#Lydia Macleod

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Alumni Stories: Meet Lydia Macleod

Kelsey, #AlumniStories, features Lydia Macleod, a Marywood alumna who overcame challenges to become a mental health clinician & accessibility advocate ✨ Lydia's inspiring story shows how resilience and passion can lead to a fulfilling career. #MarywoodArt

 “Do what you can, with what you’ve got, where you are.”Squire Bill Widener, as quoted in the autobiography of Theodore Roosevelt This is a special Alumni Stories blog post that I am honored to write. Meet Lydia Macleod, a mental health clinician, and an accessibility technology advocate and researcher. Lydia earned an Art Therapy degree from Marywood in 2016, minoring in psychology. Lydia was a…

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A Light in the Black

Read it on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/60243013

by GodawfulSmallAffair

When the Winchesters show up in Beacon Hills, it's anything but the back-to-basics hunt they were expecting.

It's been over a year since they fought God and won, but despite having finally broken free from Chuck's narrative, the brothers haven't found the peace they always thought was on the other side. Dean's trying to scratch that ever-present itch under his skin while Sam is clinging to any scrap of optimism he can get his hands on. Taking care of a few werewolves in Beacon Hills should be just another week for the Winchesters, but the Hale-McCall Pack is about to upend everything they thought they knew about how the world works.

Words: 16454, Chapters: 3/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005), Teen Wolf (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M, M/M

Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Stiles Stilinski, Derek Hale, Scott McCall (Teen Wolf), Peter Hale, Erica Reyes, Vernon Boyd, Isaac Lahey, Laura Hale, The Hale Family (Teen Wolf), Jackson Whittemore, Lydia Martin, Crowley (Supernatural), Rowena MacLeod, Ethan (Teen Wolf), Malia Tate, Kira Yukimura, Melissa McCall, Sheriff Stilinski (Teen Wolf), Allison Argent, Chris Argent, Original Hale Character(s) (Teen Wolf)

Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Laura Hale/Sam Winchester

Additional Tags: Slow Burn, So slow I'm sorry, Canon-Typical Violence, Pack Co-Alphas Derek Hale and Scott McCall, Resurrected Laura Hale, What even is canon? A suggestion, I will cherry-pick canon that works for me and I will not apologize, gratuitous fluff, Fluff and Smut, Everybody Lives, Post-Canon, Spark Stiles Stilinski

https://archiveofourown.org/works/60243013

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Characters with my personality type (INFP)

1. Jack Kline + Souless Jack

2. Benny Lafayette

3. Anna Milton

4. Max Miller

5. Emma Winchester

6. Amelia Richardson

7. Lucky (The Dog)

8. Gavin Macleod

9. Harper Sayles (Ew)

10. Patience Turner

11. Luna Lovegood

12. Viktor Hargreeves

13. Will Byers

14. Dr. Heinz Doofenshmirtz

15. Marshall Eriksen

16. Spider-Man

17. Newt Scamander

18. Dobby The House Elf

19. Belle

20. Lisa Simpson

21. Mr. Miyagi

22. Coraline Jones

23. Bella Swan

24. Luke Skywalker

25. Wanda Maximoff

26. Hermione Granger

27. Sherlock Holmes

28. Violet Parr

29. Edward Scissorhands

30. Sadness (Inside Out)

31. Bubbles (Powerpuff Girls)

32. The Joker

33. Charlie Brown

34. Quasimodo (The Hunchback of Notre Dame)

35. Princess Aurora

36. Carl Frederickson (Up)

37. Rafiki (Lion King)

38. Lane Kim

39. Willow Rosenberg

40. Dr. Lance Sweets

41. E.T.

42. Rory Gilmore

43. Remus Lupin

44. Simon Spier

45. Sydney Novak

46. The Mad Hatter

47. Wilbur (Charlotte's Web)

48. Kermit

49. Lillian Kaushtuppe

50. Romeo

51. Frodo Baggins

52. Mike Wheeler

53. Pam Beesly

54. Ted Mosby (Ew)

55. Barry Allen

56. Lydia (Beetlejuice)

57. Mister Geppetto

58. Camden Lahey (he doesn't have a confirmed one, so I gave him mine bc I can)

59. Kira Yukimura

60. Darryl Morris

61. Gunther (F.R.I.E.N.D.S)

62. Mike Hannigan

63. Nico di Angelo

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28 DAYS: FINAL CHAPTER

Summary: Dean Winchester is an addict and an alcoholic, a USMC veteran, a father, and an older brother. As Battalion Chief with Lawrence Fire & Medical, Dean comes under investigation when he makes a dangerous and impulsive decision, defying his superiors and abandoning the team he is supposed to lead. He is given the choice to go to rehab for 28 days or jail. His lawyer insists on rehab, and Dean begrudgingly abides.

Characters in this chapter: Dean Winchester, Mrs. Butters (mentioned), Jack Kline, Meg Masters, Billie Pilgrim, Pamela Barnes, Rowena Macleod, Gabriel, Crowley (seen but not heard), Missouri Mosely, Alex Jones (seen but not heard), Lydia, Emma Winchester, Benny Lafitte, Castiel Novak, Bobby Singer, Ellen Harvelle, Casey Wood, Jo Harvelle/Victor Henriksen/Nick Iblis/Zeke Gadreel (mentioned), Sam and Jess Winchester (mentioned), Tessa Porter

Warnings/tags for this chapter: if you've read this far, you're golden xox

Words in this chapter: 5K

Author's note: Cute Sparkle Gryphon Meme

Emma driving is for @stusbunker. Love you, sis.

Thank you to Stu and to my 12yr ride or die @brrose-apothecary for read-throughs and late-night convos and for being my friends.

CHAPTER TEN

A week to the day before Dean is to be released, he and the others say goodbye to Jack. Mrs. Butters in the kitchen helps Dean bake and decorate a cake with a very cool screen print of Red Hood that Pamela found online, and Meg commandeers Jack's phone to add Pamela's, Dean's, and her own contact info to his address book.

"Hope you don't mind if I call you sometime, kid," Dean mutters. 

There's a tight, heavy knot in his chest that he can't loosen. He wants to keep in touch with Jack so he can celebrate his successes. He doesn't want to be the old Dean who keeps in touch out of fear that Jack will stumble with no one around to catch him.

But deeply woven within that knot is an intense foreboding, stoking Dean's fear of letting Jack walk out the door.

"Of course," Jack answers, distracted by his pinging phone, telling him his Uber is one minute down the street. "I'll text you."

Dean nods and chews his lip. "We can trade me-mes," he says, watching the kid not watch him. 

Dean has to actively restrain himself from pushing the flop of hair from across Jack's forehead and demanding the kid's attention. The knot spirals around his organs and rib cage into his gut.

"Meme," Meg says, trying to help Jack straighten the strap of his bag.

"What?" Dean asks.

"It's pronounced meme. Like theme," Meg answers, stepping back into place next to him.

Dean shakes his head as his heart jolts and dives at the sight of the white Honda pulling up in front of the big glass doors.

"Good luck, Jacky." Rowena appears at Dean's other side, looping an arm through the crook of Dean's elbow. "We'll miss you, sweet boy."

Meg mirrors Rowena, hooking her arm through Dean's. Dean drops his chin to his chest with a sigh, realizing how transparent his anxiety is to his friends.

"Ciao, baby," Meg bids the teenager a farewell, watching him stumble over his own sneakers toward the door.

"Bye, guys," Jack calls with a wave. "And thanks for the cake; it was really good!"

And then he's gone.

Dean starts a list of everyone with whom he needs to make amends. Emma's at the top of that list, so he always remembers how far he's come and can fall.

Castiel is the closest second.

Before Emma walked in on him with Max and Anna last year, Dean could sleep at night by telling himself he hadn't imposed on anyone or lied, cheated, or stolen. He told himself that he cleaned up his own messes and that he was just fine with death, closure, and a whole fuckin' bottle of Jack. 

Then he broke his little girl's heart. 

"Do you think you were trying to prove something to Castiel that day?" Billie asked.

"I think you know what I was doin'. Why don't you tell me what I was tryna prove?"

Billie was right as usual; Dean wanted to prove to Cas that he wasn't worthy of Cas's respect. Dean knew that kid was going to die if someone didn't go in there — and probably even if someone did — and he decided to be the kamikaze pilot because fuck everybody who still had faith in him; he wasn't worth their concern.

"The list!" Meg plops into a seat next to him with two cups of coffee. "Dean Bean, that list is hella long. You should pare it back for your first round."

She takes a sip of her coffee, handing him his as she peers over the rim of her cup.

Dean chuckles, shaking his head. "Every single person I think of makes my stomach hurt."

"Did you show it to Billie yet?" Meg slides her stocking feet into Dean's lap.

"Not yet. Meetin' with her in 10." He twists in his seat to accommodate her.

Meg nods. "Drink your coffee and keep me entertained ‘til you gotta go."

She burrows into her seat with an impish grin, and Dean smirks back as he sets to work, kneading her heels and thumbing the knotted muscles in her arches.

Four days after Jack, Meg is discharged. Pamela decides to stay beyond her discharge date for extra support from Billie and Cain. 

After their morning hike, Meg and Pamela say their goodbyes, and Pamela heads to Billie's office to plan another family session for the coming weekend. 

Dean waits with Meg for her sister Dani's arrival. Meg is keyed up and wide-eyed in the best way. Her fresh face is framed with braids on either side, compliments of Pamela, her sky blue backpack secured over her (Dean's) too-big hoodie, scuffed-up but neatly tied hiking boots, and softly worn jeans. 

Dean thinks she looks like she's headed off to college with her entire life ahead of her, and he thinks that look is fitting as fuck.

"I put Dani's number in your phone; she still has a landline." Meg rolls her eyes as she absently twists the straps of her backpack.

Mere days before Meg was admitted to rehab, Dani inherited their childhood home and land after months of legal battles surrounding the farm. After she and Meg made amends, they planned to renovate the old farmhouse together. Meg told Dean how thankful she is to have the project to keep her on her toes, not to mention her adopted niece Kaia. 

Meg's phone chimes with a text from Dani.

"She's just around the corner," Meg breathes, flicking her eyes to meet Dean's. "Three days?"

"You got it, sister." Dean pulls her in for a hug. "I'll be outta here, and we'll be 2.1 together. Right?"

"Right."

Last week, Dean and Meg realized that they had grown up less than 10 miles apart. There's not even one excuse Dean can think of to not continue their morning hikes and coffee at least once a week, and he can't wait to witness Meg's inevitable bloom outside this place. 

He sees Dani pull up and releases Meg. 

"Keep an eye on PB," Meg murmurs, pulling away and not quite meeting Dean's eyes.

Dean nods silently as Meg drops her gaze to her feet and shuffles toward the door.

"Goodbye, love!" Rowena calls from the lobby's catwalk, and Meg looks up with a wide grin and a wave.

"Take care, kiddo!" Gabe waves from beside Rowena, with Crowley lurking behind them both.

Dean wins Meg's gaze one last time before she finally climbs up inside her sister's Jeep. 

"How are you feeling about everything, Dean?" Billie asks.

He's nervous and excited, a little bit scared but mostly hopeful. He's determined to make amends with people and looks forward to seeing his little girl outside therapy and hugging his niece and nephew.

"Good," Dean answers.

Dean doesn't fool himself into believing he can repair all of his faults in 28 days. His provisional relationship with Billie was hard-won. He respects her knowledge and advice, but he'll never be open enough with her to tell her everything.

"Good," she replies. "Don't forget — 90 meetings in 90 days. Look for a sponsor..."

Billie rattles off the rules that Dean used to consider common sense. After the last few weeks, though, Dean has realized how bogus the phrase common sense is because so many people walk around without knowledge that Dean's taken for granted since he can remember knowing anything. The fact that that phrase masquerades itself as a universal truth is kind of bullshit, in Dean's opinion.

"Yeah, I remember: how long have they been sober; are they full of shit; do I like them—"

"You know I have to say these things, right?" Billie smirks and arches a brow.

Dean chuckles and nods. "Am I stealin' your thunder?"

Billie actually laughs.

The night before he leaves, Dean does all his laundry except his pajamas and packs his bag. He leaves the bag on what was Jack's bed six days ago, denying the 47th urge to call the kid because he promised himself he wouldn’t call Jack before Jack called him. 

In the dark of night, the emotions he accepted earlier at face value become garbled and daunting. He starts to see the edges of rational thought being peeled back by the demons lurking in his subconscious, slithering out to tell him that he's foolish and undeserving and will fail.

The sober experience of his darker cognition is fascinating and frightening. He takes a good chunk of time lying there, stunned to his core that he was ever blind enough to fall for this.

"Fuck off," he mutters as he rolls to his side. "I'm gettin' the fuck outta here and on with my life."

The next morning, Dean and Pamela go for a hike like usual. They have coffee, and she sits with him while he smokes.

"You gonna be OK?" he asks.

"What, without you and Megan, the 2.1 twins?"

Dean startles at Pamela's tone and arched brow.

He never meant for anyone, not even Crowley, to hear his and Meg's 2.1 mantras. It was never about their lack of faith in anyone else. It was always about their bond and shared need to hear it from the other one to get them through.

"You're not subtle, either of you," she drolls, shifting her gaze to the woods. 

"PB..."

"It's fine, Dean." She peeks back at him. "And, yes, I'll be fine, too. Once I get my ground legs back and earn more trust from my mother-in-law."

"Sammy can help, ya know," Dean reminds her of when Sam visited and heard her case. He told Dean on the spot that he wanted to help her, and Dean wasted no time relaying the message and ensuring Pamela had Sam's phone number and email address.

"He can, legally, and I'll call him." Pamela nods, keeping her eyes on the wooded area just beyond the deck where she and Dean had just walked and laughed. "But Jesse's mom hasn't let me forget for one second how much she doesn't trust me."

Dean doesn't take his eyes off Pamela's trembling profile. "Then make her."

Pamela blinks and inhales a stuttering breath before glancing over at Dean with watery eyes. She sniffles as she accepts Dean's open, outstretched hand to squeeze. 

"Thank you," she whispers, letting the tears fall. "I'm gonna miss you, ya little shit."

Dean laughs as he pulls her in for a hug.

At 12:25 PM, Pamela is seated on the desk, arching across the expanse to help Alex pick a dress for her sorority's spring formal, Rowena is explaining to Missouri the plot of the last murder mystery she starred in, and Gabriel is practically gnawing Dean's ear from the side of his head with small-talk. 

"Gabe?"

"Yeah, man," Gabe turns to face Dean head-on, cracking his knuckles and bouncing on his toes.

"I'm gonna need you to dial back the Tigger impression by at least five clicks, OK, because I'd like to be somewhat chill when my kid gets here to pick me up."

"Oh! Right. Yes." Gabe salutes Dean before shoving his hands in his pockets and turning back to watch the door. He mutters chill to himself a couple of times before the familiar deep blue BMW rolls up in front of the door.

"Oh, my word, look at that," Rowena marvels as she and Pamela join Dean and Gabe at the door. "The wee lass is all grown up! Ye must be so proud, Dean."

Dean nods. Emma's a gift that he'll work the rest of his life to deserve getting, and he'll always be proud of her. But his heart fumbles over the fact that he missed the milestone of being the one to teach her to drive.

Lydia steps out of the passenger side, waving from the curb.

"Well, go on," Pamela encourages Dean. "Get out there and show 'em what you're made of, Daddy."

Dean's heart swells to near bursting as he hugs everyone goodbye, including Missouri and Alex.

"You take good care of yourself, Dean Winchester," Missouri says with a kind Missouri smile.

"Yes, ma'am," he nods before scanning the faces of his friends and walking out the door into his future.

"How's the Casbah sound?" Lydia asks from the back seat.

Dean loves the Casbah, and Lydia knows that, but he can't answer her; he's too busy watching his baby girl drive a fucking car.

Lydia shifts forward as Emma signals, checks her mirrors, and carefully changes lanes. 

"Pretty wild, huh?" she mutters over Dean's shoulder. "Just yesterday, you were teaching her to ride a bike."

Dean huffs a small chuckle and nods his head. "Straight from a trike to a two-wheeler. No trainin’ wheels for my girl."

Emma rolls her eyes over a blush and a sheepish grin. "So. Casbah?"

"Casbah," Dean confirms with a grin of his own, turning his shaded gaze toward the horizon.

"Hi," he starts, glancing around a circle of people of all ages and walks of life. "I'm... Dean. And I'm an alcoholic and addict."

"Hi, Dean," from the crowd.

Dean nods and draws a deep breath, struggling to keep his head up and maintain eye contact with each person. Ugly fears and insecurities threaten his spirit, but he shoos them away.

"I'm 28 days sober, and I feel... good. Went to dinner with my little girl tonight. She and her mom're waitin' for me down the street at the ice cream place." 

The strangers in the circle fidget, mumble, and nod. The tension he feels is all about himself and his inability to just blend the fuck in. He knew doing this all over again with a new group of people would be hard. Then, his eyes land on a burly, bearded guy with clear blue eyes and an encouraging smile. He holds the man’s gaze like it’s a life raft.

“I’ve only been out a few hours, so I still have to call and apologize to everyone for fuckin’ up so bad.”

The man nods, shifting forward in interest. The kind of attention the man is giving him might make him feel like a bug under a microscope under other circumstances, but the man’s earnest compassion and engagement serve to embolden Dean.

“The first call’s the biggest, but they’ll all be tough. My buddy — my best friend and former boss — that’s kinda the eye of the storm. I think if I call him first, that’ll help me get through the others.”

It feels good to think out loud and strategize, knowing his audience has been there and done that. Dean’s especially keen to learn where his potential new friend has been.

After the meeting is done, Dean makes his way over to the man in question. There are two other people trying to talk to him, and Dean starts to worry that he’s one of those guys Billie told him about who accepts everyone’s sponsorship request for status or whatever.

“...I know someone I think’ll be a good fit f’you, Sorento. Lemme reach out and see when he might could grab a cuppa coffee.”

“Thanks, Benny. Never thought my sponsor’d fall off the wagon, ya know?”

“I hear ya, brother, and I’m sorry. You take care, and I’ll get right back, ya hear?”

The taller, darker-skinned man nods before backing away, and the other person Dean thought was waiting to talk to Benny follows.

“Hey, Dean.” Benny smiles, extending a hand. “I’m Benny. Glad you could make it tonight.”

Dean nods, accepting Benny’s hand and shaking it. “Thanks, man. I appreciate your support.”

“You’ve got it, brother.” 

They chat about the ins and outs of meetings and sobriety for a few minutes until Dean realizes that Emma and Lydia are still waiting for him. 

“Well, I gotta go catch up with my daughter, but uh... thanks again.” 

Dean shifts his weight, having flashbacks to his teen years and the first time he asked someone out on a date.

“But I was wonderin’ if you were a sponsor to anyone else? Or... if you had room for one more?”

Benny smiles wide and bright. “It’d be an honor, Dean. What’s your number?”

On his first full day outside, at 9 AM, Dean starts dialing numbers.

"Hey, Cas," he pauses to cringe at the tremor in his too-eager voice. "It's uh... it's Dean."

There's a split second of silence, and Dean almost hangs up.

"I know, Dean. I have your contact in my phone with a picture of you and Claire from Thanksgiving."

The memory of that day is bittersweet to Dean for a dozen reasons, not the least of which was Claire's mental health at the time. She'd run away from home less than a week after her mom lost her months-long battle with ovarian cancer. Cas had just gotten Claire back and decided to have a small gathering at their home to celebrate her return.

Claire didn't feel like celebrating.

"He just doesn't understand," Claire whispered through the tears that Dean worked overtime to wipe away.

"Maybe he doesn't understand exactly how you feel, honey, but he does love you."

"Does he even miss her?" Her trembling lip broke Dean's heart all over again.

"I know he misses her. He loved your mom, Claire. So much."

"He's so... happy."

Dean nodded. "Yeah. 'Coz you're home. You're his little girl and his only family. Try to understand that." 

"Dean? Are you— are you there?"

Dean jolts from his reverie and shrugs off Cas's matter-of-fact mention of that day lest it gives his demons the upper hand again.

"Yeah. Yeah, I'm here. I'm calling..." Dean takes a deep breath and looks out his kitchen window to watch a couple of squirrels chasing each other through the parking lot. 

"Cas, I'm sorry. You're my best friend, and I love and respect you, but I defied your order and endangered the team. I broke at least four laws that day and put you and the department under scrutiny 'coz of my own fucked up mess. I'm sorry it took me so long to figure out that I could help myself and that I'm worth helping, and to stop hurting other people."

Cas is quiet for longer this time. Dean yearns to fill the silence or turn back time or run away and hide. Instead, he breathes through it and waits for whatever response Cas gives him because this is sobriety.

"You made it.” Cas’s tone is full of pride and satisfaction.

Dean anticipated 17 scenarios, but this takes him off-guard. Before he can ask what he means, Cas fills in the blank.

"I read about rehab and the likelihood of people making it through their prescribed programs. The statistics are 30%—"

"Yeah, and my group was only seven people, so 30% is 2.1." Dean can't help but chuckle. Cas doesn't know about his and Meg’s joke, but it doesn't matter because Cas is family, and family just gets it. 

"Well, apart from the impossibility of the existence of .1 of a human being, it's good to hear your voice, Dean. I missed you."

Dean smiles so wide his face hurts. "Missed you too, man. How's Claire?"

Through Cas's heavy sigh, Dean can hear the smile in his voice. "Claire is Claire. She missed you as well. Once you're settled, we want you to come over for dinner."

Cas doesn't rebuke Dean. He doesn't rehash the past. He doesn't tell Dean he can't come back to work — because Cas knows that Dean already knows all of that, and neither of them has time for anything but catching up and reconnecting.

"I'd love it," Dean replies. "Thank you. For accepting my apology and letting me say what I needed."

"Always. I knew you'd make it and that our relationship would endure another shift. We will always be friends, Dean."

After his call with Cas, Dean calls Bobby and Ellen. They're less gracious than Cas with their acceptance, which doesn't surprise Dean.

"You were supposed to protect your team, Dean, not put them in danger!"

Dean doesn’t argue, and he doesn’t make excuses. He listens to Ellen yell and damn him to Hell until she’s crying so hard that Bobby takes the phone away from her.

As Ellen’s sobs fade in the distance, Bobby speaks. “How you holdin’ up, boy?”

“I’m good, Bobby. Thanks for takin’ my call.”

“Never wouldn’t,” Bobby answers. “Stay strong, kid. We both love ya; she just needs some time.”

“I love you, too, Bobby — both of ya.”

Jo flat-out blocks his call. Her resistance surprises him even less than her mother’s ire. He won’t give up on Jo, no matter how hard she makes it for him. He knows deep down that she hasn’t given up on him either.

Casey’s gasp is her answer. 

“Case.”

“You OK?”

“I am. Now.” 

He lets the memories of her soft, dark eyes and gentle, capable hands loving him more than he could bear carry him through the call.

“I’m sorry, Case. I hurt you so many times, and I never made it easy to be with me. You’re a beautiful, beautiful woman, whip fuckin’ smart, and so good.”

“We’ve been over this, Dean...”

Dean doesn’t cut in where she’s left a vacancy. He won’t take advantage of her anymore. He waits for her to pick up her thoughts. He wants her to say what she means.

And she does.

“Dean, I... I’ll never regret you or resent you.”

After a moment.

“Thank you,” she whispers, and Dean knows she’s crying.

He calls Victor, Nick, and Zeke, each awkward, compulsory, and hostile, respectively, but being uncomfortable is Dean’s new normal. And, for some reason, he kind of digs it. So, he’ll continue to make amends, no matter how it makes him feel.

After a week outside, Dean and Meg finally find a hiking trail they like and a coffee place they love before hitting the Lowe's Garden Center.

“Is this a joke?” Meg pokes at the limp lavender plant with indignation. “I can’t even believe they have this out for sale.”

“What do you care? We’re not here for lavender.” 

Dean wanders a few paces down the aisle. He’s never tended a plant in his life, so he researched and decided on a spider plant to start.

“Maybe I’m here for lavender.” Meg continues to inspect the small section of drooping topiaries.

Dean stops and glares at her over his shoulder. “You told me you wanted a buncha succulents. You said you wanted a ‘cool little terrarium’ or some shit.”

“Maybe I decided to also get lavender.” Meg shrugs, lifting one of the pathetic florals.

“Now that you’ve seen the stellar selection of lavender?” Dean arches a brow.

“Maybe I want a challenge,” she mutters, squatting with one plant to compare it to another.

“Maybe, maybe, maybe...” Dean rolls his eyes and turns smack into Castiel.

“Hello, Dean.”

“Cas!” Dean takes a step back, gripping Cas’s shoulders. He can’t believe his luck at seeing him while he’s with Meg.

“Hey, this is my friend, Meg.”

He motions to Meg, who is now sitting cross-legged on the ground with three dead plants in front of her. 

“Meg..." Dean snaps her to attention. "This is Cas.”

Meg blinks up at the men from where she sits on the ground. 

“Well. Hello, Cas.” 

She abandons her brief fascination to stand up and swipe her jeans and hands clean before shaking Castiel’s hand. “I’ve heard a lot about you.”

The fire chief looks adorably confused as usual, as he takes her hand in his. “And I have heard nothing about you.”

Meg side-eyes Dean, and he almost laughs out loud. She’ll drag him later for not telling Castiel about her, but the only reason he didn’t was to let her show him herself.

“Whatcha here for, Cas?” Dean watches his friends reluctantly release each other’s grip.

“Tomato plants and strawberry plants. You know how much sun our side patio gets.”

Dean nods. Before he can reply, his phone buzzes with a text. It’s the notification he set for Pamela, and his gaze darts to Meg, who’s pulling her own phone from her back pocket.

“Hang on, Cas — got a message I need to look at.” Dean pulls his phone from his pocket. When he looks down, his world tilts.

Jack’s back.

“Fuck,” Dean mutters with a sigh before snagging Meg’s worried gaze.

“I take it you’ve received bad news?” Cas asks.

“Well, it ain’t good,” Dean replies, pocketing his phone. “Dinner Thursday?”

“Yes. Claire wants dumplings. I’ve had two failed trial runs making them, so it could be an... interesting meal.”

Meg snorts at Dean’s side, drawing his attention. “Cas’s a terrible cook.”

“No shit?” Meg exaggerates with her hands on her hips.

“I need to go — get the plants and ingredients for tonight’s test.”

Meg stifles a cackle, and Dean hip-checks her. “OK, well, lemme know if I can help with the dumplings, Cas.”

They say their goodbyes, and barely before Castiel is out of earshot, Meg starts in. 

"You didn't tell me your 'weird little friend Cas' was hot, Dean."

Dean chuckles and rolls his eyes. "I thought it was implied when I said you'd like him, Megan. Just gather your sad little flowers so we can go."

“Meh, I want succulents.” 

Dean spends the entire rest day bashing himself for waiting to call Jack. He wanted to give the kid space. He wanted to respect him, and... fuck, he can’t save everyone.

He calls Benny so he doesn’t drag Meg down his rabbit hole.

“Whaddaya want outta this, Dean? To call the kid and gloat?” Benny asks.

Dean cringes. “Is that what it sounds like?”

“Little bit.”

“Man, I’m not tryna be a martyr here; he’s a kid!” Dean really believes what he’s saying just as much as he tries to see what Benny sees.

“He’s a kid, but he ain’t yours, and he ain’t you. Remember your boundaries and your goals.”

Benny’s right, and Dean’s reminded of why he chose him to be his sponsor.

“Thanks, Benny. Thanks for takin’ my call, and thanks for being a great sponsor.” 

That night, Dean stumbles across something online that stuns him for a second. It’s labeled as Cute Gryphon Sparkle Meme. It’s a greyscale drawing of a cartoon gryphon with a sort of paint-by-number chart of how to color it based on your own interpretation of the instructions like “the color that best describes ‘cute’” and “the color that first comes to your head”.

Dean shares the link with Jack, hoping he gets his phone back soon so he can appreciate just how cute it is.

One month, eight hikes with Meg, and three trips to the garden center for more plants (because Dean has now decided that he fucking loves plants) later, a familiar, feminine voice jolts Dean from his reverie in the produce section.

“Dean?” 

He turns from where he’s filling his hand cart with all he needs for the guacamole he’s bringing to Sam and Jess’s tomorrow to find Tessa Porter.

“Tessa!” Dean smiles easily at her smile and how she moves closer to him without hesitation. 

She’s fresh-faced, her hair’s in a ponytail, and she’s wearing workout clothes. Dean drops three good-sized avocados into his basket and turns his back on the vegetables to focus on the woman facing him.

“You look great, Dean. How’ve you been?”

“Thanks! You just come from the gym? You look great, too. Not at all like you just worked out or anything, but fit. Like healthy. And glowing.”

He bites his tongue to stop from shoving his foot down his gullet.

Tessa grins and chuckles quietly, peeking into his basket. “Yoga class. Making some guac?”

Dean draws a breath and nods, looking down at his ingredients. “Yeah. My brother requested it for a cookout tomorrow. He says I make the best guac in three counties.”

Tessa tilts her head and purses her lips. “Hmm. I’ll have to try it sometime.” 

She snags Dean’s gaze, and he’s suddenly out of breath. 

Does she know what he did? Is she hitting on him? Have her eyes always been that color?

“Yeah. I’d uh... I’d like to make it for you sometime.”

Dean swears her irises change color as they stand there — honey to jade to turquoise to cerulean.

After a few beats, Tessa raises her eyebrows. “Are you going to ask me for my number?”

Dean blinks then chuckles, shaking his head. “I gotta ask somethin' else first — you know about rehab, right?”

Tessa nods. “I know. And I know you aren’t supposed to date right away, but... I’d like to be friends. If that’s OK? I’ve missed seeing you around, Dean.”

“Friends,” he echoes skeptically.

He and Tessa never discussed dating before because it would have been against department policy, but that didn’t stop him from flirting with her every chance he had. Still, they had a genuine connection — which is the real reason, even in Dean’s most reckless state, that he never crossed a line with her.

Tessa nods again. “For now — friends. Think you can handle that?”

Dean holds her soft, kaleidoscope gaze for a moment before shifting his basket to his other arm and reaching into his pocket for his phone. 

“Here.” He hands his unlocked phone to Tessa. “I would very much like it if you’d add yourself to my contacts so I can call ya sometime.”

Tessa grins again as she accepts the proffered device to quickly input her name and number. She flicks her eyes to his again as she hands him back his phone.

“I look forward to hearing from you. See you soon, Dean.”

Tessa looks him up and down before turning on her heel and sauntering away.

Dean’s eyes drop to the sway of her hips, and he shakes his head. 

“Hate sayin’ g’bye but love watchin’ her walk away,” he mutters under his breath with a hearty chuckle before heading to the aisle with chips and crackers, stifling the urge to Leprechaun kick next to the bananas.

Fifty-eight days sober feels pretty damn good.

Epilogue: coming soon

Please let me know what you think!

Series Masterlist | Dean Winchester Masterlist | MJ’s Masterlist

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WELCOME TO THE CLUSTER

MY READERS WILL BE WRITTEN AS FEMALE OR GENDER NEUTRAL AS I AM MORE COMFORTABLE THAT WAY !!

all names are in alphabetical order per their fandom order in the character section <3

FANDOMS I LOVING WRITING FOR — buffyverse. fast and the furious. horrorverse. marvel universe. supernatural.

CHARACTERS I WRITE FOR IN SAID FANDOMS — angel / angelus, buffy summers, cordelia chase, darla, drusilla, faith lehane, rupert giles (occasional), spike, the master, wesley wyndam-pryce, willow rosenburg, xander harris (occasional). brian o’conner, dominic toretto, han lue, letty ortiz, mia torretto, roman pearce, tej parker. ash williams, beetlejuice, billy butcherson, charles lee ray, danny johnson, jason dean, lydia deetz, otis driftwood, sarah sanderson, the lost boys, thomas hewitt, tiffany valentine. billy russo, bucky barnes, eddie brock / venom, frank castle, miguel o’hara. charlie bradbury, claire novak, dean winchester, rowena macleod, sam winchester.

MY ORIGINAL CHARACTERS — dorothea pinegrove, hope mason, caspian james, violet ashby, amber hollow, terrance bran.

p.s. i love y’all and these characters but some of these names are the same for different characters so please specify who you are talking about in requests! just please specify in your requests so i can write them properly <3

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Request box

By Nqzzxxiren

Hello my name is Lillian but you all can call me lilly, lil, or Ian I don't mind at all really you can give me a personal nickname that you made up for me.

I'm here to talk about the fandoms and other things that I could make for you guys (and I mean anything😉😉) so here's the list of fandoms I would make fanfictions or head cannons or scenarios anything you guys want!

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Jake

Neytiri

Tonowari

Ronal

Aonung

Tsireya

Lo'ak

Neteyam

Kiri

Spider

Quaritch

Roxto

Norm

Lyle

Tsu'tey

Supernatural

Dean Winchester

Sam Winchester

Castiel

Crowley

Michael

Lucifer

Gabriel

Charlie Bradbury

Jo Harvelle

Jack Kline

Rowena MacLeod

Meg Masters

Benny Lafitte

Bela Talbot

The walking dead

Rick Grimes

Daryl Dixon

Carl Grimes

Michonne

Negan

Glenn Rhee

Maggie Greene

Gabriel

Ezekiel

Rosita Espinosa

Abraham Ford

Jesus

Aaron

Carol Peletier

Harry Potter

Hermione Granger

Harry Potter

Draco Malfoy

James Potter

Luna Lovegood

Ron Weasley

Sirius Black

Neville Longbottom

Remus Lupin

Ginny Weasley

Lily Potter

Fred Weasley

George Weasley

Tokio hotel

Bill Kaulitz

Tom Kaulitz

Georg Listing

Gustav Schäfer

Spider multiverse

Pavitr Prabhakar

Peter Parker

Miles Morales

Gwen Stacy

Miguel O'Hara

Hobie

Miles G. Morales/ Prowler

Jefferson Morales

Rio Morales

Teen wolf

Stiles Stilinski

Scott McCall

Derek Hale

Allison Argent

Lydia Martin

Isaac Lahey

Jackson Whittemore

Peter Hale

Malia Tate

Theo Raeken

Kira Yukimura

Peaky blinders

Tommy Shelby

Arthur Shelby

Grace Burgess

John Shelby

Alfie Solomons

Michael Gray

Finn Shelby

Ada Shelby

Gina Gray

Freddie Thorne

The lost boy

Michael Emerson

Marko

Edgar Frog

Alan Frog

Paul

Star

David

Sam Emerson

Dwayne

Hi nice to see ya👋🏾 if you don't see any of your favorite fandoms or characters please tell me so I can put them up but yea this is all and you can pick any character you want and whatever genre you want it to be, like fluff, smut, angst and any other

(also I'm not used to smut so if you request it then please be patient I will be trying I promise)

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A Light in the Black

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/PeqUEik by GodawfulSmallAffair When the Winchesters show up in Beacon Hills, it's anything but the back-to-basics hunt they were expecting. It's been over a year since they fought God and won, but despite having finally broken free from Chuck's narrative, the brothers haven't found the peace they always thought was on the other side. Dean's trying to scratch that ever-present itch under his skin while Sam is clinging to any scrap of optimism he can get his hands on. Taking care of a few werewolves in Beacon Hills should be just another week for the Winchesters, but the Hale-McCall Pack is about to upend everything they thought they knew about how the world works. Words: 31345, Chapters: 4/14, Language: English Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005), Teen Wolf (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: F/M, M/M Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Stiles Stilinski, Derek Hale, Scott McCall (Teen Wolf), Peter Hale, Erica Reyes, Vernon Boyd, Isaac Lahey, Laura Hale, The Hale Family (Teen Wolf), Jackson Whittemore, Lydia Martin, Crowley (Supernatural), Rowena MacLeod, Ethan (Teen Wolf), Malia Tate, Kira Yukimura, Melissa McCall, Sheriff Stilinski (Teen Wolf), Allison Argent, Chris Argent, Original Hale Character(s) (Teen Wolf) Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Laura Hale/Sam Winchester Additional Tags: Slow Burn, So slow I'm sorry, Canon-Typical Violence, Pack Co-Alphas Derek Hale and Scott McCall, Resurrected Laura Hale, What even is canon? A suggestion, I will cherry-pick canon that works for me and I will not apologize, gratuitous fluff, Fluff and Smut, Everybody Lives, Post-Canon, Spark Stiles Stilinski read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/PeqUEik

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»» ⸻ you are at the crossroad now, LYDIA MULDUR, HALEY MARSHALL, AMARA, ROWENA MACLEOD, TATIA PETROVSDOTTIR & WAR / JIA BAK-FORBES .

welcome, lily! please look up our checklist and send in your account within 24 hours. hande ercel, phoebe tonkin, danielle campbell, hazal filiz küçükköse, nina dobrev & park shin hye fcs are now taken.

teen wolf . hande ercel. cis woman. she/her. ― i saw LYDIA MULDUR on the streets, you know? the 24 years old BANSHEE, i think they been around beacon hills for ALL HER LIFE, but i can be wrong… not like they can leave now, anyway. i heard a rumor that they want to STOP breaking the seals of lucifer’s cage. they make me think of more graveyard than girl ; a harbinger of death , piles of bodies in unmarked graves , she’s the kind of girl who would kiss monsters instead of running away from them , that pretty little thing that can shatter your skull with her voice and hum babydoll by ari abdul, you know?

tvdu. phoebe tonkin. cis woman. she/her. ― i saw HALEY MARSHALL on the streets, you know? the 24 years old WEREWOLF, i think they been around beacon hills for THREE MONTHS, but i can be wrong… not like they can leave now, anyway. i heard a rumor that they DON’T KNOW ABOUT breaking the seals of lucifer’s cage. they make me think of angelic blood running through her veins , there’s a wildness in her eyes that you just know there’s more animal in her than human , the smell of lavender & vanilla , a broken crown that only belonged to her , bloody pawprints left imprinted along the decaying woods under the blood full moon and hum wolf by first aid kit, you know?

oc. danielle campbell. cis woman. she/her. ― i saw AMARA on the streets, you know? the TIMELESS years old ALPHA VAMPIRE, i think they been around beacon hills for TEN YEARS , but i can be wrong… not like they can leave now, anyway. i heard a rumor that they want to STOP breaking the seals of lucifer’s cage. they make me think of the first snowfall spouting layers of ivory , lazy mornings curled up in black silk sheets with messy curls and lacy lingerie , she’s made up of silk , blood , and rose water, she's the devil's worst nightmare and hum cravin by stileto ft. kendyle paige , you know?

supernatural. hazal filiz küçükköse. cis woman. she/her. ― i saw ROWENA MACLEOD on the streets, you know? the 40/400+ years old WITCH, i think they been around beacon hills for 5 YEARS, but i can be wrong… not like they can leave now, anyway. i heard a rumor that they DON’T KNOW ABOUT breaking the seals of lucifer’s cage. they make me think of she’s like one of those russian dolls; you open one version of her; only to find there’s another hidden inside her, ‘fine , make me your villain’ , if you were to write a story with her in the lead role … it would certainly be a tragedy and hum devil's advocate by the neighbourhood, you know?

tvdu. nina dobrev. cis woman. she/her. ― i saw TATIA PETROVSDOTTIR on the streets, you know? the 1000+ years old DOPPLEGANGER, i think they been around beacon hills for A WEEK, but i can be wrong… not like they can leave now, anyway. i heard a rumor that they want to STOP breaking the seals of lucifer’s cage. they make me think of the calming sound of rain against pavement , the gods smiling on brave women like the valkyries whose furies men fear and desire, an exquisite beauty in silk and laces and hum if i had a heart by fever ray, you know?

supernatural / oc. park shin hye. gender non-conforming. she/they. ― i saw WAR / JIA BAK-FORBES on the streets, you know? the TIMELESS years old HORSEMEN, i think they been around beacon hills for TWO MONTHS, but i can be wrong… not like they can leave now, anyway. i heard a rumor that they want to HELP break the seals of lucifer’s cage. they make me think of Where there is war ; death surely follows , counting bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums , a bloody angel blade , an insatiable hunger for more , she is wildfire ; and she is coming to devour you whole and hum counting bodies like sheep by a perfect circle , you know?

[thechaosmuses]

Below the cut is a list of all my canon characters, from every fandom, organized by such. I figured I would go ahead and put this up, as well as an oc muse one, for my oc and canon starters so that way it's easier for y'all to see who is included without going to every separate muse list.

The Vampire Diaries

Freya Celeste Mikaelson Elijah Daniel Mikaelson Niklaus Ryder Mikaelson Kolton Nathaniel Mikaelson Henrik Alexander Mikaelson Hope Andrea Mikaelson Malachai Silas Parker Olivia Mae Parker Silas Xavier Salvatore Damon Luca Salvatore Stefan Lance Salvatore Jeremiah Steven Gilbert Katherine Maria Pierce Qetsiyah Zione Bennett Bonnie Sheila Bennett Marcel Leon Gerard Hayley Jane Marshall Elizabeth Anne Forbes Josette Olivia Saltzman Ryan Nicholas Clarke Landon Maxwell Kirby Aurora Violet De Martel Aiden Matthew Lawrence Tyler James Lockwood Alexia Rae Branson Sebastian Killian Jones Milton Gabriel Greasley Benjamin James Kenson Lorenzo James St. John Vincent Keith Griffith Sean Kieran O'Connell Lucien Maverick Castle TEST MUSES Dorian Lee Williams Sophie Danielle Deveraux Monique Marie Deveraux Evangeline Amaya Sinclair Inadu Tayen Labonair Rafael Alexander Waithe Finch Taylor Tarrayo Cleo Ada Sowande Penelope Eden Park Jade Ivy Young

Containment

Jake Holden Riley Katie Selene Frank Jana Christine Mayfield Teresa Violet Keaton

Teen Wolf

Mieczyslaw Noah Stilinski Scott Gregorio McCall Christopher Henry Argent Allison Artemis Argent Lydia Sophia Martin Jackson William Whittemore Derek Samuel Hale Cora Avery Hale Camden Matthew Lahey Isaac Michael Lahey Vernon Dallas Boyd Danny Keahu Mahealani Malia Elizabeth Tate Kira Jade Yukimura Theodore Christian Raeken Jordan Tyler Parrish Aiden Jacob Steiner Mason Cade Hewitt Brett Lee Talbot Garrett Cole Williams Nolan Andrew Holloway Bobby Adam Finstock Marin Sophia Morrell Braeden Valerie Bardot Deucalion Damien Hemming

Supernatural

Dean Michael Winchester Castiel James Novak Claire Grace Novak Jack Kellan Kline Gadreel Dustin Ward Rowena Jane MacLeod Fergus Roderick MacLeod Belphegor

DC Comics

Bartholomew Henry Allen Nora Francine West-Allen Bart Joseph West-Allen Sara Caitlin Lance Dionysus Arbios Kara Aileen Danvers Winslow Jordan Schott Jr. Clark Joseph Kent Mon-El Lar Gand Querl Dox Music Meister Harleen Frances Quinzel Pamela Lillian Isley

Marvel

Joaquin Miguel Torres Peter Django Maximoff Pietro Django Maximoff Wanda Marya Maximoff James Buchanan Barnes (pre-serum and super soldier) Steven Grant Rogers (pre-serum and super soldier) Michelle Julia Jones-Watson Peter Benjamin Parker Gwendolyn Maxine Stacy Peter Benjamin Parker Jonathan Spencer Storm Kate Bishop Natalia Alianovna Romanova Yelena Fyodorovna Belova Brunnhilde Valkyrie Loki Laufeyson Stephanie Grace Rogers (genderbent steve) Jamie Belladonna Barnes (genderbent bucky) Samantha Trinity Wilson (genderbent sam) Theodosia Audra Odinsdottir (genderbent thor) Lady Loki Laufeyson (genderbent loki)

Stranger Things

Jonathan Ross Byers Nancy Diana Wheeler Steven Michael Harrington Robin Rae Buckley Edward Joseph Munson Argyle Eduardo Diaz Jane Eleanor Hopper Dustin Jace Henderson Lucas Charles Sinclair Maxine Elizabeth Mayfield

Misc

Nicholas Sean Miller Winston Saint-Marie Schmidt Reagan Marie Lucas Leonardo Winston Hamato Michelangelo Chandler Hamato Samuel Nicholas Drake King Benjamin Florian

9-1-1

Athena Grant Howard Han Henrietta Wilson Maddison Juliet Buckley Evan Jones Buckley Edmundo Anthony Diaz

Book Babes

Major Jay Kitahara Lieutenant Lorelai Cathwell Sergeant Major Alary Johann Corporal Erik Mendel Devin Nesta Archeron Elain Archeron Feyre Archeron Rhysand Darling Azriel Cassian Amren Morrigan Gwyneth Berdara Eris Sargon Vanserra Lucien Vanserra Helion Luciano Meridian Tamlin Avri Desrosiers Thesan Addae Koitla Viviane Anera Agnarrson

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mw canons?

tvd/the originals: elena gilbet, caroline forbes, alaric saltzman, jeremy gilbert, stefan salvatore, bonnie bennett, damon salvatore, matt donovan, tyler lockwood, katherine pierce, all of the mikaelsons, the parkers, davina claire, marcel gerard.

teen wolf: scott mccall, allison argent, lydia martin, stiles stilinski, liam dunbar, kate argent, theo raeken, vernon boyd, jackson whittemore, cora hale, malia tate, peter hale, erica reyes, mason hewitt.

supernatural: dean winchester, sam winchester, ruby, castiel, gabriel, michael, lucifer, raphael, crowley, bobby singer, john winchester, claire novak, bela talbot, rowena macleod, jody mills, lisa braeden, meg masters.

legacies/next gen: hope mikaelson, landon kirby, lizzie saltzman, josie saltzman, mg, penelope park, eli hale, ben braeden, kaleb hawkins, rafael waithe, cleo sowande, stefanie salvatore.

[lovelyylorelaii]

requesting rules and information

hello all and welcome to my requesting rules and guidelines post! i wanted to put this information out there in a place that was easy to access and all up-to-date to make for a fun and safe space for everyone to enjoy!

as mentioned in my about me post, i am a uni student and so there may be periods of inactivity or when my requests are closed for longer than usual, but please do not be alarmed i will be returning and your posts will be answered. so with that in mind it would be very much apprciated if you could not spam my ask box with the same request over and over again, or chasing up a request; if it has been requested it will be on my list and i will get to it so long as it does not ask something of me which i have stated i will not be writing. HOWEVER if i am active and your request did not ask me to write anything i stated in my boundaries post that i would not write and it has been a while since you sent it in there is a chance that it may have gotten lost so it is okay if you send me a message or request it again!

if requests are closed i would appreciate it if you would refrain from sending any requests in as i will not see them and they may get lost if too many are sent in when i am away. this would also make it difficult for me to get on top of posting again when i return from my breaks! when requests are open or closed will be noted in my biography!!

below are the characters and fandoms i write for, however, if there is someone not listed below you can request for them as chances are i will have heard of them but may not be the biggest fan of the show/movie/book but i will do my best and otherwise i will let you know! if a character below is crossed out then it just means i am taking a break from writing for thme for now, just to keep things interesting and so i am not always writing for the same person so, check back often as this may change!

⟡criminal minds

ෆ aaron hotchner

ෆ derek morgan

ෆ emily prentiss

ෆ jennifer 'jj' jareau

ෆ penelope garcia

ෆ spencer reid

⟡gilmore girls

ෆ dave rygalski

ෆ dean forester

ෆ jess mariano

ෆ lane kim

ෆ logan huntzberger

ෆ lorelai gilmore

ෆ louise grant

ෆ luke danes

ෆ madeline lynn

ෆ paris geller

ෆ rory gilmore

ෆ tristan dugray

⟡hunger games

ෆ coriolanus snow

ෆ finnick odair

ෆ gale hawthorne

ෆ haymitch abernathy

ෆ johanna mason

ෆ katniss everdeen

ෆ lucy gray baird

ෆ peeta mellark

ෆ sejuanus plinth

⟡marvel

ෆ bruce banner

ෆ druig

ෆ james 'bucky' barnes

ෆ loki

ෆ makkari

ෆ natasha romanoff

ෆ peter parker (tom holland/andrew garfield)

ෆ pietro maximoff

ෆ sam wilson

ෆ steve rogers

ෆ steven strange

ෆ thor

ෆ tony stark

ෆ wanda maximoff

ෆ yelena belova

⟡outerbanks

ෆ jj maybank

ෆ john b routledge

ෆ kiara carrera

ෆ pope hayward

ෆ rafe cameron

ෆ sarah cameron

⟡scream

ෆ billy loomis

ෆ ethan landry

ෆ kirby reed

ෆ samantha carpenter

ෆ sidney prescott

ෆ stu macher

ෆ tara carpenter

ෆ tatum riley

⟡shameless

ෆ carl gallagher

ෆ debbie gallagher

ෆ fiona gallagher

ෆ ian gallagher

ෆ kevin ball

ෆ lip gallagher

ෆ mandy milkovich

ෆ mickey milkovich

ෆ svetlana yevgenivna

ෆ veronica fisher

⟡stranger things

ෆ billy hargrove

ෆ dustin henderson

ෆ eddie munson

ෆ jane hopper/011/jane ives

ෆ jonathan byers

ෆ lucas sinclair

ෆ max mayfield

ෆ mike wheeler

ෆ nancy wheeler

ෆ robin buckley

ෆ steve harrington

ෆ will byers

⟡supernatural

ෆ adam milligan (michael!adam included)

ෆ bela talbot

ෆ castiel

ෆ charlie bradbury

ෆ crowley

ෆ dean winchester (moc!, michael!, demon! included)

ෆ gabriel

ෆ garth fitzgerald iv

ෆ jack klein

ෆ jody mills

ෆ john winchester

ෆ jo harvelle

ෆ lucifer

ෆ meg masters

ෆ rowena macleod

ෆ ruby

ෆ sam winchester (meg!, gadreel!, demon blood! included)

⟡teen wolf

ෆ alison argent

ෆ derek hale

ෆ isaac lahey

ෆ jackson whittemore

ෆ kira yukimura

ෆ lydia martin

ෆ malia tate/hale

ෆ peter hale

ෆ scott mcall

ෆ stiles stilinski

ෆ theo raeken

⟡the summer i turned pretty

ෆ belly conklin

ෆ cam cameron

ෆ conrad fisher

ෆ jeremiah fisher

ෆ steven conklin

ෆ taylor jewel

⟡vampire diaries

ෆ bonnie bennett

ෆ caroline forbes

ෆ damon salvatore

ෆ elena gilbert

ෆ elijah mikaelson

ෆ hayley marshall

ෆ katherine pierce

ෆ niklaus mikaelson

ෆ rebekah mikaelson

ෆ stefan salvatore

ෆ tyler lockwood

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Sephora Sends Greetings to All

Read it on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/61188340

by AlastrineOsane

Words: 3673, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: Major Character Death

Categories: Gen, M/M

Characters: Derek Hale, Stiles Stilinski, Lydia Martin, Jordan Parrish, Noah Stilinski, Natalie Martin, Chris Argent, Melissa McCall, Vernon Boyd, Erica Reyes, Liam Dunbar, Theo Raeken, Corey Bryant (Teen Wolf), Jackson Whittemore, Ethan Steiner, Malia Tate, Cora Hale, Kira Yukimura, Aiden Steiner, Danny Māhealani, Hayden Romero, Isaac Lahey, Allison Argent, Mason Hewitt, Scott McCall (Teen Wolf), Rafael McCall, Gerard Argent, Tamora Monroe, Eli Hale (Teen Wolf), Jacob Black, Seth Clearwater, Leah Clearwater, Emery Call, Sam Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Rowena MacLeod, Gareth "Grizz" Visser, Sam Eliot, Severo Calavera, hunters - Character, Werewolves - Character, werebears - Character, Soldiers - Character, Witches - Character

Relationships: Derek/Stiles, Lydia/Jordan, Noah/Natalie, Chris/Melissa, Liam/Theo, Jackson/Ethan, Danny/Brad, Malia/Cora/Kira/Aiden, Hayden/Joe, Isaac/Allison - Relationship, Mason/Corey, Boyd/Erica

https://archiveofourown.org/works/61188340

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WRITING FAQ

Romantically I will write for:

Top Gun: Maverick: Jake "Hangman" Seresin, Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw, Robert "Bob" Floyd, Mickey "Fanboy" Garcia, and Javy "Coyote" Machado

Teen Wolf: Stiles Stilinski, Liam Dunbar, and Isaac Lahey

The Vampire Diaries Universe: Jeremy Gilbert, and Tyler Lockwood

Harry Potter: Oliver Wood, and Fred Weasley

NCIS: Timothy McGee, and Christopher LaSalle

Supernatural: Dean Winchester

Criminal Minds: Spencer Reid

Outer Banks: JJ Maybank

Footloose (2011): Willard Hewitt

9-1-1: Evan Buckley, Eddie Diaz, and Mateo Chavez

Twisters: Tyler Owens

Grey's Anatomy: Alex Karev, and Mark Sloan

The Rookie: Tim Bradford

Outer Range: Rhett Abbott

Blue Bloods: Jamie Reagan

Platonically I will write for:

Top Gun: Maverick: Jake "Hangman" Seresin, Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw, Robert "Bob" Floyd, Mickey "Fanboy" Garcia, Javy "Coyote" Machado, Tom "Iceman" Kazansky, Nick "Goose" Bradshaw, Carole Bradshaw, Pete "Maverick" Mitchell, Penny Benjamin, Natasha "Phoenix" Trace, and Sarah Kazansky

Teen Wolf: Stiles Stilinski, Liam Dunbar, Isaac Lahey, Scott McCall, Jordan Parrish, Lydia Martin, Melissa McCall, Noah Stilinski, Derek Hale, Deaton, Allison Argent, Kira Yukimura, Malia Hale, and Cora Hale

The Vampire Diaries Universe: Stefan Salvatore, Bonnie Bennett, Elena Gilbert, Jeremy Gilbert, Jenna Sommers, Caroline Forbes, Jo Laughlin, Liv Parker, Luke Parker, Davina Claire, Kol Mikaelson, Klaus Mikaelson, Tyler Lockwood, Marcel Gerard, Rebekah Mikaelson, Elijah Mikaelson, Hope Mikaelson, Hayley Marshall, Milton Greasley, Lizzie Saltzman, Josie Saltzman, Kaleb Hawkins, Vincent Griffith, Freya Mikaelson, Cami O'Connell, Cleo Sowande, Enzo St John, Rafael Waithe, Landon Kirby, Josh Rosza, Valerie Tulle, Nora Hildegard, Mary Louise, and Lily Salvatore

Harry Potter: Harry Potter, the Weasley family, James Potter, Lily Evans, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, Minerva McGonagall, Hermione Granger, Luna Lovegood, Neville Longbottom, Andromeda Tonks, Fleur Delacour, Oliver Wood, and Poppy Pomfrey

NCIS: Jethro Gibbs, Tim McGee, Tony Dinozzo, Ziva David, Kate Todd, Ducky Mallard, Abigail Sciuto, Jimmy Palmer, Leon Vance, Dwyane Pride, Christopher LaSalle, Meredith Brody, Sonja Percy, Sebastian Lund, Patton Plame, Loretta Wade, Tammy Gregorio, Quentin Carter, and Hannah Khoury

Supernatural: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Bobby Singer, Karen Singer, Castiel, Rowena MacLeod, Crowley, Jack Kline, Jody Mills, Jo Harvelle, and Ellen Harvelle

Criminal Minds: Spencer Reid, Jason Gideon, Jennifer Jareau, Emily Prentiss, Penelope Garcia, Aaron Hotchner, Derek Morgan, David Rossi, Elle Greenway, Alex Blake, Kate Callahan, Tara Lewis, and Luke Alvez

Outer Banks: JJ Maybank, Sarah Cameron, John B Routledge, Kiara Carrera, Pope Heyward, Cleo, and Heyward

Footloose (2011): Ren McCormack, Willard Hewitt, Ariel Moore, Rusty Rodriguez, Woody, Aunt Lulu, and Uncle Wes

9-1-1: Evan Buckley, Eddie Diaz, Bobby Nash, Karen Wilson, Hen Wilson, Howard Han, Maddie Buckley, Christopher Diaz, Athena Grant, May Grant, Lena Bosko, Ravi Panikkar, Lucy Donato, Carla Price, Isabel Diaz, Josh Russo, TK Strand-Reyes, Carlos Reyes, Judson Ryder, Mateo Chavez, Gwyneth Morgan, Iris Blake, Tommy Vega, Nancy Gillian, Paul Strickland, Marjan Marwani, Grace Ryder, and Wyatt Harris

Twisters/Twister: Tyler Owens, Boone, Kate Carter, Dr. Jo Ann Harding, Bill Harding, Javi Rivera, Dexter, Dani, Lily, Cathy Carter, Ben, Dustin Davis, Robert Nurick, Tim Lewis, and Haynes

Grey's Anatomy: Miranda Bailey, Alex Karev, Mark Sloan, Meredith Grey, Cristina Yang, Izzie Stevens, George O'Malley, Derek Shepherd, Addison Montgomery, Jackson Avery, Lexie Grey, April Kepner, Jo Wilson, Amelia Shepherd, Richard Webber, Carina DeLuca, Callie Torres, and Arizona Robbins

The Rookie: Tim Bradford, Nyla Harper, Lucy Chen, Angela Lopez, Wesley Evers, Sergeant Grey, Johnathan Nolan, Jackson West, Bailey Nune, Aaron Thorsen, and Celina Juarez

Outer Range: Rhett Abbott, Perry Abbott, Amy Abbott, Royal Abbott, and Cecilia Abbott

Blue Bloods: Jamie Reagan, Linda Reagan, Danny Reagan, Eddie Janko, Henry Reagan, Frank Reagan, Abigail Baker, Sid Gormley, Garrett Moore, Nicky Reagan-Boyle, Erin Reagan, and Joseph Hill.

[annies-hy-stereks]

Fandom Redheads + Colors

[kirinda]

(icon and header and art in this post r by @/cupiidzbow !)

my carrd dedicated to kiri can be found here!

my names isa and this is my selfship blog! i barely use this blog and it needs revamping, my main is ousama!

IF YOU @ OR TAG ME IN A POST PLEASE @/TAG OUSAMA, MY URL IS AN OBSCURE CHARACTER AND I DONT WANT TO FILL HIS TAG WITH UNRELATED STUFF

im selfship tumblrs most hated thats how you know im a good blog baby yeah!!!!

if you rb from misogynists ill probably block you its not my job to tell you when you follow one use that little brain in there

sharing f/os is awesome! be nice about it

F/O LIST AND SELF INSERTS UNDER CUT

MAIN GUYS

Kirinda (Eto Ranger) tag: 📸

Trafalgar Law (One Piece) tag: 🫀*note: I ship with all of the heart pirates and use the same tag for them. Only Law is a major F/O amongst them.

Masked Deuce (One Piece) tag: ♠️

SECONDARY

Banban (Garten of Banban) tag: 🥳

Kaito Kumon (Kamen Rider) tag: 🍌

Rowena MacLeod (Supernatural) tag: 😈

Shelda (Bugsnax) tag: ☮️

BOe (Магазинчик БО) tag: 🐰

Biznella (Super Sentai) tag: 🃏

Nellie Lovett (Sweeney Todd) tag:🥧

Chuck Keith (Gundam) tag:🌌

Olympia (Pokemon) tag: 🔮

Marcus Kane (Twisted Metal) tag: 🚧 *Only the Head-On and Black continuity

Lard Nar (Invader Zim) tag: 🛸

Misasagi (Rune Factory) tag: ⛩️

Makoto Edamura (Great Pretender) tag: 🐱

The Director/Hubert (Interliminality) tag: 📺

Selmers (Night in The Woods) tag: ✍️

Ivo "Eggman" Robotnik (Sonic the Hedgehog) tag: 🥚

Self Inserts

All of my inserts use any pronouns while i usually default to he/they for them

My Eto Ranger self insert is Cabbage! He's shipped with Kirinda/Lydia. he's a...janitor i suppose? its his job to keep the ship and common area clean. he's super antisocial but enjoys speaking to kirinda while cleaning because it's less stressful than talking face to face with a living person. He falls HARD for that robot and their relationship begins before kirinda gets his physical body back but cabbage certainly enjoys the goofball regardless of form

My One Piece self insert is Karma! He's shipped with Law and sometimes the heart pirates in general as a polyship. Hes the user of the ryu ryu no mi model chameleon. He joined the crew a little after Sabaody after stowing away. He's kind of a menace but hes their menace. hes really bad at his job because he doesn't have the skills to utilize his fruits powers correctly. Law unfortunately sympathizes with them having childhoods that parallel at points. I do not have a self insert that i ship with Deuce. I have delusions about being Ace and we were partners

My GoBB self insert is named Eddie! Theyre an anteater who was made to work with disabled children and theyre shipped with Banban! I hope that doesnt sound weird I was in and out of sped classes as a kid so I wanted to reflect that.

My Kamen Rider self insert is Jules! They're shipped with Kaito and are a member of team baron. They dont really have any lore yet except for hardcore yearning lol. Might make them a rider too?

My Supernatural self insert is Voltaire!!! Hes shipped with Rowena hes a nachzehrer and certified menace. His ass should be dead but free will keep him alive bc hes Rowenas little play thang and keeps her slightly in line. Not by much. His heads so empty only thoughts of his pack and beautiful older women

My Bugsnax self insert is Sunnie Cuteloop theyre a magician! They heart Shelda we love faking magic. Two dif kinds of magic but you know.

My Pokemon self insert is currently unnamed and shipped with Olympia! They're also a magician I swear im not unoriginal I just do magic irl. They're the child of Hocus from the Oblivia region but moved to Kalos to pursue their career. They want to separate from their father and aim to be a better magician than he ever was.

My Invader Zim self insert is Tiere Ley a vortian scientist. They've been with Lard Nar since before the war but didn't officially get together till the Resisty was formed.

[blondie20000]

Blondie’s Masterlist

Welcome to my masterlist. 😁

Some of the fics are categorised into collections. Click on the collection and it will reveal a list of fics.

Football

Jack Grealish x Reader Collection

Mason Mount x Reader Collection

It Takes Three to Tango - Jack Grealish x Reader x Mason Mount (No Slash, smut)

Morning Swim - Ben Chilwell x Reader (Smut)

The Vampire Diaries

Wait No More - Damon Salvatore x Bonnie Bennett (Smut)

Fast and Furious 

Can you Dance - Luke Hobbs x Hattie Shaw (Slight smut)

DC

Birthday Boy - Billy Batson x Diana Prince (Smut)

Star Wars

Anakin Skywalker x Reader Collection

The Last of Us

Strictly Business - Joel Miller x Reader (Smut)

Jumper

Everywhere - David Rice x Reader (Smut)

One Chicago

Best Course of Treatment- Crockett Marcel x Reader (Smut)

Work and Play - Kelly Severide x Reader (Smut)

Marvel

Steggy Collection - Steve Rogers x Peggy Carter

Sylki Collection - Loki x Sylvie

Bucklena Collection - Bucky Barnes x Yelena Belova

Loki TV Show Collection - Gen Fics

Green Goddess - Bucky Barnes x Jennifer Walters (Smut)

Moon Rider - Marc Spector x Layla El-Faouly x Steven Grant (Smut)

Actions Speak Louder than Words - Loki x Wanda Maximoff (Smut)

Love Never Dies - Stephen Strange x Wanda Maximoff (Smut)

Lady in Red - Wade Wilson x Wanda Wilson/Lady Deadpool (Smut)

Lucifer

The Devil’s Twin - Lucifer Morningstar x Chloe Decker (Angst, slight smut)

Supernatural

Chestervelle Collection - Dean Winchester x Jo Harvelle

Deonna Collection - Dean Winchester x Donna Hanscum

Michaen Collection - Dean Winchester x Michael

SamJess Collection - Sam Winchester x Jessica Moore

Saileen Collection - Sam Winchester x Eileen Leahy

Gabrena Collection- Rowena MacLeod x Gabriel

Ketchwena Collection- Arthur Ketch x Rowena MacLeod

AU Michael x Reader Collection

SPN Gen One Shot Collection

The Walking Dead

A New Beginning - Daryl Dixon, Negan, Judith Grimes, Lydia, Carol Peletier (Friendship, family) 

Crossovers:

Chasing Ghosts: Supernatural & Criminal Minds - Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Spencer Reid, Aaron Hotchner (Action, Gen)

Cell Mate: Supernatural & Prison Break - Michael Scofield, Dean Winchester (Friendship, Gen)

When Nathan met Bela: Supernatural & Uncharted (Video game version) - Nathan Drake x Bela Talbot (Smut)

The Devil and The Goddess of Mischief: Loki & Lucifer - Sylvie, Lucifer Morningstar (Family, friendship)

Every Queen needs Their King: Marvel & Supernatural - Loki x Abaddon (Some smut, angst, dark fic)

The Unusual Suspect: Barbie & Lucifer - Ken, Lucifer Morningstar, Chloe Decker, Ella Lopez (Humour)

Balance: Supernatural & Grotesquerie - Father Charlie Mayhew x Rowena MacLeod (Smut)

Multichapter/Series

Supernatural

Series multichapter

Cutie Pie Universe

Who is a Wee Cutie Pie? (Complete)

I Put a Spell on You (A bonus chapter. Complete)

Special Delivery (Sequel one shot. Complete)

It's the Most Wonderful Time of the Year (Sequel, one shot. Complete)

Dean says yes to our Michael

One Time Deal (Book 1 complete)

Nothing Else Matters (Book 2 complete)

Family First (Book 3 currently in progress)

The Bad Place Series (Crossover The Walking Dead)

The Bad Place (Complete)

All Out War (Sequel currently in progress)

ScoobyNatural (Crossover Scooby Doo)

Sam and Dean Where are you? (Complete)

Scooby Doo in the Real World (Sequel complete)

HalloNatural series (Crossover Halloween)

HalloNatural (Complete)

HalloNatural 2: The Revenge of Michael Myers (Sequel complete)

The French Mistake Series

The French Mistake 2: An Archangel Nightmare (Complete)

The Heavenly Mistake (Sequel complete)

Sizeshifter Dean

A Change in a Man (Complete)

An Officer and a Brit (A bonus one shot. Complete)

The Winchester Clause Universe (Crossover The Santa Clause)

The Winchester Clause (Complete)

I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus (Bonus one shot. Complete)

Mutilchapter

Your Wish is my Command (Crossover Aladdin. Complete)

My Dear Sam (Complete)

Red Rose (Complete)

Black (Complete)

The Savior (Currently in progress)

The Price you Pay (Currently in progress)

Witch Hunter (Crossover Charmed reboot. Currently in progress)