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Having two jobs that is basically all speaking while being non-verbal sure is a good fun time.
#Oversharing on the internet times#Non verbal tendencies#Me: I'm perfectly fine#Me who can barley speak#Me who is dissociating so heavily I ended up going 30 on a freeway#Me who has not had nightmares/sleep issues in a month suddenly coming back with a vengeance#Me who had an actual flashback and not just a panic attack at work the other day#But yah I'm fine. I'm always fine
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i want to introduce you all to a project that is very close to my heart... or lack of one. anyway. for anyone who has ever wanted to play a poem. i'd like you to meet aromanticism
(link opens itch.io - she'll run on html in your browser! please be nice to her!)
#literally please be so so so fucking niceys to her i am so nervous about this for no reason#it's literally fine it's gonna be perfectly functional. I Am Going To Lose My Mind#i can always make another post if it gets fucked up somehow... i can always make another post...#anyway. hi. this is aromanticism. i made her for class. and then revised her for class. and now she's like my child#losing my miiiiiiiind#poetry#kind of like a uquiz too. to be honest haha#except i can make you read more somehow (long questions instead of long answers)#it's a little choose your own adventure......#poem#poems#poets on tumblr#poems and poetry#poetsandwriters#poems about aromanticism#aromantic#aro poet#aro poetry#aro#aromanticism#aroace#arospec#aspec#itch.io#GOD OKAY I'M JUST POSTING IT.#other writing#trying to get this to show up in my other writing tag is going to kill me...
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How I save time on backgrounds as a full-time webcomic artist
Hi! I make webcomics for a living, and I have to be able to draw a panel extremely fast to keep up with my deadlines. I draw about 50 panels a week, which gives me about 45 minutes per panel if I want any semblance of a healthy work-life balance.
Most webtoon artists save time on backgrounds by using 3d models, which works for them and is great! but personally I hate working in 3d... I went to school for it for a year and hated it so much I completely changed career paths and vowed never to do it again! So, this is how I save time without using any 3d, for those of you out there who don't like it either!
This tactic has also saved me money (3d models are expensive) and it has helped me converting my comic from scroll format into page format for print, because I have much more art to work with than what's actually in the panels. (I'll touch on this later)
So, first, I make my backgrounds huge. my default starting size is 10,000 x 10,000 pixels. My panels are 2,500 pixels wide, so my backgrounds are 4x that, minimum. Because of this, I make them less detailed than I could or that you might expect so it doesn't look weird against my character art when I shrink portions of it down.
I personally find it much easier to add in detail than to make "removing" details look natural at smaller sizes, but you might have different preferences than I do.
I also make sure to keep all of my elements on separate layers so that I can easily remove or replace them, I can move them to simulate different camera angles more easily, and it's simple to adjust the lighting to imply different times of day.
Then I can go ahead and copy/paste them into my episodes. I move the background around until it feels like it's properly fitting how I want.
Once I've done that in every panel, I'll go back through the episode and clean up anything that looks weird, and add in solid blacks (for my art style) Here's a quick before and after of what that looks like!
This makes 90% of my backgrounds take me just a few hours. This is my tactic when I'm working in an environment that an entire scene, or multiple scenes, will take place.
But many panels will inevitably have a location that's used exactly once, and it would waste time and effort to draw a massive background for those. So in 10% of cases, I just draw the single panel background in the episode. I save all of these, just in case I can re-use it later (this happens more often with outdoor locations, but I save them all nonetheless!)
I generally have to draw about 2 big backgrounds per episode, and 3-5 single-panel backgrounds per episode! At the beginning of an arc/book the number is higher, but as the series is continuing and I'm building up an asset library of indoor and outdoor elements to re-use for the book, the number generally goes down and I save more time.
My series involves time travel and mysteries, so there's a lot of new locations in it and we're constantly moving around. If I were working on a series that was more consistent in this aspect, this process would save me even more time!
Like I said earlier, this also saves me a lot of pain and gives me a lot more options as I'm converting from scroll format to print format!
panels that look like this in scroll format...
can look like this in print!
because I drew the background like this, so I didn't need to go through the additional effort to add in the extra detail to expand it outwards at all.
Anyways, I hope this helps someone! As always if it doesn't help, just go ahead and disregard. This is what I do and what works for me, and I feel like I only ever see time-saving tips for comics that involve 3d models and workflows, which don't work for me at all! I know there's more people like me out there, so this is for you!
Enjoy!
Also obligatory "my webcomic" if you want to see this in action or check it out!
#webcomic tips#webcomic making#comic tips#comic tutorial#art tutorial#art tips#time and time again#my ocs#digital art#ttawebcomic#hmmmm....#longpost#yeah it's a long post#I'll claim this one#lots of images#I hope this helps#I'm always worried when I make some kind of guide or tutorial people are gonna get mad at me lmao#I'm not saying 3d models are bad to use!!!#I just dont like them!#my brain doesnt work like that and it feels SO so so so tedious to me#TO ME PERSONALLY!!!#plenty of people see 3d models as a total lifesaver#and that's perfectly fine!#but yeah I don't see tutorials about saving time in comics that like... dont... mention 3d models...#like what about me and the other extremely particular girlies who hate 3d#anyways#yeah#just hoping this helps#nothing against 3d at all#I mean. ok personally yes against it cause it sucks for me to use
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BRADLEY 😭😭😭 (X)
#i'm fine I'M FINE THIS IS ALL PERFECTLY FINE#the hold this cast still has over me is like nothing else#bradley james#merlin#colin morgan
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I don't think we talk enough about when Kaz was holding the parem to hide it from Nina. Because to me, that scene is a pretty good example of their relationship.
Nina was fully willing to do anything to get the parem from Matthias. If it was picking his pocket, fine. If it was sleeping with him, fine. I feel like she was probably willing to do more with Matthias than say- Jesper or Wylan. (I feel like she would have avoided Inej for Inej's own comfort)
But she was still willing to do things out of character for her to get the parem.
Yet, when she heard that Kaz had it, she stopped. You can say it's just because she knew Kaz would probably hurt her but here's the thing: I don't think he would have. Kaz is pretty big on "protecting his investments", and he isn't going to injure one of his crows greatly right before a huge plan.
And I think Nina knew that too. I think the reason she didn't try to reason with or steal from Kaz was partially because she knew she wouldn't win. But her knowing she wouldn't win also means that she was guaranteeing to herself that she wouldn't use her powers on him. Because even Kaz Brekker isn't immune to an altered Grisha's powers.
Nina wasn't willing to hurt Kaz and break his boundaries for the parem, and I don't think Kaz was willing to hurt her.
#six of crows spoilers#six of crows#kaz Brekker#kazzle dazzle#nina zenik#six of crows analysis#if this is just wishful thinking#then chalk that up to this being a headcanon#cause thats what it is#six of crows headcanons#let me also make this clear#i do not want Kaz and Nina to date#if that's your ship#thats perfectly fine#I'm not here to stop you#I'd just like to clarify that this analysis is from a purely platonic standpoint
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Finally was able to finish season 4 of Doom Patrol and I am. Dead.
Larry and Rama 5ever
#my art#sketchy sketch#doom patrol#larry trainor#Mr 104#Rama#I fell in love with Larry the second he was introduced and then they made his story so ghhhh so for me#please watch doom patrol if you haven't#it didn't deserve to be cancelled#and I almost DIED when sendhil ramamurthy walked in as larrys love interest#perfection after perfection with this show#rama had to speedrun his whole character growth and problems but it's fine he was still perfectly positive for larrys negative#anyway yea#I'm gonna try not to stress about drawing real ppl so used 0very little time for ramas face sorry
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Alien Stage F I N A L Rewritten Ending
"And cut!"
As the director calls "Cut!" after Till's heart-wrenching death scene, the set quickly fills with laughter, and the somber mood evaporates. Mizi, still holding Till's head in her lap, tries to keep a straight face but ends up grinning as she glances down at him.
"Ivan didn't die for this, Till!" she jokes, giving him a playful poke on the cheek.
Hyuna, still standing nearby, snickers, "Seriously, all that intense drama just for it to end like this?"
Till opens one eye, feigning offense. "I worked hard for that death scene, thank you very much!"
At that moment, Ivan walks over, his expression a mix of amusement and mock disapproval. "Yeah, well, if you're going to die, at least do it right, Till."
The whole crew laughs, including Sua and Luka, who joins the group with mock horror as if witnessing Till's "death" for the first time.
Luka claps him on the shoulder. "Guess dying's tough when you've got all of us watching, huh?"
The set dissolves into more laughter as Mizi carefully helps Till sit up, everyone basking in the easy, playful banter that contrasts so starkly with the scene they'd just filmed.
As the laughter dies down, the cast gathers together, still in costume and grinning, looking toward the camera. Till, who had just "died" on set, stands up and throws an arm around Mizi, who's still laughing. Ivan and Luka join them, with Hyuna and Sua smiling on either side.
"Thank you all so much for supporting Alien Stage!" Till says with a grin, giving a mock bow.
Mizi chimes in, "We wouldn't be here without your love and enthusiasm!"
With a final wave, they call out in unison, "Goodbye!"
#alien stage ivan#alien stage till#alien stage#alnst#alien stage luka#alien stage hyuna#alnst fanart#alnst till#alnst ivan#mizi#alsnt mizi#alnst mizi#alien stage mizi#alsnt sua#alnst sua#alien stage sua#actor au#alsnt luka#luka alien stage#alnst luka#alsnt hyuna#hyuna alnst#hyuna alien stage#alnst hyuna#hyuna#alsnt ivan#alsnt till#vivinos#this is cannon to me#i'm perfectly fine
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wait I might be able to do it after all 🫢 mod Anders into bg3
#I have access to Anders and all the modding tools for bg3 work perfectly fine to me#I'm going to try to copy skin weights from some default bg3 head onto Anders and hope it won't be too funky
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attention everybody: best ghoul finally got his due
#harland and ranger ghost have been my two 'would have been incredible companion' character picks forever#(the same mod author also made a similarly template-based mod for a ranger ghost companion--#--but unfortunately the ranger ghost companion that exists in my head [and i outlined a design for years ago]--#--has lived in my mind for so long that i can't help but be immeasurably disappointed by a mod that just uses a truly minimal template)#(nothing wrong with that i'm just left wanting more than the perfectly fine project scope can give me)#fallout new vegas#harland#mods#Youtube
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I guess the ultimate thing that kills CF for me - or at least nudges it away from me saying I definitively like it - is just how much Edelgard is clearly written with the player in mind before she's written with her character in mind.
Because on all of the other routes, there's a power to Edelgard's presence. Even on BE, there's a sense that for as lonely as Edelgard might be, she still ultimately will do whatever it takes for her to get what she wants. Be that be killing her citizens (or otherwise letting them be killed), endangering her friends, assisting in kidnapping people, allowing Byleth to support her only when they have the Sword of the Creator, covering for TWS - no bar is too low for her to limbo under if doing so means she's even a step closer to her goals.
She's manipulative! She's deceitful! She doesn't care for the lives of her people! Even her friends are forfeit if they try to stand in her way! And this happens no matter how close you, the player, get to her, in the case of BE - C+ ain't stoppin' Remire, and going to the coronation ain't stopping the Holy Tomb.
And in the war phase, she is dominating the field. She has the Kingdom completely on the ropes, down to a few houses standing against Imperial rule, and the Alliance is stuck in neutrality - she may not be able to do much to it, but neither can they do anything to her (to say nothing of the Alliance houses who stand with her). She's far from the underdog in this race, and she shows off how threatening she can be.
CF? Her route?
She scweams at scawy rats. She gets embawwassed when you find her dwawings. She's just so wonewy, and she's just so gwad that you chose her. She somehow fails to capture Rhea, or frame Dimitri for regicide, and so now has to deal with that on the Kingdom's side of the war. But that doesn't stop Elly Welly-kins fwom twying to find her pwecious teacher, because you're just so important to her. She cwies and hugs you when you meet her in the Goddess Tower!! Because she missed you so much!!
It's like... Dimitri and Claude certainly show different sides of themselves on their respective routes. It's the whole point! You grow closer to them and thus see how they treat those close to them, as opposed to being the Kinda Neat Teacher they see run along every now and then. But, like... Claude doesn't become a blushing maiden whenever Byleth speaks with him on VW. Dimitri doesn't scream at scary rats and get called cute for it on AM. They don't get Basic Bitch Gap Moe Traits slapped onto them that are only ever shown to the player and only on their routes. Unlike Edelgard.
Dimitri's endearing trait is that he's this big huge dude who can bench-press forests and arm-wrestle god who still wants to learn to sew and who teaches kids to protect themselves and who buys candies for his friends. Claude's endearing trait is that he's this mastermind planner who has contingency and lie and obfuscation as three separate legal government names who still wants everyone to be safe and happy and hold hands and be friends.
Edelgard is strong, confident, and willing to do some of the shittiest things known to man for her goals. Her endearing trait is that her screams are cute. She's shy about her drawings of the player character. She blushes over the player potentially joking about having sex with her per her JPN version of her C support; you know, the one about how Byleth walks in on Edelgard muttering in her sleep from a nightmare about her tortured family? Perfect time to joke about fucking her! Dimitri and Claude's endearments are, well, endearing; Edelgard's are all straight up embarrassing for her.
Hell, even the smaller stuff is affected! Claude's passion for poisons and mushrooms are things he has no qualms about having others know about, despite how weird they are. Dimitri laughing at shitty jokes brings him no personal discomfort or embarrassment, despite just how loudly he laughs at them. They have traits to them that can easily be uwu worthy, and they don't care! Of the lords, only Edelgard does! Because, it feels like, the only way for a strong, resolute female character to come off as approachable is if she's knocked down a few pegs for specifically and only you, the player.
And that sucks ass! I'm sorry, but when I'm playing Edelgard's route I don't want to deal with her hiding herself away in her room for a month IN THE MIDDLE OF HER FUCKING WAR because she's just so embawwassed! It is so fucking insensitive that Edelgard is literally the only lord of the three who can have her trauma openly belittled at any point in the story by Byleth, all to have some cheap cutesy uwu moment about her fear of rats (calling her screaming in fear cute and INSISTING that it's really cute which is just. Fucking ew man)! Why can we fucking mock Edelgard's manner of speech during the MASSACRE OF REMIRE?
This shit doesn't happen to Claude or Dimitri! And saying "oh just don't pick those options then" is bullshit because no equivalent options exist for the male lords! It's piss-boilingly annoying that the second you choose to see things from the strong confident villainous ambitious female lord's perspective you can reduce her down to this bumbling moeblob just for you (sometimes unavoidably!) like!! Dude!
#legit not even sure what to tag this because for once I'm going to bat for Edelgard LMAO her writing treats her BAD when it comes to this#this is also a huge thing that fucks me off from liking Edel/eth because Byleth can be SUCH a huge fucking dick to her for no reason#and can be UNIQUELY mean to her for no reason. off the cuff i can't think of another character you can have Byleth act like this to#and most of this shit is well before Byleth as a character has any real reason to actively dislike her so they're just.#bullying Edelgard for fun?? I guess??#among uh. other reasons the ship doesn't exactly Work Out lmao#but yeah for CF it really REALLY brings down my ability to enjoy it fully despite me REALLY wanting to#because it encapsulates just how like. shallowly Edelgard can be written?#because it's not just that no character can meaningfully react to everything she's done (though that is a huge factor too)#but also as SOON as the writing wants you to REALLY like her it goes out of its way to diminish her powerful presence and UwU her#and not to say that she doesn't have her powerful moments - she does! and they're really great to see!#but that her cutesy moments stand out SO much BECAUSE the other two lords very noticeably have nothing akin to that for them#like. you can't jokingly call Claude a loser for having no friends growing up due to the racism he faced#you can't pretend to be one of voices Dimitri hears to fuck with him#you straight up CANNOT joke about their trauma which like. duh?? why would you??#but Edelgard just woke up from a horrible nightmare and that's just the perfect setup for a sex joke#and it's perfectly fine to joke about forgetting what Edelgard said about her trauma she opened up to them about cuz ''she said to forget''#and it's a-okay for Byleth to brush off her opening up about why she has a rat phobia to embarrass her over drawing them#WHY CAN YOU DO THIS. or better yet WHY *CAN'T* YOU DO THIS TO THE OTHER TWO.#it is just so brazenly sexist and i hate it every time i think about it 😭
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For Requestober, Req.1
Scri dressed as an angel, Edgar dressed as a demon. It would be fun to see the roles swaped regarding costumes!
Day 3 - Angel and Devil('s Advocate)
#My art#Requestober#Vargas#Scriabin#Edgar#Man! I tried not to shade this! And then my hand and eye mutinied against me and it ended up like this#It does look really nice like I'm really happy with it but hweh#I'd say I was trying to simplify so I can knock multiple out at once but a) I completely changed the poses during the sketch#Which I mean it's already a little on the complex side with them in costumes lol#And b) I ended up knocking another out the same day anyway so uhhhh it's fine I guess lol#Their couch really only comes in Loveseat and Extra Wide flavours depending on the day lol#Continuing the trend of them getting ready at home rather than actually being out during Trick or Treat#Even that one kid Trick or Treat was in the dreamscape! Will they ever leave the apartment! Lol#Another one of Scriabin's couple costume ideas again as well when will he stop complaining about his own choices lol#Never! He loves it! Haha#The halo is tucked into the braid in his hair - I've seen the headband version but they're ugly :P Lol#So basketball hoop design it is lol at least it's not a shower curtain haha#His wings' elastic arm bands are under his shawl - Edgar's helping him cover everything seamlessly#Not so lucky with his own costume! Hehe ''I'm not cutting holes in a perfectly good jacket for a costume'' ''Boooo'' lol#At least the tail is hooked to his belt so that's hidden! He gets the headband horns tho lol - they'd be cute as barrettes too hehe <3#Scriabin's going to be asking to switch halfway through the night after he trips on his gown for the fifth time haha#Did Edgar have the forethought to pack a change of clothes for him into his briefcase??#Probably has an emergency health kit and lets Todd (and Scriabin) borrow it for extra candy space haha#He gets to carry candy too <3 Involved ♪
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"But in the end, I... still think... it's so unfair," Yin Yu sobbed. "If I wasn't destined to be perfect, I at least wanted to be perfectly kind. But... I couldn't even manage that. It's really... so unfair. And to tell you the truth, I can't get over it, even now. I can't swallow the fact that I'm dying for this little bonehead, Yizhen. I can't even let go and die without resentment or regrets. What the heck..." "Better than most people huh?" Yin Yu gave a small, arduous chuckle. Then he sighed, and the sound of his last regret passed along with his soul as he mumbled, "But I wanted to be a god..."
#yin yu#quan yizhen#quanyin#tgcf#tgcf spoilers#heaven official's blessing#heaven official's blessing spoilers#just finished volume seven and! wow! not okay over this!#the tragedy around yin yu specifically just! aboslutely! kills me!!!!#''if i wasn't destined to be perfect i at least wanted to be perfectly kind'' absolutely DESTROYED me and i think it 100% sums up what#yin yu is struggling with and why he can't move on from... well anything. why he can't actually reconnect with quan yizhen and why their#fallout was inevitable#but god i want him to have a chance to move past that#i want him to hear his words and realise what's been tormenting him so much and i want him to heal and be happy#i would really like him to NOT BE A CORPSE THAT QUAN YIZHEN IS CARRYING AROUND BECAUSE I NEED TO STOP READING EVERY TIME ITS MENTIONED#i'm fine i'm okay it's all okay#now that i've gotten this out of my system i'm gonna go read v8#my art
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I'm going to sound like such a smartass but I'm glad I'm seeing more people express that "Huh, maybe this girl who has an entire song repeating to herself over and over again that her murder was not her fault meanwhile she-
portrays herself as a giant grotesque bug in her headspace with her victim, who she clearly still holds a high opinion of, being the only human in said headspace looking at her with visible disgust and fear,
Making this expression upon realizing what she just did
These being the lyrics that follow right after, having a moment of reconsideration
Before jumping back to trying to convince herself that she was in the right, because she put her trust in us to tell her if what she did was right or not, and the answer that came out was yes... That maybe, just maybe. She thinks that what she did...
Might have been her fault."
#{ ⚖️ after knowing all I wonder. can you really forgive them? 👁️}#~💫 a constellation!💫~#milgram#milgram project#muu kusunoki#kusunoki muu#milgram muu#also this goes without saying but if you dislike Muu that's perfectly fine#there are very valid reasons to dislike her#But even before I joined the fandom fully I was aware of the Muu hate wave that washed over when It's Not My Fault dropped#And it always confused me because even upon first watching the mv having very little context about Muu's case as a whole at the time#I was like “girl friend you are coping so hard”#and even though (to my knowledge) Muu doesn't get as much shit anymore#To this day I still see people misinterpret her as an entitled manipulative bitch without looking deeper into her character or crime#so like... I'm feeling a little catharsis right now please forgive me#Haru's having his own It's Not My Fault moment lmao
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Why are you so hellbent on proving Ratio is nothing but a heartless mean asshole lately. Starting to sound like a Ratio hater yourself.
I'll just turn this around on yah, buddy:
Why do you need a character to be a perfect person to like them?
Do characters have to be angels from Day 1 in order for you to embrace them? Are they not allowed to be flawed? Are you allergic to nuance and character growth?
Are you more interested in fandom than what the game's canon is actually showing you? Do you even care about this character or just the narrow interpretation of him that suits your personal tastes?
Are people not allowed to have views on their own blogs that differ from your favored perspectives?
Frankly, I sure hope you're not following me if you're going to come into my inbox with this kind of entitled attitude.
#honkai star rail#dr. ratio#please just block me and move on with your life#because I'm never going to interpret Dr. Ratio as Mother Theresa to suit your tastes#it's perfectly fine for characters to be flawed#that's the central way they grow and change over time as characters in the first place#and if the only way you can like a character#is by interpreting them as perfectly kind and nice people who would never be mean#then you should probably log off the internet for a while#and go experience some real life where people make mistakes and aren't perfect
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Broooo I HATE adulting. My car insurance has shot through the roof so I got some quotes from different companies to find smth cheaper and Geico came in clutch but when I went to purchase a new policy they increased my monthly rate by like, $25 for some claim that I was driving an unsafe vehicle?? Which never happened, I do not recall getting ticketed for something like that. Now I gotta dispute that bc it's messing with my insurance rates and AGHGHH.
Don't grow up kids it's not worth it 😔 Insurance companies will charge you extra just for existing 😔
#Shima speaks#What do you MEAN I was driving an unsafe vehicle. My car is perfectly safe!! If you must know!!!#I hate the fact that I have to pay for my car AND pay for car insurance. Why can't that come bundled together.#Bills are so expensive I'm going to cry this SUCKSSSS#Can barely even afford to pay rent now I have to deal with this smh#I just don't want to get charged out of my ass for car insurance is that so hard#Geico is going to save me over $100 a month but not if they pull this crap!!!#'unSaFE VehICLe' Who are you. Who even ARE you#Okay tantrum over I'm fine now#I am an adult who is adulting and can handle adulting things it's fine everything's fine :)
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You've Still Got My Heart Clutched In Your Hand (The Only Piece of Me That's Not Rotten)
Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus - Taylor Swift/Moon Song - Phoebe Bridgers/@littlespoonsokka/Little Women (2019)/Warsh_Tippy and Zelda - Whatever, Dad/@criterioncollectiongirl/Gilmore Girls (2001)/I Look In People's Windows - Taylor Swift/Right Where You Left Me - Taylor Swift/Unknown/Unknown/Unknown/I Look In People's Windows - Taylor Swift/Right Where You Left Me - Taylor Swift
#right person wrong time#or whatever i guess#i just couldn't stop thinking about “does it feel alright to not know me” yknow#like#how can you move on so quickly from us#how can I be stuck here and yet you're perfectly fine#how can you say you're over when i'm still here#i love you im here I love you I'm still here#web weaving#web weave#quotes#Taylor Swift#Phoebe Bridgers#Whatever Dad#Gilmore Girls#Little Women
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