#OT PSYCH

[its-a-gemfact]

Wwaaaaaahh I can't stop being emo about Stan & Fordddd. Bc they're two sides of the same coinnn,, they're both insecure,, but stan is afraid of abandonment, while ford is afraid of connectionnnn

Cus Ford had to meet impossibly high expectations!! But no one expected Stan to amount to anything!!

And so ford became deathly afraid of getting close to people, because his real self didn't live up to his unattainable self-image. That shame made him scared of being truly seen and understood, so he pushed everyone away!!

But Stan already felt unwanted, he relied on external validation to give him worth. His self-image was so poor, his self esteem so low, that he pretended to be someone else. He wanted family more than anything, because he couldn't love himself!!

All they ever wanted was love and acceptance, but to truly be loved, ford had to destroy his own self-identify, where as Stan had to create his!

Stan & Fords story is about ego!!! Ego death and rebirth ggaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh ooouughhghu

[swagging-back-to]

everytime i think of how i was put on drugs as a kid i get homicidal.

constantly being told by my therapist that i had a 'chemical imbalance' and needed to be on drugs for the rest of my life, even when my abuser would abuse me IN HER OFFICE in FRONT OF THE THERAPIST.

being forced on drugs the minute i was falsely improsned into a psych ward. immediately put on two types of drugs that made me feel like a zombie and gave me serotonin overdose BC I DO NOT HAVE A CHEMICAL IMBALANCE AND WAS UPSET OVER A B U S E.

being forced to pretend i was still taking the drug for another year.

being told that i was 'so much better'on the drugs and how i was 'a completely different person, so much more controllable' and then them being speechless and dismissive when i angrily revealed that NO. a drug i hadnt even put into my body once did not do shit--i was the one who put effort in to get better and to ignore the abuse i was in.

[modern-alebrije]

i hate when i freak out and everything works out incredibly well because then i feel like i freaked out over nothing

[knightelf]

sorry for the nonstop vent poasting all night and all morning i am full on having a breakdown over how bleak it all is rn jobwise = futurewise like wow. wow

[sharkdays]

theres no way THIS is what’s gonna make me break down after the few weeks i’ve had

[an-ambivalent]

Goodness gracious me I wish I could get hit by truck san and isekai into my story Uchiha Therapist. That way I can live out my dreams with yandere Uchiha 🙏🏽🙏🏽

Also i had someone on quotev tell me they are interested in the story because they hope to learn about being a psychologist. Well, one thing that I got wrong is that the MC got accepted into her programme way too easily 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️ and not enough existential crisis of whether all the effort is even worth it, ☠️☠️ i outta write it more realistically where she's rejected entry at least twice and gives up and easily finds comfort with her yandere sugar daddy 💀

[hamletisabitch]

They should make a disability that isn't expensive

[tardis--dreams]

Lord grant me the strength to call the doctor's office tomorrow to ask for a bloodtest

[awfullyserotonin]

OT Assessment

[marmorenshud]

literally already mentally calling in sick from work next week I'm so mentally unwell

[nya-vivi]

This semester I have to translate greek tragics/tragedies again and there's a word Euripides loves to use when it comes to safe travels and it's οὖρος which means 'favorable wind' (usually meant to be used in a context of travelling back home) and it's a word I always associated with Venti and his story quest.

Save me Venti, Venti save me

[psycheadelic]

Why is every app or resource for taking pictures of classroom worksheets and then being able to type in answers locked behind a paywall. Like you btches really don't care about people with dysgraphia huh.

[lord-vik]

check out 'Psych' (a comedy/detective show)

Not 100% the rep you're looking for but it goes in the right direction. The main character is a heavily adhd/autism coded himbo. His bestie could also be read as autistic, he is actually smart but still a himbo, especially in combination with the main character

i want more autistic rep that is just genuinely not smart. like not infantilized or like every disabled stereotype ever put to film i mean like, autistic people that aren't savants at anything and are just awkward talking to people and they dont get academics very well and they jump to the wildest conclusions possible and theyre really into random shit that theyre not even good at but you still love them because theyre chill and nice. more of those please i need more incompetent untalented autistics like ME

[vivianseda]

Las agracias para Neurodiverletras AU

[nomaishuttle]

Tbh since im gonna have alot of extra spending money soon i might just buy library of souls and donate it....