#Minimizing complications
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*superglues them together*
Aka, eeeeh fok it. Here's some ougoku stuff I've been sitting on. Happy THOSE GUYS day.
#gonta gokuhara#gokuhara gonta#kokichi ouma#ouma kokichi#kokichi oma#danganronpa#v3#ndrv3#ougoku#ougoku day#awwgoku#wip#I drew some of these for jellybeanbagel to bribe them into finishing their fangame lmao.#2021-2023 stuff#my art#I doubt me liking this ship is a surprise to anyone given my old uploads but tbh it's a miracle that I do. Or should I call it 'anomaly'?#this is very much a 'ship chose me' scenario - my conflicting feelings towards it oddly became part of the appeal that I learned to embrace#it's complicated and might be due to me being prolly uncommon case of Gonta-main ougoku enjoyer and maybe also a masochist sdfdf#but I will never object to Gonta being treated kindly when it comes to fluff and 'what could've been' potential#and upsetting parts are compelling and deserve to be seen and explored for what they are- it's a waste to justify/idealise or minimize them#and boy do these guys have an emotional range I physically cannot overlook despite visceral and deeply personal pain some parts of it cause#...and also because of it#and on that note - I have some not so sweet nor cozy stuff with them as well that I might compile one day... to balance this post >:)#still tho I promise to give other gonta ships some love too. after all this is only one of my top 3
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Fuck it I can’t do this anymore
If this post gets 69 notes I’ll ask my mom for a binder.
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I have yeeted the teets! Day one post-op has been a bit rough (fuck the drains 💀), but honestly not the worst. I was more dead yesterday after the surgery, and my partner says they've seen me looking worse just on bad days with my chronic illness lol.
Also, gotta say, that post about having a Winnie-the-Pooh bod post-top surgery is so right. None chest with left tummy
#otter said a thing#personal#top surgery#I'm also just marveling at the wonders of modern medicine#i can elect to have a surgery and it's just. fine#like there's still plenty of time for infection or other complications to show up#but if they do they'll be dealt with and it'll still be fine#that's crazy#anyway even though all things told I'm doing pretty well#i still can't wait to be out of the immediate recovery stage#at least until the drains come out#the fluid draining has been pretty minimal so maybe I'll get lucky and they'll be able to come out early 🤞
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– COMMISSIONS!
the pictures say it all but tl;dr my laptop died and i had to get a replacement and now i'm a bit short on money so i'm opening up commissions :]
– QUICK FACTS.
ocs only, won't do mecha / furry / explicit content but will do humanoid fantasy races / cyberware / mild injuries or blood
i reserve the right to say no to a character when it's too far above my skill level
payment up front through ko-fi, no refunds, dm me before paying because you'll need to claim a slot first!
i need visual reference(s) to work with, using picrews for this is fine, encouraged even if you can't provide me original artwork! i refuse to use a/i art as reference so please don't send me that
– I'M INTERESTED! WHAT NOW?
please dm me on tumblr and tell me what kind of commission you're interested in (sketch / lines / colors + head / bust / half body) and for which oc, preferably already with a link to some visual refs so i can take a look :]
i'll then let you know if you've claimed a slot; if so, we can discuss details + payment and i'll get started! if all slots are full i can put you on a waiting list and i'll notify you once i've worked through my queue :]
the finished piece can in some cases already be done in a day but may take up to a full month depending on how busy i am and if my brain allows me to work, i have executive dysfunction and am in the middle of my graduation project so please be patient with me
ko-fi: ko-fi.com/nuclearvessel
– WHAT YOU'LL GET.
digital artwork of your oc :] you won't receive any physical goods!
you're allowed to post it wherever and use it for icons and such, as long as you don't take credits for the art yourself. you are not allowed to sell it or use it for n/f/t or a/i purposes
#commissions#bro i'm terrified. hello#hope the pricing is reasonable lmao idk how any of this works </3 i'm just a guy#posing and all of that is minimal it's just. your guy on a minimal background LMAO#i unfortunately do not have the time or the mental energy to do anything more complicated than that right now#i'm in the midst of graduation but i Need to get some money before july so ;-; cries in clown emoji#when you're on the waiting list i also cannot tell you for sure how long it'll be until a slot is open again#i like to work in batches so i can check my mental energy once i've worked through a batch to see if i need a break or not#so yeah. basically i am more afraid of you than you are of me LMFAO
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With summer rapidly approaching in the northern hemisphere, I'm curious about how folks stay cool in the heat.
Feel free to say where you're from in the tags!
#tumblr polls#air conditioning#we have a complicated system of window units and fans#to try and minimize the use of a/c#but with how warm its getting we're thinking of getting central air#ugh
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wanting to avoid the infantilization of adult characters vs the deeply compelling nature of "they never really got to grow up."
#acting much like a kid in that they dont understand how things and concepts connect#acting much like a kid in that they never had the chance to learn and play and thus react to things like a nervous animal#acting much like a kid in that they dont understand their own agency and thus over or undershoot their reactions to situations#acting much like a kid in that they are desperate for recognition and appreciation through any means necessary#[inhale] BUT THEN THE HORRORS..#piktalk#longer inhale .#angela is a character i so often find myself wanting to explore this concept with because so much of her hinges in such an interp#both in terms of learning to live and literally not having a childhood; the easy lines to draw re: ''parental figures'' in team abc#(<- COMPLICATED COMPLICATED HEAVILY SIMPLIFIED FOR BREVITY)#but also its such a difficult and finicky line to balance that its so hard to not have it feel degrading or minimalizing#if that makes sense.#because with talking about th concept of 'childishness' people tend to extrapolate 'foolishness' which isnt!!! right!!!#'foolishness' or 'helplessness' or god forbid 'innocence' NOT !! what were doing here!! but its so hard t describe.. augh. the horrors. etc#anyway.
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if you’d like a starter from anyone, please let me know who from and who for if you are also a multi!
otherwise you can take your chances and give this a like!
#call.#also considering for when i’m back on a computer:#a separate james f!tzjames for a disco elysium verse. i want more of him SO bad but the writing style is a little#complicated and far off from his own source material. so it doesn’t quite belong on @gildedlife#you MAY request him and he will probably go here!#oc pages are somewhat minimal but up!!
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yknow what GOOD i'm glad there's a spy this server was missing espionage. everybody lip wags on and fuckin on about trust and secrets and hiding SHUT UP IF YOU'RE HIDING WHERE ARE THE CIPHERS. WHERE ARE THE RIDDLES. WHERE ARE THE CODED MESSAGES. WHY IS BADBOYHALO THE ONLY ONE TALKING IN METAPHORS. WE HAVE CELL "THE ENIGMA" BIT.
MAKE YOUR DAMN BASE A LABYRINTHIAN NIGHTMARE. my waystone is at the entrance and you can ONLY ENTER MY BASE IF YOU KNOW WHICH DOOR ISN'T THE ENTRANCE TO A ROOM WITH A FAKE FLOOR AND SHARKS or what the fuck ever. there's a hidden path amidst ghost blocks FOLLOW IT OR DIE. PLEASE friends there are so many POSSIBILITIES. not to be twelve years old on main but a book series i read a while back had a secret area that was only accessible via a crazy ass alice in wonderland set of puzzles that would dump you in a moat if you failed, the concept being those who knew the path would take less time to enter than those who didn't. COME ON. secret rooms in secret rooms. this is my library but shhh this is my REAL library behind the fireplace and then THIS IS MY REAL LIBRARY BEHIND THIS BOOKCASE. make the world's most unintuitive create factory for big daddy breakfast and hide something in the middle of it WHO'S GOING TO COMB THROUGH THAT MUCH MACHINERY. NO ONE. NOBODY.
like bruh. i want them leaving notes like it's prohibition and they're trying to find a speakeasy. i want them smuggling information like the revolutionary war. i want them to talk like truckers when a cop is on the frequency. i want "one if by land two if by sea" type shit. ESPIONAGE. IS. COOL. DAMNIT.
#qsmp#shut up vic#block game brainrot#LIKE IS IT REALLY TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR THE ENTRANCE TO ORDO THEORITAS TO BE MORE COMPLICATED#LIKE FUCK IT MAKE A BIG DAMN HALLWAY WITH GRAND WATERFALLS POURING FROM THE SIDES LIKE A DAMN BANK ENTRANCE IN A MOVIE#AND THEN AT THE TOP OF ONE OF THOSE WATERFALLS PUT A HOLE THAT LEADS TO AN ELEVATOR AND THAT'S THE ENTRANCE#BIG DAMN HALL ROOM WITH WATERFALLS AND A MEETING TABLE OH WOW LOOK AT THE ORDER BUT ACTUALLY THE R E A L ORDER-#HOLD MEETINGS OF MINIMAL IMPORT IN THE DECOY ROOM AND REAL IMPORTANT MEETINGS IN THE REAL ORDER#GRRRRRRRRRR I WANT ESPIONAGE#NOT ENOUGH ENCODED MESSAGES FOR A SERVER WHERE THEY ARE FOR ALL INTENTS AND PURPOSES TRYING TO OPERATE UNDER THE RADAR OF A SURVEILLANCE GOV#CMON#YOU'RE JUST SAYING THIS SHIT IN THE OPEN????#CAN I GET A BOOK CIPHER OR SOME SHIT AT L E A S T#CAN THEY BRING BACK THE WEIRD FUCKING GOOP CONSTITUTION FOR THAT LMFAO#LIKE CAN YOU IMAGINE THEY TURN THE FUCKING JOKE CONSTITUTION INTO THE KEY FOR A BOOK CIPHER LMFAO#(i can't explain a book cipher in tumblr tags but it's cool look it up!)#ESPIONAGE DAMNIT#oh and for clarity i'm not twelve the book series was for that age group#i am in fact of legal drinking age (everywhere)
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Poll adventure (paventure? lol) Day 3: read the small story tidbit below the poll for more details, OR just vote based on initial impression
(✦ see past poll results + further information HERE (link) ✦)
The winning option of yesterday's poll was that the adventurer should throw a coin into the mysterious well ….
"After nearly ten minutes rummaging through the disorganization at the bottom of his backpack, he finally approaches the well once again, meager coin pouch in hand. He meticulously balances a little golden coin on the tip of his thumb, positioning it just so for an elegant coin flip… With a flick of his hand, the coin wobbles off, anticlimactically dropping into the darkness.. He pouts, leaning in to listen for a plonk as the coin hits the water but… nothing…. silence.. A few minutes pass and he shrugs, moving to pick up his bag and just continue his journey elsewhere, when suddenly a faint noise echoes from the well.. an almost cartoonish plopping sound, like wet feet slapping against stone..? The pitter patter grows closer and closer…then stops abruptly. The adventurer cautiously slinks over to the well, only to find.. a creature of some sort, clinging to the walls, staring up at him blankly. - What should he do next?"
#paventure posting#polls#choose your own adventure#(I saw a few people tag these as that and I guess it makes sense. hmm)#DAY 3!!! vote to choose this little man's fate#Sad that people did not want to go into the well.. :( Maybe we can still go in depending on how things go with#The Creachure. I mean I know I could just make whatever happen anyway since I'm the one doing it but. It has to feel natural lol#it would be obviously just me doing what I want if I was like 'oh uh we went to throw the coin in the well but he tripped and#fell and then somehow didnt die and whoops he's in the well anyway!!'' lol#I care more about things being realistic and natural than following whatever ideas seem interesting. If it was voted for him to explode#into a million pieces sadly I would simply have to explode him. audience says#let me know if the formatting of this is weird?? also? I wasn't sure where to put the slightly longer bit of text#so I kept it under a reas more just to the post looks neater. I thought it'd seem weird with a bunch of text blocks sandwiching the poll#and too much going on. But I also feel like it's organizationally weird if all the details are at the end? eh..#bt then at least it's optional. not everyone will want to read more. And it's not like.. amazing text lol#I'm slapping them out off of the top of my head with minimal editing because I have to get it done and I know if I make it too complicated#or become concerned with like things being Perfectly Revised then I will absolutely not be able to do it once a day#Same with the obvious sketchy ms paint art lol. But so like. I dont feel as bad about kind of having the text be options#*optional since it's not like 'omg this is so good u have to read this' it's like.. eh.. passable amount of detail ghbj#ANYWAY. and 'paventure' (poll + adventure) is just temporary so I have a way to tag this on the blog/keep up with the posts#in a organized way. I think 'padventure' is more obvious but that's already the name of other things and I didnt want the tags to be#confusing or like.. post in some random tag that people already use for something else#but the only thing I found when googling 'paventure' is like. .some venture capital business from PA. and who cares about that lol#explanation probably not needed but I think it sounds a bit silly so I'm justifying myself to myself lol#ANYWAY. lov his silly hat. I want to draw him more. I want to name him. I COULD DO A POLL TO CHOOSE A NAME#but that wouldn't fit in with any of the days lol. maybe if I make it a week actually doing it or something at the end of the week#I could do a bonus poll or something. ??? idk.. ANYWAY.. new day!
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does anyone else have a weird fashion mismatch between what they think they like and what they actually like wearing?? half my style icons wear, like, waistcoats and wool trousers, but i'm usually at my most comfortable dressed like a bug type pokemon trainer. or a camp counselor.
#personal#it's weird and complicated and i frequently feel bad because i don't like how im dressed#like not because im Trying to wear stuff even though it feels wrong. more like i can't figure out what would feel right#kind of in a dysphoria way but idk if it's truly dysphoria#i think i still have Some Gender Weirdness going on thats a little more complicated than being a truly binary trans dude but like#it's hard to separate that out from internalized bullshit about gender roles#some of this also might be because of complications finding clothes that fit right + sensory issues + practicality issues#+ trying to minimize dysphoria about specific parts of my body#worst fashion advice ever is Just Be Yourself. who is myself??#don't really know but this ain't it
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one of the things i find most compelling about jason and cass as a concept is. like. you cannot convince me they wouldn't both *like* each other, as people. in any non-capes au i absolutely think they would and should be friends, or at least have the potential to *become* friends.
but they have irreconcilable moral differences, and even in story concepts where jason stops playing Pinocchio and decides to be a real boy again and as such starts trying to actually act in line with his morals--they are fundamentally never going to agree. to jason there is a line people cross and stop being people. that is absolutely anathema to everything cass has ever believed in, or will ever believe in.
and there's a lot of untapped potential for tragedy there because of that. jason looking at the shit hes done he never expected to have to *live with*, and realizing he's not dying again anytime soon. and i always say this but *my* preference is to take him from that to an antihero direction-- but i see a lot of potential in him at that point, lost and alone and so desperately lonely, committing *fully* to the villain schtick, or at least as much as jason ever really commits to any schtick.
but i also actually think theres even more potential where theyre both fully committed to their beliefs and they have that fundamental disagreement. they both want to do good. they will never agree on what that means. you know?
#i can persoanlly also absolutely be sold on the idea that like#cass has a personal grudge or dislike for/against jason#that doesn't strictly align with her morals of like everyone can change etc#bc a good cass writer can be like 'she sees herself in jason specifically and she's angry and upset by the way he chose to go+#in the opposite direction from his experiences than she did'#but most writers writing cass and jay with the idea that they have beef#are writing with their jason hateboner instead of their brains LMAO#fundamentally for Cass you need to remember how deeply she cares#the only person shes... ever really believed was irredeemable#was herself#and even THAT is complicated and im trying to minimize my tag essaying here
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Justice oriented Dakota bot in the "I believe heros will serve it" in a "everyone deserves Justice if a good reason, even villians who been wronged by society" (but he still wants to stay a hero to deliver Justice)
i honestly think that's the general Dakota outlook........ earlier on he was definetly more "heros good, villains bad" but he's defiently got a strong "everyone deserves good and should do good and be just"
#au shennanigans#neither belltech nor kota concern themselves much with morals#damascus thinks that everyone should try to be good and that even judgement should be just but. shit happens. means justify the end as long#as you minimize harm yknow#and space. he's complicated shrugs#guy who has a complex relationship with morality
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I will probably cave and watch the fall of the house of usher anyways but let it be stated for the record that I do not and never will like flanegans work
#its the themelessness for me....#if you pay attention to how he writes/frames you can tell that beneath the veneer of a Family Redeems and Love Conquers theme#there actually isnt any salient consistency with the Why#at my most generous hes going for a 'your loved ones are complicated individuals capable of hurt but you should still love and forgive them'#but he never crafts an argument as to why that should happen besides the Bad Things Happening that comprise the plot of a horror production#and im not saying that you shouldnt forgive people but just that an artistic production that centers it thematically#ahould be able to make that argument on its own two legs#also he writes all women as smarmy#and makes them suffer the greatest narrative consequences despite often having minimal roles in the cycles of violence the plot centers#but he makes absolutely no cogent point that transforms it into a commentary on misogyny instead of another iteration of it#and the way he paces dialogue and sets characters on these patronizing monologues just artistically is weak imo#but will i watch the new one? probably 😔
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Started on a new anti-migraine drug today (ajovy). Also have had terrible sleep - Especially today, but, like, all year. Also, y'know the migraines.
So not 100% sure if certain things are side-effects of the ajovy or just y'know, my body being upset with many things going on in its life - But more to the point: Should I be concerned with anything that I'm seeing/experiencing?.
Trying to google side-effects is sure a fucking trip, though.
Official company line on their site seems to be "Some swelling/irritation near injection site" is likely the only side-effect confirmed to definitely be from this medicine. Anything else? Well, that must be someone else's problem.
Various reddit posts of peoples' experiences with the medication - Mostly neutral-to-mildly positive. A lot of not-outright-negativity, but disappointment or frustration about the tradeoffs vs benefits. But the side-effects definitely vary wildly in type and intensity. The ones I'm curious about are topics of discussion that have come up with some degree of frequency.
Various interaction/drug rundown sites have much more comprehensive lists, but also include a warning that the ones I'm looking into may be serious/concerning and I should consult my doctor about them right away. Which, like, doesn't seem to be the tone regarding them anywhere else. So, more confusion as-to who's out of step here.
Meanwhile, the pamphlet that came in its box actually does have a more comprehensive list of possible side-effects. Doesn't list severity other than obvious "If experiencing anaphylaxis..." or other obvious emergencies/serious stuff, then go to ER/phone doctor immediately. Everything else listed is just sort of "This could happen" without any level of how concerned you should be.
The ones I've noticed are heartburn (Unusual for me without certain types and timings of trigger-foods, but not impossible to be something else going on that's unrelated to this). And notable joint-stiffness (hands and feet, especially on the same side as my injection), with a touch of joint pain. Both of those are in the "might happen in ~1% of patients" group. Which, hey, alright. That's fine. They're known to have a connection, echoing what the reddit posts were saying. From the tone in the pamphlet and on reddit, I probably don't need to be concerned unless they worsen or persist for a very long time.
Uncommon doesn't necessarily mean alarming, though I am curious as to if there's any correlation in the group of people that experience them. Any factor that might predict it, or explain why they're causing this reaction, y'know?
Okay. Good. No need to panic. Probably should sleep though. Less than 4 hours in the last 48 can't be good for me.
#rambling#migraine treatment#why is finding straightforward information on treatments and side-effects so tricky?#I guess this type of medication is relatively new as far as medicine classes go#but like they had to have been researching it for years by now#I wonder if the lack of clarity in official materials about side-effects reported as somewhat more common can be chalked up to trials#and how they - By design - Try to minimize complicating factors#so if patients are selected#rather than just blind trials#they probably don't have a ton of co-morbid conditions going on that could complicate trials#and render results ambiguous
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the spectrum of opinions i get on my dash about the US election is absolutely wild
like within 30 seconds of scrolling i'll see takes ranging from "if you vote for anyone you are morally bad and evil" to "let's suck it up and vote blue, because third party won't work" to "kamala and tim are literally america's cool quirky aunt and uncle omg!!"
#i've mostly avoided sharing election posts because there's so much misinformation#and my view of the situation is complicated so i don't usually fully agree with the posts i see that take a hard stance#basically i think all three of the takes i listed in the post lack nuance#mainly the first and last one#but a lot of the posts in the middle tend to minimize legitimate concerns#aster rambles sometimes#us politics
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the bear tag is so full and busy. really feel like i did my job for season one and now i can just rest and reblog.
#the bear#truth is im stuck at ep9 31:40#its past midnight but i keep coming back to it#its the song its the bright light its#the under the table minimal space moment#its the back to back listening to e/o concerns#and carm finally wording how much syd’s coming into the restaurant#into his life#shaking his space and craft#‘made him better at this’#and the cook talk… feeling like the most intimate shit#the eye contact and smile and complice contentment#and what if she just like completely melt and fail#he wont let you… he’ll stay by ur side#she looked for re-assurment in their partnership the whole time#and he is really.. There#the song?? god.#the light never been this warm#let me rewind
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