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identittie-crisis · 1 year ago

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bus was literally 2 mins early and decided to not stop at the stop and wait those two minutes which i could’ve used to get on

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tamelee · 9 months ago

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Happy 3/7day 🥰~! 'One day we'll look back on all these memories and smile about it'

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ratatatastic · 2 months ago

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chirpy, chirpy~ like father like son i suppose

2024-25 Media Day | 9.18.24 (x)(x)

and absolutely delightful that colby kept up the inside joke yeah babey nothing like our beat and our cats opening up preseason hockey by being chirpy

#paul maurice #matthew tkachuk #florida panthers #2425 #preseason #absolutely kills me paul came back and immediately chose violence #coach paul maurice is certainly rested and refreshed #his frenemy dynamic with george really kills me everytime #old men at the retirement home squabbling #are they friends? are they enemies? do they still hold a grudge over bingo night last tuesday? who knows!#george going “i tried...” and paul immediately going IT WAS GOOD #this just in paul ran into the canadian wild with no cell service so he didnt have to face george more news at 11 #colby droning what matthew told him to say is so funny to me #im not sure when colby decided to part ways with fhn and when he brought it up to matthew #but its terribly adorable the way he went oh well now you HAVE to pay the stanley cup champion maffhew tax #since you can write bad things about me now #the little smile that blossoms on his face when the consequences of his actions flourish #once again he really has our beat trained

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beeduoo · 8 months ago

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wonderful

#there is a ranboo that goes withthis but i didn't like how he was looking imma restart from scratch tmrw😭😭#ctubbo #michael beloved #ctubbo fanart #Guys you have no idea what i went through today like it wa fucking crazy i need to share this #so i went to the mall after school right and im going home at like 8 on the train with my friend bc i was supposed to be picked up ay her #stop right but then im told to just go to my stop and take the bus and im like ok sure but the problem is my phone is on SEVEN PERCENT and w #hen i get to the stop my moms like u have money for the bus right and im like ueah and i check and i have NO MONEY #BUT I DIDNT TELL HER ANUTHING BC I DIDNT WANT HER TI GET MAD BC I KNEW SHE WOUDKNT WANT ME TO WALK ALL THE WAY HOME AT NIGHT (FOURTY BLOCKS #So im like ok im getting on the bus now my phone is on four percent i have to WALK HOME allll that way and there's this crazy ass upward hi #ll that's like ten blocks long ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD but like my mom thinks im on the bus so im trying to speed walk as fast as i can and i #RAWDOGGED it too because MU PHONE WAS GOING TO IDE!!!!#I made it home at two percent U guys i was so proud of myself thank u for listening #IM SO MAD IT WOUKDVE BEEN OKAY IF I WASNT IN A RUSH And also if i had music uggghhh Whatever #I bought this really cute skirt at garage hold on let me find it #lexi pleated skort color Navy blue ITS SOOOO CUTE got some new leg warmers too yesss....#I NEED TO DOWNLOAD THE TRANSIT APP i woukdve been able to attach my apple pay and buy the stupid ticket if my phonewasnnt #too dead to do al that...#Guys always make sure u carry cash with yiu goodbye

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corvid-language-library · 3 months ago

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My senpai and I are very different people lmao she just suggested we take the 100¥ bus to save us less than 15 minutes walking and I'm like GIRL I am NOT paying ANY amount of money if I can reasonably walk there

#chough chatterings #like i have walked 1 hour each way to a classroom before to save myself ¥300 #my colleagues are always like how do you afford to go travelling and i'm like. i just don't pay for things unless i absolutely have to #my company covers commuting costs but i don't have to actually prove i took the bus/train so i get an extra 〜3000¥/mo by walking #also my colleagues eat like bento or some nice rounded meal before work #whereas i - a goblin - will just eat an entire 80¥ bag of white bread i raided from the discount bin #i don't have any subscriptions like spotify or netflix. i rarely eat out. i don't drink alcohol. i only buy meat or fruit if it's discounte #and then when i do travel i stay in shitty 1-star hotels/hostels and eat like 4 bowls of rice from the included breakfast buffet #so then i don't have to eat lunch. and then i find cheap restaurants off the high street for dinner (i never go to the touristy areas)#but yeah now i have to find a polite way to tell senpai i'll meet her there bc i'm too much of a cheapskate to take the bus lmao

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tleeaves · 6 days ago

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There are two wolves inside me. One wants to embrace a new hobby in dance so I can be active and feel elegant and graceful and strong. This wolf wants to try something new and exciting, finally indulging in something I've always had an interest in.

The other experiences such frustrating emotions on a near daily basis that I want to go back to boxing, which is arguably easier to break into since I've already done it before. This wolf doesn't think of elegance, she just wants to fuck shit up until her body's so overworked and warm it fogs up car windows without having to do anything but sit inside.

Which one do I fucking feed??

#t. lee woes #like. do you know how hard it is trying to start something new that you've never done at all ever before??#and you've got no mode of transport until december - and ONLY if things go well #and now you're contemplating ways to mkre regularly earn a bit of money to afford the classes since paying weekly means my income #would wind up like $9 a fortnight since $40 would be spent by the end of each fortnight #it wouldn't necessarily be stagnant but it's not a desirable position to be in #I still have stuff saved up in a jar but I'm always hesitant to dip into that stuff #originally it was going toward a violin and lessons for that but I'm putting it off in favour of something a bit easier to dedicate time to #boxing is easy. in fact I could get support from my fam for that cause they like it #they don't see the point in dancing but I really want to at least try it and I'm worried about affording each term if I do end up liking it #also I already have boxing gear from before #but I'm hesitant about boxing at the moment for a lot of reasons I can't quite articulate but weirdly might have something to do with #internalised misogyny and biases... which is WILD cause my dad supports women learning martial arts #I can't do karate though I tried that and the class drove me a little insane #and it doesn't push you the same way boxing does and I really like to be pushed #if I don't leave sweating and hot and lungs and muscles aching then what's the point?? I can do mediocre exercise at home #and find more intense martial arts classes that also teach other kinds of self-defense #it's like... ehhhh #anyway but also I want to do something that's for fun that isn't so Serious Fight Mode #hence dancing #but I can only afford one not both and basically I'm grumpy today cause I was gonna trial a dance class - got ready and everything - but #my ride was suddenly unavailable. and I still can't stomach public transport. nor am I good at navigating it #it feels so different here compared to where I used to live - and I knew trains better not buses

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vaguely-concerned · 4 days ago

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walking through lucanis' mind prison. the tam lin of it all

#his mind keeps changing forms and you just have to show him you won't let go of him #it doesn't even really matter what you say to him just that you're consistently there to say it. your voice is a comfort. im in pain #I'm having so many feelings about like... rook can't be here. because of all things in the world rook means 'safe'. what if I exploded #what if I just shattered into a thousand pieces and was swept away by the wind actually #'it's better that I stay here than risk losing you' is such pitch perfect trauma logic. freeze logic specifically #on some level he seems to think he keeps rook safe like. existentially. by staying here #it's heartbreaking child magical thinking that makes me wonder like. has he basically been in a place like this inside #ever since his parents died? before that? the ossuary is just new set dressing the underlying logic is OLD. and very very sad to me #'I keep everyone safe by staying here'#(and then the perfect hilarity of having an actual demon be like 'ROOK. YOU TALK TO HIM HE NEVER LISTENS TO ME'#tfw your inner demon gets worried enough to stage an intervention and get you therapy whether you want it or not lmao)#dragon age #dragon age spoilers #dragon age: the veilguard spoilers #dragon age: the veilguard #rook x lucanis #lucanis dellamorte #rookanis #rye staying mostly in gentle professional mode for this one b/c this is literally his training #('I may not be batting a hundred at being a person but I DO know how to deal with fade shenanigans! not to worry I've got you')#except in that last part with the illario mind ghost where he roundaboutly admits 'I need you I don't know how to do this without you'#in rye speak that is very big it's like. third base of his soul or something. we do not ask for things for ourselves in this house #(because we already know we will not receive anyway so that sounds both humiliating and ultimately pointless. no thank you!)#and yet. the things we'll admit for love #the feeling that some of the things varric did for rye immediately post-exile rye is paying forward with lucanis now. don't look at me

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miodiodavinci · 2 months ago

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im being so so brave but also i am gripping you by the shoulders and leaning in and letting you know i am so tired of being brave

#my job has invented new and even more agonizing ways to make itself stressful to endure #and that isn't even counting the fact that i've now seriously fucked up my wrist transporting 30lb boxes up and down stairs #or the fact that i occasionally get piercing shoulder pains if i'm not super careful about how i use the hand truck #or the fact that whenever i come home on mondays my entire lower body is so sore that i can't move beyond a weak shuffle #it's the fact that my boss has no sense of organization #so my supervisor and i are basically salvaging or starting from scratch every week #it's the fact that some of our clients are asking for things we're not even contracted to provide #like access to our company materials or additional resources outside of our scheduled bookings #and that there's this constant looming threat of 'ohhh don't be bad at your job!! or else we'll lose our contract with these people!!'#but 'bad at your job' in this case means 'not bending over backwards to accommodate the least accommodating circumstances possible'#like 'hey you need to lead this training exercise meant for 20 people except actually you only have 4 people'#'and actually none of them are familiar with the prerequisites for this training or have any experience with the skills'#'and also none of them want to be there and half of them just Don't Do These Things as a rule'#'and if you try to make them do anything they don't want to do (even if it's literally the point of the training) they Will leave'#'and then we will no longer have enough clients to pay you'#like. what am i doing. this company was not designed to work with this format. we're not an arts and crafts group or a club meeting #hi so i wrote this post before starting weekend work prep #it has been 3 hours now #im still not done #i haven't eaten and my wrist hurts so bad #i need to.................. take a break................................

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orcinus-veterinarius · 2 months ago

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It’s almost that time again. Time for job hunting.

But this time… I’m looking at zoo and aquarium jobs.

#a specialty internship #so a paying job… but it’s a training position #most are 1-2 years #they require you do a rotating first which is why I’m doing one now #vet med

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shima-draws · 10 months ago

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Me: Oh god. It's time for our company's yearly performance review. Where my boss will judge my performance over the past year and see how awful I am at my job and--

My boss: You're doing such a great job and I'm so happy you're here <3

Me:

#SLAMS MY HEAD INTO THE TABLE I probably need therapy.#Shima speaks #LMAO #I always. ALWAYS get stressed about these and they ALWAYS turn out just fine #It's the self-esteem. The self-esteem I don't have :)#Anyway glad that I wasn't roasted and fired and I'm doing good at my job.#I'M GOOD AT MY JOB?? ME?? OKAY I'LL TAKE IT! I'LL TAKE IT #Listen this may not be my dream job but it's a good job with good people #And it pays my bills. Couldn't ask for more #Eventually I will leave to work elsewhere but I'm glad I'm doing good 😭#Realizing like. How important my job is actually. When I do leave the company I'll have to train the new hire #For at LEAST a couple weeks #Bc I'm the only one in this department that knows how to do payments! Just me!!#Anyway. Glad that stress is gone now #I can go home and watch One Piece and NOT cry over a tub of ice cream #(I'll probably do that anyway but bc of the anime Emotions and not bc of work. LMAO)

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archivistofmusic · 5 months ago

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This song is of The Web

You didn't do anything wrong! It's simply the world that's against you. There has to be some conspiracy around you, because you didn't do anything wrong! You didn't mean for kids to think they were your friends, it just happened while you were talking to them in group chats! Of course you're not at fault, you've stated that you're PG 13 before! It's the children that watched your content's fault! You haven't done anything wrong before! You've learned from the things you haven't done wrong! Making sexual jokes to and about kids is okay because if they didn't want those jokes to be made they would tell you! Of course you've made mistakes in the past, ones that won't be named, but you've learned and you shouldn't be ruined in the eye of the public for a fart joke! You're not a groomer and you never had the intention to manipulate! Everyone is crazy. Everyone is against you. Everyone is going to say that you're gaslighting and manipulating, which you're not, because you know people are going to think that! You're just a weirdo. Just a loser. Just a poor, innocent woman that's never had the intention to manipulate or fuck children!

But fuck you, right?

#the archive of music #the magnus archives #tma #tma podcast #the web #ooc: WE'RE SO BACK BABY!!!!!#WHAT BETTER WAY TO COME BACK #THAN TO PAY TRIBUTE TO THE WORST “APOLOGY” EVER?#HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO TOXIC GOSSIP TRAIN #I HOPE NO ONE EVER FORGIVES YOU COLLEEN BALLENGER #ill start doing requests tomorrow #thank you for being understanding while i needed to take a large break #i had terrible burnout but now im back and better than ever!!!

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bigbrainbiology · 1 year ago

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-Lines-

A Guren & Shinya 2 page comic <3

Perpendicular Lines touch but once, and then they Never meet again.

But in another Life, I would always choose to See you once again.

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captainhysunstuff · 5 months ago

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Just finished watching Infinity Train (or what’s available of it). What a wonderful, intense adventure of a series~! Now I understand why people wanna put various fictional characters on that darned train, and I’m even more pissed off that it got canceled and can’t be easily watched anymore. Bastard executives. I’ll never forgive them for this. I’m gonna hunt down DVDs so I can at least own the first couple seasons.

Find this series if you haven’t already~.

♾️🚊

Note: There ARE some spoilers in the replies of this post. I highly recommend going into this series as blind as possible!

#my posts #infinity train #cartoons #animation #this series had me crying at work lol~#it was on my watch list on HBO Max and only heard great things about it. I was unbelievably angry when the animation purge happened before #I could watch it. took away OK KO too and now I’m in panic mode trying to accumulate as much physical media as I can.#streaming sucks. they can just arbitrarily take away the things I want and am paying for whenever they want. that’s so messed up.#Try your best to own what you pay for.#minor rant in the tags #it can be bought on Amazon Prime but physical versions of the other seasons would be nice #who knows how long they’ll be there? 🙄

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smolsleepyfox · 2 months ago

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HATE AND VIOLENCE ON PLANET EARTH

#my train got canceled and the only other option today would be at 7pm meaning I'd be home at... maybe 12ish?#so now I'm going tomorrow #which means an entire day less with my mom and suddenly I'm in a massive rush for everything #I'm attending a fucking wedding after all #also the alternative company ticket (db);would have been like 200 quid I'm not paying that

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bondagebimbo · 26 days ago

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LOVE when the pharmacy decides to fucking dick around with my meds so badly that now I’m off my mood stabilizer, my pain meds, and my fucking birth control (in a few days) because they’re insisting I should have extra fucking bottles of each one and I DONT because they don’t let me pick up more than a one month supply of narcotics at a fucking time so do explain where these extra bottles are, hmm ????? and they didn’t have enough caplyta ordered last time to even give me my usual 3 months supply of that so … ???? get your fucking heads out of your asses and give me the fucking meds you owe me ??? like ??? but I’m in a nasty headspace right now so if I call the pharmacy this morning, I’m going to be that cunt ass customer they bitch about all day because this isn’t the first time they’ve done this. in fact, the first time, they straight up committed insurance fraud by marking one of my scripts as filled and picked up WHEN, IN REALITY, THEY FUCKING LOST THE SCRIPT AND HAD NO RECORD OF IT BEING FILLED OR PICKED UP IN THEIR SYSTEM, BUT YET, MARKED IT AS SUCH AND CHARGED MY INSURANCE AN ALMOST 8 GRAND FOR THE FUCKING 3 MONTHS OF MY MOOD STABILIZER THAT I. NEVER. RECEIVED. I’m genuinely about to report this entire pharmacy to the pharmacy board because I’m so fucking done with this place. it needs to be shut the fuck down because you’re telling me, out of an entire pharmacy, y’all share the same IQ point AND dead brain cell, collectively ??? then don’t fucking work in healthcare where people rely on you to know your shit and keep track of their fucking meds because you’re just constantly making shit worse on people since you can’t seem to not fuck around with these meds and not ‘lose’ scripts. fuck out of here.

and I’m pretty much out of weed, which is usually my back up pain management method, without the money to afford a delivery order by their cut off time to order in 3 hours because I just paid my fucking bills and have SOME to go towards it, but not enough for delivery to be free, and I’d still have to walk my ass to one of the ATM’s nearby because they don’t accept my bank as a prepaid method OR any of the cards I have on my person. 🫠

I can literally feel my back spasming and seizing on and off while I’m laying on my fucking side, I’ve had a migraine with a stupid ass aura for almost a week now because chronic migraines fucking suck and i was REALLY hoping this one would be over by now, my muscle inflammations that my pain meds are supposed to limit are already beginning to start their itching deep in my muscles so soon they’ll blossom into a whole fibromyalgia fucking episode and become entirely inflamed, my joints in my hands fucking hurt because of the dreary weather so I really need to get into a rheumatologist at some point soon as well and get that shit figured out, I’m nauseas as fuck from all the pain, and I’m moody, hormonal, and just feel like fucking death physically.

I’m just. I give up.

this shit is exhausting and painful and so mentally fucking taxing to constantly deal with and I just want a fucking break from all this fucking shit. I wish I could just … not exist … for even just a little while with how fucking painful existing actually feels right now 🫠😭

#i hate that CT weed is so fucking expensive #half a fucking ounce shouldn’t cost me $250 …….. not when I can go to MA and get an ounce for $108 after tax ……..#but I don’t have a way to MA because my fucking best friend. who made plans with me OVER THE WEEKEND. HER. SHE INITIATED THEM.#canceled on me last second even though I texted her early the night before when I know she would see it 🫠#nope instead she waited from the text I sent at 6:30pm until noon the next day to cancel because her period is kicking her ass #NOT FOR FUCKING NOTHING BUT SO THE HELL IS MINE ???? AND IM ANEMIC ??? AND DEALING WITH ALL THIS EXTRA PAIN ON TOP OF IT ????#and I know I’m being irrational and insensitive because pain tolerance is a sliding scale for everyone #but like fucking come on you do this 3 out of 4 times YOU make the plans to hang out and I’m fucking over it.#plus I’m the one that always pays for everything and does she ever even OFFER to hit me back for the COUNTLESS ounces of weed I’ve got her #all because she couldn’t afford it so I said I’d cover it and she never paid me back. I’ve bought her at least a grand’s worth of weed #just over the last couple months and she’s never ONCE offered to pay me back for a single one #like ……… I don’t expect it. I give if I have it. but you can’t even just offer ??? like the invitation to pay me back would be enough to no #leave m ragingly pissed off and feeling used as an atm again for yet another ‘friend’ because they don’t even OFFER to be considerate #of course I’d say not to worry about it but it doesn’t even cross your fucking head to ask if I want anything towards it #like the next time you get paid ??? when you go and spend your own money on weed that day but can’t reimburse me for anything IVE paid for #oh and I always have to give her gas money if I even simply just want to hang out because she’s always fucking broke somehow #and she works in healthcare like bitch I know what you make and you can’t play that you don’t have enough to get by or throw me 50 bucks #towards YOUR weed that I’m buying every once in a fucking while when I’m already paying for everything fucking else #I’m so angry and I know I’m being irrational and bitchy but this is what happens when you’re tripped off your meds cold turkey #and one of them is a mood stabilizer that makes it so you DONT feel this way about people and aren’t so bitter when you’re let down 🫠🫠🫠#because now my rejection sensitive dysphoria is going to be triggered even easier than usual and I’m just.#I actually fucking give up. I don’t even know what to do here. the pain going through my body is so fucking intense #I keep losing my train of thought because everything hurts and then every once in a while a DIFFERENT pain acts up and throws itself in too #I just. I just can’t fucking win.#I hate fucking struggling with my mental state like this when I’m off my meds.#and because I have to be a month without my stabilizer/pain management/birth control it’s going to take me ANOTHER month to get readjusted #to those in my body so I won’t feel normal again until nearly fucking mid to end January the earliest #and that’s fucking bullshit. I’m going to fucking **** myself by the time I get back on these fucking meds since it’ll take that long #fucking hell I just. I give up. I give in. I’m self isolating and cutting myself off from everyone because it’ll be in THEIR best interest #for me to do so when I can’t control my mind like this. I’m so tired of feeling so fucking shitty and I’ve only been off them for two days

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ladychandraofthemoone · 3 months ago

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Is Lady a magical engine or an engine in the 'metal', that is, a normal engine with no magical capabilities whatsoever?

Oh boyo be prepared cause I’ve separated lady’s character into different characters.

Starting off with og tatmr Lady who goes by many names but mainly “The Lady of Sodor” or “Lady of Arum”, a guardian angel and magical engine who looks over all sentient machines and is heavily implied to be the first “awakening” and gives a majority of the others life though that depends on where you’re from cause it varies from country and region (some say she’s a grim reaper who guides those to the afterlife).

Though she’s had gazelle basis in my au, her appearance also varies from different parts of the world (for instance, some American engines saw her as a C.P Huntington while others saw her as a human women like Raika thinking of her as a shinigami.)

Another one Since Toby is now currently owned by the anopha quarry The current number 7 of the Nwr is Natasha “Tasha Stone” or “Lady Stone” one of the lady of arum’s “chosen ones” named after her builder’s wife and the fact she was built in December so she’s a gwr 3031/dean single.(though I might also change her to Lady of the Lake or make her a completely new character)

There’s also the “Silver Lady” who’s based off of the golden steam engine from the book/magazine Thomas and the Beanstalk though she’s narrow gauge and the golden steam engine is also one of the og’s lady’s names so..

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