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You know that trend that was like "When you and xxx have the same hobby but at different levels/ in different ways" and it's like ice hockey vs. figure skating or something like that????
THAT'S VALE AND LUCA IN LIKE 2007 WHEN LUCA BARELY STARTED AND VALE WAS LIKE 7X WDC
#watch me remember old trends and having intrusive thoughts#Maybe it's the pills I'm on#Piano killers to be clear#Fucking hate autocorrection#Meant pain killers#Anyway imagine Luca being nevous about his first race at idk like 7 and Vale brings him and is like... Mmm... You got this buddy#Him telling him he's proud of him no matter what#luca marini#valentino rossi#vr46 academy
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surpriiiise an oc reference sheet for the little stinker
here's aevus! a teen responsible for keeping the timeline intact, overseeing multiple outcomes, and constantly having to interfere with some major events in order to stay on the preferred path.
#kirby oc#aevus#my art#FINALLY getting around to making PROPER references for my little guys#starting with this thing on my screen#idk who I'm doing next. graffi maybe#pov your life's path is in the hands of a teen#sorry I'm so oc pilled lately
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i think we as a society don't acknowledge boxer!aki from ch. 46 enough
when he gets animated..... huuu...... uuuuu... godddddd I can't muster a single coherent thought like JUST LOOK AT HIM......
and the way aki fought this guy who looks way more buff than him but aki didn't even break a sweat!!! aki doesn't even look tired!!!!!! he's so lean and tall and pretty in that one panel like what if I just died fyfucikkkk
#I really need to reread the chainsaw man manga#manga aki is just... so close to my heart... like you wouldn't believe#like it's all aki and he's so precious to me#but compared to the anime... manga aki is like........ my baby#I just look at him and I feel this very strong uncontrollable instinct#to hug him tightly and rock him back and forth and cry#cry into his chest maybe#he's so lovely and now it's been a few years so he reminds me of such happy times#he's so beautiful so beautiful so beautiful#guys I forgot to take. my pills and it made my hormones go crazy and now I'm filled with emotion#anon I'm sorry for hijacking your super old ask to rant about my affections for aki but I love you and I see you#boxer aki is everything#ask mags
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tl;dr: orv anime leads to game, i am coping and cooking
see, i woke up today and had a revelation about the orv anime.
yes, it's going to bring in a lot of people i wouldn't want to touch with a ten foot pole because that just happens when it happens when a good series gets an anime. but ALSO it means that the possibility of an orv game, or a collaboration with a game is infinitely more possible.
you see, solo levelling got a game a bit after the anime came out. admittedly, i've tried it and i don't love it, but the same could theoretically happen for orv, since the fandom is already popular enough.
(is the game likely to be good? probably not?? but like, the thought of an orv game is...)
secondly, the possibilities of game collaborations, even if orv doesn't get a game, is also significantly increased. most games that do collaborations are either with other games or popular anime.
(coping that one day one of the games i love will do a collaboration with orv, or that orv will come out with a banger game,, like dungeon meshi is doing a collab with arknights and i WOULD DIE for an orv collab for arknights, like genuinely die and soul ascend and i)
#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv#yin thinks#am i cooking or am i just delusional#maybe it's time to take my delulu pills#but i feel like i'm making some sense right?#besides the series getting animated itself i do know that some people (myself included) were worried about the influx of fans#so this is my coping mechanism thanks
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TMI but it's been three weeks so I know my Evil Blood Days are happening Soon so if I post the usual insane doomerpilled drivel it's because of that
#physicsgoblinthoughts#i don't believe those posts about how it's not supposed to be really painful and kill myself level of depression#maybe it's not normal but I'm not taking pills unless I'm on the verge of death#or my tummy hurts
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Okay Merlin hot take time. When Balinor told Merlin he was magic itself, I don't think he meant Merlin is magic itself, but that every user of magic, every living thing, is magic itself. Magic is the fabric of this world right? And Merlin is a part of this world. We all are. Magic would be a bit short-sighted to put all of itself into one person. And it didn't. Magic is in everything. It is life. Merlin can't lose his magic because he is magic, just like everyone else.
#maybe i'm too sea of trolls pilled idk#merlin#merlin meta#magic#balinor#bbc merlin#feel free to disagree with me#would love to hear other people's thoughts
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I just finished the Silmarillion so now it's time for me to loose my mind trying to discern the timeline changes in Rings of Power
mostly I was trying to figure out which "war" it was that Celeborn went missing in
but first I wanted to ground myself by figuring out when Finrod died- except that also isn't clear...
This is a very long, unedited stream of consciousness post, so I'll put it under Keep Reading. I also didn't really fact check any of this just going off my recent memory of just reading the Silmarillion so- If I got stuff wrong...woops
TLDR: Though Finrod originally dies in the Silmarillian during the Beren and Luthien, I think the RoP writers have changed his death to be sometime after the defeat of Morgoth as he's hunting Sauron. I think Celeborn went missing sometime before Finrod died, either in the Nirnaeth Arnoediad (before the Fall of Doriath) or in the War of Wrath (the final defeat of Morgoth). Ultimately who knows but I'm excited to see what they do :)
In the Silmarillian, Finrod dies around late year 400 in the 1st Age protecting Beren in Of Beren and Luthien. He is killed by Sauron, as Sauron throws them in like a pit of death thingy.
but in Rings of Power, when Galadriel is giving exposition in the beginning, she basically says 'Then Morgoth was drafted, but Sauron continued to cause problems, and my brother vowed to hunt him down, then he died.' So it sounds like RoP Finrod survived the War of Wrath against Morgoth, but then died hunting Sauron afterwards.
This change would call into question how the events of Beren and Luthien played out in the RoP timeline- I guess it's not necessary for Finrod to die into order for that story to still have worked? Like maybe Luthien saved both of them or maybe Finrod never went with them. But...Part of the fall of Doriath in Hurin getting Finrods fancy necklace from Mim the dwarf after he's taken over Finrod's Kingdome in his absence- so if Finrod survived up to the fall of Doriath and past that- how would that work? I'm sure it could, there are ways to work around it so the story can still play out with those changes- or maybe they changed more major parts of the story like the fall of Doriath! That would be bold but not out of the question.
Maybe it's also possible that Finrod did still die during the Beren and Luthien story but that just happened after the defeat of Morgoth? IDK if that makes sense, because then how would Thingol have gotten the silmarill that leads to the fall of Doriath and all that stuff with Earendil and Elwing-? that has a lot more continuity changes so less likely.
Ok, moving on from Finrod. His death is at least canon from the Silmarillion, but Celeborn going missing is not. Or at least, it isn't mentioned. But one thing about Galadriel and Celeborn is that they were retconned into the story after most of the Silmarillion was written, so their presence it is extremely spotty and sometime inconsistent. It's basically mentioned that they fall in love when Galadriel and her brothers go to Doriath and she stays with him in Doriath while Finrod finds his kingdom, Nargothrond. Then she's mentioned talking to Melian like once after that right before the Dagor Bragollach (one time Morgoth surprise attacks a bunch of elf cities) and then...They basically disappear for the rest of the book until it starts talking about the rings of power in the 2nd Age-
So...There's already a lot of missing spots in there story. That's one of the reasons I think it's cool they made Galadriel a protagonist in RoP, because what she's doing in those times is very vague, though more so in the 1st Age than the 2nd- but her character could still shed some light on what she was doing then- Especially when Celeborn is introduced, cuz that's gonna require some background explanations.
So that's all just to provide the context that there is barely any context for what those two were doing before RoP takes place.
Another note about possible timelines for Celeborn going missing is its relation to Finrod's death. This is not confirmed, but I've always worked with the assumption that Celeborn went missing before Finrod died. This is based on some factors- such as Galadriel's seemingly more cheery nature when she calls him a "silver clam" before he goes off to battle---This doesn't sound like the traumatized, hardened Galadriel we know from her response to Finrod's death. Also, as other's have pointed out, if Finrod had died before Celeborn went to war and Galadriel had already become a warrior, why wouldn't she have gone to war with Celeborn? It's possible they were just going to different locations, but I don't think she would chide him to not join the fight is she was also doing so.
Running with that assumption- If Finrod did die saving Beren as he did in the Silmarillion, that means Celeborn would've gone missing in some battle before then, maybe the Dagor Bagollach. This would mean he would have missed out all everything with Beren and Luthien, everything with Turin, and everything else with the fall of Doriath at the hands of dwarfs and elves. Which I think would be a shame. There is still conflict in having missed out on a significant tragedy, but I think having him witness all those tragedies would be more interesting- and his bitterness towards dwarfs would be more understandable if he was physically there to witness their betrayal and slaughter of his people.
As I've said, its possible and probably likely that they'll change it so Finrod died much later, and this is another one for my reasons for thinking that. Aside from the other plot holes that creates, Finrod dying after the defeat of Morgoth opens up to possibilities for which battle Celeborn went missing in, so I'll continue with that assumption.
So, let's start with what Rings of Power canon we know. Not a lot, but in Celeborn's one mention in season 1, Galadriel says "When he went to [the War], I chided him." So he didn't go missing on some personal quest or whatever, he specifically went off to fight in "the war". One issue this raises is that Celeborn is from Doriath, and Doriath doesn't give a fuck. Doriath does not send any of its people off to any battles in the Silmarillion until it starts falling apart. The closest we get to Doriath elves fighting is when they hunt down the dwarves that killed Thingol and then defend themselves from the dwarves and the sons of Feanor.
One way to get around this could be making it so Celeborn and Galadriel left Doriath at some point to operate on their own. Maybe they went to live with Finrod in Nargothrond (I think it is mentioned that Galadriel stayed with Finrod there for a while, but Celeborn isn't mentioned? And I don't remember if that's in the Silmarillion or one of the unfinished tales- which are more subject to flexible canon). In which case, Celeborn could've gone off with Finrod to one of the battles- This is an interesting idea as it could show Galadriel and Celeborn being more independent and maybe dissenting from Thingol after his sus decisions with Beren and Luthien. The next battle after that story would be the Nirnaeth Arnoediad, the unsuccessful battle with Morgoth right before the Fall of Doriath. The problem with him going missing in that battle, again, would be him missing out on all the drama of the Fall of Doriath.
The second explanation for Celeborn going to war would be that he goes to fight after the Fall of Doriath. It makes sense that he would be more willing to fight after seeing the destruction of his people, even if that wasn't directly at the hands of Morgoth. Galadriel's joking disposition may not make as much sense in a setting after her husband home was destroyed and his family was slaughtered- but maybe everything still felt lighter back then as long as they were together. The most likely battle he went missing in after that would then be the War of Wrath itself, the final defeat of Morgoth.
Another possibility is he went missing during the Fall of Doriath, but that wasn't much of war as it was a siege, and I feel like Galadriel would have at least tried to help out in some way in those circumstances.
Overall, the two most likely battles I see him going missing in are the Nirnaeth Arnoediad (the 2nd to last attack on Morgoth) or the War of Wrath (the final defeat of Morgoth). The Nirnaeth Arnoediad, or some earlier battle, may make more sense for Galadriel to not go Celeborn as they hadn't experienced the tragic loss of Doriath yet, but I guess the same could be said for her not going with Finrod later.
I think I prefer him at least surviving up to the War of Wrath, as that means he was around to see the Fall of Doriath, and experience all the ~fun~ trauma of that, which is one of the things that could make him more unique as a character.
There is also the question of if Celebrian is even born yet and if so, where she is. As Galadriel and Celeborn's lives are so vague in the first two ages, so is Celebrian, their daughter. I don't think we know for sure when she was born, but I believe it is mentioned in Unfinished Tales that Celebrian was alive and with them by the time they first went to Eregion. Obviously much has changed as neither Celeborn nor Celebrian were present for the fall of Eregion in Rings of Power.
Personally, I don't believe Celebrian is even born yet in RoP. As other have pointed out, Galadriel starts the series as one who has lost everything, one who has no ties and nothing left to lose. This is fundamental to her hunt of Sauron and her eventual fall to the manipulation of Sauron. It doesn't track that she would be doing all this while she has a living and present daughter to worry about or keep her grounded. It's possible both Celeborn and Celebrian are missing. I feel like should would have mentioned that to Theo when she told him about Celeborn, but she's also managed to only mention her supposedly dead husband once in 16 episodes, so clearly she's a master at putting those particular traumas in boxes to never be spoken of. I feel like having both of them be missing to show up later would be a bit too cluttered and it'd be smoother to just say she isn't born yet, but anything's possible.
I'm pretty sure the "canon" about Celebrian being born before the fall of Eregion is from Unfinished Tales anyway? Which I think of as more like a draft of Tolkien's ideas for the family, not canon in the sense of the SIlmarillion or the published stories.
Lots of "canon" falls apart around Galadriel and her family as they were added in so late and Tolkien seemed to die before writing his "final" story for them. And this is an adaptation, they aren't meant to follow "canon" like the gospel anyway, as we've seen. As I've said, the very lack of solid story around Galadriel and her families experiences through the first two ages is more exciting than anything, as it leaves so much room for the writers to get creative them and write a thrilling story that we haven't seen before. This is a chance to shine light on characters that fall under the status of "unfinished" in Tolkien ever-changing world, such as Celeborn. The only "canon" (Silmarillion) information we have on Celeborn for the 1st and 2nd Age is that he lived in Doriath during the 1st Age, he was somehow related to Thingol and later Nimloth, and he and Galadriel were in love. There's other supplementary, unpublished notes that either expand on these traits or straight up contradict them.
Based on letters nearing his death, Tolkien was clearly still thinking of how Galadriel's families story could go, but as he never "finished" with them, if such a thing is even possible, we'll never get that "canon" story from him. So it's up to us- or, in this case, it's up to the writers of the Rings of Power. So we'll see!
Wow, that was a long-winded way to say "I dunno"
#I also realize the show is about the 2nd age- not the 1st age-#but Im just feeling 1st age-pilled after reading the Silmarillion#and they'll have to provide at least a Little information when Celeborn shows up-#maybe not the exact time of Finrods death but at least mention when Celeborn went missing?#I guess they could just keep it vague#that would be consistent with their inconsistent timeline at least lmao#I'm just looking for an excuse to pull my hair out over my new hyper fixation#maybe I shouldn't call it that just yet...#actually I just went through the whole Silmarillion in 5 days#so yeah#tbf about half of it was summary#BUT I WAS PAYING ATTENTION TO THE DORIATH PARTS#God I could use a whole separate series about the Doriath shenanigans#maybe I'll make another post about that#ignore me misspelling Silmarillion#silmarillion#the silmarillion#lord of the rings#the lord of the rings#LOTR#tolkien#jrr tolkien#galadriel#celeborn#Celebrian#galadriel x celeborn#celedriel#the rings of power#trop#rop
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I hate when you accidentally sleep in and everything about your day is totally off from that point forward
#i never sleep in past 8 am like I always wake up naturally around 7:30 maybe 7:50 if I'm particularly sleepy#even when i take a sleeping pill!!#yet for some reason when i had to take a sleeping pill last night#even though i wasn't going to sleep later than usual or anything#i woke up at 9 am#more than a full hour later than when i usually wake up#i had ten missed calls#now i feel like my entire day has been screwed up#ramblings
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Starting clinicals at a new hospital today. I'm surprised I'm relatively calm and not freaking out yet. Praying that the workplace vibes are fun
I feel like Dean in that one episode where he was inside his favourite hospital show
#I'm excited??#Also I started taking vitamin D pills and maybe it's my mind playing tricks on me but I feel like a different person#Like i was in public the other day and instead of having an anxiety attack I thought about how much I love people??? Girl what
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the implication that rhaenyra is like >:( NO DAEMON BAD BOY BAD DAEMON YOU MADE ME LOOK BAD like wow they only ate your son rhaenyra we'll see how they handle it but i'm sort of eyerolling like oh man now it's a REAL war bc they BOTH have dead sons..... ?????? girl you been in the war what are we doing
#hotd spoilers#house of the dragon spoilers#daemyra#idc if my dark twisted lover tried to get revenge for me i'd be a lil more like haha ok twirls hair#but maybe i'm too dark-romance core pilled idk who knows#also TWO ALICENT SEX SCENES LMAOO WHAT IS THIS ADDING
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What do you enjoy about the Terrifier series?
the first movie was just meh to me but the second is a proper slasher film in a way that manyyyyyy of the so called revivals of the past few years try but never come close. before watching it i just figured it was a splatter film and was happy that one was playing in theaters but nothing caught my attention really. but i'm glad i watched them back to back and got to enjoy the second one. it understands so much abt a slasher film while still keeping the oldschool splatter set pieces. it understands that a horror movie needs characters and needs space for them to be, you know, people. it understand that the hangout aspect of a slasher is KEY. that tension is needed but that it doesnt mean that you can only have an explosion of blood in the last 20 minutes. i was sold by the dream sequence at the start. there's bits of rob zombies halloween 2, nightmare on elm street, even the prowler in it but it's its own thing and it feels so genuine and that it had actual human beings behind it. that's all i want in a horror movie these days lol. the mother alone, there's so much in there that in someone else's hands would just feel hollow, a pastiche, but to me she was so real. idk. to some it was an attempt at fixing past mistakes but to me it all felt incredibly sincere. a v generous movie. glad it wasn't glossy bullshit. i had fun! will be seeing art at the theater in november!
#ask#goes without saying that it's not for everybody#it's a low budget blood spectacle and i'm an hgl pilled person so#the thing abt the first one is that it's just okay -- like it's not a Bad movie but it is kinda joyless#it does have characters and you care for them bc they are near art and you know what that means for them but it still felt like#a long youtube horror short and it was just meh.. justice for tara#but i still wanted to watch them in order just because#maybe at another time it would make me mad but yesterday i was just . who gets mad at this. it's so silly and has that oldschool splatter#quality of dragging even tho it's only 80 minutes long#i know some people prefer how mean and pointless it is but i'm just glad i got what i wanted on t2#but the beginning of the first movie is pretty good and tense imo
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i dont think i can gaslight girlboss garlic myself out of this one lads
#my antidepressants fighting for it all rn LMAO#me staring at the pill bottle like. but what if i took 2. what then#2 isnt enough for serotonin syndrome right. i could take 2. maybe it would fix me#my already failing physical health sideeyeing me in the corner like i double dare you i double demi dare you bitch#to be fair; maybe if i got serotonin syndrome all my other problems would be smaller in comparison#solid#i won't actually take more if anyone reads this i'm not that down bad lmao#just running thought experiments#what if i..... ran into the cave and broke my ankle near the waterfalls in the sunlight...#what if i... was deficient in the Vitamin........#i am actually deficient in multiple vitamins lmao. that's why the blood bank gave me free pills LMFAO#i got that going for me i guess#i just need to double dose on that before going back#(THE DOUBLE DOSE WAS APPROVED BY A LICENSED PHYSICIAN)#and so on and so forth#cilly.txt
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Please tell me you are at least considering writing a full story with your Zelda OCs. I 100% would read that fic/comic. (Not pushing you though. Just letting you know how much I love your little blorbos.)
Jsbdjdh ok so first of all, it means so much to me that you like my loz blorbos sm 🥹💖
And well, honestly I don't know if I could make a full comic with them or write a fic (I'm not really a writer 😓) BUT I do like to draw small comics or situations with them or answering asks with little drawings of them
Like in no order and just for fun hehehe but if I ever get the inspiration I will consider it 🤔
#I'm too ADHD pilled to make the pain sharing au comic AND a comic for these two#like i can't do it lol#but if inspiration strikes then maybe 🤔#miry's ask box
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Why didn't anyone warn me that after a certain age sleep doesn't come easy anymore 😔
#'after a certain age' <- he is 22#maybe it's just me personally doing something wrong and it has nothing to do with age#I just bought some melatonin pills and I'm gonna try combining that with lavender tea#see if that helps#tips and tricks are welcome too#my issue is mostly that it's hard to fall asleep#but#even after I manage that#my sleep is so shallow and my dreams so vivid that I barely feel rested in the morning#I'm also having more nightmares than ever before so that's fun! idk what's up
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Listen! Tharn has horrific trust issues and doesn't trust anyone, not just Phaya okay!
Like he clearly doesn't even trust Yai and the Abbot because of his issues! Because yes he knows Yai, basically his brother, believes Phaya would rather die than hurt Tharn so much he flat out told Phaya he can't die cause he already gave him Tharn to protect. And yes he knows the Abbot, who raised him, has continuously told him he needs to fully trust Phaya will take care of him. But he has trust issues okay! Those just don't go away! He can't just trust Phaya okay!
Though he does trust Chalothon and thinks he's a good guy. Even when he knew about Phaya's dreams that only Tharn knew about and basically accused Phaya of losing his mind, clinically, in front of everyone at their work at a crime scene. But it obviously makes complete sense he trusts him implicitly and never questions anything cause he's known him his whole life! That's not something you can just throw aside for some boyfriend, soulmate or not, you know!
But then, wait...why doesn't he trust Yai and the Abbot the same?
But I'm glad he knows Chalothon is the problem now. Sucks for him about everything because of it. Hope it works out for him in the one remaining episode. Don't really care either way anymore regardless.
#the sign#the sign the series#the writing hasn't been good for awhile#the story hasn't been cohesive for almost as long#the romance has not been portrayed well at all#besides to tell us they're fated soulmates that spent one past life together#(I know the book mentions other lives but as I've said beore the book is not the show#and if you have to fill in holes and backstory with the book that means the show is a piss poor adaption sooo#we're back to it's bad writing)#this show is surviving on the strength of the chemistry of Billy and Babe#and the skill of all the supporting characters nailing their roles#which is fine I've watched a lot of bad but entertaining shit in my day#truthfully I like that most#but I feel like I'm taking crazy pills the way this show is being praised as perfect#because ummm#this is only friends all over for me so maybe I just don't get shit IDK lol#regular clyde
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ever get the feeling some people are just...tolerating you?
#like#they don't really wanna talk to you#but they feel bad if they don't. like they're ignoring you or something.#so they do it out of...some kind of pity#or obligation#or so they don't feel guilty#like pls. if that's you know that i dnw you being my friend out of pity.#and i mean that#if you don't really like me or are meh about me#that's okay#ik i can be a hard pill to swallow sometimes#stubborn af#talking to me is sometimes like pulling teeth#low self esteem and trust issues#lol#i have a lot of issues and i get that people don't always wanna deal with my shit when they have their own#maybe i just need to accept that there's no one who really wants to put in the work it's gonna take to 'crack' me#bc i'm sure it takes hella patience and perseverance#and like for what lol. what am i even offering?#my insecurities? my awkwardness? my trauma?#don't get me wrong ik i have good qualities but#those are the things you'll have to deal with if you want to be close to me#i will make you jump thru hoops. i do not trust easily.#it takes a lot to get me to open up and ik some people will not see me as worth the effort#and that's okay#i wish it was easier for me to open up to people but...it isn't *long sigh*#sorry lol i'm on my period and rly in my head today apparently#ignore me
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