#On the Impossible Past
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but I fed the liars, everything I got.
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The Menzingers // “Good Things,” from On The Impossible Past
I've been having a horrible time, Pulling myself together; I've been closing my eyes to find, The old, familiar failures, And why all good things should fall apart...
#The Menzingers#Good Things#On The Impossible Past#horrible time#pull yourself together#close your eyes#failure#all good things fall apart#depression#anxiety#worry#terror#fear
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Artista: The Mezingers Álbum: On The Impossible Past Ano: 2012 Faixas/Tempo: 13/41min Estilo: Punk/Pop Punk Data de Execução: 11/05/2023 Nota: 5,0 Melhor Música: Good Things
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Listen/purchase: Burn After Writing by The Menzingers
(2012)
I first heard them when they opened for my favorite band and I remember getting so emotional hearing this song the first time. It was amazing.
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Chaotic record haul - ft the color editions.
#mitski#the menzingers#pigx7#pigs pigs pigs pigs pigs pigs pigs#vinyl scratch#vinyl#vinyl collection#land of sleeper#on the impossible past#meet me at make out creek#puberty 2#laurel hell#rough trade
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("Always. Continuously. With increasing apprehension, and decreasing hope. I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you as a corpse loves the beak of the vulture. I will love you no matter what happens to you, and no matter how I discover what happens to you, and no matter what happens to me as I discover this." -- paraphrased from The Beatrice Letters, Lemony Snicket)
#svsss#bingqiu#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#lbh#sqq#i've been working through the series of unfortunate events and somehow that series has paired really nicely with svsss#the themes of cycling violence and what's justified and what isn't and what can possibly be done differently#and how trying to bring love and honour into the midst of it really changes nothing but also changes everything#it's just *chef's kiss*#i don't know how i can quite do my thoughts justice but i've spent the past few weeks quietly going between the two series (and mdzs and tg#as well if we're being honest they all hit similar questions and themes) and just reveling in the pain and ambiguity of it#everything is interconnected and it means you can never know what trauma and pain and necessity has shaped a person#each story goes too far back to ever ever EVER possibly see the full extent of it#at that level even communication itself is nearly impossible.#and because of that it's almost impossible to change anything. beat yourself apart and the outcome is the same#and yet ATTEMPTING to change things ATTEMPTING to do the kind thing the honourable thing is absolutely critical#because while you can change nothing you also have the capacity to change EVERYTHING#aaaaaaah i don't even know what i'm saying#but i read the beatrice letters today and the love letter just. killed me.#(obviously i cherrypicked some lines because it's three pages long but those ones felt right)#''i love you like a corpse loves a vulture's beak'' i just. can't get over that line.#to be completely changed. altered. destroyed. redeemed. purified. desecrated. reduced to nothing yet entirely necessary for another's life.#what a FUCKING line#anyway i was either going to blow up from thinking about it or else i had to exorcise it via art from an entirely different series#i've already done svsss and discworld why not throw a series of unfortunate events into the mix#i'll be honest folks i did not expect svsss to be the mxtx series that would fuck me up the most about the main ship#bingqiu is something else. i don't even know how to begin to approach my feelings on it. impossibility and necessity all at once#bizarre#my art
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ouaw doodle dump!!
#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#gricko grimgrin#morning frost#gideon coal#hootsie grimgrin#the post doesn’t really have spoilers but I guess the tags kind of do so if you haven’t seen past ep 20 don’t read the rest of the tags#Hootsie i love her dearly but I need to learn how to draw her better#guess which episodes I watched today impossible challenge#he was MAAAD when frost gave away the whistle#I might’ve exaggerated it but in my head this is what it looked like#(I think about the memories they gave to the hares too much fucking Gideon and frost dude giving their stuff away ughhhhh)#gricko and Gideon body swap was#something#consistent sizes of characters is not a concept Im familiar with#Gideon looks off to me but I have no idea why so#Hootsies color by number 🫶#implied grimmorning 😙#except it was just an actual line from an episode
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My page for @kairizine. It was such a huge honor to be part of this wonderful book with everyone, I had so much fun!
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#kingdom hearts#kh#kh kairi#kh xion#kh namine#i don't really feel proud of my own stuff usually but#i really think this is the drawing i'm most proud of from this past year!! it made me think 'oh maybe i can draw' haha#i'm still kinda bad with colors but something clicked with this one. and i feel like i got the sentimental feeling i wanted!#ooh but this project's about flower symbolism so ramble incoming:#protea symbolizes resilience transformation and diversity; hollyhock means 'please remember me.'#so my general theme was finding a sense of self.#these 3 have struggled with finding their own identity; they tend to get left behind both in-universe and in general plotwise#and naminé and xion both resemble kairi and were overshadowed by her memory. but i feel like all 3 have transformed into their own people#xion and naminé have their faces covered partially by hollyhock to show their wish to be remembered for who they are-#instead of the parts that they share with someone else#and the protea bouquets show how they each held on and resiliently grew into their own person despite it all#i put a little swervy path on the hill behind kairi to give that hopeful sense of growth and moving forward. it's a little hard to see#hopefully that makes sense! i really love symbolism but i think in visuals so i'm really bad with words#but gosh working with everyone on this project was so fun. it was like impossible not to get swept up by the team's hype for this zine#i need to hunt down everybody's work and rb it#ohh and everybody's flowers are so crisply drawn it's insane!! i think if i lined all these flowers and leaves i'd die haha#fan art#my art#project stuff
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U know I just think if you have a favorite character you also have to love the worst things about them bc it's integral to everything they do and makes the good they do more meaningful and makes them so sexy and cool
#drinks talk tag#maybe bc im a martin bitch and past a base reading of his character its impossible to ignore the worst things about him#but if i couldnt accept that he is annoying as fuck and also absolutely deranged there would be no point in calling him my favorite#to just say none of them have any culpability makes their arcs meaningless and thats boringggg#like why are we even telling a story if all it boils down to is there were a bunch of good ppl who had no agency and they all died the end
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#waiting for livraz 2 show up^#elendira#trigun maximum#trigun#lg doodles#mo but im like . going 2 complain for five secodns#but i hate working full time i hate it ive awkays hated it i will always hate it and when im dead ill still be hating on it#NOOO ENERGYY(‘!!!for anything . ever .#like ive given up on hobbies bc it feels soo fcking impossible to do anyrhing that isnt cooking dinner and then passing out 4 the night#miserable existence i want to claw my face off#the oast two yrs have been manageable in the sense that i alws had smt to look forward to#hyperfix or whagever. but these past 6 months r grey.DESOLATE‼️‼️‼️devoid of purpose#elendira outstretched hand lets take ibuprofen together#but its lexapro#anyways . ^__^!!~~ hope uve had a good day today#or did smt fun this week#bHELPPPP#walking 2 my car rn actually .. inagine the virgin walk guy thats like this > 🚶#metbh#being let out of my hamster cage . only to return 2morrow
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TV Appreciation Week '24 Day 1 : favourite female character | SYDNEY BRISTOW
There's something that happens when you discover the truth about someone. I know a little about this. . . . The truth changes everything.
#alias#aliasedit#sydney bristow#tvweek24#jennifer garner#tvedit#tvarchive#usertelevision#femalecharacters#userladiesblr#ok but this question is IMPOSSIBLE for me#didn't want to do what i consider my all time fave (meredith grey)#because I did that the last time#so sydney is my 2024 fav female character#i rewatched alias twice in the past 12 months#so this honor goes to you :)#i made dis
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His energy not matching hers used to bother me. Now I see he did try, but the sorrow in his eyes was clear. He knew what was coming, knew it would hurt. His eyes silently apologized for the tears she'd shed and the harsh words a younger him would soon throw at her.
#oh don't mind me#i'm just staying way past my bedtime with an exam in a few hours ruminating over these two instead of sleeping#doctor who#river song#doctor x river#eleventh doctor#doctorriver#yowzah#the doctor#elevenriver#eleven x river#otp: you are always here to me#alex kingston#matt smith#the impossible astronaut
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What he said
What I read
#i'm sorry#it's physically impossible to stay serious past 1 am#naruto#naruto art#naruto miscellaneous#doodle#art#fanart#sasuke#sasuke uchiha#itachi#itachi uchiha#uchiha brothers
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#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#aizawa shouta#Aizawa fan art#eraserhead#so my favorite take on Aizawa's life post-UA is where he just. continues to spiral#after they graduate he continues to pull away from Hizashi and Nem until they hardly ever hear from him. it's like pulling teeth getting hi#on the phone and impossible to see in person. working himself to death in the underground hero world and making pennies#sometimes so deep in it that he has bouts of houselessness but refuses to ask anyone for help. for YEARS.#so when his friends finally pry themselves an opening they find him at rock bottom and are the only real reason he gets pulled out of it at#all to become the Aizawa we know in canon#he spends the next few years after leaving UA and prior to joining an agency as a self-described terrible friend and all he's good for is#being an underground hero so he runs himself down to do so#I love fics that focus on this era it's so good#they get Dark but that's how I like em#more of that please#and all of my Aizawa art adheres to this telling of his past#even in the Yabureme AU#(but not Immolation AU lmao)
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Literally. Be vigilant I love you. Something beautiful is going to happen. True love is possible only in the next world—for new people. Tomorrow is just a whisper away. We refuse to accept that the world has to remain like this. It's the world and you're made of it, you can't be unmade now. This is somewhere to be, this is all you have but it's still something. Things can't go on like this forever; something will give, it always does. Comrades, the forsaken, the wretched, who tried to rise against the horrors of the world. She would die to return to it. One day I will return to your side. They're beautiful and true—and they will win. The future can be better than the past, if we're willing to work and fight and die for it. In dark times, should the stars also go out? I exist. I exist too.
#txt#literally i go and do something else for a while. for months. and then suddenly i'm like “man disco elysium was so good”#the tower stood for a moment and the insulindian phasmid exists and the future can be better than the past.#we believe it because it's impossible.#and by believing in it we make the impossible possible#literally the countless instances of inframaterialism being proven true in the game#and inframaterialism being in itself a metaphor for Hope#I love you inframaterialism I love you Mazovian Economics I love you Girl Child Revolution I love you Insulindian Phasmid
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I'm sorry I let down my guard.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#xue yang#xiao xingchen#God DAMN this scene was brutal. Season 2 episode 2 is almost nothing but misery and anguish#Helena by Nickle Creek does not quite fit the comic's vibe but it is absolutely a Xue Yang song so I linked it.#The change from “Helena don't walk away...(gentle)” to “HELENA. DON'T WALK AWAY (threat)” is fantastic.#And “Don't waste your pretty sympathy - I'll always be just fine”. Xue Yang core.#Okay now for the real meat. Disclaimer first: *I really like XY.* I think he's a great character. I think his actions consistently-#come from a place of deep trauma. While his reactions and actions put him in a villainous role he is still human about his hurt#and what I'm about to say is NOT intended to be a statement of causality or villianize a group of misunderstood people.#So with that said...Man oh man does Xue Yang have a lot of BPD traits. More that just 'character who is chronically manipulative'.#The impulsivity and emotional reactions and seeking stability makes him feel like he needs that control. What other choice is there?#The part that really gets me is how he *wants* to be safe and happy. But his past experiences tell him how thats impossible#He's the kind of person who goes 'if you don't like me then you better hate me for something substantial". All (pos) or All (neg)#''Love me entirely or Hate me. But don't you dare leave me or forget about me.''#Not at all comfortable saying 'BPD coded'. Im not a psychiatrist. Just that he has TRAITS. Feel free to disagree or add your thoughts.#ppl with bpd also are not a monolith and everyone has very different experiences. Xue yang is very complex. People more so.
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