#Marie speaks

[the-wandering-whumper]

Hello lovelies.

I don’t exactly know how to do this, but here goes.

You haven’t seen me around lately because I’ve been dealing with some pretty serious health issues. Turns out I’ve got this very rare genetic disorder that’s only going to get progressively worse from here on out. It’s called Spinocerebeller Ataxia, if you want to look it up. It attacks my cerebellum causing balance and coordination issues. And, as of right now, there is no cure and no treatment. It’s a terminal diagnosis.

I struggled for a long time trying to decide if I should tell you guys about this or not. Or if I should just slowly fade out of your collective recollections like a happy memory, but then I thought about how nobody in my real life really knows about this wonderful community, and how they wouldn’t know to tell you all once I was gone. And I couldn’t just drop off the face of the planet like that without some kind of explanation. And… well, I just really miss you guys, too

I have no idea how long I’m going to have. This disease is so rare and it affects everyone so differently, but I think doing some gifs and getting back into reblogging whump might help. So I’m going to try and finish up all the requests I have over at my gifs blog and get this blog active again.

I hope it was the right decision to tell you guys. In fact, I may share some of my journey on here if you’d rather unfollow me so you don’t have to read about it. This is heavy and I don’t expect anyone to stick around for it. But I also could have another 5-10 years, depending on how my disease progresses, and I’m going to make the most of it. It’s just going to be very hard fought. I’m disabled now and I need all the love and support I can get as I traverse this new normal. I can still work and I’m still mobile for now, but that’s changing fast. I start physical and speech therapy soon, and hopefully that will help with some of my symptoms.

I love you all so much and I’m happy to answer any of your questions over DM but, please forgive me if I don’t respond to many asks publicly.

Love you always,

Marie

[sun-marie]

LRB but I'm replaying BG3 and Gale being on the knife's edge of Wholesome/"Dirty" is what makes him soo interesting to me. Like this is a man who, in two different versions of the same scene, can either sweetly and gently make love to your tav in a typical setting which transitions to a tasteful fade-to-black, or brings your tav's spirit along for a transcendent experience where he literally duplicates part of himself so he can have more parts to touch their parts in some crazy astral-soup sky world. And both are treated like valid expressions of his love!! Like the range they allowed him to express, he's not one or the other, he's both

[mbbsgf]

smut is FICTION. it isn't real. however, editing fake nudes of matt and chris is NOT okay. i don't want people to think all the fanbase is fucked up. i will not tolerate people editing fake nudes of the triplets and spreading them around, it's unacceptable. however, yapping about it on tiktok, twitter and tumblr is only drawing more attention to it. let's just let it die down and NEVER talk about it again. i don't want the triplets to find out, it would only hurt them to be honest. so, as a smut reader, people editing deepfakes of nick, matt and chris are not welcomed on my blog and never will be. this will be the only time i'm talking about the deepfakes. goodnight and merry christmas everyone. 🤍

[plurapony]

hi 🩷 reaching out to the did community on healthy ways with coping with harassment.

we got our sp posted to reddit. it's okay it's not a big deal, but angel is very reactionary and wants to fight everyone until they apologize (which in these cases only makes it worse) we got him to uninstall reddit and disengage but i can tell the anxiety is through the roof still.

this is lucy, she says hi. im currently wrapped in a blanket cuddling her and i might put some my little pony on to self soothe.

i would like us just to be okay, and for angel to really understand it doesn't matter if idiots post us. but I don't know how.

[thesmallest-ace]

rotating pre s1 steddie in my head like rotisserie chicken

[pleinsdemuses]

Ooc: I'm so late on replies... Working on them right now

[hahren-tabris]

okay i KNOW i said I was retiring my lavellan. and i KNOW i said that i prefer other romances to s*lav*llan. but hear me out.

what if i started a new playthrough with a new lavellan.

[artisticdysfunction]

alter death can happen. no, it doesn't occur in a literal way. but it can absolutely occur in an emotional way, since headspaces can be quite symbolic. saying that alters can't technically die to someone who is clearly upset isn't always going to help them feel better. in various cases, it makes them feel worse and that they're not being listened to.

[random-fandom-whump]

Woah! :) :)

[wammyhoe]

OH MAH GAWD SHE POSTEDDDDDDD

My night has been made.

Haha! Aww, this made me giggle! It means a lot that there are people out there as marvelous as you, keeping up with me even when I post so little. Thank you, baby! 💜💜💜💜

[nightmxrevoid]

i'm like in love with her she's so sweet and funny why isn't she mine

[the-wandering-whumper]

Hello my loves. I’m sorry all I do is come on here and ask for help, but my health is deteriorating and it’s just necessary at this point for me to ask for help again. Please, if you’re able…

GoFundMe

[sun-marie]

BG3 has two of the most thoughtful, unapologetic, no holds barred depictions of men with abusive female partners I've every seen (Wyll + Mizora and Gale + Mystra), which is so rare to see in any media but especially video games, and some of the Larian writers seem determined to convince me it was 100% by accident

[mbbsgf]

i want a hug from matt so bad it would solve everything

[plurapony]

sfw kawaii agere moodboard 🩷🎀

-> like/reblog if u use!!

[pleinsdemuses]

Ooc: coffee time.