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#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man���#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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The way I got into blue eye samurai was bc of HER
Like who created her to be this fine??? Mizu pls be real I really can’t do this anymore
#mizu blue eye samurai#blue eye samurai#mizu#she’s so pretty#marry me pls#got me giggling and shit#lord help me#she made me so gay#I wanna be her AND be with her#if she and taigen get together I will literally riot
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i'm a genshin player,
of course I continue to upgrade an artifact that keeps upgrading the HP substat hoping that it'll go to the surrounding good substats in the next upgrade.
HBU??????,,
#genshin impact#zhongli#genshin#zhongli genshin impact#genshin artifacts#genshin impact xiao#kaeya#chiori#noelle#xiangling#arlecchino#i dont have her lol#give me good stats pls for emblem of severed fate and marechausse hunter#diluc#gaming genshin#xingqiu#qiqi#wriothesley i might want to get you >:)#wriothesley#neuvillette#genshin primogems#IM BROKE ON ARTIFACTS HELP
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ive recently been so obbsessed with the au/concept/thought/idek of rapunzel running away from gothel, but NOT finding out who her parents are
like if eugene didnt go to the stabbingtons after the boat scene, imagine how different their lives would be, and i can just imagine raps getting her first haircut and her and eugene getting married and they live probably out in old corona and they just live like that yk? maybe going on roadtrips together and visiting different towns and kingdoms
and idk why but them just having a pretty normal life just as commoners of corona would be so cute idk why😭🙏
#and like eugene would go by eugene#and theyd buy a little house#and raps would sell her art#& take commissions#also them meeting varian that way#like theyre just strolling and they know about quirin obvi#but varian is out during a seasonal harvest and they all get along🙁#also eugene & raps in commoner clothes#sobbing#PLS HELP IDK WHY I LOVE THIS IDEA SO MUCH#BUT ITS SO CUTE TO ME#rapunzel#eugene fitzherbert#tangled#tts#au#hcs#new dream#they meet cass when they go in for a seasonal market in corona#and raps is selling some of her art#and they see cass on duty#and raps would probably wave & what not#and they always see her cuz cassie always has duty during markets#and they js kinda become friends slowly after that
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My post about Anya is making like a little ruckus on Twitter and I think it’s crazy how many people like have a problem with it.
Like you don’t have to agree with how I characterize Anya and her actions but it’s more like, why are you focused on only one aspect of her character? Why are you removing nuance from the situation? I don’t see it as giving Curly the benefit of the doubt when it comes to doing better for Anya, but as exploring his character and hers relationship with a the very little authentic facts we get about them. In truth, there’s a lot more I wish Curly did, even if it wasn’t pragmatic but I realize the issue there.
The first psychological horror game in a while that’s real intricate in its storytelling and makes you need to really need to address the morality of intentions and its already getting torn asunder smh 😔
#I don’t know if it’s the case of people who hate curly and think he should’ve just killed Jimmy won’t accept anything else#but I really am trying to get the idea that they were stuck for over a year in space together on a ship barely kept together with wildly#different and conflicting personalities who also got more hostile because they know they are going home to unemployment#it sounds heartless to say and he should have prioritized her more but in his head that’s not the only thing he has to manage and he has to#fit the necessary actions to take in his head with all that including his perception of them as a friend vs as a boss#idk I just don’t believe Curly was comforting Jimmy with the intent of helping him get rid of Anya. he wanted to help both of them he went#about it horribly like the game is literally about realizing how misguided you can be and that responsibility#and how to be responsible look different even if there are better options like it’s just weird just block my ass dawg#also I think the argument of how could the situation be worse if he stopped Jimmy is stupid cause it’s under the guise that Curly would#assume someone he trusted would just try and commit murder suicide or he’d get degloved and all his crew directly#or indirectly killed by that friend like sorry if that’s a reach statement like adding#your supplementary thoughts is how analysis is born but adding facts about events we don’t know happened and treating them like character#truths is lame is a cop out from actually engaging with parts of the story that adds grey areas to characters you wants to see in black#this is just a stupid like thing to me but it makes me sad cause I don’t even hate seeing depictions of Curly as more aware and#accommodating to Jimmy purposely but I need you to understand he thought he was doing the right thing for both his friends and his closest#friend but the key point is he thought he was doing right for both of them like what game were we both watching???#mouthwashing#like just block me pls like Anya would not share ur mindset or hold ur hand like do more than just pity her if you like her so much
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"Suddenly there was a thunder of thumps on the front door. The sleeping pups awoke in alarm. The Baddun brothers lumbered to their feet and stumbled towards the door. But before they got there it had been flung open.
Outside, against the moonlit sky stood a figure in a long white cloak.
It was Cruella de Vil."
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(literary reference)
#i literally spent the whole night trying to read the novel#bUT CRUELLA GETS SO LITTLE SCREEN TIME HELLO????#LIKE I KNOW THE BOOK ISN'T ABT HER BUT C'MON MAN...#I'M NOT EVEN DONE WITH THE BOOK PLS HELP ME#IT'S 4:20 AM I THINK I'M GOING INSANE#but anyways i'll finish the book tmr....#now let me just....#passes the fuck out#original character#oc art#limbus company#project moon#limbus company oc#cruella de vil lcb oc
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firm believer there was no bedding ceremony when helaena and aegon married because she would cry and possibly kill someone
#SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE??? BEING LOUD??? /TOUCHING/ HER???? BEING UNDRESSED BY RANDOM MEN????? a hell designed personally for her tbh#sorry if you wanted all the court ladies undressing you aegon. maybe you can have your bedding ceremony while she's safely escorted to bed#if they had it happen she'd try to endure for all of 3 seconds (she'd cry) before violently shoving people away#if anyone tried to prevent her from running it would get worse and she won't apologize for making lord whoever bleed by scratching his face#she'll not apologize if dreamfyre flies too close to the castle like 'HEY BUDDIES WHY IS MY RIDER IN DISTRESS THESE WALLS CAN'T STOP ME!!!'#anyway daily reminder westeros is gross ig#i want to have enough faith in her family that they'd know it wouldn't go well and plan to spare her that from the start#because yeah it wouldn't go well#(the worst part is that me as a person who doesn't write viserys or alicent - disclaimer over - thinking about it#i can see alicent making the case for it not to happen and viserys just being like *handwave* all girls are shy about it it's normal)#anyway yeah any crusty old man tries to touch her helaena will hiss at him like a cat#also run to the nearest source of safety tbh#aemond 🥺 ser criston 🥺 mom 🥺 pls help#* out of character: { dreamfyre stan }
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sometimes i think about how aizo pitied mona exactly once
and she proceeded to hate him forever
#one can only aspire to be as much of a hater as mona is to lxl#aizo didnt even show up in the umbrella scene in the watashi idol sengen mv#genuinely hope that mona doesn’t get an anime bc lord knows they’ll romanticise the umbrella scene#pls dont let mona go mainstream like chizuutan did#bc l o r d help me if anyone tries to come after asuna for her women’s wrongs—
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im sorry.
#I SAW THE SECOND PIC AND I *HAD* TO IM SORRY 😭#their mom really needs a name so i can stop just calling her ‘their mom’ cuz it gets confusing#i need a name that’s mean tho#i mean#bitch starts with b#it could work 😭#Barnacles Bianca and Bjarnyir Bear#the children of Bitch Bear#help 😭😭😭#gotta do more research on old norse B names#:DD#ask me questions about their childhood and story PLS i love torturing my characters <33#octonauts#octonauts fandom#captain barnacles#coral’s silly little thoughts#octonauts barnacles#octonauts bianca#octonauts oc#octosona#octonauts au#octonauts fanfiction#octonauts angst#✨ The Biarnaki Childhood™️ ✨#angst <33
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AGH I SWEAR IF THIS ONE ISNT TRUE IAM CRY BC LOOK HOW CUTE SPIDER IS IN A RDA JUMPSUIT- wait where his mask at 👁️👄👁️
Why is he standing like this?
#miles spider socorro#avatar twow#avatar the way of water#avatar 2#avatar#spider socorro#avatar spider#spider avatar#spider sully#avatar jake#avatar leaks#kiri te suli kìreysì'ite#I mean it looks like her or it could be someone else#jake sully#james cameron avatar#I keep tagging spider to much it’s getting out of hand pls send me help#but like why is bro standing like that 🧍#bro saw something that day#Varrang avatar#it kinda looks like her but why is she crying?
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can someone nice (!!) please please please adopt me im begging you im requesting you (huge word vomit and vent in tags, pls dont read if u dont want to!! and if you don't want this stuff on this blog PLS lmk!! i dont wanna make anyone uncomfy! )
#tw vent#yes ik i have a vent blog#but idk why i dont wanna go there#ill prolly delete this in a while + if i vent here (which ill try not to) ill always tag it#but if any of yall aren't fine with it pls do lmk!!! ill stop <3#Anyways.#fucking hell i hate this.#dude#i very specifically told them to hurry the fuck up THEY were the ones making us late#i have told them a hundred times the minimum time i jeed to get ready#i told them this morning too that you guys make us late then put it all on me#nad she went like oh no dear dont worry that wont happen#WELL GUESS WHAT BITCH#and like the lecture and huge ass scolding and then cold shouldet ive been getting from BOTH of them before i left for coachinh#im just tired atp#idk its not even that big a deal this happens everyday#i dont know how to feel#idk if im even rly feeling anything atp#its just that i really fucking hate being here#I wanna get the fuck out#but thing is this makes me feel kinda guilty occasionally#for eg a few days ago i was rly sick and she took care of me kinda#and then that made me feel bad for hating her#but then things like this happen and i cant help it and i feel so conflicted#i dont want to stay here i know that for sure but i feel guilty for it#if i speak im being rude and backtalking#if i dont speak im being rude and ignoring#the fuck am i supposed to do????#she always tells me to 'stay silent and just hear it'#and when i do that she keeps shouting again and again and finally i say smth bc although its extremely fucking dumb of me to open my mouth
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iga fans who complain about her playing united cup bc it's bad prep for AO when she's been very transparent about her desire to represent poland...
#look! is united cup the best prep? absolutely not!#but it really irks me when fans act like they know more than the players themselves...#like she's not playing united cup bc she thinks its good ao prep she's playing united cup bc its one of two annual events total--#where she actually *can* represent poland.#idgaf if ur actually complaining about her playing united cup but just pls stop acting oblivious as to WHY she keeps playing it...#i know this is such a superficial think to get irked at but i cant help it ppl just piss me off sometimes. sorry
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i almost put cassandra clare on that rec list i’d like everyone to applaud my restraint
#THE INFERNAL DEVICES IS GOOD IMO ESP IF U LIKE HOTD & PRE CANON STUFF OKAY#i actually haven’t read the last hours or the dark artifices i got annoyed after the last of the main series & quit#which makes sense i was like 20 i think that’s the age you grow out of cassie clare usually#i reread the first two infernal devices ones recently ish tho & can i say they hold up#i’m dead ass if u r even just a hotd watcher and not a hotd enjoyer. like u like parts of it but parts of it make u annoyed.#i think you’d get some enjoyment from infernal devices aksjdjd. the rhaenicent visaemon AND daemyra girlies would all find something in it.#and the audiobooks are excellent listening to someone act out will’s speeches instead of me reading it like ‘will can u go to a single#person for help pls’ made me remember why i liked him aksjsjd#i feel like if you’re a stark person in general you’ll like the main trio#getting on my soap box#i’m actually curious to read her adult book i want to see if she’s like. matured in writing style at all. i don’t even mean that in a hating#way like leigh bardugo has matured MASSIVELY over her career & good for her i love to see a girlboss winning#& cassie has an agent to keep her from bullying online now so
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Murder trio
i actually cried seeing this in my inbox i will not lie. like actually fucking cried tears of joy /srs absolutely no words can express just how absolutely thralled i am that you drew this. i'm actually ACTUALLY so so overjoyed and flattered and so happy that someone could manage to encapsulate just how much i love the jk!trio and just how silly they are and how you put your own spin on this and made them just as cute and silly and amazing as i've always wanted to see I'M ACTUALLY CRYING THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR DRAWING THE JK!MTT 😭😭😭
im so sorry for the late answer i have literally had no time to draw but TYSM FOR THIS I DREW MORE JK AU 4 YOU TO THANK YOU❤️❤️💜💜💙💙 ‼️‼️
they just got out of an extreme gaming session at the boardwalk arcade and now the suns setting and killer wants to get ice cream before it sets so they can watch the sunset but as usual she's a bit too excited for horror and dust to keep up and dust is absolutely dying (she gets ZERO excercise and killer is FAST) and horror just wants to take her time and also spare dust from killer's wrathful running speed. its ok though they manage to eat the icecream while watching the sunset even while slowed down (the vibes in this one are immaculate this is what jk fashion au stands for. silly fluffy important friendship bonding memories. i love. it's not full effort because i wanted to get this done quickly so i wouldnt respond late but im UNFORTUNATELY busy and now its been a day,,,,, I STILL LOVE THE ART YOU SENT ME THANM YKJ SO MUCH)
#nobody understands just how much i love this#NOBODY DOES. NOT A SINGLE ONE OF YOU. NONE.#this means so much to me i actually cant even explain#i NEVER expected that someone would ACTUALLY DRAW JK FASHION MTT. I NEVER DID#I JUST MADR JK AU BECAUSE I WAS FEELING LONELY AND BORED AND I LIKED THE CONCEPT#AND SOMEONE COMES OUT HERE AND MAKES ART OF SOMETHING I DIDN'T EVEN PUT THAT MUCH EFFORT INTO#IM ACTUALLY OVERJOYED I CANT BELIEVE THIS#i love art i love expression i love experiencing joy from the kindness of others#i don't even cry that much but this legitimately made me cry. like seriously#and theyre so cute and theyre so happy and sweet and amazing#and the rendering on this is absolutely fucking gorgeous#and i love how horror looks cute but she's giving dirty looks and all that#and killer is JUST SO HAPPY AND GO LUCKY AND STUPID I LOVE HER#DUST MY ANTISOCIAL BABY SHE LOOKS SO EMBARRASSED TO BE HERE#THIS IS SOOOO CUTE I CSNT HELP IM CDRYING IM DYING#how long did this take. i need to know. i can't believe you actually made art of my cheap concept and it looks so good#god now i need to draw more jk!mtt. just knowing that there's someone out there that likes the au so much makes me wanna create#goddamn ink and his joy of creating. he's cheering me on in my head right now#THIS IS LITERALLY THEM. THE MUTED COLOR PALETTES LOOK SO GOOD FOR THE FIRST 2#AND THEN THE BRIGHT PASTEL THIRS ONE??? ITS EXACTLY THE KIND OF GIRLY PASTEL CUTE I LOVE WITH THEM#unrelated but when i saw this in my inbox and it was censored i was expecting to see gore or something. not THIS. christmas came early#i had to whip up a thank you response quick and fast because this is the biggest mkst flattering thing ever. how can i not be thankful#how much art will it take to repay you for your time and effort. i will keep making jk au art until its been repaid#i really wanna use this as my pfp but i dont wanna not credit you so can i pls use it for my pfp.....???? will credit!!!!! PLEASE PLEASE PL#maybe i'll just redraw one of these and use it as my pfp instead if that's ok. i need to change my pfp anyways#ITS STOLEN ART AND I CANT FFIND THR OG ARTIST AND ITS BOTHERING ME I SHOULD CHANG IT#i get all giddy and happy and giggly when i see this it means so much to me. this is the best thing thats happened in ever#tricule asks#tricule art#jk fashion au
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I FORGOT I FINISHED THIS INGRID. oh ingrid järveläinen-kindlysong we're really in it now
#SHE NEEDS TO FUCKING CRY A BUNCH AND DUMP- ok she already dumped her but SHE NEEDS TO GET OUT OF THAT DAMN SHIP#GET A DIFFERENT JOB AND GET OVER THAT LOSER#pls let me be the bestie on ur shoulder telling u to leave that dumbass behind#i could help her fix herself. I KNOW I COULD#anw. i kinda ended up doing a bunch of hc stuff without thinking#just as i drew#that feels rad!!!! im enjoying drawing a lot more again#ANW#unjust depths#(read it)#ingrid unjust depths#ingrid jarvelainen-kindlysong#ingrid järveläinen-kindlysong#ingrid jarvelainen kindlysong#idk what ppl use. or if there's been any fanart of her#but she's literally my favorite character in unjust depths#homa's close behind ofc <3#my art#I ALMOST FORGOT <-
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your Kon post was sooooo good, like yes the core four are queer platonic, however Kon is hypersexual enough to have made out with (or more) everyone in young justice at least once, yes, including the non-corporal Greta don’t ask me how that worked
I love all of these posts!!! how many of these ask game things do you have in your inbox??
thank you so much!! and i ABSOLUTELY agree with you on hypersexual Kon (truly i just adore characters with grooming/rape trauma like Kon coping through the lense of hypersexuality) and even if YJ is queerplatonic, Kon has made his way through most of them. including Greta. he's creative he'd find a way. probably involving TTK. bc TTK in sex is a thought i have daily. endless potential for using it to basically turn someone's body into a living fleshlight he can manipulate from the inside out- specifically have a TimKonBart idea in my head about that where Kon coaches Bart through sex, since Bart is a speedster with a bonkers refractory period who struggles to feel satisfied, and Tim is caught between them getting used to get Bart off with Kon using TTK to manipulate Tim's body. fun times. fun ideas.
currently, i have one more ask game ask in my inbox (tho always feel free to send more!) that's BruJay focused. though i *do* also have a couple other asks that are just ideas i pan to use as prompts for full fics. just haven't gotten to those yet bc i'm currently busy with packing to move states so. i have *not* had the time to write i wish i had. i will not reveal too much but one involves JayTim fucking during the Titans Tower incident, another is JayTim with animal traits leading to porn, and then another is Tim/Kon/Jon with incest kink stuff. so! i have many things planned, i just need to settle into my new place, however long that takes.
#necrotic answerings#kindly praise#this was so sweet aaaa#i'm about to go to sleep so the brujay ask will be held off until tomorrow#but i will get to it#and i *hope* if the tim/kon/jon fic is short enough i can *possibly* get it done tomorrow too#i'm. mostly done packing. i just have to get my clothes and books in boxes.#i do not have *any* idea how much time i'll reasonably have to write once i move bc#well i'm moving in with my sister to help take care of her baby so yk. baby. sort of more important than fanfic.#but i mean it's just a baby so i figure I'll still have some time#see the real question is not will i have time to write tomorrow#it's will i emotionally be available. i've been crying on and off for days. pls.#i truly will let the ask game go on as long as ppl keep sending them. i do not mind i'm having just as much fun as y'all#tho i might reblog some other ask games just to spice it up a bit#i gotta find some fun ones#still plan to do a prompt list to write ficlets for the drive#3 days in a uhaul with my parents. def won't lose my mind at all no sir.#they will try to kill each other and I'll be the damn witness.#also when i say queerplatonic. i do include fucking.#it's the aromantic in me i think. but queerplatonic couples can fuck as a treat.#i will not elaborate on how that works. i'm just an aro lil guy who thinks sex isn't always about. the sex. and more about. the closeness.#none of my friends agree with this take they think i'm unhinged btw.
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