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chicago-geniza · 2 years ago

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I had to take Concerta and double doses of all my heart meds and albuterol to do it but I took out the trash and voted and picked up my prescriptions and made + consumed one (1) Real Meal and carried a box of books up the stairs, Please Clap. I want to sleep for 16 hours I am having heart palpitations and my brain is a desiccated steel wool scrub brush. There's another infected sore on my leg because None Immune System and None Wound Healing and I am So Tired. It won't scab so I'm just disinfecting and packing it I guess. When will my lymphocytes return from war

#Wild how I just got an acute kidney injury and then my immune system collapsed and now I just like. Dont really have a functional imm #*immune system but because it #Happened in Feb 2020 the medical system also collapsed under COVID so nobody did anything about it and now it's just like #My life I guess. Love this for me #Had 15% of normal lymphocytes per last bloodwork. Great job team #They did rule out cancer! So it's just. Mystery lymphopenia

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hansoeii · 1 year ago

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head empty, no thoughts. just turtleneck crowley

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still-snowing · 4 months ago

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mandatory late summer wangxian in love 🩵

#wangxian #mdzs #mo dao zu shi #wei wuxian #lan wangji #fun fact i wanted to post this for qixi and then life happened and i got lost in another country for three weeks ah well #love is an all year round thing i guess #the one who knows me #my art!

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linkedin-offficial · 5 months ago

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me when i get the opportunity to think about speculative biology and non-existent game mechanics in media i like

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#the candle creatures are revamps #i had created the idea for them years ago but i wanted to redo them slightly with new eyes #the “dark variants” of the mantas and birds are variants of them that have adapted for life in wasteland and the forests #and also #i like the idea of candle creatures that live in villages or within communities #that are sort of akin to strays that the whole community takes care of #means alot to me #this isnt everything ive been thinking about #ill make a couple diagrams about the large birds #yknow the ones from rhythm that we see once and never again. yeah.#they exist in my heart #anyway #skycotl #sky cotl #sky children of the light #sky #sky:cotl #sky: cotl #thatskygame #speculative biology #<- i guess?#im having fun ok #im happy to answer questions about my thoughts btw!#might be answered on my main if i cant muster a doodle or something #but i love answering asks #so if ur interested id love to hear thoughts :)

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heartorbit · 6 months ago

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searching for a star that's still unknown to anyone!

#for finncakes.arts dtiys on instagram... i missed you wxs #project sekai #pjsk #prsk #proseka #emu otori #tsukasa tenma #nene kusanagi #rui kamishiro #wonderlands x showtime #wxs #polysho #my ipad did not survive this one its at 3% after like 5 procreate crashes #and sending me visions of it being put down like a dog. Not happening #kirapipi album release im FREE #wxs getting 1 another wanopo comm and 2 a traditional japanese style song. ive been saying they need it. emu deep voice can save the world #I drew emus recent card the untrained but i dont KNOW HOW TO RENDER SNYMORE IDK HOW TO DO IT. SO SHES TRAPPED #in my wip art timeloop for eternity.#tsukasa is pissing me off so bad in this no matter how many times i drew and redrew his head imhe just completely breaks the illusion of #depth i think i actually did alright on rui and emu. i love how theynlook. Went hard rendering tsukasas outfit i guess which.#pisses me off MORE. its NOT THE FOCAL POINT. TSUKASA INHOPE YOUR NEXT LIM HAIRCUT IS EVEN MORE STUPID. YOURE RUINING MY LIFE.#whats supposed to be his hand is so fucked up with the perspective too helppp me just pretend its nenes.#the tonal difference from my ladt post is so funny. fuck you siffrin you stupud cat

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suntails · 3 months ago

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guess how much i love you?

#warm smile. look at me. look into my eyes. its so them. its so THEM they LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH #genuinely made my heart twinge working on this AUGHHH itd be so fun to draw some domestic shots of briar valley happenings #i want them in their house and doing yardwork and little memories and GRGAHAHAGH I WANT MUNDANITY #ITS WHAT GETS ME MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE!!! my favs of the series were the MOMENT shots. the NOTHING shots of LIFE #AUGAUAGHAH RIPPIGN MY HAIER OUT #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #lilia vanrouge #twstファンアート #suntails #in case someone doesn't know: this is a redraw of the children's book “Guess How Much I Love You” by sam mcbratney

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somnimagus · 1 year ago

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My page for @sheikahzine; about Impaz's duty to her village, empty of people and full of memories.

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#legend of zelda #loz #twilight princess #loz tp #i'm still reeling that someone sent me an ask about this one.. that they took the time to find my tumblr and tell me they liked it #it really meant a lot; thank you to anyone that stops to leave comments like that. they make me happy #but yeah! here's the usual symbolism ramble:#i thought it'd be cool to have the 'spirits' flowing one way and the cats walking through them the other way #to kinda show the difference in life inhabiting the village in the past and present #link's face is covered because impaz was just waiting for 'the hero' so his clothes are what matters; not his face #and it (hopefully) gives a surreal and intangible sense to 'the hero' she could only hope would actually show up #you can feel free to interpret the glowy blue sheikah as ghosts or just as memories of the past! i couldn't decide either way #the one on the bottom left is oot impa since she's implied to be the village founder. so i guess she would be a ghost actually?#fan art #my art #project stuff #and ahhh the book-- everyone's stuff is so beautiful!!#especially the writing. some of the fics made me really tear up and some were so fun and clever. i really love them #a lot of them captured the sheer burden of the role of the sheikah; all of the time and grief and doubt #i know i always say this stuff about every project but. the people i get to work with in these are truly so skilled every time

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astronnova · 1 month ago

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doodles (as i avoid work) of the super awesome you wouldn't like me alive fic by @ectoplasmranch which i binge read in a 7 hour sitting yesterday

#🧻 sharts #danny phantom #danny fenton #dash baxter #i aint tagging everyone else. jazz was the most fun to doodle though #figuring out their faces was . hm. it was a moment. i hope i made jazz and danny look related enough HAHA probably not. i wanted jazz and #him to have the same eyes its just jazz still looks like a normal girl and danny looks like he's lost all zest and life for the world #like shit man if someone looked at me like that in the highschool hallway id be scared too i dont blame you dash #UGH DASH IS LIKE A GOLDEN RETRIEVER TO DRAW FOR THIS FIC. i love it so much. i love me a shitty guy turned nice #elderich horror danny is cool. im tag rambling now. my bad #this fic has a bit of a death grip on me. i need to be normal and go to bed #ALSO I CANT FIGURE OUT HOW TO DRAW TUCKER IM SO SORRY. HIS HAT. IT PAINS ME #anyway uhhh if u like danny phantom read dis fic? pretty please? for me? its at 127k words atm so. if youve got a day to spare #(dont be like i me i fucked up my eyes binge reading it LMFAO. be smarter)#guess ill die (danphantom)

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hinamie · 6 months ago

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truth is, I used to dream about boys like you

jjk atla!au with @philosophiums

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #itafushi #fushiguro megumi #itadori yuuji #fanart #jjk fanart #jjk atla!au #atla!au: art #atla!au: illust #lmhs #timelapse #2.5 hours niCE #i mean its still 2am but it could be and has been worse #realized while looking at this tht this au has Vastly increased both my use of and love for the colour green #she will never dethrone red but she definitely gets the award fr most improved #megumi especially looks . sososo good in green which is unsurprising but i am surprised anyway #speaking of megu #i love th timelapse feature so much u get to see me fighting fr my life with yuuji fr like 20 minutes then get megumi first try #there's a reason i needed a ref sheet for yuuji and not megumi. drawing megu is like riding a bike fr me #like minor adjustments r inevitable but his overall face/hair/expression come so easily and i love him all the more for it #anyway #i could have sworn i used adonis fv lyrics for a caption before??? it was so long ago #i guess i must have changed my mind on tht other post bc adonis remains free real estate >:3 #PLEASE listen 2 adonis fv........pls i beg.....pls it is so itfs coded.......#hina pleading fr someone anyone to listen to former vandal goes unanswered episode 542346 :(((

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demaparbat-hp · 1 year ago

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Little Zuzu for an incoming project 🔥

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sea-webs · 4 months ago

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"I don't know who I want to be, anymore."

Oc - Cirque | The Dragon Chosen by the Shadows |

| mary oliver / franz wright / chelsea dingman / mary oliver / sue zhao / can't find :( / can't find :( / i am a dog. i have blood all over my teeth. - sciencedfiction / little weirds - jenny slate / the unabridged journals of sylvia |

#RAHHH guys I'm so crazy about her you all should totally ask me about her lore #web weave #webweave #webweaving #web weaving #oc webweave #oc web weave #oc - Cirque #definitely NOT the only webweave ill be making for her #still getting the hang of making these... gonna try to make some more for specific times in her life rather than just jumping around #on love #on longing #on grief #guys i love her shes so fun to squish #making these oc webweaves is so fun because i get to talk about them. also it helps me flesh out their characters #i need a tag for this specific universe of ocs lol #writing a book about them so i guess when i draft up some titles for that book ill use that for them #my webs #alt text

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crazymecjc · 3 months ago

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once more, with feeling.

(fanart for @kristalliankka’s fantastic fic, an iterative approach! go check out the whole trilogy of works, they’re so incredibly good)

#pathologic #daniil dankovsky #oof my art i guess #the marble nest #burakhovsky (implied)#SO SORRY THIS TOOK ME 15 BILLION YEARS I COULD NOT FIGURE OUT FOR THE LIFE OF ME HOW TO COLOR THE GLASS #fic absolutely Bangs I needed to do it justice #I love a time loop so so much #the marble nest as a whole just makes me want to chew drywall the futility of daniils endeavors is so compelling #and I love the idea that he would choose to repeat it anyways #as that in itself is a way of defeating death #he makes me crazy #as does this fic #I hope you like the art I hope it captures the vibes properly #I did lean more into the general marble nest vibes with it but the repeated destruction of the panacea rlly stuck in my brain it’s So Good

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n-hospital · 22 days ago

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you. N and volo's massive parallels. you understand yes?

#doctor's orders #n harmonia #volo #pokemon #this was on my old twatter acc that got suspended :(#but i still think of it daily i was right #god complex. inferiority complex. mommy/daddy issues. neither of them think they are capable of being loved (by their pokemon who clearly d #i want everyone to be happy except for me because i don't deserve it #BIG DREAMS. BIIIIIIIIIIIIIG MISGUIDED DREAMS.#life ruined* by the narrative foil protag who is also a child who appeared out of nowhere.#and after all that they do give the protag their blessing to make THEIR dreams come true :(#they also both have a somewhat unclear fate. for N at least until bw2 i guess but volo's fate after the trial of sinnoh #was written so ambiguous it's actually almost funny. yeah let's imply that he's immortal killed himself and got his life back together and #reproduced all in the same breath. who gives a shit. fuck this guy (me) in particular

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ruporas · 1 year ago

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hugs hugs hugs (ID in alt)

#nicholas d wolfwood #vash the stampede #meryl stryfe #milly thompson #trigun #trigun maximum #and i guess #trigun maximum spoilers #i feel like i could talk forever about wolfwood’s unexpected important presence of care for the 3 of them but im also so Limited bc #half of it would be sources:just trust me #especially when it comes to meryl and wolfwood FMSMD HALF OF THEIR MAX DYNAMIC IN MY HEAD are completely pulled from those 4 panels of them #talking - its like the only scene they have together AUGHHG😭😭 But it’s fine. i love making shit up. i also think they have a good deal in #common aside from being vash’s friends (understatement) and their presence in milly's life ueeee.... and when milly BAWLED #hearing that news *explodes explodes explodes*.... anyway... this set is about wolfwood but it doesn't have to be ofc... theyre just huggin #and the 3 of them will have many more brighter hugs to share in the future #ruporas art

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egophiliac · 6 months ago

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I feel like F/P/S was still a pretty weird one, even by Lance's standards.

sorry for (in an ironic twist) not doing much Ride Kamens art now that it's actually started; I've been pretty slow going through it and I feel weird posting about things I'm not caught up on! though I'm. definitely gonna have to set aside some time to actually get through episode 13, after what they posted today. (w-what did they do to my Leon) (NOBODY TELL ME I HAVE TO FIND OUT ON MY OWN) (LEOOOOOOOON)

#art #ride kamens #f/p/s #freedom/play/slam #it's probably not as dramatic as i'm imagining i'm just terrified for our sweet boy #smh can't believe leon's bald now #this is why i don't like to post before i get caught up i have NO IDEA #anyway sorry this. kind of sucks. it just made me laugh #i love the sheer absurdity that must be lance's day-to-day #it's amazing what you can get used to i guess #event chaosworlds are bizarre even for chaosworlds though #(poor shizuru...he was SO confused about the bread...)#i admit the events are one of the reasons i've been so slow at the main story #i told myself i was going to put my foot down and prioritize and not get distracted by the next event #and then they announced frilly prince froufrou tea party wisdom boys and RUINED MY LIFE #how am i supposed to get anything done when all i can think about is jou just going absolutely ham on some tiny cucumber sandwiches #how dare they do this to me

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bi-scottsummers · 6 months ago

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Kenji Sato + nervous habits — finger tapping & leg bouncing

#sorry for overanalyzing a fictional character's mannerisms in an animated kid's film. do you still think im sexy #ultraman rising #ultraman: rising #also fingernail biting i guess but he only does that ONCE so im not calling it a habit #kenji sato #ken sato #mine #i do fear this makes me a freak #i just love the attention to detail that the animators put into this okay #the last one is crazy subtle & the camera moving makes it even harder to see but its there i swear on my life #omg quality assassination. ill get you tumblr #ultraman

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