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WAIT I SAW THE NEWS ABT THE OCTOPATH 2 UPDATE AND I THINK I JUST SAW PART OF WHAT THAT IS . DID THEY ACTUALLY ..
#HANG ON LEMME PUT EM IN TAGS TO AVOID SPOILERING ANYONE WHO HASNT SEEN YET#MORE TAGS JUST IN CASE 👍 👍 👍 👍 👍 👍 👍 👍#OK . DID THEY ACTUALLY PUT THE OG OCTOPATH GANG IN THERE SO U CAN IFGHT THEM ????? HELLO??????#imso fucking mad i cant play it AND IM SO SAD I WANNA SEE THEM AGAIN .......... I WANNA GET MY ASS KICKED BY THEM.........#octotag#octopath spoilers#does this . have a designated spoilertag.#octopath traveler spoilers#octopath traveler 2 spoilers
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Low Tier Thunder God lmao
#fairy tail#fairy tail fanart#laxus dreyar#fairy tail laxus#ft laxus#fanart#digital drawing#digital art#my art#phoenix draws#cw sui joke#<- as a just in case#if i need to tag it as anythin else lemme know and ill drop it on 👍👍👍#anyways goin through my folder of memes to draw bcus everytime i look away more keeps gettin added to it lol#this has probs been done before but like cmon#he would say this
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Posting here as well because why not!! Shout out to (and rest in terror 😔) Alan Curupen of Providence Al Dente. Your soul may have overflowed on lore but.
actually no yeah we don't know what terror a. ball's deal is yet so. this may or may not go poorly for us. but at least we're plot-relevant /lh
( honestly I don't know what the quality's going to be like because mspaint but uhm. I miss you alan :[ )
#eyestrain#bright colors#scopophobia#body horror#just in case!! let me know if I need to add any more tags 👍#frost art#terror ball#terrorball#terror a. ball#a lot of terror. a lot of balls#alan curupen#providence al dente#i do think tab may be my favorite player now aside from patricia aldritch though#do we know their deal? no. could they be evil? potentially#but i think tab can just be really ominous while we wait to find out. as a treat#took me forever to figure out the poses and whatnot oughghgh. sorry alan for the lack of detail i. did not have it in me#and also i was going to try and do a whole warning sign-style thing but i got a bit. carried away. so
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It’s been 0 weeks since the World Cup finale, 17 weeks to go until sgp and 34 weeks to go until next season.
#and we are back 🫠👍#first countdown post is always the worst one#but it will get better just not now or the next weeks#trying to uphold some sense of community with these countdowns#i am not ready for the tag to die#and to not have any comps in the foreseeable future and with that no sj content#I'm fine this is fine#😭😭😭#oh I forgot this is also the first post that gets the offseason tag this is bad#someone sedate me until next winter#yeah I am feeling totally normal about this sure that's a completely healthy reaction#the range of emotions I went through preparing this post#and in case you're wondering I always plan to prepare these posts for a few weeks or the whole offseason in advance and never do it#so of course I frantically open tumblr at 11:59 am on sundays accompanied by muttering shit shit shit and type the post and tags#plans made but chaos reigns#there are no fixed calendars out yet they are usually discussed and approved in the spring meeting in april#but I based this on the last years so it should be more or less accurate :)#ski jumping#offseason2024#sgp countdown 24#actually it's 25 because it counts as part of the new season but that seem awfully confusing so it stays 24 here#sj countdown 24#same with this one technically it's 24/25 but yeaaahhh the season starts in 24 so it's fine
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The Red Shoes (1948) dir. Michael Powell and Emeric Pressburger Marina Dyachenko and Sergey Dyachenko, Vita Nostra (tr. Julia Meitov Hersey)
#i'm probably going to make several of these bc i've been pondering the similarities again after rewatching the red shoes#this excerpt reminded me of the frenetic all consuming nature of the metamorphosis that both vicky and sasha undergo#(in vicky's case it's more abstractly depicted via the ballet visuals but that shot of her inside the void of a silhouette made me think..)#but there's this sensation of an uncontrollable crescendo in both mentorships where lermontov and kozhennikov just seem to take and take#and there is that moment right at the end where the heroines push right back with equal force and world altering consequences#sasha destroying kozhennikov in a sense (rending him of his power by creating a world where fear is no longer necessary to love)#and vicky in turn destroying lermontov with her death (perhaps the one active choice she felt she had left within her grasp)#i will manifest a bullet in his heart indeed! anyway.#the red shoes#the red shoes 1948#vita nostra#🎬.mp4#lit tag#myedit#compilations#realizing that each subsequent parallels post i make is becoming more obscure and convoluted to the point that i am only talking to myself#well! we move 👍
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its past midnight and time to yap about Mouthwashing. Anyway obviously we don't see the Specific Events only how the characters react but with Anya... Okay I'm going to talk about the Sexual Assault not with Specific Details but that's what the post is about so
Anyways she reads to me as very like... trying to downplay the severity to herself. Like thinking through it (not having the exact quotes but) I feel like it'd be an unfortunately natural reaction- if you were stuck with 4 guys and the guy with the second highest position on the ship assaulted you depending on the situation. I feel like its not hard to imagine you'd try and reframe it as Less Bad to cope because let me be honest if I had to confront the implications of that, mainly the fact he could do it again and I wouldn't have any real way of dealing with it without complicating things even further bc he doesn't just have a close relationship with the guy with the Most Power on the ship, he also is in charge of keeping Me and The Other People On The Ship Safe, i would be in deep denial just to not lose my god damn mind like thats so fucking scary. And then the implication you tried to talk to the captain and even if he wasn't cruel he didn't Understand the Severity of what you were suggesting is like. Besides feeling afraid it could genuinely really fuck with my own perception bc like "if this guy who I trust says he's not a bad person maybe I'm just overreacting?" is. Again unfortunately understandable.
And again I'll say that Anya fully breaks down when the news breaks that pony express is fucked and like. 1. I think that's related to her own finances (and also. Literally just realized the way an abortion could interact badly with "no savings" like I Just Processed that fact. Like I knew "oh if she couldn't abort having to support a child wouldn't just be traumatic but also fucking nightmarish finance wise" but even having an abortion could make things so much harder.) 2. Jimmy LASHES OUT at Curly OPENLY. again based on my interpretation of Mildly In Denial To Cope this would. Like. Really fuck with that because it goes from "I trust the captain and I don't want to be afraid of my crewmate for a year" to "oh he is willing to verbally abuse the captain, who is his friend" and realizing I wasn't overreacting.
I also wanna point to the dead pixel conversation and obv it's symbolic but idk if it's meant as "there's a dead pixel that Anya noticed and she's using the topic to like test the waters" or if it's "anya is literally just trying to figure out Curly's thought process" which isn't like super important but like. Focusing on the way she starts the conversation by saying that she "Likes the illusion the screen has". (I don't remember the exact words sorry) But that's really interesting to me bc obviously you can read into Curly not seeing the dead pixel and instead focusing on the bigger picture (and how the dead pixel "doesn't ruin the illusion") but I think it's really interesting that Anya starts by talking Positively about the screen even though the dead pixel is there (and she can't stop thinking about it)
Like thinking through implications option 1: she's talking about the screen and uses the dead pixel to get a feel for how Curly responds to her bringing up issues
2: she's being entirely metaphorical and still trying to sort of self soothe- seeking external validation that the dead pixel Isn't Actually That Big A Deal (and therefore she's just overthinking)
3: idk how to phrase this exactly but ppl have talked Abt the way she talks to Jimmy, how it indicates a sort of "Fawn" response where she tries to keep him calm with compliments and stuff, and her talking about "enjoying the illusion" is her trying to do something similar with Curly- essentially starting the metaphor by downplaying the issue
Anyway. I don't know if I have a full conclusion but another thing is I think ppl need to acknowledge that while Curly fucked up and harmed Anya (mainly thru inaction). He's not uniquely shitty. Most people will be in a situation where they act similarly, and that DOES NOT JUSTIFY HIS ACTIONS. I AM NOT SAYING CURLY IS ANY BETTER. I am saying that you need to be able to recognize your capacity for harm thru inaction and understand that like. He's not uniquely terrible he's just Normal Levels Of Unhelpful, which in a situation like Anya's is Dangerous
Like. Basically you can say "fuck jimmy fuck curly" all you want but you need to be able to understand that everyone including yourself has the same capacity for harm
#Mouthwashing spoilers#Rape ment#SA ment#Ask to tag#Idk I will say with the Anya thing: I'm a little bit speaking from personal experience#Of. There are things that I think about like ''ppl say These Things (that I experienced) are Very Bad but I don't think that's the case#For me'' like. Not consciously ''oh I'm over reacting'' but more ''well maybe my situation is different'' and it's really hard to figure ou#How much of that is genuinely the case and how much is denial y'know. 👍#Also Curly is a trans guy to me bc I'm hungry for characters who are trans men and just as culpable of willful ignorance and harm#As cis men. Anyway if anyone has a diff take on Anya's situation and)or mindset I'm open to hear it this is just my thoughts#Based on how the scenes read to me.#Also like the situation is delicate and this isn't like A Perfect Fix but genuinely Curly should've given Anya the gun#I don't think she would've shot it but it works as a Defensive Threat in a way that would give her security and also deter jimmy from being#A fucking problem because he doesn't experience consequences for his actions due to a mix of Captain's Friend and#''we can't really do shit to him or we lose our co-pilot'' (even tho he fucking sucks at his job they don't learn that until he#Is The Captain so they likely assume he's at least fucking. Functional and they would be worse off with him out of commission. Y'know)#But then again Jimmy's allergic to responsibility and consequences to the point of murder suicide so maybe Anya wouldve had to shoot him#Idk. Imagine me pacing full of rage. Imagining a universe where Anya can just fucking go to med school and doesn't have to deal with#The pony express. FUCK THE PONY EXPRESS
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despite my strong personal headcanon that he is an entire homosexual I will admit giving hasumi and yakko a will-they-won't-they relationship was kind of a baller move on the authors' part
#tactics tag#like i kind of hope they Do. it would be fun to see it play out i think#...ok back to imagining him balls deep inside kantarou 👍#in any case im just happy they're including yakko more she was previously a deeply underutilized character#yasumi
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"what is their favorite meal like?? you can answer anyone but I'm in particular asking about papyrus and ht papyrus"
So tbth I tend to be pretty bad at favorite food hc bc I pretty much love all food and struggle to really determine what kind of food prefs characters would have, so I'll usually just completely make stuff up, which is nyot how I usually do things!! Of course w/ some of the UT characters thankfully we do have SOME input of their canon preferences...
However. As is the way w/ most things Papyrus I have thought abt the implications of the QnA waaay too much. As we know Flowey states Papyrus' favorite food to be dinosaur egg oatmeal, whereas nobody else knew and Papyrus himself stated not remembering. We also know, despite fandom portrayal, Papyrus has never actually eaten his own spaghetti, so we don't really know his thoughts on it.
The trick with Papyrus is that he lies all the time. He lies all the time! So does Flowey actually know his favorite? Or does he just think he does? Maybe he just made it up to sound knowledgeable. Flowey also lies (but possibly less so, or at least less smoothly than Papyrus, since usually Flowey will eventually state if he'd lied).
As a big fan of oatmeal myself, I do like to believe this is true, though, and it's fun to imagine that, while his favorite remains the dinosaur egg kind, that he gets very excited about the variety of other flavors once surfacing.
^ longest winded way possible to say that I like to hc Papyrus' fave food is oatmeal, BUT. I also like to imagine he likes fruity flavors, too! Like blueberry pecan or strawberries and crème <3
As for ht Papyrus, my interp Dove, I generally imagine having lived through a famine, amongst other things lol, it really changes the way you perceive food. While I definitely can't relate on that front, I do have experience having an incredibly limited diet bc of health reasons for several years. And now, I've always been a little bit of a """foodie""" (I really wanted to be a chef for most of my childhood), but coming out of that, I can say the way I perceive and appreciate food is undoubtedly different.
So with all of that completely unnecessary context, I imagine the types of foods and flavors Dove tends towards are very rich and rounded flavors, as opposed to how I'd imagine UT Papyrus seeks out brighter, sharper flavors. Not necessarily heavy, as I do still believe he'd be opposed to particularly greasy foods, but hearty stews, casserole type dishes, slow cooked oatmeal, rice pudding, you know what I mean? Probably mostly things that cook for a long time, things that thicken and develop complex flavors.
And, body willing when the chronic pain isn't too bad, I think he'd really enjoy making things as much from scratch as possible. I definitely think he’s more of a chef than a baker or patissier, so he tends toward savory more often than not, and avoids meats usually (not always an issue, but sometimes a strong aversion), so he'd probably cook a lot with rice and potatoes, all sorts of them and other root vegetables or squash.
I can't say I think he'd have any singular favorite food, but he would probably say all sorts of dishes are his favorites if he can smell them or is making it atm lol
I knooow you said I could add Papyri but I'm still going to apologize for this lmao, but I'm sorry, I have to add him or I'll Die / j but the aforementioned stuff I added abt my own experiences has really influenced how I write UF Papyrus post surfacing.
I've always been fond of the idea of things being worse in UF's underground in technical aspects too, like the CORE not functioning as well amongst other things that can cause complications in supply chains and production of necessary things, including food. Growing up with food scarcity constantly waxing and waning and never really ever being definably good wound up stunting most monsters knowledge of food.
So, suffice to say, once surfaced, there's a whole world of new things to discover and try and learn about. It's such a different experience than with HT, where they did have a reliable source of food and access to information about it, lost it, and then got it back (though I'm sure there still was plenty new stuff all the same).
Like, could you imagine having only ever seeing two colours for most of your life, and then seeing everything in full spectrum? So that's a driving force in what gets Edge so invested in cooking and baking. More than anything he wants to learn. It's exciting! And he can finally provide the ones he cares about with a surplus of high quality, well prepared nourishment. It's wild!
So similarly, he wouldn't really be able to choose one singular dish (might even say smth silly abt having to try every dish in the world before knowing for sure)...though I do love to hc that he has and always will have a soft spot for oatmeal made with a little honey and cinnamon <3
#sorry I cant say a normal amount about anything ever#also impacted by the fact I keep dipping in and out of consciousness#👍#I didn't put an @ just in case for. some reason??? idk why I just thought you might not want to be tagged??? I'm insane today so idk#but also ty for the q sorry I inject uf papyrus into. everything#he’s so intrusive#sun spots#alsojnpie#undertale papyrus#ut rus#ht dove#horrortale papyrus#underfell papyrus#uf edge#I might rewrite this post another time once I'm more coherent perhaps
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Occasionally loveposting about Nada on main instead of my selfship sideblog for me is the equivalent of firing a gun into the air to keep rent down. We're feral about fictional characters here, real ones only please!
#thorn talks#listen when you've been in love with a character since 2016 you just. you just kinda start caring less and less about judgement online 👍#on that sideblog i'll like. censor character names and whatever so stuff doesn't get in the main tags#but why even try to hide the fact that a character means a lot to me? doesn't exactly hurt anyone#i'm greyaroace and like 99% of the time. the only attraction i feel is towards fictional characters#i don't know why and it isn't damaging to my wellbeing but i've still been quiet about it in the past because#people will be like 'clearly this is a mental health problem' [uses it as an excuse to be ableist but claims to be 'protecting people']#fictosexuality is something that very much applies to me and despite what some people think it is not a choice or preference#it's not a case of 'i can't find a real partner so i settle for liking a fictional character'#if it was possible then i would choose to experience more attraction to real people. but i can't so there's no point shaming myself for it
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something i am constantly learning and forgetting and relearning is that you can never let anything get too perfect. if things start getting too flawless you have to make a mistake on purpose. or else you start to become so afraid of breaking that streak of flawlessness that you start to search for control over the matter at hand, so you can make sure everything continues to go perfectly. (the control isn’t real of course, only perceived. or if you do have some control, it’s never really as much as you believe.) but that pursuit of control will always inevitably and slowly suck your soul dry, and everything you do will be to make sure the mistakes don’t happen. and the more you focus on avoiding mistakes the less mental capacity there is to play. and that playful curiosity that isn’t afraid to get its hands dirty is why you even started doing any of this in the first place. because it’s fun and you enjoy it. you’re supposed to enjoy it. that’s always been the point
#art. i’m talking about art#but i’m also talking about anything and everything else worth doing#because it seems that every lesson art teaches me can actually be applied much more broadly#im realizing things on main. hope thafs ok 👍#chance.txt#<- starting a new text tag while i’m here just in case i continue to let my swag blossom on main
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Moe strikes an interesting balance between functionally being a self-insert while also adhering to canon aspects of Kiran. I can't extrapolate on this as much as I'd like to bc I feel like I don't have the words for it rn LMFAO but this has some really interesting side effects!
I think most importantly though it has been a really cool exercise in exploring a variety of different traits -- some of my own, and some that are exclusively Moe's. Either extrapolated from Kiran, or came to me in a vision HAHA. Either way, I think this actually gives it the potential to Be a compelling character by itself, if I can capture it right.
#moe tag#i think also something interesting is the re-contextualization that comes with like. making a guy. vs putting your whole pussy out there#WHICH LIKE. nothing wrong w that! honestly it's cool. the whole reason moe exists is bc i'm not comfortable w that for myself.#but in making moe it's led to some very interesting bits of re-contextualization AND experimentation#things i wouldn't have done otherwise were i only thinking of myself (making it nonbinary as a nod to kiran)#when i'm exclusively just a guy. and coming with that has been some really interesting ways to conceptualize/explore gender#again that i don't typically do because! well. i am just some guy i'm just doing it wrong on purpose LMFAO#that's just one example but there's many other cases where moe has been a fascinating proxy for me#to re-examine something i wouldn't have even thought about that way were i only thinking through my own lense/view of myself#ALSO gives me more freedom to emphasize parallels. and REALLY dig into them.#without like. feeling like i'm airing out my dirty laundry HAHAHAHAHA#BELIEVE IT OR NOT. i am actually a very guarded person#i just like to have fun and be silly and talk about everything i love at great length! for enrichment. 👍
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*looking through my spotify- trying to find artists to see in concert* "oh prince- nevermind. oh i love mama cass, nevermind. ohmygod seeing simon and gar-ok. TO SEE GEORGE HARRIS-"
#personal#vent#rant#tw in the tags i moved it to the end so 🫵 mind ur business#ill tw it for guns and suicide#just in case i guess#whatever#not to be that annoying fucking bitch but god i would kill to be plopped in the middle of the 60s just for like a few months#cuz fuck i couldve had the most bangin time in concerts dude FUCK#coke and simon and garfunkel then im dropping acid seeing fleetwood mac#and david bowie and rolling stones and prince and queen BROOOOOO#IM FUCKINNN LIVID!!!!!!!!!#im more mad at myself for setting myself up for this. I should just force myself to enjoy modern music#at this point itd make my heart less heavy#the reason my last sentence was cut short is because i ate a bullet#i need to go journal i need to go journal i need to go journal . I NEED MY JOURNALLLLLL#sorry for this mania sponsered post 👍 i assure u all im normal.
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i feel like it needs to be acknowledged more that writers have biased and sometimes bigoted viewpoints and these of course affect their writing and you can like a character affected by these so long as you actually acknowledge the problem with it
#.txt#talking abt mayoi in the tags in case u dont wanna read me being negative →#but anyways i think i would like mayoi way more if i saw people actually recognize the problems with the way mayoi's written#especially when i see people claim ocd representation like. have you read the main story? it's not good representation#its the same with aira its fine if you like him just acknowledge the obvious problems with his writing#also i think more people should read the stories in general if they wanna speak on a character 👍
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ok Heres some thoughts now that im not stupidly sleepy anymore. i like thinking about dreamys first encounter with miles after entering his universe, freshly mutated and not having any real idea of whats going on, confused as fuck. so they see spiderman on the news and go “shit, thats the guy i gotta talk to, how the FUCK do i get in contact with him” and then IM THINKING they do something very silly and dramatic which is to stage a crime like an armed robbery or something so hell show up, then as soon as hes there they drop the weapon or whatever and go “oh good it worked. sorry about scaring everyone i just needed to talk to spiderman for a second ill find some way to pay for therapy if anyone needs it after this” and then telling him about their own powers so he can help
#cherry chats#dreamy 🌃#ahhh wait fuck. just realized i should change that tag fo have an emoji in case anyone follows the dreamy tag#augh. hold on. brb#dont read this post yet its not finished. ill come back and say more stuff in the tags in like 10 minutes or smth#OK BACK!!!!! i have more shit on dreamy now that idk if ive said before#their relationship with liv in their original dimension has over time morphed into the WORST fwb deal in the whole world#liv has become so incredibly manipulative and actually downright obsessed w them. idk how that happened#she tries to prevent them from talking to anyone shes jealous she has tantrums shes admitted the true nature of the collider project and its#ties to kingpin etc etc#shes absolutely crazy over there. and i LOVE it#she thinks she can manipulate dreamy They manipulate her right back. theyre sooooo fucked up <3#and they came to miles’ dimension not by choice but as a result of the accident. spider society hates them because theyre anomalous#and also Erm a shit hero. by spider society standards#they have nothing more than just a vague feeling and fleeting memories and strange dreams from their original dimension#theyve tried looking themself up in alchemax personnel files but finding nothing‚ because in 1610 they never worked there#so their memories dont add up with the reality around them which is obviously. SOO fucking frustrating#also. news on powers. their extra eyes have nightvision and their fangs have a temporarily paralyzing venom 👍#they dont know that for sure though. they havent run any tests because they would need a living subject for that and the way they found out#in the first place was accidentally biting their tongue. so they dont know for sure how the venom works#but i know. and its paralyzing The effect is less for them since its their venom but still potent enough to cause irritation#like. when they bit their tongue it stiffened and tensed up for awhile but no numbing#if it bit someone else it would have a marginally stronger effect#and umm……. umm. well actually maybe thats all#after their vanishing in their home dimension shit fell apart over there#both liv and ohnn were distraught and tried looking for them but eventually gave up#theyre gone for years before they manage to find home after all…….. they just assume theyd been offed or something#so umm. i think thats it 😁 i love dreamy i think theyr great#still not sure what their home dimension is called though. i like 8084 but im not sure#so yay My spidey baby Teehee ^__^ i like thinking about their lore a lot ithink its fun
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agree to the salt mines with that person.
but as someone who tends to fall a bit more into the “gender minimalist look” appearance wise, but what gets me abt the look is like. they all look the same. like, the way you described gender maximalism, there’s so many routes for that to go and 5 bajillion different unique people with 5 bajillion different unique outfits that come to mind. but like. with what you said abt minimalism it’s The Same Thin White Person every time. why can’t they be poc, or be a different body type, or not have that one specific type of small/petite nose? i fall into almost all the tropes, im white, generally skinny(er? only a little squishy if I’m not?) im a brunette, i have small hands, I’m afab, etc. but i cannot tell you how happy i would be if i saw an androgynous character WHO DIDNT HAGE THAT ONE FUCKING TINY NOSE!!! ITS A VERY CUTE NOSE SHAPE BUT PLEASE GUYS PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!
the thing is tho im guilty as a lot of these myself when designing characters, esp the nose thing funnily enough lol. it’s hard to break from what stereotypes you’ve been fed by media, and what other peoples idea of gender nonconformity is. but we should be pushing back against it!!!! none of the things i listed above have anything to do with androgyny!!! that’s all just how people look!!!!!!! naturally, outside of gender presentation!!!!
and also with representation like a sliding scale instead of all or nothing would be nice.. i think a lot of my presentation reads as minimalist. but i also wear a lot of button ups and baseball caps. and i own earrings that look like little fish bags, n wear a lot of earrings in general. and sometimes i wear chokers and necklaces. and when it isn’t summer and i need to wear flipflops to avoid heatstroke, i almost always wear tennis shoes. but when there’s a fancy event I’ll wear heels but never with a dress. there are small bits of femininity and masculinity i still embrace even if I’m a far cry from gender maximalism. and i don’t see that a whole lot either.
dose anyone want to hear my very surface level analysis of androgyny in media
#text post#anyways idk how much of this makes sense. im not an expert or very informed in general#i also hit my head on cabinet in class yesterday and I’ve been feeling dizzy/headache lil bit off n on sense then but i think it’s. fine.#i didn’t go to the doctor for a head injury much worse so i don’t think it’ll pan out to smth bad. just gotta take it easy lemon squeezy 👍#i think u could also say smth in regard to that last bit abt how like#certain ideals of gender have loosened a bit to where small amounts of masculinity#i wasn’t done typing the cursed mobile tag comma#anyways#small or even like. decent ish???? amounts of masculinity can fly#completely under the radar if ur afab#or are in a general position where ur perceived as a women wether you are one or not#not so much for the other way around#but it’s so weird bc queerness means survival in so many cases but we also wanna deconstruct these systems and ideas of gender but like#we’ve been learning to survive based on these systems n rules yknow???#we clock someone we’d assume to be a girl wearing masculine clothing or someone we’d assume to be a guy wearing feminine clothing#and we see a possible safe place for ourselves#even if we’re upholding stereotypes when we do so#idk. this is making less sense the more I type. gender is fake and i am tired
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#my ttrpg session ended a while ago but i'm still so fucking excited about how this case ended that i decided to share my joy with you all#anyways. i killed six people 👍#The whole time before this point. I was a pretty passive character#even had a weakness tag (we're using the city of mist system) called 'gives up easily'#But then we went into a circus that used our Traumatic Backstories against us#and I finally cracked my whole personality theme and went ham. got to kill five people with Stop Holding Back#I am now on my employer's watch list because technically the last three people i killed weren't killed in self defense#i hunted them down vicious style👍 I love my character's downward spiral#i'm very stoked to ruin him more. I need him to suffer as much as possible before he gets better#that's just how it works#my new theme is now bastion: mutual destruction :)#i'm so ready to be a menace and threat to society
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