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Well the nEWS IS IN folks.
My Uncle won't rly be back to work-work til like, the new year. So, no financial assistance still. Even then, every day I recognize he is an old man in poor health just like my dad was & focusing on how he financially assists me over his health is FUCKING ME UP INSIDE. But he has, considerable support. I have, one pillar of safety that I can only pray is stable.
I did put in my application for state disability & my CM said I sounded very genuine in my case (good?). But hooo my Case Manager is moving so I may be getting a new one Or Not & idk how that's gonna affect the process or my mOOD
Half Brothers going to his half sisters for Thanksgiving, he said I could come but I said nah cause, well, I'm not related to that side of his family, it's,,, weird,,, isn't it? idk,,, I'd feel weird. I have so many half siblings it's weird how they also have half siblings that are just, detached from my existence??
Ole Friend isn't gonna be able to invite me over for the Hols like she has the past two years for reasons I get. But ough. Plans... no plans now.
I have $9 in food stamps. :x
Ouugghh Please I want meat and potatoes for the Food Holiday.
#me.#[i'm contactin my 'one pillar of support' to ask if the church down to take me shopping#[but hrnrhhghg.... church.....
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okay i change my mind- darius little bro now <33
#THE FUCCKI NG.#‘what- just bc he’s acting like a cOoL dAd to you-‘ scene fucking BROKE ME#MWMENSNSMSNSNSNS#LIKE#THAT WAS TOO MUCH#WNNSNSMSMDMSM#me 🤝 darius 🤝 not having fathers + seeking paternal figures in other men#OUGH HOL UP HOL UP#ill beanstorm a s/i later but like#darius seeing me as a big sibling figure n projecting his big bro onto me#NWNWNSMMS#JUST WANA PROTECC THIS KID JFC#WBSNSNNSMSMD
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more beel thoughts to heal the soul: i just finished a five hour shift at a restaurant, so my feet, back and arms are mega sore (standing and doing nothing but washing dishes will do that to ya lol), so i’m thinking about coming to the HoL after an exhausting day and having beel waiting at the door for me 🥺 he’d offer to carry me to my room ofc, and since mans considerate he’d probably have a bath all ready so that i don’t have to stand in the shower. and then afterwards he’d bring snacks to my room and snuggle with me OUGH
it’s yearning hours for your friendly neighborhood🍔 anon
OH BUT ALSO!!!! He’s so happy you’re home and ready to spend time with you that he just sits by the tub with big puppy eyes because he just adores you, or he’ll help you wash your hair if you let him.
Afterwards he absolutely gets you all snuggly warm in bed, retrieves smacks for you two, then crawls in bed to curl up next to you. He’ll ask about your day and listen to you tell a funny story/ramble/complain or whatever you feel like doing because he’s just so absolutely in love and enjoys hearing you talk!!
Bonus: the boy carries you anywhere and everywhere if you let him because “humans have such little legs” and totally not because he likes to hold you since you basically feel like a bunch of grapes to him :)
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@pinkrosealice
Thank you so much for the further explanation, I think most if not all of your speculation is incredibly sound! But just so I'm not misunderstanding your point your argument is that The Monarch at The Crossroads is The Wheel correct? Or are you arguing that the Monarch is a Hod from Stone that has otherwise not been explicitly named? And The Black Dove refers to not The Monarch himself but a Name of the Monarch who would eventually ascend to become the Hour known as the Ivory Dove? At the risk of causing further confusion and or time lost on wild speculations, how do you think that tracks with the information we got in Hol in relation to a certain Black Wolf and Rowena, and how this all might relate to The Wolf Divided and Ys? Regardless your enthusiasm for the lore of these games is so commendable and inspiring!!!! So again thank you for your response. It certainly gives me a lot to think about!
i'm normal ab the wolf-divided come closer
OUGH okay so. the six attested gods-from-stone—wheel, flint, tide, seven-coils, horned-axe, & the egg unhatching—do seem pretty inarguably to have been the only gods-from-stone at least insofar as 'from stone' is taken to be a discrete category as opposed to a catch-all for the pre-lithomachy ruling hours usurped by the gods-from-blood and light. my thesis broadly is that the gods-from-stone originated from the wood and the house of the moon—that is (in biblical terms), the pillars of the earth.
the gods-from-stone are of particular importance vis-a-vis the events of the lithomachy for obvious reasons; however, they were not the only hours around during that time. the Nowhere-hours existed as well. disciplines of the scar hushery commit makes the implication that the mansus exists at all because of conflict between the gods-from-stone and the Nowhere-hours:
The Mansus is the fortress in dream raised by the gods-who-were-stone. Nowhere is the inevitable scar beneath it. Monstrous, the gods-from-Nowhere; but cruel, the gods-who-were-stone.
similarly, the priest can give this sermon:
'In the House of the Sun, the dance of the angels of Glory does not cease. Those who were cast down, wave or wound or snow, are gone from the House, and as long as their parts in the dance are filled, they may never return. Therefore let us join hands, and add our little steps to the dance.'
two of these are unambiguously gods-from-Nowhere—snow, and the blackbone—while the third is evidently the giribrago, who seems to reside in the glory based on what very little we can glean about him. and these are all hours who were 'cast down', which is the same sort of language used elsewhere to describe the extirpation of the gods-from-stone.
and of course even in the present, we find Nowhere-hours exerting influence and wielding in some cases considerable power beyond Nowhere; the mare-in-the-tree, for example, is both the third hour of calyptra and the sister when the sister-and-witch are not conjunct (with the applebright being the witch in relation to the mare).
likewise the vagabond has gone Nowhere and i would argue that she ought to be considered a god-from-Nowhere as well as from flesh for several reasons (the traveler is always returning and is thus, in a way, always nowhere; her painted river flows up into the mansus from nowhere; neither the vagabond nor nowhere can truly be kept out).
the point being that the Nowhere-hours may exist outside the laws governing the, for lack of a better term, gods-from-somewhere, but their exile is imperfect and likely always has been—just as alukites are monstrous outlaws but the ligeians wield immense power as Names of the Twins and holders of the keys, the gods-from-Nowhere are an exiled class of abyssal gods but some have been quite successful in establishing footholds of power in the upper realms.
it's just that this is impolitic to acknowledge, in-universe. the Nowhere-hours don't count, and things like (for example) the malachite's liaisons with the mare-in-the-tree are regarded as anomalous and kept secret (even if poorly) because they are forbidden.
hence: the monarch-at-the-crossroads is/was a god-from-Nowhere contemporaneous with the gods-from-stone. as i said, broadly my theory is that the gods-from-stone ruled over the house of the moon,* the woods, the bounds, with the house of the sun being its enigmatic reflection—before the dawn, night, so to speak. given that context, it makes sense to me that the house of the sun might have been ruled by a Nowhere-hour.
(*i consider the meniscate to be a god-from-stone as well as from light for this reason; she presides over the house of the moon now and she "was born in the moon from light")
there are a handful of references to the house of the sun during this period (e.g. in the book of dissolution) and all note that it was different in some fundamental way.
now consider that:
one tradition holds the mansus to be a fortress raised by the gods-from-stone in the course of their conflict with the Nowhere-hours.
the wood, the bounds, and the house of the moon are all conventionally figured to lie beneath the house of the moon, between Nowhere and the mansus.
it is the gods-from-blood and light who are said to have opened the ways into the house of the sun, and nearly every attestation of the gods-from-stone locates them in the woods or the bounds.
…so it actually makes quite a bit of sense for the gods-from-stone to have been in conflict with a Nowhere-hour whose domain existed above theirs—the Sky. the firmament. the Thirty Birds who had dreamt themselves out of Nowhere to become the Monarch-at-the-Crossroads. (in the allegorical sense this also tracks: one builds a house to protect oneself from the wind and the rain.)
and this loosely follows the biblical order of creation: first the separation of day from night, then the parting of the waters, then the formation of the earth, then vegetation, then celestial bodies, then birds and fish, then the beasts of the land. the monarch-at-the-crossroads in this reading represents the parting of waters; and the gods-from-stone presided at the emergence of land from the sea (flint, tide, seven-coils), the growth of the wood, the creation of celestial bodies (wheel and egg unhatching, sun and moon). and then the lithomachy begins with the birds of the air and the fish serpents of the sea.
now all that said
one thing i think worth keeping in mind with regard to the Nowhere-hours is that they are, in effect, chthonic powers – they are not dead per se in the sense that the gods-from-stone or the sun-in-splendour are dead, but they also do not seem to be considered alive per se (and certainly if "the oldest living hours are the gods-from-blood" then the Nowhere-hours who are older must necessarily be unliving.)
death is down – death is Nowhere – and 'dead' is also not an immutable state of being but rather seems to be understood as the act of descent itself (cf the major forge victory: "I am Nowhere. Nowhere is lit by lamps of black nephrite. In Nowhere, we hear the voices prophesying. In Nowhere it is very cold. But it is always possible to be deader." – if death is down then "deader" implies "deeper"). and because the passage from life to death can be figured as a threshold, the sanguine exception applies – the door must open both ways, that is, the dead can rise back into life.
we can find any number of examples demonstrating this principle (the thunderskin, the sister-and-witch, elegiac winter-long…) but it's also interesting to consider with regard to the Nowhere-hours. what does it mean to be from Nowhere? a thing that begins in the depths and seeks to rise can't be dead (because it hasn't ever died) but it also isn't exactly alive. i think – and this is very tenuous, i don't have firm textual evidence – that the Nowhere-hours may be sort of reverse-psychopomps, in that rising from death is possible fundamentally because the Nowhere-hours are down there and striving in the other direction.
now, the serpents & venoms hushery commit:
In the dawn times the sun was lower, so we gave it our blood. From our blood it knew us, and so it was kinder. Its serpents brought us its poisons to drink, and so we died. But we only died a little, and so we dreamed, and returned the next day to give it our blood again.
infers an equivalence between death and dreaming – and that suggests some interesting things about how the monarch-at-the-crossroads came to be as per the sky determination 'we came from nowhere': the Thritige-kind "dreamed themselves out of black glass, to be their own Monarch." this is, as i noted previously, overtly drawn from 'the conference of the birds' and the last thing the birds in the poem must do to achieve enlightenment or reawakening as the simorgh they seek is self-annihilation. death here is figured as metamorphosis.
likewise in the secret histories, the Thirty Birds dreamt themselves out of Nowhere, and dreaming is figured as a kind of dying; thus, the monarch-at-the-crossroads became so by rising-from-death. but the Thritige-kind weren't really alive to begin with because they came from Nowhere, and i think this is the key. the monarch never died, but he came to life from death.
who leaves a place without entering it?
put a pin in that for a moment. let's talk about rowena and the black dove. and henavek.
first point: like vak, henavek is a god. (conversations on this subject between yvette and arun indicate there is one tradition which regards vak and henavek as sister and brother, and another – or possibly the same – that they're lovers.) denzil "refers to it as 'Tavas Mytern' - perhaps 'the King Tongue' - and speaks not of 'it' but of 'him', as if the language were a living king indeed."
both commits for henavek get at the 'as above, so below' conceit ("what starts in the roots, ends in the sky" and "what starts in the sky, ends in the earth"). this is a thematic idea that comes up again and again in relation to certain particular hours but the most salient repetition is the birdsong commit for leaves & thorns:
The gardener's first lesson is this: look up. What starts as weather ends in the world, what starts as sky ends in the soil. This is what the birds know, and the birds know most things first.
now. the monarch-at-the-crossroads is the thirty birds is the sky, the winds—the breath. one tradition holds that speech, that language opened the way into dreams; speech is the first wound and first weapon and first key. and this is, evidently, not a metaphor, or at least not wholly metaphorical, given that ebrehel… exists. ebrehel is 'the word of god.' ebrehel, gatemaker, scarsword, is the shapt of an hour. ebrehel was to be borne by a king against the city unbuilt, it's associated with the presence of worms, and the exile finds it in the church of st marzanna the white—which is either an epithet for snow or a name of hers, or both.
it follows for ebrehel to be the monarch's shapt – it opens the way for worms in the same manner the thirty birds dreamt themselves out of nowhere, and the connection between speech and breath and the winds is intuitive. thus my inclination is to identify henavek, the king-tongue, with the monarch-at-the-crossroads.
which brings us to the black dove:
Coquille asks Yvette what she knows of the line of Kelemdu, the 'Black Dove'. Yvette describes a Henavek folk-tale in which the Black Dove is assigned the wardenship of the Moon-marches by Henavek himself - a folk-tale associated with Brancrug.
and:
Serena and Yvette discuss the death of the Marcher Lord Gwilym Ddu, 'Black William', in which the nuns of St Brandan's might - might - have been implicated through their dealings with the old powers of the hills… Yvette brightly suggests there might have been some linguistic confusion between 'Gwilym Ddu' and 'Kelemdu', the Black Dove... but Serena puts her finger to her lips.
(<- cf 'ud rocashaas' and 'annals of st brandans')
the backstory here vis-a-vis rowena and kelemdu gets laid out by connie after the affair of the rising while (if given 'a pale lady and a prince of wines'):
Eva Dewulf was a many-times-great daugher of Rowena of Ys, and of Kelemdu the Wolf. Yvette, we suspect, is a daughter of Eva's line - descended both from Ys and from the Dewulfs.
so. one of rowena's epithets is "wolf-wife" and if kept on as secretary persistent she'll reference "my kelemdu." connie believes that only one of them was immortal when rowena gave birth. the story yvette recounts of kelemsu's appointment to wardenship of the moon-marches by henavek aligns with the black dove being a name of the monarch-at-the-crossroads; rowena seems to have gone long later than that – perhaps even as late as 600 AD, but i personally am in the camp of rowena being, or having been, queen lagiah and in that case she might be the first alukite. (but not the oldest. important distinction.)
which is to say, if connie's putting the pieces together right, rowena bore kelemdu's child when she was mortal and later devoured that child after growing long – but not before that child had children of her own. and then however many generations later, giles dewulf ran off with hafren waters.
yvette's insinuation that kelemdu may have been identified with black william is not, i think, altogether baseless. ud rocashaas:
An anonymous confessional account of unsanctioned activities by the nuns of St Brandan's. The title is a Henavek phrase that might be translated as 'the spirit flees the shadowed places.' The author writes guiltily of her dealings with hill-children and Carapace-relics - she suggests she herself has a connection with one of the Carapace-kinds. Most of these dealings are trivial, but she claims to have arranged the death of the Marcher Lord William de Braose, called Black William... De Braose' wife, Eva, evidently seeks the Abbey's help to free her from her hated husband. Subsequently he is found in the bed-chamber of the wife of Llywelyn the Great, Prince of the Welsh, while attempting to negotiate the marriage of his daughter (also Eva) to Llywelyn's son. Llywellyn takes this badly, de Braose is hanged, the elder Eva inherits his estates and makes a substantial endowment to St Brandan's. In the author's telling, de Braose was 'innocent of all but cruelty' and the adulterer found in the bed-chamber was a shape-changing 'undergoer'...
note that translation of the title – the spirit flees the shadowed places – and the author's implied connection to "one of the carapace kinds." which kind? well, she tells us in the title; the kind that fled the shadowed places. the kind that dreamt itself out of Nowhere. yvette, who speaks henavek and is well-versed in the folklore of bancrug, is – i believe – making this connection because kelemdu, or a remnant of kelemdu, was involved in arranging the disgrace of gwilym ddu.
there are also some eyebrow-raising similarities here in what went down between eva dewulf and abraham wheelock and, notably, connie will only mention kelemdu if you give her 'a pale lady and a prince of wines,' the one book about eva dewulf that provides a detailed account of her relationship with wheelock. so there is some sort of real connection here that yvette has noticed.
now this incident – the death of black william and subsequent patronage of st brandan's by eva de braoise – is also mentioned in the annals, along with the construction of the winter tower and the death of abbess nonna…
…who was devoured by black elie.
the relevant texts here are 'the most sorrowful death of lady nonna' and 'the shadow in the stair' with circumstantial support from elie's books ('commandments for the preservation of all that exists', 'a journey to the grove', and 'the secret colours'), tied together by this pair of conversations:
Stanislav asks Douglas about the death - reputedly murder - of the Abbess Nonna, almost six hundred years ago. Douglas acknowledges it's technically within the Bureau's jurisdiction; and that the Bureau doesn't recognise any statute of limitations short of eternity; and adds that he has a great deal on his plate; but promises to look into it, and asks Stanislav some incisive questions about rare poisonous herbs. Douglas has been looking into the six-centuries-past death of Abbess Nonna. He's questioned unspecified sources that he doesn't share with Stanislav, and concludes that Nonna was possessed by a Name of the Blackbone and 'put down' by her sistren - 'nasty business, but best thing for it.' He and Stanislav discuss the herb-mixtures that might have laid her open to that possession.
…and elie herself. if the institute allies with ys:
'My first calling: to preserve what exists. My second calling: to preserve what exists as it is. An alliance with Ys will do little for the second; but it is necessary for the first.'
if it's foe is nowhere:
'I was called on to extract a Worm from the spine of a shepherd. It had been in there almost twenty-eight days, but it showed no signs of development. I have learnt of other such cases: the Worms are weakening. I will not speculate as to why. I do not trust it yet.'
if its agenda is peace:
'For so long I have striven to keep the world afloat. So many times, my efforts have been undermined by treachery. This Institute has done nothing like that… yet. I dare to hope.'
serena says she's nectar-long, which might seem like an odd pull for name of the blackbone—except that the blackbone has associations with earthquakes and nectar is the aspect once called blood, which (as i discuss here) seems to have been a grail-precursor and thus associated with the sea. and while black elie is apparently free now, the details of her biography and present interests align with the prophecy of the weaver's tale:
There is a prophecy among weavers: of one who will unwisely seek to find the future in a tapestry of her own hair. Her house will grow dark, shrouded in the labyrinths of her tresses. Pilgrims will seek her in the cellar of her house, where she will plead with them to cut her free. They will always fail, and she will always devour them. At last one will come who will ask instead to stay with her. Others will join them, until the house becomes a palace and the palace a city, below the world, where all are welcome and in the tapestry all truths are revealed.
we know (from her 'commandments') that elie was entombed in an 'unmarked sepulcher' and also (from all three of her books) that elie had a keen interest in prophecy; the killasimi text (textile?) 'one thousand threads' supports reading elie (the prophetic 'matriarch of the well') as the weaver in the prophesy.
and the description of the "tenebrous spirit" which possessed lady nonna, which ernestine peterhans later nicknamed the donkerling and douglas identifies as a name of the blackbone, aligns precisely with the prophesied behavior of the imprisoned weaver: she will plead for freedom and devour all who try to set her free, until at last one asks to stay with her. and then they'll raise the city unbuilt.
(eva dewulf is the one who asked to stay with her. but we don't have time to unpack that rn so let's just leave it at "the wolf-name coelle drowned herself" and "rowena implies drowning is a fundamental aspect of wolf-ascension" and "the blackbone gets namedropped in 'the crossing to moon' for a reason" and "who was teresa looking for in port noon in 1932")
final point, black elie has the aspect fear: nowhere ("This one understands the all-consuming horror of the gods-from-Nowhere") but that in itself is ambiguous – is it feeling all-consuming horror about the Nowhere-hours, or understanding the all-consuming horror felt by the Nowhere-hours, all of whom seem desperate to escape Nowhere? – and thus not necessarily in contradiction with elie being the name of a Nowhere-hour.
wheeze. ok
the point of all this is to get to cygnifer <3
the other eye of the serpent:
In which the heresiarch Cygnifer attempts to resolve certain mysteries of Lightning. Cygnifer considers Lightning to be 'the division, the connection, the joined serpent.' The Serpent's Eye is said to be the Sun - but as the division and connection, it must have a second Eye. Cygnifer considers and rejects, three times, the hypothesis that the Moon is the Serpent's other eye, insisting that it and the Sun do not share a nature. (This, as much as the Serpent business, is what got him burnt by the Church.) He proposes that the Serpent's teeth are towers, that the Serpent's mouth is a gate, that the Serpent is the 'devourer of Ys'... and 'therefore' that the Serpent's other eye is amber.
WHY ARE YOU BURNING HIM. HE'S RIGHT
some facts.
the spider door is also known as the serpent gate (and 'the wrong door')
anbary & lapidary ("'Lightning is a little life, and jewels are its eyes'—Eva Dewulf") aspects sky/forge, same as the sky determination; anbary means lightning.
the wolf-divided is represented by the tower card – traditionally depicted as either a lightning-struck tree or lightning-struck tower. see also: orthos wood, tower revek, & the furious tantra.
the wolf-divided is 'the wound of the sun's division', but the received and shuritic versions of the book of suns intimate that the wolf existed in some form before the lithomachy.
the wolf-divided is associated with wind and the smell of ozone – lightning – and with shipwrecks (cf the mausoleum of wolves, "a faint descending howl, like metal tearing in the hull of a ship") and drownings (coelle, name of the wolf).
there's a snake ->
some more facts:
wolf-snow?? wolf-snow it's right there. snow that eats flesh.
"Death alters; Snow endures" (husher, on putrefactions & calcinations)
'Here is your paint,' whispered the Wolf to the Pale Girl. 'Here is your knife-for-scraping. And here is your face.' (a child's treasury of golden afternoons)
snow – not the elegiast! – is the patron hour of hush house.
'chione at abydos' was published by an 'apollo fireweaver' in 1892.
sir david greene, eighth librarian of bush house, embezzled funds from the nocturnal branch and eloped with an 'a.f.' in 1903.
'abydos unveiled' ("An oil painting of a city foundered in snow. Behind its bleakest tower, a sickle moon rises.")
nix abolix. fucine for 'snow unmaketh'. lmao
ok. ok.
snow is a Nowhere-hour. Nowhere is an abyssal cosmic ocean and it's also death. every other winter-Hour is associated with the sky somehow – the elegiast is an aviform hour, the horned-axe has horizon and dusk/dawn associations as a threshold guardian, rags and the madrugad are from light. how come snow is from Nowhere?
and, in the same vein, how is it that the lightning is "the serpent that devoured ys" – that is, the sea? why is the wolf's howl the sound of "metal tearing in a ship's hull" and why is it that drowning is how the wolf's names ascend?
and what happened to the monarch-at-the-crossroads? well
points at fucine the queen's weapon
There is a story known to smiths: of a Queen whose realm was invaded by a great army. When she learnt that there were nine invaders for every defender, she ordered her army to surrender its swords. Night and day her smiths laboured to melt down the swords to bronze, while her generals threatened mutiny and the enemy advanced unhindered. They used the bronze to cast a Bell, but each time the Bell was rung, it cracked and had to be recast. At last on the night before the invaders reached the city, the Queen surrendered her crown to the casting. When at dawn the smiths rang the Bell, it cracked the moon like an egg and drove the sun from the sky. The invaders fled. But the Queen without a crown was no longer any queen at all.
this is about ys:
Ys, by her arts, found the strike-tone that shakes the Hours. For this reason among many of the Hours discourage traffic with Ys. But a bell cast with this secret could speak the Ys-note...
and here's memory: storm:
There are storms great enough to shake the moon from the sky, and one's thoughts from one's skull.
and – last piece – there's sabazos, a phrygian sky-god associated with sabazine (whose commits concern port noon and sabazine), and whom yvette may discuss with arthur:
Yvette raises the subject of Sabazine again with Athur. She has been reading of the god Sabazos, who brings madness by deploying the weapons of speech-in-silence. Arthur has heard of these techniques, and very cautiously shares a very little… [Lesson: Sharps]
and what are sharps commits about? speech tearing open the way to dreams. so that makes a clear connection to ebrehel and to the monarch-at-the-crossroads, but the idea of 'speech-in-silence' is of winter and specifically in the vein of snow's tradition that speech is a wound.
historically sabazios is fairly obscure, but one of the icons associated with him is a hand with a serpent twined around the wrist. the greeks associated him with zeus and dionysus, and strabo linked him to zagreus – whom the secret histories identifies with the thunderskin.
the thunderskin is also identified with marsyas, the musician satyr whom apollo flays alive to punish his hubris.
now, apollo wasn't associated with sabazios, but he was a god of music and poetry and prophecy (among other things), later associated with the sun. wolves, various birds (ravens, crows, swans, and hawks), and serpents were all sacred to him.
in one myth, apollo sends the white crow corvus to spy upon coronis and, when the bird reports her unfaithfulness, apollo turns its feathers black in rage; the beachcomber – a god-from-flesh depicted as a black crow and described as a "voyeur" who tells tales of the forbidden liaisons between the mare-in-the-tree and the malachite, and in orthos wood:
This is the great oak where the masked Crow once roosted. Lightning has split it from head to heart, and the tree is charred and rotting.
…the cultist's expedition finds the charred, lightning-struck remains of the beachcomber's nest. and besides the black dove, the monarch had a name called the white crow.
so.
in essence, before the lithomachy began, i think the monarch-at-the-crossroads ruled the lower skies—the firmament, the house of the sun. and another god-from-Nowhere (who may be identified as or otherwise a patron hour of ys; generally i just call her the Sea) ruled over the sea—Nowhere. birds of a feather, worms of a scale.
'the dream of the conspiracy of the lower skies' implies that the hours' fear of the crime of the sky is not abstract:
Damaon suggests that the Hours have constrained their rivalry to avoid a war within the House of the Sun. He identifies the 'Fear of the Crime of the Sky' as the reason that Hours do not satisfy other passions. He speculates on the horrifying possibilty of Hours turned alukite. 'What then would they devour?'
– that it has happened before. the 'crime of the sky' is the crime that the sky committed. the moth is the thought that was shaken from the monarch's skull; the red grail is the blood that was spilled; the forge is the fire of the moon that fell from the sky when the monarch and the sea came together.
(on the forge being born from a fallen moon/meteor impact, see the star-shattered fane and line that up with what we know about the unwise mortal and the flint and the egg unhatching.)
there is always an element of violence involved in the crime of the sky – union through the creation and consumption of one's offspring – and this is the point where it gets a little strange, because gods-from-Nowhere aren't really alive and can't really die, as such. death alters; Snow endures. and Lightning is 'the division, the connection, the joined Serpent.' i think the Sky and the Sea ate each other and in doing so became the Serpent, who is both of them.
and then, during the intercalate when the forge of days divided the sun-in-splendour, the Serpent was divided and became snow and the wolf-divided. both of whom are still the serpent, who is still the monarch and the sea. because Nowhere-hours don't die, they change. and – remember that i said this:
who leaves a place without entering it?
of the monarch-at-the-crossroads ascending from death without ever having died. well. that is one of the chandler's enactments.
the chandler's wish:
The author makes a passionate argument that the Hour named Chandler is in fact the oldest, even though he does not exist, because he is - supposedly - the culminating event of a plan that precedes even Grail and Moth.
sometimes the chandler is attested as male, sometimes female. they both do and do not exist; the chandler is the culminating event of a plan set in motion before the grail and the moth existed. the chandler will arise through the second dawn.
what precipitates the second dawn? the wolf-divided eclipses the other solar hours – feasts upon them – and through their deaths, becomes whole again. snow awaits the sun in the mausoleum of wolves. the sky and the sea become the serpent becomes the wolf and snow become the chandler.
wheeze.
last thing. the monarch is identified with sabazios, whom strabo associated with zagreus – the thunderskin.
sabazios is strongly associated with zeus, apollo's father; apollo is the serpent, lightning, who scorched the white crow's feathers black.
apollo flayed marsyas. marsyas is the thunderskin. why is he called the thunderskin?
sabazios was also identified with dionysus: zagreus was sometimes identified with the orphic dionysus, child of zeus and persephone.
marsyas was a devotee of cybele who challenged apollo to a musical competition and lost. secret histories traditions hold that the thunderskin was sacrificed by the red grail for ambiguous purpose – to appease the horned-axe, to protect her, to challenge the twins' dominion over the heart principle, to seal the pact of the triple knot. 'apollo and marsyas' implies that marsyas was flayed before he became a name of the red grail.
The Skin of Marsayas gives oracles, and is later smuggled to Phrygia, where the priestesses of Cybele use it for a drum. At the climax, the striking of the drum drive would-be violators of the priestess to suicidal madness. The opera ends with a wistful hymn from the youngest priestess on the beauty of mountain pines.
when did the crime of the sky become a crime? serena can raise this question:
Fraser and Serena speak of Antaios, who might have been a child of Name-emanations of the Flint and Wheel. Fraser wonders why, if Antaios' forebears were immortal, they did not suffer the urge to devour him. Serena provokingly asks when he thinks the Crime of the Sky first became a Crime...
now consider this: marsyas was a poet and musician who went long beneath the serpent – apollo, who flayed him and came to regret it. he then became a devotee of the red grail, one of the three offspring of sky and sea who had slain the wheel, the flint, and the tide.
the name-emanations of the wheel and the flint bore offspring with each other without being inflicted with the all-consuming hunger for their offspring because, serena suggests, they did so before the crime of the sky was outlawed. the hunger is the punishment.
the horned-axe demanded restitution for the slaughter of the wheel, the flint, and the tide. so the red grail sacrificed the thunderskin, who loved the malachite, and the malachite gave him up. at this point the thunderskin was certainly long and may have been a name; the malachite likewise had ascended to hourhood. and the thunderskin was both a (symbolic) child of the sky-sea union – having gone long under the serpent – and devotee to one of the real offspring. and he loved the malachite, with whom he might have produced offspring.
he was a proxy for sky-and-sea, for the serpent and its offspring. the crime of the sky became a crime through this treaty between the red grail and horned-axe and malachite, which established the law and its punishment – the insatiable hunger to both punish the parents and insure the offspring's demise, so that the violence enacted upon the wheel, flint, and tide could never happen again.
(the skin-drum of marsyas drives would-be violators of cybele to suicidal madness – the thunderskin beats to protect the skin of the world – the red grail compels those who commit the crime which created her to devour their offspring so that she will never be slain by the child of two gods, as she herself did to the tide. this is the reason for her involvement in the intercalate as well.)
he's the thunderskin. the skin of the serpent who is lightning, killed in effigy. and then he returned from death through the peacock door – vak – to preserve the law.
killasimi the weaver's tale is about black elie (and eva dewulf). killasimi the carpenter's tale is about governor collers.
deep mandaic the jeweler's tale is about the monarch at the crossroads (the butterfly-keeper) and the unwise mortal (the jeweler) and the egg unhatching (his egg). deep mandaic the chandler's tale is about the chandler (obviously) and her witness and the red grail but to be more precise it's about how the chandler is in fact the oldest hour.
fucine the queen's wound is about snow and the sky. fucine the queen's weapon is about the serpent. both of these are the same story. sabazine the fisher's tale is about ys. sabazine the sailor's tale is about noon. all of these are the same story.
ramsund the falconer's tale and the thief's tale are two halves of a secret.
ericapaean when i get you…
#i can be normal about the wolf-divided (lying)#this isn't even the Full Iceberg#i didn't even talk ab melancthe's heresies or calyptra or teresa :) or the ortucchio incident or#nina lagasse. or solomon husher or eva dewulf.#i also think i forgot to directly answer the question ab the elegiast rip.#yes i do think kelemdu ascended to hourhood in his own right and became the elegiast. black dove -> ivory dove.
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do u think Satan would knit little sweaters for kittens and puppies? maybe a little beret? yes or yes but you’re crying as you say it
-@barbabetos
ahsjshaja GRAY!! GRAYYYYyyyYyyYyYyY OOGIGIGUHFFHF
i think about this a lot tbh like… he would. he really would. I have whole brainrot dedicated to this whejsjs I fully believe in Satan The Animal Rescuer and Shelter Donator so ofc he makes sweaters for the little ones that have trouble staying warm and in his free time makes blankets that get donated to animal shelters around the Devildom ;w;
Okay okay like imagine. It’s been a bit more peaceful in the HoL than usual, and while Lucifer’s grateful, he’s also suspicious. Even more so because it’s Satan who’s been notably absent from causing chaos in his life, which tells him that he’s probably planning something big because the pranks are usually one facet of his stress relief.
So Lucifer’s on the lookout for anything off, even more so when he sees him come home with some bags of something that seems to be from the craft store. It’s been a few weeks, and he’s realizing that maybe Satan’s not up to something—then he hears it.
Muffled barking coming from Satan’s room.
Lucifer doesn’t even knock, he just enters Satan’s room ready to give him a scolding, questions of what he’s been doing already half left his mouth
Then the scene before him registers. There’s a box of little puppies on the floor by his bed, all of them looking at Lucifer in surprise. One of the puppies is on Satan’s bed, and Satan himself is trying to measure out the width of one of them as he’s kneeling beside it.
On the bed is further explanation of what he’s been up to. Balls of yarn, knitting needles, and a sweater that looks too big for the puppy, actually.
Lucifer notices that some of the puppies are already wearing sweaters that were clearly knitted by a novice. A couple sweaters looked a little lumpy, but some bore signs of improvement and attempts at making patterns.
Satan’s glaring at him. Lucifer clears his throat.
“Carry on then—though I expect to see you in my study tonight.”
Satan grumbles out a “fine” before Lucifer leaves and closes the door behind him. Maybe he’ll let this slide.
Satan meanwhile breathes a sigh of relief that Lucifer just left them alone and starts giving all the puppies pets and scritches to calm them down ;w; And goes back to re-measuring the puppy on his bed before making some adjustments to the sweater he was trying to make >.<
Idk I just really love the idea??? Got carried away thinking about it ahsjsha oops but my goodness aaaaaaaaa I wanna shake him up�� The mental image of him making little green sweaters that match the ones he’s got… little hats that have little knitted versions of his horns ough…
@barbabetos
#chat & colloquy#barbabetos#obey me satan#i have times where i lay in bed and think about dola teaching him how to using a sewing machine and he goes a little nuts making clothes for#their rescues and fosters too >.<#they def have a small closet’s worth of animal clothing ahsjsh
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He llo my d ear love ly frien ds ! !
I apolo gize for my lon g abse nce , b ut I am so rr y for n ot be ing ab le to be the re for ever yone at onc e , n ot for my absen ce in and of it sel f .
I was car ing for my FRIE ND wwho was g oing thr ough a toug h ti me .
He is ok a y now tho ugh , he is gr owi ng as a bei ng on th is ear th and he is doin g so well and I am s oo pproud of hi m ! !
I am als o pro ud of all of y ou , my fr iend s . I am pr oud of th ose wh o hol d ou t throu gh ha rd tim es , I am pr oud of tho se who ar e happy and all ow themsel ves to be happ y , I am pro ud of eve ry sing le on e of y ou for be ing aliv e anothe r day . You are all d oin g so we ll . I am so gl a d yo u are arou nd . I wis h ever y sing le one of y ou all the luc k and happin ess in th is wworld . Thin gs ma y not alwa ys go we ll , but reme mber that you hav e a ligh t with in yours elf brigh t eno ugh to lea d you eve n throu gh the dar kest time s . You are so strong .
Go ah ead now , to be d , int o a new da y , or carr y on , wha teve r you are up to ! I know at hea r t that thin gs will be we ll even tuall y .
I lov e yo u , my ffriend s .
,.. ❤️
#text#text post#humminghalo#rain#blog update#blog#angel#angelcore#angelkin#real angel#cryptid#cryptic#cryptidkin#cryptidcore#alien#love#lovecore#friendship#friends#rain friends#i love you#happy#happiness
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💕 🕹 🌡 📷 📅 📏 🔑 📖 📝 🌐 🐷 🎥 📻 🎁!
Aaaah so many to answer !! Thank you !!
💕 Your two top fave fictional characters
So I’m gonna b... Old here for a second. #1 favorite of all time will always be Hawkeye from “M*A*S*H” and that’s a favorite that’s going all the way back since I was a Young Child. #2 position currently being held by all the “Stone Ocean” protags... Foo Fighters if you’re out there I’m available-
🕹 Video game you are currently playing
A three-way tie between Pokemon X, Tomodachi Life, and Nintendogs + Cats... Tomodachi Life is so chaotic and fun I just made Hol Horse and can’t wait to see what’s gonna happen.
🌡 Fave season
Winter !!! I’m a January snowstorm babie and I LOVE the cold... and yet I am attending a beach college...
📷 Post the 12th photo from your phone’s gallery
For context... #1 I have butterfingers n screenshot things accidentally when I try and turn down the volume on my phone bc I was listening to the something so this got screenshotted but #2... yesterday I introduced Beez to a very Mom phrase. I was talking about Pucci
📅Your birthday
January 15th !! I turn 21 on a Wednesday if my schedule gets planned out in the way I want it I’ll have a 10am class the next day so :^)
📏 How tall are you
I am a whole 5′2″. Meanwhile... relative of mine is 7′2″...... Tommy Burleson I’m coming for ur kneecaps sir
🔑 Key to your heart
OUGH this is gonna sound cheesy but I am very fond of love letters and love poems... and also just like. actually listening to me and paying attention as I talk. The Bar Is SO Low but even friends can’t meet it ! We love 2 see that...
📖 Fave book
For some reason I rlly liked “The Things They Carried” by Tim O’Brien... am also fond of “Hamlet” because I’m a Nerd and a Fool.
📝 Fave quote
Ok so there’s a poem I really love called “Invictus” and I’m getting the last two lines of it as a tattoo but I LOVE the whole final stanza which is: “It matters not how strait the gate, / How charged with punishments the scroll, / I am the master of my fate: / I am the captain of my soul.”
Like when I read that for the first time I went APESHIT... I love it SO much
🌐 Languages you can speak and/or are learning. Which are you fluent in
Well English is my first and primary language and the only one I’m wholly fluent in, but I can understand German fairly well! I can kinda read it alright and understand what someone is saying but Do Not ask me to converse in it. I Will Die. I have retained a bit of Spanish and French from middle and high school which means [Kel Mitchell voice] I know some of these words!!
But I’ve wanting to learn Russian for some time !! My dad knows Russian and I’ve only picked up the odd phrase and sentence from him but I’d like to learn more !!
🐷 Junk food you can never get enough of
Swedish Fish... I will go HAM for some Swedish Fish... Also cookie dough I’m a mess of a human but also a trash compactor... Lays potato chips tho, I will lay my life down for those bad boys
🎥 Fave film
This changes all the time I HATE being a film major n film bitch... but I’ll always love “Miracle” because I’m a hockey WHORE.......... “The Thing” is also up there and so is “Berkeley Square” WHICH I WISH WAS ON DVD but I don’t think that’s ever gonna happen... This Is Why You Shouldn’t Like Old Movies
📻 Fave song currently
I’m cheating here bc I have 2 but both are from “Revue Starlight” and I am currently going ham over that series djhskdfj but it’s “Hokori to Ogori” (”Pride and Arrogance”) and “Koi no Makyuu” (”Love’s Wicked Pitch”). It’s moreso the latter right now but both SLAP and are also on Spotify with all their songs
🎁 Best gift you ever received and why
Oooooh, I gotta think about that one... it’s rlly hard to pin stuff down nowadays because What Does True Happiness Feel Like Again and uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it’s been awhile !! But I’d say the leather jacket I got for my 18th birthday because my family doesn’t really have a whole lot of money so them to shell out that much for me meant a lot. And also seeing “Singin’ in the Rain” that day !! I got to see it in theaters and it was super nice and fun :^)
Thank you for all the questions !!! I really appreciate it !!! 💜💜💜💜💜
#proteuslindo#asks#ask games#''berkeley square'' also has one of my fave quotes of all time in it which makes me cry A LOT..........#''we'll be together. not in my time. nor in yours. but in god's.'' LORD just fuck me up...#TCM can show it on tv but not have it released on dvd I see how it is...................
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MCSM - a more Real..
Author’s Notes;
(Sl; Ligh implied
t
abus
e)
Setting: Change to an ice
land
(A excessive
place To keep the characters from being hateable from the ,offset)
Several Char had to be edited slightly
The
Orde
r
of
th
e
Ston
e,
Gabriel,
Magnus,
Eligard,
United
By
Soren
Defeated
the
Ender
Drag
on
Trac
in
g
the
word
s
wi
th
hi
s
fi
n
g
e
r
“Right
we
shou
l
d
b
e
going
Now
,
‘’
Shifted
fro
m
th
ei
r
perch,
in
Brigh
t
Light
in
g
Of
Day
Gil,
loung
in
g
wi
t
h
a
cop
y
of
‘Gabriel and
a Guide
to
defense,’
Jess
e
Olivia
+
Axel
Drap
p
e
d
wit
h
‘Log
ist
ics
fo
r
th
e
Loose
assorted,”
By
Magnus
Aiden
a
wkward
ly
Propp
e
d
Wi
t
h,
“Action
ali
zatio
n
fo
r
th
e
il
begotten
~Eligard
and
hi
s
pre
viou
s
dis
card
ed
“Evaluation
E
valati
on
of
Happ
ine
s
s
,”
By
Soren,
some
where
“Aw,
I was going
to
read
that
,”
Petra
(newly
Reach
in
g
for
On
e
of
the
many
stuffed
book
shelves
wi
t
h
“Tr
e
e
Car
e
You
r
Guide
to
th
e
Geo
phenomen
a
l
,”
,
“
‘Iv-
and the many uses of Po
-‘
(The book
so scruffed into its corner
that that’s all that could be
re -
,
An
d,
+
“Adventure;
Where
to
find
‘em
,
”
“Not
if
we’re
going
to
mak
e
it
to
th
e
con
ve
n
tio
n
,
”
“Besides
don’t
you
al
ready
hav
e
tha
t
c
op
y,
,“
“Yeah
but
it’s
a
go
od
re
a
d
,
��
“Besides
it’s different from the
traveling
edition
,”
“Trav
el
i
n
g
edi
t
io
n,”
,
Axel
sniffed
,
Lukas,
“C’mon
five
min
utes don’t want to be
late,”
“Con
v
en
t
io
n
s
,”
On
groun
d
Jesse
get
t
in
g
hi
s
pe
t
boar
Reube
n,
for
th
e
trek
To
be greeted by what seem
e
d
like 2 million Quest’N
‘answers
posters
with Gabriel‘s
face
posted
on
it,
“This
is
th
e
bes
t day
of
m
y
lif
e,”
While the others were there to roll
the
i
r
eyes
except Lukas
“leave
it
be,
“
“If it was anyone else
-
I’d have to
carry them off the
floor
to,”
,”
A
“riv
al
,”
Te
a
m,
Cordial
en
ough
wit
h
Luk
as
“Tell
Ethan
I
said
hell
o,
“
Not so much
with
th
e
rest of
them
“Our
Invention
Is
Goi
ng
to
be
Grea
t,
”
“Our
s
wil
l
be
great
er,”
“What
got
in
to
th
e
m,
“
,
“Ivor
fan boys
,”
Axel
Shrug
ged,
“Oh
speak
of
the
Devil,
You might have some company as
Ivor
fan
club
le
a
d
e
r,
Pet
r
a
,”
“oh,
The
m
agai
n,
”
“Wh
o
Cou
ld
n
’t
al
l
t
h
e
books
he’
s
Written
abou
t
po-,”
Fad
in
g
Into
com
fort
able
not
hing
As they made it to the
bu
i
ld
zon
e
And
Olivia
start
e
d
draw
in
g
u
p
sta
t
istics,
for
th
e
build
So you wouldn’t mind
coming with me
and
helping me
find him,
would
you
Jess
e,“
,
“Um,
Ye
ah,
Su
re,
We
should
be
done
here
right,
Lukas
“
Jesse
yelle
d
u
p
t
o
Lukus
Who
gave
hi
m
a
thu
mbs
u
p,
And away about
Olivia who is staying behind to talk to some
planners
“So what’s up with this
Ivor
guy
a
gain
, ”
I th
“I’ve
always
be
en
m
o
r
e
in
ter
es
t
e
d
i
n
Ma
g
n
u
s,
I mean all the
scientific
. .
stuff,
Realiz
in
g
he
had
inter
ru
p
t
e
d
,
”
Slyily
smili
ng,
“Iv
or
is
a
kno
wn
st
u
d
i
e
r
of
plant
s
an
d
the
ir
essence
,
“
“An
apothecary,”
“Not
Quite
,-“
“Huh
I’d
though
t
we
’
d
m
e
et
h
i
m
h
e
r
e,”
“Let
me
go
chec
k
“Jesse
stay
here,”
Please
“ what
are
you
doin
g
her
e?
“
Iriat
te
d,
“Mr.
Ivor
sir,
I
was
hoping
to
give
this
to
you
be
fore
the
sho
w,”
“Yes,
Yes-
Actual
ly
glancing
at
th
e
thin
g
Mouth
agape
at
th
e
“Withe
r
Skul
l,”
She
he
ld
in
h
e
r
h
a
n
d
s,
“ This
is
..perfect,
thank
you,”
“Hel
p
your
sel
f
to
t
h
e
di
a
monds
in
th
e
ches
t
o
ve
r
ther
e,
“
“Sir,
thes
e
aren’t
diamonds,
these
are
moissanite,
.”
“Maybe
we
should
te
l
l
hi
m
“Wh
y,”
“Because
thes
e
migh
t
b
e
im
por
t
an
t
t
o
h
i
m,
”
“Don’t
wanna
mess up the
show,”
,
Petra
&
Jess
e,
Mak
in
g
it’
ba
c
k,
an
d
Me
e
t
in
g
A
xl
e
the
re,
“ Axel
wha
t
ar
e
yo
u
doi
n
g
h
e
r
e
,
”
“Oh hey,”
Munching on
a bowl
of
pret
ze
l
s
“guys,
Gabriel
stop
pe
d
by
our
buil
d,
sai
d
it
was
“Clas
s,
and
gav
e
me
“this
,
[Sev
eral chains with the words
“back
stage
pas
s
e
s,
” etc
hed
on
th
e
m
,”
“ Luk
as
wen
t
t
o
giv
e
yo
u
you
r
s
J
ess
e,”
“Gill
is
geek
in
g
Out
over
Ga
briel,
Olivia’s
tal
kin
g with some
Pl
an
n
e
r
s
,-
“
“Oh
hey
Petr
a,
I requested
one
for
you,
Though don’t think you need it since you’re a
distributor
an
d
al
l,
,”
Petra
smil
in
g,
sly
ily
tak
in
g
ou
t
he
r
“dis
trib
u
tor,
”
tag,
“Anywa
y
we
can
’t
sto
p
t
o
tal
k
no
w
a
x
l
e,
“
“Hav
e
t
o
r
e
tur
n
som
e
th
i
n
g
to
on
e
o
f
th
e
guest
s
,
”
,
“That
woul
d
be
his
Room
,”
Jesse asked quickly as Petra lightly pushed him forward (from be
hind,
as he slid on
ward
s,
“Yeah, t
‘The door clicked
sh
u
t behind
th
e
m,
A flight o
f
stai
r
s ,
“Well,
this
is,
ambitious
,
“
“Are you
kidding
having to build
stairs
all the way down in
ice,”
,
“ I had no idea that Ivor was such a
builder
architect
,
”
“ It’s a shame it’s so
Dark in here,”
light
ing up a
light,
As they made it through what
see
med to be
big
book
shelves
,
The li
ghts
flick
ed
on
sud
den
ly
Jesse
gras
ping a
han
d
on
her
mouth
(For no
part
icular
re
a
s
o
n
,
“ Nice
to
see
me
again,
no,
no,
“
‘B
e
en
a
lon
g
tim
e,’
,no”
“FI
nally
out
of your
sh-“
“Mr.
Ivor,
sir,
“
“Aagh,”
,
Petra
pe
eping into the
dar
k
nes
s, of the
di
m,
ly
li
t,
dun
g
eo
n,
“I’m
her
e
to ask you about the
dia
Pe-
moissan
it
e,
yo
u,
gav
e,
me
,”
-
“It’s
,
”
“Get
Out
,”
“But-“
“Get out before I call
security,”
,
Petra
Slink
e
d,
Jesse
follow
ing
quietly
after
,
“Well
at least
we got
our
an
sw
er.
Come’ on let’s go join the
others
before the
show
st
arts,
“Jesse,
I was lo
ok
in
g
all
over
for
you,
-“
Lukas
“Axel
already
,told
us
,
”Course
he
did,”
gruff
ly,
just
as
pana
l,
Ivor
“Finally out of the dark
nes
s of
your
shadow
,”
“Now how about
a real monster
and we’ll see how we measure up
.”
“Ivor,
th
is
really
isn’t
th
e
plac
e,
-
or
th
e
tim-
,
“
A
Compartment
Reveal
in
g
th
e
Components
for
a
Wither
,
Ivo
r
ad
d
i
n
g
th
e
last
par
t,
a
“Wither
Skull,”
the
Withe
r
Skul
l ,
th
e
On
e
Petra
-
The audience burst into applause as it st
arted
mo
v
in
g believing it to be part of the
show,
Gabriel,
tak
in
g
out
a
wooden
sword
The
Crowd
Disperse
as the
Wither
start
e
d
at
tack
ing
th
e
m,
“Ivor
That’s
Eno
ugh,
Turn
this
thing
of
f,
Lukas
Confronted
“Oh,
I will
One o’
Soren,
Once,
hey
it’s
not
work
in
g,
Ivor pressing the button panicking
ly,
“Hey, guys
what’s going
on,
“
Axel
joi
ni
n
g
th
e
m,
at the cleared out
con
vent
i
on,
“Ivor’s
gon
e
Off
the
Wal
l
s
And
made an invention trying to
kill
every
one,”
Gill
repli
“Co
ol
,”
“ an
d
destroy,”
“ Why won’t
this
stupid
wire,”
“Hm,
Wire
,”
“Axel
,”
Oli
v
i
a,
“ I mean there was a
wire on
the
table,”
“Axel,
what
hap
pen
e
d
t
o
t
h
e
w
ir
e,
“Well,”
Axel
flush
ing,
“I um
I
took
it,”
“AXEL!!”
“What they did say take
whatever
you
wa
nt
,
”
“Wher
e
is-
it-
I used it to add
another light display to the
statue
c-
thing,
“Well you
might
want
to get it
now,”
Backing away from the
destruction
on
stage that seem to get
eve
r
clos
e
r
Stepping
ove
r the
woo
den
sw
ord
The
remote
next
dis
regar
d
ed
i
n
frustration
As they were driven back to the
statue
cr,
“Got
it
,“
“Hand
it
Gill
,
”
Gil
l
Pas
sin
g
i
t
to
wh
o
gave
to
Jess
e
who
Brok
e
it
dow
n,
whil
e,
Olivia
whisper
ed
instructions on how to
put it
together to Aiden
Whil
e
Axel
+
Olivia
play
ed
dis
trac
t
io
n
“Done,”
Tos
s
ed
up
to
Lukas,
Who
went
to
pres
s
th
e
but
to
n,
Only for
Ivor to
sn
atch it out of his hand and do the
Honor,
And,
It
Didn’t
wo
r
k,
“So
Losers
,”
A
Leather
Jacket
Rush
e
d
by,
“ Ethan,
if
you’re
not
goin
g
t
o
b
e
hel
p
fu
l-
,”
Lukas
snapped
but they were already
long
gone,
Trail
ing
afte
r
the
m
To the
Edge,
Ivor
hauling
Gabriel’s
unconscious
form,
“I
want
e
d
to see him
humiliated not
dead
,”
Gabriel
stirrin
g by the
Edge,
Talkin
g
to
“Gill,
you
need
to
tak
e
t
h
i
s
emble
m,”
Tak
in
g
it
ou
t
of
his
coat
,
“Fin
d
th
e
other
s
-
,
”
Pas
sing
Ou
t,
And
Gil
l
Run
n
ing off in the opposite direction with the
wheel,
It’s flashing a
slight blue at Gill’
s
tou
ch
Befor
e
a
brow
n
dot,
around
th
e
ri
m,
Mak
ing a small
streak
pa
t
h,
,
Shifting with the
users
stance to point in a
certain
dir
ec
t
io
n
Tak
in
g
Of
f
Af
te
r
it
A
Broken
Crate
r
Wi
t
h
h
i
m
a
s
K
i
n
g
,
It was
nearly
im
po
s
sib
le
to
m
a
k
e
it
t
o
h
i
m,
“Mag
nus,
Ga
bri
el
Sen
t
Us,”
“ Gabriel
huh,”
Magnus
hol
ding up the
tr
in
ke
t,
Before
throwing him down the pile
he’
d
jus
t
struggle
d
t
o
cli
m
b,
On
top of
Gil
l
Who’d
bee
n
s
u
p
por
t
in
g
hi
m
“This.
is
point
les
s.”
“He
’s
Insane,”
Jess
e
Admit
t
ed
dejected
ly,
Shar
in
g
a
lo
ok
wit
h
Axe
L
,
“Then
we
sh
ould
mo
ve
onto
the
nex
t
one-,”
Axel
shook
his
head,
“ We
need
to get
this
done,
We’re
stay
in
g
he
r
e
go
on
ah
e
a
d
,”
Lukas
Speech
less,
Before
Going
On
ahead,
Aidan
Wi
t
h
h
i
m,
“Hm,
Of
course
I’ll
go
with
you,”
Eligard
far
mor
e
Co Operative,
Soren
“I
should
stay
out
he
re,”
Whe
n
The
y
got
to
Soren’s
hous
e,
“Soren and I .. didn’t leave things off
too
go od
last time
I- we
spoke”
,
“It
would
be
better
if
you
go,
Soren, not so much..
.
Having
taking
to
knit
ting
a
lot,
And
docu
ment
ing his
rare
animal
fin
dings
Not p
l
ease
d
to be distur
b
ed
b
y
t
h
e
m,
How
eve
r very excited to see
Reuben,
Jess
e
’s
pe
t
pi
g,
“Animal
s,
lovely
creatures
,
Don’t
betray you
and take your
th
ings
,
I’ve seen
a few
of course
- but to see it
bonded
with
a
human,
,
You
must
tell
me
the
tale,
Sitting with
Soren
and having
tea
I found
Reuben
(That
’s his
name)
at the
place
we
built
our
treehouse,
”
While
So
ren
knit
Re
ub
en
a
ti
ny,
Sw
ea
te
r,
“Now
back
to
the
point,
we
could
reall
y
use-
appreci
ate-
,“
Soren’s
fac
e
chan
g
ing at his
change
in
words,
“you
r
he
l
p,
”
“I want-
to help you
I really do,
“
Soren
insist
e
d,
“But the Order
and
I, didn’t
leave things on
good
terms,
Hesitatin
g,
Cou,
“Would
Reuben be
t
here,
“
Jess
e
Nod
ded
“And you’d be helping a lot of
animals-“
“Fine-
I’ll
go,”
,
Jesse
em
er
gi
n
g
wi
t
h,
Soren
Only to find
Aidan
an
d
Eligard
No
Long
er
ther
e,
“They
went
ahead
to
th
e
Temple
,”
Lukas
whis
per
ed
Swa
pp
in
g
stories
wi
th
Luk
as
on
th
e
w
a
y
as
he
le
ad
t
h
e
m
b
a
c
k
to
th
e
Te
m
ple,
The
only
thing
left
after
th
e
Wither’s
rampage
“And
our
tree
house
is
ri
gh
t
ov
e
r
th
e
r
e,”
Lukas
poi
n
t
e
d
ou
t,
Petr
a
sho
w
in
g
u
p
w
i
t
h
I
v
o
r,
And
things
clearly
went
down
hi
ll from
th
er
e,
Ivor,
im mediately
taking charge of the whole
op eration
as Soren
watch
e
d
Irr
iat
e
d
o
n th
e
side
lin
e
s,
Goin
g
t
o
g
e
t
Mag
n
u
s
with
t
h
e
sp
ar
e
tim
e
,
“Who
dares-
So
r
e
n,
“
Dro
pp
ing the explosive behind his back as he went to
cuddle
Soren,
who
star
e
d
blank
l
y,
“Soren,
‘how you been
cute
pig,
Always
a sucker for
(cute
animals,
so
how,
“
Holding up the emblem
intimi
datingly
Sw
“Al right,
oh right,
,sure
“
Mak
in
g
it
b
a
c
k
t
o
t
h
e
Temple,
to
he
ar,
“It’s
Done!”
Soren
raisi
ng
an
ey
e
bro
w,
at
leas
t,
“This will
de
activate
the
Wither
storm,
“
“Once
in
walking distance so
of
course,
,”
Shoving
th
e
devic
e
of
f
on
Lukas
Who
went
to
suit
up
as well as the rest of
them,
At the moment
arrived,
“I’ll watch
Reuben
for
you,
“
Soren
Offe
r
ed
Reuben
Could take
a pretty
mighty
pun
ch,
but saf
er
no
t
to
risk
it,
“Sure
Reuben
likes
you,”
As
he
went
through
Sl
ici
n
g
Thr
ou
g
h
th
e
Wit
her
Spawn
ed
hord
e,
The
Wither
storm
falte
r
in
g
an
d
fall
in
g
Com
in
g
ou
t
Rescuing those that the
Wither
storm
had
cap
tur
e
d,
Inc
Lud
in
g
Gab
r
i
el,
Wi
th
Fro
s
t
bi
t
e,
Only
for
it
to
star
t
mov
in
g
ag
a
i
n,
In
three,
“Run!”
Luk
as
Wa
rn
e
d,
They ran, castle destroyed,
and forced to find shelter in a
cave
“This never
would’ve
happened,
“
“Magnus please for once in your life shut your
accursed
mouth,”
Soren
snap
p
e
d
worriedly,
“Eligard help me attend to
Gabriel’s
frost
bite
,”
-
Into the Night
“Ivor,
I can’t believe
so such a fool
hardy
plan!”
Wak
in
g
up
Lukas
an
d
dis
turb
i
n
g
th
e
other
s,
Goin
g
ou
t
t
o
,
“I should’ve
stood up
for
m
yself
a
long time ago
Ivor
Give me that
in fernal device,”
“ it need
s
morganite
,”
“You use
d
dia-
mond,
”
as argument broke out
Lukas,
Petra coming behind
Lukas after being treated
for
minor
frost
-burn
Sm,
“Looks like I actually
wi
ll have use of that
mor
ganite,“
Petra crossed her arms clearly haven’t forgotten the abrasive
behavior
ear
lie
r,
“Pl-
huc
ke
d
Morganite
at
h
i
m,
“Yo
u
should
pro
bably
destroy
it
fo
r
goo
d
m
easur
e
,”
Soren
giv
in
g
Luk
as
h
i
s
s
w
or
d,
“Oh look at
Soren can’t kill an
ender
dragon-
O
op
s,”
“Ivor, you have
never,
Been
helpful
to
any
one
in
th
e
g
r
ou
p
ever”
“I-
Mag
nus
C’mon on
that isn’t
true
right
��buddy ,”
Mag
nus
hid
ing
be
hin
d
Sore
n,
Eli
gar
d
Cros
s
in
g
he
r
ar
m
s,
“It’s
time you leave
Ivor,
“
Ivor looking at them before running
into the Wasteland
Of the
ir
ow
n
mak
i
n
g
“Come on we have inventions
to make
and things
to
rebuild
,”
“Is it true that you didn’t
slay
the
end
e
r
d
ra
g
on,
“No,
Aligardz’s
dragon
look
e
d
to
o
m
u
c
h
lik
e
an
an
i
mal,
I lulled
it
to
sl
e
ep,
Not a blade pierc
e
d it’s
pel
t
Soren
Stro
kin
g
R
ueben’s
h
ea
d,
“Ivor’s
ma-
,”
a sound,
“We should get back to
invent,”
So
ren’
s
word
s
fad
ed
of
f
as he enter
th
e
cav
e
Leav
ing
Jess
e with the
othe
r
s
Suit
ing up to take on the
Withe
r
on
e
last
tim
e,
Soren
watch
in
g
Reuben,
The
Withe
r
fell
And
Lukas
Aiden,
Olivia,
Jesse
Axel
and
Gil
l
As
we
l
l
a
s
Petr
a
Be
cam
e
hero
e
s,
Axel
Event
ually
re
turn
in
g
int
o
ac
count
abil
ity
,
The
End
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