#PLEASE LET ME PROVE YOU WRONG PLEASE
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“haha everyone thinks we’re dating that’s soooo funny bc yeah i’d like kiss you but we’re just friends lollll”
GOD PLEASE LET ME PLEASE PLEASE PLE
#having a girl crush is fun and games until she’s basically your best friend#and you’ve flirted HEAVILY and laughed it off#and you refer to each other as “wife”#like yeah. you’re my platonic girl best friend.#can i please kiss you without crossing A Line#“i’m straight until proven wrong”#PLEASE LET ME PROVE YOU WRONG PLEASE#sorry guys ummmm#atp i have no clue where the lines are#if there are any#and i don’t want to. like. cross any#so uhhhh in a bit of a bisexual funk rn#:))))#lia talks#personal#yearning hours#vent#kinda???#just kinda Crush Rant
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EVAN BUCKLEY + THE DESIRE TO BE SEEN
↳ bonus:
#911#911edit#evan buckley#evanbuckleyedit#dailybuddie#buddie#evanbuckleydaily#911verse#myedit#userholloway#usercam#userdahlias#let me know if i missed any scenes!!#god it was such a Choice to have 'she sees me' be the first thing we're told about buck/natalia after not seeing (lol) their first date#and having this line come 4 eps after bobby's line in 6x11? and then have 6x17 prove buck wrong about this line again and again?#i am rly curious abt where the writers are going with this and i hope they do his character justice in season seven please and thank you
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If I can ask, since you mentioned liking the legend of zelda, what's your opinion on the recent announcement from Nintendo that there's gonna be a Tloz live action movie?
I've seen a lot of people mad because it isn't animated, and I honestly feel the same way. Like, I don't wanna give a not-even-released-movie bad faith (we haven't even seen a trailer for it), but you know... Live action movies based off videogames don't tend to turn out... Well. I hope I'm mistaken of course, but I'm honestly concerned too.
oh god
i am not excited
i wish i could be
i wish i could be hyped for it the way 6 year old me would have been
but the odds just aren't stacked in its favor with the team it has onboard, fucking avi arad, wes ball, and derek conolly
a middle of the road hit or miss producer whose movies often make or break franchises
an industry baby director who directed three crappy movies from the same failure of a franchise and a couple indie flicks
and a mixed-reviews-at-best writer who came up with "somehow palpatine returned"
and yeah the fact that it's live action... why couldn't it have been animated? You're telling me that Breath of the Wild/Tears of the Kingdom was inspired by Ghibli films and you STILL went for a live action approach instead of making it animated by, idk, Ghibli?? or shit, Studio Ponoc even!
and you just KNOW there's a high chance it's gonna be done in the live action disney remake "looks like shit the day it airs" way, not the practical effects "ages like fine wine" lord of the rings way
i want to be optimistic, i want to be hopeful, but i'm just not the kid i was when this movie SHOULD have happened
it happening now just feels like another soulless cog in the multiverse machine, y'know what i mean? the super mario bros movie did well so now ofc it's time for nintendo to 'expand' their film franchises and i just... i'm so tired. i can't. i've spent too long having zelda as my hyperfixation all throughout my childhood to have it go out this way (╥﹏╥)
#i'm literally praying to god that they prove me wrong and it turns out to be good#zelda was literally the reason i became a comic artist and went into character art and animation as my major#i shit you not rekindled would not exist if it weren't for zelda#trust me on this the domino effect is real#please don't let crisp rat anywhere near this#literally detective pikachu was the golden goose in derek connolly's resume but it's so outweighed by the garbage#so yeah it's not looking good but i want it to turn out great for the kid in me#ama#ask me anything#anon ama#anon ask me anything
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Was Mahiru actually ever a nice person?
what I remember from the manga and the light novels people (Guren) praised her for her kindness and what not...
But we've never actually seen her be nice or have any story where she was.. !?
i should probably start this off by saying that i might not be fully qualified to speak on this because my heart is filled with burning hatred every time mahiru is involved and i am definitely biased. but i have asked myself the same question!
mahiru being praised for things she isn't or didn't do is kind of a common thing i feel like. "she saved the world!" but she destroyed it, "she's doing this for guren and shinoa!" but she destroyed them.
i think in her case it kind of depends on whether you think the ends justify the means. personally, i don't. i would be more on shinya's path, i guess. just die, it's not worth it, lol.
even if mahiru abused shinoa to 'protect' her from shikama doji and work towards a better future, even if it saves everyone in the end, i don't think that makes it any better. even if she just wanted to "become guren's strength and support him from within", which is a noble goal, the things she did to him and those he loves to get to that point are irredeemable. the damage will never be undone. (also, maybe ask for consent before entering your lover's deepest levels of subconscious. just a thought)
the only kind of glimpse of true kindness from mahiru i can think of is when she saved sayuri from being beaten into a fine paste by seishirou. but in the end, she doesn't actually care about guren's friend at all, calling them his 'pathetic attachments'.
so it's, ugh, i don't know. this combined with the fact that kagami cannot commit to her being a villain and keeps implying that she's actually just a 💕wittle baby giwl in wuv that only did terrible things because she went mad whoopsie!💕 makes her one of the most frustratingly confusing characters i've ever seen. to me.
#i have seen an influx of mahiru enjoyers on here recently so if you would like to add your two cents and prove me wrong please do go ahead#i dont bite i promise#even if i hate her i do miss her presence that's how tired i am of this flashback#let's see what today's chapter holds#owari no seraph#seraph of the end#mahiru hiiragi#hehe thank u for the ask it was interesting
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It's gettin pretty tough to keep squeakin I'll tell you that much
#this mouse has had her depression intensified again#time to read her journal and remember all the good things she cares about#time to work on moving on from the bad#I need to decide how much time being lonely and hurt I'm going to allow myself#compartmentalisation right#I can take all of this and deal with it later when there's more distance from it#I should also write myself a letter#it's always good to write myself a letter#I think I wanna cry in the shower first though#I was told not to bomb a bridge by someone with a lit stick of dynamite in her hand#standing next to an already bombed bridge#I played my part in stuff but not everything's my fault#and I think I'm gonna go cry about how it feels like that's being ignore for the sake of hating me and proving me wrong#then I'll pack all of this into a box and put it on a shelf in my mind and come back to it when somebody is ready to approach it with me#because I can't keep having this cycle alone#I can't keep listening to all the things I've been made to feel#I can't keep having imaginary conversations and wishing for magical fixes and apologies that might not ever come#god what a shit show#it's wild how fast everything can spiral out of control#and how much you can lose when it happens#I'll find another home some day#I have to believe that and keep moving forward#I'll find family that can be more patient with me and more accepting of their own flaws#I'll find a family that won't hurt me when they see me in a bad spot#i have to#please#i have to believe it's possible#and i really really really want to believe that can be my current family after weve had some time#but i feel so so scared that it cant#so lets shower and then box it up and then we can see what happens in a month I guess
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look, i get the “haha funny” joke about me setting off metal detectors now, but i actually can’t find it funny because i literally had to argue and eventually give up on convincing a tsa agent that me going through a metal detector wouldn’t set it off because titanium is non magnetic 🙄
#like bro#please be so for real#if i walk through it i will literally prove you wrong immediately#he wouldn’t let me#also im starting to think most people making that joke aren’t joking and actually think i’ll set off a metal detector#bork bork!
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Hear me out on this: I honestly think Kairi could be the main playable character in Kingdom Hearts 4
Or at least a significant playable one.
I know that it sounds ridiculous to entertain the idea, especially with how badly she's been sidelined for the past 20 years. But taking into account the structure of mainline games and the current locations of our characters, it starts to look likely for both narrative and game design purposes.
Sora and Riku are stuck in Quadratum
First things first- there's no way in hell Nomura's letting Riku rescue Sora in the beginning hours of KH4. They definitely won't just hop back to the Realm of Light when they find each other. He might make questionable plot decisions, but he's not gonna pass up a chance to torture the two of them even more, especially since *something's* going on with Yozora and the Master of Masters.
In a GameInformer interview he gave, he was asked about how much time we'd spend in Quadratum.
I think it will be a pretty good amount of time since it is set as the initial base within the game. You spend time there and then go to different worlds and then go back there. Because the graphics are more realistic this time around, I feel like there’s more of a realistic daily life aspect to Sora’s life. You can see him go in and out of his room and spend time there. I feel like players will get to see more of the day-to-day routines he goes through.
It sounds like Quadratum will act more like an interlude between worlds, where the developments that happen in the Realm of Light (or wherever else) will cause more troubles to pop in the city. We've already seen Sora fighting a giant Heartless(?) that just showed up out of nowhere. There might be more events like that, or even encounters with the mysterious figures staring down from the rooftops. And when nothing's threatening the world, Sora might simply be living daily life with Strelitzia.
I'm uncertain on how much we'll actually get on the nature of Quadratum since it is just Tokyo, but part of me is feeling like the story beats will be more important than the setting on this side.
Kairi can have a blank-slate start
I'm sure everyone who picked Kairi in that final fight was a bit surprised by how aggressive it was. A strike raid teleport and a barrage of light flooding the battlefield were amazing to see in her first time in the spotlight. We know she can fight, so wouldn't those skills carry over to her next game?
But she's been asleep for a whole year to have her memories explored. They could easily explain the loss of former skills. Besides, the reasons for Sora always resetting to Level 1 are basically on the same scale. If you wanted more reasoning, then maybe Aqua's training is having her develop her own fighting style from scratch. It's very obvious she's trying to emulate Sora in her stance.
We also know that Kairi has her own unique combat pose. They've shown it to us at least twice in DDD and the KH3 opening, but we've never seen her actively using it in-game AFAIK. It sure would be an opportune moment to have her adopt it to signify her becoming her own person independent of Sora and Riku.
If the training time with Aqua seems like it would be too short to warrant Kairi going off on her own, keep in mind that we don't know how much time disparity there is between Quadratum and the RoL It could be synched up or be off by weeks, even months, more than enough to get her through the fundamentals.
Also, a mini-timeskip would give Nomura the chance to give the Destiny Trio new designs again. How Riku gets a new outfit and hairstyle while looking for Sora, I don't know, but he already pushed him through the Shadow Barber Shop. He can probably come up with something.
We still gotta have different Keyblades
Straight-up the title of this section. It's incredibly unlikely that Nomura would cut these, but as before, it's equally unlikely that Sora will get out of Quadratum into the RoL. Disney worlds are confirmed, and unless all of them are entirely new, I don't think there's a satisfying way to justify why he couldn't get help from the inhabitants, try to get off-world, or at least get in touch with someone if he still has his Gummiphone.
So if anyone else could go around to these worlds and collect these keychains, Kairi seems like a good candidate for that.
"But what about Destiny's Embrace?" Fair point. It's still got sentimental value to her and has familiarity. They wouldn't just dump it entirely.
However, I believe (and earnestly hope) that Kairi finally gets meaningful character development now. There's so much we could delve into (and we will later), but her current goal of growing stronger seemingly stems from a desire to determine her fate. For so long she's been carried by the tides of chance, waiting for what will happen rather than actively reaching towards her goals. In the end, it brought her down the path that led to Sora's disappearance, so she can't keep placing her faith in destiny.
Kairi might temporarily retire Destiny's Embrace, or perhaps her new mindset will trigger something in her Keyblade. We've seen that with Riku and the Way to the Dawn. It might be a more basic Keyblade like Braveheart, or she could end up wielding an iteration of the Kingdom Key to represent herself starting anew. Hell, maybe Sora fighting in her place in MoM passed it on to her, or she manifests it from her memories.
It'd be a convenient way to keep giving out new keychains while still making it feel like Sora experienced actual consequences for his misuse of the Power of Waking. They could even have Sora gain access to them through Kairi. His temporary possession of her at the end of MoM could be used as an in-universe way to hand-off the main PoV in a natural-feeling way, and she might be able to send him manifestations of the keychains as memories or something else that could cross over to Quadratum.
Masters and Maleficent will go wild
The KH3 ending brought back the Lost Masters through some unexplained mechanic. It also implies that they'll be the main antagonists of the new arc, but they're currently in the Realm of Light. I don't know how much Sora could do from the other side of reality. Not to mention Maleficent making even more schemes.
So the Keyblade wielders and their allies will have to defend against them and whatever other enemies crop up in their wake. But why would Kairi be the one pursuing their main goal? Why not Master Aqua, or at least one of the battle-hardened wielders?
Depending on the numbers, it'd be easy to say the other wielders are busy defending the worlds from the new threats, that they're spread too thin to take up whatever role Kairi would theoretically take. Maybe her status as a Princess of Heart could come up as another reason why it'd have to be her.
In any case, whatever Luxu has in that mysterious box spells bad news. The fact that there are going to be five ancient Keyblade Masters carrying out the Master of Masters' plan spells catastrophic news. Perhaps the missing Master Ava could work from the shadows to stymie them or to help Kairi on her quest.
Also, the Heartless are still gonna be wreaking havoc even if the Masters aren't. That will practically always be true, especially now that Xehanort's not controlling them all. Maleficent is going to do what Maleficent does best and use this to her advantage. With all these potential villains in the RoL, someone's gotta take care of them.
New worlds can develop Kairi further
Now that KH3 is finished and out of development hell, they're now free to consider new Disney properties, even those beyond 2014. And there's quite a few that could easily be connected to Kairi's desire to grow beyond her past and choose her own path:
Moana - Island girls who want to seize their destinies to see what lies beyond everyday life, both struggling with self-doubt. Also have grandmas who know more than they let on.
Coco - How memories connect us, that we can be together in heart when apart, the pains of love and separation. Fighting for your dream even when you're alone.
Encanto - Especially heavy exploration of breaking from the roles others place on us and that we take on, acknowledging and expressing emotions we hide from others.
Brave - "If you had the chance to change your fate, would ya?" Besides that, accepting that people can grow apart, that we each take our own paths, that it doesn't need to break our bonds.
WALL-E - Be open to change, don't let familiarity keep you stuck. Trust in the future, trust in yourself, break through the limits of your past. Go on even when all seems lost.
Frozen 2 - Self-determination and independence, grieving what has been lost, righting the wrongs of the past. Pain is a fact of life, do not let your fear of it keep you from doing what is necessary.
There's likely other films that could fit or other themes of these movies that parallel with Kairi, but these are rife with potential. Plus, the trend of female protagonists with little to no romantic storylines could let Kairi be perceived as more than Sora's love interest or someone to be saved.
Kairi is finally free to change
I don't think it's controversial to say that Nomura really mishandled Kairi's role in the series up til now. She's been stuck in character limbo, and even if we know more stuff *about* her since KH1, we haven't really gotten much *from* her. She's never had enough focus to really showcase her inner world, but I don't think it's due to disinterest on Nomura's part. Instead, I think that it was a result of very poor planning of her arc and his weakness at indirect characterization.
From the start, he probably had an idea of where he wanted to take Kairi's character. He must've, at minimum, pinned down the major strokes of her backstory involving Radiant Garden given the brief mention of her not remembering her home and the flashback with her grandma in KH1. KH2 and BBS both manage to flesh her out a bit more, and even her portrayal in the first game seemed to hint at something going on beneath her surface. Even so, she still outwardly appears as the same cheerful, kind, caring girl from the beginning of the series. I don't think Nomura decided to completely rip those seeds of growth from her character, but he has at least stifled them up til now.
In comparison to all the other main and supporting characters in KH, Kairi is noticeably lacking in any major character insights. From what I've seen, even people who dislike how the female cast is written can tell that the story is practically avoiding any chances for Kairi to verbalize her emotions. The conversations we do get with her almost always shift focus to the other person's feelings. If it does focus on her, the thoughts she does express tend to explore her relationships with other people instead of letting us know more about Kairi herself. As to why he'd make this writing choice with her, there's two possible answers beyond him just not wanting to deal with her.
The first is that he's trying to characterize her through her lack of characterization, that she's a people-pleaser who tends to put others' needs and wants before her own. We've already seen shades of this in KH1 on the dock and when Sora tells her to stay behind in Traverse Town.
In the former, it comes across as her trying to convince herself to go along with the plan about the raft, telling herself that she's ready to go wherever and holding onto the idea that she can always come back to Destiny Islands. Even so, you can hear a hesitation and uncertainty in those words. The only parts where she lets her fears bleed through are when she tells Sora not to change and arguably when she jokes about just the two of them taking the raft. Kairi tests the waters to see if Sora would be willing to go along with her alone before backing down. I don't think she'd actually go through with it, she's not that type of person. I can't say for certain that she hasn't entertained the thought, even if only half-seriously, but it's clear that she said it to avoid her thoughts on how Riku's changed. Kairi doesn't want to show Sora her doubts, especially when they're so close to setting sail. The only assurance she allows herself is asking Sora not to change, to stay her familiar friend, before shifting to expressing apparent excitement at setting sail.
When Sora and Kairi make their promise with the Wayfinder, she's afraid of how their friendship with Riku will have changed if he comes back. Still, she's willing to go help save Riku after seeing Sora's resolve to do so. When he tells her no, she pushes back, telling him that they have to stick together. She only starts to relent when Sora tells her that they won't be alone even if they're apart, then gives up entirely when he says she'd be in his way. Her laugh almost seems like an automatic response to cope with the hurt that statement would naturally provoke. Before he goes, she makes a compromise between their wants, getting Sora to promise that he'll return her Wayfinder to her- that he'll come back after everything's done. Then she tells him that she's always with him wherever he goes, taking Sora's statement and using it to reassure herself more than him. She doesn't want to inconvenience the ones she cares for, so she changes herself, adapting to their desires and opinions to ease any friction between them.
The other answer would be that Nomura's plan for her required her to retain her starting character traits until certain conditions were fulfilled. From where we are in the story, I'd wager that he she needed to be separated from Sora and Riku and for her to gain a meaningful motivation get stronger, at least according to Nomura's standards. The first half of that has been true for almost the entire series, as sad as it is, but we've only just now fulfilled the second. It's possible that he underestimated how long he would need to keep Kairi relatively unchanged for whatever he had planned in the future, causing her to be a static character for all this time.
Now, she's had to confront her fears head-on, needed to acknowledge the feelings of weakness and inferiority getting shattered by Xehanort gave her. It's Xehanort's fault that Sora disappeared, but she might partly blame herself for needing to be rescued rather than saving herself. Her tendencies of staying out of everyone's way and going along with their plans wasn't enough to keep Sora out of harm's way, to protect him. That failure can drive her to grow strong, to realize that valuing herself doesn't mean having to devalue others, that caring for yourself is an act of kindness for those who care about you.
I will acknowledge that even if these answers are accurate, reasonable intentions still don't excuse a sloppy execution. Nomura has skill in weaving a character's motivation into their actions and personality to add depth. However, he often relies on the characters voicing these out loud instead of letting the audience draw their own conclusions from what's presented. While this works well-enough for the series, it means that any indirect characterization he tries to do often ends up falling flat. Aqua at the Keyblade Graveyard is the biggest example of this. It's clear now that her time in the Realm of Darkness left her with some serious PTSD and that the massive storm of Heartless caused her to freeze up at the sight, but the way it was shown pre-Re:Mind ended up frustrating more people with her inaction instead of having them understand why she didn't act.
I'd argue the same thing's been happening with Kairi throughout the series up until now. A character like Kairi isn't inclined to express their unfiltered thoughts, leaving her to rely on indirect characterization to be fleshed out. Combine that with a weakness at subtle storytelling and a severe lack of focus and screentime, and you'll leave your audience almost nothing to discern about her character without close examination. Not to mention, any frustrations or disappointments or boredom regarding her character would only serve to make people even less willing to engage with her, especially stretched out over two decades.
Hopefully, Nomura feels free to put his plans regarding Kairi into motion now that she's gained the space for agency beyond Sora and Riku. I even think Nomura himself is aware of his struggles with nuanced character writing, something he hopes to fix. If you haven't heard, he brought on Akiko Ishibashi, the writer for Neo: The World Ends with You, to help write KH4. Anyone whose played that game can tell you about the amount of depth and complexity the cast of that game had, and her ability to transform one-dimensional archetypes into fully-realized people. I have little doubt that she'll breathe new life into the world of Kingdom Hearts, and I think that we'll see the start of this change through Kairi first and foremost.
In the future
This all sounds like wishful thinking, and it is, but I hope that it's not entirely unfounded. I'm mainly making this before any major trailers drop because, if this does happen, I can't imagine them hiding it for too long.
Maybe Nomura will finally give Kairi the screentime she deserves, and if he doesn't... well, guess we'll go through even more years of rightful disappointment in Nomura's handling of her.
#kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts 4#kh#kh4#kh4 speculation#kairi#kh kairi#kingdom hearts theory#kh meta#character analysis#character writing#fan theory#speculation#game theory#akiko ishibashi#tetsuya nomura#please please please Nomura#don't prove me wrong here#let us know you care about Kairi
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none of you understand terminus like i do okay . okay. i. okay.
#please prove me wrong#i am dying (mind the pun) to meet someone who has thought about their own death to the extent that i have#what that you can conceive the utter terror not of breathing your last#but of thinking for one#final#time#what it means to truly lose the last part of you that makes you of this world#of this being#your consciousness itself#let go of this fear of your pain and your turmoil and your suffering#trust in the knowledge that you will never know what it is like to die#it could feel just the same as the sleep that takes the wakefulness from your eyes#only to notice that it happens when you wake upon the morn#except there will be no waking#no conscious comfort for your mind to grasp that feeling that you are utterly and entirely impermanent#i can’t stop thinking on this#tw death#death tw#death#the end#the end tma
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Unlocked a new hobby of getting into TikTok comment debates.
Brother, I got blocked 😑
#god wasn’t even being mean or anything#like please come back i wasn’t done proving you wrong#let me be a little asshole okay? it’s the only thing making me feel things right now lol
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slowly pulling out bottles for nobara's 100 chapter disappearance anniversary...
#im not celebrating but like. guys i dont think she's coming back😭#jjk spoilers#nobara kugisaki#PLEASE let me be wrong though. gege prove for once in your manga that you treat your female characters right. i dare you#jjk
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#has it been enough time for me to say i’m newvous about lando’s contract extension#i just feel at the very least he should have waited to see the car this year before resigning#i love faith i love belief i love building up a team to support you i am NOT saying jump ship to a team built around someone else 🙄#i am Saying.#the little fucker needs to look out for his own interests talents and goals. too#and i’m glad he believes in mcl*ren but i also need that belief to be me validated#you can’t understand how villainous EYE will become if he lets a team that isn’t worth it waste his talent#mcl prove me wrong 🙏 make it eat my words please kill the doubt that lives in meee#anyways i just had to say it somewhere but twitter is NOT the space for that rn#didn’t know everybody was a sports psychologist now btw 🙄 what do you know about a champions MINDSET#blossom.txt#rants n rambles#f1
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Me, a jew, the moment podcast hosts mention something even jewish adjacent
#Op#Jumblr#It has gone wrong too many times#Please let me just enjoy a single podcast without goyim nonsense#At this point I'd rather you just not mention us#Even if it isnt outright hateful it is like oh my God shut up#I know people won't learn unless corrected#But please let me enjoy things. I'm tired of dropping things because they are ruined by dumbassness#Even if it is just 'So the name of God to jews is---' NO IT ISNT. 'Apparently you aren't even supposed to say it because it is rude'#THAT ISNT THE REASON.. IT IS UNKNOWABLE AND THAT ISNT EVN THE NAME.#'Some jews even are afraid to write the word God'#THAT ISNT THE REASON WHY SOME JEWISH PEOPLE DONT WRITE OUT THE FULL WORD.. YOU FOOL. YOU WHO SPEAKS FROM YOUR ASS#Why are you even talking about this?????? You are a podcast by a historian and a layman talking about#proving common claims of aliens from stuff like ancient aliens tv show as not aliens#With historical context and stuff#You are just supposed to talk about how things are probably not aliens#Stick to your topic#How did you even get on this#Leave us alone#Goyim gonna goy#Its just. Instant fight flight freeze mode activated as soon as I realize we are mentioned#Mixed with a dash of dread
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I'll designate you __ to lovers ━ allies.
what starts off as a partnership by obligation turns into one by choice. maybe you don't think of them that way at first, but after you realize that you two work incredibly well together, the feelings just... fall into place. of course it's only natural that they should remain by your side. of course you would take risks to keep them safe, and they would do the same for you. you can't imagine facing something without them now. it's like they were always there. what's more, the bond you've forged over the years is doubly strong for having made the sharing of mental and emotional states necessary. you've stuck with each other through the stress, the breakdowns, but also the victories, the laughs, the brief moments of frivolity. now those things come naturally. you know nobody more intimately. you are able to take care of each other. you can probably make it through anything. you have so far, at least, even if there were some losses along the way.
#obsessed with how even I was expecting the quiz to give me enemies to lovers. but it didn't.#regardless of the hardships Jean faces with Harry; regardless of how much pain they bring eachother; Jean will always be there for him.#the pain of being burned makes him bitter; makes him venomous but he has never become his enemy.#something something the dog that expects to be kicked down will bite the hand that tries to feed it.#the man can change. the dog can learn. time a vital resource. but blood may always cling to the heel. the dog may always flinch.#Jean does not try to be cruel. the lopsided lens we see of him might portray him as such. the light; the circumstance making him#he does not try to be cruel. that does not mean he was kind. that does not mean he was good.#the dog is the survival; the anger; inside of him. never all of him. jean can learn & become & understand. he can improve. he can change.#it is jeans responsibility to be better than the cruelty he does not intend. it is not to forgive him. but he wants to. he wants to.#time a vital resource. blood may always cling. he may always flinch.#the part that wants to love him. the part that wants to live. taught by a past that is no longer remembered; but is never null.#the dog and the man sit with eachother. and when violence is replaced with love; the tail still wags. the man still smiles.#the part of the animal that loves you; the part of the animal that hates you#but he loves him. he loves him. he loves him.#lets give it another try. lets give it another day. chances that part of him begs not to give. chances because he wants to be proven wrong.#please. please. prove him wrong.#the dog who loves you. the man who loves you. both who want to be loved#god........................#MUSING / Jean Vicquemare#STUDY / Jean Vicquemare#GAMES / Jean Vicquemare#━ ♔ the world grows green again when you smile : games.#toxic relationship //#ask to tag //#disco elysium //
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they just got 1000 words from me lol hope they acc read it
#it’s scheduled to send at 8 actually. and it’s like. i would shorten it but goddamn u kinda deserve to read all that#if u even will. i included the ta too cause he actually graded my paper#i pulled out all the stops. mental and physical health our campus shooting scares my registration w the disability office fuckin.#everything i could to be like humble but also like oh my Fucking god please god please just look at everything wrong in my life and just let#me Pass. that’s all. please.#abby talks#brought up my legal sitch and that insane lady too like 😭 i worked everything in as much as i could lol#and i almost got SO bitchy with it like.#well if the most important thing to you is that students get something out of the class and prove that then their grades should reflect that#(i kept that actually even tho i don’t care that much but yk) but i almost said but if punctuality is all u care about then sure fail me lol
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Will Warren has a 9.33 ERA. He's starting off well and got 3 outs to end the first inning. I have no faith in this pitcher. I think he came up to the bigs too soon. His 9.33 ERA is horrible. The number 9.33, to me, indicates the number of runs he'll give away in the game. He's gotten very close to that number in the past. He can pitch an inning so he should be a relief pitcher and not a starter. I'm hoping that Mr. Warren shuts me up like Clay Holmes did last night, and DJ Lemahieu did a little while ago, and he pitches well and gets the win. I would love to be wrong about him. Time will tell.
LET'S GO YANKEES!!!!!
#will warren#9.33ERA#horrible#i have no faith in this pitcher#please will prove me wrong#he did well in the first inning#this gives me agita#love#happiness#thank you#sharing#baseball#joy#sports#ny yankees#let's go yankees#i still love this game#i love ny#ny baseball#bronx bombers#it's time to pray#🙏🏼
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fuck!!!! guys i’m being so goddamn gay today. HRNSJFKABIDJSB brooo why the hell does she have to be so. just. “sorry for not wishing you a happy girlfriend day yesterday” FUCK. GUYS I WISH THIS WAS REAL!!!!! chewing glass as we speak.
#THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU JOKINGLY FLIRT WITH SOMEONE#I DO NOT RECOMMEND#“straight until proven wrong”#SHUT UP. SHUT UP LET ME PROVE YOU WRONG!!!!!#LET ME PROVE YOU WRONG PLEASE#one chance.#but then also i’m not about to throw away ten years of friendship over This so here we are#haha!!! lol even#fuck :)#lia talks#personal#yearning hours
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