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benevolenterrancy · 3 months ago

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"But in the end, I... still think... it's so unfair," Yin Yu sobbed. "If I wasn't destined to be perfect, I at least wanted to be perfectly kind. But... I couldn't even manage that. It's really... so unfair. And to tell you the truth, I can't get over it, even now. I can't swallow the fact that I'm dying for this little bonehead, Yizhen. I can't even let go and die without resentment or regrets. What the heck..." "Better than most people huh?" Yin Yu gave a small, arduous chuckle. Then he sighed, and the sound of his last regret passed along with his soul as he mumbled, "But I wanted to be a god..."

#yin yu #quan yizhen #quanyin #tgcf #tgcf spoilers #heaven official's blessing #heaven official's blessing spoilers #just finished volume seven and! wow! not okay over this!#the tragedy around yin yu specifically just! aboslutely! kills me!!!!#''if i wasn't destined to be perfect i at least wanted to be perfectly kind'' absolutely DESTROYED me and i think it 100% sums up what #yin yu is struggling with and why he can't move on from... well anything. why he can't actually reconnect with quan yizhen and why their #fallout was inevitable #but god i want him to have a chance to move past that #i want him to hear his words and realise what's been tormenting him so much and i want him to heal and be happy #i would really like him to NOT BE A CORPSE THAT QUAN YIZHEN IS CARRYING AROUND BECAUSE I NEED TO STOP READING EVERY TIME ITS MENTIONED #i'm fine i'm okay it's all okay #now that i've gotten this out of my system i'm gonna go read v8 #my art

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