#Narziss Und Goldmund

[chaoticmiserablelover]

How some straight men in classic literature act: women are smart and beautiful, but they seem so out of reach. 

Anyway, here is my best friend. He is so beautiful. He is the one person I can trust. We might have kissed a few times in this novel, like all good friends do. Did I mention how beautiful he is in this feminine way? It takes my breath away.

[amicus-noctis]

“I live in my dreams — that's what you sense. Other people live in dreams, but not in their own. That's the difference.” ― Herman Hesse, Demian

Painting: "Self Portait" by Claude Buck

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76/100 days of productivity - 29.06.24

Languages: 20 min French, 15 min Swedish, 10 min Morse-code, 20 min German sign language

Selfcare: Yoga & stretching, guided meditation, read 📖 (finished 2 chapters for my Hermann Hesse book club), went for a walk

Went mini-golfing (with 33°C - it was a mistake)

Watched the news

Workout & cardio

📖 Narziss und Goldmund by Hermann Hesse

[thequeerlibrarian]

Went outside for the Hermann Hesse book club with @rollingthunderpouringrain <3 we finished Narziss und Goldmund 😍

[dum-spiro-spero99]

THE SPECTRUM, THE RINGKOMPOSITION IS COMPLETE AT LAST

Narcissus religious guilt, inflexible faith , and gay for Goldmund

Frollo religious guilt, inflexible justice and faith, straight but queercoded somehow

Javert inflexible justice and gay for Valjean

*fictional*Girolamo Riario religious guilt, inflexible justice and faith, envy/love for a genious , sense of mediocrity, gay for Leonardo

*fictional*Salieri religious guilt, envy/love for a genious that accidentally kills, sense of mediocrity and gay for Mozart (mlor takes that to eleven)

Jiang Cheng envy/platonic love for a genious that accidentally kills (the untamed only), sense of mediocrity and aroace

Squidward envy/love for a genious, sense of mediocrity and gay for Spongebob

P.S I percieve the most of them as in the aroace spectrum, when I write gay for I mean in a strange psychosexual, ambigous homoerotic relationship that sometime borders on obsession

[klqrambles]

Ok but see my vision: The sun Goldmund/Mozart with raw talent and the moon Salieri/Narcissus with religious guilt going on double dates or something like this

They found a snail :3

[klqdraws]

Narziss outfit doodles because sometimes you just want to dress sillies up all silly like

[ghostlylicious]

was i wrong or is this not the noncanon most narcissus quote ever

[iilllya]

Schiller bezeichnet die von Achilles getöteten Männer als Opfergaben. […] Achilles Hände, in Ermangelung des geliebten Körpers, formulieren Liebe als Grausamkeit. Er war von jeher dazu bestimmt grausam zu sein. Liebe war nie sein natürliches Element. Es ist gut möglich, dass Achilles bei dem Wiedersehen mit Patroklos bereits vergessen hatte, dass seine Hände etwas anderes können als töten.

I have changed, I think and look down at my bloodstained hands

The blood is red and it is yours. You don’t want me to touch you anymore

Overanalysing sad german cops part 5/?: Adam Schürk + You can never outrun yourself

Part 1, 2, 3 and 4 here, here, here and here!

edit by @murderous-spaten / Hermann Hesse, Narziss und Goldmund / Friedrich Schiller, Hektors Abschied / my drawing / Tatort Saarbrücken screencap / Kaveh Akbar, Personal Inventory: Fearless (Temporis Fila)

[sherbertilluminated]

When Narziß said "it is because of you that a place remains in me which can be reached by Grace." I too would die within the hour

[bobbole]

Hermann Hesse, Narciso e Boccadoro 

[ddrawthisandthat]

Narziß und Goldmund.

[rabbitpilot]

still a post on behalf of my friend

[tinybreadcreation]

Narziss und Goldmund - Unterwegs (Lina Maly)

[thequeerlibrarian]

My sister @rollingthunderpouringrain and I took a train ride to a beautiful lake for our weekly Hermann Hesse book club 😍

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52/100 days of productivity - 17.05.24

I wanted to do something for Uni but I postponed it till tomorrow because I'm so fucking tired (I had a 15 h work shift yesterday because of an event and I'm still exhausted)

Languages: 15 min French, 10 min German sign language, 20 min Russian alphabet, 15 min Morse-code, 15 min Latin (I'm not learning the language I just wanted to see if I like it)

Self care routine: Got up early at 5.30 (not planned I just woke up at that time 🥲), Yoga & stretching, guided meditation, ate 3 meals (3/3 freshly made wohoo), drank enough water, read a lot

Pilates workout

Cleaned my bathroom, did laundry, watered all my plants

Finally caught up with the booklr jomp challenge

Did some journaling

Went grocery shopping

Repotted my vegetable seedlings in their outside pot

Watched the news