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frizzy-frizz-frizz · 2 years ago

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"the kevjean dynamic has me in a chokehold i cant stop thinking about them." SAME and I think its so valid of us there's too little of them out there whether it's romantic or platonic it's actually a crime

"i should reread it again" lmao that's exactly what I'm doing I'm currently halfway through chapter 3 (now 5 now the sequel and I'm done i might reread it again now since its complete). Also lost??? Omg you're so so correct here. "But if only you could see yourself in my eyes you'd see you shine, you shine I know you'd never leave me behind but I am lost this time" you are so so correct here

"these three will be the end of me i swear." THIS ENTIRE PARAGRAPH WILL BE THE END OF ME I SWEAR

"even the AGES are right." I KNOW HOW DOES IT FIT SO WELL

"my interpretation is VERY self indulgement." Self indulge away I'm here for it

"i associate my tears ricochet with post-baltimore kandrew." Lmao listen I thought this but then I was like perhaps that's too controversial idk but I'm so glad you went for it anyway

"FIRMLY believe andrew has had some horrible horrible thoughts about being like every person who's hurt kevin." I AM SO WITH YOU HERE THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I THOUGHT

"listen those two are practically melded together okay" they rlly rlly are okay I'm in the middle of Andrews pov in tnotg sequel and I'm having feelings

"SOBBING THESE TWO THEY END ME I WILL NEVER STOP TALKING ABOUT THEM" hurting each other = hurting themselves

"once again, about kevin running away to the foxes and jean being at the nest" ykw this is such a valid interpretation but I refuse to believe that they didn't at least somewhat repair their relationship post canon okay I need them to be roommates okay

"BUT for extra sad you can remember all the drafts nora wrote where Jean died." BABE LITERALLY WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANT TO REMEMBER THAT I ACTIVELY TRY AND NOT THINK ABOUT THAT I'm so fucking glad we had him joining the trojans instead that's so so much happier I remember the previous drafts and I need to lie the fuck down

"Andrew digging his heels and yet following Kevin and he promises andrew the world and them drags him towards it" YOU GET IT they were fucking attached at the hip

I am now actually incapable of listening to willow without thinking of kandrew the same way I can't listen to liability without thinking of kevin or dorothea without kevneil or two birds without kevjean

YOUVE ADDED THIS IS ME TRYING listen the way this song gets to me "I had the shiniest wheels now they're rusting" Literally him breaking his hand "Could've followed my fears all the way down" KEVIN "I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere fell behind on my classmates, and I ended up here" is this not him going from a raven to a fox???? "but I didn't pour the whiskey" the song's also about alcohol addiction this song's now linked to him in my head

Okay I have listened to silence before but with them??? "I found peace in your violence" yes I can see this "Can't show me there's no point in trying" is this not the entire point of their deal??? Kevin constantly trying to get him to try and to give him something to build his life around??? But also in reverse andrew giving him the chance to learn how to play again??? "I'm in need of a savior but I'm not asking for favors" GODDAMN "I'm so used to being in the wrong, I'm tired of caring" andrew core

I'm not ok is so pre-canon kandrew the way I dont even know which lyrics to start quoting first "I can be a handful but that's why you have two hands" lmao accurate I don't even know which one of them that could refer to "I can be a danger, danger for you" I THINK IM JUST GOING TO HAVE TO QUOTE THE WHOLE SONG "Too many issues, so I wouldn't blame you" ITS THEM???

505??? I LOVE 505 "If it's a seven hour flight or a forty-five minute drive" yk how in tnotg andrew flies to Boston bc kevins team would be there. Sorry I'm never shutting up about this fic ever "I'd probably still adore you with your hands around my neck or I did last time I checked" I NEED A MOMENT SHIT HOW DID I FORGET THIS LINE WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WHY WOULD YOU SUGGEST THIS IM NEVER GOING TO BE ABLE TO MOVE PAST THIS OH MY GOD "But I crumble completely when you cry" BABE YOU KNOW THAT ONE BIT IN TNOTG SEQUEL "If Andrew turns his head now, and finds Kevin quietly crying, it'll be the only thing that has ever happened to him." Yeah I'm def rereading this the way I can never stop thinking of it its THE kandriel post canon fic. "It seems like once again you've had to greet me with goodbye" Post graduation vibes everytime they meet they know it won't last long FUCK I'm obsessed with this song with them you've given me crack

I am not a robot okay okay you mention a song by marina and you've got my attention with every lyric I keep flip flopping between who the song is talking about "You've been acting awful tough lately smoking a lot of cigarettes lately" bc this is clearly andrew right but then "you don't always have to be on top better to be hated than loved loved loved for what you're not" which is so kevin??? Lowkey the way raven fans turned on him when he joined the foxes "I'm vulnerable I am not a robot" this could honestly be either of them the way both of them are viewed by the ppl around them

WOLVES WITHOUT TEETH YOURE SO RIGHT FOR THIS “Open my chest and colour my spine” I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO START WITH THIS the idea that andrew was doing his best to hold up kevins spine for like months until he could do it himself "I'll be the blood if you'll be the bones" I don't know why but in my mind kevin is clearly the blood while andrew is the bones "hover like a hummingbird haunt me in my sleep" they were fucking attached at the hip obsessed with each other and OKAY SO THE CHORUS you would not believe what i found on genius lyrics "They are not running from the physical thing, but from what the thing represents emotionally. A wolf prostrate and panting is seeking permission for something, it wants it, but needs consent. The “tearing with out teeth” is the emotional pain of the mutual love and attraction they share, but cannot express." I actually can't look at this any other way now wtf was this person on when they wrote this annotation why does it work so well for them my god "how can I keep you inside my lungs" listen I'm sorry to keep bringing up tnotg but also tnotg andrew to kevin

Ghost of you by 5sos kinda reminds me of kandrew but like post baltimore (PLS I ACTUALLY WROTE THIS BEFORE YOU SENT THAT ASK and yes you absolutely should create a kandrew playlist if you want i'll be here for it) yk the whole missing someone who isn't there's anymore "still can't sleep on your side" them not being able to sleep in the same bed bc of a whole host of issues for both of them but also bc kevins gone and moved out "dancing through our house with the ghost of you" he's not there anymore when he's been within arms reach before "when you ran away, and no one could feel your hurt" LIKE ITS THEM

Also idk if this is bc I've just started twisting every song I listen to until it relates to aftg but endgame for kandriel??? Like first part is Kandrew the second verse is kevineil and third verse is andriel?? This either works rlly well and I'm correct or I've completely lost my mind (but like "I protect you with my life...reconnected when we were little bit older...i hit you like bang...calling my bluff on all my usual tricks"???)

Have you considered Dollhouse by Melanie bc it lowkey describes the nest/perfect court the idea that the public sees smth that it totally false while shit is going down behind the scene like "everyone thinks that we're perfect please don't let them look through the curtains" "smile for the picture pose with your brother"

LAST WORDS OF A SHOOTING STAR IN ON YOUR PLAYLIST "All of this turbulence wasn’t forecasted" him expecting to stay at the nest for college and then having to leave and all the drama that came after "I am relieved I left my room tidy" HIS ROOM AT THE NEST and when neil was there and it was like all perfectly preserved "they’ll never know how I’d stared at the dark in that room with no thoughts" again the nest?? It has just occurred to me that this could apply to jean as well "my dreams made music in the night" both of them dreaming of being able to get out one day "I was going to live" THEM FINALLY BEING ABLE TO LEAVE "you’d say you love me and look in my eyes but I know through mine you were looking in yours" okay okay but is this not kevin and rikos entire relationship riko looking at kevin but only viewing himself through it bc kevin was just an extension of himself and not his own person

Also Life on your playlist works so well???? "twenty-two and confused" this is like nothing new all over again bc HOW DOES THE AGE FIT "broken miss America" kevin being one of America's sweethearts is like so personal to me. WHICH REMINDS ME Miss America and the Heartbreak prince fits so so well for kandrew I feel like I've definitely seen someone mention it somewhere but I can't for the life of me remember who or where but god does it work I mean "I saw the scoreboard and ran for my life" pls see the vision I need your opinion

Queen of the night also works so well for them you're right EVERY LINE IS SO THEM "I've bandaged your bruises you've held back my hair who'd've known when this started that we'd end up here" pre canon to post canon them growing into ppl who can be good to and for each other "you reach out and touch me, say my name like a prayer" I need to go lie down how dare you suggest this song "all my friends say you're dangerous but I don't fucking care" okay my first thought was pre-canon ppl warning them to stay away from each other bc kevin could potentially bring down the mafia on andrew and Andrews whole stay away I'm dangerous vibe but like the only friends they had pre canon were like jean and renee??? So lol no there was no-one telling them to keep away from each other "This holy redemption tears us in two but I can't turn my back to you" Post baltimore divorce era vibes babe "one hand on the wheel and one hand on my thigh" lmao listen its a cliche but I feel like andrew would enjoy it with like Kevin or Neil in the passenger seat as long as no one is watching them "you're kissing my fingers, and I kiss your tattoo's" HOW DARE YOU RECOMMEND THIS SONG TO ME HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SURVIVE THIS also I'm a strong believer of multiple tattoos older kevin (his dad has them and there's this one fanart by lucky-slice that's so lovely and you can rip this out of my cold dead hands). "and talk shit forever" lmao domestic kandriel shit talking ppl and gossiping is my jam

This got long I'm slightly concerned it won't send lol

line break for my lovely mutuals <3

lol my answers is just as long and i lowkey wanna post this without a paragraph break and plague people's dash

'there's too little of them out there whether it's romantic or platonic it's actually a crime' RIGHT?? kevjean is soooo scarce so of course we get to make everything about them. their specific dynamic is just so special and i am hooked on it

SAME im currently rereading tnotg this series is my lifeline. dayurno is a genius i owe them my life

' Lmao listen I thought this but then I was like perhaps that's too controversial idk but I'm so glad you went for its anyway' I couldnt bear to remove it!! i have so many feeling about this song i had to sit there and process it bear to remove this song not when it so so perfect and i am always in need of more material about the

YES someone agrees with me about my tears ricochet this is so validating. and YEAH the cherry liquor ice cream in the tnotg sequel!! i was never the same. i think of that scene a lot while listening to this song. they are SO- canonically attached at the hip kandrew really will end me huh 'Lmao listen I thought this but then I was like perhaps that's too controversial idk but I'm so glad you went for it anyway' oh there was no way i was skipping THIS SONG i have sooo many feeling about it its essential kandrew divorce era shit

i am DESPERATE for kevin and jean to get something of a happy ending I want them to find peace so badly they will absolutely rebuild post canon this is not up for argument.....but I may or may not read an unhealthy amount of kevjean agnst. but honestly if nora had killed off jean after ALL OF THAT I would've just put the book down right then and there i couldn't that bro i COULDNT

"they were fucking attached at the hip" they were they really were like- knowing each schedule and every little habit THEY ARE BASICALLY MARRIED

YEAH willow is so so perfect i listen to it on repeat i cant help it and i understand you so completely its impossible to separate liability and kevin in my mind now

' "I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere fell behind on my classmates, and I ended up here" is this not him going from a raven to a fox??? ' god yes this lyrics is what did it for me. this song is so so so inherently kevin with his stubbron single minded focus. kevin who's never done anything halfway flying or fighting or falling. ' "but I didn't pour the whiskey" the song's also about alcohol addiction this song's now linked to him in my head' YES YES cause it is absolutely criminal how little his alcoholism is addressed in this fandom i NEED more fics where its a main plot point.

' is this not the entire point of their deal??? Kevin constantly trying to get him to try and to give him something to build his life around??? But also in reverse andrew giving him the chance to learn how to play again??? ' akdnfnsjnndj YEAH YOU GET IT ITS SO THEM i cant believe it took me so long to consider this but now. i cannot stop.

'I THINK IM JUST GOING TO HAVE TO QUOTE THE WHOLE SONG "Too many issues, so I wouldn't blame you" ITS THEM ' JUST THE WHOLE SONG I COULDNT BELIEVE IT WASNT WRITTEN FOR THEM

"yk how in tnotg andrew flies to Boston bc kevins team would be there" not andrew Afraid Of Heights minyard getting on a fucking plane to got to an EXY event of all things just cause kevin will be there and- ngl that was may favourite kandrew scene in tnotg its PERFECT I LOVE IT. 505 KILLED ME AND BROUGHT ME BACK TO LIFE THAT LINE JUST ENDED ME RIGHT THERE HOW IS IT JUST SO- if i have to be stuck on this forever so do you "BABE YOU KNOW THAT ONE BIT IN TNOTG SEQUEL" EXACTLY you get it!! I was actually rereading tnotg when 505 came on and I FROZE it was SO PERFECT. I feel you I'd forgotten that lyric existed but now I listen to it on repeat I cant stop its so so so perfect it might as well be crack

'I keep flip flopping between who the song is talking about' right?? and every other line could be about either of them god they are so complementary but also theyre so much more alike than people realise at first and this song shows that so well. THIS WHOLE SONG IS BASICALLY KANDREW ARGUING BACK AND FORTH DONT YOU SEE "andrew, mockcingly: Who you never really liked and you never trusted But you are so magnetic, you pick up all the pins", "kevin: Never committing to anything, You don't pick up the phone when it ring, ring, rings", "both of them: Don't be so pathetic, just open up and sing"

' "I'll be the blood if you'll be the bones" I don't know why but in my mind kevin is clearly the blood while andrew is the bones' I HAD THE SAME THOUGHT!! it just fits so well?? youre right. And no no PLEASE continue mentioning tnotg i actually added this song because of tnotg. remember that one scene where neil thought andrew would slash his chest open for kevin and kevin walk into his chest and never look back?? YEA this exactly. omg omg i hadnt see the analysis of the song "I actually can't look at this any other way now wtf was this person on when they wrote this annotation why does it work so well for them my god" SAME this now lives rent free in my head i cant see it any other way either

'Ghost of you by 5sos kinda reminds me of kandrew but like post baltimore (PLS I ACTUALLY WROTE THIS BEFORE YOU SENT THAT ASK ' THE COINCEDNCE LMAO. no no but youre right and this song is so them like im supposed to hear "and i chase it down with a shot of truth, that my feet dont dance like they did with you" and NOT think of those dramatic fuckers?? when its clearly about them finding their sides feeling too empty?? their schedules out of balance?? their steps ungraceful after each movement was complementary...steps in a dance....give and take....at eqilibrium with each other for years?? how does one walk when the constant comforting weight by their side has been ripped away leaving bruised skin in his wake?? disgracefully that's how.

ENDGAME i hadnt considered BUT YOURE RIGHT I SEE IT. or maybe my brain is the saame and twits everything into being all about these exny idiots...perhaps we'll never know. immediately the kandreil of it all with the "oh and i got big enemies" and these dramatics fucks and their very different reputations. and THEN "you hold me down and i protect you with my life" VERSE ONE COMING IN WITH KANDREW.

i really really like the kevneil portion in endgame sooo much tho ' "I protect you with my life…reconnected when we were little bit older" ' THIS IS SO NEIL SINGING "Even when we'd argue, we don't do it for long, And you understand the good and bad, end up in the song" them CONSTANTLY arguing on and off court and kevin being the only one who understands all of neil, who knows the whole story, neil being the only fox who GETS what the nest is like....even BEFORE the nathaneil reveal kevin SEES him he picks him out of hundreds of potential players because he understands, KNOWS his game, his potential ON SIGHT (im confident this would be the case in any universe, kevin constantly finding him).

GOOD GOD THE ANDREIL AT THE END "calling my bluff on all my usual tricks" literally end me now cause they learnt each other so fluently in so little time "And I can't let you go, your hand print's on my soul" THIS LYRIC?? , andrew's hands always firm and decided yet always always kind....how could he go very long without his touch now that he's felt it? now that the memory is cooling balm on his skin on his soul?? "I hit you like bang" neil coming in like a whirlwind becoming essentially so quickly!! (and also andrew hitting him with the raquet in tfc lol)....imma put this song on my kevin playlist..the andreil portion can be like a fun extra in the middle of all the kevin vibes

dollhouse is very interesting i dont listen to melanie much i hadnt considered this.....but damn the vibes are so so much like the nest. kevin having to play the part of #2 of the perferct court...riko's brother...the raven with the perfect life...the media darling. no one really knows what goes on in the nest behind closed doors. no one can ever hear what kevin actually wants to say and that's the thing!! he's been voiceless his whole life....being torn apart in private and then paraded around like a show pony in public. god kevin day has been trapping in plastic wrapping for so long. I NEED THIS SONG IN THE PLAYLIST

LIFE IS SO PERFECT YOU GET IT. tbh the age mentioned is why i started thinking about kevin with this song in mind and now i cant stop. yessssss kevin day the media darling the broken miss america!!! a large part of my playlist is based around this i cant- "SHE WROTE IT ON THE BATHROOM WALL IN HER FAVOURITE SHADE OF LIPSTICK L I F E" there's just something so- kevin about that action. its barely thought through yet desperate yet so so resolute somehow. I CANT EXPLAIN but this song?? it is EXACTLY the emotions/attitude i imagine kevin would have during his healing process especially post baltimore. "Call it a night when the lights in the club dont shine no more" AND THEN "Call it a night when the lights in the studio dont shine no more" i mean come ON

'EVERY LINE IS SO THEM' RIGHT?? literally every part of it is perfect ilisten to this while imagining them on a drive alone to wherever they like aka a date not that andrew would call it that, and andrew gets to watch kevin bask in the sunlight and kevinn gets to watch him unwind and just- the heavy comfort these two can find in each other WHILE being the person one who can fully rile the other up (until neil). ' "you reach out and touch me, say my name like a prayer" I need to go lie down how dare you suggest this song ' HAHA i had the same reaction this song is on par with 505 in terms of utterly destructive lyrics in the context of kandrew.

ngl one of my favourite songs on the kandrew playlist is alone with me by vance joy like i heard the first line and i sold immediately this song is SO THEM YOU NEED TO LISTEN TO IT "i saw you smile, i knew you had spirit" ISNT THIS THAT ONE SCENE "so, did you have fun?" "youre despicable kevin day, dont know why i keep you around"?? IM SOBBING THIS IS ABOUT KEVIN BEING PROUD OF ANDREW!! and seeing him actually *try* and show courage and being like "i told you so i told you you could do it, i knew from the beginning all that you are and can be" AND THEN "isnt it odd the way we tell ourselves we've go limits" THIS IS BOTH OF THEM?? GOD THIS SONG

#kevin playlist #kandrew playlist #both technically #going to the hospital tomorrow lol #might be basically living there for a few days #sorry if this is a little scattered #expect multiple edits to this post #ask stuff

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nofr1lls · 8 months ago

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TAG GAME 😱😱😱 courtesy of my buddy red @acasternaut 👈👍

last song: rock star by HOLE 🎸🎸

favorite color: hmmmmmmmmmmm been really getting into brown lately bc it reminds me

currently watching: MARRIED AT FIRST SIGHT AUSTRALIA with my friend nd her mum

sweet/savory/spicy: SO TRUE red its a savory sort of time

relationship status: GUYS... tentative beginnings with pookie..... we kissed for the first time yesterday........ omg stopppp asking me questions idk yet. still open 🤨

current obsession: 505/577 sydney suburbs locked in and memorised 👍👍

last thing you googled: feminist cinderella song lyrics

BILLY IF U SEE THIS IDK WHAT UR URL IS ATM LOL.

get doubel tagged @dacergirl369

#THANKS RED . grin

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vind3miat0r · 8 months ago

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thx for the tag pookie <3

tagging @prince-damien-of-darkness @plaqying @androgynouspenguinexpert @froggytimemachineinternet and anyone else who wants to join! :D

VAMPIRE VAMPIRE HOTTER THAN HELLFIREEE augh i love the orion experience theyre my new lovejoy frfr and i also love this song cuz i associate it with Porter :3

someone said this is Darlin' coded and theyre right omg (i also relate to the lyrics a little too much)

i loooove good kid's take on from the start, it wheedled it's way into my brain and will not leave. instant serotonin any time i listen to it

classic sad romance hours

animation meme core

idk where i found this, i think it was in my recommended?? anyways, i love the vibes of it, really gets the whole "ooo spooky ball" theme down. its giving monarchial summit

my brother recommended this song, its a running joke between us that we listen to it on sundays

classic, iconic. this song drove a stake through my veteran theatre kid heart and it will not leave

classic sad romance hours pt 2

AUGH THIS SONG IS SO MORGAN AND OBSCURA CODED??? HELLO CAN YOU HEAR ME IT IS THEIR SONG OMFG (not to mention, classic sad romance hours pt 3)

Music Tag Game!

Thank you so much @running-tweezers for tagging me 💕💕😭

Rules: On Repeat playlist, shuffle, post the first 10 songs

Im gonna tag people up here cause this post feels too long lol: @mokozroach @bubblergoespop @ilaria-jinx and anyone else who wants to do this (tag me, i love getting new music recommendations)

Alright let’s get into it!

….outting myself as an emo kid right out the gate I see. Sometimes I wanna feel like an angsty middle schooler and that’s okay

I absolutely adore Noah Kahan. Stick Season is one of my albums of all time, hands down

This song has me in a chokehold. Get it? Chokehold? Im fun at parties. ANYWHO Sleep Token 🥴 There is something so alluring about their music. I wanna bite it

Heavy pop does it for me sometimes. If you go listen to their other new song, Brag, there’s a speaking bit that kinda sounds like Huxley

SPEAKING OF. 1:10 for those interested.

Hell Yeah. This song is sung entirely by Poppy and she does a phenomenal job. I love Bad Omen’s social commentary

Also outing myself as a kpop stan got it cool cool. This song is actually my roman empire. I have thought about it since the first performance video came out in like 2017

This wouldnt be a song post on my blog without these guys. I love them so so much

I recently learned this song has an acoustic version and ive never been happier. It’s lowkey got me 🥴🥴 somethin bout it hits different

And ending on my favorite song at the moment! I swear this rewired something in my brain the first time i heard it. The chorus does things to me

#hashtag... yeah #tag game #Spotify #vinn reblogs things #vinn says dumb stuff #vinn yapping

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bleh-bleh-blehs · 4 years ago

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☄️ omg omg omg so um how about single dad!haz meeting the reader? I'm a sucker for those

Sorry for being late. This is the official end of my writing break, and now after breaking your hearts this is what i am giving you guys. I hope you like it :))

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It was fine Sunday afternoon and Harrison was enjoying it with his little four year old son Jamie. Both of them were watching Spider Man: Homecoming. “Unca Tommy” Jamie pointed at Peter Parker on the screen. “Yes bubs, that is uncle Tom.” Harrison smiled at his son who snuggled into his father’s chest.

Jamie always recognised Tom on screen. Let’s just say both of them had a very special bond.

Harrison rubbed his son’s back when the doorbell rang. Harrison didn’t expect anyone to visit him on Sunday and that too in the afternoon. “I’ll check who’s on the door. You wait here, ok.” Jamie nodded and cuddled to one of the large pillows on the sofa.

Harrison opened the door of his small house to greet a young woman he did not know. “Hi. I am Y/N L/N. I was sent here by MacLaine's Orphanage.” The woman introduced herself.

“Yeah, I know. I got a call from them a few days ago. Please come in.” He invited her into her house. Harrison led her to the kitchen, glancing at his son who was busy watching the movie. He pulled out a chair from the dining table for her to sit.

“I am sorry that you have to sit here but actually my son is watching T.V and I don’t want to disturb him.” Harrison told her as he took a seat in front of her. “Oh please, I don’t mind at all.” she gave him a kind smile.

“Do you want something? Tea or coffee?” he asked. “Water will do.” She looked a tad bit nervous. Harrison handed her a glass of water. “I am certain that you know the reason I am here.” Y/N said with a small smile.

“Actually. I don’t.” Harrison gave you an apologetic smile. “Oh. Um.. I am here to ask for your experience as a single father with an adopted child? Actually I want to adopt a child but the orphanage insisted me to ask someone of my age and who has adopted a child. The orphanage is very protective of the kids and suggested that I should meet you.”

“Okay. so, what do you wanna know? Where do you wanna start? Umm.. Why do you want to adopt a child?” Harrison has never done anything like this. Was he giving advice to a stranger?

“Why do I want to adopt a child? Oh, I want to adopt a child because I want to. Because I want to enter the next stage of my life. And I can provide a child everything. I also have good experience at babysitting the children.” she reasoned.

“Okay?” Harrison wasn’t sure how to respond to her. “But you do know that parenting can be tiring. Right? And it is much more difficult than babysitting. Your whole life will revolve around the kids. You have to be there for them for twenty-four hours. And you have to provide them not only financially but mentally and emotionally. It is not as easy as it looks.”

“And do you know what the most frustrating thing is? It is that single fathers do the same struggle as single mothers but we are always underappreciated.” Harrison let It all, lashing out on poor Y/N.

“I am so sorry. I just needed to get it all out. I am sorry if I scared you.” Harrison immediately apologised. “No you didn't scare me. But can I ask you something?” “Yeah sure.” He tried to compose himself.

“Why did you adopt a child? I mean you are pretty young and…” Y/N asked.

Harrison sat up straight. “Three years ago; when I was travelling with my mate Tom. We found this crashed car with a couple and a year old baby and we called the paramedics immediately but the couple were already dead. Their baby somehow survived.”

“Me and Tom stayed with the baby through everything from that time. Both of us got attached to him so much that we didn’t want to leave him. And he also got attached to us too. This is why adopted him. And not only gave him my surname I also gave him my middle name. This is also because I didn’t know his actual name.” Harrison chuckled at the end.

Y/N had tears in her eyes. “I am sorry, Mr. Osterfield.” Harrison gave her a soft smile in return. “I don’t know how to feel about this. I am now thinking that I am not ready for a child.” Y/N chuckled.

“I am so sorry for demotivating you…” “Hey! It’s okay.” Harrison started to apologise but Y/N cut him off.

“Maybe you can spend some time with me and Jamie. I can train you a little bit for parenthood. Get you ready.” Y/n gave him a bright smile before getting up.

“I guess I’ll see you later Mr. Osterfield. And I will keep your offer in my mind.”

“Oh please call me Haz or harrison.” Harrison said as both of them walked towards the drawing room (I did my research. Drawing room is the correct word for living room.) “So that’s why he didn’t interrupt us.” Harrison looked at his sleeping son, a smile found its way on both of their faces.

Harrison wrapped the blanket around his son’s body, kissing his forehead. He then turned to the woman standing beside him. “I want to spend time with you guys. It won't bother him though. Right?” Y/N asked.

“No. It won’t. Jamie is a friendly child. He loves making new friends.” Harrison smiled.

And this was it. This was the beginning of their new relationship.

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theblackberrygirl · 3 years ago

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okay okay let me pull out the music and find some songs, lets go:

ain't it fun by paramore

always where i need to be by the kooks

buddy holly by weezer

c'mon c'mon by 1d (its the best dance song ever i <3 it)

canyon moon by harry styles

champagne and pools (ft. blackbear and kyle) by hoodie allen

d'you have a car? by SWMRS

drive it like you stole it by sing street (from a AMAZING movie)

drops of jupiter by train

follow you down by gin blossoms

freaks by surf cruise

glad you came by the wanted

going gets tough by the growlers

golden by harry styles

hold on, i'm coming by sam and dave

invincible by animé

island in the sun by weezer (i am just a whore for weezer sry)

kilby girl by the backseat lovers

like or like like by minature tigers

locked out of heaven by bruno mars

lovefool by the cardigans

lovely day by bill withers

new perspective by p!atd (ew ik but it's a good song, your choice)

off the rails by wallice

picture book (stereo mix) by the kinks

pursuit of happiness (nightmare) ft. MGMT and ratatat) by kid cudi

she's so high by tal bachman

swing lynn by tin cabins

the adults are talking by the strokes

treat people with kindness by harry styles

up up & away by kid cudi

waiting by green day

why by dominic fike

why don't we go there by 1d

zanzibar by billy joel

505 by artic monkeys

the whole album some nights by fun.

the whole album more than just a dream by fitz and the tantrums

the whole album unorthodox jukebox by bruno mars

the entire mamma mia sound track obviously

okay so i kept losing track of your prompt so idk how this turned out but they're all bangers and in alphabetical order so yeah lol. i went through my entire library for this bahaha

also roadtrip by chloe morinondo (but this ones more just wanting to go on roadtrip vibes)

and a bonus kinda sad song: meant to live by switchfoot

omg i listened to the whole thing to take off some songs that didn't fit the vibe and wowow the transition from up up & away to waiting to why makes literally no sense my god

any who, start saving what you can now and go on your trip some day!! set a goal!! and do it! leave when you can! i keep all my change in a hello kitty piggy bank for the day i graduate high school and leave to travel for the summer and it's 75% of what keeps me going

YOU ARE ALL THE ABSOLUTE BEST EVER I LOVE YOU IM ADDING ALL OF THESE AHHHHHH

#shut up elle #song save

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askevilnug · 7 years ago

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I guess the only thing left to deal with is 505. So, Flug. Whatsit gonna be? Convert him? Or cook him?

E.flug: ARE YOU CRAZY? I’m an evil genius, not a chef! That’s the bears job.

- Mod Mug

#villainous au #villainous ask #villainous #villanos #evil dr . flug #evil flug #505 #what a jerk lol #i got a lot of asks holy crap its like we're stuck in a giant loop lmao omg

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hongism · 4 years ago

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Hi!! Can I get a ship? I'm ENFP(I think but idk if it fits me), I'm a blue personality(Google it haha its like a mediator I believe) and a Scorpio. I dont like conflict, it makes me uncomfortable and I am a very goofy and generally happy person. I love, love love to take care of my friends and my parents and im regarded as having a really good work ethic and a witty sense of humor. (Continued on the next ask cause I wrote alot im sorry)

My aesthetic is a wide mixture of things but I love pastels and I love botanical aesthetic (mostly because I have like 20 plants i take care of). My favorite things to do are to write, listening to music, hang out with friends and journal. My song on repeat is 505 by arctic monkeys, Everythingoes by RM, Love Song by Bigbang (basically every bts, ateez and bigbang song is on repeat for me!) - (im so sorry LOL) My favorite food is probably Gyoza? Gosh thats hard i love soo much food, I'm definitely a foodie. I'm also obsessed with boba and jasmine milk tea~ Thank you so, so much for doing this and you can take your time. I'm sorry I tend to write alot haha ❤ Also important to note because the songs I put are very slow songs..I'm definitely a hype song person lMAOO I mean bigbang, ateez and bts are kings of hype and slow lol (also love skz of course) Omg one last thing I feel so bad your asks are gonna be flooded with my rambles QKSNEJD but I very much love cuddling and affection and big hugs and stuff 🥺

kljsdfklsdjf i got all your asks!! you gave so much detail idek what to do sdoifjdfoij but anyway i ship you with...

bts namjoon

Outdoor dates

Cute matching outfits

Compliments left and right

Words of assurance and affirmation when you’re down

Always knows exactly what you need to hear

Count on having lots of plant babies :c

Always listening to music together

Or writing music together

Just lots of music

ateez san

Such a tease

Always playing around and messing with you

He treats you like an angel

When you pout, he boops your nose and says that you’re cute

You are his priority

Wants to take care of you

V v domestic boy

Hopeless romantic all the way

stray kids jisung

He’s quiet at first

Then all hell breaks loose and he goes wild

Teasing all the time

But really loves it when yall just sit and cuddle

He wants to have lots of fun with you all the time

Wouldn’t be opposed to chilling out

Will take you out to eat to your favorite places

Just all the time music bc it’s his passion okay

Be a bit patient with him bc he can be shy at first

But once he’s out of his shell, he’s down for all sorts of things

nct kun

Always takes good care of you

Makes sure you eat and drink water

Lingering touches when you’re upset

Gives you space when you need it

So so romantic

Sweet dates and hand holding

Just wants to give you the world

Lots of listening to music together and having a nice chill time

Really values whatever time he spends with you

Not super picky about what you guys do together bc he just likes being with you

#caly answers #ship game #milestone games #succulentpk #ask

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4lexturn3rs · 3 years ago

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𝒮𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓃 - 𝑅𝑒𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒴𝑜𝓊'𝓇𝑒 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒

Alex's P.O.V

I had all the symptoms; I was speaking in rhyme; I was crying candy hearts, and my teeth ached from the sweetness of her kiss. There was no denying it. I was lovesick. I can't sleep at night and when I try, she's all I dream about. She fills every space in my brain and I'm sure the boys are getting tired of my constant rambling, but I can't help it.

I always think of something to say but all that comes out is "did I tell you about how Maude..." She probably....not probably definitely didn't talk about me like I talked about her, I know that despite the way she looked at me, she still thought I was just gonna use her, probably for song purposes or summat like that. I'm not gonna lie, she was helping the writer's block I'd been having, but it wasn't like that at all, I knew I had done it in the past because those numbers the entirety of Britain can't get over... well they meant nothing to me. 505. It wasn't anything significant to me. They were numbers. 521. Now those numbers, those meant everything to me. They were what consumed my dreams...and my nightmares.

I hated her being there, in my nightmares I mean, she was always telling me how much she hated me and how she wished she never met me. The thing that scared me most is that it had happened with other girls...many other girls.

I'm such an arse when I'm drunk so when she told me I passed out a wave of relief passed through my body, I knew that if she had not wanted to kiss me when I was pissed that night, I probably would have said something to shatter her heart into a million pieces, and that's what's scared me most about this girl, she was already hurt, deepening that cut would send her right over the edge...and I knew I could.

Mallory's P.O.V

"Maude, get up we're going to the store!" I screamed from my room down the hall "WE?! WHO THE FUCK IS WE? IM NOT LEAVING MY ROOM TODAY" she shouted back "yes you are, and you're going to take those cups out of here because we only have two in the cupboard" I replied softly opening her door to find her hanging off the edge of her bed doing a crossword "how do you spell conundrum" she looked at me upside down " N-E-R-D that's how" I grinned back at her "whatever I'll be over here broadening my vocabulary, you can stick with your lol's and your omg's" she shot at me with a smile that looked a frown due to the angle of her head "I will thank you very much" I remarked at her as she shot up and the colour came back to her face.

If it weren't for Maude, I would probably be a woman of the night. Shagging random blokes for a few bucks doesn't sound too bad to me. Maude and I met in year 10 (freshman year) I had already lost my virginity by then, granted I shouldn't have, but I did and it wasn't like I could go back. I was the stupid one in the group. Maude was 21, a host on Popworld (and basically anything Channel 4) and still did part-time uni.

I'm not sure how she managed to do it all she was the hardest worker I'd ever met. All while I was 22, I had only done a few modelling gigs, but I had a ton of followers on my space so that's all I had, really. Of course, being internet famous had its perks, like meeting Matt.

Right, Matt, lets talk about that instead. Matt is the world to me, the whole world without him I would still be with Charlie Cheater, that's the name Maude and I came up with, this guy Charlie would fight with me and then kiss slags right in front of my face while he gave me side-eye, because he knew the power he had over me, he knew I wouldn't leave, but I did thanks to Matt. I met Matt, and we became amazing friends Matt told me that I shouldn't let him do this to me and all that soppy stuff, but I knew Matt was right, so I did, I left him, and I'm glad I did.

"Right then, are we leaving or what?" I heard a grainy voice come from behind me "I knew you would come" I smiled back at her. "Don't ever assume anything about me, I'll break your heart Mallory?" she said, taking the piss, something she did quite often but didn't bother me cause I was the same way.

"What are you getting out of this, I know there's something" I tilted my head in a demeaning way that I knew she hated "1) stop looking at me like I'm a shelter dog 2) I know you like to shop in Sheffield, so I texted Al-" "Al? You're calling him Al now?! Just the other day you couldn't stand him now you can't even be arsed to say his full name?!" I interrupted causing her to purse her lips at me and cock her eyebrows at my remarks "look, I don't suspect it'll go too far but it's worth a try, aren't you happy for me?"

Something in her face changed when she asked me. She was letting her guard down to me after five fucking years she was letting me in. Thank you, Alex Turner! "Of course I am Maude why wouldn't I be, I just don't want you to get hurt and honestly I don't think Alex or Al as he is to you, would hurt you alright, so don't go into this with all your walls up but don't let it all down either, I love you and I don't wanna see you hurt," I said softly "whatever mom" she snapped back, there was my Maude, but I couldn't let her brush what I said off so I grabbed her wrist as we walked out the door "babes, I'm not joking," I said sternly "I know Mal I'm sorry, but when have I ever been the type to let all my emotions spill out" she gave that demeaning look that I had given earlier "yeah, yeah, I'll back off," I said throwing my hands in the air "off we go then?" She smiled at me "off we go!" I said, doing her job and taking the piss.

#alexturner #arcitcmonkeys #alex turner #arctic monkeys #alexturnerfanfic #arcticmonkeysfanfic #alex turner fanfic #arctic monkeys fanfic

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twolizardsandaunicorn · 7 years ago

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I can’t remember the name for the girl in your header image. But my best guess is her name is receptiona ;v;

Omg no its Dr.Lacertilia from the Anachronous au, its basically a swap au where Dem is a scientist, flug is the punk assassin, BH is 505 and 505 is BH@magic-in-a-bottle

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nisha-kadam · 7 years ago

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ACOWAR - MY FTR COMMENTS

So I was scrolling through the notes on my phone when I found the notes I made while reading ACOWAR. *REALLY LONG SO…*

*UK PAPERBACK EDITION

34 - Lucien & Feyre moment 36 - Alis KNOWS 😢❤ 43 + 44 - FEYRE GLOWING OMGG 😍😂 66 - immortal temper tantrum 68-71 - She send a BOGGE after them. TAMLIN THREW A TABLE AT HER. And RHYS OMGGG 😮😂 dirty minded 😂❤ 79 - Alis to Summer Court & a friend in her (Feyre’s) court (night court) & inner circle 93 - Lucien to Elain (night court) AHHH ❤ 96 - Lucien realising. Under the mountain. 101 - calling Feyre out on the horseshit she made up at Hybern 😂 106+106 - Jesminda 😢 114+115 - Elain & mates 121 - YAS, YAS, YASSS 🎉 AZRIEL IS HEREEE, CASSIAN IS HEREE, INNER CIRCLEEE 123 - HIGH LADY OF THE SPRING COURT 124 - Lucien Vanserra AND CASSIAN ❤ 127 - Lucien in Velaris 128 - RHYSANDDD OMGGG 😍 (my eyes started watering and I went full omg melt down mode in fangirl style) 131 - Ianthe ‘fell’ 😂 132-135+ - sassy Feyre 😏😂 & sex 145-148 - Rhys, Lucien, Feyre, Tamlin & mate bond. Pushing Lucien down the railing 😂 150 - Lucien. Feyre. Villain in your narrative. 156 - Elucien 😭😢 181 - INNER CIRCLE BANTER OMGGG 😂😂😂 215 - poor baby High Lord 😂😂 RHYSAND OMGGG 😂😏 218 - AHAHAHA ❤ 223 - BONE CARVER GOING HOME OMGGG ❤❤ 235 - OMG, BONE CARVER SHIFTED INTO SOMEONE LIKE FEYSAND’S SON OMGG 😮❤ 236/7 - OMFG, BONE CARVER AND THE WEAVER ARE TWINS. AND HE ALSO A GOSSIP GIRL 239 - Weaver Of Wood = Stryga. Her older brother = Koschei. Death-gods. 249+ - Elucien OMGG 254-6 - Az, Elain & Nesta vomiting bc of flying & Nesta is death 261 - Lord and Lady Night !!! ❤❤ ‘Ready to be wicked?’ Chapter 27+ (279) - Amarantha OMG 😭 274+ - Amren’s story 😢 295 - Mor and Feyre 303 - Feyre flew into a tree & Az 😂 307-9 - NEPHELLE’S STORY *SO INSPIRATIONAL OMG 😢❤ 317 - Nesta & Feyre moment 😢❤ 325/6 - The creature in the library 334 - Elain is a SEER 337 - Vassa, sixth mortal queen of Scythia = firebird of a sorcerer Chapter 34 - Amren is the besttt, Velarians love her ❤ 348 - OMG, Amren and Varian are FRIENDS?! 351 - OMG, ALIS. SUMMER COURT 😢 372 - Fuck, Tarquin is still hella mad 376 - OMG, Feysand moment 😍❤ 381 - Nessian moment!!! (Finally) ❤ 394 - Night Triumphant - and the Stars Eternal. 397 - OMG, LIKE AELIN. (Betting) 401 - OMG, FEYSAND. RHYS, ONLY THE CROWN. TO BED. 😂❤😍 Chapter 43 - OMFG, WHAT? EW, AMARANTHA MADE A DRESS OUT OF A FAERIE’S WINGS? TF IS WRONG WITH HER? 405-7 - AHHHHHH, MOR HAS A FRIEND? SHE SQUEALEDDDDDDD AHHHHH ❤❤❤ Viviane, Kallias’s wife. 410/11 - Viviane & Kallias’s love storyyy 429/30 - Azriel attacking Eris bc OMFG 431 - Nuan, the master tinker who gave Lucien a new left eye 433 - Cruel Beautiful High Lady 😍 445 - Yay!!! Allies!!! 447 - Mor and Viviane are fighting along side each other!!! ❤ 350/51 - OMGG, THREESOME?! WHAT?! 😂❤😍😏 453/54 - Lady Of The Autumn Court saved by Helion ❤ 455-57 - OMFG, HELION IS LUCIEN’S FATHER. HOLY SHIT. 460/61 - Morriel love and discussing the tool. And Feyre telling Rhys Tamlin burned his mother & sister’s wings 467 - SHIT. HYBERN JUST BROKE THE WALL. 473 - NESTA HAS NEVER WORN PANTS BEFORE?! 475 - Feyre is going to make another bargain with Bryaxis (the beast under the library) 487 - Mor telling Elain she’s lovely 493 - Jurian? Seriously? Chapter 53 - oh, oh, ohhhhh. Jurian isn’t mad, he is siding with us. Okay, phew 😌 496 - oh Jurian, I’m sorry 😢 499/500 - Elain and her human betrothed, ending their wedding preparations. 😢 501 - Jurian. Children of the Blessed. 503/04 - Mor 'we’re all broken’ quote 505 - Feysand moment 509 - Cassian’s death dance (battle) 511 - OMFG, TARQUIN DROWNED THE HYBERN SOLDIERS ON LANDD 😮 514/15 - Nessian moment 517/18 - Feysand moment 523 - YASSS, SURI!!! ❤❤ 527 - SURIII! Holy shit, I think Suri may be the Bone Carver’s oldest brother 530/31 - Oooh, Suri quote. FUCK! IANTHE IS HERE, WITH HYBERN SOLDIERS. Chapter 59 - OH PLEASE, BITCH. YOU SHOULD LEGIT JUST DROP DEAD, YOU’RE THE REAL WHORE HERE. 😠 SURI, ILY XX ❤ 535 - OMFG, ARE YOU INSANE FEYRE?! Oh wait, she is. For her friends she will be. Chapter 60 - and page 537, OMFG, BAHAHAHA, IANTHE IS STUPID. STOOPID. SHE DOESN’T EVEN KNOW OF THE WEAVER. AND THE WEAVER IS GOING TO TAKE HER PRETTINESS. BAHAHA 😂😏 518/19 - OMIGOSH, NOOO 😢😢😢 SURI IS DEAD 😢😭 He was kind 😢 544 - Rhys reminding her she is her own person. 547-Chapter 62 - Mor and Feyre fighting 😢 555-Chapter 36 - OMFG, AMREN AND VARIAN. FRIENDS, PFTTT, MORE LIKE FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS. 559/60 - OMG, CAULDRON 565 - Feyre & Az getting Elain back. Rhys’s pep talk 581 - BRIAR. OMFG, HAS 'MOON-WHITE SKIN’ COULD IT BE BRIAR BLACKBEAK? 587 - Mor. Briar to the Winter Court. omfg, rhys. 'They’ve got fuzzy animals’ 😂💕 Enormous bears were fuzzy if you ignored the claws and teeth 😂❤ 588-93 - Mor prefers females, omg; Andromache. Omg, the golden queen was her decadent. 😢😢 602/03 - omfg, you’re getting Ouroboros, The Mirror Of Beginnings And Endings. Chapter 68 - oh, oh, OHHHH. OUROBOROS, LIKE THE SNAKE THAT’S EATING ITS TAIL 606/07 - OMG, THE MIRROR SHOWS THE BEAST YOU ARE. YOU. PEOPLE ARE SCARED OF THEMSELVES, OF WHAT THEY ARE CAPABLE OF. 610 - OMG, Az is lending Elain use/borrow Truth-Teller (his personal knife) 611/13 - Court Of Dreams, family 😢❤ fuck, I’m bawling 😭 617/19 - OMG, THE WEAVER (wearing Ianthe’s pale blue jewel 😂), BONE CARVER AND BRYAXIS. *618 - Feyre saw herself. REREAD AGAIN AND AGAIN END - HOLD WYRDKEYS, PLZ LET THE TOG SERIES BE AS HAPPY AS THIS.

#acowar #a court of wings and ruin #sjm #feyre #feyre archeron #inner circle #rhysand #feysand

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