#One more time-i’m going to explode
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When people continually whitewash my favourite characters.
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^thank you @describe-things
#This is mainly about Noé Archiviste. But also I will not forget what some people did to Simon Petrikov either when I was watching f&c#I’m so desperate for drawings of them. But for the love of God,is it that difficult? Somehow every other hexadecimal of their#Character design is exactly on model other than their skin. Just. .#OH YEAH I FORGOT KAEYA. FFS. Somehow it’s always the K**luc-ers that always do it. Which makes sense because they disregard his entire char#And with the new influx of atla fans people have been whitewashing Katara too! And I mean drawings of the original show too#probably delete later#And no one seems to have any problems with it? Especially if it’s sexualised art *talking more about Kaeya & Noé here.#People who whitewash the few (and when I say few I literally mean 5/82 playable characters) darker genshin characters. Actually fuck off#If I see ‘it’s just my art style’ or ‘it’s just the lighting’ *every other colour than the skin hasn’t been lightened in the slightest*#One more time-i’m going to explode#Oh and while I’m on this topic! Fuck Bochum for whitewashing literally the entire starlight express cast! Electra being the first ever#non binary character in musical theatre while also being played by black actors. And then Bochum happened.#When was the last time Pearl or Rusty had actors who weren’t white? Literally the last character who hasn’t been replaced is Momma/Poppa.#And being black is so integral to their character and music. You quite physically couldn’t#I really really hope the casting for the London performance this year is like the 1984 cast again. Please.
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THAT right there, ladies and gentlemen, is a LOVE CONFESSION
#One Piece#Lusan#Sanji#Luffy#Sanlu#100% A LOVE CONFESSION. STRAIGHT UP.#Wow wow wow can you guys believe Luffy said he can’t become the Pirate King without Sanji by his side. Can you believe that.#Actually tho I feel like this is SO incredibly significant#Like Luffy could easily say this to anybody on his crew but#We know for a FACT that Luffy doesn’t let anything get in the way of his dream#And the fact that he’s willing to give up on it for Sanji. If Sanji isn’t there it won’t be worth it.#Any time a character is like ‘Not without you’ I just. I J SUT#UGH. AGHHFH. They make me ill#And Sanji knows how significant him saying that is too. Bc HE knows how much Luffy wants it#Luffy needs Sanji. He’s his nakama his cook and one of the people he loves more than anything#I am GOING to explode.#Shima speaks#I’m still going through it btw. God. That episode fucked me up forever
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“Aphmau didn’t take care of her kids-“
AURGGHGHGSGHHHHHH *folds you into a tiny tinfoil ball*
#leave her alone#I’m going to explode if I see this take one more time#minecraft diaries#aphmau#mcd#aphblr#mcd aphmau#aphmau mcd#mcd levin#malachi mcd
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Need to vent momentarily so uh…
Had a giant fight with my mom this morning about admiring Elon Musk or Donald Trump just because they’re “successful” which also evolved into her again critiquing her own children and how I pointed out that the shit she says about us can be hurtful, even when she insists she’s trying to be “encouraging.”
I won’t go into detail about it because my family issues are insane sometimes—but I wanted to add this context because maybe I still have some leftover frustration and rage from that, and I guess because I’ve experienced another weeks and weeks’ pile-up of sinophobia, and I’m also overwhelmed by how awful the world is right now with the continued genocide of Palestine but also the rise in normalization of right wing politics, but I saw something today that just added to the frustration because God I hate how people can’t see “the Other” in a less prejudiced light.
It’s not a big deal but saw some sinophobia today that with my poor mood didn’t help exactly:
Basically, there’s a short from a year ago about Chinese celebrities being snubbed at international events to the point that one of them (Liu Yifei) got cut off from a group photo and how another (Zhang Yuqi) got asked to get off the red carpet because they assumed she wasn’t a guest despite her being all dressed up.
The comments are all bullshit like “well they work for the CCP right? So they deserve to be ignored” or “why are you stirring up drama? Just because they’re famous in China doesn’t mean they’re famous internationally” or “haha a taste of China’s own medicine.”
Like oh my God, shut up.
These are international events. Why are you acting like snubbing an international guest isn’t worthy of critique? Just because you hate the country’s politics?? In that case, if you don’t even recognize the celebrity, how do you even know if they work for the oh-so-evil CCP???
It’s always “I don’t hate the Chinese; I just hate their government” until it comes to actual Chinese people because then your poor brain just assumes Chinese people are an extension of their government. You think these celebrities work for the government just by simply existing?? How? Do you think they pay their wages to the CCP or some shit???
Kpop fans mentioned for years that kpop celebrities were snubbed at international red carpets until recently. Why the hell don’t fans of Chinese celebrities get to point it out then?
#kuku vents#I know this isn’t that important#but sometimes it’s the minute things that get to you…you know?#there is bigger sinophobia stuff right now like how people think the recent 35 dead in China after a man drove a car into a crowd#is being covered up by the government#but that big sinophobia stuff is all stuff you expect#this littler instance of sinophobia is frustrating because it shows how normalized sinophobia is to the point it penetrates#these seemingly less important things#why should ‘people don’t deserve to be snubbed’ be a controversial take?? just because they’re Chinese???#also I am admittedly in a really poor mood#I think I fell into depression in October#and I finally kicked it a lot more than usual yesterday to do some cleaning and other productive stuff#but then I had the fight with my mom which made me feel like shit#we fought until the topic moved onto something less hurtful and explosive#but it genuinely made me explode for a while#and I haven’t exploded in some time because I try to avoid conflicts with my mom now and to keep her happy#but I’m the only one at home with her now so I have to put up with her attitude and temper#and I feel a lot of pressure overall from my family to ‘do well’ despite my interests being ‘less useful’#and my family still has other issues too that makes the pressure worse#I don’t even want to vent about my current personal issues anywhere (not with my friends or even my diary) because it’s that stressful#I genuinely don’t even want to think about it#I just kind of feel like I’m going insane
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#having a time again#I fucking hate rsd#I hate just feeling the overwhelming urge to go scorched earth and abandon everyone and everything I’ve ever known#I thought I had it under control and it got triggered again recently#and it leaves me fucking exhausted and regretting all my life decisions in the end#hate fucking relapsing#hate being unable to read people’s minds#being built fucking Wrong#and having people hate me for reasons I’m not even Aware of because I can’t pick up on it and no one just fucking Talks#no one just Says when they’re bothered they let it fester and then it’s My fault#I didn’t Completely burn this bridge yet but god I am staring at it with a lighter and gasoline in hand#all that’s stopping me is that what I’m about to burn meant and still does mean a lot to me but#I can’t keep fucking doing this#it always ends like this#it never fucking changes and I don’t know why I bother I should stay in my little hole Alone where no one can hurt me#and I can’t accidentally hurt anyone else#idk man#having a fucking time#and maybe I shouldn’t even be Talking about it here#becuase who cares it’s social media#but if I don’t spill my guts Somewhere then I’ll fucking explode and cut ties with Everyone in my life at a trigger’s notice#and I need to pour this out somewhere Else#so I Don’t do something I know is Bad#in a moment of fucking rsd anxiety panic attack#lays down under my rock and dies#becomes a mushroom#if I’m a mushroom I’ll have no more problems#the mushroom hive mind will understand me and I will understand the mushroom hive mind
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IBISPAINT STOP GIVING ME THIS AD
#istg if I see this ad one more time I’m going to explode in the bad way#stop giving me flashbacks of 5th grader me#yes I used to watch gacha heat I’ve healed though#jacks’s thoughts
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Crying but idk why
#vent#I’m telling myself it’s because I miss Ryan kopel??#and I guess that’s true but it sounds fucking stupid#and sexuality and gender is so confusing#and I feel like I have a million emotions and words to say and express but they’re all just trapped#and it’s all building pressure and eventually I’m just going to explode#and last night I got so drunk because I thought it would make me feel better#not better but like be able to not think about it all#but it just made me think about everything more#and then I got nauseous and I never threw up but my friends had to take care of me#it was just two of them thank god everyone else had left#but one of them i like#and I started crying and neither of them noticed because we were just outside laying in the grass#and it was sobs or anything it was just a constant stream of tears that I couldn’t stop#I’ve just been feeling weird ig#and going back to school is scaring me so much#I genuinely have no friends there and I don’t want to go back to being alone all the time#this is a lot I just needed to get it out I guess
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so stressed bc my stupid drug test results were too diluted the other day (god forbid a bitch is hydrated) (ok i overdid it a little bit but i’ve been thru the wringer of Not having enough water for tests but enough that i desperately needed to pee but had to wait and then have sonograms pressing into my bladder so ig that got into my head what Ever who gaf) and the fucking email i got said a second test being too diluted would qualify as a failure and they’d take away the job offer 😭😭😭 and i just pissed at home and it was like the Same color even tho it’s early yet in the day im not drinking that much ohhhh brother i hate it here
#abby talks#so stressed and for what. im sitting on my couch.#and then i was like omg i could go to the clinic they’re listing that’s closer to my campus and just go before i#ideally hopefully sit out and read pre again hopefully music trivia tn (me and lydia do NOT have problems…)#like. whatever. and my parents contact me multiple times a day abt apartments and more than my two closest friends and one exception messag#me and i feel like i’m going to explode.#so. that’s my life rn. 👍 it just feels kind of bleak in a way#oh i forgot to make my point leading up with I could go to campus! but that clinic closes earlier and i think they cut off drug screenings#at a certain point esp walk ins so i’d have to go and come back and go and etc and again this is like. just whatever#what ever happened to chilling and hanging out… not allowed in THIS economy 🙄🙄#i think i should be allowed to be a freeloader without having to live with my parents i think i deserve that for an extra year#maybe if i really play up the pity card of living at home the first year of school
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Cursed to realize I’m not following people that interact with me a lot </3
#random post#I keep realizing I’m not following people. and then I get embarrassed about it and worry it’ll look weird#if I suddenly follow them 😭 anyways I’m trying not to be a wuss gevehwhwhwhe </3 the follow button won’t make me explode#I think the reason I didn’t follow some people is that I literally like. COULD NOT follow any more blogs#I found that the max number of ppl you can follow is 5000. and I have reached that a couple different times 😭#so when I remember to I go through and unfollow inactive accounts or ones that don’t interest me anymore#so I can follow friends and art accounts <3#anyways I started rambling lol sorry
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i think they should get rid of all the things i have to do as a new years present and just give me actual time to have a little lie down
#ezra’s real life rambles#i dunno maybe i’m just feeling a bit shit but ive got 7 things to do today and i just don’t want to id really rather not#not that tumblr needs to know this either but school dreams are actually going to make me explode they’re just awful#or more poignantly evil guy appeared in this one so i feel bad (i’ll be fine)#anyway yeah fun times woohoo or something
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I know I very much have a Normal Oak bias <3 but I do really understand each of the teens and their reasons for doing everything that they’ve done in this episode! It’s really really interesting to me to see all their different ideals, attitudes, and feelings clash !! I love Normal to pieces but I can admit that he can be pretty self centered and insecure at times. He has his flaws! As do the rest of the teens! And that’s why I love them so much as characters <3
#dndads#cal rambles#dndads spoilers#<- mostly just for what I’m gonna talk abt in the tags#i have a tendency to only talk abt my feelings surrounding Normal n the Oak family#bc they’re my favorite characters and I feel that I can articulate my ideas with the depth that I think they deserve#so I think I can come off at times as favoring Normal or thinking he’s always in the right#when he’s not! he’s absolutely not#did he fuck up a little this episode? for sure !! he is not completely blameless#i just like thinking abt the emotional fallout <3#i think Norm’s deep insecurities and self centered ness is gonna lead to like. a BIG OL BLOWOUT LMAO#i feel bad bc my guy can NOT get a break oh my god his house is going to fucking explode soon#but also !! everyone is hurting here !!#not JUST Normal even if that’s who I tend to focus on#it hurt a little to have everyone push Scary away#and it hurt to have no one understand Link !!#everyone is hurting each other right now#i feel like Link is a much more impulsive guy yknow#he thinks abt what to do in the NOW#and he has a p strong moral compass#which is why I looove Link all his actions and thoughts make COMPLETE AND TOTAL SENSE !#Normal on the other hand i think tends to over think things a ton or jusy. not think at all IWHEEGAJHA#AUGHHGH i ran out of tags to complete my thought here but <3#anyways i haven’t been in the dndads tag much these past few eps bc I’ve been a lil stressed out from all the character debates lol#so forgive me if this is redundant or something#i just wanted to get my piece out there <3
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I’ve seen so many people say Saw X had them rooting for John but honestly it just made me hate him more, like all the victims who died tried so hard to survive and he kept doing his annoying ‘they choose to die sucks to not have willpower like me’ as if the time limit they were under wasn’t ridiculous. Also the group was evil sure but like let’s not pretend him and his apprentices aren’t all just as fucked up. Granted I probably would’ve felt more hatred towards them if it wasn’t John we saw them target, no matter how sad and pathetic he looks I physically cannot feel bad for him
#if I have to hear he’s not a murderer one more time I’m going to explode#Eric was actually the most valid character since he beat the shit out of him#saw x spoilers
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27 days til for the future ^_^
#my post#I do not apologize for the person I will become when for the future drops#I am so FREEKING scared for the finale 👍👍 2 episodes left boys wooo#cries. what if it’s not a perfect happy ending what if it’s like amfibia and Luz cant stay in the demon realm :(#I would just explode probably#I can’t imagine an ending that doesn’t involve traveling between dimensions#bcus vee likes the human realm and Luz likes the demon realm and Camilla can’t just CHOOSE ONE KID#so like!! no!!!! no simply not!!!!!!!!!#anyways I’m just nervous 👍👍 for no reason really whatever it is Dana + crew have come up with I know it’ll be amazing fr fr#but also I’m nervous bcus my blorbos my blorbos they will go through the agonies#more trauma yippee !! cant wait to watch Luz sacrifice herself </3#she’s tried so so so many times but she’s always been stopped by someone or her friends showed up to save her#but what if she actually does it in the end#like the guilt the guilt it’s not going anywhere aughhh I want her to be happy :((
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when choso first learns about what facesitting really is, he brings it up after a make out session that’s left you both hot and heavy. he’s tugging on your hand, practically begging you to take a seat.
“i-i’m not sure,” you stutter, unsure. “what if you suffocate or something? i don’t wanna hurt you..”
the look he gives you is one of pure need and longing. “i don’t care, just sit baby. please.”
for good measure, choso gives you a little pout, breaking into giggles and a smile once you slip your panties and shorts off. your thighs tremble as you hover above his face, eyes squeezing shut at the heat of his breath against your sticky cunt.
“mmm, that’s no good,” he remarks, large hands rising to your hips and settling lightly. “i told you, sit down.” choso’s strong, yanking you down hard onto his face; you feel and hear his muffled moan when your pussy’s all over his whole face.
“choso!”
“so, so fucking good,” choso gasps against you, holding your squirming body in place as his tongue laps and laps at your sticky cunt.
beneath you, his body’s sweltering with heat, racing through every nerve like electricity while tight pressure builds in his cock. with a glance over your shoulder, you notice his hips rutting into the air as he searches for friction.
“cho,” you sob, so overwhelmed you actually feel tears building in your eyes, “i-i wanna suck you off, ‘s not fair—”
he easily lifts you and peers up at you from between your thighs, face flushed and shining with your slick. with a shaky finger, you nudge some of his hair away from his forehead.
“don’t want you to,” it’s painful to say, because he really does, but that’s simply a distraction for the both of you. “baby,” he murmurs gently, “i want you to focus on cumming for me, ‘s all, okay?”
you nod quietly, and the gesture is met with a mild slap to your ass. “okay, cho,” the moment the words leave your bitten lips, he’s pulling you back down and greedily drinking all of you in, taking whatever he can get.
choso’s ministrations encourage you to roll your hips against his face; a light bump of his nose to your clit has you crying out and grinding all over him. that’s right, he thinks, stars in his closed eyes. he wishes he could tell you to use him to get off, but he’d have to lift you up and he doesn’t want to even breathe.
unconsciously, he matches your pace, his hips rising into the air in synchrony with your own. one of your hands slips into his silky hair and tugs; he’s your anchor, keeping you somewhat steady although he’s the reason you can’t stop shaking.
“choso,” you wail loudly, angling your hips to let him take your clit between his lips and suck, “oh, i’m so close, ‘m gonna cum soon—”
from between your thighs, choso sees everything: the parting of your lips, the way your face crumbles in absolute pleasure, the brief moment of stillness as you fully fall over the edge.
it’s too much and not enough, but he cums too.
“c-cumming, choso,” is all you can muster, riding out your orgasm on his face and tongue while his hips buck wildly into the air.
the muffled moan you feel deep in your cunt makes you gasp, pulling away at the feeling of overstimulation, but he’s holding you tight. a look over your shoulder at the right moment, and you watch as his clothed cock explodes, gushing cum and soaking his boxers.
after all your squirming and pulling away, choso finally lets you go with crescent moon indents in your plush skin and a loud huff.
“i wasn’t done,” he heaves, skin smeared with your cum. it’s glossy and messy, but he won’t think about washing it off until you’ve cum at least three more times.
“but you came and everything, i—”
choso silences you by sealing his lips against yours, and you can briefly taste yourself— sweet, just like he’s always said.
“a few more times, please?”
#kurooh#jjk x reader#jjk smut#jjk imagines#jjk x you#choso x reader#choso smut#choso x you#jjk choso#jujutsu kaisen smut#jujutsu kaisen x reader
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just had to yell at two kids because they had the audacity to come dump the water i’ve been keeping out for the stray cats (which i go to great lengths to keep cold/cool throughout the day bc of the severe heat) & then proceed to try and throw the container up onto the roof over our door,, they didn’t know i was looking out the peephole as soon as i heard kids outside the door, because i happened to be in the kitchen at the time. yeah i don’t fucking think so. little shits. didn’t even apologize or anything, just went from brief shock to running off, probably to cry to their parent about the mean lady wahh. yeah good i wish their parent or whomeever would come knocking on my door to ‘confront’ me, because i sure as fuck have a lot to say to them
#just have to get this out before i explode i can’t wait till my therapy session tomorrow#rant#vent#personal#i wasn’t actually mean but i was pissed and told them to stop#but my anger is more towards the parents/guardians because they obviously don’t keep an eye on their children#and seem to not have taught them how to behave#and my mom keeps talking about wanting to start a garden in the little ‘yard’ beside our front door like ????#itll be destroyed i just know it#picked or trampled#the kids up here have no decency#hell neither do most the adults#i’m just so fucking irritated and i hate confrontation & have major anxiety so im like shaking#but i couldn’t do/say nothing#because i am one of the few people up here that seems to care about any of the countless strays#im literally just trying to help them survive the heatwave#i dont need stupid fucking kids making it more difficult#there’s been more than a few times since i started putting water out that th#(my cat puddin just swatted my phone screen so idk where the tag i was in the middle of typing ended 🫠)#that*? the water had been spilled onto the ground#i thought cats had been doing it but yeah starting to think it was kids fucking around#if it happens again i’m bringing it to the landlady idgaf#there’s cameras they can check too so#bro i just hate kids#i hate shitty parents#i hate bad fucking neighbors#i’m just tired of it all#i have enough shit i’m dealing with in my personal life i don’t need shit like this added on top!!!!#IM ALREADY AT THE FUCKING LIMIT#okay i think i need to go pop a xanax and find a funny comfort video ✌️
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