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No way Azul signed the waivers
ah, but consider this: Azul is known to enact overelaborate schemes in order to cover for the fact that he is consistently getting like. negative points in physical education. therefore, I posit that he is in fact the mastermind behind the magical assault practicals in the first place, having waged an entire psychological war with Crowley to make him think it was his own idea. this includes spending months carefully dropping particular keywords into casual conversation whenever Crowley is walking by, so that his phone's Mira will pick up on them and start targeted advertising to Crowley in a way that seems innocuous but will ultimately help lead to Azul getting that sweet, sweet extra credit without having to run a single lap.
which is to say: Azul would sign the waiver, because he wrote the waiver (under an assumed name, filtered through three different shell companies, each of which charged a separate consulting fee) (this is just how Azul WORKS okay).
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#maybe? i don't know#i apologize my brain has turned off for the day#i can neither confirm nor deny that this might have been an excuse just to make a joke about azul having a shell company#the real joke of course is that he could have walked up to crowley and been like 'hey what about magic assault practicals'#and crowley would have been like 'wow what a great idea i just had all on my own let's do it'#but that is simply not how azul operates
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[Image description: Three photos of a knitted red dragon plush. End description.]
Made my very own tiny dungeon meshi dragon plush, that’s based on the version that only appears in the very last chapter for five pages and then is never seen again. I think it turned out pretty well.
I used this pattern to make it with some minor tweaks to the body, tails and legs and then just made some tiny cones for the horns at the end. If anyone would be intersted I might post the alterations and where to apply them but go check out the original pattern! I stuffed it both with acylic stuffing but also some plastic pellets for a bit of extra weight. The eyes are done with french knots.
Going to be adding manga spoilers below the read more with pictures of what I tried to get it to look like.
[Image description: Three panels from the manga showing Falin interacting with a baby dragon. End description.]
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#falin touden#maybe? i made the dragon for a cosplay i made of her#red dragon#plushies#knitting#fiskart#the second pair of horns are curled just by sewing it to the neck to be sure it would hold the shape right#took a bit of brain power at moments when tweaking the pattern to how i wanted it without actually knowing how the tweaking would turn out#but i love it!! it fits great in my hand and i have been carrying it around with me a lot just because of that#been thinking of trying to make a version where the body and tail is knitted in one instead of sewing the tail on later#it would only be able to lie down but now that i have a sitting one it would be fun to also have the other#but really let me know if anyone would be intertsed in trying to make it yourself becuase then i could try to clean up my notes#and put it on here at some point#that was as lot of extra tags#i hope whoever read all of this has a great day!
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award for most neurotic 13 year old goes to...!!!!
(LOW-EFFORT FUNNIES UNDER CUT)
#mp100#mob psycho 100#kageyama ritsu#ritsu kageyama#Okay. fandom tags out of the way now I get to be annoying#so. um. several things first i havent properly drawn anything digitally since August?#and this is also my first time in several years to do something on a computer. and not my phone#I have yet to invest in any sort of shitty tablet so this is a bit stiffer than i would like but its fine!#I've been for lack of a better word '2018-maxxing' because i managed to get back into mob at the same im back on bandori.#its great. probably#But yeah i dont know how mp100 re-entered my brain it just happens like that sometimes.#This has all reminded me awfully of how formative ritsu was for middle school me .#funny thing i remembered is spending several history classes drawing ritshou. fun times#also caption is completely a lie the average hobbyani protagonist is significantly worse than ritsu but shhhhhh#also how the hell do people come up with backgrounds. i just put colors there because i think theyre cool. if it works it works.#someday I'm going to make myself learn actual composition techniques and anatomy and literally every other art basic
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i haint watched the dang chibisode and idk if ill actually watch it with sound on sdfjk but i have a hurt feeling about them casually imbuing perry with speech for a one off gag because the idea that he needs to talk to communicate is fake. we had 4 seasons of wacky magic hijinks cartoon where perry never needed verbal speech to communicate. they couldve done this gag at any point in the show but they didn't, and the fact that they didn't felt significant. perry's muteness is such a core part of his character, to me, to the way i conceive of him/write him. i don't wanna overreact to a goofy little side cartoon (even tho i'm doing it anyway) but it's still the characters, and it still upsets me! ok that's it i've said my piece
#ill watch it at some point but despite my silence i have been like obsessively anxious about this cartoon#and pestered my friend to watch it for me sDFJKL#in a month this will have either ruined pnf for me forever or i'll have changed my mind and i like it actually its fine#for now anyway i have tons of comic sketches about perry's muteness that i no longer wanna finish and share...maybe someday but not now#i had a rly great day actually but now im falling asleep in bed tipsy and a little teary over this. cuz i love perry a lot he's#really special to me. i also got that star wars perry shirt in the mail today btw. and. it's such a good pj shirt#but back on topic#it sucks when an aspect of a character that is CORE to your appreciation of them becomes casually disregarded by the writers at some point#like im certainly not ever accepting an interpretation of perry like 'secretly hed really like to be able to talk' because its#never ever been communicated. like the idea that heinz wd prefer if perry was human. its just not in the show. the opposite is true in fact#so im left feeling stupid for caring about something that some writers(inc. dan) felt was unimportant. makes me not wanna continue my art#which sux cuz i like my comic ideas! id love to finish them. i hope i get over this.#i overreact to live-updating media when im fixated on it wh is why i prefer getting into dead fandoms haha#but they keep on bringing them back to life dont they...im never safe#it was funny me trying to explain to my friend why i efel so strongly about this meanwhile hes tried to explain why he feels so strongly ab#ut AYA and my stance on that episode has always just been “cute! its fine” lmao#@ dwampy you guys made the show that follows a specific rhythm and set of rules designed to appeal to obsessive autistic brained people ok#you invited my overreaction. unsheathes katana etc#ok im goint to sleep#meta
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see i know i'm too far gone bc most people in the comments are saying shiba and i have to act like i'm not insane and not scream 'erm actually' at everyone BUTTTT the whole thing with tumblr sexymen is that they AREN'T conventionally attractive by standard metrics, they're attractive by TUMBLR STANDARDS. he's got the whole war criminal vet chill mentor figure thing going for him but that middle aged blond man is not twinkish or conniving enough to qualify. the most famous of the tumblr sexymen would host their own fandoms entirely, separated from the original property and other characters. tbh there's noone like that in bachi atm though if i had to pick anyone i'd say our fav sociopathic greaseball or hiruhiko since he's got a komaeda-esque aura
#showing this post to my great grandma and frying her brain instantly#to be completely honest i think now that the term has been coined and widely recognized its just not the same to ascribe it anymore#the original sexymen were organic and wholly unironic now ppl just call any character people think are hot tumblr sexymen#when people on tiktok were saying gojo was a modern day tumblr sexyman like we've lost the definition#why am i so opinionated on this#chat am i a loser#rach’s posts#kagurabachi
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Something really great about the persona 2 cast is that they all individually fucking SUCK to talk to casually. Every single one of them. They are all infuriating. We have:
Tatsuya, who will stare at you blankly if you try to initiate conversation (IS) and will dip without saying a word afterward (EP)
Batsuya, who will scoff and brush you off/otherwise act dismissive
Eikichi, who might honestly be the best to talk to in the IS crew and that is not saying much, who WILL talk extremely loudly over you (probably not on purpose?) and will not be paying particularly close attention to the conversation beyond whatever he wants to say (gets points for talking about his gf. gets points taken away for constantly talking about his gf)
Lisa, who will automatically assume bad faith and will be rude to you the entire conversation unless you manage to defuse her temper (good luck)
Jun, who is uncommunicative at BEST and requires an encyclopedic knowledge of flowers, metaphor and body language just to get a HINT on what he’s thinking, and who will be extremely polite but completely unhelpful. If you tried asking him what he wants for dinner I guarantee it will be the longest 30 minutes of your life as he goes “oh I have no opinion :) whatever you want. :))” EXCEPT HE DOES HAVE OPINIONS. He has SO MANY OPINIONS. He is Expecting you to be able to pick up on his “obvious” clues. He will be passive aggressive if you don’t. (Jun babygirl you suck so bad I love u)
Maya, who is a delight but will very quickly become grating if you try to talk to her about anything serious as she hits you with the white suburban mom's "how to live a happy, healthy life" lifecoach slogans. You can’t even mention, like, stepping in a puddle or something without her hitting you with the positivity beam.
Yukino is great actually. 10/10. She’s fabulous we love her. Incredible conversationalist, chill and fun and easy to get along with. But she’s from Persona One, she doesn’t Count.
Ulala, who WILL bring up her relationship problems in every conversation within 10 minutes at least once. Any longer and she will start talking about Maya.
Do I even need to explain Baofu. Have you seen him.
And finally, Katsuya, who is a cop and a kiss ass and Very Obvious about these things. Also he can't talk to women. He can barely talk to men. Help Him.
And yet they all work wonderfully as a group. They are so annoying I love them
#long post#Nanjo and Elly don't count btw#hi I fucking adore them#I missed them <3 Suou Brothers crawling back into my brain#Persona 3-5 have a very charming casts that are easy to like immediately. Persona 1 & 2 are filled with the most annoying bitches alive#exaggeration obviously. not by that much tho#persona 2s cast in particular is very charming. when they're TOGETHER. Individually? Wellllll...#hmm something about p2s cast in particular feels less. gimmicky? I guess? than the newer persona games#which isn't to say that those casts are worse or that the p2 cast ISN'T gimmicky because they are#but idk. you kind of always know how Ryuji or Ken or Yukiko will react to a situation. but the p2 cast may surprise you#again: doesn't make any of the later casts bad! I absolutely adore them. That you can predict them is evidence of strong character writing!#The p2 cast just feels a little more fleshed out is all. probably because the lack of social links means they're able to progress#throughout the story and change without worrying about conflicting with a link yanno?#I love social links though I think they're a great edition!#They need their kinks ironed out a bit but Yosuke has already proved that they are absolutely capable of working hand in hand with the#development of characters in the story as well#and theyre still fun even when they don't impact the story. I like getting to know side#characters too! (Naoki and Ei and Ai and Daisuke and Kou and the old lady and Akinari and-)#tag ramble#persona 2#tatsuya suou#eikichi mishina#lisa silverman#jun kurosu#maya amano#yukino mayuzumi#ulala serizawa#baofu#katsuya suou#Also um. hi. Its been a while lol
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Blessed in that I have only one hyperfixation...cursed because that fixation is Dragon Age.
#datv triples the damage#i have no real life peeps who know enough about dragon age for me to talk to them without being like a kindy kid going on about their day#“yeah thats great - oh wow - so cool. uh huh. yeah.”#tbh it's status as 'hyperfixation' has lessened a lot since datv#and not just venting - i want to talk to them about stupid shit like why blackwall needs the cheese shield and banana sword#someone to dig into my psyche about why ferelden men have been living in my head rent free for a decade#someone to understand my desire to scan the brains of a dragon age fan and elder scrolls fan and show me whats going on in there#i do have a life outside of tumblr and dragon age lmao#but it's been my 'go to' thing to draw from because i could always find a fun character to draw - and drawing is my main hobby?#so it has a very special place in my heart - especially Inquisition -> that game got me into drawing in the first place#*looks at all my lore books and sighs*
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disco elysium update: i've started day 2, but i'm not particularly enjoying myself at the moment... i don't really know what to do or where to go, i feel like i have painted myself in a corner with failed checks and the only available options are ones i absolutely do not want to do. i find the mechanics confusing and overwhelming and i am feeling very discouraged that maybe if i had understood them better earlier, i would be getting somewhere. i want so badly to enjoy the story but it feels like it's going to take a lot of effort to like, get any of it :(((
HOWEVER i suspect that if i try again on a day i feel less headachey than today, and if i manage to find some kind of breakthrough that doesn't involve becoming a fascist, i will hopefully get back on track and feel a lot better about the game again. hopefully!!!!
#i think pentiment worked for my particular game brain a lot better#having to fiddle with stats stresses me out so much#i did look at the clipboard until i fainted so that was great#i haven't removed the corpse yet. turns out i need to internalize a thought and my thought cabinet was full#because i didn't know what the thought cabinet was and that it could get full and how i could unlock more space and it almost made me cry#BUT i have. unlocked a new thought space now and i will hopefully get to remove that corpse sometime soon and HOPEFULLY that gets me anywhe#so i don't just. run back and forth for hours achieving nothing at all!!!!!!#apologies to everyone who has been very excited for me to enjoy the game. i was enjoying it until i ran out of leads to follow#im a little bit worried it might not like. do for me what it's done for others. but im still early in#and i think. today was just not a good videogame day#i play disco following 2 rules. 1) don't be afraid to be cringe. 2) always listen to kim
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in light of rahul playing alan wake and control, please look at my remedy / flanagan fancast crossover because its always on my mind
#remedy#alan wake#hamish linklater#midnight mass#mike flanagan#rahul kohli#these have been on twt a while i forgot i should post my stuff here too#i also think rahul would make a great alan too for the record#im just especially linklater brained so he has to be the mc#also i dont think hamish would make that good of a rusty its just not the right fit#my art
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WHAT'S THE STARVING KING
(omg anon this is the cutest ask 😭 yes you can… as a reader insert)
This is an idea that has been ping-ponging in my brain since late last year and has regularly returned to my conscious every quarter moon 🤧
Yes, this AU is about HT!Sans… one where he used to be a medieval king that ruled decades to a century ago before reader’s time, and through one way or another got cursed to be constantly hungry. His hunger was so ravenous that it overtook him and made him so desperate he started devouring his subjects, and once that happened… what is a king without his subjects? Despite his kingdom decaying into nothing, he stayed. Half dead. Still hungry.
The story begins as reader’s first encounter with the legendary Starving King (as he’s been nicknamed over the years) as the castle servant, unfortunate enough to be present when he comes knocking on their gates.
#this guy has been in my brain on and off#and i jus#havent had the focus to write it#i imagine him as big with big coat over hisw shoulders that make him look bigger#scaring everyone who sees him#ask#ask game#man. just writing that little blurb makes me Really wanna write it now jkdflg#inbox#but um yknow#if you wanna ask about him THATD BE GREAT#HEHEHEHEH
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Sir John Herschel you will always be famous
#I love this man#and pulp musicals#haven’t been able to stop listening to it for the past two weeks#guys this hyperfixation is strong#the iron grip it has on my brain is not letting go anytime soon#it’s been a minute since I’ve posted art (literally only two weeks but that’s a while for me)#I swear I’m gonna post more soon#someone set the difficulty up while I wasn’t looking and I’m still getting my bearings#anyways expect more pulp stuff sometime soon#curt mega characters my beloved#also if you got this far in the tags- imma just say shout out to the Blinky’s Rewatch Party discord#literally the best people in the world#pulp musicals#sir john herschel#curt mega#the brick satellite#the great moon hoax#matt dahan
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New AU idea is eating me alive
Ok, theater kid here. I haven’t seen the Wicked movie yet, but it’s release has sent me straight back down the wicked rabbit hole.
so…I’ve reached the point where my hyperfixations are merging…so MelJayVik nation..I give you this offering:
MELJAYVIK WICKED AU
like my brain is screaming it works so well. Like
Viktor: Elphaba
Mel: Galinda/Glinda
Jayce: Fiyero
It works so well. Also like Viktor as Elphaba EATS like I need to draw this sassy little man in a black and green suit like RIGHT NOW.
Mel and Jayce I feel could kinda go either way storywise for who is Fiyero and who is Galinda, but dynamic wise this works best. Like, it’s so good, I’ve been listening to the soundtrack and just picturing them and screaming lol
#I love this idea so much!!! I cannot express it!!#Wicked isn’t my all time favorite musical but it’s 100% in top 3#The dynamic just works so well!#Mel and Viktor with the Gelphie dynamic does feel a little strange and funny cause if their limited contact in the show#but MelVik nation enjoy the idea of Gelphie MelVik!!!#If you prefer MelVik as platonic that’s fine too! Gelphie is technically platonic in Wicked so!!#Have fun!!#ok#but this has been making me think of who the other characters would be in relation to the plot of Wicked and MelJayVik#And all my brain could think of for the wizard (in relation to Viktor being Elphie) was Singed#And now I just have the image of Viktor and Singed singing Wonderful and I’m cackling!!#meljayvik#melvik#arcane#arcane au#MelJayVik Wicked AU#Not sure if this has been done already#but if it has…great minds am I right??#wicked
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every day i think of xmen evolution wanda and everyday i wonder if- while she does have the fake happy memories with magneto- how does she actually FEEL about him when he's brought up or she thinks about him
is there just this underlying anger/rage but she cant ever place why so she ignores it ....... does she just feel numb ....
#snap chats#an idea ive wanted to try exploring for Ever but i cant be serious for more than two seconds vjLAKJLKJ#mastermind could only put illusions in her head not change how she feels no.... shrug...#like yk what i mean ... you cant control or explain feelings they just exist. you can THEORIZE why theyre existin but they just come to be#so i wonder if internally her brain knows somethings wrong but because its a feeling it cant be justified to her#she was p upset about him dying against apocalypse so ... shrug ... but is it because she loves/cares for him#or because she has those underlying questions that now she cant get the answer to... prob not but im forced to wonder#if she has all these great memories with him why does she never see him ... etc etc..#sometimes i think when pietro told her the memories were fake on the subway thats why she got mad#like it was confirming something in her she didnt want to already admit or something along those lines#idk. im still forever miffed by the potential lost with magneto and his kids#just one extra season .. an extra ep to explore them more idk .... just feels like there coulda been more done..#oh wanda my dear wanda i wanted so much more for you in evo..
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Finished TGAAC around 2 1/2 weeks ago but only finished the doodles today. but still, here ya go!
#caluuart#art#dgs spoilers#dgs2 spoilers#tgaa spoilers#tgaa2 spoilers#ace attorney#the great ace attorney#tgaa#dgs2#not tagging characters bc it's a lot#RAMBLE TIME. so ever since I finished dgs2 I have been listening to the soundtracks and MAN these bang so much#esp as a person who plays the piano and likes music. it's just. good. yeah. some of these do give me psychological dmg tho lmaoo#like kazuma's nocturne theme or his prosecutor theme. or the secret trial theme.... the partners - the game is afoot! theme.... I am normal#WHICH SPEAKING OF! man I love the sholmes + mikotoba partner twist so much even if i got a bit spoiled about it. i just think they're neat.#The partners of all time I think.#Also also the found family!?!?!? I am A SUCKER for found family. they fed me so well.#funny thing was the barok character development surprised me despite the fact that I also expected it since the first game lolol.#I do think he's an interesting character and probably one of the best character development in the game. And that I find his design cool.#oh yeah I didn't draw it but when I saw that albert mentioned that barok is “the darling of the van zieks family” I was genuinely like.#huh? wdym. like man at the time “van zieks” and “little darling” feels wrong in the same sentence. that was until I saw his pre-#-trauma pictures n well. albert isn't wrong. which was a slight surprise to me.#In conclusion: I liked it a lot. and now occupies parts of my brain along with my other brainrots.#They fight for priority in my brain whenever I try to sleep or disassociate lol. Well at least there's more material to think about.#off topic time: arlecchino animation. for the sake of the tag's length I'll just say a few things:#I am very very interested in her story and oh my god father.#My brain has stopped braining now; good night my fellows
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yk i dont think midorikawa has ever been this obvious with her hints so it might be a red herring, but this chapter being bf portrait of a girl arc makes me think about the possiblity that the "reiko" portrait was at the hakozaki house
#i also thought abt it being part of the collection there and it not being for sale#but i gotta wait for the translation on that one#natsume yuujinchou#then you might ask “if that was the case then why did hakozaki's dragon not talk abt seeing it?”#well maybe they never saw reiko herself but the portrait could have been gifted to hakozaki#by someone who knew her/the one who painted it#also we dont even know if the girl in the painting is reiko so 🤷♀️#idk there's def more abt the hakozakis obviously#but i think it might not be abt only natsume's grandfather#honestly i've been thinking it might not be abt his grandfather at all#could be someone even bf in the natsume line#like a great-grandfather#or even an ancestor#now idt the natsumes were exorcists but i do think there's more to this family name#and it's so old the info did not survive the times#but then if the dragon saw someone that was an ancestor it was bf being hakozaki's shiki which is possible but not what i think was implied#but it would be pretty interesting to know more abt the natsumes#at least that's what i'm more interested abt#tho the dragon does say it saw a man like him “long ago” and what is long ago to a youkai??#anyways i'm just frying my brain here lol#natsume yuujinchou spoilers#just in case someone has that muted
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Popping in because i want all of you to know that my most effective coping method recently has been that whenever i start spiraling i send a meme to my best friend about how much i love them and both the 1) reminder of how great they are and how lucky i am to have them in my life and 2) the time it takes to find a sufficient meme almost always manages to pull me out of it so highly recommend
#have i mentioned that i love my best friend because i DOOOOO#also sometimes they send me one back :)#it’s currently the most effective thing at making me feel okay again :)#idk maybe it’s kind of simple or obvious#but i just never thought to or had the will to replace the panic and depression with love🤷♀️#but like my best friend is GREAT and i’d so much rather think about that and appreciate that over all of the other noise#just like i finally feel like my brain has a safe spot again and i am so very thankful for it because i was going crazy#life’s just been so difficult recently and im appreciating the little bright spots more than ever i guess#and also my best friend is great and i love them and they are so so SO important to me :) <3!!!!#and i HAD to share that#very important to be crazy about your friends i think😤😤
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