#Magpakailanman

[loveephia]

i think the art above is self-explanatory HAHAHHA

thank you SO SUPER MUCH for two thousand followers!! i remember when i started writing on tumblr four months ago, expecting nothing much.

anyway, here's a voice reveal. :p

poof. it's gone. :3

[tfshouldidohere]

꒰ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ hyello im tachi ꒱

*ੈ♡🪐i identify as grass now. *ੈ♡🪐multi-fandom blog. she/her. asian. 18+. *ੈ♡🪐happily married to @ashitshowforalot. *ੈ♡🪐pink enthusiast. *ੈ♡🪐username is the same thru out every social media. *ੈ♡🪐no my online name does not have any specific meaning. *ੈ♡🪐i like mobile visual novels. and stray kids. *ੈ♡🪐i mainly just fuck around and read and reblog. *ੈ♡🪐ocs named hime will appear on this blog once in a blue moon. *ੈ♡🪐step-mother to baby love risk.

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[starkura]

mahal kita | izana kurokawa

notes: you and izana normally speak english, inspired by the movie “past lives” , might be ooc

disclaimer: i used google translate, i apologize if there’s any mistakes or mistranslations

edit: i dont rly like this but its been sitting in my drafts for too long now ヽ(°〇°)ﾉ

izana has trouble sleeping at night, so you tend to stay up with him until he falls asleep. but, you often fall asleep before he does. one night, he was finally able to fall asleep. however, you somehow couldn’t fall asleep that night.

you admire izana while he is sleeping soundly. it’s been a long time since he got proper sleep. you on the other hand were still wide awake. you don’t mind, it was nice to watch izana finally getting some rest. since you usually fall asleep before him, you never knew how izana slept like. until tonight, you found out izana was a sleep talker.

“mahal ko…pakiusap huwag mo akong iwan.” izana softly spoke while sleeping.

“izana?” you say quietly.

“Sa totoo lang hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko kung wala ka. pakiusap, wag mo akong iwan at manatili sa tabi ko habang buhay. Pangako mamahalin kita magpakailanman.” izana continues.

realizing that izana was a sleep talker, you wonder what he was saying. you didn’t understand tagalong at all. even if you woke izana up, he wouldn’t even remember what he was saying. so, you didn’t dare to wake him up.

“kung malungkot ka, andito lang ako para sayo. Kung masaya ka, ako ang magiging dahilan kung bakit ka masaya. at kung galit ka, maiintindihan ko kung bakit ka.” he mutters.

that was the last of what izana said while asleep. you wished you knew what izana was dreaming about. whatever he was having a dream of, he was at ease. you never seen him so at peace with himself.

—

you managed to wake up before izana did. he had slept in. he walks into the living room and finds you sitting on the couch watching television. you notice him and paused your show.

“how’d you sleep last night?” you ask izana. izana rubs his eyes, still trying to fully wake himself up. “i slept good…actually.” he remarks. you hum in responses.

“that’s good to hear.” you comment. izana feels as though you want to say something more, but he feels as though you’re holding back from saying anything.

“how’d you sleep? did i keep you up all night?” he questioned. you look away from him for a moment to collect your thoughts. “i didn’t get much sleep. you were sleep talking all night long and i was curious about what you were dreaming about.” you pause for a long moment.

“did you know that you dream in tagalong?”

izana looks at you with a surprised look. “no, i didn’t know that.”

“i didn’t either, i guess because i never stayed up long enough for me to know.”

there was a brief moment of silence. izana was a bit confused because you seemed to be upset about it. he just didn’t understand what you would be upset about. he didn’t know what to say, considering that he didn’t even know what he said last night.

“are you- upset? i don’t know why you’re upset and i’m just…confused.” he confesses.

“i’m not upset at you, i’m upset with myself.” you tell him.

“but, why?” izana gives you a sympathetic and confused expression on his face.

“i just feel like when you speak tagalong, i feel like you have more emotion. i could learn the langauge and know what you are saying, but i think i will never truly understand how you are feeling. you speak from the heart when you speak tagalong. something you never do when you speak english.” you explain.

“i guess that i feel like i won’t be able to understand that side of you. it feels like there’s a whole part of you that i don’t even know of. i know it’s stupid and confusing, but i just think you speak whole heartily when you speak your language. it makes me wonder what you dream about. i wonder if you slept talked in tagalong before.” you continue.

“i think i understand what you are trying to say. i don’t know what i said last night and what i was dreaming of. but, i hope you know that whether i speak tagalong or english, i will always speak highly about you. that’s something you can always be sure of.” izana says reassuringly

“mahal kita. i love you, okay?” izana says.

“i love you too.”

translations

kung malungkot ka, andito lang ako para sayo. Kung masaya ka, ako ang magiging dahilan kung bakit ka masaya. at kung galit ka, maiintindihan ko kung bakit ka - (if you're sad, I will be here for you. If you are happy, I will be the reason why you are happy. and if you are angry, i will understand why you are)

Sa totoo lang hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko kung wala ka. pakiusap, wag mo akong iwan at manatili sa tabi ko habang buhay. Pangako mamahalin kita magpakailanman. - (I honestly don't know what I would do without you. please, don't leave me and stay by my side forever. I promise to love you forever.)

mahal ko…pakiusap huwag mo akong iwan - (“my love…please don't leave me”)

mahal kita - (i love you)

[icu-fetish]

Magpakailanman - Woman on ventilator

[sorqpmusicmin]

Magpasalamat Kayo sa Panginoon - Fr. Fruto Ramirez, SJ

Magpasalamat kayo sa Panginoon Na Syang lumikha ng lahat ng bagay dito sa mundo Siya’y gumawa ng buwan at mga bitwin Upang magbigay ng liwanag sa pagsapit ng dilim

Koro: O magpasalamat sa kanyang mga biyaya at awa O ating purihin ang Poon na mahabagin sa atin

Magpasalamat kayo sa Panginoon Dahil sa kagandahang loob niya’y magpakailanman At pagpalain ng Diyos habang buhay Na siyang nagligtas sa Kanyang hinirang bayang Israel

[motziedapul]

🇵🇭🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ONE NIGHT ONLY at Glad Day Bookshop in Toronto🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭

Tuesday, July 25 at 630-830pm!

Join Makulay atbp for the launch of our collective zine, Pride is Forever / Pag-pride ay Magpakailanman. I'll also be selling the Pinoy Monster Anthologies and Aswang At Berdugo at the event!

From the Makulay atbp Insta: MGA BEKS IT IS HEREEEEE!! Tell your friends, family, plants, lovers, and bring them all along!! 🎉✨️ Join us for the launch of our collective zine, Pride is Forever / Pag-pride ay Magpakailanman on Tuesday, July 25th 6:30PM at Glad Day Bookshop ❗️👀 Earlier this year we created a zine that explored how play and care manifest in our day to day. We are excited to share what we have created together in our playshops and celebrate healing, joy, and community with you all. 📝🫂 There will be live performances and art from beloved local artists. Limited copies are available for purchase or pre-order PWYC (suggested $10) 💸📚 We are asking folks to be masked, except when eating/drinking. We will have extra masks and hand sanitizers available. Ingat and see you soon! 😷💟

More info at the Makulay IG!

[akindplace]

not exactly out of curiosity, but more of gratitude:

thank you for making and curating this blog. the subliminal but constant reminders abt how we are only human and that we deserve kindness for ourselves really did something for me i think

i've been less prone to self-destructive thoughts and have been reframing them into whatever you got going on. sure, things are kinda my fault -- but at the same time, a lot of factors play into stuff that happens, so it would be unfair to make it just my fault, right?

⚠ sui/cidal history

i've spent majority of my teenage years blaming myself for a lot of things -- things that i either could not help (innately desiring to be a professional multimedia artist) or something beyond my control (my parents' unpleasant first reaction to the artist thing). i was sui for like... 2 consecutive years for it. 3 years total if we include 2020 ahah

anyway, i'm presently not sui anymore, not since 2021 i like to think -- but self-hatred and -sabotage is still there. old habits die hard especially when you have a history of hating yourself for the things you are/what you're doing. every day is a fight to be doing what i want to, and oftentimes i'm find myself telling myself "i fought myself so hard to get this chance i thought i wouldn't have. why would i fail and throw it away now?"

it's exhausting, half the time, i'll admit. i hate having to convince and fight myself just to do the things i want to. it's not just executive dysfunctiob anymore; i'm sure something deeply wrong with me that i could probably dismantle better if i got the therapy for it. unfortunately, in a country like the philippines, healthcare is only for the well-off, and my family is anything but well-off. why else did they tell me that i needed to be something else first before becoming what i wanted to be, a professional artist? every day i fight, and every day i'm exhausted with my own brain and my living conditions.

every day i'm tired, but i come on tumblr and see your blog posts on my dash. they always make me consider being kinder to myself exactly because i fought so hard to stay alive, and even harder for the dreams i've always wanted to reach. i did tear myself out of a pool of tar that was my mental hell... by myself... so i deserve some kindness for myself because i've been through too much already, right?

ah, this got longer than intended. it's 2:07 am now, i should probably sleep

thank you again for your time, for this chance, and for this blog

sana masarap ulam mo magpakailanman

You definitely deserve compassion and kindness, especially from yourself, especially after all you went through. You fought very hard to be here, and you deserve credit for it, and doing all that alone is very exhausting. I hope someday soon you achieve your career dreams and the stability you crave, and that you can be in a better financial position to reach out to therapy, because no one should go through all that alone and you deserve help. Remember that there is nothing fundamentally wrong with you that you need to dismantle to make yourself “good”, your illness is lying to you. From the bottom of my heart, I really hope you are feeling well, and that your health improves soon. But just because you have an illness, it doesn’t make you “wrong” or “bad”, you’re just a person and you deserve good things. I really hope you keep going and that you achieve your dreams, and that you finally find yourself in a happy and safe place in life, and that you get all the support you need. You’re not alone in this struggle, and I know it’s exhausting to fight so much, so please rest all you need, but keep going. Thank you so much for your appreciation for this blog ♥️

You deserve so much happiness, so keep being kind to yourself.

[joycecoguangco23]

Biyahe Patungo sa Monasterio De Tarlac

-> Pagkilala sa lugar Hindi ko lubos akalain na mayroong ganitong klase ng lugar sa Pilipinas. Bilang kasapi ng isang relihiyosong pamilya, ang lugar na ito ay isang biyaya. Kaya naman samahan ninyo akong lakbayin ang tunay na katangi-tanging ganda ng Monasterio De Tarlac. Ang Monasterio de Tarlac ay matatagpuan sa matayog na bulubunduking kagubatan sa Resurrection sa probinsya ng Tarlac, ito ay hindi lamang isang pasyalan para sa mga deboto at mga bumibisita, kundi isang lugar ng pagninilay at pananampalataya.

Ang katahimikan ng lugar ay agad na bumalot sa akin, nagbibigay-daan sa isang mas malalim na pagninilay at pananampalataya. Bago magsimula ang misa, bumungad sa akin ang napakalaking imposanteng istatwa ni Hesu Kristo na naitayo na may laking 30-foot malapit sa simbahan. Kamangha-mangha ang istatwang ito sa unang tingin sapagkat aakalaing mong hanggang langit ang tingkad.

-> Pagninilay at Pananampalataya Sa panimula ng mga kampana, indikasyon ng pagsisimula ng misa, ang banal na lugar ay nagbigay sa aking diwa ng kapanatagan at kapayapaan. Sa pag lapit ko sa loob ng simabahan, nakaramdaman ako ng presensya ng pagninilay. Ang lugar na ito ay nagbigay ng pasasalamat at kagalakan sa aking isipan. Ang bawat sandaling ito sa loob ng simbahan ng Monasterio de Tarlac ay nagdulot ng kasiyahan at kapayapaan sa aking puso at isipan, nagbibigay-lakas sa akin sa aking landas ng pananampalataya at paglilingkod.

-> Silong at litratuhan Ang Monasterio De Tarlac ay hindi lamang umiikot sa pagkakaroon ng simbahan, kung hindi ang pagkakaroon ng mga magagandang tanawin, mayroong mga bilihan ng makakain. Isa ang restaurant na ito sa pumukaw ng aking atensyon dulot ng tanawin, samahan pa ito ng masasarap na pagkain mula sa lugar.

Sa karagdagan, ang Monasterio de Tarlac ay may mga sariwang lugar na perpekto para sa pagkuha ng litrato. Isa rin ito sa pumukaw ng aking atensyon sapagkat ito ay mayroong mga upuan, ramdam ang simoy ng hangin at mapapansin ang mga nakapalibot na istatwa ng mga santo.

-> Espesyal na Araw para sa Pamilya Napakasaya ng aking experiences sa lugar dahil kasama ko ang aking pamilya lalo na at bonding namin ang pagninilay at pagsisimba. Masasabi kong nakatulong ang Monasterio De Tarlac upang mas magkaroon ako ng mga memoryang tatatak sa aking isipan magpakailanman. Isa ang araw na ito sa pinaka espesyal na nangyari sa aking buhay sapagkat kasama ko ang pinakamahalagang biyaya sa akin ng may kapal, ito ay ang aking pamilya. Kaya naman upang hindi ko makalimutan ang espesyal na araw na ito ay nagpasya ako at aking pamilya na kumuha ng mga litrato na maari naming tignan at balikan kung gusto naming maalala at bigyang empasismo ang tunay na kaakibat ng Monasterio de Tarlac.

-> Bulubunduking Tanawin Matatanaw din ang mga malalaking bundok mula sa lugar na nang-alok ng mga napakagandang tanawin, malayo man ito o malapit. Sa aking persepsyon, ang mga bundok na ito ay nagsisilbing inspirasyon sa mga bisita na nagbibigay-daan na lumapit sa kalikasan at sa kanilang sariling espiritwalidad sa pamamagitan ng mga natatanging karanasan at paglalakbay.

-> Mga Realisasyon

Sa pagtatapos ng aking paglalakbay sa Monasterio de Tarlac, ang lugar na ito ay magtatanim sa aking puso ng alaala na kailanman ay hindi ko makakalimutan. Ilan sa mga realisasyon na aking natamo sa buong paglalakbay ko sa Monasterio de Tarlac ay ang pagkakaroon ng malaking benepisyo ng paglalakbay sa ugnayan ng pamilya. Naniniwala ako na ang pagkakaroon ng malakas na pananampalata sa Panginoon ay isang paraan upang mas mapatibay ang relasyon ng isang pamilya, dahil base sa aking karanasan, isa ang pagninilay sa Panginoon ang naging daan sa aking pamilya upang patuloy na mahalin ang isa't isa. Kaya naman hinihikayat ko kayo na bisitahin ang Monasterio de Tarlac upang maranasan ang tunay na kagandahan nito.

[bdsrsated]

Mga Sikat sa Cavitenos Sir Sam kasama ko si Idol Kong Cosplayer ng Cavitenos Feature GMA 7 I Bear for You: The Sam Story Magpakailanman Host Mel Tiangco Director Jojo Nadela Jeric Gonzales as SAM Release date · December 17, 2022 (Philippines) @hobbyfestph @kayro_17 @bearforyou17 @jericgonzales07 @gmanetwork @meltiangcotitamel @mpkgma @sm_cinema

[carronyaflowers]

Thank you for the tag @linewire (i'll make something abt the el amor patrio thing when i finish my paper)

Tagging: @f1-giuki @official-impravidus @verclercswiftie @clearlyclairesblog @lestappeninchidents if y'all haven't done it yet and would like to do so

Relationship Status: single

Fave color: luntian at pula sagisag magpakailanman (green and red)

Song stuck in my head: UP Naming Mahal (my uni's anthem) and Dark Paradise by Lana Del Rey

Last song I listened to: Mission Impossible Theme Song (dad is watching the film)

3 Fave Foods: Sinigang na hipon, pasta, chicken sandwich

Last google: Jose Rizal's Brindis (@linewire gusto ko na sumuko)

Dream trip: El Nido, Palawan or Italy

Anything I want right now: To finish my last finals paper and for a chodium

[artistaforever]

from Magpakailanman

[theivorlegov1]

Magpakailanman: Rise of the one-legged running man | Full Episode Video Drama featuring actor Ruru.

[jezawitha-z]

Usually at this time, mahimbing na tulog ko. Pero ngayong friday na friday na last shift, dun na naman magsabay sabay lahat.

Menstrual cramps, headache, LPR na para na akong inaasthmaaaa. Yung silent reflux ko na literal patahimik tahimik lang pero pag na trigger halos di na ako makahinga.

After 2 years, lately lang bumabalik yung LPR ko at ngayon ako mas nahihirapan. Once na humiga ako, may tendency na aakyat na naman acid ko. So baka di na ako matutulog nito hanggang magpakailanman hahahaha. Tatayo matulog? Ilang unan pa ba pagpatungin ko? Masakit na sa leeg ha.

Taena last shift nalang later baka naman makisama ka. Pero ayun I decided to book an appointment nalang for tomorrow. Need ko na talaga ipa check up ulit to. Paghahandaan ko na yung halos tig 40+ pesos sa isang gamot lang. Tas imagine irereseta sya for 14 days or 1 month? Ayoko na. Gawin nyo nalang akong patatas.

[melovesanneeeee]

The lechons of yesterday are the paksiws of today and tomorrow and magpakailanman. 😊

[kazumi-writes]

Huwag Kang Matakot Magpalaya

May mga bagay sa buhay na sadyang hindi natin kayang hawakan nang mahigpit magpakailanman. Naalala ko noong unang beses akong nagpasyang bitawan ang isang bagay na mahalaga sa akin—parang sumikip ang dibdib ko, parang napakaraming 'paano kung...' ang naglalaro sa isip ko. Nakakatakot. Pero dumating ako sa puntong napagod na akong hawakan ang isang bagay na unti-unti na ring nawawala. Hinayaan kong dumaloy ang sakit at takot, at sa proseso, natutunan kong ang pagpapalaya ay hindi laging tanda ng pagkawala. Minsan, ito'y pagyakap sa posibilidad ng mas magandang bukas.

Kadalasan, ang dahilan ng pagkakahawak natin sa mga bagay o tao ay dahil sa takot na hindi natin kayang bumangon kapag nawala sila. Pero hindi ba’t sa bawat pag-alis ng isang bagay, may puwang na nalilikhang puwedeng punan ng iba? Parang halaman na kailangan ng espasyo para lumago—ang pagpapalaya ay hindi pagkakait, kundi pagbibigay ng pagkakataon na palitan ang luma ng bago. Minsan pa nga, ang pinakamasakit na mga pagpapaalam ang siya pang nagiging daan para sa mga pinakamatatamis na simula.

Sa huli, natutunan kong ang takot ay laging bahagi ng pagpalaya. Pero ang pagtitiwala na pagkatapos ng bawat pagpapaalam, may darating na mas mabuti, ang siyang nagbibigay lakas sa atin para magpatuloy. Walang kasiguraduhan, pero iyon ang kagandahan ng buhay—ang hindi malaman kung ano ang susunod, pero magtiwala pa rin sa proseso. Huwag kang matakot magpalaya, dahil sa bawat pagbitaw, may kasamang paghilom at paglaya.