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I'm going to utterly lose my cool entirely at how quick I've been seeing cis people using intersex people as excuses to attack trans people (KIDS more specifically lately) AND also seeing even MORE perisex trans people co-opting Intersex to means mid or post transition within some of the same breaths on posts lately. The latter being their "idea" of "hiding" and masking in a country that wants trans people dead.
But guess what! They want intersex people dead and that's making it easier to just let anyone be assumed as masking to be targeted! It's gotten so disastrously dangerous to even be openly intersex without being slapped as being a exorsexist and transphobe for asserting your issues are just as real and affected by anti-trans laws and sentiments too! Bigots don't care if you're intersex and not trans! You're still "wrong" to them! They'll make you take hormones that make you sick because it's not what you need and you don't want to transition! Or maybe you do wanna transition but now you're forced into a body even WORSE for your dysphoria!
Just shut up. Shut up all of you. All of you are awful and horrible and don't actually care about people around you. You don't care about queer rights if you're willing to harm intersex people and use us as your scapegoats or fetishized objects of pleasure. You don't care about us being harmed by hormones. You don't even care about the horrific surgeries you deem as NECESSARY for whatever the fuck reason YOU deem and not based in reality of that person's needs.
I can't stand seeing so many perisex trans people ganging up on their own community and PEOPLE that are being harmed by the same shit they are, just in different ways.
I'm so fucking tired of seeing people I was mutuals with and have to BLOCK because they're all willingly choosing to just toss aside people like me. They'll even tell me "[I'm] not like the other intersex people" when I am! I am!
I am being targeted left and right and don't ever get a say in how I'm perceived unlike so many perisex trans people I've known! I don't even get GENDERED as an It and a thing when I beg and plead to so many perisex trans people EVEN THOUGH they'll call themselves things and more! Like how is it somehow better being intersex? How?
How when so many people around me don't treat me with respect? It is practically part of society around me to make fun of intersex traits even moreso than trans traits. It's inescapable online too! I can barely handle other groups because they're Perisex Trans People using intersex as their GENDER and making it all about their issues and nothing that includes actual intersex voices.
How can people be so okay throwing people like me under the bus? Are we really that unwanted by the large majority of society? Are we not ever going to be allowed to be ourselves like perisex cis and trans people? Why are we somehow the enemy and not everyone stripping our rights away?
#intersexism#intersexism cw#intersexphobia#exorsexism#exorsexism cw#actually intersex#actually nonbinary#actually trans#| | vent#please fucking NOTE that im meaning grifting trans people. not altersex trans people. not altersex people period#not even questioning being intersex due to medi al conditions! not even those who didnt know intersex is an actual term!#but im so so tired of how i had so many friends come mask off about intersex issues and say I'M PART OF THE PROBLEM#that im somehow part of the problem of trans people being assaulted and killed for being intersex!#and some of them used intersex and then claimed âoh it was just a phase with being transâ#like go fucking ahead and do that but im telling you to go fuck yourself for showing your true colors#also yes this is about the USA and my fellow americans because im so fucking disappointed in all of you.
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Shit is so funny LMFAOOO
En unos meses coincidirĂ© con el psiquiatra y le expondrĂ© este caso, a ver que piensa como compañero đ Porque creo que es digno de estudio (si no sabĂ©is o podĂ©is pedir ayuda, lo deberĂa hacer vuestro entorno. Cuando vuestro comportamiento perjudica a la gente de esta manera o alcanza estas cotas, el tema es serio. Como Kacey musgraves dijo âDios mĂo, el dinero no proporciona inteligencia. Que estĂșpida!â YAAAS KACEY). Con tantos frentes abiertos y tanta ofensa gratuita es normal que se fracase de esta manera. A gozar đ€Ą
MĂnimo tiene:
- narcisista (este en letras mayĂșsculas)
- cluster b (comportamiento erratico + emociones muy inestables) (obsesiĂłn intensa por cualquier cosa)
- multiples personalidades (se cree que es 16 personas a la vez)
- psicosis/esquizo/paranoide (este Ășltimo especialmente porque ve cosas que no hay allĂ y estĂĄ corroborado con varios colegas que estĂĄn en el mundo del entretenimiento)
Por el comportamiento que muestra :) y creo que estoy en lo cierto porque todo lo que hace no es NORMAL
Y hay soletes con enfermedades mentales pero saben lo que hay. Cuando te auto convences que tu comportamiento no tiene nada de malo y no entiendes que hay un comportamiento social a mantener, y que debes respetar a todo Dios pues tienes un problema. Aparte que se dedicĂł a perseguir y acosar a John y por eso ïżœïżœl se alejĂł corriendo y lo dice abiertamente la imbĂ©cil :) para ello eso es amor y querer a alguien :)) luego decĂs que los hombres no reciben amenazas ni se abusa de ellos :D a ver, perras đđ
She has most of them:
#thereâs one that claims this bitch has the IQ of an Orange#man they never lied#this shit started in 2015#drag aunty charlotte and watch your own demise đ#SO sweet#las perras nunca se recuperan tras tanto fracaso#el otro dĂa me saliĂł un artĂculo de esta perra y tambiĂ©n se reĂan de ella#y es reciente#me imagino que sigue todo en la misma lĂnea#para reĂrse 1 año entero đđ€Ł#a todos los famosos los critican pero que se rĂan tanto de ti por algo es#hasta compañeros de profesiĂłn#F R A C A S A D A#tiene que suplir la falta de autoestima de alguna manera#pero es lamentable crearte 16 blogs pretender ser personas distintas y hablar de mi y de John#como vemos la jugada no le saliĂł nada bien#encima no vende nada y da bastante pena đ€Ł#o escribir en tus blogs como el resto vende millones de entradas y te da envidia que tĂș no#esque da mĂĄs asco Perry el ornitorinco KAHDNWBDJE#yo si fuera tan fracasada me retirarĂa de la vida đ#estĂĄis rozando los 50 y da hasta pena ver lo estĂșpidas que sois algunas#hay que ir tambn con cuidado con lo que hacĂ©is por internet#no os vayĂĄis a sorprender cuando tengĂĄis un juicio por infringir la ley con vuestro comportamiento y sois una persona pĂșblica o famosa#mejor publicidad imposible đ€ #luego la estĂșpida tuvo que ir borrando cosas o el equipo de tumbar le eliminĂł los blogs#literalmente 1 neurona tiene#anda que no hay dispositivos recursos y grupos de apoyo para la gente con enfermedades mentales#porque esta energĂșmena tiene varias#siempre tomaros la medi porfa porque cuando no lo hacĂ©is se nota đ#es importante tomarse este tipo de cosas seriamente: y buscar ayuda - porque su comportamiento NO es normal
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Iâm thinking about healthcare right now. Iâm back on Kaiser since Iâm back in California (and went through a several months long incredibly frustrating process with medi-cal and Medicaid) and theyâre kind of one of the better health insurance companies. I say kind of because they deny the smallest percentage of claims of any major US health insurance company but they still deny around 7%
The weird thing with Kaiser is you need to do almost everything through Kaiser. They own hospitals, doctorâs offices, psychiatrists, etc. and usually thatâs a great thing except for when itâs not.
See if I go to Kaiser every doctor they have there has access to my medical record. I donât need to sign any tedious forms, spend two weeks pulling my hair out and sending emails. Theyâve just got it. I donât need to do my own research deciding what specialist to go to. I just go to one. Sometimes in the same building on the same day.
Usually, this is really good. When I was on blue cross/blue shield in Texas it took me like two weeks of constant emailing and phone calls to set up an appointment with a specialist. With Kaiser I just go to my GP and they look at me and confirm yes a specialist would help with that and then make an appointment with the next available one. And if I donât like that guy or my GP I can just request a change on the website and get a different one.
The thing with Kaiser though is you need to go to Kaiser. Physically. Youâve gotta go to one of the Kaiser buildings. Often times thereâs one, maybe two per city. Youâve gotta go there for doctors appointments, pharmacy, emergency care, everything unless theyâve contracted out to someone else. And they donât do that very much.
So if I live next door to a random pharmacy I canât use that pharmacy. Iâve gotta go halfway across town to go to my local Kaiser facility.
They also kind of might sometimes have a lack of local people with knowledge about certain very niche things. For my transgender related health issues I almost always have to do a tele-health appointment with some guy in San Francisco. I canât talk to a specialist in person because my local Kaiser hospital doesnât have anyone who specializes in transgender related healthcare on staff.
I mostly like Kaiser. I like that my doctors all just have my info. I like that I can just go to one place to get everything done relatively quickly. I donât like that I have to go on a video call with a guy in San Francisco to ask questions about certain things or that I have to go across town to pick up my prescriptions when I live within walking distance of a pharmacy.
Why am I telling you all this? Well I think some people donât know this sort of thing even exists in the US, or the advantages and disadvantages of it.
Of course the amount of money that Kaiser covers still varies depending on your plan like every other plan in the US. They have eye care but not all employers will pay for Kaiser eye care. They donât have dental as far as I know.
I just think that thereâs a world out there where we could have the best of both Kaiser and traditonal insurance companies, you know? A world where you can go to any pharmacy you want and also see a doctor the same day. Thatâs not the sort of world or specifically country I live in but I think itâs good for us all to understand the sort of stuff thatâs out there. The possibilities.
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WAKE UP BITCHES ISKALL DROPPED AND IMMA EVALUATE IT-
Especially considering I was never a fan of him in the first place I will have no bias in this horse race
Video:
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The entire video genuinely sounds like a more constructive Dream allegations video minus the detective outfit and 2hrs of rambling and a serious lack of evidence due to privacy reasons which kind of, so lightly sound like an excuse
He claims that when he was alerted to these allegations, he was given a 1hr and 30 minutes deadline to produce proof to the Hermits he didn't do anything
He then contact the police and a lawyer
Girl we are going to pause right here because stunning that you contacted the police and a lawyer but if you didn't do the things that you're alleged or doing then you would have proof that you didn't do those things like the whole situation could it take in 20 minutes
If he didn't do even one of the things he was accused of it would have taken less than the hour and a half he was given to screen share his screen with multiple Hermits and just start scrolling through Discord
Then he goes on to say that he wasn't given enough time etc... And that they'd rushed him.
There have been MULTIPLE sources stating they tried for MONTHS to get into contact with the Hermits.
But IT IS odd that when he was "notified" of his wrongdoings, he first went to the police and a lawyer, DESPITE a hermit telling you first. If everyone knows then it's not a matter of privacy anymore.
Like personally if that was me, I'd have jumped into Discord no questions asked, shown the proof THEN contacted a lawyer for defamation or other relating charges
It's very unusual for someone to go the legal route in the situation not because it's never been done before it's because it's a waste of money and time. They will not gaf. Most cases in the similar situations come out with inconclusive responses and the person does not come out with a response themselves as their is seemingly enough evidence to smear their name and they would not like to proceed if there's that much evidence.
And it's VERY clear he's going the "innocent till proven guilty" route. Which is fair enough.
But, and I cannot stress this enough, HE'S NOT BEING ACCUSED OF TEXTING MINORS
He's being accused of having inappropriate relationship with multiple members of his audience/community and moderators, and using his Discord server as the catalyst for it all.
Which is especially alarming as some have said he's a moderator for them, which IN SOME PLACES is illegal to have a boss/employee relationship.
But it genuinely sounds like he's missing the point, as a content creator you have to hold yourself to higher responsibilities, accountability and credibility then the rest of your community. And even if it's not illegal, it's EXTREMELY INAPPROPRIATE for a content creator to have any form of relations with a fan, WITHOUT it being for certain types of videos (like challenges or servers) or for commissions/work
So unless they were gaining genuine service or having particular videos, having that sort of PM relationships with your fans is inappropriate, especially if your working with them or not. It's not appropriate at all.
He then blames it on cancel culture. WHICH GIRL-
I've seen alot of things pumped out of Hermitcraft fans but "cancel culture" IS NOT ONE OF THEM
Blaming it on cancel culture is the biggest excuse, genuinely.
He acts like it was public execution, even through its been CONFIRMED from MULTIPLE SOURCE that people tried for months to get into contact with the Hermits, so the END OF THE INAPPROPRIATE RELATIONS WITH MEMBERS OF YOUR COMMUNITY SHOULD HAVE BEEN WARNING NUMBER 1-
Like imagine all the people you allegedly had relations with suddenly all wanted to cut contact, did you think they would just disappear?
Cancel Culture, is when you're cut from your career for doing something OBJECTIVELY stupid, as it becomes a growing trend. It's unserious and often a social media trend.
Iskall's situation was not apart of cancel culture because it's genuine. And he knows it's genuinely enough to take legal action, meaning that in some capacity he did do at least 20% of what he's been accused of, to have grounds for a cases
So he's done SOMETHING it's just not what he thinks it is/isn't like what's allegedly
Then he goes on to talk about a developer he defended after they scammed him and we're generally not nice.
I have yet to see this developer anywhere and to my knowledge they have not pushed any allegations onto him.
He instead brings up this developer, because he defended them when they did something that was seemingly objectively wrong and it's meant to be a display of his good character
Personally I would have not used that as an example. Using an example of you defending someone when you in the same breath claimed that they had wrong with you is putting the notion in your fans and audiences heads that even "if I do something wrong you should defend me because it was only a silly little mistake and it's the right thing to do"
And it was necessary. Completely unnecessary. He wants to be a display of a good character yet also once privacy so that's why he shares a personal story of him defending someone who wronged him so show that he's a good person who gives second chances? But then implies in the video that he had to give that person more than one chance?
And I think Goodtimeswithscar said it better then me. GASLIGHTING he's hardcore gaslighting.
It is similar to what Mr Beast, did with his allegations. Actually it's almost a copy.
Instead of completely addressing it he only addresses what he wants to in the face of privacy. He then brings up all the good things he's done to make him seem more trustworthy and like a better person even. And then he pays someone to investigate himself to find himself not guilty.
Iskall it's literally doing the same thing. He only addresses what he wants to because of privacy even though he knew about the situation before he got a lawyer, he uses the worst example possible to show that he's a trustworthy person, and then he pays for a lawyer himself to prove that he is not guilty.
Having the police and lawyers is meant to make it seem more 'fair'. But as we all know the police will only do so much before a lawyer has to step in. And if you're paying for the lawyer yourself obviously the lawyer is going to have bias because they want to do a good job because you are paying them to do a good job.
It's the most hardcore gaslighting I've ever seen.
And worst of all he might actually get away with it, because like Mr Beast he has a younger audience who will not understand how much he's trying to Gaslight them.
So to conclude, he's doing a Dream / Mr Beast remix on a smaller scale because money. And he's getting lawyer involved and unless they're suing for defamation, then there's nothing to sue for because no one is accusing him of pedophilia they are accusing him of having inappropriate relationships with his audience which is a big no-no for content creators..
Now for Stressmonster
Girl dug herself either a hole or a grave and now has to lie in it.
They tried to protect her dignity and integrity by not stating the reason why she left but it's now clear to many why she also left.
And yet again I would like to make it very clear like no one is accusing him of actually committing a crime (UNLESS HE LIVES IN AN AREA THAT MAKES IT ILLEGAL FOR BOSS AND EMPLOYEES/COWORKERS TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP) he's being accused of having inappropriate relationships with members of his community and moderators, which is not a very good thing if you're a content creator
Its not a jailable offence unless *see point above*, and to be like "I'm standing with you 100% of the way!", is more telling about your priorities than 'what is right'
They act as if hermitcraft is a cult, that kicks members out for not conforming.
But I am entirely on the side of HermitCraft in the fact that I would indeed, kick Iskall out/get him to resign, if he'd had inappropriate relations with mods and fans REGARDLESS OF IF THEY WERE ADULTS
Because the main audience for Hermitcraft ARE CHILDREN. KIDS. NON-ADULTS
AND HE'S ENDANGERING THEM AS WELL AS THERE COMMUNITY EVEN IF IT'S NOT MINORS HE'S MESSAGING
LIKE GROWING UP IN A COMMUNITY WHERE IF YOU EVENTUALLY REACH AN ACCEPTABLE AGE YOU GET TO HAVE A PRIVATE RELATIONSHIP WITH THE CONTENT CREATOR YOU'VE BEEN IDOLISING FOR YOUR CHILDHOOD ARE YOU INSANE?
Overall he's digging himself a grave and handing out shovel.
And also. To be sosososososo clear.
NEVER. SEND. DEATH. THREATS. TO. ANYONE.
#Me when I do something that goes against the content creators moral and ethical code then don't say anything bc âprivacyâ +#+ but then actually decide to say the things that only make me look good/good character#+then gaslight everyone and get the law involved even though no one's accusing you of committing a genuine crime and is instead accusing you#+ but instead everyone is accusing you of being involved in inappropriate relations remembers of your community and moderators#+ to which you didn't publicly or privately defend yourself on and instead went right to a lawyer because +#+ you knew but there was enough evidence to make it seem like you did actually do those things but you wont say rhat#+so instead you spend 11 minutes building up character#Not defending yourself due to privacy dragging your friends down with you and the exaggerating things that are false#mcyt#hermitcraft iskall#iskall85#iskall situation#stressmonster101#Goodtimeswithscar#Mention#He's so real#But tbh Iskall situation is just smaller scale dream/Mr Beast situation AND IF YOU CAN SEE THE PATTERNS FOR FUCKERIES YOUD KNOW#hermitblr#discourse#Youtube
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Jade Mountain Academy students
#5 - Mudwing chapter
This entry might feel a bit less diversified than the ones before it. These are two sets of siblings who shared their respective clutch, so there are a lot of physical elements that are shared between them (I try to keep siblings from the same clutch relatively similar-looking, see Winter and Icicle in part 2). I hope these Mudwings still look different enough. I also gave them light-colored jaws because Clay had it on the cover of his book and I think Mudwings look cute like that. It helps their faces stand out in the graphic novel style.
Umber
Tribe - Mudwing
Winglet - Jade
Color - Burnt umber red
Relatives - Clay (brother), Sora (sister), Marsh (brother)
Clawmate(s) - Turtle (Seawing)
Favorite subject - Anatomy
Least fav. subject - History
Physical characteristics - curly horns; scar across snout; smallish stature, wiry with well-defined musculature
Other characteristics - socially outgoing and confident; mediative/soothing personality, eager to resolve conflicts
Sora
Tribe - Mudwing
Winglet - Gold
Color - Caramel brown
Relatives - Clay (brother), Umber (brother), Marsh (brother)
Clawmate(s) - Icicle (Icewing)
Favorite subject - Anatomy
Least fav. subject - History
Physical characteristics - curly horns; average size with well-defined musculature; slightly darker and broader than her brother Marsh (do not confuse)
Other characteristics - socially withdrawn (keep monitoring for now, suggest counseling if no improvement); appears to be suffering from post-traumatic stress (was approached, insists she is fine); avoidant behavior around Icewing and Seawing students (keep monitoring, discuss with staff how to approach); left academy grounds for a day without giving notice, claims to have needed to "clear [her] head", no further questioning at Clay's request (monitor future behavior, ask siblings to keep an eye on her)
Sepia
Tribe - Mudwing
Winglet - Silver
Color - Sepia brown
Relatives - Newt (brother)
Clawmate(s) - Fearless (Nightwing)
Favorite subject - Literacy
Least fav. subject - Science
Physical characteristics - horns with feathered edges; light neck scales; stature broad, heavyset, with well-defined musculature
Other characteristics - good work ethic, very motivated; bit of a temper; very argumentative (try to channel into constructive outlets)
Marsh
Tribe - Mudwing
Winglet - Copper
Color - Tawny brown
Relatives - Clay (brother), Umber (brother), Sora (sister)
Clawmate(s) - Coconut (Rainwing)
Favorite subject - Anatomy
Least fav. subject - Exercise
Physical characteristics - curly horns; average size with well-defined musculature; slightly narrower frame and lighter color than his sister Sora (do not confuse)
Other characteristics - fidgety, difficulty sitting still, habitually touches his talons; socially anxious (suggest relaxation seminar, maybe counseling); Bigwings reported allergy to walnuts; concerned about "ghosts" (suggest assembly to put persistent Stonemover rumor to rest for good)
Newt
Tribe - Mudwing
Winglet - Quartz
Color - Moss green
Relatives - Sepia (sister)
Clawmate(s) - Ermine (Icewing)
Favorite subject - Cultural Exchange
Least fav. subject - Exercise
Physical characteristics - horns with feathered edges; light neck scales; smallish stature with average build
Other characteristics - appears to enjoy preparing and sharing food (unobjectionable, but suggest seminar on allergy awareness); occasionally belligerent, anger-management issues (suggest counseling); clawmate reported incident of untoward aggression (suggest monitoring, counseling)
#wings of fire#dragon#wof#wof art#digital art#flawseer art#wof mudwing#wof umber#wof sora#wof sepia#wof marsh#wof newt#jade mountain academy
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cannot even explain how royally tthis dude fucked up my teeth but. uhm
waiting miserably for my torture appointment today.... đ
#i cannot even think about it im so shocked and upset actually#talk about it later. maybe#MEDI-CAL U REALLY SHOULD NT HAVE#this dentist fr needs to be sued. omgggg#wish medi-cal would have denied my claim omg
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The Bright Ages: A New History of Medieval Europe
"The Bright Ages" dispels the common myth that the Middle Ages were dark, backward and brutal. The book weaves a new history of the Middle Ages, examining over a 1000 years from the 5th to the 16th centuries, arguing that the "Dark Ages" are a modern ideological myth and that the Middle Ages were far more luminous, tolerant and diverse than they are commonly believed to be.
Each chapter of the book examines key developments in time and space across Medieval Europe, starting and ending in Ravenna, Italy. It covers:
the late Western Roman Empire
the Byzantine Empire,
the Goths,
Anglo-Saxon Britain,
the Franks,
the Vikings,
France,
the Black Death,
the Crusades,
Christian-Muslim-Jewish relations in Spain,
the Caliphate,
Hildegard von Bingen,
monastic orders,
the Golden Horde,
the Black Death
and much more.
The book centers on several compelling arguments that are not commonly considered when thinking of the Middle Ages.
First, the authors argue that the Roman Empire did not fall in the Middle Ages. The so-called "fall" of the Western Roman Empire was not understood by medieval people to be an end to the Roman Empire. It was merely a shifting of the centre of power from Rome to Constantinople. In the medieval mind, the Roman Empire was alive, powerful and respected (until it finally fell at the very end of the Middle Ages in 1453). Equally, various rulers in the Middle Ages claimed a connection to the Roman Empire to justify their rule.
Second, the book argues that the Middle Ages were far more diverse and interconnected than most people believe. People moved freely and frequently between countries and cultures, both within Europe and between Europe, Africa and the Middle East. With them came ideas, knowledge and goods. The idea that, during the Middle Ages, Europe contained "purer" nations is an ideological fantasy conjured by nationalists:
Throughout the eighteenth and nineteenth centuries, imperialist European powers and their intellectuals (often the forerunners of, or scholars in medieval studies themselves!) sought a history for their new world order to justify and explain why whiteness âa modern idea, albeit with medieval rootsâ justified their domination of the world. They found the proto-nations of the Middle Ages useful as a past to point to for their modern origins, pointing to both medieval connections to Greece and Rome and the independence and distinct traditions of medieval politics. These modern thinkers used the fiction of Europe and the invented concept of "Western Civilization" as a thread to tie the modern world together.
Third, the book highlights at several points that power was less concentrated in male authority than commonly believed. Throughout the Middle Ages, women held positions of power and their power is attested in medieval primary sources. Abesses could be superiors of monks, kings wrote to Hildegard von Bingen for advice, Leif Erikson's sister led an expedition in Newfoundland, and some Queens were responsible for the Christianisation of kingdoms, to cite a few examples.
Finally, the book argues against the connotation of the term "medieval" signifying "backward". In fact, the authors show that even though religion played a more central role in society than in the modern era, the Middle Ages was a humane society concerned with what is moral and good, despite the cruelty that occurred in this era like in any other. The epilogue suggests that European colonisation represented the real "dark ages" by recounting a debate about whether the natives of the New World could be considered human and what rights the Spanish crown and landowners had over them.
Overall, The Bright Ages paints a new picture of the Middle Ages filled with nuance and diversity. Unlike popular Medieval tropes, the Middle Ages were far more complex and less dark than we commonly believe. The myth of the "Dark Ages" is a modern one, and to truly understand, we must dissociate from it.
Matthew Gabriele is a professor of history at Virginia Tech, and David Perry was a professor of Medieval History at Dominican University. The book is written with the general public in mind and is easy to read. Each chapter is engaging and many of them refer to key events in Medieval history that most readers would be familiar with. However, a reader with no knowledge of Medieval history might find the book hard to follow.
Continue reading...
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I'm putting my response to this in it's own post. Nothing but respect for the rightful criticisms of the situation described in those articles. The problem is that the articles by Danielle Cahill are grossly, almost negligently, misleading.
I'm not your lawyer and this is not legal advice, but I am an autistic Queensland lawyer who's pretty ticked off at Cahill.
Cahill's articles:
Autistic drivers could find their licences in legal limbo depending on where they live after new standards introduced
New national Fitness to Drive standards are 'discriminatory' and 'humiliating' for autistic drivers, psychologists say
Short version:
If you're autistic you do not automatically have to obtain a medical clearance to hold a Queensland Drivers Licence and there is no 'list of reportable conditions', much less one that includes autism.
Long version with receipts:
The first article purportedly cites a Department of Transport and Main Roads (Transport) spokesperson who they claim said: "âŠall autistic drivers in Queensland have since 2012 been required to obtain a medical clearance from a doctor to show they are fit to drive." It also says: "In Queensland, the Department of Transport and Main Roads (TMR) requires drivers to obtain a medical clearance form from a doctor confirming they are fit to drive despite being autistic."
The second article says: "According to the state's Department of Transport and Main Roads (TMR), autism was added to the list of reportable health conditions in 2012." Â Oh, but wait, what's this from just a little further up in the same article? "A TMR spokesperson told ABC News that "there is no specific legislation that states that people with autism cannot drive".
Let's talk about that specific legislation
Despite what the spokesperson said, there was no change to the law in 2012. A new Transport Regulation, which contains the law about medical clearances for Queensland drivers licences, was, however, passed in 2021. (link to the Regulation)
Typo or ignorance? Why not both.
The 2021 Regulation did not substantively change the law. The new Regulation was a consolidation, modernisation, and streamline of multiple pieces of overlapping legislation. (Explanatory notes)
'Jet's Law', which sets the rules for driver medical clearances, was first introduced in 2008. (Ministerial Statement). It was moved from the old Regulation to the new 2021 one essentially unchanged.
Jet's Law in chapter 3, part 6, division 1 of the 2021 Regulation
Jet's Law as passed in the previous Regulation (scroll down to page 64)
The law in Queensland re: medical clearances is the same as it was in 2008. The only changes were to language, consistent with modern drafting standards, and the addition of a requirement to not drive until you've given notice if a condition develops or worsens. Â
What does Jet's Law say?
Section 177 of the 2021 Regulation states:
A person who applies for the grant or renewal of a Queensland driver licence must, when making the application, give a notice to the chief executive about any mental or physical incapacity that is likely to adversely affect the personâs ability to drive safely.
Key words: any mental or physical incapacity that is likely to affect the person's ability to drive.
If you're autistic and your autism isn't likely to affect your ability to drive safely, Jet's Law doesn't require you to give notice to Transport.
But what about that list of reportable conditions the article claims exists?
It doesn't exist. There is no list of reportable conditions.
Transport DOES provide some examples of medical conditions that are likely to affect your ability to drive. You can see them here:
https://www.support.transport.qld.gov.au/qt/formsdat.nsf/forms/S5040/$file/S5040.pdf
https://www.qld.gov.au/transport/licensing/update/medical/fitness#medcond
Here's the licence application form: https://www.support.transport.qld.gov.au/qt/formsdat.nsf/forms/qf3000/$file/f3000_es.pdf. Question 7 states that you must report any medical conditions that may adversely affect your ability to drive and asks if you have any of the following conditions:
Vision or eye disorder (other than wearing glasses or contact lenses) that may adversely affect your driving
Diabetes that requires treatment by tablet, insulin or other medication
Been diagnosed with epilepsy, experienced a seizure; or been required to take anti-epileptic medication after the age of 11
Any other medical condition/s that is likely to adversely affect your ability to drive safely
You know what I don't see anywhere? Autism.
But what about the National Standards?
Cahill managed to get that part of the articles almost right.
All Queensland drivers, regardless of age, must meet the national standards to ensure their health or any physical disability does not increase the risk of a crash. (confirmed by Transport) And before you ask, the national standard is not a list of 'reportable conditions'. (Even if it was, the autism update happened in 2022, not 2012). But what is the national standard if it's not a list of reportable conditions?
The national driver medical standards Assessing Fitness to Drive set out the considerations and medical criteria for safe driving. They also guide the management of drivers with health conditions so that they may continue to drive for as long as it is safe to do so. The standards are used by health professionals to assess and manage patients with health conditions that may affect their ability to drive safely. These assessments and the standards themselves inform Driver Licensing Authority decisions about driver licensing.
The national standard does refer to "Other neurological conditions including autism spectrum disorder and other developmental and intellectual disabilities". Yes, it was updated in 2022, as indicated by a big red banner across the top of the page. The update notes state:
The review identified that information and guidance was required to enable assessment of persons with ASD. Specialist advice noted that the variability of ASD characteristics and the degree of severity were too diverse for a specific standard. General guidance is however provided in the text of the chapter.
Wait, the review? The changes were made because of a review? They weren't a secret sneaky change as Cahill alleged? There was a public review that called for submissions from stakeholders? Â Yes there was.
The review concluded there was not enough evidence to determine the MVC (motor vehicle crash) risk associated with ASD, and "Specialist advice noted that the variability of ASD characteristics and the degree of severity were too diverse for a specific standard."
So what does the standard actually say about autism?
The impact of other neurological conditions including autism spectrum disorder (ASD) and developmental and intellectual disability should be assessed individually. A practical driver assessment may be required. If the degree of impairment is static, periodic review is not usually required. People with ASD can have differences in social communication and interaction, with restricted and repetitive patterns of behaviour, interest and activities. Although evidence from driving studies are limited, drivers with ASD may drive differently from people without ASD. Shortcomings in tactical driving skills have been observed, while rule-following aspects of driving are improved. There is considerable difference in the range and severity of ASD symptoms, so assessment should focus on these and the significance of likely functional effects, rather than an ASD diagnosis.
So what does that mean?
It means we're right back at Jet's Law, in section 177 of the 2021 Regulation.
If you have a mental or physical incapacity that is likely to affect your ability to drive you need to declare it.
Could this include autism? Yes.
Does it automatically include autism? Not according to any law or standard currently in force in Queensland.
If you're an autistic Queenslander, your obligations under Jet's Law and the update to the national standard mean it's important that you consider whether your autism is likely to affect your driving ability and, if so, declare it. If it's not, then don't.
[Reminder: I am not your lawyer and this is not legal advice]
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https://x.com/_allthatglitz/status/1865767505974960216 these charles fans need a wake up call. like are they not familiar with idk cota 2018? p18 to p2? no sc? one second away from the lead? max been delivering these kind of performances since he was a 20 year old like... he is not HIM..
Here's the twt for ref. Dont usually reply to asks about 'controversial' f1twt nonsense because like .. there's a reason p0sts like these are contained to Elons stanford experiment but I am familiar wid this person and wud like to discuss her twt further because I find it very puzzling and telling of something some sharl fans shud prolly work up the courage to confront and then like. Find peace or whtvr
Sara here a sharl fan like me. Theres a lot she believes about his qualities as a driver that I do as well. Shes fully convinced he cud be a multiple wdc winner, as am I, and that its a matter of car and personnel for it to happen. Nothing that he lacks has to do wid his lack of legacy so far. I agree wid all of that. So when I saw ur ask and read that twt my first reaction wasnt to be angry just . Puzzled. For somebody whos obvi such a strong believer in sharls' skill to think that a race like Abu Dhabi has anything to do wid Brazil.. How shud I put this, its kind of insulting. To Sharl. Like if u think these drives are in any way comparable that says more about u think Sharls limits are than what makes a drive 'the best'. Sharl hasnt had the machine, the pressure, the conditions or the narrative to complete a turn around like Brazil. But lets put Max's Brazil aside for now, and focus on Abu Dhabi, since thats whats being claimed as the performance that 'stole the race of the season'.
Ferrari arrived in Yas Marina ready to make a final stand, and , extraordinarily, still showing the pace to do so. Mclarens setup was akin to a sentient Dyson wid evil powers, but Ferrari had 2 drivers wid strong AD precedents and Mclaren , wid all due respect, pistachio my most beloved, did not. After dominating fp1, it became evident in fp2 something was wrong wid car 16, and it was announced he wud take a 10 place grid drop to fit a new battery in his horse for quali. The sole vaccinated cavallino on track, Carlos, managed a p4 in the final practice session. It was safe to assume Carlos wud make the front row in quali and sharl wud join him comfortably and begin his hunt from p10. They had a shot. Then sharl missed it. Mclaren completed the front row lockout, Sharls lap time got deleted for track limits in q2 after topping the charts and he never had the chance to disrupt papaya dominance in q3. Out of position, wid a new battery and a teammate in p2 who wud never catch the mcl38 in clean air, that was it. Sharl began the race wid imo the finest first lap of his career, sublime braking and steering into p8. From that point forward, the race was his to manage, and he did so brilliantly. Both horses took advantage of the 1st lap chaos in different ways, but while Carlos' delta to Lando meant he never did the 1 single overtake that actually mattered, Sharls delta to everyone else meant he overtook like 1 car per lap except the 1 that shud have been his to take but couldn't. As he reached George, he undercut the Mercedes, slot into fourth and waited for Lewis to pit. In the end, if Sara wants to bow to that I'll bow wid the bitch no problem. A perfectly executed race, well managed, 16 positions gained, a podium finish. Bend over, ass out, for sure. Again, I beg we remain focused on Abu Dhabi tho. So lets straighten our backs and really look at it. The 2nd fastest car qualified p19 thru driver error and made up 16 places. He finished 25 seconds behind his teammate, who in turn finished 6 seconds behind Lando. In its usual one stopper bore fest, once Lando's mcl38 bolted those hards on low fuel, as a distinguished 2024 ptsd riddled verstappie connoisseur, i knew Carlos hopes to win were dead and buried. Why they didnt just use the pit window to put Carlos on mediums and let him off into the sunset I'll never kno, but thats neither here nor there. Ferrari lost the wcc by the smallest margin since F1 started giving out points for race winners like candy ((25 instead of 10)). 14 points between both teams. Sharl definitely didnt lose Ferrari the wcc. This my analysis of his Abu Dhabi. Sara is very into having Opinions so I'm sure shes got her fair share on my take of those quali consequences, but they did matter. Just like lap 1 incidents matter. Like pace advantage matters. Like DRS matters. Abu Dhabi has 2 DRS zones along 2 straight lines, the point on any track where the sf-24 always finds lap time. One of Sara's arguments is that Abu Dhabi, unlike Interlagos, does not favor comeback drives and thats 1 of the reasons Sharls drive was more impressive than Brazil. .. đ«„ .. In 2021 Yas Marina went thru a series of changes including aforementioned DRS zones and faster corners. Chicanes 5 and 6 were turned into a single wider hairpin, specifically to promote more overtaking, where interestingly enough sharl went outside 4 cars before entering the DRS all the way to t9 in his quest to p4.
Comparing Sharl's Abu Dhabi to Max's Brazil is already extremely odd, but doing so to hype up this season's Abu Dhabi OVER Brazil's in a rage batey type of p0st that included the sentence 'no SC, no particular car advantage, no rain' was so fucking deranged even coming from f1twt I was kinda fascinated and HAD to investigate. I think the reason she felt the need to say all that was because 1) seasons over and they lost the wcc and I think we're all allowed 1 insane take for the Troubles 2) theres 0 to no chance Max's performance in Brazil will be replicated in our lifetime, because Interlagos was not Max's 'best race of the season', it was one of the best drives in Formula 1 history. If ur a sharl fan, and ur next teammate is Lewis Hamilton, I think perhaps a drive like Abu Dhabi's race where sharl was virtually flawless and displayed his potential to the fullest, is something u have to shove next to Brazil, because otherwise you've got nothing. Yet. YET. Thats what bothers me sm wid these fake ass marc herve fans, is that by saying shit like this, by comparing an exemplary comeback stint in Abu Dhabi to a drive that redefined the limits of whats possible to do on a wet track and flipped the odds on a championship title at the same time, they're saying sharl isnt capable of anything remotely close to that. Now I'm not sure what Sara's standards for sharl are, but they sure as fuck arent the same as mine. I think Sharls 2025, like 2024, 2023, 2022, 2021, 2020, will be an improvement. If its Max hes meant to dethrone, then as a verstappie theres nothing more I yearn than to c how it happens. If its Lewis, the feelings the same. When u trust ur dogs to bite, u dont need to put up signs. People will know because they growl. My sharl bares teeth.
Back to my og point. Verstappen's 2024 has nothing to do wid sharl's 2024. Sharl accomplished so many beautiful things in 2024. Conquered Monaco, Monza, delivered great wheel, worked thru a rough path and became one of the season's most consistent performers, went h2h for constructors till the very end in a car that only became competitive halfway into the season. Focus on that, relish in that p3, the potential of that development, Lewis' hiring and the power he brings, the challenge, the potential start of an undeniable legacy for both, or maybe just 1. Max's 2024 doesnt fit in any of this. Brazil had nothing to do wid any of this. Release yourself from the clutches of a mold that cant be replicated because the child it came out broke it at 17. Sharl is not Max, and thats fine, he'll be something else. Maybe better, maybe not. Arent u excited to find out. Wouldst u want to live deliciously instead of angering Max fans on twt because ur jealous they already do
#ask#long post#disk horse#I thought about censoring the user but like clearly user wants the sm0ke yk#have fun wid the sm0ke glitz diva#this more about like a general issue wid these type of takes than like op in particular lmfao#abu dhabi gp 2024#brazil gp 2024#off season
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sorry for all the bash you are getting and stuff and all the other bloggers are getting but i just wanna take the time to defend a few bloggers (i wont @ anybody because its stupid)
1. noxstar . this person got dragged into some drama and then is called a liar.. first of all he literally did nothing and was minding his own business? and how can he also be a liar? his posts are mainly about helping people. so heâs just getting hated on for zero reason
2. bad princess. i saw on one gossip page where someone said that shes a liar because she entered the void 8 time? and didnât manifest anything and she gets confused with the mediative state and the void state. mind you she literally made a post about how sometimes she gets to affirm. SHE EVEN HAS HER OWN SUCCESS STORIES?? so maybe lets not call someone a liar simply because she forgets to manifest? like helloooo its the void state many people will forget to affirm because not many people will be aware they were in the void in the first place. so leave her alone.
3. luv manifesting or should i say.. everyones latest gossip rn i took the time to actually look at the account and her success stories alone and i took great inspo from it and added her manifestations to my list of manifestations, and her new world stuff was really creative and still is. but then i was confused when the girl fairy cats or something claiming to also have her account in prior days after luv manifesting left. i felt a little suspicious about it to because of the manifesting ideas but then i remembered âoh inspiration existsâ so i dropped it. then therealphynx started accusing fairy and luv being the same person and started harassing fairy by saying her mom got r** and blah blah blah. so then i did some more digging and went back and found debunking which also claims she knew everything. telling luv go cry in a corner with the snow leopard she manifested. idk its too much but idrc. but the main point is i did so snooping and digging fairy and luv are NOT the same person because luv said she permashifted to a world where social media did not exist. so it wouldnât make sense for her to make an account to be someone else idk. just put two and two together. similar typing styles dont prove anything almost everyone types the same. theres no such thing as a typing style đ.
4. salemluna (i forgot how to spell it) theres literally no reason to hate on her LOL? she does nothing but help everyone understand fucking pure consciousness
5. you. this is self explanatory đđ you literally help people and repost success stories people have gotten from doing your method. people are just bored and slow. mentally.
everyone else post your success stories and make âsimilar typing stylesâ to piss them all offđđ i love watching people succeed
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for the polar history recap posts, iâm dying to know more about lillieâŠdeeply tragic and iâve also heard something about the nickname âoozeâ and i desperately need to know more about that
LILLIE đđđđđđâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
denis (also spelled dennis) gascoigne lillie was born in 1884, making him 26 when the terra nova set off for antarctica. he was trained in natural sciences at cambridge (although he didn't do too well on his exams) and was appointed as the ship's biologistâmeaning he did not form part of the shore party in the hut in at cape evans, but remained on board the ship during the winter, studying antarctic marine biology including whales, plankton, and deep-sea creatures like sponges (like the one pictured above). his nickname "ooze" comes from his job as biologistâooze refers to a specific kind of biological marine sediment that got pulled up in seabed dredges which lillie would then examine.
in silas's diary on the voyage south, he describes lillie:
Lilleyâ"Hercules'" or "Sequins" is rather a dreamer and asserts he can remember his former existences in this world. Much fun can be got from him if handled properly.
lillie was noted by other members of the expedition to be a bit of a crackpot, asserting that he was a persian and a roman in his past lives. and more than that, possibly:
Lillie had decided that he was not the marrying type, claiming that he had evolved beyond it. In later years Scottâs young Norwegian skiing expert Tryggve Gran recounted that as they crossed the Equator on the Terra Nova Lillie had revealed that he was a woman trapped in a manâs body. âWhen I see a naked man I blush,â he allegedly said as the others sprawled shirtless on the deck in tropical sunshine, âI am split and I canât help it. Luckily I understand myself and have the control to avoid doing anything wrong.â Gran was a notoriously unreliable source, and it is hard to imagine anyone having the courage to say that under those circumstances; but perhaps Lillie did.
(from sara wheeler's cherry)
usually i would not recommend anyone trust anything that comes out of gran's mouth, but honestly i do buy this, because, well... vibes.
anyway, on the terra nova, lillie was notable for his talent at caricature, and several of his rather hilariously cruel drawings appeared (copied by wilson) in the south polar times, including this one of birdie:
while the shore party was in antarctica, lillie spent two winters in new zealand studying whales, fossils, and anthropology:
Lillie has been fossilizing & is off next month for 5 months whaling with the Norwegians. He is looking very well & very happy and is âa dear little chapâ to use Scottâs expression.
âpennell's diary, may 18 1911
after returning to england, taking the long way round on board the terra nova to continue his marine research, lillie took up residence at cambridge again, alongside deb, silas, priestley, and griff, to work up the scientific results from the expedition.
lillie also spent a lot of time with atch and pennell in 1913, frequently accompanying them to dine and see theater in london. he also drew (probably on board the ship) the caricature of them as the "antarctic lovebirds":
during the war, he was a conscientious objectorïżœïżœa "conchie," refusing to go to the front. it was an incredibly difficult position to maintain in the face of widespread societal opposition. he found solace in a continued and deepening relationship with cherry (who was also not at the front, though in his case for health reasons) as sara wheeler describes in her biography of cherry:
Currently working as a bacteriologist for the military, Lillie had been one of the few visitors at Lamer during the bad months in the middle of 1916. They became unusually intimate (âI should love to see your chubby cheeks againâ), and after one weekend Lillie scrawled with typical irreverence in his note of thanks that, âIt was only my body which left you, for my ultimate Reality still walks behind your Bath chair and meditates about the many paths of your lovely garden. With love.â
and god i just need to copy these entire sections from the wheeler in here because they make me want to sob:
In September 1916 he had been transferred to the pathology lab of a military hospital in Bournemouth, which he loathed (âno nice cliffs or sea birds, only sand banks and orange peelâ), and was appalled to learn the next year that Cherry was poised to become engaged to Christine Davis (âbeing unconventional and as near to nature as I can get, it seems all wrong to me that you should have to tie yourself up for the sake of Societyâ), but he strove, generally, to be optimistic, whereas Cherry was permanently resigned to his destiny. In August 1917 Lillie returned to Lamer for a week. Writing in advance with details of his train to Hatfield, he concluded that, âif a motor does not turn up the wings of joy will waft me those four-and-a-half miles bag included. So donât worry.â They had a wonderful time together. âI do hope,â Lillie wrote when he was back in horrible Bournemouth, âyour throat and the rest of you continues to get well and worthy of the sunny spirit which I see under the label ACG.'
though things seemed to be going as well as they could for lillie, shortly before the end of the war in early 1918, he suffered a nervous breakdown and landed in the notorious bethlem mental institution, known as bedlam. he was there for three years, and cherry was barred from visiting him.
he emerged for a short period of time in 1921, seemingly recovered, and took up lecturing in biology again at cambridge, but by the end of that year had relapsed and was institutionalized again.
frank debenham, writing to expedition agent j.j. kinsey in 1927 to solicit funding for SPRI, gave him an update:
Poor old Lillie is in less happy circumstances, the last I heard of him was that he was never likely to get out of Bedlam, a rather ghastly end up for poor old "Ooze's" brilliant promise.
lillie spent the rest of his life in institutions, and lived until the age of 78, dying in 1963. that was four years after the death of his friend cherryâwho, despite constant attempts, was never allowed to visit him.
per UK law, lillie's medical records will be sealed until 2063, 100 years after his death, but a post on bethlem's official blog about lillie briefly notes that he was "depressed, delusional and suicidal."
the post also notes, importantly, that his breakdown had nothing whatsoever to do with his antarctic experiences:
The content of his medical notes suggests that the state of mind that brought him to hospital was entirely unrelated to his experiences of 1910-1913. Indeed, they report that âon the whole he felt better during this timeâ.Â
OK, let's end on a nice note. here's a picture of him having a nice time at silas's wedding (i think) with his best friends. RIP lillie, i hope your next life is going well somewhere out there right now đ„Čđ
(also another good writeup on lillie with some lovely art can be found on @worstjourney's patreon here!)
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By the time itâs through, Harry is a panting victorious mess.
He swears some Gryffindors get dumber by the year. They were pulling the same stunt at every start of the term. I mean, Harry scoffs and thinks to himself, they couldnât even have been bothered to pick a different corridor. It astounds Harry how persistent their hatred of Slytherinsâof him especially, remains even after all these years.
Like, so what? He can talk to a few snakes, and heâs alright at quidditch, and, yeah, he defeated the Dark Lord Voldemort when he was a baby and then sorted Slytherin at eleven. Itâs not like anyone told him it was some cultural taboo to accidentally end a war and sort into the mass murdererâs Hogwarts House.
Honestly, Harry has a sneaking suspicion that even if someone had told him, heâd of ended up in a similar, if not worse, situation. So heâll take the yearly Gryffindor smackdown any day.
Surveying his handiwork, Harry gives a pleased nod to nothing in particular. These six definitely need the medi-wing, but, seeing as Harry was slighted from the Head Boy position and finishing off his final year at Hogwarts as a mere seventh-year prefect, he figures this can slip under his radar. Of course, itâs not good to slack on the first week back, and usually Harry frowns at anything of the sort, but six to one is his new personal best. So, this little lapse in duty can be a small treat for a job well done.
The pep to his step and smile on his face certainly agree with Harryâs decision as he does an about-face and walks a few paces only to come toe to toe with their latest Defence professor.
Shite.
Harryâs face shutters and he freezes in place. Thereâs no way he can talk his way out of this. But, more importantly, what the hell is he going to do about a bloody witness.
In the haze of panic, Harry has enough sense to correct his posture quickly. He straightens up, shoulders back, hands clasped behind him, and speaks politely, if a little blandly, âProfessor Riddle.â Harry bows his head in what he hopes comes across as a sign of respect and not the blatant attempt to hide his wince that it is. How could he have been so careless?
Professor Tom Riddle is the hot new thing in Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. Not only for the neâer-do-well gossip mongrels but also just- generally. Heâs incredibly attractive and incredibly unknown. Sure, he has more than enough qualifications for the position, but no one has any useful information on the man other than the fact that he might have been a Slytherin in another life. And thatâs only because heâs got a pet snake slithering about, allegedly.
All of that to say: Harry has no idea how his new professor will react to this. But itâs vital that he keeps his head down this year; nothing can come between him and freedom from the Dursleys. Especially not a little roughhousing with a few morons. If Professor Riddle punishes him with a detention or eight, it will be a low blow but bearableâ and if he brings what Harryâs done to the HeadmasterâŠ
Harry is certain expulsion will be considered with a heavy hand. Headmaster Dumbledore did not like Harry one bit.
âHarry Potter,â Professor Riddleâs voice is deep and just on the edge of lilting. Itâs a nice voice, Harryâs shocked to acknowledge. His lessons will be a huge step up from Snapeâs temporary claim of the role. Thank the gods they forced him back to Potions. Though, Slughornâs lessons and overall attitude were pleasant while they lasted.
They both stood without saying another word in tense silence. Well, tense for Harry. Heâs not too sure whatâs rattling around in Professor Riddleâs head thatâs keeping him so quiet.
Actually, Harry couldnât imagine being on the other end of this scenario. Like, what would he do if heâd come upon some kid, who by almost all accounts was the supposed saviour of the wizarding world, beating the shite out of six Gryffindor students? Harry doesnât think heâd handle it as well as Professor Riddle seems to be. In fact, maybe they should both take a cue from Fake-Professor-Harry and just pretend this never happened.
Harryâs neck is just starting to strain from its lock level with the floor when Professor Riddle speaks, âLovely day, isnât it?â
His head snaps up at the pleasant, almost jolly tone. Professor Riddle is staring out into the courtyard, eyes glued to something far, far in the distance. Completely ignoring the six injured students mere metres away.
Dumbfounded, Harry replies, âItâs evening.â And it is evening. Harry tries to look out at whatever has Professor Riddleâs steadfast attention and canât pinpoint a damn thing. Itâs dark as all hell out there. Finally, in the awkward pause, Harry finds the wherewithal to look back and tack on a belated, âProfessor.â
Professor Riddleâs eyes slip to Harryâs face, but his head remains still, and Harry comes to the startling realisation that this is meant to be an act. Anyone passing by, or any nosey portraits, would still believe him enchanted by the courtyard and not confronting a rogue student.
âI know youâre socially inept, Mr Potter. But you are not stupid.â
And with that charming, hissed comment, Harry turns about-face once again to also fake watch the courtyard. âWhy yes, sir. Very lovely.â
âIt seems,â Professor Riddle starts up again, âin my vacant-minded appreciation for this beautiful day, I have forgotten some paperwork in my office. Could you spare a moment to accompany me?â Harry hears the loud and clear statement as what it is: a demand.
âOf course, sir. I happen to be returning to the common room and going that direction regardless.â Harry is oddly proud of the truth of this. He is technically done with his prefect rounds now, anyhow.
âVery good. Come along.â
The walk to Professor Riddleâs office is long. Itâs made longer by their run-in with a few of the Hogwarts Ghosts. Peeves has always had this odd tolerance for Harry that heâs gladly taken advantage of more times than he can count. Something about his father and his fatherâs friends, the best group of pranksters to ever walk these halls! or whatever. Harryâs not gonna look a gift horse in the mouth. Besides, their slight distraction with Peeves has nothing on the Grey Ladyâs interaction with Professor Riddle.
She never takes an interest in anyone outside of her little Ravenclaws if Hermione is to be believed. And Hermione is rarely ever wrong. So Harry is on the deep end of surprised when she floats down the other end of the fifth-floor corridor, sees them coming, and waits. Ghosts canât really be described as warmâ unless you were talking about the Fat Friar, and only then because, even as a ghost, he appears to be wearing too many layers for this time of yearâ but the Grey Ladyâs soft eyes for Professor Riddle is a near thing.
âTom,â she starts as Harry follows his professorâs lead and stops to greet her. âYouâre back.â
Harry tries to keep as quiet as a mouse because he very desperately wants to know what she means by that, and he doesnât think sheâs even realised heâs here yet. Harry doesnât even think heâs ever heard her speak before, either, but her voice is as soft as her eyes. Dainty like bells.
âYes, Lady Ravenclaw. It has been a long time.â Professor Riddle seems pleased she remembers him. But⊠Harry canât put his finger on it. Something just feels off. His neck prickles with that alert sort of awareness, the kind heâs never really been able to break since he was a kidâthat prickle of danger.
Grey Lady nods, âNearly three decades.â
Three decades? Hell, thatâs a long time. How old is Professor Riddle anyway? He doesnât look a day older than thirty, but unless Grey Lady knew him pre-birth, Harry would have to reevaluate his perception of wizard ages.
Harry is vaguely aware that this is all none of his business, and he really shouldnât be standing here listening closely and pondering on whether or not Professor Riddle was a good Ravenclaw back in the day. But knowledge is power, right? As an obvious Ravenclaw Alumni, Professor Riddle would appreciate Harryâs retention. And since Harry still has no idea how heâll react to the little skirmish from earlier, looking out for possible blackmail wouldnât be amiss. Â
Professor Riddle looks surprised, âI donât recall speaking with you the last time I was here.â
âBecause you didnât,â her reply is simple and to the point. Not said with any ounce of anger. Itâs undoubtedly spoken with a fair amount of weight, however.
Harry hasnât spent six, going on seven, years in the snake pit not to pick up on her clear underlying message: you didnât see me, but I saw you. And even though it sounds like a threat, Harry is confident she only means it as a warning. A warning for what? Harry hopes to find out.
âHow terribly remiss of me,â Professor Riddle shakes his head as though ashamed. âWe should rectify this, of course, and speak at length when you have the time,â his accompanying smile is bright and charming. Harry almost wants to whistle in appreciation. That is some fine schmoozing if he says so himself.
But Grey Lady doesnât respond. Instead, she floats on, and as she passes Harry, her shoulder phasing through his, he canât help noticing her stricken face. The purse to her lips and the translucent grip of her hands, itâs almost like sheâs scared.
Harry watches her go, still for a touch too long, and Professor Riddle clears his throat, âIf youâll continue following me, please, Mr Potter.â
His attention snaps back to the professor, âI had no idea you were a Ravenclaw, Professor Riddle.â
Professor Riddle looks very amused for a moment. Then, he continues walking and asks, âWhatever gave that away?â
Harry is immediately suspicious, âRavenclawâs Ghost. She doesnât speak with anyone outside of her House. Even the professors have a hard time catching her attention unless they are one of her past students.â When Professor Riddle doesnât respond right away, Harry adds, âFor example, she didnât acknowledge me once during your conversation.â
âThat is true,â he nods, and that strange amusement lingers on the edges of Professor Riddleâs lips. They donât speak for the remainder of their walk, though it isnât without Harry trying.
Really, Harry hasnât met anyone this paranoid in his lifeâ maybe Moody, but the Auror is in a league all his own. However, Professor Riddle isnât far behind, acting as though even the floors have ears. Or, at least, Harry assumes itâs paranoia stopping the Professor from answering. Maybe heâs just fed up with Harryâs questionsâŠ
As they enter the Defence classroom, Harry takes in the changes. Each Defence Professor certainly came with their own flair. Lockhart with his vain decor and opulence, Remus with his purely educational and scientific creatures posters and skeletons, Moody with his nearly claustrophobic clutter of dark curse detectors and jars of worms and bees, Umbridge with her bare-walled bleakness almost as though she could be the only thing of note in the room, Snape with his⊠well⊠Snape-nessâno one was surprised to come into the drawn curtain, candle-lit, gruesome pictured room last year.
Professor Riddle is an interesting mix, Harry thinks. Not over the top with gold and silver or anything like that, but thereâs definitely a lustre to everything that speaks of fine quality. Thereâs a nice variety of defence posters, all topics from creatures to spells to stances to potions. How refreshing after the gloom of Snape. Itâs brighter in here, Harry notes. Even in the late hour, the warm glow of the room is inviting.
Harry carefully tucks away the sight of a large empty vivarium for later questioning as Professor Riddle shows him up the staircase to his office.
âHave a seat, Mr Potter.â Professor Riddle rounds his desk, a simple wooden piece, large and already strewn with papers, and takes a seat. Harry follows suit, taking in his office with much less attention than the classroom. If only because it seems Professor Riddle hasnât finished setting it up to his standards. Piles of books sit abandoned by the many bookshelves covering one wall, and a fair amount of boxes are open and unopened in each corner.
Harry takes a deep breath and readies to defend himself. He thinks heâs got a pretty reasonable defence (pun intended) for his Defence Professor. Even if the man has heard of Harry through gossip rags like Witch Weekly and the hardly-a-news-source Daily Prophet, Harry figures heâs still got the benefit of the doubt.
Unless, of course, Professor Riddle had strong affiliations during the war. That could always go either way. Harryâs met some pretty chill Voldemort supporters over the years and some pretty not-chill ones. The Malfoys, for instance, treat him like a second son, and Harryâs mostly sure thatâs only because they think him the next Dark Lord or something. Whereas Theodore Nott, and probably his whole family, definitely hates Harryâs guts for killing Voldemort.
âProfessor Riddle, about what happened earlier, I can explainââ Harry starts and is near immediately cut off.
âYouâre quite gifted in spell casting, arenât you, Mr Potter?â Professor Riddle leans back and crosses his legs, hands in his lap. OkayâŠhe doesnât look like heâs about to get Harry expelled⊠And is that a compliment?
âUh,â Harry stutters. Heâs still not good with praise; itâs still so foreign to him. âI wouldnât use that word, Professor. But thank you.â
Professor Riddle shakes his head, âIt is nothing to thank me for if it is a fact. When I was accepted for the position of Defence Against the Dark Arts Professor, I first requested a list of all the students and their academic placements.â He pauses to shuffle the papers around on his desk until he pulls out one long parchment, âFour years straight, you held the top of the list in Defence for your year, and your Ordinary Wizarding Levels were exemplary even though you appear to have barely scraped by in fifth-year with a Dreadful.â
Professor Riddle glances up at Harry with a world-weary look, âI have speculations about why you placed so low the last two years. A Troll for sixth-year? With the casting I saw? Highly unlikely.â
Harry blinks, âOh,â is all he can muster. Welp, that answers how much of the duel Professor Riddle had seen. And, surely he didnât have all the Hogwarts studentsâ placements memorised so thoroughly? Is it just his seventh-year classes? Is it just Harry?
For the first time all evening, Harry is struck with the sudden question: why was Professor Riddle in a random seventh-floor corridor, anyway?
Now, Harry can say what he likes about paranoid people being paranoid. Unfortunately, it didnât mitigate the fact that Harry was a touch paranoid himself. And, even though Professor Riddle hasnât come off as anything less than concerned-professor-addressing-his-student, Harry still hasnât quite gotten over that prickle of danger back with Grey Lady. It would be absolutely batty to think Professor Riddle was following him, or whatever, but now that Harryâs thought about it, he canât stop thinking about it.
âThat is just Defence. You have placed consistently in the top 10 of almost all your other classes since you arrived at Hogwarts,â Professor Riddle rolls up the parchment and sets it aside. âDivination and you do not seem to agree, however.â
Harry canât tell if Riddle is impressed, surprised, or both. Honestly, heâs kind of busy scoping out any easy exit points now that heâs spiralling down the my-new-defence-professor-might-be-stalking-me rabbit hole. Harry lets out a strained laugh and hopes thatâs enough of an answer.
âYou appear to be a bright young man, so why did you feel the need to fight six Gryffindor students after curfew, Mr Potter?â
Indignant, Harry decides to shelf his panic attack for later, âI didnât feel the need. This is a yearly thing they like to do. Theyâve decided they are within their rights to punish me for my audacity to sort Slytherin when I was eleven and enjoy cornering me during my prefect rounds.â
Riddle arches his brow, âThis has been going on for years?â
âYes.â
âAnd youâve not gone to your Head of House?â
Harry nearly scoffs, âSnape and I do not get along.â
âProfessor Snape, Mr Potter,â Riddleâs amused smile is back in full force.
Harry presses his lips into a thin line and counts backwards from ten. Twice. âOf course, sir. Professor Snape and I do not get along. He tolerates me on the best of days and probably plans out my murder in vivid detail on the worst.â
Peeves may love Harryâs father. Snape decidedly didnât. Hardly fair, if anyone asked him, that he has to take Snapeâs shitty abuse just because he looks like a man heâs never met.
Riddle nods and tilts his head. Heâs silent for a moment before he asks, âAnd do you like Slytherin House?â
Itâs such an out-of-left-field question that Harry gapes for a moment. He pulls himself together enough to give it some serious thought. Does he like being a Slytherin? Heâs never been anything else, so itâs hard to say. It was pretty shitty in the beginning. Being ostracised for doing something he didnât even remember or know about until a month before school while also adjusting to a totally new concept like magic being real was kind of awful. And he wouldnât recommend it. Stillâ
âYes,â Harry answers passionately and wholeheartedly. âI love it. I wouldnât want to be anywhere else.â
And he means it. Because even though first-year had its fair share of torture, it was also magic. It was walls that opened with a whispered word revealing a room with a sea-floor view and green velvet sofas, it was his very own room after years of sleeping in a cupboard under the stairs, it was his first friend and his first laugh, it was wands and potions and spells and charms and magic.
Riddle does seem surprised now, as though he expected Harry to give a very different answer. His quiet turns thoughtful for a long, long while, and Harry wonders how long their meeting will drag out. Itâs well after curfew and prefect hours now, isnât it?
A dragging sound pulls them both from their silence.
Harryâs eyes quickly lock on a stack of precariously stacked boxes. They move slightly as though pushed and wobble dangerously. After a few moments of nothing, a large snake head appears from around its corner.
And that answers Harryâs question about the empty vivarium in the classroom.
The snakeâs scales against the stone floor are what make the dragging sound as it carefully moves closer and closer to Harry. A quick glance at Riddle shows that he has no intentions of stopping it; great. In fact, that amusement is far too obvious once again.
Belatedly Harry realises the snake is sort of massive, far longer than any snake heâs ever seen. Including that one ball python at the zoo. The snakeâs body gracefully adjusts as it creeps up and up and up until its head is level with Harryâs. A cool forked tongue quickly brushes against his cheek. Harry blinks, wide-eyed.
âExcuse Nagini, Mr Potter. Sheâs just curious.â
Harry knows he shouldnât say anything. He knows itâs too risky to reply because he canât quite control his parseltongue in front of snakes, but he canât just sit here and not say anything. Heâs still trying to get out of expulsion and maybe even a few detentions, after all. So he looks very hard at Riddle and desperately hopes the man wonât act too cruel if Harry slips up, âItâs-s fine, s-sir.â
Harry winces. Even he can tell his s sounds were a little too harsh just then, and Riddleâs brown eyes sharpen at the curious drag of his voice.
Riddle leans forward, elbows on the desk, hands clasped together, and tilts his head. âThatâs right. As a Slytherin, you must not mind snakes. Comes with the territory?â
âYou could,â Harry swallows, âs-ay that.â He grits his teeth. Hope is a lie. He needs to get out of here.
Somehow Riddle leans ever so closer, âItâs interesting. I was under the impression that her presence here might cause a great disturbance. Headmaster Dumbledore was very worried about student safety and their reactions.â
Harry pauses. His eyes drift back over to Nagini. What? Wait, âStudent safety?â
Suddenly Riddle is up and standing. It startles Harry more than heâll ever admit, and while heâs distracted by that, Nagini rests her large head on his shoulder and inches her way behind his neck, âA speaker? You speak parseltongue, young child?â
Riddle quickly rounds to the front of his desk, his fingers tapping a pleasant little rhythm across it. He finds a comfortable spot and casually leans back against it, arms crossed. Harryâs thigh is almost brushing the long line of Riddleâs legs. Harry wants to die, just a little.
âMr Potter, Harry,â Riddle says his name like a curse and a blessing and very, very different from how heâs been saying it all evening. A chill runs down Harryâs spine.
Nagini interrupts before Riddle can continue, âAre you cold, young child? Tom, the boy is cold. Warm him.â
âMy snake seems rather taken with you, Harry,â Riddle carries on, completely ignoring Nagini and her demands. Which makes sense because Riddle doesnât speak parseltongue, but Harry is sorely tempted to laugh at how she sounds so used to bossing Riddle around. He doesnât scream doting pet owner, but maybe Harryâs got a bad read on him. Or maybe the fear and adrenalin are making Harry fucking crazy.
And when did he become Harry and not Mr Potter?
Harry coughs, focusing all his attention on Riddle once more, âCool. What concern did Dumbledore have for the children?â Nailed it.
Riddleâs answering smile is large and closed-lipped. Heâs not laughing, but it sure as hell feels like he is. âHeadmaster Dumbledore, Harry. And it is nothing to worry about, as I have taken measures to keep you all safe. Nagini just happens to be rather poisonous; her venom is capable of killing a man in less than a minute.â
Huh. Harry suddenly doesnât feel all too thrilled about having Riddleâs rather large, potentially man-killing, and weirdly mothering snake getting all cosy on his shoulders. Even now, sheâs still hissing nonsense words of concern and praise, and really, Harryâs not been paying too close attention to her out of fear of messing up again.
Harry nods as slowly and carefully as possible. âI get why heâd be a little worried.â
Riddle hums, not necessarily agreeing, not necessarily disagreeing. âBack to our original topic, I will not be reporting your altercation with the Gryffindors.â
The fierce surprise waging a three-way war with suspicion and hope in Harryâs chest is enough to leave him breathless. How the hell did he get this lucky? âThank you, I really appreciate itââ Harry stops himself from adding an instinctual sir.
Harry sits uncomfortably in the realisation that Riddle is definitely laughing at him as Riddleâs brows inch up. Harry sighs and says, âs-sir.â He clears his throat.
âApologies, Harry. It is quite late, is it not? I wouldnât want to keep you; the term officially starts tomorrow, after all.â Riddle straightens up from his lean, and heâs closer now than heâs ever been to Harry.
âOne last thing,â Riddle says, and his hands curl around either side of Harryâs neck. Harry is dizzy in the stifling nearness. Riddleâs not touching him, but the warmth radiating off his body and hands burns until Harry is certain thereâll be blisters.
Riddle carefully takes Nagini from her perch on Harry and wraps her gently across his own shoulders, âIn exchange for my silence, I expect us to meet here once a week. Outside of our class time. I shall wait until you get your timetable before picking something suitable for us both.â
Harryâs eyes are glued to the floor when he says, âYeah. Okay.â
âHarry.â
Harryâs neck whips up at breaking speed, and for just a split second, hardly a blink, Riddleâs eyes are a scolding red.
Harry blinks once, twice, three whole times before he manages a desperate, âYes, Professor Riddle.â
Riddleâs answering smile is the catâs canary, and Harry certainly feels like prey to a predator right now.
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Who was The Eleven?
Who was the Eleven?
The Eleven is the eleventh incarnation of a Time Lord known as the Multitude or the Collective, infamous for suffering from a rare and incurable condition called regenerative dissonance.
đ„ The Multitude/Collective
Instead of each personality fading away upon regeneration as per usual with Time Lords, the consciousness of each of their past selves remained inside their head. Every regeneration added a new personality to this growing crowd, making them one of the most mentally chaotic Time Lords. Though referred to as the Multitude or Collective at times, most incarnations are individually known by their number.
đ§ The Personalities
Each incarnation of the Multitude had a distinct personality:
The One: Their first incarnation was a member of Gallifrey's High Council, serving as a respected but rigid official until he became fed up and changed to a life of crime.
The Two: After regenerating for the first time, the Two realised they had regenerative dissonance, and spent much of this incarnation trying to get some peace and quiet, sometimes at the expense of others.
The Three: One of the more violent personalities, the Three was bratty and very quick to suggest murder as a solution.
The Four: A very arrogant incarnation, always believing they were the smartest in any room.
The Five: The joker in the pack - a trickster and wisecracker who believed he could kill anyone and everyone.
The Six: By far the most violent, the Six was likely psychotic, with a love for murder and zero care for who or what was lost along the way.
The Seven: Rude and abrasive, this incarnation served as a scientific advisor for the Eleven's schemes, though lacked social tact.
The Eight: The exception to the chaos, able to suppress the other personalities through meditation. The Eight tried to act as a force of reason, but was eventually overwhelmed.
The Nine: A kleptomaniac, obsessed with stealing.
The Ten: Skilled in hypnotism, The Ten used manipulation and mind control.
The Eleven: The dominant personality that led the Multitude after escaping imprisonment on Gallifrey, known for their cunning and calculated chaos.
đĄïž The Twelve and The Union
After the Eleven was defeated, they regenerated into the Twelve, an older female incarnation who looked like your grandmother. Unlike the chaotic Eleven, the Twelve was more controlled, stabilising her regenerative dissonance using a neural implant to suppress the voices of her previous selves. This stability, however, didn't last forever.
In her final form, she became the Union. The Union claimed to have rid herself of the previous voices once and for all, using a deadly weapon to extract degeneration energy from other Time Lords to stabilise her own mind. This caused her previous personalities to suppress and merge, making her greedy, arrogant, insane, and intelligent, yet looked like a sweet little old lady.
We don't know what happened to the Union in the end, but for now we assume they were killed in the Time War.
đ« SoâŠ
The Multitude is one of the most unique and dangerous Time Lords. Despite briefly finding some vague form of stability in later incarnations, the Multitude is a pretty terrifying reminder of the unpredictability of regeneration.
Related:
đŹ|âšđ§ Regenerative Dissonance vs Disassociative Identity Disorder - what's the difference?: How RD and DID compare.
đŹ|âšđ§ Can a Gallifreyan with Regenerative Dissonance lead a healthy, long life?: The potential long-term impact of RD.
đŹ|âšđ§ Could a Time Lord have Regenerative Dissonance with a consistent voice?: Exploring a possible variant of RD and how it might work.
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The Space Between Hearts
A/N: This is Just the Plot Bunnies I Couldnât Shake. Please Donât Expect Any Kind of Medical Accuracy. This is inspired by House MD & a Film Called Fathers & Daughter (Loosely).
The Space Between Us.
Warnings: Migraines, Medical Talk.
Pairing:Â Spencer Reid x Aubrey Hurst.
Spencer Reid had one persistent, insidious problem: migraines. But his real frustration ran deeper than the searing pain. It was the half-dozen doctors who had repeatedly dismissed his symptoms, each one claiming he was wrong, that grated on him the most.
Thatâs how he found himself sitting stiffly across from Dr. Edwards at St. Charles Medical and Research Hospital. As soon as Spencer stepped into the stark, sterile office, he had already pegged the man as dismissive. He didnât need his finely honed profiling skills to see itâthe doctorâs disinterest was plain in the way he barely glanced up from his files, his fingers absentmindedly drumming on the desk.
âAre you having one of your headaches right now?â Dr. Edwards asked flatly, as if the answer didnât particularly matter.
âNot at the moment,â Spencer replied, his irritation barely concealed.
âAnd when was the last one?â
âTwo days ago.â
The doctor scribbled a note with an almost robotic detachment before glancing up, his eyebrows raised in a half-hearted show of interest. âYou donât think your headaches are psychosomatic?â
Spencerâs jaw clenched. âNo,â he said firmly.
Dr. Edwards barely reacted, his expression remaining passive as he began to close the file in front of him. âHonestly, I think your migraines are stress-related,â he said with an air of finality. âBut Iâll arrange for a consult with the diagnostics team. Stay here.â
Spencer bit back the urge to argue, frustration simmering beneath the surface. It wasnât just that his headacheâthe one that had been steadily building since he stepped off the jetâwas growing more pronounced. The bright, clinical lights overhead felt like needles pressing into his skull, amplifying the pain.
Twenty agonizing minutes passed, and the tension in the room seemed to grow with each passing second. Finally, the door creaked open. But instead of Dr. Edwards returning, two younger doctors entered the room.
The first was a man in his late twenties, with dark hair and a welcoming, unassuming presence. He was of average height, but the ease with which he carried himself gave him an air of quiet confidence. His eyes were observant, yet kind, and he wore a small smile as he stepped forward.
âIâm Dr. Daniel Rhodes,â he said, his voice calm but engaging. âIâm a diagnostic fellow here.â He gestured toward the woman standing beside him.
She was much shorter, standing at barely 5â3â, with striking features that Spencer noted immediately. Dr. Rebecca Langford, a 27-year-old neurology resident, had rich, dark skin and wore her curly hair tied back in a neat high ponytail. Despite her youthful appearance, there was a sharpness in her eyes that suggested she took her work very seriously. Still, her smile was gentle and welcoming as she nodded in acknowledgment.
âWeâre with the Diagnostics Team,â Dr. Rhodes continued, his tone professional yet reassuring. âWeâve reviewed your case, and weâd like to take a closer look at whatâs going on. If youâre ready, we can start now.â
Spencer slowly rose from his seat, his head pounding in rhythm with his quickening heartbeat. There was a flicker of hope in the air, mingled with his frustration. Perhaps, finally, someone would take his pain seriously and stop brushing him off.
Spencer was led to an office that was much bigger and brighter than Dr. Edwardsââwhich felt like it had been stuck in the 70s with its dark wood paneling and outdated decor. This new office, however, was modern and sprawling, technically three rooms separated by glass walls. In the central room, a large table was placed in the middle, surrounded by whiteboards and bookshelves. A young woman sat at the table, surrounded by a clutter of files and medical textbooks. She glanced up briefly when they entered, but quickly returned to her work. Spencerâs eyes wandered toward the back room, which was dim and empty except for the outline of a desk, a computer, and an upright piano that was tucked beneath the window.
Dr. Rhodes led him into the final room, which had a more comfortable, welcoming feel. The walls were a warm cream colour, and the space felt modern and fresh. A patient bed stood at the centre of the room, with a chair and monitoring equipment neatly arranged around it.
âGo ahead and take off your shoes and sit on the bed,â Dr. Rhodes suggested, gently pulling Spencer out of his daze.
âSure,â Spencer replied, slipping out of his shoes and climbing onto the bed.
âIâm going to take some blood while we talk through your medical history,â Dr. Langford added, her voice calm but focused as she prepped the necessary equipment.
For the second time that day, Spencer recounted his medical history. His motherâs condition, the paranoid schizophrenia that had plagued her for as long as he could remember. His own brushes with dangerâthe gunshot wound, the anthrax exposure, and his brief but difficult stint with dilaudid, which made him extremely reluctant to rely on strong painkillers now.
His migraines had started about six months ago, and they had only been getting worse. Initially, he could manage them with over-the-counter pain relievers, but by Christmas, they had stopped working altogether. He had tried to push through the pain, but now it was becoming unbearable.
As Spencer spoke, he noticed that Dr. Rhodes and Dr. Langford were asking far more detailed questions than any of his previous doctors. They didnât just focus on the surface-level details. Instead, they delved deeperâinto his caffeine intake, how much sugar he consumed daily and weekly, his sleeping patterns, and where he lived. They even asked about the type of building he resided in, where he had been over the past year, and, more specifically, where he had been when he first noticed the migraines beginning.
They wanted to know what his headaches had been like before the migraines had evolved, and they didnât shy away from the mental health side of things either. Spencer could feel himself growing defensive, even though he knew it was illogical. He had been building this defence mechanism ever since his father left him in the care of his motherâa woman whose paranoid schizophrenia had defined much of his childhood. And now, here he was, at the perfect age to potentially develop symptoms himself. Spencer was acutely aware of the statistics, the genetic predisposition, and the trauma he had endured throughout his life. He knew the risks better than most, and the thought of it all worried him far more than he cared to admit, even to himself.
Dr. Langford finished drawing Spencerâs blood and called out to the young woman in the other room. Thatâs when Spencer learned that she was a medical student. As the doors slid open, he noticed for the first time that the office at the far end of the room now had its light on.
âThanks,â Dr. Langford said as the medical student quickly took the vials of blood from her and exited the room, following Dr. Rhodes.
Then, Dr. Langford turned back to Spencer and resumed her questioning.
âAny hallucinations?â she asked, her tone even and professional.
âNo,â Spencer replied, shaking his head.
âAre you just saying no because of your history?â she probed.
âNo,â he said again, a little more firmly.
âNo visual or audible hallucinations?â she pressed.
âNo,â he answered, his patience holding.
âAny colours or auras?â
âNo,â he said, and this time, she seemed satisfied.
âOkay,â she nodded. She paused for a moment before asking, âYou donât think your headaches are psychosomatic?â
Spencer exhaled, barely managing to keep his frustration at bay. âNo,â he answered, the word clipped.
âOkay,â she said, offering a small, understanding smile.
Just then, the door creaked open again, and a new presence entered the room.
âHi,â the newcomer said, her voice warm and inviting.
Spencer turned his gaze toward her. âHello,â he replied.
âIâm Dr. Hurst, the head of diagnostics here,â she introduced herself with a soft smile. Dr. Hurst was a 29-year-old woman with a naturally friendly expression, framed by shoulder-length brown hair that was parted neatly down the middle. She wore a black coat layered over a simple black dress. Her demeanour was professional, yet approachable, and though she smiled warmly at Spencer, he couldnât help but notice a faint sadness lingering in her eyes, as if something weighed on her despite the smile she presented.
Even as Spencer observed her, she radiated an aura of confidence and care, putting him slightly more at ease. Still, the sadness in her gaze intrigued him, almost as much as her curiosity about his condition. He wondered silently what she had seen to put that sadness there, but quickly reminded himself that this wasnât about herâthis was about his migraines, his pain, and the answers he so desperately sought.
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I would say that Martin post and the general bad reaction may got some investors insecure what may or may not made some of high ups put thejr feet down with Hess and Ryan.
They want a replication of Game of Thrones, a cultural phenomena that had the 2010s in a chokehold. Itâs not the quality of the show that will have investors in a tizzy but more C&Hâs inability to recreate those golden years of GoT where anybody and everybody was either watching the show or at least heard of it.
After Season 1 ended and HotD failed to revive interest in asoiaf, Iâm sure C&H insisted focusing even more on Rhaenicent will be the showâs saving grace. Thus Emma and Olivia were put at the forefront of advertising, multiple interviews pre S2 talked about hope for Rhaenicent, writers and actors bragging about how they pushed for a Rhaenicent reunion etc. This was green lit because they told higher ups Rhaenicentâs love story is what viewers want to see, not a fantasy drama abut a civil war with dragons. So they abandoned Georgeâs work for cheap thrills and fan service, claiming this will rejuvenate public interest in historic fantasy.
Like I said before, investors donât care about a showâs quality as long as itâs making them money, which is why as GoT became more successful the showâs writing took a hit. Nevertheless the exact opposite happened for HotD, people took one look at these insane changes and made their aversion for it clear. I remember you saying how YouTube isnât an echo chamber, casual viewers use that platform to voice their opinion on shows, and the dislikes for Rhaenicentâs Dragonstone clip would put Justin Beiberâs Baby to shame.
Itâs still early days, but Iâm fairly sure weâre not going to get another âthereâs still hope for Rhaenyra and Alicentâ interview from Ryan.
Yes, I think even when Game of thones it was on his peak of serialized television big names already of other conglomerates tried to recreate, unsuccessfully, the same success.
And honestly, I think there is to little novels that could even try to emulate that, not, because necessarily asoiaf is exceptional, but because of how the narrative contained so much elements that generated a variety of interests in people from different groups. Fantasy is not a genre that is love by the majority of people that consume medis, but those people liked the political subplot and mostly the pay off on Game of Thrones are always so near perfection.
Is no wonder to me that a Fire and Blood adaptation didn't turned on the fire they wanted. And their first mistake was to double down the ego of the creators. It always tells the level of narcism someone has if they think they can do better the material they are adapting. But you right at end of the day what those people care is the income.
Game of thrones vastly diverted from the source material even in early seasons but no one complained because people had faith. They don't have now specially since how much illogical and bias are the decisions towards Rhaenicest and the past failure of Game of Thones end. I don't think those investors will tolerate another blow.
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