?
it’s cléo! and omg okay i actually had a written thing for this back when i was first setting my girl up but it’s lost in the void now…….. so her maternal grandmother grew up in france and was named anya right. huge huge pianist during her time. and it’s bc of her grandmother that cléo’s mom kemi grew up to be a child of the industry herself (MORE ON THAT LATER!) but kemi wanted to honor anya with her own daughter + just really liked the name cleo (which means to ‘make famous’ btw…) so: cléo anya! the accent is just there for decoration tbh i think it just makes it look prettier LMFAOOO
#⠀⠀⠀⠀﹒⎯⎯ answered.#cléo’s name is very purposefully chosen it’s so important to her story and how she holds herself against the narrative#the narrative: me#IF I CAN JUST YAP IN THE TAGS#like i said above cleo (or clio) means to make famous!#which is so important because all the women in her life are Known Stars…. it was only natural for her to follow in their footsteps!#singing comes natural to her (growing up in the church as a choir kid) so she was very comfortable with it#but after moving to sk and getting her roots ripped out and replanted a whole continent away and having music / singing being taken in such#a different context than she was used to….. oh she suffered BAD 😭 my poor girl….#also note that the most notable person with the name cleo would be a certain queen of egypt…#and as someone who used to play chess (not competitively god fuck no AJAHAHDJW) the ranks and titles of the chess pieces and what they can#do have always interested me#and at the risk of sounding like a fucking nerd (🤓☝🏽) having cléo embody the queen piece ……ohhmfjrheuej#cause the queen piece is the most powerful piece on the fucking board !!! (miss me with that king shit idc)#like if your queen is GONE you’re practically defenseless. and so having cléo’s name also have queen-like connotations and then having her#fuckass ex nearly check her ass out of a career#vibrating fast enough to shatter glass DO YALL UNDERSTAND…….#alright let me stop. JSVEJEWVH
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If you all are every curious as to how accurate my sona is to me, I'd like you all to know that I wear the same jacket everywhere. I rotate through the same set of clothes every week (and a couple are pairs, as decided by me because I thought it be nice one day for no reason), but I am always wearing this hoodie. Before it was this hoodie, I had a different hoodie I wore everywhere (that I stole from my mom). And before that hoodie was the hoodie I got at the same time my mom got hers. A hoodie I ran so ragged my mom and I had fights about whether I could wear it. And before that was a hoodie I had when I was a mere tween.
You know now that I type it out, maybe this isn't normal. Probably should've realized this earlier given how everyone kept trying to take my hoodies off me.
#unma rambles#they always forced me to take it off for pictures#which I hated for various reasons but also if you want a memory of me you need the hoodie or it's not me#how are you gonna make me take off the most important part of my outfit#anyway I stopped listening after someone from church that I barely know stole it as a prank and joked about taking it home#it was not a funny joke.#thinking about it still makes me unreasonably angry#also can you believe I still got confused for my brother when I was always wearing a hoodie and he wasn't#we're not even twins. I'm just 'too short'#thanks for making me feel like shit about my . masterful play. i hate you all.#but back to the point I'm faceblind so I've learned to use outfits and stuff to tell who people are#so I really cannot understand how people kept confusing me for my brother#they can tell twins who look identical to me even heightwise and dress the same often but nooo you still can't tell I'm not my brother#hate it.
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dragging myself kicking and screaming off to bed so I can get enough sleep to actually function properly and headache-free tomorrow instead of listening to the remaining 1.5 hours of my audiobook
#if it was ANY OTHER DAY. I would stay up and finish it#but alas I have to play organ at my church tomorrow and then have a social function directly afterwards#And then have to go back to my mom’s house directly after that.#eve's thoughts
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quick dreamsnso i can find them later
#eating pine branches at grandmas.#lived next door.#renting.#pine branches were really tasty and chewy like ... soupy tootsie rolls?#tried to sneak up on sister#while holding a plastic bag#found. she thought i was soemthing worse. also had been followed by crows for awhile#went back home. grandparents mom and uncles gave me 21 cents and advice on how to have a good birthday on the dime#played sonic the hedgehog with mom except ive never played sonic before in my life so it definitely wasnt that#more like animal crossing with an explore / battle mode?#and you could only pick from 3 characters#mom played with me. i was surprised.#. next dream#exploring a minecraft like world. big mansion#somehow end up in hell#i fall down and loose my exit. have to fight invisible ghasts and monsters until i can explore and find a way back#find a way back. no tools. hard to find resources to make a pickaxe in this mansion.#im with a bunch of people and mocked for not being able to find twigs#someone destroys a chair and hands me a bundle of twigs#i know the next step is to go punch a tree but all the trees growing here are pretty and i dont want to#later theres some ceremony. funeral maybe but with more religious undertones?#i have to wear a dress#and am handed heavy dangly earrings to wear#after i mourn and gather myself. some sort of special symbolism.#i take longer to mourn than the crowd of others would like#wearing the earrings themselves feels like tremendous grief to me. the weight of doing something I Am Not.#then they ask me to put on eyeshadow too#all of this in a very feminine way mind you#i tear tf out of there and flee#i run into more people in the hallway. somehow this place ends up being the church i grew up in
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It's kinda funny how consistent it is that every time Rhea brings up Willy during an argument with Edelgard the latter just pretends she didn't hear that part of the speech and focuses entirely on some minor throwaway comment instead for her response lol
Remember how her lines, when you use her in NG+ against Supreme Leader are basically "Willy :'(" over and over?
I mean (and big thanks to @deathbirby for the lines!) :
Rhea engaging against Supreme Leader :"You bear such a resemblance to him.. It breaks my heart that I must defeat you."
Rhea rekting Supreme Leader : "Wilhelm. If only you were alive today."
I remember a blogger made a meme about Supreme Leader being pissed that Rhea always talks about Willy when she talks to her, and well, that's not completely wrong? lol
But yeah, more seriously, if Supreme Leader really thinks Rhea doesn't value human life at all - because she is a Nabatean (note how she adds "Child of the Goddess "女神の眷属" at the end of this sentence in the jp text, that Treehouse obliterated for ~reasons~) - it is actually very telling : the very same Supreme Leader, faced with Rhea expressing grief/ or thinking fondly about Willy, thus, valuing at least Willy's life (even if he is long dead), aka a human life, doesn't react at all.
But that's a very Supreme Leader thing, she will bulldoze through her path, even if you dangle evidence in front of her eyes that she operates on wrong/faulty premises, and never reconsiders or self-reflects. Rhea very obviously still cares about Willy? Well, Supreme Leader dgaf, Rhea is a Nabatean, and Nabateans don't value human life.
#anon#replies#iirc this issue/gap/discrepency when i first played Tru Piss in 2019 threw me in that hell hole#Rhea obviously cares about humans and humans want her dead#look at that lolcalisation lolcalised work#'no no no we cannot have our favorite character be racially biased against the evil church lady'#'let us edit this where is 4Kids's magical pen?'#FE16#is it the wilhelm hour?#that dude throws so many wrenches in how Rhea is portrayed by this game#uwu alone b4 u? No she had her sibs but moreover the dude she remembers 1k years after his passing as a guy who saved and supported her#and in nopes she wrote an elogious history about him why missing him textually when she fights#uwu doesn't care about humans? Rhea ran a giant orphanage and again cares a lot about willy even beyond his death#but this verse never confronts Claude and Supreme Leader about their misconceptions about Rhea even if Claude in VW#has an epiphany and realises water is wet#3 nopes#those fighting lines lol#Rhea stuff
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oh no, I sure hope I don't get accepted to work this full time sub-minimum wage position that I applied for. That would be terrible. Sure would be a shame if I got it.
#a sock speaks#shhh I'm playing hard to get#yes it is a lot of work for little compensation but it would give me experience that I need#and from the video interviews it seems like work that I'd be happy to do?#and so I'm still sitting here feeling insecure about it. been getting a lot of rejections lately.#work tag#the peach ice cream from yesterday is really good! I was going to make rose ice cream today but my dad used up all the milk#I have rose water in the fridge waiting. might make it tomorrow if there's time#food tag#it occurred to me today that since I have a car nothing's stopping me from going to another church#my parents will be upset if I don't attend with them. but I could go to a service before or after?#there's a mixed Lutheran/Presbyterian nearby that starts an hour before. and I know the music director bc she was my accompanist years ago!#also their communion is fully open so I wouldn't have to be stuck in my scruples about baptism there#idk. maybe soon if not tomorrow.#local construction
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So I think church purity culture actually has the opposite effect I think.. uhhh
#i think idk tho#just a hunch after literally growing up in church my whole entire life#like idk!#okay Google play Good Girl Guilt by Ivory Layne
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