I know it’s been a while since I last drew something, but unfortunately, tragedy came up in my life. As you may see in the picture, my beloved, furry companion, Yogi bear, passed away on Thursday.
It’s going to be rough not having him around, but after 13 years of him being in our lives, we came to a heartbreaking decision to have him be laid to rest and have him across the rainbow bridge to be with his brother who was waiting for him on the other side.
Losing a pet can be very hard on everybody, but he was the longest that we had besides his brother who only lived for eight months before he tragically passed away. I won’t be able to post anything for a while, but I will still be liking your posts and everything.
It’s gonna be a little while before I draw again. Hope you guys understand. I’m going to miss you very terribly Yogi bear. Rest in peace, my dear boy.😭💔😭💔
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You know how I know Mike is queer?
These are the same person. Mike is an inherently caring, loving, and protective person. It's what Will called out in 4x08 and reminded us of with Mike's desire and practice in attempt to be a "hero" and be able to help the ones he loves.
But when El tells him she feels unloved by him, he doesn't comfort her. At all. He defends himself. He doesn't even say "yes I do". He says "I say it". Even when he's arguing that he loves her, he is defending himself, not comforting her. If he was comforting her he would have reacted to her crying at all. He doesn't. He just becomes increasingly desperate and escalates the tactics that are making her cry more.
Because the accusation is that important to him. Not many things could be so important to him that he would deprioritize her or taking care and protecting and comforting those he loves. He even does quite well at it at the start of the scene. We have PROOF that he is pretty stable these days with any sort of accusation or invalidation with how well he takes "you don't understand" and simply asks questions without any sort of offense. So he CAN take it. He takes it IN THIS CONVERSATION.
But when she says he doesn't love him, he stops the "they just don't know you". He stops the "don't say that about yourself, you're lovable," which is what this is really about for her. If he had said that even if he couldn't say it himself, it might have still helped a little bit: frame it as his own fault if he can't. But he couldn't do that. Instead, he went with how it reflected on HIM that he couldn't say it and defended himself AGAINST her. FOUGHT her on it.
There are few things that can make him fight a person. And they've all actually been pretty similar. They're all El:
"You're prioritizing El over Will"
"There is something off about your relationship with El"
"You're prioritizing El over [Will]"
"He's right that your and [El's] relationship wasn't a good one"
"Your and El's relationship wasn't a good one"
"You're prioritizing El over [Will]"
"You don't love [El]"
He is comforting. He is kind. He prioritizes others' comfort and safety consistently. He takes other accusations fairly lightly and focuses back onto the person making them and their emotions. And yet, what does he say in those instances and only those instances?
"SHUT. UP."
"You lying piece of shit. You're crazy!"
"It's not my fault you don't like girls!"
"He's just some crazy old man"
"You're conspiring against me!"
"We're friends! We're friends!"
"You're being ridiculous. What is this?"
People who say his character has gotten worse are stating it under the idea that he is always like this. The entire discovery so many people, including myself, had that he's queer was because we noticed that his outbursts were consistent. People think he's random and angry because they think the situations are random: Lucas, Hopper, Will, Max, El. But they're forgetting to note what each of those people questioned about him right before.
The biggest proof is that he doesn't ever talk like this outside of these situations. It's lighthearted debates and empathetic conversations.
Mike Wheeler is a kind person. If he said "You're being ridiculous. What is this?" it is not just because he's scared of vulnerability or commitment.
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Day 3 of trying to make sense of ultrakill designs: ferryman my beloved
Honestly ferryman is one of the first of the designs I loved when I first got into uktrakill...doesn't help the fact that the lore is so...oughhh I love you ferryman
It's just so interesting (and sad?) how ferryman is probably the only being that actually likes gabriel for who he is instead of his position, and the way he writes about gabriel... also how its one of the instances where we see another side to gabriel, the side that isn't just his angelic duties...
I'm probably just rambling at this point but ferryman and Gabriel's relationship will be in my head always <3 ferrygabe my life belongs to you
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let's pour one out for the fallen blorbos.
those blorbos you still think of often, who can still make you smile fondly but have taken a background position in your fandom life; those blorbos you might have dusty ol'sideblogs for that you keep even tho you know may never post there again; those blorbos who have broken both legs when falling tragically into near-obscurity in the void dimension of your brain where temporary hyperfixation goes to die; those blorbos you onced loved and will always love, just in a softer, quieter kind of way...
this one's for you, old friend.
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