#OT PSYCH

[its-a-gemfact]

Wwaaaaaahh I can't stop being emo about Stan & Fordddd. Bc they're two sides of the same coinnn,, they're both insecure,, but stan is afraid of abandonment, while ford is afraid of connectionnnn

Cus Ford had to meet impossibly high expectations!! But no one expected Stan to amount to anything!!

And so ford became deathly afraid of getting close to people, because his real self didn't live up to his unattainable self-image. That shame made him scared of being truly seen and understood, so he pushed everyone away!!

But Stan already felt unwanted, he relied on external validation to give him worth. His self-image was so poor, his self esteem so low, that he pretended to be someone else. He wanted family more than anything, because he couldn't love himself!!

All they ever wanted was love and acceptance, but to truly be loved, ford had to destroy his own self-identify, where as Stan had to create his!

Stan & Fords story is about ego!!! Ego death and rebirth ggaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh ooouughhghu

[swagging-back-to]

everytime i think of how i was put on drugs as a kid i get homicidal.

constantly being told by my therapist that i had a 'chemical imbalance' and needed to be on drugs for the rest of my life, even when my abuser would abuse me IN HER OFFICE in FRONT OF THE THERAPIST.

being forced on drugs the minute i was falsely improsned into a psych ward. immediately put on two types of drugs that made me feel like a zombie and gave me serotonin overdose BC I DO NOT HAVE A CHEMICAL IMBALANCE AND WAS UPSET OVER A B U S E.

being forced to pretend i was still taking the drug for another year.

being told that i was 'so much better'on the drugs and how i was 'a completely different person, so much more controllable' and then them being speechless and dismissive when i angrily revealed that NO. a drug i hadnt even put into my body once did not do shit--i was the one who put effort in to get better and to ignore the abuse i was in.

[modern-alebrije]

i hate when i freak out and everything works out incredibly well because then i feel like i freaked out over nothing

[loserelf]

sorry for the nonstop vent poasting all night and all morning i am full on having a breakdown over how bleak it all is rn jobwise = futurewise like wow. wow

[sharkdays]

theres no way THIS is what’s gonna make me break down after the few weeks i’ve had

[an-ambivalent]

Goodness gracious me I wish I could get hit by truck san and isekai into my story Uchiha Therapist. That way I can live out my dreams with yandere Uchiha 🙏🏽🙏🏽

Also i had someone on quotev tell me they are interested in the story because they hope to learn about being a psychologist. Well, one thing that I got wrong is that the MC got accepted into her programme way too easily 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️ and not enough existential crisis of whether all the effort is even worth it, ☠️☠️ i outta write it more realistically where she's rejected entry at least twice and gives up and easily finds comfort with her yandere sugar daddy 💀

[hamletisabitch]

They should make a disability that isn't expensive

[tardis--dreams]

Lord grant me the strength to call the doctor's office tomorrow to ask for a bloodtest

[reddogcollar]

yk I liked gravity falls better when bill was just dead

[marmorenshud]

literally already mentally calling in sick from work next week I'm so mentally unwell

[lord-vik]

check out 'Psych' (a comedy/detective show)

Not 100% the rep you're looking for but it goes in the right direction. The main character is a heavily adhd/autism coded himbo. His bestie could also be read as autistic, he is actually smart but still a himbo, especially in combination with the main character

i want more autistic rep that is just genuinely not smart. like not infantilized or like every disabled stereotype ever put to film i mean like, autistic people that aren't savants at anything and are just awkward talking to people and they dont get academics very well and they jump to the wildest conclusions possible and theyre really into random shit that theyre not even good at but you still love them because theyre chill and nice. more of those please i need more incompetent untalented autistics like ME

[vivianseda]

Las agracias para Neurodiverletras AU

[nomaishuttle]

Tbh since im gonna have alot of extra spending money soon i might just buy library of souls and donate it....

[sweetcreaturetm]

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[swifty-fox]

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tagged by @majorbuckyegan thankyouuuu

some kfak john being Stupid

John grins over at him, taps his beer against the hollow span of his sternum and feels a slick twist in his belly because Gale hardly spares him a glance in response, “My help is right.”

What he means is that Gale is an effective soldier, the bravest man he knows. He knew what John wanted and always chose the men over his own personal feelings ot attachments. It’s what John admired about him, what he respected and loved. Gale cared as much as he did but cared in a way that was never betrayed by selfishness.

 What he says is, “This one was such a cold fish he saw me wrestling with the guards and took his chance to sprint right for the trees.”

He can tell the moment the words register with Gale, the rare easy smile falling off his face with almost blurry speed, shoulders going concrete hard under John’s touch. He isn’t sure what nerve he’s struck, what part of the new landscape of Gale’s psyche his words sunk damaging hooks into but Gale has to know that such an easy quip, a common turn of phrase, a simple boast meant to praise wasn’t anything to take offense over.

He’s said worse things in front of Gale, certainly said worse things to him. He’s driven Gale to striking him and so John sips his beer and tells himself its the tenderness of the night, and if there’s amends to be made he can make them later tonight when they’re post-party sleepy and their rougher edges smoothed by the late hour. John can explain what he meant and Gale can shake his head at him and call John an idiot and tomorrow things won’t feel quite so out of sync between them. 

For the time being the Major seems plenty happy to fraternize with James Hughes, and John isn’t so dumb or drunk to not notice when he’s no longer needed. Bill and Goerge are gathering enough people to toss a baseball back and forth in an elaborate game of keep away and John lets himself be roped in.

It’s far better than playing alone in the dusty spaces between prison bunkhouses.

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