#Ok I'm sorry I'm hyperfixating for real
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#new hyperfixation just dropped#ugh insane over these dues#been playing for a few weeks but that does not mean I've made any progress!!!!#I love gay ass bitches#yeah. yeah ok.#Shoutout to my dad for being so nice to me even when I'm having the worst gameplay ever#he just like. sighs at me#re4r#leon s kennedy#luis serra#ashley graham#they're the trio ever to me tbh. I loveee found family#ig krauser is here too#and sherry. but whatever#serennedy#techincally#idk if any of these doodles count but just know they're real in my heart#you can totally tell my art style is sooo consistent right guys#im going to go pass out in a hole. yeah.#sorry for only posting two things about rainworld if you followed me for that#dayza drawings
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I'm sorry tumblr I don't have anything exiting to post here... I'm hyperfixating on goat's narinder ...
He's not even real and he's just my favorite *broken heart emoji*
Anyway thanks to my oomf Bunny to give me brainworms about them !!
More stuff below, description references (tw for scars, many scars...) and some suggestive stuff because I'm so insane about him
Brief description of him: he's the opposite of our beloved black cat so he's really friendly, kind and gentle. Me and Bunny are really abusing the "dogs are so weird, even if you hurt them they still love you" line... Wolf nari and goat's relationship is really complicated, that's all I'll say for now
Reference of the boy (with nari, and yes we're still rocking that toh reference pose) :
Ok so, if you saw my other references you might have noticed that wolf nari has something in common with my goat, it was Bunny's idea and I just went crazy about it so:
My goat's execution was absolutely gut wrenching (haha), something really traumatic that scarred them mentally; after coming back to life all they wanted was revenge for everything they've been through and for everything they've lost, they're not gonna stop at the 4 bishops they want all gods gone.
So, when it's time to meet again with wolf nari, goat is not gonna surrender and when they win and defeats the last living God they can finally free all their rage and do what was done to them to someone else, killing the last god, they went a little out of control... It didn't felt good like killing the others.
Smh toxic yaoi
Aaanyway
The suggestive stuff:
Good for them! Good for them!!
#my art#cotl#cult of the lamb#the goat#the lamb#the goat's narinder#puppinder#we usually call him pupi but he's name really is just narinder lmfao#dog nari and cat nari meet one time and they just replicate the spiderman meme#chat we're really on it aren't we?#suggestive#pupi is really a sweet dog... he's just like the virgin Mary guys fr#and then I'm like: goat... kill that dog.#GOAT HOW COULD YOU KILL THAT GUY???? HE'S JUST A GUY!! A DOG!! A PUPPY!!!!#I'm losing my mind here#bro's not even canon#can i even post the last one here??#i guess I'll know it when they ban me
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lenore and the yellow wallpaper (a ramble)
so this is all one entire big and large ramble session from me, so ignore if you want because this has no actual point, and i also haven't touched the yellow wallpaper since i handed it in with my coursework so i'm bound to get things wrong. this is no high-brow analysis, this is just be rambling. i've finally gotten the courage as well to go on the big scary tumblr and speak so be nice please :)
anyways, now we have that out of the way– i bring you my observation.
so i've been rereading nevermore (because i am deep in the trenches of my hyperfixation on it right now and have firmly planted myself there) and i noticed something in episode 21 that i remember noticing the first time.
just for a recap, episode 21 is when they're facing the dementophobia trial, and lenore has gotten herself sucked into a hallucination. through this, we (presumably along with her) are shown parts of her past, and the fallout of her brother dying. in a long scene, we basically see the attic which lenore is forced to 'rest' in.
sorry if this is like an obvious tell, but my little rat brain was vibrating out of my seat to say this.
well, first off, let me just give you a little summary of the yellow wallpaper. we have this nameless woman (who's married) who's also our narrator, her husband: john who's a doctor and we also have john's sister: jennie. jennie isn't too important in the summary but she exists and stuff and there's loads of journals out there probably that could tell you super interesting things about her role in the story.
anyways, i digress. the narrator has been diagnosed with slight nervous tendencies and is given the rest cure therapy as treatment. she ends up slowly going insane in the attic (?) which doubles as a nursery, and there's this fugly yellow wallpaper, which the narrator comments to be basically like a crime to art and to colour in general. anyways, the more she stares at this wallpaper and the longer she stays in the attic, she starts to see a woman behind the wallpaper– and the short story ends with her ripping the wallpaper off and freeing the woman but then also, the story ends essentially with her throwing herself out of the window of the attic and yeah, suicide. there's like allusions to the woman behind the wallpaper and her being one at the end, but WE AREN'T FOCUSSING ON THAT, i've rambled enough.
anyways, how does this all link to nevermore?
THIS PANEL RIGHT HERE.
idk, the act of ripping off the wallpaper just distinctly reminded me of the yellow wallpaper, and i have no idea if the creators drew inspo from the yellow wallpaper for this or if it was one of poe's works (i'm not heavily versed in all of his works, but i have a collection of his stuff i should probably sift through and read). but yeah, thought it was cute.
i know thematically they probably vary, but there is something to be said that both of them are in a situation where society wants so badly to silence them and punishes their defiance with the diagnosis 'madness'.
i dunno, just a nice little thought. there's also the whole rest cure therapy too, and the fact that they're both in the attics of their homes– and i presume lenore is in a secluded countryside place here like the narrator of the yellow wallpaper is. so, you know– other connections!
also, as a side note–
this bad boy right here? ether? well some ether smells sweet, so i thought maybe (as a very dumb end to this ramble) that maybe, lenore associates the sweet smelling scent of what she used to be knocked out with to the sweet scent of flowers– i have no idea if that's why she hates flowers but i thought that was a fun little mention. food for thought, you know?
anyways, if you disagree that is totally ok, i truly don't know what i'm talking about half the time, but this has been bouncing on my tiny brain for the past few days and i decided i needed to let it out before i start plaguing the people i know in real life with my obsession. and also, friends, feel free to correct me if i'm disgustingly wrong on anything– i love to learn <3
and... yeah, that's all folks. gonna go rot now :)
#nevermore webtoon#lenore nevermore#nevermore webcomic#lenore vandernacht#lenore is so mad woman luv her very much#the yellow wallpaper enthusiasts forgive me if i sinned with this one#nevermore#i love my little psycho sapphic comic i read every friday !
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THRILLED TO SPREAD THE CONTAGION here's more propaganda for it btw
do you know that bit in the legend about dom and wander being long lost siblings well think about if that were true and also Nothing else about the story being true
#ALSO ignoring The Horrors THE FINALE IS SO FUNNY W THEM LIKE...#Wander getting so excited over his epiphany for wtf her deal is THAT HE JUST LEAVES HER TRAPPED UNDER THE DRILL..#0 WORRIES ABT HER NEEDING. HELP. WITH THAT. HE JUST DDOESN T GIVE A SHIT IT'S SO FUNNY BRO💀 HE JUST LECTURES HIS EURIKA MOMENT TO HER.....#Dominator: [is dying] Wander: ok but that's not important right now#(ik it's partially just his adhd tunnel vision and partially the fact that she's. pissed and has claws and can maul. but HDNFKSNS)#(the wretched sibling vibes r so real they're so real jus look at his fuckig face when he starts rambling that sbhit to her. his audacity)#btw. also. siblings tend to be incredibly opposite one another. AND. WELL!!!!#🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵#tghese bitches are sibs from different cribs! sucks for them sucks for them!!#they're insane i'm SO not normal about them#this shit was literally my biggest hyperfixation for well over a year like i think 2020-2022 or sumn HSBDNXNS the number of aus i spawned..#btw i completely think that them being sibling vibes in canon is /neg aside from the vibe itself being amusing.#their relationship is. so evil help#(hence all the aus where i get to be insane over how funny it'd be if they were sibling vibes and got along at all. bc. yo my god LMAO)#anyway op I'm so sorry for taking over your post with all these madman ramblings hrbfbvhskksbn#unfortunately these characters on their own are major hyperfixation fodder so#my brain seeing an opportunity to kill 2 hyperfixations w/ 1 stone: 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥🎉#TL;DR they are unfortunately my children#my kids.. shid and fart.... (real)
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Guess who has a signed Heartsteel poster in their room? 🧡🩵💚💜❤️💛
Yep, I was definitely in Seoul for World's and got my poster signed by the boys and definitely wasn't in my bed in Ohio watching the show at 3AM.
For real though, I thought it'd be fun to print myself out a signed Heartsteel poster since all of their signatures are online.
Here's the poster! Sorry there's some pixels around their names, I didn't feel like trying to remove ALL of that. I hid some of it using their respective color's (which was a cooler idea than just black marker anyway). And uh you can say the extra white pixels reflect their glitchy hacker aesthetic or something.
Also I wanted to try and show all their personalities a bit. Sett covers himself up like a goof ball (would have done his face but wanted it to look good still). Aphelios' is just kinda there, basic, like his print signature, it's quick. Ezreal wants his name on him but not covering up too much of himself. Kayn is close by but not covering any of his beauty, ego too big. Yone's is sleek and neat. K'Sante's actually looks like a professional's in both placement and look.
Ok time to print!
Uh so, I ran out of ink. So that sucks. I have to wait 2 days to get some new ink so long wait for a hyperfixated mind. Actually writing this draft to keep me sane. Anyway, I'm also getting some glossy paper for the final too!
Anyway here it is on my wall! Yes it's shittly hung up with tape. It reminds me of the way I'd hang shit on my wall when I was younger, and their splash art reminds me of early 2000's boy bands.
I'll miss the era of Heartsteel. It's definitely my favorite thing League has done in awhile (maybe ever)! But luckily they gave us Hwei as compensation! Really excited to play him!
Bye now! 🩷
#HEARTSTEEL#Aphelios#Aphelios League Of Legends#Ezreal#Ezreal League Of Legends#Kayn#Shieda Kayn#Kayn League Of Legends#K'Sante#K'Sante League Of Legends#Sett#Sett League Of Legends#Yone#Yone League Of Legends#Settphel#Ezkayn#Yosante#Those are my main ships but they're actually all in a polyam relationship and it's based#League Of Legends#Wild Rift#TFT
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OK SO LET'S TALK MY JAYA SON OC, enteeeer... Jamie! Full name, Jaemin. He is the older child of Jay and Nya, and he inherited Nya's water element. He has a younger sister, Rosie, who is the master of lightning, but more about her later. Right now I wanna talk a bit about Jamie!
Firstly, the name Jamie, was actually a placeholder name, but I'm probably never going to change it. I thought naming him Jamie was cheesy, but it grew on me so here we are, he is Jamie now!
So Jamie, he is the new master of water, he unlocked his true potential shortly before a new team was starting to form. Unlike our other main character, Liann, Jamie was more or less involved with the monastery due to his uncle, Kai, still having his element and being involved with Sora, Arin and Wyldfyre, who currently are the care takers of the monastery. So Jamie is another character who is trained by his parents, and he was used to the terms of ninja.
Jamie also becomes the co-leader of the new team alongside Liann. Before and during their first mission, Liann's more socially awkward and introverted nature, which is something she shares with Jamie, causes Jamie to think she is not very fond of him. But later they talk it out, and solve their issues with the power of ✨️communication✨️, which also in the story shows how they were raised and how they learned to solve problems from their families. I love Jaya and Geode so much, they are exellent parents.
Ok sorry, not drifting from the topic. Jamie gets his "always thinks of the worst outcome" habit from Jay, but he mixes it with Nya's "ok but calm down, let's think about a way out" so he is the smart/brain leader. He always considers every outcome, and in the beginning this makes him be scared of acting fast, because he feels the need to calculate every situation, but he manages to overcome this and starts using his ability to see the next few steps perfectly in his leaderships.
He is also the oldest of the team, same age with Liann, younger by a few months.
He is a very skilled ice skater! This is also a callback to Jay's skating skills! I love when characters carry traits from their family, this is also something I used with Liann, which I'll again, talk more in detail later!
He did unlock his true potential before the events of the first mission arc, but not really. What I mean is, Jamie fully overcame his fears of doing the wrong move during the mission, and finally unlocked his real true potential, using everything his powers offer for the first time ever. He learns that sometimes doing the non-perfect move is better than doing nothing, and he can't always be aware of everything. He can fix what he breaks later, one step at a time.
He is more like Nya in terms of being introverted and less of a yapper, though he has his moments of yapping too. His sister Rosie is a bigger yapper but lacks the passion Jamie has. She is just naturally sweet and friendly. While Jamie has Jay's hyperfixations mixed with Nya's usually calmer and more quiet nature, Rosie has the outgoing and talkative attitude, but her thing isn't the more brain/technical stuff like Jamie.
Despite people trying to put Jamie against his co-leader, Jamie is confident in himself. Which again, something he learned from his parents, mostly from Jay's experiences of feeling insecure. He knows how strong he is, and despite Liann lookinh like the more poster ninja, Jamie knows he is irreplacable and essential to the team.
You see, Liann is a more emotional decision maker. She has to act, she has to help, she can't stop to think about her steps. She needs Jamie to ground her, needs him to stay calm. But at the same time, Jamie needs Liann's fast thinking in combat and ability to be brave in scary situations to start acting himself. They balance each other, which is why they are not a "we need them both in but let's make one more interesting and overshadow the other" ridiculousy, but a great match to lead, both having something the other is not very strong in or even lack.
Oh I was almost finishing this ✨️ted talk✨️ without mentioning his looks! He has the light brown hair from Jay, maybe even a little lighter than his because ✨️LIBBER'S GENES ENTER✨️ and mixes Jay's brown hair with her blonde. He has a mole on the side of his nose, and has a slightly tan skin, mixing Jay and Nya's skin colors. He is not that tall, let's say he is avarage. Liann, in comparison, is slightly taller than him. He also has a few iconic moles around his body too. Mostly the ones on his arms and a few small ones on his neck are the ones you easily notice. Though I doubt this works in a Lego format... ANYWAY!
Ok I don't know what else, I might add later!
#guys i love him he is so pookie#kai also tells him to bring liann to the monastery and he is like “who??”#he can't find her so kai informs her himself lol#he is so silly.#ALSO HIM AND ROSIE'S SIBLING BOND#sobbing#they are so cute.#rosie is like 12 when the first arc starts but she still trains and later will be a part of the team.#literally don't even think of harming one of them the other will go for BLOOD#ninjago#ninjago fanfiction#ninjago au#ninjago jaya#ninjago jay#ninjago nya#sincap's new gen au
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extremely 👀👀 about this kind/nice spectrum u brought up and how alex oscar lando and anyone else on the grid are placed on the grid..... would love to know more.........
hi there!!! :D omg yes i would love to talk more about this, though of course disclaimer that these are my Personal Interpretations and i love to spout nonsense on the internet LOL. i'll just expand on oscar + lando + alex some more since frankly i don't know all the other driver lore Like That and i don't want to overstep in my analysis! also i'm deathly afraid of chirlies. ok let's move on
to start off... i think the way we talk about celebrity personas obviously requires some generalization + projection since we can only extrapolate what is already being consciously disseminated, and so although i frequently talk about the kind/nice dichotomy or someone's capacity for sympathy vs. empathy (which is kind of a parallel assessment imo) we are of course all complex people who contain multitudes, and i think it's mostly just interesting to examine strictly in the context of racing & racing mentality... if that makes sense!
also wrt landoscar's personalities → one thing i feel very, VERY strongly about despite their differing surface-level interests and social profiles (read: different flavors of off-track sports, both of them being gamers but to diverging levels of visibility, lando's higher degrees of hyperfixation, etc.) is that at their baseline they are extremely similar people, and honestly even very similar drivers and racing "characters," which ultimately kind of colors most of my analysis. if we peel back the layers then oscar and lando are both functional introverts who've been very well-nurtured by similarly robust, persisting, and loyal support systems—oscar spending 99% of his time off-track with his longtime gf, lando's best mates all being from his karting days, their dads being equally objective about yet also supportive of their careers, jon having trained lando since he was like 5 feet tall, etc.—so to me the overarching difference is that they have diametric approaches to how they externalize their convictions, and then obviously since that's what we see/hear day in & day out it generates the existing rift between their media images. per lando on btg:
"Oscar is extremely down to earth. A bit like me, just a very normal guy who's in Formula 1, just a guy that loves to drive cars and compete against people, and that's it."
(incoming egregious amounts of lando psychoanalysis...) despite oscar being the only driver i truly rep, i've always found lando's psyche soooo fascinating because he invites such extreme emotion in people (be it positive or negative), and i think part of it does go back to the idea of being nice vs. kind and ultimately the lens through which his intentions are interpreted by other people. in real-people fandom this is always interesting since it ends up becoming an unconscious exercise in how we perceive "sincerity" in others, even though the underlying paradoxical truth is obviously that any such assessment must always be dispersed and consolidated via a parasocial system (and thus everything is held relative to our own individual value systems... This is totally not the point of the ask. SORRY FOR THE MILLION TANGENTS) anyway as an extremely disillusioned sports fan i actually have a lot of time for lando despite how much visceral judgment he generates in quite a few people, which is totally fair since everyone is fully privy to feeling however they want to feel about any celebrity and i am not here to convince them otherwise lol. but that's just me!
i think to me the thing about lando is that there is almost zero pretense to his character, which some dislike because they find his bluntness off-putting, but imo just means his intentions are generally straightforward and easily digestible. sure, he lacks the spoken filter to not come off as occasionally callous, but at the end of the day i genuinely believe that he's an inherently thoughtful (and "kind") person, especially within the insular system of professional motorsport and the many mental pitfalls that accompany it. a symptom of this is how willing he is to resist more gracious media responses and how very inwardly critical he can be in specifically self-motivating ways, the latter of which sometimes gets misinterpreted due to the rigid yet overwhelmingly popular framework of what constitutes a competitive racing mentality. but like... to Me, lando is just entirely what you see is what you get, bad parts included, and he has zero intention of making excuses for that or pretending to be anything otherwise. which i enjoy!
and which again also goes back to the idea of niceness. (honestly the tl;dr for most of lando's pr scandals is just Oh okay so it's illegal to be neurodivergent now? but i'm trying to be normal so let me not just say that.) a good example is the entire debacle of saying he felt no sympathy for daniel at mclaren in 2022, because i think it elucidates a sort of kindness in objectivity that he very plainly participates in—to lando, being a top-performing athlete means never searching for excuses to soften the brunt of one's failures, himself included, and equally that there is no point playing sorry in front of journalists or trying to reshape their narrative scrutiny since at the highest level of competition any bold-faced externalization of "sympathy" is really just pity. and what point is there in telling someone else that you Feel Bad for their skill issue/struggles when the moment you extend that sentiment you essentially debase their position as a direct competitor and therefore disrespect them even more?
"I want to be the best in the world, I want to prove myself to people. But I've never had the mentality or the confidence to say that or feel like I need to do anything more than normal to show it to people. Do I have to do anything to go over the top and show that to prove it? I don't think so. People say you've got to be brutal and you've got to have this certain mentality. But I just don't think it's true at all. I think you’ve just got to get in the car and do the best you can."
i think the Separation of Church (treating everyone exactly as they are on-track, just another car to size up or keep at bay) and State (being friendly, supportive, and altogether well-regarded by other drivers off-track) is a primary tenet of lando's personality, and it's something he achieves by valuing kindness over niceness. you know the lando/maxf quadrant interview where lando is like: i'm not friends with you because of your achievements in life... i just care about your personality! and he's mainly saying it to take the piss out of him but he also 100% does mean that shit. that's the crasyinsane part about lando to me... god i'm so sorry i need to not go on for a million years but PERSONALLY, i think lando is very much the type of person who can go through an experience, or otherwise see someone close to him go through an experience, and approach it very empathetically to the point he continues carrying on this internal conviction about it even when he's survived or grown past it. like even as someone who mostly believes in Death to Relatable Marketing, i find it really interesting when lando talks about mental health in sports because we get to see both a) the fact that he's grown so much in his own mental resilience from his rookie self in 2019 to who he is now, but also b) that he continues to believe strongly in rejecting the presumed archetype of a successful formula 1 driver, and is steadfast in surfacing that even though... honestly? lando nowadays is a very consistent, well-rounded, and efficient talent who frankly doesn't experience nearly as much of the unproductive mentally-spiraling self-criticism that used to impact his performances to a far more pronounced degree when he was younger and rough around the edges. yet he still feels compelled to affirm that there is No One way to be an athlete (which is significant because "mentality" is such a harped-on concept in all sports, and everyone is always trying unfailingly to extrapolate performance-related projections via vague and completely subjective intangibles to a notably unempirical degree!!) because he does care, deeply, about how people enter and succeed in motorsport. honestly i always feel kind of iffy bringing up commentary re: Women In Motorsport because it often sounds unnecessarily adulatory, but at least in recent times i think he's also shown a decent amount of grace when talking about female fans, girls in karting, that one time he was like Bruh who are you? @ that misogynistic reporter, which...... i'm not going to say majorly influences my opinion of him, but imo being willing to quickly shut someone down like that is an anti-niceness to a productive end that i appreciate, since i think many personalities would kind of just smile bemusedly and try to quickly move on in the conversation.
tl;dr lando thinks feeling bad for people is useless and will never give you that one tidy sympathetic soundbite, but he does care for people vividly, especially off-track, which to him is the only place kindness really matters anyway. when you look at maxf (and i know this is mainly a portrait of codependency unique to their friendship but i do think it reflects his love languages in general) whose career cratered because he mentally couldn't handle the pressure, lando's response was literally to unfailingly engage in failcore househusband chores for him like leaving handwritten notes in his 3rd grade girl handwriting and ironing his clothes on stream........ which... i could go on forever but again. separation of church and state!!!
anyway with oscar on the other hand, i honestly think most things in his life kind of just exist as a function of motorsport LOL. and that he likes surrounding himself with people of similar interests/intellectual level/skillsets, down to his partner studying engineering and wanting to work in the same industry as him....... again, i think 814's baseline characters are Very similar and that they're both great team players with complementary professional approaches, so this is not a knock on either of their personalities, but imo lando is just generally more outwardly sentimental and has also had to do a lot of conscious growing up in the past ~4 years to become more well-rounded wrt off-track interests, whereas oscar basically came onto the grid as this already fully-realized product with far fewer dependencies who is just nonchalantly like, I see my family 3 weeks a year and my sisters just think i'm their lame older brother and don't care about my career at all, but i'm fine with that and i'd make all the same sacrifices i've made over and over again to get where i am!!! also re: oscar's abject lack of interest in engaging with fans one-on-one, an easy example is how lando genuinely values/treasures the friendship bracelets he gets and wears them consistently whereas oscar is just like. Erm. i respect it but that is not for me ✋😭 he's nice about fan things because he understands how much fan support and consumerist interest enable the circus that is formula 1 but he doesn't really value any of it much past the surface-level pleasantries......
why is this answer so long............... idk if you want to hear anything more about alex but i think he's very similar to oscar in terms of this measured external niceness/quiet ruthlessness, especially wrt how they weather team politics, interact with media (noted red bull marketing hater alex albon), and tend to simply Do The Thing To Do The Thing. alex is especially interesting because if you watch his high performance pod it reveals sooooo much of his growth over the years and his current mental framework ("i was having to be selfless, and it didn't really agree with me that much") and frankly even just the way he speaks about himself is fascinating to me but i digress!!! i do think much of lando's tactless impulse yet also apparent kindness comes from his considerably privileged background and the fact that he was shown a lot of Realistic But Also Unconditional Support and thus never had his career actively threatened growing up. so even though he's had to learn to not mentally catastrophize at the f1 level, he didn't undergo the reckoning alex did with his mother/losing rb's team backing/etc., which alex mentions in this podcast as specifically triggering his insatiable desperation to prove himself.......... and so on. alex and oscar to me are both quite similar in how they let more combative thoughts simmer and are very well-trained in responding palatably to the media, but they're also going to resist relating themselves too much to other people's struggles because That Is Not Their Problem, and at the end of the day oscar is uh.... sure he has a lot of appreciation for mclaren and has called prema a family before, but he really only wants to win for himself and is less inclined than lando is to romanticize the spirit of the Team. and so when he says things like "for me, there’s just not any point, especially in self-deprecation, destroying yourself in front of the media," it's a Niceness because his assessments are always entirely self-absorbed in the most productive of senses, as in he truly only cares about what he himself is doing and is never going to waste time worrying about or comparing himself to his competitors' mental approaches!
does any of this make sense. please excuse the monstrous rambling 😭 but also please feel free to follow up with your own takes/lore about any driver if you'd like to, or to tell me that i'm absolutely wrong if you'd like, because i always love to hear about these things!!! :3c
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HIII
ive known and followed ur blog for awhile, always coming bac to this blog when i get back into hyperfixating over osomatsu san
ur a great artist and super funny, ur a big inspo for me and im just super super happy u exsist
ive finally had the confidence to submit a ask after years and im glad im able to
hope u have a good day/afternoon/night and yea much love from a avid jyshimatsu+karamatsu enjoyer
{Heyyyy!! I'm so sorry I've left this unanswered for so long TwT Even though this ask is so lovely honestly!! Thank you so much for all the kind words!
It's really been forever since I posted anything here, I guess when 2020 hit it really got to me more than I thought... And admittedly before that it'd already become a little bit of a grind I suppose. So I've been giving myself a mental break since then, and focusing on more original stuff, and that's been cool as well but... God this blog has been so much fun too and remains dear to me even if I'm hardly around these days TwT
I hope there's been enough content on it to go around and go back to and enjoy, but yeah, sorry I'm not as active as I used to be TwT But either way it truly means a lot that I was able to be an inspiration, and I really wish you all the best!! Also thank you for finding me funny! TwT I struggle with that part of my self-image even though I love drawing humour, so it's a real confidence boost.
Lots of love and muscle muscle to you, sorry I'm so late and I really hope you've been OK and will keep being OK, either way! 💛}
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Hiiiiiiiiii! So I have a new hyperfixation
And I'm thinking I totally need to know
Who in ateez is mlt to let you hypnotize them
Ngl hypnotizin your friends (or ur boyfriend) during some game nights or parties seems fun
Ooh interesting! One day late 😅 but a good Halloween post hehe
Most Likely to Let You Hypnotize Them
Most: San, Wooyoung, Hongjoong
Middle: Yunho, Jongho, Yeosang
Least: Seonghwa, Mingi
San is up for anything! He’s adventurous AND he trusts you. Naturally curious, once he hears about it San is eager to experience the sensation, if any, so he may even ask you about it. Preferably without the other members around though if you want to make any embarrassing requests! San isn’t a horror guy, so in his mind this would be much more fun to celebrate Halloween or get into creepy stuff than a haunted house or scary movie! Wooyoung is a lot like his bestie, very curious and up for a challenge. He trusts you too and kind of likes the whole ‘do what you want with me’ vibe! Would probably crack a tom of jokes like ‘ohhhh, what are you going to have me doooo?’ so feel free to shut him down and tell him he’s going to be doing the chicken dance soon! 😏 He also loves the theatrics, so he’ll want all the lights off and every bit of performance you both can put in! For a serious practice, he sure has you guys laughing! Hongjoong would also be down to try it- he’s curious, too, and always looking to explore different muses and ways people express themselves. Who knows, maybe the motions and sensations can inspire things in his mind! It’s also a way to get to know you and he wholeheartedly wants involvement in anything related to your passions, even if it means getting hypnotized! Hongjoong will likely also request it’s just between you two, though, because it is a more personal, vulnerable moment in his eyes.
Yunho is good-natured, so he’d probably laugh the first time you bring it up, then gape and say ‘oh, really?’ But when he sees how serious you are, sure, what the heck? He’s sitting down asking if you’re going to swing a watch in front of his eyes or make him look at swirly stuff. Probably while imitating the swirls in front of his eyes. ‘Wooooo!’ ‘Yunho, you have to be quiet!’ ‘Oh, sorry.’ It’s a fun time, you guys are both laughing by the end of the night and he probably asks you to teach him some new dance moves. Jongho is down, but sort of in the way of ‘prove to me this is real’. He’s very practical and grounded in reality, so without offending you he may be thinking hypnosis is some movie BS or that his mind is strong enough to resist! So it’s a challenge for him, one he’s shrugging and giving you a determined smile into as he sits down. He can’t keep a straight face as you stare deadpan into his eyes, bursting out laughing several times, but he really does want to see what it’s all about even if he just feels he’s watching a performance . After all, you’re his favorite person to watch! Yeosang is kind of similar to Jongho where he isn’t sure he believes it’ll work. He’ll make the most jokes and quips about what you’re going to make him do, but in the end he’ll try it without much actual reluctance. He probably also has questions about how you fell upon this interest in the first place because he’s never known any hypnotists before- not that that’s a huge shock! Probably the best at keeping serious and deadpan once he gets into it because he isn’t sure what to think lol.
Seonghwa is a little hesitant at first, probably asking some questions about if you can bring him back, but it’s just because he takes the art seriously. He’s the type who wants to believe, so it’s something potentially powerful in his mind. Once you assure him you won’t make him do anything bad or do anything to him per se, he sits down, eyes boring into yours so seriously. You may need to reassure him that it’s ok, but he can never say no to you, don’t worry! Mingi is so the type to talk tough when you bring it up, but when you sit him down to do it he’s like ‘Wait whoa what about-’ and then he has a bunch of questions. He’s sort of 50-50 on if he believes, but he doesn’t want to be wrong if he laughs it off so he asks questions on if it’s permanent or if he’s going to get haunted. In the past, he has mentioned being scared of demons and evil spirits, so things like hypnotism even if they aren’t as spiritual would probably elicit some concern. So he’ll want an education on what it really is and entails once he finds out you were serious.
#ateez#ateez imagines#ateez reactions#ateez x reader#ateez scenarios#hongjoong#seonghwa#yunho#yeosang#san#mingi#wooyoung#jongho#who in ateez#ask#anon#requested#1k party 🪅
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Once you get this, you have to say five things you like about yourself, publicly. Then you have to send this to ten of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool~) 🌈 🌈
Sorry for not getting to this sooner! I had a long and busy week and I needed some time to scroll through my follower list and pick out the cool peeps to tag in this (because I don't want to go barging into everyone's DMs/askbox). Also hi! I recognize your username! Loved the little thing you wrote for Good Omens! :))
Anyway! To start! 5 things I like about myself:
I'm self-aware (weird flex but ok). Seriously though, I at least try to be aware of all my bad habits/quirks so I can try to work on them (or at least, keep them to a minimum). I fail at it sometimes, but that's alright.
I'm enthusiastic about everything I love, and don't let age stop me. I will ramble on about my OTPs fight me.
I enjoy my art, all of it, even if its not the best. Don't get me wrong, I'm frustrated with it a lot.
I try to enjoy/engage with everything, even if it isn't my genre or hobby. I think people should be allowed to enthusiastically ramble on about the things they love, even if they don't interest me personally.
I'm a realistic optimist. That is, I always consider the worst things that could happen, and plan for the worst, but always hope that things will turn out for the best regardless. Its important to stay grounded in reality, but that doesn't mean we can't wish for the otherwise. That's just how I feel, anyway!
Ok! Now onto the hard part, the tagging of people. I could do this in DMs or send them an ask, but I think this works just as well. I can also just make you go and check out their pages this way ;)
@lickthecowhappy - one of the first people I followed and generally interacted with after returning to Tumblr. A real cool person, always liking and reblogging real niche Good Omens stuff. They also write good poetry!
@knifeforkspooncup - for being a real cool person to allow me to ramble in their DMs about the things I'm working on (unprompted). They are also a good artist and write some fantastic stuff! Go read it!!
@thatskindarough - For similar reasons to Knife, for letting me ramble on in their DMS like a madwoman about Good Omens and the fic I'm working on, and for suppling me ideas. They do some great art and are really fun, do go check them out!!
@darcydoesfuckall - I see them in my reblogs a lot, and I think they are an enthusiastic person who deserves to have their stuff seen more (they draw and do cosplay!!). Go check out their patreon and their Good Omens project at Qe-Podfic!
@ineffable-hyperfixation - Again, I always see them in my reblogs, and they are always up for interaction. A fun person! :D
@examishbookwyrm, @devotea, and GoodOmensDuh (Sorry I can't seem to tag the last one :( ). I don't always interact with these 3 much, but they pop up on my activity enough and I appreciate them being here :))
I know I'm supposed to do 10 but I can't think of any more rn, 8 will have to do sdfhjhjfdg
-SLAMS HAND DOWN
I GOT IT @kurisutt and @irradiatedwarlock are my last two! Because like the last few, they are always, always in my activity and I appreciate that they like my stuff enough to be a constant in my notifications!!
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I made a post a while back saying that I hoped hlvrai2 would never be made Long before the teaser and I'll admit I got japed I thought it Really Was gonna be HL2 because I love the damn series and while I am the slightest bit miffed that it Isn't I'm also Glad that it isn't.
HLVRAI had a story that was already finished. It wrapped up, it's done, if you want more watch the bank stream or watch the full vods or whatever. Hell read some DAMN fanfic!!! or play toys in gmod with your friends and have FUN!
an HLVRAI 2 stream with all the same characters going through the damn Laboratory again would probably be way less entertaining than this. Sorry to say.
I imagine a lot of the people upset with this stream are mostly remembering acts 3 and 4 where things was way high octane and silly and skeletons and such. Act 1 was basically the same shit as this. just dudes having fun.
It makes sense for people to be upset. it's ok for people to be upset. I thought it was gonna be HLVRAI2 as well I hyperfixated on it since 2020 as well. But I mean like..... calm down. this isn't a personal attack on you from Wayne and friends. you won't fucking Die, bro. this shits not "ableist" or whatever people are saying about it. Pipe down brother. Sorry for your loss go rewatch the series go take a bath go play toys.
On the other side. Us RTVS fans. Guys. if people are upset. it's OK. "blablabla you shoulda saw this comeing if you're a real waynehead LOL stop crying stop to so upset!" Grow up.... Grow Up man..... it was Implied and it's fair for the human mind to go fuckin nutso and convince itself of anything. people have the right to be upset. let people grieve and enjoy baking bad.
Tldr GROW UP and have fun. just smile ok ^-^ Yay!
p s to anyone on team "FUUUUUCK I am so mad" I'm sorry you feel this way but hopefully. once you feeling better and have your head cleared. you can enjoy the vods or whatever of this stream because it's fucking funny. And if not it's ok just have fun. idk I'm just rambling at this point
EDIT: NVM WE ALL WIN. NO MORE FIGHTING GUYS LETS BE HAPPY WE ALL WINNING!!!!!! HORRAY!
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I am at the level of hyperfixation where everything I do. anything I hear. I think of them... any song... boom brain instantly goes "ok this but it's our wonderland"even if it doesn't make sense... I am going insane in tha membrane thinking about theses guys. AH- I will just think about them and smile.... the blorbos :) :) :) :) :)
sob I'll be real I'm the same way about them... I feel like everything gets connected to them and the game in my head, even if it's in the most random cursory fashion 🤣
I am so sorry to have inflicted this upon you I don't know if it's a blessing or a curse jfhfhf I'm glad that they are bringing you joy at least ahhh 🥲💕
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Not a request or anything but, I hope that you've been doing OK despite being busy deal with stuff, take as much time as you need to recuperate! While I do enjoy your writing and interpretations of these characters and story, your mental wellness is much more preferred than that.
I hope this Lil message helped u or cheered u up in some way :)
Scrolling through these and coming back two years later haha (I'm so sorry) has really brightened me up and made me want to try jumping back in and give this fandom another go.
I am so appreciative of you & your kind words and support, if you're still here and see this- thank you with all my heart. The past two years were a lot of ups and downs (the downs were what got me) that I had to focus on life around me and my loved ones. So reading support, still seeing notifications, really warms my heart.
While I'm in a low (again) it's kind of fitting to come back on almost the anniversary of this blog and first getting into this fandom and trying to write for it again.
I'll try to deep dive back in but if anyone wants to be my training wheels on what I've missed for this, please- feel free to hop in my dms or ask box if you're shy. I love to chat.
While I've been gone, if you're still here, moved into other fandoms and hyperfixations (I know I have but a bitch can juggle - or try to), or if you've written me off, anything- my thanks to you all is very real. I hope you've all been well, I hope you're all in better spots than two years ago. All the sunshines deserve sunshine in their lives. ❤️☀️
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You don't how absolutely fantastic and wonderful I find your fics. With your work you build some kind of safe haven for me to hide myself when I'm not doing so great. Thanks my dear. I send just the best wishes and hugs and kisses.
Don't know if you're interested in my fic idea, but I give it a try, maybe you like to use my idea. If not, it's also okay cause I LOVE all you write. I''m a sucker for whump reader and my PD, Med and Fire hyperfixation is more than satisfied with your brilliant work :)
I think about that the whole crew is at Molly's celebration something. Unfortunately some bitchy girl is hitting on Kelly (or Jay or Matt) real bad, which makes reader uncomfortable. In the bathroom she overhears a conversation between the bitchy girl and her friend talking bad shit about reader, like she's not worth her boyfriends and they are only with her out of pity, or that she's just a huge burden to the three guys or something like that... These words hurts her so baldly so the next days it's the only thing she can think about and causing her to be stresses out. She feels sick since that evening and can't keep anything down but hides it from her boys, cause of the bad words of the two girls. She doesn't want to bother the guys thinking she's a burden. The guys notice that somethings is wrong with her, her deathly pale appearance for example, but she brushes it off... until it also effects her chronic disease (I think of a heart failure, but OF COURSE you can come up with another idea). She hides all her symptoms until it gets dramatic....
Hope you like it, if not that's ok with me
Looking so freaking forward to more of your stories. Take care of yourself darling
So sorry that I’m just getting around to your ask.
Yes yes yes!
Thank you so much for your support.
This is my next fic for sure!!! Look out for this to post this weekend! ❤️❤️
#one chicago#one chicago x reader#matt casey#kelly severide#jay halstead#fluff#matt casey x reader#comfort#jay halstead x reader#kelly severide x reader
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Well I guess I'm doing this now
I've officially made a real post so I guess that means I'm finally gonna do a real blog instead of just liking things like a coward
So hi! You can call me Mori :}
(you can also call me Death :})
I'm a lil autistic fag and I don't shut up ever
My current hyperfixations are the magnus archives/protocol and the Mechanisms but I also still have many thoughts about Supernatural, Sherlock, Good Omens, Hannibal, and House MD
(oh and Will Wood is my favorite artist)
I have a lot of headcanons so I'm probably gonna post a lot of headcanon compilations and stuff
And also I'll occasionally post art
My pronouns are it/its fae/faer zey/zer it/its she/her and they/them but also I'm maybe trying out he/him? Idk man my gender is like an arcade carpet ok don't ask
I'll tag my own posts with "shut up mori" and any asks I get with "mori gets attention"
Ok I'm done now, enjoy the stupid blog :}
EDIT: PLEASE DON'T SEND ME ASKS FOR FUNDRAISERS. I FEEL FOR EVERYONE IN PALESTINE, I REALLY DO. I FEEL FOR YOU ALL. AND ANYONE WHO CAN'T AFFORD RENT OR MEDS, TOO. YOU HAVE EVERY OUNCE OF EMPATHY I HAVE. BUT I AM SO MENTALLY SICK AND BURNT OUT RIGHT NOW AND IT IS SO DRAINING TO CONSTANTLY HAVE PEOPLE ASKING ME FOR DONATIONS WHEN I DON'T EVEN HAVE MY OWN BANK ACCOUNT AND THEREFORE CANNOT DONATE. I AM SO SORRY BUT PLEASE STOP SENDING ME FUNDRAISERS. I CANNOT HANDLE THIS
#i apologize in advance for how sorely unfunny I'm going to be#i think I'm funny and then i speak out loud and it's like.#why do i even speak anymore#so good luck 💀#I'm insane about those old men#(I'll let you decide which ones I'm talking about)#yeah ok I'll shut up now#new blog#please be nice to me 😭#shut up mori
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HI
Tell me abt whatever OC is living rent free in your brain rn please
Infodump at me
Oh gosh which one? They all live rent free in my head lmao.
So... I guess I'll do a brief explanation of each of my favorites.
And I'll use the pepperjackets picrew to show you what they look like i suck at drawing
Ok so:
Hawthorne Carter:
My first real OC. I made him when I was 14, so... three years ago (jeez that's a long time now).
And all along those three years, I've been a bit of an angst addict, so... let's just say I wouldn't want to be this guy.
He's a werewolf, and I may or may not have nearly tortured him to insanity. i'm so sorry man
He's sixteen as of the start of my wip, and he's essentially caught in the middle of God's hyperfixation. Because in this world, god is a seventeen year old girl. And woo boy does she have issues. She got a wee bit too attached to H, and may have also ended up accidentally killing him but she brought him back to life whoops. Anyway, that's a whole other thing.
My second OC:
Theodore Varma
He's Hawthorne's best friend. I actually don't know why I keep this guy, he doesn't really add anything to the story, but I'm kinda attached to him anyways.
OC three: Iona Crosby
WITCH LADY
she's the absolute queen of confidence. Originally she was that classic 'smart girl' who can do no wrong, but then I went, fuck it. So now she's definitely not perfect. She has no clue how to deal with Hawthorne's ptsd, and she can be kinda insensitive, but she's trying. Sarcasm is her first language.
OC four:
Cody Alvarez
Cody's gorgeous. He's a mind reader, and really the only one who can properly deal with Hawthorne without freaking him out. He's chill, and fun, and just has a comforting vibe. He's also blind. .
OC five: These are from my second wip, which is essentially the sequel to my first wip. It follows the seventeen year old god on a redemption arc.
Casey Cole: My all time favourite OC.
Casey is chaos incarnate. They just do not give two shits about anyone. Except Robin, that seventeen year old god. Casey is essentially the caretaker of Robin making sure she doesn't kill a guy again
OC Six: ROBIN!!!!! She's god, man.
You may notice that my name is also robin. I did not name my oc after myself, i named myself after my oc.
She's god, she has major attachment issues, and she's madly in love with casey. All the people she's loved before have died because she killed them
But it's chill now! Casey's keeping her in check.
OC seven! The last OC!
Owen McCarthy!
Owen my guy. He is an absolute tank of a boy. truly large. He's not happy with robin, because he also got caught up in the whole torturing thing Hawthorne went though (which was robins fault, to be fair). So he tries to kill her. But it's all good 'cause eventually he becomes friends with Casey and Robin because he couldn't bring himself to kill her (and Rob helped him steal from his parents so he could run away).
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Tada! my OC's! Sorry about the long post, but it was very fun telling you about all of them. :D I love them all so much!!!!!
Thanks for the ask!
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