#MY HEART FLUTTERED OK

[queen-of-the-boos]

I am literally so smitten. Even more than when I first saw him. Oh my goodness. His VOICE THE LITTLE RASP IN IT. HHHHHHHHHHH. I NEED TO DRAW US TOGETHER TOMORROW SO BAD. I NEED DRAWING IDEAS H

[blackhairedjjun]

just some rambly unedited thoughts about captain of the guard yeonjun x nobility reader (angsty but with a happy ending):

captain of the guard yeonjun who is assigned to take care of you, the child of wealthy nobles; your parents give you no freedom and only care about marrying you off to another wealthy family to preserve their pride

you resent him at first because you think he's trying to control you just like your parents, and he keep trying to talk to you and ask about your favorite things; you say nothing because you think he'll tattle on you but really he just wants you to feel more comfortable around him

you learn to trust him after you run away from yet another ball that your parents have forced you to attend, and yeonjun to your surprise doesn't report you to your parents or send you back. instead you sit with him on an outside bench and talk and laugh and it feels like the first time you get to breathe

yeonjun letting you open up to him more and more after that, and you doing so. he's considerate and sweet, he remembers all the little things about you, and sure he makes terrible puns but you laugh at them anyway. you tell him about your favorite books and all the places in the world you want to travel to and he wishes he could take you there

you feel safest when you're around him not because he's guarding you, but because you can be yourself around him. before you know it you've fallen in love with him

and all that comes crashing down when your parents arrange a marriage with a horrible, manipulative noble behind your back. that night you cry in your room and yeonjun, who is supposed to be outside guarding the house, overhears and rushes to hold you. you tell him everything and he swears that he'll do everything to stop your marriage

you kiss him that night and it's the first moment of bliss you've felt in a long time.

the two of you plan to elope behind your parents' back, all while they think you're going along with the marriage they set up. the night before your wedding you sneak out of the house and escape, taking nothing but a few things with you, and the whole time you're terrified that you'll be caught and sent back. and even though yeonjun tries to be brave for you, when you hold his hand you feel it trembling and you realize that he's just as scared as you

neither of you relax until you've crossed the border into a neighboring kingdom where you can start a new life in peace. and even though you don't have a luxurious noble life anymore, you're free and you're with the love of your life, just as you always wanted <3

and yes, you travel the world together, just as you dreamed

[moltage]

i knowwww it's wrong but i be giggling at comments like these. penguins rly are the ppls favorites and i can't deny i v much enjoy it 😔😭

[konohamaru-sensei]

To me, Kimi ni todoke is a perfect story

What can I say now that I have finished season 3? The season 3 we didn't even know we would be getting? Well, I used to tell friends that I am happy with whatever comes, but now im greedy and I want it all. I am very Kazehaya about new KnT seasons, I guess.

Anyway, I have been browsing the tag a little to find gifs and reactions and such, and I already see discussions (not much tbh but still) about how this and that in the story should be different and while the anime did skip things (Rip to "you are mine now" Nakamura-san would have sounded SO GOOD!), people are satisfiedI think. I am, at least, very happy.

But to me, Kimi ni todoke is perfect. and not perfect in this way that i have small problems but overall I'm happy. No, I find it perfect perfect. Every storyline every character development from beginning to end is perfect. I guess people complaining about Ayane or whatever, even if its not here on tumblr that much, just show me that I can't interact with fans of this fandom either.

See, ever since I found KnT in 2009 when I was just 17 (about the age of the characters in the story funnily enough) I have always rewatched it when I was doing poor mentally. I must have seen it 12-15 times over the years, I've probably watched it twice after my fathers death alone. These characters mean the world to me, all of them. I love all of them.

But the girls! At different times of my life I could always connect to another one of them. So much so that while I like Chizu best and think she resembles me the most (in fact, I think she is the anime character that is closest to me in personality), I find a part of me in all of them.

When I found the story I had just lost my friendgroup (because an ex lied about me, it happens) and I had to go back to being alone, so I emphasised with Sawako (and her distancing herself from her friends always makes me cry, without fail, always).

When I moved out to study in 2011 and was mentally so low in 2012 and dated guys because I thought otherwise they wouldnt be my friends, I reread Ayanes okinawa arc over and over and over again.

And of course I have my friends call me by a different name than my given name because my given name is boring lol Kurumi and me.

And ah, Chizu, it would be too long to explain. Too personal. Nobody would care. I had a best friend once that I lost because I was scared of our friendship ending. I love Chizuru because we are the same, and I'm jealous of her because she is better than me. I don't have time or space to express my feelings. Level up to Nisi friendship level 6 to hear tragic backstory.

Also, I can't talk about this show without mentioning how much the voice actors mean to me. Long before I knew any seiyuu-names I knew Kazehayas-voice. In fact, I hated oikawa in hq SPECIFICALLY because he has kazehayas voice and isnt nice! You gotta be nice with that voice man! Their voices are tattooed onto my soul and when I hear them in other places I always think of KnT first.

I love them so very much that when I watched the Tokyo E ncounter episode with Nakamura Yuuchi (Ryu) and Sanpei Yuuko (Chizuru) when they are playing Halo and he is teasing her for having bad aim, I started crying - like sobbing. It was so weird I have you know but I just sat there and I couldn't get it together.

Anyway, Kimi ni todoke is perfect to me. Everything about it means the world to me. I have to physically restrain myself to not rewatch the season again.

Please netflix, finish it, please. You may cut some things. I will forgive you if you cut some things, but give me the end.

[hirayaea]

as someone who’s just moved houses right now and is building furniture almost everyday—

also as someone who has the tendency to buy fitness equipment but not use them

I feel so called out ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ

[duahauuoplanh]

SM TOWN naver update

[wayfinderships]

Gamers,,,did you know I love him? 👉👈

[marymekpop]

there are no correct answers in life, only best answers

[acornered]

I have the score to Carol (2015) on vinyl and I've been listening to it while I write a letter to my beloved for peak Gay Ambiance

[poicyss]

my boyfriend is literally laying next to me right now fast asleep and comfortable this is all I've wanted for so long

[silkjade]

sizing up the competition 🫣

[actually-nagito]

i love women

[meownotgood]

dreamt that aki protected me........ hhh

[faaun]

ok i came up w reasons for why i am currently the way i am

[saltybiowarefantears]

the dream: fantastical yearning to own a small little farm for gardening and raising some animals

the reality: needs to take a two hour break after pruning some raspberries because my body feels like jello

[flufflecat]

oops i learned what pony town is and now i keep designing ponies