#Maybe I need therapy

[ayo-edebiri]

#Do you get deja vu

Natasha Romanoff in Avengers: Infinity War (2018) // Yelena Belova in Thunderbolts (2025)

[sunshine-dies]

repost of earlier svsss AU minus the art because i was rudely flagged down smh

art is now available on twitter!

my train stop for the arbour discord event! a lovely little monster!Shen Yuan AU with some classic obsessive affection from both Shen Yuan and Binghe, classic! i gave it the title "PIDW Playthrough: Easy Mode"

in this au Shen Yuan actually transmigrates well before Binghe is born. he's supposed to transmigrate into Shen Qingqiu's body (hence some silmilarities in facial shapes, as much as Shen Yuan currently has discernible facial shapes) but Shen Qingqiu is still very much alive and kicking (and still a street urchin), so the System hits a wall with where to put him. this causes Shen Yuan's soul to "fester" in a way, and grow into a virus that then turns on the System.

yes, he eats the System. as a treat for all the system haters out there. this means that he successfully consumes everything the System contained, including the mandatory story structure and information on nearly every parameter of the PIDW world, among other things. the only issue is that this information takes a lot of time and effort to actually digest, and it puts him in a kind of coma, which means he wakes up approximately a year into Binghe's tutelage and abuse on Qing Jing Peak.

Shen Yuan wakes up as a creature that exists in the blank spaces of PIDW, in the shadows and beneath rocks and in the dark night sky. he also wakes up incredibly weak, with barely any power and in a body that is formless and so undefined that he has trouble interacting with the world around him. he has knowledge though, a lot of it, and he uses it to find his way to Qing Jing Peak and to the woodshed where Luo Binghe sleeps. their first encounter begins with Shen Yuan sneaking in through the gap beneath the door, tugging a small jar of medicine with him. Luo Binghe's body recognises his presence as something ancient and eldritch, even as his mind struggles to see what's so scary about a puddle of shadows with two bright blue, rectangular eyes. and so the saga of Shen Yuan living in Luo Binghe's shadows begins. Shen Yuan gathers his strength while following Luo Binghe around, giving him advice after advice, teaching him, helping him practise. for every punishment Shen Qingqiu doles out, Shen Yuan commits a petty crime or two, although Binghe insists that it's fine. he's loyal to Shen Yuan now, who seems happiest when he manages to help Luo Binghe, and who teaches him more and better than any other hallmaster.

Shen Yuan goes on all available side-quests, saving Liu Qingge in the Lingshi-caves and assisting Luo Binghe and Cang Qiong as a whole during the demonic invasion. he's pulled into the dreamscape Meng Mo builds for Luo Binghe, where Luo Binghe once again refuses to take Meng Mo as his Shizun. when the Immortal Alliance Conference rolls around, Shen Yuan helps Luo Binghe in his battle with the Black Moon Rhynoceros Python when his cradle seal breaks, but hesitates when Shen Qingqiu is about to push Luo Binghe into the Abyss. he ultimately lets him, if only so that Binghe will finally be free from Shen Qingqiu's abuse. they fall together, Shen Yuan cushioning Luo Binghe's landing, and then they search for Xin Mo together. with Shen Yuan's knowledge it's laughably easy, and they resurface in the Demon Realm a few months later, where Shen Yuan insists that they spend some time in seclusion so that Binghe can grow into his new body and his new sword (which Shen Yuan somehow bullies into being relatively docile. he's an omnipotent eldritch monster, he can totally do that. i don't make the rules). neither of them says anything about how nice this seclusion is, or how they kind of don't want to go back to society ever again.

demonic heritage and Xin Mo mastered, they go on a roadtrip to absolutely demolish Mobei Jun and every other Demon King/Demon Noble/etc. and gain power in the Demon Realm. Shen Yuan insists that they do so for the sake of reaching Luo Binghe's "bright, glorious fate" (minus the wives, which he bristles at the mere thought of. his sweet Binghe is too good for those shallow women!). Luo Binghe is not sure he cares enough so long as he gets to curl up among Shen Yuan's silky-soft, gentle tendrils every night and gets to hear him ramble on about this or that random monster they came across. one day, as he's cleaning Xin Mo at the edge of a bloodied battlefield with Shen Yuan at his back telling him what a good job he did, he says so. Shen Yuan is confused - doesn't Binghe want power and riches and revenge? but Luo Binghe tells him he doesn't really care at all, so long as Shen Yuan stays with him.

that's as far as i thought, so cue the obligatory Shen Yuan freak-out (can a mass of non-binary but male-identifying shadows be gay? maybe it's better not to put a label on it) aaaand yeah they totally get married. they probably get a small cottage in the middle of nowhere relatively close to a village and live a quiet, happy existence for the rest of their lives, occasionally interrupted by this or that demon or cultivator appearing to kill Luo Binghe the demon emperor and bring his head back as retribution for his or her ancestors (Binghe totally ditched his half-assembled empire for that monster D. he does not give a fuck). maybe they go on adventures together. Shen Yuan gets infinite chances to infodump, and Luo Binghe stares at him with heart eyes as he listens. win-win.

cut to Shang Qinghua frantically panicking about where the protaginst is. nothing gets resolved, but at least bingyuan are happy, i guess. maybe Shang Qinghua gathers his energy and helps Mobei Jun usurp the throne instead. or not. what do i know.

[heartlyheavytohold]

Inside me are two wolves. One with the idea that every Sherlock adaptation is a different universe and they all live happily with their Watson. Another where each adaptation is effectively a reboot and while all Sherlocks have their Watsons, they also lose them.

[selenekallanwriter]

Is that too much to ask? 😭😭😭😭

[mizumywife]

This AI ..ouch

[nvrsaidiwasinurcloset]

The second part of the Creep fic is giving ANGST.

Will definitely give smut too but I can barely keep my eyes open rn to finish it. 🙃

[thethickofitcore]

Let’s go to couples therapy and see how long it takes for the therapist to realise we’re not a couple but just random strangers who met on the internet

[collection-of-fucking-chaos]

Anyone else randomly get consumed by the urge to cry, except it's more like a need. It's one that's clawing at the cage of your mind, and you either lost the keys or melted them because you thought it would solve the issue but instead shit got worse and you have no idea how to fix it?

[emxmarauders]

The Remus in me is the only thing keeping me going with my college work now that I’m ridiculously burnt out

[monsoongibby]

I don't ship Romy, I ship Ro-Me.

Browsing through the #rogue tag on Tumblr was a bit of a mistake. Sure I'm getting plenty of pictures of my fictional girlfriend, but I'm also getting pictures of her husband. (Wow, that was actually almost as difficult to type as it was to say President Trump at the beginning of his shitshow administration. No really, I got as far as "hus" and then my fingers didn't want to cooperate.)

[marnikula]

I'm on the side of the clock app that is filled with "I'll let the world burn for you" Animations and stuff, so I thought I might as well throw in my two cents

"I'll let the world burn" or "I'll watch the world burn" implies that you will allow the world to crumble, but not that you will set flame to the world itself

I think a good alternative that hits me deeper is: "I'll set the world on fire for you" or even better "Brick and mortar will be torn down, fires will rage and I will feed them, screams will fill the air and smoke will billow into the sky. The world will march to its doom and I will be the vanguard. All of this I will do for you."

I know it might sound cringe, but this has been my Roman Empire for the past few days and just needed to share this

[heartlyheavytohold]

Just realized I made Sherlock aware of the fact that he's a character and now the floodgates have opened. What have I done!?!?

[art-of-rosie]

I love you but not Enough to allow you to continue to drown the both of us You're holding me back, you're pulling me down You're making me hate myself, I don't wanna leave, but that's what I need

[haechvn]

Did you delete some of your post ?

yea sorry. all my stories are still here tho. i got scared bc im having crazy doors open for me and i'm worried about doing interviews in the furture and the world figuring out who i am. but maybe thats supposed to happen eventually? this is after all of my shows, movies and books ofc

[herinded]

the way i could write multiple essays on every single lovejoy/wilbursoot song and what it means is very ✨tism✨ of me

this does not just mean what the song means to me, it means what i think the song is talking about. i will fucking literary analysis the shit outta every song wilbur has ever written... (this is a threat)

i will annotate every single line if i have to

[fire-will-reign]

Spotify wrapped ♡ top songs from this year