#MissMyDad

[artistkaila17]

Today would have been my dad's birthday. May he still rest in peace and make others laugh in heaven.

These are a few of my favorite pictures with my Dad and of Dad.

I still have some more in some family albums I liked, but they're in uhaul, some time in the near future I will some way get them and show them.

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Hey Dad,

es ist wieder Januar. Januar ist der schlimmste Monat. Jedes Mal denke ich, dass ich es hätte verhindern können. Jedes Mal überlege ich, was ich hätte anders machen können, damit du nicht den Freitod wählst. Papa, ich heirate in 3 1/2 Monaten und du kennst ihn noch nicht Mal - du kannst mich nicht zum Altar führen.

Papa ich vermisse dich.

#23012017

[grainfreeandhappykitchen]

In the past this was my dads job. Mum would pass him the chillies and he’d thread them on a string and they would be put out to dry. Now I have to do it myself. I think he’d have a laugh but deep down I know he’d be proud. It’s been on my list of things to do, in fact some had already started drying, so tonight I threaded them all up and hung them near my window to dry. I have had this firecracker chilli plant growing for 2 years now and even though I don’t eat a lot of chillies my husband and sons love it. 🌶️ ♥️🌶️♥️🌶️♥️🌶️♥️🌶️♥️🌶️ #homegrown #chillies #firecrackerchillies #missmydad #traditions #familytradition #homegrownchillies #organic #pesticidefree #grainfreeandhappykitchen https://www.instagram.com/p/Cq0KZhWvM5W/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[lisaliecute]

It's been a year, Dad.... I couldn’t even realize how 1 year has passed since I lost you. It seems like it was just a few days ago.... Everyone says that time heals everything but even after 1 year still I can’t stop my tears.... Miss you, dad... 😥 #MissMyDad https://www.instagram.com/p/CpfWUbDPxOg/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[embrskye76]

When you know....

#grief #trauma #sadness #depression #loss #abandonment ##borderlinepersonalitydisorder #anxiety #ptsd #missmymom #missmydad #timesup

[framinganxiety]

That moment hit me ..... Walking Buddy and just having a nice, quiet Sunday Morning walk and I realize .... Dad didn't need me to keep Buddy because he liked us... He needed me to keep Buddy to remember how to Live.

#dogwalking #inspiration #missmydad #blesseddaughter

[beanstyled]

The best thing I could think to do today was go to the last place we were together. Thank you for making it out here to see your last grandchild born in 2017. I'll be grateful for that moment forever. I know you'd be outside in nature today. So, I did the first boy thing you taught me... I took the girls fishing. You taught me to respect mother nature and now I feel closer to her than ever. I find I can't breathe but, then the great memories flood. The tears just come out of no where and I miss you more than anything. It's the lessons, experience, and everything you done for @joedworak and I that make you the best father in the world. I'm glad I got to tell you I love you. I'm just not ever going to feel right coming home and you not being there. Love, Your One and Only Daughter. 🥺💔😭🪦🦢🦆🎣🚣‍♀️🏹 . . . #fatherdaughter #ripdad #flyhigh #godspeed #daddysgirl #fishing #missmydad #missyou #sad #flyhighdaddy #mothernature #lakemeade #lake #mountains #sky #memorial #tribute (at Lake Mead National Recreation Area - National Park Service) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cb6WMrwr8Jy/?utm_medium=tumblr

[munduwigoapothecary]

Daddy! Top notes: Bourbon & Tobacco leaf Mid notes: Warm leather jacket Bottom notes: Teakwood and orange peel Coming soon. #holidayseason2021 #munduwigoapothecary #missmydad #christmas #holidays #fatherinlaw #diyluxury #soaping #fineartist #naturesgarden #madmicas #Fall #spoopyseason #smallbatchsoap #limitededition #popicon #thehouseoficon #love #newengland #newenglandartist #artistsofinstagram #artistonfacebook #ArtistOnTwitter (at Collinwoods 1209) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWE-rJWsp2i/?utm_medium=tumblr

[myordinarydailylife]

I know that no matter what You will always be with me. When life separates us I’ll know it is only your soul Saying goodbye to your body But your spirit will be with me always. When I see a bird chirping on a nearby branch I will know it is you singing to me. When a butterfly brushes gently by me so care freely I will know it is you assuring me you are free from pain. When the gentle fragrance of a flower catches my attention I will know it is you reminding me To appreciate the simple things in life. No matter where I am Your spirit will be beside me For I know that no matter what You will always be with me.

Papa aku pernah berpikir, mungkin kalau papa datang lagi hari ini. Aku akan tanya ke papa : Gimana surga Pap? Gimana alam kekal itu? sehat kah papa? Bagaimana papa bisa dateng? Apa papa sudah izin Allah?  apa Allah memberikan papa sedikit waktu untuk datang hari ini? di bulan ramadhan ini. Hanya untuk berbuka bersama?  Aku tahu pap..  aku tahu ini adalah pikiran kekanak-kanakan dari anak perempuanmu.  but...  i miss you so bad  i miss you deeply I’m so sorry for what i’ve done to you  for all time that i have miss about you Pap...  pernah kuberpikir seandainya aku bisa mengulang masa lalu  aku akan bertemu dengan papa dan memeluk papa. Sambil bilang : Pap, ini aku anakmu dari masa depan. 

Tapi waktu adalah air. Dia bukan besi yang bisa bengkok, dia terus mengalir mengarungi sungai-sungai kehidupan. 

Membuatku tersadar hidup adalah tentang memaknai  memaknai kehadiran  memaknai kepergian  hingga memaknai kehilangan untuk selama-lamanya  hidup adalah tentang terus bertahan walau langkah harus berhenti  walau kehilangan akan terus merengut senyum kemudian mengembalikannya  perlahan demi perlahan.  Pap...  aku masih saja melihat awan-awan itu  sambil lirih kupanggil “papa”  otakku ini berpikir, Allah, apa papa ada di sana?  apa papa melihatku dari atas sana?  apa papa tahu aku merindukan papa?  Pap... mungkin selama beberapa tahun kedepan aku akan terus merindukanmu seperti hari ini dan hari-hari kemarin  tapi, aku akan memaknai hidupku dengan baik  aku akan berjuang dengan keras aku akan menjadi orang baik  aku akan menjadi seperti yang papa inginkan  hingga saat itu tiba, saat dimana aku bisa memaknai kehilangan ini dengan senyum aku akan berproses menjadi gadis kebanggaan papa  gadis papa yang kuat, tangguh dan pemberani  gadis papa yang pantang menyerah.... Gadis hebat  seperti yang papa selalu papa banggakan  tapi aku lupa  aku bukan gadis lagi  aku kini adalah seorang ibu dari putri kecil  Yang selalu papa ingatkan padaku bagaimana aku harus mendidiknya  bagaimana aku harus mengingatkan putri kecil itu tentang aurat  bagaimana putriku adalah jalan surgaku...

[cdtswa]

Simple cardboard gets wet

and breaks apart like tears at dads funeral

despite the red,white and blue hovering over him like a helicopter

Spinning

Dizziness

Which we all hoped would raise him up

Just one more time

but the blades had no lift - there was not enough air left and we had to say good bye

[scattered-thoughts-of-me]

This is something I constantly struggle with.... especially in the last year where I lost both my dad and my younger cousin to cancer.... It will be one year for my dad on September 26th.  There are still a lot of what if questions that constantly go through my mind...I wish my dad had more time to live.... he didn’t even get to really enjoy his retirement because he became ill during his last few months of work...Life is just not fair sometimes... It is comforting to know that he is no longer in pain...So I am trying my best to live in the moment and not waiting for a “better time” because my dad would want me too....

[lipglossfantasy]

Not been to visit in a while, but that didn’t stop me crying and hugging you when I left. Dad you may no longer be here but you will always be in my heart. Love and miss you always..❤️❤️

[minombreesanaymecorto]

Pasar el día del padre sin tener un padre vivo o presente es una de las cosas más duras que me ha pasado en la vida.

[petrinakauai]

A few days late but that's what happens when all my photos are packed up for the house to be on the market... love this memory of my father & I @mayfieldsenior for father daughter night circa 1974: big smiles, @natsherman cigarette in hand, gone since 2003 I still miss him daily ================= #fathersday #throwback #pasadena #pasadenacalifornia #lovemyfamily #missmydad #ohana #memories (at Mayfield Senior School) https://www.instagram.com/p/By2_AMwBemy/?igshid=ypuy03p0f1go

[mamaspark]

Hubby and son love our Harley. I chuckle when I see that helmet. It used to be my dad’s. #missmydad #harleydavidson https://www.instagram.com/p/BxgQgf7HtdG/?igshid=hpqrjpe35tny

[quotesaboutlov3]

Where were you when i needed you “dad”?

Soph