#but. whatever. all cool and super šŸ‘šŸ‘
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martyrbat Ā· 6 months ago
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oh tracy chapman we're really in it now....
#every single bill is overdue. my aunt dipped into her 401k because our trailer was about to be taken#a 600 dollar electric bill because the rates are up so much since we're in a 24/7 heat aversion and have 85%+ humidity constantly#water theyre trying to work with us but thats also overdue and the money we used to do a partial payment is money we don't have#car payment is & its fucking up REAL bad. 2 out of 4 o2 sensors are bad and shes kicking real bad anytime she idles and drives#and now shes getting stuck between the first and second gear. even parked its trying to throw into gear automatically#but driving from a light and it either barely creeps or it LURCHES real bad and is randomly accelerating and struggles to slow down#which. each sensor is about 50 to 70 bucks. we don't know which ones are fucked so its crossing fingers. my uncle is going to put her up#on blocks when we can scrape it together and im going to change two because i live 30ish minutes from a real store with a car#so we cant go without one since we literally only go to the store to get a day or two of groceries since. cant fucking afford anything.#still have hospital shit and bills and paperwork#paperwork with the company my dads driving under and they keep fucking with his paycheck#and now his air is struggling to work in the truck which is dangerous since#hes already got congestive heart failure & is working hard manual labor in extreme heat#and the power in the trailer keeps going off because the weather and blowouts from everyone using it#its 10:35pm and its 94f in here still. earlier it was 98 in here as outside is even worst and muggy#& our air doesn't work. my aunt had one (1) window unit that we're using with the doors shut but it doesn't do shit#and im still stress over my mither since she just had her fucking heart attack and none of this stress and conditions is helping#and my 'i want to cut everyone off leave me alone' isolation tendencies is in full swing#but. whatever. all cool and super šŸ‘šŸ‘#I'm sorry for being quiet for a bit and coming back with a tag rant that ill delete later but. man.#anyways. updating the gfm's now and im sorry i haven't been on enough to keep more consistent.#thats been really selfish of me. ive set an alarm to remind me to update them and reblog for spread so hopefully going#forward they'll be more consistent. please remember to reblog even if you cant donate.
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girl-bateman Ā· 8 months ago
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it's okay to feel pretty non-reactionary about the experience, i definitely didn't feel changed in any way after my 1st time
Idk if I wanna call it my first time LOL, but thank you šŸ„² it's kinda comforting to know I'm not weird for being not weird about it.
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lowkeyrobin Ā· 9 months ago
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hiii!! you are literally blessing tumblr rn with your trevor fics omg... anyways!! i was wondering if i could request a trevor spengler x fem!reader in which reader comes in with a ghost issue and the ghostbusters have to help her and almost immediately trevor wants to impress her with his "skills"... i think that would be super cute!! just her explaining the situation with the ghost and trevor is trying to act all cool and collected.. i hope that makes sense!!! thank you so much!
awe thank you!! glad to be serving you guys ; and yeah ofc ! only thing is I only write gn readers so I apologize for that, but I don't think I referenced pronouns or anything referring to gender at all so šŸ‘ ; thank you for requesting and I hope you enjoy
TREVOR SPENGLER ; impression
summary ; Trevor trying to win you over with his "skills" and knowledge of being a ghostbuster
warnings ; language
word count ; 665
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"It's in the kitchen" You say, leaning against the door as you close it behind Trevor and Phoebe. Callie and Gary look to the kids, silently asking if they could do it on their own.
The pair nod, letting the adults sit on the stairs in front of the door. You lead the teens into the kitchen, showing them Slimer, eating everything out of your fridge.
"Fourth time this month. It stayed long enough for me to able to call" You inform quietly, watching Trevor beside you nod, Phoebe looking on with a bit of disgust and confusion. "He's a nice little guy, but I can't afford it in this economy"
"Yeah, we can take care of that for you," the boy replies, a quiet tone shaping his words so as not to scare the ghoulish creature raiding your fridge. He looks over at you, clearly a look in his eyes like he wanted to impress you for some reason.
Phoebe rolls her eyes and grabs a trap off the side of her proton pack, handing it to Trevor. "Go on, impress them"
"I'm not-" Trevor quickly speaks, then sighs, "Whatever"
He quietly sets up the trap, avoiding Slimer, now sitting on the floor, infecting the floorboards with its green goop. He stands back, crouched down in the doorway, foot on the lever of the trap. The proton thrower rests in his arms, finger on the trigger as he tries to lure Slimer toward the trap, hidden behind the doorway.
Unfortunately, the plan didn't work how Trevor wanted, now covered in green slime.
"Shit" He mumbles, wiping the goo off of his face.
You chuckle with a little smile, looking to Phoebe who gave you that "make him stop" look.
"Sorry, uh.." Trevor awkwardly says, gathering the trap to hand it back to Phoebe. "That obviously didn't go how it was intended"
"It was still impressive, I've never seen someone with so much patience try to do this before" You say, purposefully trying to boost his ego.
He smiles, "Yeah, uh, well... I'll clean all this up for you." He wipes some more slime off of himself, trying to move it to the floor for easier cleaning. "Uh, where's your mop?"
You point to a closet in the hallway, leading him to the cleaning supplies. Phoebe pulls you away, telling Trevor that you needed to speak with Callie and Gary for a moment.
"You've got an impressive son out there, ma'am," you say with a smile, quickly catching focus of her kind and comforting presence. "He's a real gem"
"Oh, yeah" She smiles, "He's a special one. Kind boy, I swear"
Phoebe looks at her mom with the same look. "Are you trying to wingman for Trevor?"
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"This is the power level indicator, and that's the intensification button, to like, up the anti, yknow?" Trevor explains, showing you how the proton thrower worked, trying to find any sense of interest in your eyes.
Luckily, your facial expression showed that clearly, as you were actually paying attention to him and the explanation of how his gear worked. You nod in response to him, trying to think of a question to ask to not make things weird.
"So, like, what do protons do? Like, to ghosts?"
"Oh!" He smiles, thanking whatever force was out there that you asked a question he could answer. "Basically-"
"Basically, he wants to go on a date with you" Phoebe quickly buts in, walking past with a smug smile for Trevor.
He quickly looks back to you, eyes widened. "Uh, don't listen to her!"
"I mean, I'd like that," you shrugged. "I'm impressed. That's what you wanted, right? I'll go out with you"
He blinks a few times, trying to make sure he'd heard you correctly. "Uh, oh my God, uhm, okay!" He nods. "Did I actually impress you?"
You smile and nod, giving him the answer he wanted, and you knew was the truth.
"You owe me twenty dollars, Phoebe!"
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alizalayne Ā· 9 months ago
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Whats the ventilation and heat like in the suit head? I can't tell if it would be warmer or more cool to wear in compaison to a faux fur fursuit head. The only thing I worry abt is how durable needlefelting is and if it can be cleaned like a traditional fursuit head. That being said I really hope you continue making these, they're cool as hell šŸ‘šŸ”„šŸ‘
Okay first of all I'm super jazzed to be able to talk about this with people, and I kind of went overboard answering this, but thanks for asking! Putting this up in case anyone else is curious.
The main answers to your questions are 1: wool is cooler than acrylic fur and less stinky
2: A fursuit head is a swamp and i am snorkling in it.
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I mentioned this in my behind the scenes post and there are pictures there but I literally just made a snorkel out of a snorkel mouthpiece and two collapsible automotive funnels, the kind that you can bend into a shape so that you can get goo into a weird part of your car.
that snorkel piece goes straight out of a vent hole in the inside of the ear and I felted a pink skin flap in front of it and then felted white fiber into that so it just looked like a tuft. it worked perfectly, it's just that I couldn't talk in it that well. But I'm definitely going to keep using it if I can't think of a better mouthpiece for it because as SOON as I breathed inside the head instead of through the snorkel I was like oh my god everyone is living in hell.
You can see it in this picture a little bit. nobody noticed it at all!
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My friend had made a much more traditional head with a bigass electric fan in it and he was having more heat issues than I was, because I cannot stress enough that acrylic fur is like, one of the most horrifically hot fabrics you can wear. I don't know how everybody is even alive!! and there's a layer of ACRYLIC BACKING on it! Also check out how "short-pile" my fur is, most of the head is only an inch thick, it's a half-inch bucket head made out of foam covered in maybe 1/3 of an inch of wool? the less space you have between the fibers the less heat gets trapped. I was shocked by how comfortable I was, and I was having migraine symptoms that day and was extra sensitive to heat. The con where we were had the air turned down and it was chilly outside, but I was shocked when I took the head off and shook my hair out and I wasn't even sweating. I had long hair in a wig cap under that thing and I wasn't sweating. It was crazy.
As for cleaning the wool, I cannot find anyone else who has done this who has cleaning tips for me, but the foam is what I'm worried about. After a few hours of wear there's nothing wrong with the wool at all, but i can TELL the foam is ever so slightly nasty, because the foam is polyurethane and wool is what you make hiking socks out of. I have some wool cleaner coming in the mail that's made for delicate needlefelted items like scarves and deposits lanolin, which is what keeps wool "alive" kind of like how you have to care for leather. It's definitely an experiment! Nothing ventured nothing gained!
I don't have an idea in mind for a second head right now and the next thing I want to make is a cowl so I can wear lower-cut tops with this head, but I might try something else if I think of an idea! I'm probably never gonna sell these because I'm weird about selling sculptures for whatever reason. They're like my living beasts.
But I definitely hope this encourages other people who might be interested in bringing needlefelt or other fiber art sensibilities to this space, that would be a massive complement and a high honor to give people a new way to enjoy a hobby that I know means a ton to a lot of people.
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implalazz Ā· 9 months ago
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Waaaaaaaaa Iā€™m back with more yokai fusions & also a comically small Buchikoma
L-R: Blazitina, RoboGrapenyan, Damonono, Buchikoma, Komajisan, Pandatina
Again more design thoughts under tha cut āœŒļø
My fingers always feel sore after typing this muchā€¦.. Lots of learning about the details of traditional clothes this time. I chose these pairings cuz I felt lazy & wanted to draw the simpler ones first lol
Blazitina: Lion girl šŸ‘ First thing I can think of in my thought process was making the belt an obi sash. Tattered at the ends to batch Blazionā€™s & with an obijime for fun. I didnā€™t super feel like giving her the same kind of Miku-esque kimono sleeves that I gave Lord Lie-In so I just made them weird kinda arm warmers. Did the same for her pants too, Iā€™m not sure what theyā€™re called but theyā€™re inspired by the leg warmer kinda things in PLA on the fancy kimono. Also gave her a juban cuz idk I made her gi dip too far under her arms & yknow sheā€™s a little lady sheā€™s gotta stay covered up. I know all of this traditional kimono gear isnā€™t conductive to good karate but whateverā€¦ā€¦ She doesnā€™t get boots cuz I like drawing paws & her ahoge mimic Blazionā€™s scar (I didnā€™t have enough room to fit it in). I was thinking of giving her an x shaped hair clip but I thought itā€™d be too busy on her head. Overall despite some things Iā€™d change (the way I shaped the obi I know realize the shape is TOO stylistic) I think this is my favourite design of the bunch
RoboGrapenyan: Very much inspired by the pkmn Violet paradox mons* (*See the bells & eyes.) Not much to say itā€™s a pretty straightforward fusion. The tail onibi are lightbulbs because it feels more robotic & I thought itā€™d be cool. The jet exhaust is grape sodaā€¦ā€¦. That was a choice. LOOK Iā€™LL EXPLAIN, uhā€¦.. grapeā€¦.. grape exhaust? Grape vapor? Grape soda????? Sure. Also I think in the back of my mind I was thinking of that soda gun from that one episode of SpongeBob. Naughty Nautical Neighbors. I had to google it I had to know what episode it wasā€¦.. yeah.
Damonono: YAAAAYYYYY FIRST TIME DRAWING HAKAMA THEYā€™RE WEIRD BUT Iā€™LL GET BETTER AT IT!! Theyā€™re supposed to be split leg hakama but in every reference I looked up theyā€™re so wide that they just look like the skirt kind rather than having two leg holes. I gave them hakama cuz bootleg jeans would be weird with a kimono. And I like hakama. Thatā€™s it. The sleevesā€¦.. Letā€™s talk about those. I didnā€™t wanna give them the heart guns/cannons cuz idkā€¦. I liked the way Damonaā€™s hands were posed & I wanted to keep that. So instead they have weird fucked up heart shaped kimono sleeves. I wanted to keep Damonaā€™s long obi too but I thought it might mess with the silhouette already having the sleeves & also thatā€™s just not a thing you do with hakama. Soā€¦.. her sleeves are kind of like the end of her obiā€¦ā€¦.. Iā€™m only now realizing she couldā€™ve had them tied up normally & they could still hang that lowā€¦.. whatever. In my mind they go under the obi, get tied up so they can put on the hakama, & then untie them & let them hang over the hakama. Look I donā€™t think of fashion in terms of is this normal? Is this practical? If it looks good I do it. Not much else to say. I had to look up a tutorial on how to put on hakama cuz I wanted them to be as accurate as possibleā€¦ā€¦. And now I know how to put them on so thatā€™s cool I guess. I LOVE LEARNING!!!!!!!!
Buchikoma: Again pretty simple. I gave him a little tuft of hair to emulate Buchinyanā€™s wispy hair tuft. I forgot to draw the spot of the side of the right thigh, lol. His eye spot is shaped like an onibi cuz itā€™s cute šŸ‘. His haramaki has the patterning of Jibakomaā€™s tummy spot cuz I canā€™t not give him the haramaki thatā€™d be a crime. His ears are farther apart & smaller like Jibakomaā€™s, & his tail onibi are shaped like that cuz idk I tried to imagine what Jibakomaā€™s tail looked like & I thought of that. Overall another one of my favourite yokai fusions Iā€™ve done. Thatā€™s my son
Komajisan: SPLIT EARS!!!!! Inspired by a fandom design of a certain character from a certain comic I wonā€™t nameā€¦.. IYKYK. Split ears cuz 2. Also extra swirly bits on the swirls cuz 2. I was thinking of adding blue spots to his bindle but I didnā€™t like how it looked so I didnā€™t do it. Fun paw spots cuz itā€™s cute. Forehead onibi are kinda angry lookin cuz idkā€¦.. I just felt it. Also mini onibi in between the forehead ones cuz 2. Some makeup accenting cuzā€¦ā€¦. ITā€™S CUTE!!!!!!!! I was also thinking of making the onibi half brown & half blue but it looked bad so yeah, I didnā€™t do it.
Pandatina: Probably my favourite in terms of lineart. I actually got noticeably better at drawing kimono particularly the sleeves. Iā€™m proud :]. I honestly didnā€™t feel like giving her a haori/cape/whatever so I didnā€™t (also I just forgot to lol.) So she has a good sewn into the collar of her kimono. Clover shaped obijime like Slimatina cuz it looks cool & I like it, also I needed more clover shapes lol. Sheā€™s got one in her hair because of that too, I was thinking of making it blue but I thought nahh. Sheā€™s intentionally very pale cuz I wanted her skin tone to really match the snake part of her body. And she has eyeshadow on to emulate the spots around Pandanokoā€™s eyes, same with her pupils. Again just a simple fusion
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unfortunately-obsessed Ā· 1 year ago
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Bruce Wayne | Quality Time
Love languages headcanons
Pairing: Bruce Wayne x reader
Word count: 0.6k | AO3 link šŸ©µ
This man runs a whole conglomerate, dozen different charity foundations, has to play into whatever current political ploy is to earn information, (might have, like, 20 children), is a founding member of the JL, on top of being The Batman and trying to prevent Gotham from imploding ā€“ trying to make this unfixable city heal.
He nearly doesn't have enough time for himself ā€“ heavens know how many times Alfred shoot him with a horse tranquilizer ā€“ and time to you??
All his responsibilities are half the reason why quality time is his love language.
The other half is that he didn't have enough time with his parents. They were snatched from him, a child, and this time (his childhood) is something he'll never be able to have back
Not gonna lie, he's harsh. He won't prioritize you. Not on purpose, not because he doesn't love you, simply because there's people out there that need to be saved. And, after so much time without a proper relationship, maybe Bruce also doesn't know how to cater for you ā€“ and because he's way too awkward, too dense to a detective, even if he can play cool at times.
But the tiny things are like love letters:
Strikes to me as the guy that'll be in utterly destroyed, broken ribs and concussion, and still try and get up and have breakfast with you, just to be with you
His personal quiet time is important to him. It helps him organize his thoughts. Yet he'll try to be, at least, in the same room as you.
Bruce will sit on the same room as you, in complete silence, and stay. Maybe you're working and he is there on the couch of your office, sitting with a concussion and sixty percent painkiller, statue-quiet.
I love you, so I'll take the burden of not doing this super important other thing ā€“ like resting ā€“ to sit with you in silence.
Will stare at you, motionless.
Eventually, you'll learn that this face he's making is lovestruck-ness. Don't comment on it.
And if his love language is all about undivided attention, it means he'll learn how to organize his time to have together time without all the distractions. A walk around the Manor Garden, a quiet dinner in front of the tv, cuddling; might do the trick.
Stays awake to talk with you, even if it's after a case frenzy where he didn't sleep for a week. Crash with him in the couch after a long day.
If I could stay with you here forever, I would. He can't get this words out, a lump on his throat, so he just stay as long as he can
Can't tell me he won't marathon Grey Ghost with you. At the end of every episode will dump on you all the details about the production. It's important that you listen even if you don't find it all interesting. Connection bids, y'know?
Ask him about forensics if you want to know more about the whole Batman deal. Or explain the new additions to the batmobile.
Getting to explain something he loves to someone he loves counts as top-quality time in Bruce's books.
Sometimes will find you just to start explaining a current case he can't crack. Either to see if you have any intelligent idea, but mostly because saying it aloud helps thinking.
And he doesn't know how to have the steady heartfelt conversations, so he'll listen to you talk. About your day, your plans, how much you worry about him, about what you ate today.
A great listener. Will hit you with follow up questions so you can keep talking about what you love. Never talks about him but at this point you know the drill ā€“ you have to ask for him to talk.
Regular week preplanned dates. Will do all in his powers to not postpone it. Will be completely heartbroken when this inevitably happens. Will look like a kicked puppy.
He's not distracted with you, all his mental attention on you and you only.
That's it šŸ‘
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pokemon-radical-red Ā· 7 days ago
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I hate it when I headcanon a character whoā€™s canonically a girl as a trans man and make ships of him and a character whoā€™s canonically a guy and I refer to it as a gay/mlm/guyxguy/whatever ship and someone gets mad. Like omg let trans people have FUNNNNN. Why are queer headcanons and genderbends cool until theyā€™re saying that the character is trans???
ā€œOMGGG youā€™re so misogynistic I canā€™t believe you would erase FEMALE representation!!!ā€
and like half of the characters in the franchise are women, and a total ofā€¦ NONE of the characters are trans men. Also, my headcanon doesnā€™t change the source material. If my stuff upsets you, you can block me and go engage with the source or maybe every single other fanwork, since mine is the only trans man hc for this character that Iā€™ve ever seen.
or when people are like ā€œWTF??? this is so transphobic!!! how dare you imply that a character who looks like that could be a trans man?!?! do you think that trans men are women or something??? she uses she/her, and youā€™re misgendering her!ā€
No, I donā€™t think that being a trans man makes you a woman or vice versa. Thatā€™s why itā€™s a headcanon, and the headcanon is that this character is actually a trans man and not a woman at all! Youā€™ll never guess what pronouns most trans men had to use at some point in their lives, and you really wonā€™t like it when you find out about pre-(or no-)transition trans menā€¦ or trans men who are in the closetā€¦ or trans men who donā€™t know that theyā€™re trans yet.
ā€œBut the character is a kid!!! Saying theyā€™re trans is sexualizing them.ā€
Iā€™ve seen this one from other queer people. Like did you miss when all of the homophobes said this about your identity, or do you think that bigotry is only bad when itā€™s directed at you?
ā€œWhy would you say ā€˜testosterone could fix herā€™??? Are you trying to call her a delusional woman?ā€
Why would your brain even go to that first? This literally has to be a bad faith reading, because thereā€™s no way that someone could see what I said and get this unless they were specifically looking for something to be mad at me for.
(Note for anyone unaware: ā€œEstrogen wouldā€™ve fixed him!ā€ was a meme going around at the time I said this. Iā€™m not sure if itā€™s still super big, but this was a joke to the effect of that.)
ā€œSo girls canā€™t be tomboys anymore? You just wanna trans everyone?ā€
This is like actual real life transphobic rhetoric. This isnā€™t even just shitting on my headcanon, but in fact, sending transphobic hate to a trans man. Thanks šŸ‘. Maybe you should go send JK Rowling another message about how much you loved her essay instead of bothering me.
#transgender#trans#trans man#transandrophobia#<- not all of it but the ā€˜itā€™s misogynystic to be a trans man!!!ā€™ part is. esp because itā€™s something that people say about real trans men#is this inspired by a Tik tok about how making male characters women is empowering and making female characters men is misogyny?#(although that post was weirdly about genderbending gay ships? idk why thatā€™s discourse going around šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­. I miss old fandom sometimes.)#not exactly. although the comments on it sucked. Iā€™ve seen multiple variations of posts like that and all of their comment sections made me#feel like I was wading through raw sewage with how full of shit the commenters were.#I saw one violently threatening anyone who portrays a canon girl as a man (in stupid Tik Tok speak)#oh Feng Minā€¦ oh Hilda PokĆ©monā€¦ oh Y PokĆ©Speā€¦ youā€™re all beautiful young men to me#nonbinary hcs also get you that last one super hard#I havenā€™t seen as much of this about hcing canon guys as trans girls other than posts where op says ā€˜name a girl character who (blank)!ā€™-#and then makes an addition that youā€™re an evil misogynist if you said a MALE!!! (even though Brock PokĆ©mon is a transbian to me </3)#which icks me out so bad. omfg. like sheā€™s a girl to ME!!! so maybe thatā€™s why Iā€™m naming her under a post about GIRLS!!!#I imagine that most of the reason for not hearing much about it is because these types of headcanons justā€¦ really arenā€™t common#so if you have a bunch of experience with headcanoning characters who are canonically men as trans girls and the hate that it gets you then#feel free to add on (and also please talk to me about your headcanonsā€¦ there are so few of us. we need to stick together!!!)#itā€™s not derailing despite this post specifically being tagged about trans men#thatā€™s just bc thatā€™s all that I talk about in my original post#this post has been in my drafts in different forms for probably like months#long post#I guess#anyone remember a while back when someone on this app got violently mad that someone put a character (canonically a guy) in the m/m tags on#ao3 bc the guy was hced as trans in the fic#and the post was like ā€˜grrr the ao3 gender ship things are talking about GENITALS!!! not gender!!! Iā€™m not transphobic though <3.ā€™#so now to imagine what itā€™s like to hc a character whoā€™s canonically a girl as a trans man just imagine that but itā€™s worse and also youā€™re#getting it from other trans people too šŸ‘
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bcynumbertwo Ā· 16 days ago
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ok people actually like hearing me out so hello again hi fi rush tumblr tag i have come with a chai ramble!
i keep thinking about post-game where chai is actually perceived in a positive way, and with his attitude towards receiving compliments and his rather ambiguous self complex - do you think he ever gets overwhelmed by being a rockstar?
many people in his place would, and with how chai is so used to critical comments about him i doubt he'd take the positive reception of being this "cool rockstar" well at first. i wouldn't say he doubts the kind words, but i think he just can't process it well after the insults he's faced with throughout the game, especially seeing the extent to which people will go to to get rid of him.
its one thing to imagine you're on a big stage with people cheering you on, but it's completely different when actually put in that scenario. i feel like chai would be shocked honestly? and probably a bit pressured with his fear of inferiority, his brain kind of nagging him about how he "can't disappoint his fans". and he's not just a random rockstar with overnight fame, he's also the ambassador for one of the most ambitious projects by one of the biggest tech companies in the world. he has to make sure he fits the company image well too!
i really doubt chai would be super chill, not pressured at all by this. i wonder if they'll touch on this in a sequel (skeptical), exploring how his outward attitude would clash with his inner feelings and how he'll cope with it (would the others notice? if so, would they pry? or would they not know until it's too late?). maybe it becomes a big point of conflict, something that holds him back from whatever mission he's on because he can't really accept how pressured or conflicted he feels (he'd probably make a joke about it but i doubt he'd fully accept how much he feels these things) thus he can't let the others know why he's not going through with the plan well.
i don't know this is just food for thought and chai hi fi rush makes me insane. thanks for reading šŸ‘
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doodle-girl Ā· 6 months ago
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ā€œHELLO, THEREā€
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You may not know me, but I certainly know you. You can call me Ragstra. If you're looking for Lankmann, I'm afraid he's not here right now. I put him away for safe keeping. And I'd prefer to have a word with this lovely audience in-person without any interruption.
You see now, this channel doesn't belong to Lankmann anymore, but to me from here on! Lankmann had the bright idea to pull me out of the spotlight and abandon me after he grew to adore that STUPID LITTLE YELLOW GREMLIN! And personally, I disagree with that casting choice. No, in fact I have my own plans for what's going to happen to him and this little channel of his, and you're going to help me craft it. I'd like to put on a little show for all of you, one that will decide your dear sweet Lankmann's fate.
Now mind you all, this little show of mine is still in preparation, so for now I'll continue to let Lankmann make his content under MY script for a little while. Until then, just think of me as his director, carefully puppeting what videos he makes and what his audience does very closely. I'm looking forward to whatever little productions we craft together, and I certainly hope you'll be there when my show is ready. After all, his life may depend on it, heheheee. Goodbye for now, my dolls."
Sooooo in case you didnā€™t already catch on by their recent post, @corrupteddoodles and I have been cooking a lot recently. Say hello to the Pastra Arg swap au, aka the ā€œRagstraā€™s Show AUā€!!! Yippee!!! Featuring Corruptedā€™s own super-cool super-gender ragdoll design of the beloved purple monster, whoā€™s been otherwise dubbed as ā€œRagstraā€ (I like to call them Raggy :3). Personally this au may or may not butt heads with my sitcom au obsession lmao.
Bonus meme because this is basically what this au stemmed from lmao:
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(Also big kudos to corrupted for helping with some alt text thank you pookie šŸ‘ <3)
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cozymochi Ā· 23 days ago
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Hello hello, hope you're having a good day :DD
i wanted to know more about your OCs, more specifically, what Nyoka and Emilio were doing in Book 2 and Book 4?
Was Nyoka against Leona whole plan or didn't care? Was Emilio aware of Jamil's plans?
(thank u šŸ„ŗ)
BOOK 2 NYOKA: Nyoka did not care (ā€¦p-positive). Leona just respects Nyokaā€™s space and vice versa, so whatever brouhaha Leona cooks up for #reasons, thatā€™s none of Nyokaā€™s business as far as heā€™s concerned, but it was probably utterly brilliantly executed šŸ‘ as expected from a Housewarden who truly embodies the spirit of the King of Beasts. Nyoka is more of a benchwarmer for Spelldrive anyway.
ā€¦Also he believes Leona can do no wrong everā€”
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BOOK 4 EMILIO: WELLā€¦ refer to this post about his signature spell/unique magic first AND SINCE I CANT HYPERLINK FOR SOME REASON IT HAS TO GO RIGHT HERE all ugly:
On a random day, Kalim thought it would be quirky to ask Emilio if his upcoming winter break would be extra fun this year. Breaking the ā€œ1 question 1 answer, and no moreā€ rule towards asking about his future. And for something SO inconsequential and innocuous? How absurd and wasteful. But, anything for the beloved housewarden (<- sarcastic, Emilio does not care for Kalim that much, but he greatly prefers being in his favor for vanity reasons). Kalim isnā€™t really too concerned about the future anyway, so this was just a fun thing to try out and super cool and based and etc.
Emilio saw one vague possible future where Kalim is acting out and winter break is rather chaotic as a result. Anything regarding the future with Emilio will only net him potential outcomes, but any one of them will happen. So no, no fun to be had, just turmoil. (Note, since folk will misinterpret: He does not see the definitive events of Book 4 itself. Just that Kalim will not ā€œhave funā€ and that the turmoil involves him.)
Kalim finds the answer a bit unsettling but laughs it off ultimately. Good thing the future is never set in stone. Heā€™ll just make sure to have a lot of fun anyway!
And Emilio, being a freaking fleeing coward, used that smidgeon of knowledge he learned + Kalimā€™s ā€œflip floppingā€ behavior lately to determine that something bad was potentially about to occur to basically get permission to dip from school not long before winter break even started. He went to the Headmage and lied about having a ā€œdire family emergencyā€ and that he just HAD to leave. Even used crocodile tears, a sob story and everything being the great actor he is (and Crowley orobably just relenting because bro was annoying and heā€™s just so kind and magnanimous).
So the bastard wasnā€™t even there for the events of Book 4 at all. šŸ’€ He was just chilling at home. (and doing absentee assignments.)
So, did Emilio know about Jamilā€™s plans? No. Iā€™ll give it a no for specifics as he didnā€™t know it was Jamil behind Kalimā€™s behavior and was hypnotizing him. Just that things were not gonna be great during the break and he didnā€™t want to be there for whatever it was.
Iā€™m too fatigued to draw a doodle for this portion. So itā€™s only wall of text and I can only hope my point was made. šŸ˜” This is a REALLY OLD concept, tbh. And Iā€™m not personally sure if I even jive with the outline. Itā€™s less complicated than it looks written out. But it is very EstĆ©ban Elena of Avalor coded to be an asshole and abandon people to save his own skin so maybe Iā€™m just being picky.
So you can only imagine bro coming back to Scarabia only to find everyone and their mom hates Jamil. (Dw Kalim fills him in later when he stages that dorm meeting we see a glimpse of in Book 5)
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urlocalnonbinarybastardwrites Ā· 8 months ago
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Could you do all the greasers and a f!greaser whose neruodivergent? (More so autism but itā€™s the 60s and no one knows anything then) They know thatā€™s the reason most people donā€™t hang with her, because sheā€™s not the best at convo and eye contact, but they like her cause sheā€™s cool? Also TwoBit takes her on a few dates
UHM HECK YEAH!
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Ponyboy Curtis
-tbh the least bothered
-I think heā€™s the most likely to see through the bullshit of other peopleā€™s stupidity
-genuinely sees you as human
-doesnā€™t mind whenever you stim
-honestly I hc that he stims himself
-I feel like heā€™s a bit on the spectrum (I do headcanon him as that)
-he doesnā€™t like loud noises and if you have sensitivity heā€™d go somewhere quiet with you to calm down
-also if you have a special subject and go into depth explaining it to him
-heā€™d love it
-finds it fascinating and learns more about it just to chat with you about it
-yall are in youā€™re own world and the gang is just like šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļøšŸ‘
Johnny Cade
-I feel like heā€™d be a bit unsure of you at first
-but he gets struggling with eye contact and people
-he would just sit there with you while you snapped your fingers or something (thatā€™s how I stim šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļø)
-heā€™d listen to the rhythm and just vibe tbh
-he thinks youā€™re pretty cool and if anyone has shit to say heā€™s tellin them tf off
Sodapop Curtis
-so sweet
-I donā€™t think heā€™d judge you in the first place
-I think he ships you and two bit a lot
-If you struggle with anything he would help you
-like explaining stuff
-also helps you a lot with social cues
-heā€™s super supportive though
-he literally thinks youā€™re an angel sent down to like, tame two bit
Darry Curtis
-heā€™s the most likely to try and research
-like learn more about you and certain things
-and when he canā€™t find anything he wants to try to conduct research
-but he quickly learns about you not liking certain textures, sounds, your trouble with social cues
-and I feel like he would try to understand understand on some level
-the last person who made fun of you got punched by him
-he is really good at giving compressed hugs
-also learns wether you like tighter or looser hugs
-n asks before he hugs you
Dally Winston
-ignorant little shit
-Iā€™m sorry heā€™d be mean at first because heā€™s an ignorant little shit
-probably made some rude and hurtful jokes
-and you told him straight up ā€œStop. Youā€™re being a dick and you donā€™t even know me.ā€
-and he was kinda like šŸ¤Æ
-he played it off as like yeah whatever but
- rest of the gang was irritated with him
-so he stopped making jokes and actually learned you were pretty cool
-he listens to your special subject rants
-and if anyone has shit to say about you they can expect Dallas Winston on their doorstep
Two bit Mathews
-ok but heā€™s so supportive
-I feel like he made friendly jokes at you, but not quite offensive like dallys
-match made in heaven tbh
-you guys balance each other out
-he probably has shoplifted headphones for you (not noise canceling because itā€™s the 60s)
-but it was the least he could do
-so in love he actually thinks about your wedding and doesnā€™t tell anyone
-drinks a lot less when heā€™s dating you and shows you off to his mom and sister
-SO PROTECTIVE
-if anyone has anything to say the rest of the gang has to hold him back so he wonā€™t get arrested
-asks about all of your needs
-learns them very quickly and is super caring
-textures make you shudder? Heā€™s never letting you touch them again.
-You wonā€™t like the way soap feels on your skin when you do the dishes? Heā€™s doing them every night
-he has his show on too loud and itā€™s bothering you? Itā€™s always at a lower volume and he grabs you something to block the noise
-I think he thinks it cute when you stim
-he would plan out your dates so carefully
-but whenever you ask him like oh you chose this spot because I mentioned it was my favorite right he downplays the effort so much
-if you have a special subject heā€™d listen to your rants
-he fs makes jokes about your special subject
Steve Randle
-the second most judgemental next to dally
-but when sodapop lets him know you really are chill
-and people are just dicks
-he actually starts talking to you
-he actually likes you a lot and thinks itā€™s cool you have your special thing
-just like he has his cars
-heā€™s fascinated and if anyone makes fun of your special subjects/hobbies
-he runs them over with a car (jkjk)
-he gets the strongest urge to though
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nikaglazr Ā· 8 months ago
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The Party - Nika Muhl
Synopsis: Nika and Y/N had been rivals since Freshman season. Nika being the defensive presence of UConn, while Y/N was the same for Virginia Tech. Now, in their junior seasons, both face off in the final four. But the night before the game, the two teams find themselves in the same club.
ā€œYou always come to the parties, to pluck the feathers off all the birds.ā€
PART 1 !!
Part 2: https://www.tumblr.com/nikaglazr/750590525468491776/the-after-party-nika-muhl
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Y/Nā€™s POV
The flight to Cleveland was uneventful. Most of the team slept and the ones who didnā€™t just sat in silence. Not me and Georgia though
ā€œYou pumped for this game, eh?ā€ The shorter Australian girl says as she pushes my shoulder lightly.
ā€œSuper. Feeling even better now that weā€™re going up against UConn.ā€ I respond, smirking a bit.
ā€œSpeak for yourself, I have to guard Paige! Sheā€™s like 6 foot!ā€
I laugh at the girls comment before checking the time. 5:30 pm. I look back up at the girl before saying,
ā€œWe should go out tonight, like you, me, and whatever girls decide to tag along.ā€ I tell her. I shift in my seat to adjust my seatbelt before turning back to her.
She laughs before responding. ā€œThatā€™s actually a great idea. Iā€™m sure Eliza and Gabby would say yes.ā€ She smiles.
I nod at that as we both go back to our previous activities, talking momentarily every now and then.
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*Time Skip: At hotel*
When we get to the hotel, me and Georgia immediately decide to room together. After getting out the elevator, and Georgia struggling to unlock the door, we finally get in our room. I instantly drop my bags on one of the beds, my body going with it.
ā€œWant me to text the gc to see if they want to go?ā€ I ask pulling out my phone.
ā€œYeah, we should go to that Bird of Paradise place, they have hella cool lightsā€ Georgia voice echos from the bathroom.
I pull up the gc and type out a quick messege.
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Hokie Hoochies šŸ±šŸ–¤
Y/N: Yall wanna hit up birds of paradise at like 9 w me and Geoā“ā“
Kit Kat: oohhhh yes šŸ‘šŸ‘
Tilda: I got a assignment i cant šŸ˜”
Lanna: OUU YUHH šŸ—£ļø
Sam Suff: Trust I WILL be there šŸ™šŸ™
Gabber: Yessss I need it
Carys: Canā€™t im Tā€™s partner on the assignment
Mack: I cant im so so jetlagged
Y/N: Alr alr bet we loadin in this rental coach bought be ready by 8:30
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I turn my phone off and yell at Georgia about what the girls said.
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*Time Skip: 8:00 pm*
Me and Georgia decide to start getting ready since we have to go pick up the car. I decide to put on i black fitting leather long sleeve with dark green cargos, finishing off with black chunky sneakers and light makeup (or wtv you want).
After Georgia finishes getting ready we head out to the rental car in the hotel parking lot. In a few minutes all the other girls arrive and we all pack into the car, Georgia driving.
ā€œI got aux!ā€ Samyha yells, earning laughs from the other girls.
The ride there was hype. We were all getting ourselves ready for tonight. It was probably for the best that Sam got control of the music, she has really good taste. As we pull up we all hop out the car and head to the door.
ā€œSlim thick, caramel skin, 5 5 this bitch a ten!ā€ Alanna sings as we get in.
ā€œHair done bills paid catch me slidin inna benz!ā€ Samyha finishes as we make our way to the bar.
We all order various drinks before I decide to get a private bench.
We all sit down and talk for a bit as we take in the environment. After a few minutes some of the girls like Gabby and Elizabeth were out on the floor. The remaining five of us were just chilling and laughing until I hear a familiar voice. Nika fucking Muhl.
Suddenly a group girls come around the corner, my head turns to look at them. Identifying them as Paige Bueckers, Aubrey Griffin, Azzi Fudd, Ines Bettencourt, Ice Brady, and Nika Muhl. I sigh heavily before getting Georgiaā€™s attention.
ā€œGeo, guys, look who decided to show up.ā€ I point the group of girls across the rather crowded club.
ā€œYou got to be fucking kidding meā€ Georgia says, her accent standing out over the loud music.
The girls grunt as we decide to let it go, hoping they didnā€™t wander over here.
Everything was fine until we heard Elizabeth and Gabby call out to us as she was over with the very set of girl we didnā€™t want to see.
Some of the girls put on believable smiles while I just sit monotone as they close in on the table.
ā€œLook who I found!ā€ Elizabeth says happy, you can tell sheā€™s at least a bit tipsy.
ā€œWe decided that we would be nice and they could share the booth with us.ā€ Gabby finishes the slightly intoxicated girls thoughts.
ā€œIf thatā€™s okay with you guys, we can totally get one if itā€™s not.ā€ Paige buts in.
My distaste must have been obvious as my least favorite person to see points it out.
ā€œWell itā€™s obviously not, Right Y/LN?ā€ She says with a attitude, her Croatian accent showing boldly throughout each word.
Sheā€™s already pissing me of but I keep my composure and mask my hatred, ā€œno no, itā€™s perfectly fine. Go aheadā€ I say dismissively.
A few of the girls went to hang out on the floor with Eliza and Gabby, leaving only me, Georgia, Nika, Paige, and Samyha at the booth.
Nika has been giving me looks all night and if there wasnā€™t so many people around than I would confront her about it, but for the time being I just stay silent and look down at my drink.
Georgia clears her throat before speaking.
ā€œSo are you two hyped for tomorrow?ā€ She asks, looking between Paige and Nika.
ā€œDefinitely, itā€™ll be fun.ā€ Paige says comfortably as Nika just nods.
ā€œWhere are yaā€™ll staying?ā€ Sam asks, looking at Paige since she is the more responsive out of the two.
ā€œThe- uhhh- Ritz Carlton I think? Yeah that one.ā€ The blonde answers.
As my eyes travel up to find Paige, they meet a glaring Nika. I roll my eyes at her before getting up and heading back to the bar. After I get my drink I turn around only to see Nika coming up beside me.
She orders a drink before looking at me.
ā€œI know you donā€™t want us there.ā€ She says, taking a big drink of her cocktail.
ā€œIs it that obvious princess?ā€ I say with faux shock.
She just gives me the same glare from earlier.
ā€œWeā€™re gonna win you know?ā€ She says bluntly.
That comment makes my blood boil as I meet her eyes.
ā€œYeah weā€™ll see. I might get coach to put Georgia on you so I can get Paige, since- you know- you donā€™t do to much offensively.ā€
ā€œWhatever. Weā€™ll let all this talk settle after tomorrow.ā€ She says sighing angrily.
ā€œAw, sorry princess, didnā€™t know not being a good scorer got to you so much.ā€ I pout teasingly at her.
The Croatian looks mad but she plays it off alright. After a few minutes of silence and drinking, you can tell sheā€™s a bit intoxicated.
I suddenly feel a tug on my hand, I look and itā€™s Nika leading me out to the middle of the club. I give the girl a confused look but I end up following her anyway.
Once we get far enough she turns around and looks at me, but itā€™s not an angry look, itā€™s a lot more welcoming than that.
ā€œWe should dance.ā€ She slurred slightly, her Croatian accent hanging off every word.
ā€œI thought you hated me princess?ā€ I ask playfully.
To be honest, Nika was never the ugliest person. Dare I say she was easy on the eyes. The only reason we didnā€™t get along was because during our freshman year, when we first played each other, she assumed I didnā€™t know Croatian. Which led to her saying some things she thought I couldnā€™t understand. Ever since the trash talk had reached an all-time high.
As I snap back to the scene in front of me, I see Nika taking off her coat.
ā€œYouā€™re a lot cuter off the court.ā€ The girl replies simply, grabbing my hands and swaying gently.
Deciding to entertain the girls actions, I slowly sway with her. I decide to keep at least a little distance just to be respectful.
After a moment she steps closer and before I can react she just hugs me, hands going around my waist.
My breath hitches momentarily as the girl continues to sway back and forth to the music. I decide that her behavior will wear off as I slowly sway with her. Iā€™ll take her to the rest of her team later.
After minutes and a few more songs, I decide that itā€™s time to head back to the booth. My hand goes to her lower back as I lead her through the buzzing crowd.
When we near the table I make eye contact with Paige. She seems to alert the other girls of our upcoming presence as they all look our way.
ā€œI was wondering where you guys were.ā€ Paige chuckles a bit as I help Nika sit down.
ā€œSheā€™s a little drunk so I brought her back.ā€ I respond looking at the brunette beside me.
I look around the room to see a few UConn girls still dancing. They donā€™t look like their ready to leave, but Nika needs to get home.
ā€œHey Paige, if you guys wanna stay here I can run Nika to yalls hotel.ā€ I offer, voice straining over the music.
ā€œThat would be great, iā€™ll give you the key. You know where itā€™s at right?ā€ She asks while trying to pull, what I assume to be the key, out of her pocket.
I just nod before looking towards Georgia.
ā€œIā€™ll be back with the rental, love ya.ā€ I say quickly before grabbing the key off the table and helping the drunk girl up.
As we get out to the car I start to hear slurred mumbles from behind me. I smile a little, realizing what happened tonight. That was the first non-hostile encounter iā€™ve ever had with Nika.
When we get to the car I open to door for her and she stumbles into the car silently. I walk around to the drivers side before getting in and starting the car. I turn on my gps to their hotel and start driving.
After a few minutes of driving, Nika starts talking- well more like mumbling to me.
ā€œThank you baby.ā€ She says looking at me.
I know shes drunk but god is she hot right now. I look over to her quickly before looking back at the road.
ā€œCourse.ā€ I respond simply, a light pink hue coating my cheeks.
Unfortunately, she seems to notice as she shamelessly points it out.
ā€œDonā€™t be nervous baby, itā€™s just us.ā€ The Croatian slurs, touching my unoccupied arm.
ā€œNika sto-ā€œ I barely get out.
ā€œWe all know you want me. You want my body donā€™t you?ā€ She teases. ā€œI bet when you heard me cuss you in Croatian that one time you only got mad because you were turned on, right baby?ā€
At this point my brain is foggy, whether itā€™s from the alcohol or the girls bold teases. Probably both.
ā€œYouā€™re drunk and delusional.ā€ I respond surely.
Nika giggles quietly before turning back to the window.
ā€œYou so were.ā€ She giggles again.
I decide to ignore her as we pull up to her hotel. I get out first, walking to the other side to help her out.
Once we get in the hotel she immediately runs toward the elevator, pushing the up button multiple times.
The ride in the elevator was boring, thank god. As the door opens, Nika leads me straight to her room. I open the door and she goes straight to her bed.
ā€œThis is me.ā€ She giggles, kicking her shoes off.
I laugh quietly before walking up to the now laying down Nika.
ā€œBye pretty girl.ā€ I whisper as I kiss her forehead softly and quickly.
She only hums in response. I make my way over to the door, but not without taking one last glance to the, now, half asleep girl.
After getting back to the club I see all the girls waiting by the other teamā€™s car. When they see me they all seem to run in at once. As everyone I came here with gets in I see Paige walking up to me.
ā€œThank for taking Nika back. Youā€™re not as bad as you are on the court, yā€™know.ā€ She says standing outside my car window.
ā€œNo problem. And youā€™re pretty cool too Paige.ā€ I respond before driving off.
After getting to the hotel, we all part into our respected rooms.
Georgia, around as sober as me, helps a few of the girls into their rooms before coming back to ours.
We both make eye contact as we get ready for bed.
ā€œGood game tomorrow Geo.ā€ I say getting settled in.
ā€œGood game Y/NN.ā€ She mumbles back as she gets in her bed.
I think about the events of tonight. I canā€™t let Nikaā€™s comments distract me tomorrow. Im sure she wonā€™t even remember it by then. After a few minutes of thinking in the dark, I feel sleep overcome my senses.
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THATS THE END OF PART ONE !!
I yapped a bit but I hope yall like šŸ˜šŸ˜
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pixelatepunk Ā· 10 months ago
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omg diy pin tutorial
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Iā€™ve been making these pins/magnets for a few months now. I get a lot of compliments on them, and people are surprised to hear I make them myself. Theyā€™re pretty easy (but pretty work intensive), the materials are cheap, and theyā€™re surprisingly durable. Sticking to materials Iā€™ve had success with here, but thereā€™s definitely flexibility.
Starting with these 1ā€ unfinished wood squares. Paint them or donā€™t, the unfinished wood effect can also be cool but youā€™ll have to be extra diligent sealing them later on. Quick tip: make a stack of squares so you can paint all the sides simultaneously. Break apart the stack between coats so they donā€™t get too glued together.
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Get a print of your designs. Size the file so that your designs are just barely bigger than your tiles. I recommend a professional glossy photo print. Drug store printing quality control is super shaky and Iā€™ve found that Walgreens prints tend to blur over time with exposure to the resin that we use later on. I go to a small local fine art printing place. I recommend using a file with borders so they donā€™t clip your edges.
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Chop chop.
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Glue photos on (the porosity of wood is really your friend here) (I use Modge Podge) and trim any excess edges and corners. Unless the edges of your pic or your tile are white, youā€™re gonna wanna paint the edges of the photo. Makes a huge difference.
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Make sure youā€™re working on a level surface. VERY level. Like, get a level. Mix and pour resin over the photos, covering them fully. Iā€™m using Unicone Art, which I havenā€™t seen any yellowing with and barely any bubbles. 1 tsp is enough for 10-15 pins.
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Standard dry time for this resin is one day. I would recommend waiting a full three, because this next bit is pretty harsh.
(Iā€™ve also sealed some photos with modge podge on top. I find the resin easier and more aesthetic)
Glue on your pin or magnet or idk maybe you wanna glue on something else, whatever. I use clear gorilla glue, which requires a few hours of clamping/weight to properly dry. Easy enough with flat magnets, pins are trickier. I have been using a carefully balanced hammer.
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(you can also glue stuff on before you pour the resin, which reduces the risk of damaging the resin! however this does make leveling trickier)
After thatā€™s done, youā€™ll want to seal the exposed wooden surfaces (I use Modge Podge, 3-5 coats). This is more critical on pins than magnets: not sure why, but the sealed pins are waaay less likely to snap off.
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ok have fun šŸ‘
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lowkeyrobin Ā· 10 months ago
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Hii, can you write some dating headcanons of Stevie? Nobody writes about him šŸ˜­
hello, and yes! ik on my masterlist/characters I write for I have it as platonic only but most of these could be read as platonic if you're older, I kept the more romantic ones at the bottom if that's cool so yeah šŸ‘ I kept him & ruben as such bx I'm a little too old for them and I see them as like babies compared to me so yeah šŸ’€ but I got you dw lol
STEVIE ; dating/platonic headcanons
warnings ; language, talk of familial abuse & neglect, alcohol, substances, use of f-slur (I can say it guys PLEASE)
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protecting him on the streets is a must
he's newer to this skating shit and "running around with thugs"
if he can't go home for whatever reason, he's got a home at your place or on the couch at motorz
ray locks you guys in and you're good for the night, he just can't give you the keys cause he doesn't wanna get fired
he vents to you whenever he needs to
at a point he gets all "wannabe hard boy" and shoves you away while he becomes a fucking hard-core alcoholic
"Dude, what the fuck did I do to deserve being shoved away?"
"Go away! Don't you ever fucking listen? Shut the fuck up! You're just like my mom!"
damn okay moody ass bitch
you stay up at night thinking about how you thought you were grateful for the whole 'fuckshit wrecking the car' thing because it changed both him, ruben, and fuckshit (and their relationships) for the better
for a while he forces you to just let him watch you skate and stuff because he's super unmotivated too and doesn't wanna spiral like before
but in time, he warms back up to it
he's the one borrowing your clothes tbh
the only thing you ever touch of his are hats that you steal to tease him
romantic stuff below!
you put stickers on his forehead 24/7
putting random braids in his hair for no reason in private
he's scared he'll be called a fag or smthn but yk he won't
he just has a touchy partner , it's normal lol
your relationship is purely wholesome, yall r like 13 so chill
nothing happened between him n estee either bc wtf was that scene jonah
you hand him a mixtape before you leave to go home titled "for stevie <3" and when I tell you he crumbled when he accepted that he was finally learning that he could trust you and let you in
like his family issues always had him fucked up but Ray was like "Dude that's not pussy shit??? they really like you, man"
he just sat there for a moment like "omg holy shit this isn't just some fake shit that'll last a month tops they actually give a shit"
he listens to it when he's skating alone and shit
always reminds to kiss from a rose or wonderwall
he learns a lot from you and takes it to heart, like he learns to just be a normal, functioning person in society and how to behave and act and shit
like he hasn't had anyone to rlly be there to correct his mistakes or beat his ass til you LMAO
like he learns actual life skills and shit from you like how to write checks and and how long to boil noodles it's honestly sad
mostly the hug-you-from-behind kinda guy bc he's still learning how to show his love and shit
gives you puppy dog eyes without even knowing it
he's just so mesmerized by you sometimes
idk this is all I got
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kinda-pushy-fem Ā· 19 days ago
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You mentioned a Magical Gender Affirmation stories and fan theories list, could we maybe see it pretty please? šŸ„ŗ
Okay, so that's not an actual list I have written down, but off the top of my head:
Ranma Ā½ and the nannÄ«chuan/nyannÄ«chuan
The School Of Good And Evil, book 2. That's what cracked my egg the first time around
Homestuck and the gender affirming God Tier transformations
Splatoon. Pick a new style and it's all cool
Robots 2005 and whatever happened to Robin Williams' character
Any Persona 5 fanfic where the cognitive world shows the true "inner self"
I haven't played Dark Souls yet but there's that coffin
Kid Icarus Uprising and the mirror that made Dark Pit, something that shows the repressed side of oneself. Dark Pit should've been a girl <3
Nimona. Trans people can shapeshift (read the original comic!!!!!)
Anything related to Bowesette or the Super Crown
I stopped watching My Hero Academia after Hawks was introduced for no reason, but any fic with a gender affirming transformation quirk šŸ‘
Jonathan Harker should've been forcefemmed by Dracula
Unrelated but I'm a sucker for transfem BOTW/TOTK Link waking up in the right body
Transwoman Cinderella and her fairy god-endocrinologist
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subway-boss-jericho Ā· 5 days ago
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(threataning with art anon) yes! Rambles! Also you are so incredibly real for imagining all that stuff in different mediums (I have had similar experience) wish I could make a full animated film. That would be So Cool.
And! At one time or another I think Iā€™ve read through the majority of the aus, but you are so right I freaking. Love the Mech AU. And coupled (uncoupled) looks like it would a verrry interesting character study (in like a ā€œI wouldnā€™t do this but ingo would. Huhā€ kinda way)
help Iā€™m reading them all again
also! I am here to encourage prattling I love prattling (it gives me more ideas for drawing-)
Hiii hii welcome back thank you for continuing to enable me :D
:D Yayy I'm so thrilled you like them. I never know if people actually think my wild bullshit is interesting or they just follow me for one thing (wheeze) ((Which, to be clear, is still totally fair and valid. No shame)) Of the AUs I've uploaded, I think the one that has gotten disproportionately ignored the worst is Coupled (Uncoupled). I am fucking obsessed with the coupled twins, and you're exactly right on the money there because holy Shit it's Such a character-study-rich situation to put them in. They were my in my top 3 indisputably Favorite AUs for a very long time (along with Steady Tracks and Spirit Keeper as the other two) and while I feel like I'm not super vocal about them they're still extremely high on that metaphorical list.
Realistically I could never actually list my Favorites, for the same reason why I can't really pick favorite pokemon. I like all my AUs for different reasons, so I may like one aspect of a given AU more than a different aspect of a different AU, but actually Ranking them As Favorites would be virtually impossible. Just know that I'm horribly fucking ill about coupled uncoupled more than most of the other smaller ones. Some day I'll vibe check you all so fucking hard with art or animation or writing out of left field that is about them, and then none of yall fucks will ever be normal again /lh /j
Actually. I've been struggling to write a caption for this thing so I can post it for months. Check this out:
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I'M SO NORMAL ABOUT THEM.
Slaps top of this guy. He can fit two people's worth of the worst existential socio-emotional crises in him. I love gel pens.
I've decided to keep rambling about whatever the fuck on this topic, but I'm putting a cut here for my sanity:
Anyway! I really did make this AU entirely because I saw a fandom trend and went Whoa! Did we consider The Implications! And then didn't wait for an answer. Considering the implications is actually the Thing I Do the Most as I am writing in general, as any friend of mine can easily confirm. It's how a decent number of my AUs happened. I also have a trend towards either 1. trying to make an AU that doesn't touch on anything I've seen other people doing or 2. is explicitly inspired by what I perceive as trends in the fandom. Coupled Uncoupled is one of the latter, being directly inspired by Diamond Crossing. God I was not normal about diamond crossing. I'm Still Not Normal about diamond crossing.
I'm a HUGE fan of fusion in media, just in general. I don't actually know a whole lot of examples off the top of my head other than steven universe, but fusion as a concept drives me totally crazy. What if you and your friend/best friend/closest ally/rival/enemy/lover/a stranger etc could be the same person through a process so crazy intimate and vulnerable that it forces you to expose your deepest weaknesses, insecurities, emotions and motivations fully and without restraint. Sure I can be normal about that šŸ‘
But yeah coupled uncoupled isn't like, me looking at Diamond Crossing or any other fic for that matter and going "I could do it better/I don't like insert plot point A," it was actually me looking at diamond crossing and going holy FUCK this is the COOLEST SHIT I'VE EVER SEEN. I need to participate in this or I am going to die. Then I came up with a million different ideas of fusion stories I thought would be interesting to tell, identified aforementioned trope of using the b2/w2 DNA splicers as a plot device, and went. ohohohohohohhoohohohoo i could do something silly and fucked up me thinks.
What if fusion was great and cool and awesome and a coping mechanism for a trauma/grief and also not what you thought and also more than you bargained for and also didn't give you the closure you were expecting and ALSO you didn't know how to make it stop.
Fusion as a mistake. Fusion as a regret. Fusion as a character flaw. Fusion as a major conflict (that isn't inherently connoted about?? forms of abuse and toxic relationships?? can we use fusion as a metaphor for other nuanced things too?? pls let me have this /lh)
Anyway their story is extremely complex and just by listing off ^ that I am extremely underselling the level of interwoven conflict and complicated emotional states of all parties involved so please do not misunderstand and think that one of the twins is fucked up and evil. I swear i didn't mischaracterize them that badly šŸ¤£ The main point of the story, just off the top of my head, is actually focused around the theme of vulnerability, conflict resolution, and the strength of relationships founded on communication.
Trying to avoid spoiling The Entire Plot because I really think Coupled (Uncoupled) is going to be my next major fic project but in essence it does get better and this new tool available to them only opens the door for them to be closer than ever before and express care and compassion in new ways unique to them. i might make myself cry if I keep yammering. i care them
God I totally just used your ask as an excuse to go off. I've been doing that every time you send an ask, actually. This is why I love asks. Tysm <3 And I hope you enjoyed reading or if you didn't and TL;DR then basically god i'm so ill about them.
Every day I think about how a friend of mine made an entire animatic for this AU and yet we can't put it anywhere because we both want to remake it digitally. thats going to be one hell of a day when that bombshell drops
Thank you for the ask, and as always thank you for listening!
Coupled (Uncoupled) Masterpost
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