#ME IM SORRY. THEYRE BLOCKED ON HERE :(
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Uh.. aren't the bishops 'siblings' in a religious sense?
So on Even if they don't look/aren't biological siblings, they're still classed as a family if u ship the bishops together please unfollow,,,,
#ask#opened the game just to grab images#i didnt wanna grab all of them bc i was lazy#LIKE IM SORRY BUT THEY'RE CLEARLY SIBLINGS U CANT ARGUE AGAINST IT LOL#Adding here and breaking it down for that one idiot anon that thinks theyre doing somthing: If you're into incest#unfollow and block me.#As simple as that#thought that was highkey obv when I stated shit abt the bishops lmao
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It's very interesting to see how what platform you're on informs the fandom experience you get, and how certain fandoms seem to basically insulate themselves on one platform. Part of why it's been so hard to not rely on twitter primarily is that that's where the dmc (and specifically spardacest) fandom is, for the most part - you'll get some traction elsewhere too, sure, but if you REALLY wanna engage with the community, twitter's the place to be. (and I'm not talking about it for clout or numbers' sake - I'm talking about like. Purely the feeling of finding more people who like what you like, people you can talk to, get inspired by, have fun with - if your fandom is just you, your one friend and two non-english speaking artists who stopped posting 5 years ago... well, you can still have fun, but it can feel pretty isolating, too) With red dead, I came into it a bit resigned already because the reason i checked it out in the first place is that my boyfriend's best friend got him into it earlier this year, and he's been in my ear about it since (if he's reading this: ily and i say that lovingly lol), and I finally caved to see what the buzz was all about - but that friend, despite being a very successful artist on twitter, ended up discouraged by how crickets it seemed over there - like it was really just the two of them and a couple more friends interacting, and I just assumed that's the landscape I'd be setting foot into, so I was very ready to just be making art, as usual, because for me it's a primal need, just for me and my boyfriend and a couple of our friends, and if people outside that ended up enjoying it it would probably be just a happy fluke. But I feel like I ended up receiving quite a warm welcome here and over on bsky! I've been digging deep into tags and it seems a lot more alive here than twitter, haha. I'm still really only expecting to put out stuff for a couple people at most, but I'm happy to be proven wrong :)
#bottom line: twt's for dmc and tumblr's for rdr it seems#of course my pov is informed mostly by the fucky ships i like lol#im not even looking at normie fandom at all anymore#that said GOD twitter is so bad for that#bc here I did find a couple people to block who were bitching abt shipping any combo of john/arthur/dutch#but on twt its INSANE#for dmc it feels at least somewhat justified#bc antis will complain that every single good artist does spardacest and...#well yes lol#its true#the huge majority of dmc fandom is held up by the cesties#so while antis are stupid their complaints feel at least founded#but with rdr if you look up any of the morston/vandermorston ships its FLOODED#its literally JUST antis complaining as if its this huge overwhelming force#and its like. 50 anti posts with insane levels of interaction/engagement#for every one ship post with minimal engagement#it feels like theyre fighting ghosts because WHERE ARE THE MORSTON/VANDERMORGAN/VANDERMARSTON SHIPPERS YOU SPEAK OF#I SURE WOULD LIKE TO FIND THEM#anyway sorry for the rambles#just woke up with Thoughts#also i just finished rdr1 and you can find me crying at the tissue isle#expect more art of the tragic variety soon
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fucking crying at swifties posting her lyrics and talking about "shes such a poet" "this clears _" and i read them and its like. "i killed your mother but shes always gonna be mom like bomb because youre bombs to my heart" or something Like please you arent helping yourselves
#people doing that for ANYONE makes me cringe though#like especially the 1975 im sorry#theyre good but they arent revolutionary#posting their lyrics and calling matty a genius and being srs about it immmmmmm lfmmsmkq#like please stop omg#it makes them sound so stupid idgaf if trhis sounds like i have a superiority complex I DO. im better than you because i can READ#its when they compare it to brat#like sorry i want to dance Omg#im not here for poetry im here for MUSIC#hence why im LISTENING not READING. dude oh good god#its just so lame#and SHE . cant write. and i stand by it#“who are you to judge” jesus#i Will judge and ill do it proudly#sorry im being a hater but im not sorry because im not lying#it just pmo like can you Stop trying so hard to defend her because 1 you can just block people u know#and 2 its actually EMBARRASSING to read#blah blah!#not 75 stuff
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Yet again hindered by the "this reply is hidden because you have the user blocked" message. It has me Almost wondering whether I'd be better off not blocking so many people. So that I can freely be a nosy bitch.
Almost, but not quite. My block list is for my sanity, after all.
#speculation nation#though sometimes i do wonder about whether all the ppl i have blocked Should be blocked.#they all get shoved into the same list but it's not like tumblr lets me record why i blocked them.#sometimes it's as inane as 'annoyed me too much with that one take in the tags'. and sometimes it's like. genuine bigotry lol#there r definitely plenty of users id like to keep blocked. but i wonder if there r any blogs that like. dont Really deserve to be blocked?#but to go thru my list of blocked users would require taking psychic damage in my attempts to judge Why i blocked them all.#sometimes i do wonder if random ppl in the fandom try to go on my blog but cant bc i have them blocked for stupid shit#bc i do have a semi-popular fanfiction!!! a well love fanfiction!!! what if someone reads it then finds out theyre blocked on here!!!#frankly id be mortified if i discovered that lol. like 'what did i even do????'#and well there are some things i dont budge on (like blocking anyone that puts k/v in front of me)#(it's an immediate block bc even tho i have the tags blocked i still hate even seeing mention of them in a blocked post#so i block anyone who posts it into the tag so theres no chance of seeing it from them again! simple solution.)#but. for the things that r just stupid reasons. i feel kinda guilty. like im sorry. im just a little block-happy in the tags 😭#it's how ive stayed sane tag diving daily for the past 4+ years. you must understand.#im probably overthinking this lol. but if ur blocked by me & dont know why then uhhh. sorry !
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*grits teeth*
i do not want to discourse here or anywhere anymore but it does kind of affect me as a transmasc bi person when i see shit that indirectly misgenders me and implies that bisexuality is an icky no good word and identity and you have to be bi and gay and bi and lesbian and bi and straight at the same time or support them or you're an evil stinky stinky terf like... hello where am, i
#it makes me feel othered by an otherwise inclusive community bc how dare i think that men aren't involved in lesbianism#or how dare i think that bisexuality is a whole and valid sexuality#or how dare i think that any and all nonbinary genders are included in every single sexuality by default#or that trans women are women so no fuckin g duh theyre included in lesbianism and if your knee jerk reaction to seeing:#men cannot be lesbians is to think of trans women then you are the transphobe here#or how i dare think that trans man and transmasc aren't the exact same thing#that genderqueerdyke person is also a transadrophobia geek and theyre buddies with genderkoolaid#which like. do i HAVE to say it?#IF U IGNORE THE TRANSMISOGYNY (WHICH U SHOUDLNT) THEYRE ALSO A ZIONIST HELLOW?? WHATS NOT CLICKING WHATS NOT CLICKING#OK IM KINDA MAD ABT THAT LIKE... SORRY BUT HOW ABOUT WE DONT PLATFORM IDIOTS NO MATTER HOW GOOD THEIR RHETORIC MIGHT SOUND#BC U WANT TO BE TOTALLY INCLUSIVE AND NOT GATEKEEPY#ive BEEN around the fucking block ive BEEN on tumblr when the resident terfs here coined bi lesbian#if you scrolled back far enough in certain keywords you wouldve seen that shit in the early 2010s being discussed in their circles#to mean lesbians who are attracted to trans women#you cannot reclaim that or recoin it#yes ive done the research too#i looked at every single piece of evidence of that label existing in the past 50~ years#its just bisexual women back when lesbian spaces also included them#plus like may i also fucking ssay that bisexual also used to mean being of two sexes (transsexual/gender and/or intersex?)#this close to fully believing that the pushback against bisexual being it's own whole and valid sexuality is some kind of psy op#i sound schizophrenic well Maybe I Am#i feel like im going to end up deleting this post bc i dont want to argue with people who disagree with me because there is no getting#through to any of you#tbd.
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What do you think about self-cest?
Umm idk i dont really care. It never inspires strong feelings in me as a trope
#asks#like with the beths IDGAF sprry for dropping a controversial opinion in here like its cool that theyre lesbians i guess#but i just dont feel anythinh when i think abour them. half the time i forget theyre even a Thing#but maybe ghats just cause ive blocked s6 out in my mind as like some kind of trauma response#same wif rick and prime tho like i do nooottt see tje romantic tension guys Sorry. i sound like every redditor ever#but i just i like lool at them and im like Well Okay. i mean more power to you if u enjoy selfcest me personally tho idk. not crazy abt it#maybe im just too caught up in the “theyre the same person” thing
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chewing these until i explode and die
#snap chats#sorry i cant describe things normally im sleepy but anyway#NO they made a tweet showing off all the funeral merch and theres some shit here i didnt see last time#the mine one's a part of. a postcard book ?? i think ??#this the only one that ate from that ... to me anyway....#i just really like how they chose a similar shot of him esp with how drastic the lighting differs and the camera angles#not even MENTIONING how the top scene is. from the orphanage bulldozing LMAOOOO#its art to me in ways i refuse to elaborate on ...... ok but the AOKI ONE THO LEMME GET INTO IT#what the fuck is an acrylic block i dont know but anyway .... theyre foul for the shots they chose <- screaming kicking my feet#it makes me want to make a proper gif set of aoki using those shots now .... and a mine set with Those Shots ...#im just sayin they def had a tumblr girlie on the team ... it just reminds me of gif sets on here ... im stealing their ideas idc#aoki's scene with his head held high at presumably the highest point of his life#to contrast how dreary masato's shot is. Shot Lol Get It on the worst night of his life with his dead drooped kmsing right now#AND WHEN THEY BOTH POINT THEIR GUNS AT THE CAMERA... SCREAMS ...#like the other merch didnt Give like these did ok ... is it my bias No Im Totally Objective.. i want these as gif sets ....#i was gonna put nishitani's here too since they ALMOST did something cool too#they had the top of his being when hes sittin in the grand with his arms spread out#and i THOUGHT the bottom one would be when he's Getting Lit Up and his arms were spread but no ..#its that scene but ... they didnt show off that part ... just him looking back at majima ...#love how they chose the most bbg still of aoki dying for the egg merch meanwhile mine's is just. Rage#they cant go with the same wet cat shot of him tho i get it ... they used it twice for merch fjerLKVAKVJE#anyways im typing way too much about these i gotta go BYE
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old doodles from like. july?? that i never got around to posting. putting them here bc why not.
#not gonna do reblogs over likes for this one bc theyre just doodles#i mean its still true but just. not gonna say it ig#sth#sonic the hedgehog#me posts#my art#rouge the bat#blaze the cat#amy rose#im just tagging them theyre the ones who are like mainly here#if you wanted weird block head tails in the corner there sorry man youre gonna have to wild west this one#man i have to get my newer art on here like. i need to sit down and make something.#might oc post later (me when i lie)#sonic fanart
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just sayiny rn tumblr user yoylecake420 stay away from me forever cuz i really dont wanna deal with you and i dont want you looking at my art/account. my works are not intended for people like you and i need you to keep a biiiiig distance from me (aka fuck off forever)
#again sorry for posting more serious stuff here wen i neverrrr talk#i dont want proshippers near me and it pisses me off that theyre still trying to interact after ive blocked them#(thats what im assuming theyre doing at least blehhh get away from mee for ever)
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the fact that there are random people on the internet who hate me is so fucking funny to me cuz all i do is talk about saiki kusuo and ponies
#like what r u mad about thats so embarrassing what#i could never hate some random faceless user ive never really spoke to#thats like a level of embarrassing i simply cant reach#if i have ever negatively interacted with someone- i will remember but i have nothing against the person#obviously doesnt apply if theyre a genuinely bad person like a racist or something but all u have to do is press BLOCK#like its so easy#what reason do u have to just be a hater on here im sorry but thats crazy#this is why i get so shocked when someone on here is like 'i thought u hated me' girl i wouldve just blocked u ?? what#what could i hate u for ? ur pfp just rubs me the wrong way? i disagreed with a random opinion u posted about a fucking anime character ?#girl be so serious right now
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my flatmate asking me the day before "do u want to hang out w me and [old friend] everyone else cancelled so I can invite u now" is not the heartfelt offer she thinks it is :^/
#what am i sloppy seconds. fuck off man#i like them both but im not in the place to socialise rn + also it just feels kinda mean. theyve had these plans for weeks#and i wasnt invited bc some of their other friends (who ive never met) didnt want me there which is fair enough ig#even tho their friends complained abt someone else bringing her bf but they both blocked the veto for that. pretty sure ik them-#better than some guy but whatever. i dont rly like their friends anyway bc they only ever have bad things to say abt them#like damn they sound like they have the emotional range of toddlers plus theyre all into shit like genshin. so i wasnt fazed abt it#hope they have a nice time etc but wow sure now theyve cancelled the day before u can invite me as a replacement. yeah thatll do wonders#for the social and self esteem issues i have around being single use and disposable and always on the outside etc yippee#the thing is if i go theyll just talk to each other anyway and leave me to be the fly on the wall like they always do. they dont want#me there they just want an audience i literally have nothing else to contribute i dont think they even like me that much so!#anyway complaint over. genuinely i hope they have a nice time im just annoyed at being treated like that + probably projecting a bit too#its not like i could go if i wanted to anyway bc i have shit to sort out + mail to wait for. maybe next time invite me from the start huh#we had another old friend visit last weekend but those plans were really made without me too and i was just added bc i Live Here so its#kind of unavoidable. but oh well whatever it was nice to see them either way#im too depressed rn to fix my social life or even rely on existing coping strategies in social situations so im having to temporarily#cut it back bc i get too trigger sensitive + dont want to hurt myself or others bc of an arbitrary emotional overreaction#its usually one of the first things to go when im Going Thru It not in a self isolating way but more bc its one of the hardest things#for me to maintain + im pretty self sufficient so its not absolutely crucial. like of course i love my friends but socialising is a#want not a need yknow. eating/sleeping/exercising/hygiene are all more fundamental parts of the engine so i gotta prioritise them#and it sucks but ill survive. anyway sorry for venting on everyones dash so early in the morning i woke up grumpy 👎#i need to get breakfast and then go out. ughhhhhhh okay.#.vent
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this game hasd sent me into a pit of anxiety IT WAS SO GOOD I AM LIKE. I NEED A BREATHER DUDE IM SO HYFHDSFDHSFDS I CANNOT BREATHE I AM OGING IGNIFDIJFDIFJIEFIRJIRIOWFOIJWF
#dont worry guys i get so muhc anxiety when im excited#it happened when we were all talking abt michaerl and at first i thought it was a negative reaction but#nope#im just austistic#I WILL TALK ABOUT IT TOMORROW AFTER I GO ON MY TV AND WATCH THE CANDY CADET STORY ALL THE WAY THRU BC I CANT USE THE LINKS U GUYS R SENDING#ME IM SORRY. THEYRE BLOCKED ON HERE :(#help wanted 2
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thinking about deleting because I’m just so????
#I’m literally like??? o we here crying because AGAIN another one of mutuals blocked me???#I went to go check like the status of a starter ( which we previously discussed ) and re sent it to them the other day because I#I totally forgot if they saw it or not#because y know how the tagging system on this site works#and I find out that they blocked me????#I hate when this happens because it makes me literally just stop writing on her altogether like???#sorry this is so negative but it just keeps happening and I don’t even know what I’m doing wrong!!!#I literally spoke to them like two weeks ago and they said I can send them a starter????#and it’s like ?!! THEYRE MUTUALS WITH A LOT OFNPEOPLE ALWAYS AND I JUST ???#If I ever do something wrong or say something WRONG PLEASE TEL ME!!!#im having such an anxiety attack over this ???
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oh tracy chapman we're really in it now....
#every single bill is overdue. my aunt dipped into her 401k because our trailer was about to be taken#a 600 dollar electric bill because the rates are up so much since we're in a 24/7 heat aversion and have 85%+ humidity constantly#water theyre trying to work with us but thats also overdue and the money we used to do a partial payment is money we don't have#car payment is & its fucking up REAL bad. 2 out of 4 o2 sensors are bad and shes kicking real bad anytime she idles and drives#and now shes getting stuck between the first and second gear. even parked its trying to throw into gear automatically#but driving from a light and it either barely creeps or it LURCHES real bad and is randomly accelerating and struggles to slow down#which. each sensor is about 50 to 70 bucks. we don't know which ones are fucked so its crossing fingers. my uncle is going to put her up#on blocks when we can scrape it together and im going to change two because i live 30ish minutes from a real store with a car#so we cant go without one since we literally only go to the store to get a day or two of groceries since. cant fucking afford anything.#still have hospital shit and bills and paperwork#paperwork with the company my dads driving under and they keep fucking with his paycheck#and now his air is struggling to work in the truck which is dangerous since#hes already got congestive heart failure & is working hard manual labor in extreme heat#and the power in the trailer keeps going off because the weather and blowouts from everyone using it#its 10:35pm and its 94f in here still. earlier it was 98 in here as outside is even worst and muggy#& our air doesn't work. my aunt had one (1) window unit that we're using with the doors shut but it doesn't do shit#and im still stress over my mither since she just had her fucking heart attack and none of this stress and conditions is helping#and my 'i want to cut everyone off leave me alone' isolation tendencies is in full swing#but. whatever. all cool and super 👍👍#I'm sorry for being quiet for a bit and coming back with a tag rant that ill delete later but. man.#anyways. updating the gfm's now and im sorry i haven't been on enough to keep more consistent.#thats been really selfish of me. ive set an alarm to remind me to update them and reblog for spread so hopefully going#forward they'll be more consistent. please remember to reblog even if you cant donate.
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Whatever yall need to call it, something made my abusive ex rapey. And its feelin a whole lot like people dont wanna acknowledge that rn and wanna make excuses for them.
#whatever you wanna say made them like that- dont sit here n try to deny my experiences with that person.#if you dont wanna acknowledge the reality of the situation? fine! block me.#go live in your fantasy land that theyre a good person. hope the truth is revealed to you before its too late tho bestie ✌️#im too tired of trying to help people and give a fuck. bye. have fun dipshit.#cant come to me later like 'oh he doesnt care who gets hurt bye them' i did! i tried! and yall kept abusing me and gaslighting tf out of me#so get fucked for all i fucking care assholes.#sorry i guess i should say get sexually abused* for all i care at this fuckin point asshole.
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Desperately holding myself back from replying to posts bashing certain ships in the main tags of shows.
Op isn't there to listen or have a good experience with fandom theyre just there to salt.
#repeats that last line like a mantra#the age of consent in european shows is lower and i need americans to deal with it rather than clutching their pearls because hes 17#just block the stuff you dont want to see im begging you#me. reading a post about a ship where the 2 people think theyre brothers but arent n theyre both immortals but ones 17 n ones 134#and they look like theyre 2 years apart#and im reading this like oh honey you have a problem with percieved incest in that fandom??? do u know the 4th most popular ship???#im like sorry i have seen fanworks from that fandom about the 17 yr old immortal and his 12 yr old actual half sister#just bewildered that thats the hill youre dying on here.#when their countries age of consent is 15. thats the ship youre having a problem with...#if people arent tagging the perceived incest right u can literally just ask them to#this isnt even the first ship salt post ive scrolled past#u people have never experienced a fandom ship war that shit is so unpleasant#begging u to accept that people have different tastes n writing interests that they project onto their blorbos but u dont have to look#can we not ship and let ship in 2023 stop dragging us back to the trenches#ive seen people shit talking pompous pep & swagger bishie these past couple years and its like#youre sending me back to stifling memories that i dont even have! cut it out! remember what ashes we came from!#owly rambles#delete later
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