#Love you so much Bobby! Hope you have a wonderful day!
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fancycolours Ā· 1 year ago
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Happy Birthday Robert Lamm! šŸŽ‰šŸŽ¹šŸ’œ
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inkykeiji Ā· 9 months ago
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Clari! Hello i am back once again to ask you what is the "Dari" aesthetic?
Like what are the vibes, do you have any mood boards or anything? šŸ‘€šŸ‘€
hi hi hi sunshine!!! <33 i have an obscenely embarrassing amount of photos saved that remind me of me + dabi but i am absolutely horrid at making moodboards so >.< i tried my best with this HAHAHA but visual aesthetic wise weā€™re very much that clichĆ© girly girl x bad boy, pink and black type combo <33
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i especially love the last photo because that girl looks scarily similar to me LMAOOOO like seriously
in terms of what it feels like: late night drives speeding way too fast through vacant city streets; empty diners at 3am; sharp knuckles and sharp collarbones; icy hands between warm thighs; giggles bouncing off the bark of dense forests; the dainty sound of pills clicking against plastic; warped hardwood floors and a stove with two working burners; dirty fingernails tearing through white lace; combat boots splashing in puddles on the asphalt; midnight double features at the rundown drive-in; hard candy clacking against teeth as sugary tongues force it from one mouth into another; love notes scrawled hastily on torn pieces of paper; scars in the shape of hands, his teeth, his name
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sad-girl-hours23 Ā· 2 months ago
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I Know The Last Page So Well, I Can't Read The First
For the @tevanadvent2024 Day One: Beginnings
Pairing: Buck/Tommy
Rating: G
Iā€™m so sick of endings.
Lately, Tommyā€™s life has been nothing but endings.Ā 
First, his relationship with Evan. (Tommyā€™s not the forever guy, he knows that story all too well).
Then, his favorite show on Netflix was cancelled. Again. Why he bothers to get invested anymore is beyond him.Ā 
He nearly cried in the middle of a Baskin-Robbins when he found out his favorite flavor of ice cream had been put in the deep freeze. The girl behind the counter looked far too concerned for his well-being.
It was a sad state of affairs.
He heard from Lucy that Eddieā€™s moving to Texas. It stings, even if heā€™d all but left their friendship in limbo these past few months.
And thenā€¦his dad. Tommyā€™s never experienced a loss so fraught with complications and contradictions.
Itā€™s his last day of bereavement leave and heā€™s eating alone at his favorite restaurant, alongside what feels like half of Los Angeles. Heā€™s tucked away in a booth far larger than is appropriate for his sad reservation of one, but with the specters of his past, heā€™s not alone.
Heā€™s picking at mushrooms on his pizza when somebody slides into the booth.
He wonders briefly if this marks the ending of his sanity.Ā 
As if the sheer power of his wanting has conjured an apparition of the man he loves.
Evan doesnā€™t stop sliding until their sides are pressed together. Heā€™s here; real, and warm, beside him.
ā€œEvan, what are you ā€”ā€
Evan ducks his head. ā€œI heard about your dad. Iā€™m sorry.ā€
Tommy nods. ā€œThank you. I assume Lucy told you.ā€
ā€œYeah, but I wish you had.ā€
ā€œI didnā€™t think, I mean, I donā€™t get to ā€”ā€
Evan places his hand over Tommyā€™s. ā€œBut you do, Tommy. I would have been there for you. You still donā€™t get it do you?ā€
Tommy tries to suppress the embers of hope burning within him, theyā€™ll only end in smoke and ash. ā€œGet what?ā€
ā€œI ā€”ā€ Evanā€™s phone chimes with a text and he looks towards the main room. ā€œLookā€¦can we talk later?ā€
Tommy hesitates. He should make a clean break, he knows. He wonā€™t have the strength to walk away a second time. He forces a smile. ā€œOf course. Iā€™m sure you have someone to get back to. You shouldnā€™t waste your time with me and my misery.ā€Ā 
ā€œWell you know what they say about misery.ā€
Before Tommy can reply, Eddieā€™s sliding into the booth on his other side, followed by Howie, Hen, and Bobby.Ā 
ā€œWhat ā€”ā€
Tears well up in his eyes as Hen takes his hand in hers. He canā€™t find it in him to be ashamed when he sobs as Eddie puts his arm around his shoulders and squeezes, says, ā€œwe got you, man.ā€Ā 
Howie grins. ā€œBet no one was expecting dinner and a show.ā€
ā€œChim,ā€ the rest of them groan. Tommy just laughs. Heā€™s missed this, missed them. Heā€™s missed the person he is with them.
They all express their condolences and catch him up on their lives when he asks, as if no time has passed at all.Ā 
He finds out Evanā€™s been baking, and knows they have so much to unpack when theyā€™re finally alone.
Evan lays his head on Tommyā€™s shoulder. It shouldnā€™t be this easy, he thinks.Ā 
He half expects Bobby or Hen to yell at him, to make him face the mess heā€™s made of his and Evanā€™s lives. He almost wants them to. But when he dares to look, theyā€™re both smiling. It cracks his heart right down the middle.
Heā€™s starting to think he doesnā€™t know this story half as well as he thought.
And Tommy, heā€™s so tired of endings, and so skeptical of beginnings, and so very terrified of the feelings starting to form in his chest. Everything ends. But if this is the middle of his story, if the bulk of his lifeā€™s pages get to be like this, it will have been worthwhile.
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eddiegettingshot Ā· 2 months ago
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i'd love it if you reposted it! thank you so much šŸ’š
all 2.8k (+ nsfw) beneath the cut just for you <3 <3 <3 we'll see if i ever come back to it
Despite being caught in a perpetual rush of his own making, Eddie is very rarely late. Heā€™s always a little bit convinced that he might be, though, which is why itā€™s so endearing that every day, without fail, he finds the time to text: Morning, Buck.
Sometimes, Buck likes to wonder where Eddie had paused in his routine to make that kind of room for him.Ā 
It could never be right after waking up, of course, but maybe heā€™d tapped it out one-handed as he brushed his teeth. Just before calling for Christopher to get out of bed, since Chris frequently sleeps through all three of his alarms. While waiting for his bagel to pop out of the toaster, or maybe after burning something on the stove, because itā€™s possible that heā€™d look at the remains of his breakfast in his pan and think, Itā€™s easier when Buckā€™s around to make my eggs.Ā 
Buck imagines this most often, even if itā€™s the least likely scenario.
He could have also decided to text right after he finished making his bed; in the middle of trying to find his misplaced wallet, which is usually forgotten in a pocket somewhere, although in that case heā€™d complain and ask Buck if he had any fucking idea where it could be; or once he was finally, firmly behind the wheel of his truck, about to put on the shitty country playlist he listens to on the road. The options are endless.
Buckā€™s phone vibrates, like clockwork. He closes his eyes.Ā 
Apropos of nothingā€”nothing at allā€”he decides itā€™s possible that Eddie has just finished working out, which means heā€™s about to get into the shower, because heā€™s hot and sweat-damp all over. Heā€™s probably peeled his shirt off already, if heā€™d deigned to wear one at all, after which heā€™d raked his hair out of his eyes and, still panting, remembered Buck.
Yeah, thatā€™s probably it. Thatā€™s whatā€™s most likely. Eddieā€™s been working out a lot. Probably what inspired that dream, tooā€”the first one Buckā€™s had in months. Just him, processing all the ways Eddieā€™s changed lately.Ā 
He sighs. He has to wipe himself clean before he can respond.
***
Most of Buckā€™s dreams are not about Eddie. The dreams that are about Eddie tend to hurt, leaving him off-kilter until the real thing, flesh and blood and smiling mouth, recenters him.Ā 
He wonders if Eddieā€™s the same way. It would explain the ritual text, if the habit were a Hope youā€™re not actually dead! thing rather than the My best friend is always on my mind! thing Buck accidentally turned it into, as he does. Heā€™d be okay if it were the former; he understands the impulse all too well, since heā€™d nursed a similar compulsion with Bobby for the same reason in the surreal months following his coma.
But, admittedly, itā€™d be better if Eddie loved him enough to think of him, always.Ā 
Anyway, because dream-Eddie is generally riddled with bullets or riddled with bullets and drowning or otherwise suffering some amalgamation of all the terrible things Buckā€™s ever seen, itā€™s far less disturbing when Buckā€™s subconscious paints a picture of them sleeping together.
At least the version of Eddie who fucks him doesnā€™t exist, and never has.
***
He knows itā€™s Eddie marrow-deep, the way anyone knows anything in a dream.
Buck opens his eyes to light everywhere, so radiant the entire bedroom shimmers, a pale beam of it crossing Eddieā€™s long golden fingers where theyā€™re clasped around Buckā€™s forearms to keep him in place. Eddieā€™s draped along his back, unapologetic about letting Buck, prone and practically immobilized, bear his full weight. Buck canā€™t see him, and he doesnā€™t say a word, just rubs his mouth into the spot beneath Buckā€™s ear and digs his thumbs into the insides of Buckā€™s wrists, but Buck is certain Eddieā€™s smiling. His mustache, which heā€™d long-since shaved in real life, is bristly, but nice. Really nice. Softer than Buck had thought it would be.
Then thereā€™s the matter of Eddieā€™s cock, which he rocks slowly into the cleft of Buckā€™s ass. Buck canā€™t see that either, but it feels nice, too, stiff and hot and already soaked at the head. Buck tries to arch into him, give him something else, make it better; Eddie just laughs and keeps working him into the mattress, a lazy pantomime of a real fuck.
Dissatisfied, Buck struggles beneath him. Eddie bites him at the nape like an animal, hard enough to sting, and flattens his chest between Buckā€™s shoulder blades to settle him. He flexes his grip on Buckā€™s arms. Trapped like this, Buck can feel all of him: his ribs expand, and his belly presses into Buckā€™s spine as he sighs.Ā 
The restlessnessā€”whatever it is, that under-the-skin itch to stay in motionā€”drains away, defeated by Eddieā€™s wordless command. Buck sighs, too, turning his cheek into the pillow.Ā 
The thing is, he knows itā€™s Eddie because it couldnā€™t be anyone else.Ā 
ā€œGood. Thatā€™s good,ā€ Eddie says, low, dragging kisses across Buckā€™s jaw and cheek.
Buckā€™s not even doing anything. Eddie wonā€™t let him, so he doesnā€™t tryā€”even as mouthwatering want seizes his gut and pours blistering heat through his pelvis. He canā€™t stop shifting his erection against the sheets. The praise still doesnā€™t feel entirely unearned.
ā€œItā€™d be better,ā€ Buck says, ā€œif you would actually put it in.ā€
ā€œWe ainā€™t got time for that,ā€ Eddie says. Then (and heā€™s definitely smilingā€”the shape of it curls around his words): ā€œMorning, Buck.ā€
Itā€™s the familiar, beloved rasp of Eddieā€™s voice, that mundanity paired with getting almost-fucked, that makes Buck groan with impatience and spread his thighs. A blunted ache throbs behind Buckā€™s sternum. Itā€™s dirty to let himself be overpowered this way, he thinks, except for that it feels closer to being held than pinned. With Eddieā€”his warm skin, his steady breathā€”it doesnā€™t matter. Itā€™s all the same.
ā€œCome on, Eddie,ā€ he says. ā€œQuit humping me.ā€Ā 
ā€œThatā€™s usually my line.ā€
ā€œWoof,ā€ Buck huffs, and they both laughā€”Eddieā€™s, shaky and breathless, his cock nudging right where Buck needs him; Buckā€™s, a little awed over this quotidian exchange alone.Ā 
Buck noses to the side and opens his mouth against the back of Eddieā€™s hand, licking at the thin salty skin. He imagines thereā€™s a vein there. He imagines he can feel the blood inside of it pulsing on his tongueā€”onto his tongueā€”and follows it to Eddieā€™s knuckles. Scraping his teeth over them, he tries again: ā€œWe could make time.ā€
ā€œYou might be off today, but Iā€™m gonna be late for my shift,ā€ Eddie says. Heā€™s wrong. Heā€™s never late. Buck hitches his ass up, insistently seeking contact.
Eddie groans, long-suffering, dropping his over-warm face into Buckā€™s shoulder.
ā€œYou wonā€™t. And if you are, Iā€”Iā€™ll tell Cap it was my fault,ā€ Buck coaxes.Ā 
He doesnā€™t have to, since Eddieā€™s already letting go of him, spitting into his palm, drawing away just enough to reach down, wet his dick, and guide it firmly into place. But itā€™s nice to beg so freely, even nicer to chase down that singular moment where Eddie gives in. To keep pushing, just because he canā€”because Eddie allows it, every time.
ā€œPlease donā€™t,ā€ Eddie snorts. He rubs up against Buckā€™s hole, purposeful rather than teasing now, and Buck shivers, clenching under the contact. ā€œIā€™m pretty sure that breaks the station law against oversharing, and I donā€™t have enough cash left for the Buckā€™s Big Mouth jar.ā€
Buckā€™s shameless snickering dissolves into a wavering moan as Eddie eases forward, opening him on just the tip first. Even that feels like a lot, feels fucking good, the first couple inches igniting nerves that make the backs of his thighs tingle.
ā€œFuck,ā€ he says. Whimpers, really, kind of airy and tremulous.
ā€œYeah?ā€
ā€œYeah.ā€
ā€œThis what you wanted?ā€ Eddieā€™s pressed all the way into him, flush with Buckā€™s ass. He grabs Buck around the hip to maneuver the angle, tilting him perfectly into place as if by instinct. The first firm thrust wrenches all the air from Buckā€™s lungs.
ā€œEddie,ā€ is all he manages, naturally.
The slide is effortless, too easy with spit alone, but Eddieā€™s cock fills him up so well that all Buck can think is that if this is real, if this is happening, then maybe it was just meant to be right here, taking up all this space inside him, and that Eddie was meant to be here, too, the whole of his body an anchor. His hips begin to snap, hard and focused enough to get Buck panting.Ā 
ā€œWā€”Wait,ā€ Buck gasps. ā€œGo slow.ā€
Eddie obliges, of course. He kisses the nape of Buckā€™s neck, the sore spot heā€™d used to bully Buck into submission before. It tickles.Ā 
ā€œSlower,ā€ he begsā€”for the first time in his life, probably. Itā€™s a sudden, inconvenient desire, considering they really donā€™t have much time.Ā 
Incredulous but uneven, Eddie asks, ā€œSeriously?ā€Ā 
Buck grins. ā€œYeah,ā€ he says.
Eddieā€™s got a grounding hand clamped tight and high on Buckā€™s waist, fingertips hooking beneath his ribs. Buck reaches around, takes him by the wrist, and guides that hand up to his throat, choking off his own desperate moaning mostly because he knows Eddie finds it unbearably hot.Ā 
ā€œBuck,ā€ Eddie maybe mumbles, although itā€™s hard to decipher through the hazy head rush. He gives Buck a loving squeeze, but thatā€™s not enough; after squeezing his wrist in return, Buck tugs him up until he can wrap his lips around Eddieā€™s forefingers and suck.Ā 
Heā€™d asked for slow, so Eddieā€™s barely even fucking him anymore. His hips remain crushed to Buckā€™s ass; heā€™s rocking forward in small, tight motions like thereā€™s any way to get deeper. There isnā€™t, there canā€™t be. Stretched raw, speared apart, Buck already feels disassembled.Ā 
Eddie shifts, and itā€™sā€”ā€œThere, right there,ā€ Buck groans, garbled with his mouth full, but Eddie understands.Ā 
He must take it as, like, permission, or somethingā€”God, thatā€™s a nice ideaā€”because he presses down on the ridge of Buckā€™s bottom teeth and pushes his nose against Buckā€™s ear and gives it to him. No more of that indolent grinding; he slams in, smooth and ceaseless, unforgiving on Buckā€™s prostate.
ā€œI love you,ā€ Eddie says, hoarse with sudden emotion. ā€œYou know that?ā€Ā 
Fuck, yesā€”with Eddieā€™s broad, calloused palm holding his jaw fast, and Eddieā€™s fingers down his throat, and Eddieā€™s sweaty cheek brushing his, and Eddieā€™s big cock ripping him wide, he does. He feels it everywhere. He cries out, muffled, guttural, and deliriously pleased as the heat builds.Ā 
ā€œAnswer me,ā€ Eddie murmurs. He slips his fingers out of Buckā€™s mouth. A strand of drool keeps them connected to Buckā€™s lower lip. One particularly rude thrust punches a strangled noise out of him.Ā 
ā€œFuck, Eddie, Iā€”I know.ā€
ā€œWhat do you know?ā€
ā€œYou love me,ā€ Buck says. ā€œI know you love me.ā€
ā€œThatā€™s right,ā€ Eddie says, pressing a sloppy, proprietary kiss under Buckā€™s ear. ā€œI love you, Buck.ā€
ā€œI wantā€”ā€
ā€œYou ready to come?ā€
ā€œYeah,ā€ Buck moans, and then, ā€œNo, Iā€”ā€Ā 
Somehow, with Eddie surrounding him, it hadnā€™t occurred to Buck how badly he needed to breathe his air and touch him, tooā€”to kiss his mouth, taste the sweat on his mustache. To thumb at his furrowed brow. To watch him come and bask in the blazing heat of his satisfaction.Ā 
Eddie would like itā€”filling Buck up, flooding him inside. He does like it. Doesnā€™t he? Likes laying his claim, more than anything.Ā 
Thatā€™s what it really is, after all, when he gives Buck his cock, and his come, and his bite, and his hand around Buckā€™s throat, and every spare, hard-won minute heā€™s got. I love you really means that Buckā€™s his to keep, and Eddie even says that in his sleep sometimes, mumbled into Buckā€™s hair and occasionally broken by his embarrassing snoring.Ā 
He must like that Buck belongs to him. He has to. More than anything, Buck needs to look Eddie in the eye when he says everything he wants to say, so he can be absolutely certain of this. He was certain, a moment ago, but Eddieā€™s grasp on him is weakening, or maybe Buckā€™s slipping out of his hold.Ā 
Buck tries to tell him, ā€œI want to see you.ā€
Ideally, Eddie will grin when Buck turns in the cage of his arms and begs: Donā€™t go anywhere. I love you, too. Letā€™s just do this forever. I can take it. Heā€™ll make that sound he makes, that quietly amused ā€œHm,ā€ that has a million meanings, all of which Buck has memorized. Heā€™ll dutifully argue that theyā€™d probably miss their real life eventuallyā€”plus theyā€™ve got a mortgage to pay and Buck would get bored without the thrill of saving lives. Eddieā€™s good at choosing the right moment to be a little bit terrible, so heā€™ll grab Buck by the thighs to stifle any retort, haul him into position to pound him just right, and say something irresistibly dirty, like, Give it to me, sweetheart, show me how you come.Ā 
And Buck would. Heā€™s already close; itā€™s knifing through his belly, the only palpable feeling leftā€”
Forget an orgasm; he doesnā€™t even get to roll over before the whole scene washes away, taking Eddie with it.
Panting, Buck blinks the afterimage of Eddieā€™s hands out of his head, but he canā€™t banish the thought that he wouldnā€™t let Eddie try to convince him of anything. Heā€™d pull him down, kiss him hard, lick his canine teeth, and plead again, and again, and again, until Eddie agreed to use his body as a dwelling; to live inside him, and nowhere else.
***
Itā€™s not weird that he jerked off.Ā 
The dream was near-cinematic and left him with a desperate hard-on; he obviously couldnā€™t walk into work in that state. And, actually, in a way itā€™s less weird that heā€™d jerked off thinking of Eddie over anybody else. Heā€™d bet real money that anyone whoā€™s spent more than thirty seconds in close proximity with Eddie has done the same. Buck is a self-respecting bisexual man and Eddie is devastating on his worst days; of course the image of him ruddy-cheeked and slick with sweat was going to get Buck across the finish line inā€”what, thirty pathetic seconds?
In fact, it turns out that envisioning Eddie was the most efficient choice, given that he walks into the station just shy of being late.Ā 
He changes quickly, then heads out to the apparatus bay, where Bobby is currently holding court. Eddieā€™s eyes barely flicker as he slides over on the stairs to make room for Buck to settle in beside him.Ā 
ā€œMorning, Buck,ā€ he says.
Buckā€™s stomach tenses.Ā 
ā€œHā€”Hey,ā€ he responds, in the tone and cadence of someone who did not recently shoot off so hard he might have actually shed a tear, and all to the echo of dream-Eddieā€”only dream-Eddieā€”saying that exact thing. The corner of Eddieā€™s lips twitch as he restrains his smile; itā€™d have been imperceptible were Buck not already looking at itā€”his mouth, that is.Ā 
He should probably stop doing that. Bobby gives him a good reason to turn away.Ā 
Over the course of their morning briefing, Eddie begins to lean into Buck. He shuffles his feet until his legs are angled open wide and he and Buck are pressed together from their knees all the way down to the sides of their boots. Buck glances over occasionally, and Eddie notices each time; he doesnā€™t say anything, though, and doesnā€™t seem to think anything of it, his expression mostly unchanging. In every halfway moment between meeting Eddieā€™s eye and returning his attention to where it belongs, Buck is compelled to look down into the space between Eddieā€™s thighs, where his interlaced hands hang loosely. Those hands were all heā€™d gotten to see of Eddie, in the dreamā€”all heā€™d gotten to touch and taste.
He wonders at Eddieā€™s fingers, how the shape of them would fit his mouth. Eddieā€™s knuckles digging into his hard palate. The unyielding edge of bone between his teeth. Would they make him gag? Would he care if they did? Probably not. Thereā€™s a small, still-fresh cut disappearing into the web between Eddieā€™s middle and ring fingers. The moment Buck imagines probing his tongue against it, he swallows hard against the feeling that thereā€™s an immovable smoldering coal lodged in his esophagus, radiating unpleasant heat through his chest.Ā 
Buck rubs his palm absently from his collarbone to his heart and back up again to scratch at his neck. He doesnā€™t realize heā€™s begun to chew his thumbnail ragged until Eddie nudges an elbow into his side to get him to quit.Ā 
For some reason, he mumbles, ā€œSorry.ā€ Eddie tilts his head and half-smiles, silently accepting this nonspecific and entirely unnecessary apology. Buck can bite his nails if he wants, but he shoves his hands into his pockets to stave off the urge.
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hauntedwitch04 Ā· 1 year ago
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Just a Mirror
Sam Winchester x plus size!Reader
Words: about 6.3k words
Warning: saddy sadness, and some allusion to sexy time, eating disorder, hating on your own person, please be careful if you sensible about this themes
REQUEST: Hi :) I saw that your requests are open, and I was wondering if you could do a Sam Winchester x plus sized reader; an angsty fluffy friends to lovers that has some smut and reader hating herself in the mirror and possibly problems with eating
Authorā€™s note: Hi love! Thank you @desicroft02 so much for your request. I felt really inspired by your idea love and I hope you like how it came out, if you don't find yourself with what i wrote, feel free to say it to me and I'll write to you a new one !
p.s.I got very caught up in the topic, since it is something I feel very close to. I was never the skinny girl, but with the years I've grown used to feel different to others girls, and even if sometimes I really hate what I see in the mirror, I kinda arrived to the point that I see both the flaws and the strenghts of my body and I love both, but some of my closest friend and this kinda of disorder and I tried to help them the way aI could so this one is for them too.
In case you need someone to talk to, I am always here, don't be afraid to seek help because often having someone close by to remind you that the volume of that evil voice we hear inside can be lowered or eliminated is important.
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Why?
This is the only question that floats in your mind, while, with thick tears in your eyes, you try to read the enormous book about whatever monster you are hunting with your friends in this little city, forgotten by God.
You and your childhood best friends are hunting some monster that you still haven't been able to figure out what it is, despite the fact that you are reading yet another list of monstrous animals in the story, while Dean and Sam are still out at the bar where you had decided to spend the evening, and from which you had decided to escape as quickly as possible, without giving any kind of explanation to the two hunters, holding back tears and trying not to meet their confused gaze
You and the boys have been friends since you were six and they were seven and eleven. You met on a rainy October day when you were still living at Bobby's house, after your father had died in a hunting accident after leaving you with him, and being his friend and seeing him almost as a brother he couldn't help but welcome you and raise you as if you were his own daughter.
Dean and Sam had just been left in the rain on the narrow dirt road by their father when you looked out and saw these two cold, sad, and at the same time angry children. You could see the resentment they felt for the man who looked less and less like a father and more and more like an army general, ready to train soldiers and not raise children. Immediately you went to Bobby and told him of the presence of those two unknown children who were in your driveway. He had immediately run to get them and brought them inside the house, worried that they would get sick from standing in the rain, and wondering why their father had left them there, without saying anything.
"He said he didn't have time to explain and that he had to get there as fast as he could, but that he would call you this evening." Said the older of the two once they were seated on the couch in what must once have been a beautiful dining room, and was now more like an ever-growing mountain of books. It is to your adoptive father that you owe all the culture and ability to read texts on the supernatural that most hunters would not even know how to open.
As he spoke you could see the blond child trying to hold back the sadness within himself and show himself as a big boy, almost pretending to understand why his father abandoned them like that without saying a word; in contrast, the one who was supposed to be the smaller of the two, with unruly brown hair, looked more like a beaten puppy, as he wetly moved his feet lazily on the floor, listening to what his brother had to say, but not hiding his sadness and anger at his daddy's decision.
"Baby, couldn't you get Sammy a glass of water for him while Dean and I go make a call for a minute?" Bobby then asked you suddenly, and you realized that you were lost in thought as you watched and studied those boys. You nodded quickly, trying not to let it show that you had spent all that time staring at them, as you heard Bobby's voice and that of the blond boy, apparently named Dean, drift away, only to hear the front door open and close.
After a few minutes you returned to the living room with a glass in your hand, and walked over to the brown-eyed boy, who was now looking at you and smiling shyly. You handed him the glass with a beaming smile, and he could do nothing but blush a little and retract his body a little, letting shyness take possession of him as he took the glass.
"Thank you." He told you in a faint voice.
"You're welcome." You replied as you sat next to him on the sofa.
"My name is Sam." He said, only to freeze and blush again as he held out a hand for you to shake, just as grown-ups do. You told him your name, and he commented that it was a very nice name, and that he liked it a lot, before going back to being silent and staring into the sad void.
You not being able to see what you considered a new friend feel so bad, you shamelessly asked him why his father had left him there and if that was why he was sad. He turned to look at you, and unknown how, he burst into tears, while with his hands he covered his face, not wanting to be seen as weak with someone he had just met, but you didn't give a damn.
Immediately you hugged him and listened to him talk about how his father was behaving with them, how his brother was struggling more and more to hide that he was tired of his parent's behavior, and how he was lonely and sad, constantly changing towns and seeing nothing but his family. That poor seven-year-old seemed to be thirty years old because of the problems he was telling you about, and as much as you were even younger because you were only six, you felt like you could understand him, because for a while that had also been your life before your father passed away.
You remained thus cuddled on the couch and fell asleep, lulled by the warmth of the fire slightly away from you and the new friendly presence that had entered your lives that afternoon, so much so that when Bobby and Dean returned after trying for a varied amount of time to contact John, and finally once succeeding in being insulted and put down by him, they both smiled at the sight of those two small and defenseless children embracing each other, as if to protect each other from the world. But no one knew that night before you fell asleep you had promised to protect each other forever, no matter how, when or why you would always be there for each other.
That was how you got to know the Winchester brothers, and the hatred for their father also began.
You awaken from your thoughts when you hear the motel door open and close, realizing that another time had gone into the whirlwind of memories and you were lost in remembering again when life was easy. You hear someone coming toward you with heavy footsteps, so you wipe away the tears you didn't know were there on your cheeks, which like small streams had almost made a furrow along your skin by now.
You sense right away who it is, but you don't have the strength to turn around so you continue to cry silently as you feel two arms wrapped around you, and Dean's warm body resting on your back as he leans down so that he can put his head in the crook of your neck and hold you better. Ever since the two of you met it was immediately like big brother and little sister between the two of you, and even now despite the fact that it has been a long time since you were children and in your spare time you enjoyed stealing cherries from the neighbor's tree, there is still that complicity and understanding between the two of you that once existed.
He knows exactly why you escaped so suddenly from the dive bar you were both in a few hours ago. Sam had seen a beautiful girl, the classic cover model of some magazine, slim and with all her shape in the right place, taking a drink at the bar, looking seductively at him as she put the drink straw between her lips. Sam's hormones had not let him repeat twice that clear call to fuck directly in the bar's bathroom, a bathroom from which you were coming out as he was sticking his tongue down the throat of that fake and at the same time perfect babe, who in his arms looked so small and yet in the right place, toned against his strong muscles, as opposed to how you would have looked with your shapely body. You couldn't stand there and watch the boy you love for so long now make out with someone else, so without explanation you left and went back to the motel where you took two bedrooms for the case. Usually you take two rooms only when Dean wanted to find someone to take to bed, unlike Sam who kept his sex life much more private than his brother, but since he and Cas had come out a few months ago you had not taken the second room, having practically grown up together and thus having no problem sharing space. That night, however, when you had arrived in the small town Sam had insisted on taking a second room, and stubbornly had not told his older brother why when he had asked him, and somehow your heart was preparing for what would happen, but in fact nothing would totally prepare you for what you would see in that bar and how your heart would break.
Dean squeezes you tightly, as if he is afraid you will disappear at any moment, and that heartfelt squeeze only makes you break the weak dam you had built when you saw him come in, and you burst into endless weeping.
"I know baby, I know." That's all the blond man can manage to say to you, as he gets you up and carries you toward the bed, so you can lie down and take off your shoes, before coming close to you and holding you in his arms, until exhausted, you fall asleep safe in Dean's strong hold, while he whispers soothing words to you.
The next morning you wake up with the sun gently caressing your face from over Dean's shoulder. You smile for a second, imagining what it would be like to wake up in the other Winchester's arms, and soon after your heart, as if pierced by an arrow, bleeds at the memory of what happened last night. You get up, shifting your friend's arms, and go to the bathroom to wash and freshen up, when you hear the door to your room open, and a male voice, known even too well, shout to your still sleeping friend.
"Dean, wake up!" Sam yells, and you behind the door hold a hand over your heart, just imagining her beauty after her usual morning run to stay in shape. Her long dark hair tied back in a light bun, her forehead sweaty and muscles still tense from exertion.
"I'm awake, you asshole." Dean replies, as you hear him get up and go get some coffee. "You could have deigned to make less noise last damn night, you know there were people here who wanted to sleep."
You hear Sam snort at his brother's words, then respond to him in an aggressive, cold tone.
"Well then there are people who wouldn't want to see you run off to fuck wherever we go, hold hands all the time or make love wherever you are. And you know something else too Dean, I thought you were a better person. Why her? Come on you've had a lot of girls, and it wouldn't cost you anything to find a thousand more, why did you have to choose her!?" Says the younger brother, before leaving the room, slamming the door behind him.
You close your eyes and try to control your breathing as you feel yourself lacking oxygen. You feel tears coming to your eyes, but you try with all your strength to push them back down. You take a few minutes to control your emotions as all you want to do is fall to the floor on your knees and scream until you can't hear yourself anymore, but you stay strong and open the door to see Dean immediately in front of you, looking pained and guilty, seeing your state.
"You didn't tell him." You say in a calm, quiet voice, not asking, but stating that your best friend had not told about his new relationship with our angel friend.
"I never found the right time." Dean tries to say, then looks down. "I never had the courage, every time I seemed to miss the words."
"Sam would never judge you, and you know that." You say as you feel a pang inside your heart, remembering the words the man you love had used a few minutes earlier. You feel your clothes sticking to your body like glue, too tight, so tight that you feel as if they have pre torn. You feel how the floor gives way under your feet, you feel how a billion eyes are on you ready to judge you, you feel something inside you break, but you can't let anyone but yourself see how mere words have hurt you, so you grit your teeth and continue to look at Dean stoically, as you feel a single and only tear escape down your face.
"I know, but I'm afraid in the same way, I don't want it to end like last time." Dean confesses, still looking at the floor, but crying clearly, as his words take you back to when you were nothing more than kids and he had come crying to you one night, confessing that he had fallen in love with a boy he had met during his last case, and that his father after finding out had beaten him so badly that his scars remained, and had forced him to watch pornographic movies, reminding him how "a real man acts." No one had ever seen you as angry as Dean, and Bobby when he heard you scream and came to watch that night as you swore to heaven that you would kill John Winchester. Dean had never told Sam about that episode, not wanting to worry him since he had just run away to study at Stanford, and asked you to do the same. It has been so long since that night, yet the memory of that pain and that man still frightens the wonderful person in front of you.
"But I swear I will. He has no right to think such things about you! I-I will tell him-" He begins to say, as he tries to wipe away the tears running copiously down his face. You, moved in turn and knowing that like you he too was remembering that fateful evening, take his face in your hands and bring his eyes to gaze fixedly into yours.
"No, you won't do it now, you will do it when you feel like it." You comment chuckling as you caress his face. He looks at you unconvinced and you see his inner battle inside whether to accept your proposal or to be as always too good and allow the world to kick him in the balls.
"Please be selfish for once. And if I serve as your cover, so be it, not that I would have had any chance with him anyway." You continue, smiling at him as you feel your heart slowly shatter. You see Dean ready to retort, but you have already disappeared back into the bathroom, crying silently. Once the bathroom door is closed, you stop to look at yourself in the mirror and realize how disgusted you feel about your body.
There is not a single thing about you that you like: your thighs, your arms, your stomach, your chest.
The more you look at yourself, the more you want to break that all-too-truthful mirror, which tells an unfiltered reality, a sad truth that for so long you had tried to ignore, but which now that Sam had spit it in your face you could no longer pretend not to see. So you decide at this very moment that everything was going to change, you don't know how, but it was going to happen.
So weeks go by, Sam still won't talk to you, and slowly you continue to sink into the stupid realization that he doesn't because only he, like you, can really see your body, and that he hates you for it, so now convinced that you have to change your body to be loved, you begin to eat less and less and more rarely, and what little you put in your mouth to make Dean happy, who sees you getting sadder and more tired, is rejected from your stomach just moments later when no one is looking at you. This situation hurts your body and your heart, but you do it so that you can look at yourself in the mirror without wanting to punch him, but things seem to get worse and worse. You look at yourself and you never fit, before you saw a body you didn't like, now beyond that you see a person you don't like.
Dean is getting more and more worried about you, seeing you getting paler and paler and thinner, but every time he tries to talk to you, you put on a smile and pretend that everything is going well and that the only reason your shirts now look huge on you is that you are working out more, but he knows that you never liked sports and that is why he knows you are lying to him. He tried to talk to Sam about what was going on, but all his brother managed to say by pouting was that if he needed relationship advice to go somewhere else and that he didn't want anything to do with the two of you.
Dean was on the verge of smashing the plate he was holding in his face and yelling at him to open his eyes and see that you love him more than Dean does right now and that he is fucking in love with their favorite angel, but then he had seen Castiel's face and knew he couldn't let him down after he asked him to keep a low profile and let as few people as possible know about their relationship.
Dean had never felt so lousy as deciding between the love of his life and a friend in need, but he knew that if you found out what he had done you would insult him, so he played it cool and moved on, as if nothing had happened, while he continued to try to take care of you, with little success.
It's been almost a month since Sam had said those horrible things, and you're not getting worse and worse, but in order not to show it in front of your friends, you keep doing the same things as before, trying to have the same cheerfulness.
You are now hunting a werewolf in a remote town in a state you don't even remember. Your body is weak, you haven't eaten anything Dean has brought you in the last three days taken at the various fast food restaurants and bars he had found along the way, and what little you had put in your mouth had gone down the drain shortly thereafter, hating yourself just for having the idea that you could eat something. You feel your eyelids as heavy as shutters, the muscles in your body are nonexistent, and what few are left ache from the mere effort of standing and walking, while your head throbs incessantly.
In this you are scouting around where the last victims had been killed, to see if you can find any more information, but so far you have not had much success, so you decided to split up.
You are barely holding the flashlight in your hand, too heavy for you, when you feel a sudden dizziness that forces you to lean against the wall. You stay a few minutes trying to catch your breath, eyes closed, breathing in the cool night air around you, when you hear a noise coming from a short distance away from you, like a dog growling. With difficulty you open your eyes and see before you a sight that is frightening to say the least: the werewolf you were looking for is looking at you ravenously, while a dark laughter rumbles from his belly to his mouth. Quickly you try to pick up the phone to call Dean or Sam, but unfortunately your mind is so clouded that you can't even do simple things like this and the phone slips out of your hands to the monster's feet.
"The Winchesters' little friend!" He says, seeing who you were trying to contact. "I've heard a lot about you, among the monsters you are known as their true weakness: so small and helpless, you wouldn't even survive my bite, I'll do you a favor and eat your miserable heart." He continues as he gets closer, and you do whatever comes to your chin at this moment, as you feel death coming slowly but comfortingly too, like an old friend you haven't seen in a long time. You scream Sam and Dean's name as loud as you can, hoping that at least one of them can hear you, your lungs aching from how much breath you had to use and your throat burning from the effort as you feel your strength failing.
You lean back against the wall again, this time with your back, and let yourself slide down to the floor, as your vision goes completely black and your ears become plugged as when you go too deep underwater, and the world seems more and more distant. You have one last flicker of life before you pass out completely in that dark alley, at the mercy of that monster, and you hear Sam's voice call out your name for a moment.
Your heart loses a beat, and then completely dark.
You awaken with a jump and a gasp as you sit up on the bed on which someone has carried you. Your head immediately begins to spin like a spinning top, and your vision fails again as you feel a warm hand settle on your shoulder and bring you back to lie down.
"Relax, you're safe now. It's okay." Says in a low, soft tone a rough voice, leading back to Sam. You, shocked to know he is there next to you, open your eyes with difficulty and find yourself lying on the bed in your room, in the bunker, as you see him kneeling beside your bed. His face shows the weariness he feels, but in his eyes shines a strange hope as he looks at you mixed with sadness. You place your gaze on the rest of the room and see your favorite chair, where you usually sit to read your books or do your research when you are tired of sitting in the library, covered with blankets and pillows, making you realize that your favorite giant has been sleeping there for what seems to be even more than a couple of days, otherwise everything looks the same, unchanged, and strangely everything now seems to make more sense with the presence of Sam and some of his things in the room. Immediately you slap yourself in the face at that thought, reminding yourself that he hates you, and that the reason he is here is because Dean will have had better things to do than watch you sleep.
You're about to tell him that he can leave, and leave you alone, knowing that he doesn't even want to be in the same room with you, as he has shown recently, and that in case his brother asks you, you won't tell him, but he beats you to the punch and starts talking.
"First of all I want to say I'm sorry, you don't even know how much, and I certainly understand if you never forgave me in your life, because I wouldn't forgive myself." Sam says, as you see tears forming in his eyes. You try to stop him, confused as to why he was making that speech, but he stops you in turn and begs you to let him finish.
"We found you just in time, by "luck," if you can call it that, that asshole had decided to torture you a bit before eating your heart, and we got there before he could do it, but when Cas touched you to treat you he said he didn't know if you would survive anyway because your body was too weak since you hadn't eaten for too many days. Dean insulted me and even beat me up a bit before explaining the matter from his point of view." You can't help but widen your eyes, and Sam chuckles seeing your expression, as two tears run down his face, and he darkens a little again before continuing, without looking you in the eye.
"Yes, he also told me about Cas, and also about that affair with our father to make me understand why you decided to cover for him."
You close your eyes for a moment, expecting a series of insults, but you only feel his lips rest on your hand, so you open them again and see him leaning over the bed, as you feel his tears coming hot to contact your cold hand.
"Thank you." The boy confesses in a whisper. "Thank you for everything you did for Dean, thank you for always taking care of him when I couldn't or was too blind and stupid to, I don't deserve to have you in my life."
You can't find the words, and so you do the only thing you can think of this moment, and you take his hand and squeeze it, while barely smiling at him.
"We will always have helped each other, you remember. Then Dean will be your brother, but it's like he's my brother too." You say as you pull his face up and force him to look into your eyes. You see him cry even harder, a few sobs escaping his lips, as he squeezes your hand even tighter.
"I'm sorry, I promised I would always protect you, and instead I was so stupid and jealous that I didn't realize what I was doing." He tells you again, only to stop for a moment and look at you this time with a resolve he lacked until a few seconds ago. "Why did you stop eating? How come you covered your mirror in the bathroom? Dean found the remains of the one from before in the garage, thought you didn't like it and got a new one, so he changed it for you."
Immediately you remember, one night in a rage after looking at yourself in the mirror for the umpteenth time, you had started punching it until it had become nothing but stardust under your bleeding fingers, and the next day when you had returned from your walk with the dog, you had found a new one, with a note from Dean who had said that seeing that you had taken it off, thinking that you didn't like it anymore, he had bought a new one, so realizing that you couldn't escape that vicious cycle and knowing that if it happened one more time it would arouse even more suspicion, you had simply covered it up, and hoped that no one would ever learn of that dirty secret, and instead, here it all was for all to see.
You look at Sam in those damned puppy-dog eyes of his, and burst into desperate weeping. He, seeing you in this state, instinctively picks you up and holds you in his arms.
"I disgust myself Sam." You finally manage to utter those damn words, and immediately you feel as if your soul lightens as you feel his arms grip your body even tighter as if you could disappear at any moment, and at the same time he does it with an innate delicacy, as if it were a precious crystal figurine that can be broken under his gaze. "I'm disgusted by my body, I'm disgusted by every single thing about me, and you're disgusted by it too, don't lie to me. I thought if I lost weight things would get better, but they don't, I feel worse and worse." You continue, while somehow trying to get away from him.
"In what sense would you disgust me? When would I have ever said such a thing?" He asks confusedly as he looks at you, tears have dried on his face. His eyes range and seem to want to imprint your every little detail in his memory. His gaze makes you blush as you try to find the words to tell him how his words have done nothing but unleash a storm that had long been locked up somewhere inside you and was just waiting to be released. So you take a deep breath and tell him everything, while he looks at you attentively and astonished, his arms still around his body, as if he needs reminding that you are there beside him, and that you are not just a product of his mind.
You tell him everything, every little thing you had felt hearing his words while you were locked in that damn bathroom, your feelings and emotions in the month to follow, along with all the thoughts and all the actions you had put in place in the hope that he would no longer hate you, and that maybe you would hate yourself less, too. He starts crying again, and hides his face in the crook of your neck.
You stay a few minutes clasped to each other, in silence, after you have poured your heart out in front of him, ready to suffer the consequences, when he takes your face in his hands and stares at you steadily with those chocolate-colored eyes of his, and for a moment you feel your breath short.
"Don't ever think of such a thing again. Never. You are perfect exactly as you are, there is nothing I would change about you, there is nothing I don't love about you." At his words you stand still, as if petrified, afraid that a single movement of yours could mean the breaking of this beautiful illusion. "Yes, I am tired of holding all this in, I love you, I love you so much that I am sick just thinking about not having you near me for a second, I love you so much that I would have been ready to kill my brother for stealing the girl I love all my life, I love you so much that I would be ready to climb the highest mountain in the world and scream it to everyone!" He continues as he stands up on the bed, and begins to move his arms quickly, just enough to make you laugh. At the sound of your laughter he turns to look at you, and smiles even more, to return next to you on his knees and cup your face in his hands. "I love every little, tiny thing about you madly. I'm crazy, crazy in love, and I was a fool because I was so convinced that getting away from you would be better for you, that I didn't realize that you were suffering because of me, and I'm sorry. On the one hand I would like to let you go and make you happy, but on the other hand I am an extremely selfish being and I only want you for myself." He continues as he rests his forehead on yours, whispering the last words. "I love you, and I'm sorry."
You look at him, and not even realizing what you are doing, you take his face in your hands and bring his lips to yours. The kiss you exchange arises as sweet and gentle, like two flames dancing in an elegant dance side by side, testing each other's reaction, in the same way your lips move over each other, slowly tasting that new sensation. You feel her soft lips caressing yours, until neither of you has a single breath left.
"I love you too if you hadn't realized it idiot." You comment making him laugh. "I love you, and for so long I would have preferred not to because it made me sick, yet I could do nothing but love you. The only reason that kept me alive was my love for you, even though it was also my poison." You continue by looking into his eyes, and you see the pain in his.
"If you forgive me, I will do everything to correct what I have done." He looks at you, with a penitent and pleading gaze, as he takes your hands in his, before you release one and place it on his right cheek, and he instinctively leans into your hands, seeking that simple contact.
"I've already forgiven you moron." She laughingly comments, before throwing her arms around his neck and kissing him again, but this time the air in the room is different. The atmosphere becomes more erotic and intriguing. You feel his hands carefully explore your body, running his hands down your sides from your breasts to your butt, where he rests his large, warm hands, before slipping them under your T-shirt and caressing the skin of your back, making you shiver. You feel his hand rise higher and higher to the level of your bra and undo the hook that held it, but then he stops. Parting your lips he looks into your eyes for a second.
"If you don't feel up to it it's perfectly fine honey, we can stop here-"Sam says unsure, but you stop him.
"Afraid it's too much for you Winchester?" You ask as you raise your eyebrows, and see him smile, before resting his lips on yours, then creating a trail of kisses from your mouth to the chest exposed by the shirt you are wearing, down your neck.
"God, how I've missed you." He comments between kisses, but then stops again and looks at you seriously. "Anyway, I wasn't kidding myself, if you don't feel comfortable we can stop here."
You look at him, in his eyes only the pure affection and love you feel for him, and then put an end to all his doubts.
"I want to do it Sam." You say in a whisper as you take the bottom of his shirt with your hands and slowly slip it off, thus also dropping the bra he had unfastened a few minutes ago. "I want to do it with you Sam."
He looks at you and doesn't let you tell him twice, and he resumes his attack on your neck, leaving obvious signs of his passage, and then moves on to your breasts.
"God, you're perfect." He whispers before teasing one of your nipples. You moan softly at that sensation, feeling his teeth clench, his lips kiss and his tongue lick every single inch of your body, worshipping you like a goddess, a queen, tasting every inch of your skin.
This wonderful moment is interrupted, however, by the unannounced entrance of Dean, who, seeing the scene of his brother splayed across your body as he kisses your breasts, and with one hand explores the rest of your body, while you clutch his long hair in your hands, moaning his name shamelessly, lets out a small scream, before closing the door again.
"Damn you guys could warn." Comments the older brother, as Sam with speed grabs a blanket to cover you.
"Should we announce? You're the one who entered the room unannounced!" Sam replies in turn, making an expression that makes you laugh. "You can still come in now jerk."
"Bitch." Dean retorts, to open the bedroom door again and have a stupid grin plastered on his face. "So, I see Sam hasn't exactly figured out how to talk and resolve a situation, usually the mouth should be free to talk, not busy sucking-"
"You try to say one more Winchester word and I'll tell everyone about Christmas with Cindy McWood." You threaten him, and see him whiten, before his smile returns to its former self.
"Well what can I say in that case guys, good conversation and be sure to use protection, I'm not ready to be an uncle." He says closing the door behind him, then opening it again. "Not that I wouldn't make a great uncle, but I would say I'm too young and then-"
"Out!" You and Sam scream in unison, and the only thing Dean does is give you the finger before walking away. The two of you stand still for a moment weighing what just happened and burst out laughing, before Sam's lips find yours again.
"Where were we?" He asks you next, and you can't help but smile and moan at feeling his lips on you again.
It's shaping up to be a very interesting night, long but interesting, and you know that in the end maybe by tomorrow morning you can slowly look at yourself in the mirror, seeing the reflection of the man you love behind you supporting you.
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hello!! i hope youā€™re doing well and having a great day šŸ„°
i saw you were taking requests and was wondering if youā€™d write a buck fic where they find out theyā€™re having twins and how they tell the 118? if donā€™t get to it, truly no worry. just take care of yourself and remember to drink water ā¤ļøā¤ļø
TO BUILD A HOME | EVAN BUCKLEY
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Pairing: Evan Buckley x fem!reader
Summary: You found out that you were pregnant with twins and it was time to tell 118.
Warning: just a big fluffy family
Word count: 1k
a/n: Thank you so much for this request!!! I wanted to start by saying how much I loved this request. I have to confess that I am in a scary baby fever lately and this just made me want a baby even more (help meeee) I hope you like it!!! And forgive if thereā€™s any mistakes, english is not my first language.
Also can someone plssss give this man a baby??? After the last episode it was clear how much he is prepared AND how much he wants it!!! omg
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ā€œtwins?ā€
lying on the hospital stretcher, with an icy gel on your low stomach, you could hear Buckā€™s startled murmur as he repeated the doctorā€™s words. You were completely shocked. As if finding out the pregnancy wasnā€™t scare enough, youā€™re having twins?
Your hands were shaking and sweating, your mind was a completely mess, fear was growing in your chest. What if you werenā€™t good enough, what if-
ā€œbaby?ā€ Buckā€™s voice woke you from your thoughts and you could see the worried look on his beautiful face. ā€œare you feeling okay?ā€
ā€œy-yes, i-i just-ā€œ
ā€œiā€™ll give you a momentā€
The doctor said as she wiped the gel from your belly and soon left the room leaving you two alone.
ā€œi-i donā€™t know if- how can we-ā€œ
ā€œhey hey, calm downā€ He held your face in his hands and his eyes met yours. ā€œI am scared to death about this too. But weā€™re going to make it, weā€™ve faced so much so far, all the obstacles that have come our way and weā€™ve faced them. We are going to make it, we are going to have these babies and they are going to learn about the greatest love in the world, because they are going to be raised by usā€
ā€œand by the 118ā€ You added and let out a muffled laugh. He let out a wide smile and you could see how his eyes formed little wrinkles as his smile grew. ā€œi love you so muchā€
ā€œi love you guys tooā€ He put his hands on your stomach and gave you a little peck in your lips.
It was finally Thanksgiving morning. You and Buck agreed to wait until today to tell everyone about the pregnancy. You were helping Athena and Maddie in the kitchen, while the rest of the team was setting Bobby and Athenaā€™s house for lunch. You didnā€™t wake up well this morning, the nausea that you thought was over showed its face again. You excused yourself and quickly went to the bathroom, throwing up what you didnā€™t even know you had in your stomach. After you cleaned yourself up you came out of the bathroom and bumped into a frowning Maddie.
ā€œAre you feeling all right? This is the second time youā€™ve run to the bathroom to-ā€œ
You noticed her eyes widen and the glow of understanding appeared on her face. And your eyes widened too.
ā€œoh my god. You are preg-ā€œ
Before she could finish her sentence you dragged her into the bathroom with you and quickly closed the door. Your heart was racing and now Maddieā€™s eyes were filled with tears.
ā€œWhy didnā€™t you tell me? How far along are you? oh my god, my brother is going to be a father. Jee is going to have a cousinā€ She kept murmuring and you smiled at your sister-in-lawā€™s excitement. When your eyes met she gave a huge smile. ā€œand how are you doing? i am so happy for youā€
She hugged you tight, and you didnā€™t even realize you had tears in your eyes until they rolled off your face.
ā€œthatā€™s why Buck hasnā€™t taken his eyes off you all morningā€ You nodded, still teary-eyed, and tried to pull yourself together.
ā€œMaddie you canā€™t tell anyone. We will announce it this afternoon, itā€™s still a surpriseā€
ā€œyeah of course. Iā€™ll try to keep my mouth shutā€ You gave her a serious look and she laughed. ā€œi promise Iā€™ll keep my mouth shutā€ As soon as you left the bathroom Buck was standing in the doorway with a worried look on his face.
ā€œIs everything okay?ā€
ā€œEverything is greatā€ Maddie exclaimed with her hands up and burst out laughing. As soon as she left Buck looked at you confused and you sighed.
ā€œshe knowsā€ you both spoke together and smiled.
The table was set, everyone was seated, and Bobby began a speech about the things he was grateful for this year. He was about to start the meal, when Buck asked to speak.
ā€œahn, i-iā€™d like to- i-iā€™m-ā€œ
He started to stutter and you held his hand under the table. He took a deep breath looking into your eyes and your smile gave him the strength to continue.
ā€œi am extremely grateful for this family, the 118 family, I think you all remember that I didnā€™t go through my best phase in the beginning, but with your help I can say that I have become a better firefighter and a better person. And I am grateful for the woman who chose me. A few years have passed since we decided to give this relationship a chance and I could never have imagined that this would become the best thing in my life, the best part of me. But today in particular I am grateful because she gave me the opportunity to be a father and I am grateful for the babies in her bellyā€
ā€œwhat?ā€ Eddie was the first to ask while everyone stared at you in astonishment.
ā€œoh my god, babies? As two babies?" Maddie exclamed with tears in her eyes.
And when you confirmed it the celebration began. Everyone came up to you to congratulate and tell you how much these babies would be loved. How great you would be as parents, and of course lots of jokes about how they didnā€™t believe Buck could do anything good like winning you over and now getting you pregnant, youā€™re too much for Buck. You couldnā€™t have dreamed of a different scenario, a better one. The look on Buckā€™s face, his sincere smile on his lips as he told about the day you found out together that you were pregnant, the love that radiated from everyone around you, the caresses on your belly and the loving comments, the warm hugs.
That was the true meaning of family for you. The joy, the talking, the pregnancy planning, the hugs and smiles, went on throughout the day. And it went on during the months that followed, the homemade meals made especially for you, the gifts sent for the babies, the help to set up the babiesā€™ room.
They were your true family.
When the day finally arrived ahead of schedule, you were home alone. Despite the fear and desperation you did what you had spent months preparing for. While on the way you called your boyfriend, you didnā€™t expect that you would arrive at the hospital practically together with a truck full of anxious firemen who came straight out of a call to the hospital. The nurses couldnā€™t stop talking about how loved you were and how anxious the firemen and their partners in the waiting room were.
And the moment has finally arrived. The Buckley babies have arrived into this world, and you and Buck couldnā€™t be happier.
Your family was now complete.
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myimaginarywonderland Ā· 10 months ago
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I am sorry but I am just imaging that if we keep Tommy and have Bucktommy for a while (as we should), there will inevitably be an episode where Tommy's helicopter goes down right?
Like, we all know that if Tommy stays because the fan support will presumably only grow for him, they are going to traumatize him in the typical 118 fashion?
Now, imagine Buck and Tommy have been dating for something around half a year obviously going strong and maybe Buck is at a stage where he considers the "I love you" even.
And then, there is a call.
The 118 is called to a helicopter crash somewhere and Buck feels anxiety but it's fine because he knows Tommy has his day off so it can't be him, right?
Except suddenly dispatch informs them that it is from Tommy's hanger because of a bigger call. They are already nearly at the scene so there is not turning back.
And Buck's anxiety sky rockets.
Everyone tenses up. Bobby, tentatively asks Maddie (because it has to be Maddie to make it more dramatic) if they know who is in the helicopter, how many.
There is a short silence.
And Buck knows. It hits him like a fucking train. He knows his sister even if it is only a split second, so minimal most wouldn't notice.
Maddie just says that there were a 2 pilots, a paramedic and a civilian.
And Buck has to know, he has to be sure, he needs to confirm, needs to hear it.
He tells Bobby to ask Maddie. Bobby hesitates, clearly not wanting to upset Buck but he is getting frantic, because he knows deep down that something is so wrong.
After a few arguments and silence Buck comes onto the comms and ask "What pilots? Is it Tommy?"
And there is silence.
A silence that speaks louder.
And Buck demands, he has to know if Tommy is okay, still clinging to that tiny bit of hope but then he hears Josh (who has to take over because he tells Maddie she is too close eventhough he feels himself breaking too) "Firefighter Kinard was one of the helicopter pilots."
Another short silence.
"We haven't heard anything since there mayday call."
By now they are at the scene.
And Buck acts before he can even think, before anyone can even attempt to stop him.
He is jumping, running, sprinting towards where he can see the helicopter crashed into a small valley. He is ready to run down, already preparing himself to jump to get down when he feels arms holding him back. It's Bobby.
And Buck is kicking, screaming, not even noticing because he needs to get to Tommy.
Because Tommy has to be okay.
Because Tommy is always there.
Tommy can't be gone.
He just can't.
And then Buck's scream for Tommy shatters the quietness that didn't even realise.
There is nothing, no response, no sound, no movement.
Buck just slumps. He is like a puppet whose strings were cute, all the energy drained from him.
Bobby tightens his hold, directs everyone else on what to do while he himself has to stay up here, holding Buck.
Buck isn't aware of anything.
He just slides to the ground, Bobby gently going with him, not losing his grip.
Bobby feels horrible because he knows. He knows what Buck is feeling and he prays that if nothing else, that at least Tommy somehow survives this because he doesn't know how Buck would survive without Tommy.
Tommy (which none of them saw coming Bobby admits to himself) has calmed Buck in a way he never thought possible.
Tommy has grounded this wonderful man who he is proud to see as a son.
And Bobby can't see Buck losing him because he knows that Buck would lose himself too so he holds onto Buck, praying (for the first time in a long time) that please, do not take this from him. Buck has already lost so much, has already been through so much, experienced death more than any person should and he isn't sure that Tommy's death wouldn't be worse than Buck actually dying himself for the younger man.
So Bobby holds on, tightens his grip on Buck and knows that as soon as he let's go it will only be to let his son reunite with his boyfriend.
Buck is numb.
He can't hear, feel or see anything.
The world, his world has gone still.
His world might never start again if he can't see Tommy's little nose scrunch, hear his loud laugh, feel his strong arms, smell his stupid shampoo (he will forever deny he likes the weird mixture of sweet and bitter that Tommy's hair have after a fresh showe) or feel his giggle against his mouth.
His world is Tommy and he never told him.
How could he have never told him?
Buck only starts breathing, living again, when he bears the crackle of the radio.
"We have a survivor, coming right up, needs an immediate transport to the hospital."
Bobby hopes, hopes to a power he barely believes in that someone up there heard him and granted a wish. It doesn't even need to be for him, just spare Buck this. He breathes and ask "Do we have an ID?"
"Firefighter Kinard. Tommy is alive.
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reareaotaku Ā· 8 months ago
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Hey, I'm semi new to the extremely goofy movie fandom. I made a few ocs (main oc and she has two sisters) I was wondering if you have any birthday headcanons for Max and his buddies and the gammas at all?
I'm new to it too. In fact, I only just watched the movie for the first time a few days ago... I only did Brad and Tank [And Goofy, since he was technically one] for the Gammas, because I didn't really know what else to doo....
[I have an obvious favorite]
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Max Goof
He would never forget your birthday, just like his father. In fact, your birthday has been stressing him out
What if you hate it and break up with him???
It has to be perfect!
He's scared if you don't have a great day, you'll hate him forever and you can never live your little cottage life in the forest with kids and sit on the bench on the front porch when you're old- Okay, maybe he's getting ahead of himself... Still, his point still stands
The day doesn't go at all how he plans
Your outfit got a drink over it when Pj accidentally knocked into you
Bobby messed up the music and started playing some random, highpitched noise for a few minutes, before Max finally unplugged Bobby's system
The table that had your gifts collapsed on itself [Hope there was nothing breakable/fragile in those packages]
The cake was late to the party
But the final straw was when he was finally getting the cake set up. It was perfect; The exact cake you wanted, favorite flavor/stuffings/cake kind/ decorated exactly how you wanted with pretty little candles. And then, when he was a foot from you, he accidentally drops the cake
You'd think he just watched his childhood pet get shot with the look on his face
Everybody was so taken aback and he just dips. He can't be there anymore
You go out to find him [With help from dad] and you try asking him what happened?
He tells you about how he was worried about it being perfect, you leaving, the cottage house- And then much to his dismay, you start laughing
"Oh, Max. I don't care about some party, presents or even cake."
"Really? But that's what birthday's are about."
"Max, being around you is good enough for me."
"No, you're just saying that to be nice."
"No, Max. I really mean it. Why would I need any of that when you are everything to me?"
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Peter Pete Junior "P.J."
He's been trying to be sneaky about it, because he wanted to throw you a surprise party
He always wanted to throw one, but never got the chance
It was perfect
You were absolutely terrified when coming home and tons of people jumping at you, but besides that it was great
You're impressed with all the decorations and food
He wanted you to feel as loved as you made him feel
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Bobby ZimmeruskiĀ 
Birthday? Someone's birthday is coming up? Who's?
Yours- SHI- How could he forget it????
Oh, right, he's always high
He's a simple guy who comes up with a simple plan
Just you and him- You know like you always want
Nobody else
It's a really relaxed day
Tries to get you to chill and loosen up
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Bradley Uppercrust III
He forgot. Doesn't even realize he forgot it
The Gammas set everything up and make it seem like Brad did it
And of course he takes credit for it. I mean, he is the perfect boyfriend is he not?
He likes that you're gushing over the party and inturn gushing over him
He gives half-assed thanks to the Gammas for setting the party up
They're pissy about his attitude, but decide to keep it to themselves
He's really arrogant about the party and your praises only increase his ego
He might actually just throw you a party by himself just to get this attention again, because he kind of likes it... Like a lot
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Tank
He forgot, but once he realizes, he's freaking out
How could he forget????? God, he feels like such a fool
He needs to plan something special
He pulls something together last minute and it's obvious, but he tries to make it seem not so last minute?
You're fine with it, because Brad the other Gammas aren't there
He really is the sweetest to you and promises to never forget again [After confessing he forgot]
Turns out he had your birthday in his calendar on the wrong day
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Goofy
He remembered and has a plan
He wants to make you as happy as possible
Wants to make this day as special as possible
And while there are a few hiccups, it all comes together by the end of it
The night ends with you both outside looking at the sky and Goofy tells you he loves you
You're a little taken aback, because he's never said that before
Neither of you had
You sit up. "You love me?"
"Of course?" He looks at you confused, "I have for a really long time you know."
Your face was lit up like Rudolph's nose. You turn away from him, quickly covering your face, before you let out a meeped, "I love you, too."
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rei-ismyname Ā· 1 month ago
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Merry X-Men Holiday Special Highlights
Happy holidays, everyone! It's been about a year since I started posting about the X-Men on Tumblr and if it wasn't for all the lovely folks who engage and discuss it wouldn't be so enriching. I'm super anti-capitalist and anti cultural Christianity so it's less 'Happy Christmas' and more 'I wish y'all the best.' ā¤ļøšŸ’š
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I wonder if Lockheed speaks Hebrew
Here's Kitty Pryde celebrating Chanukah in Genosha and remembering her father. Leading the special with an explicitly Jewish character observing a Jewish holiday is great, but the notion of saving the world by becoming president of the USA is a dubious one. The USA is an imperialist entity built on deep seated systemic inequality and worse. Even the most progressive of presidents is beholden to that. It doesn't mean we shouldn't try, but Kitty is kidding herself about 'saving the world the right way.'
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Nature Girl hates Christmas, and it's hard to argue with her reasons. The parts about warmth are weird to me because I live in Australia where Christmas is always hot AF. One of the few days I hope for rain, tbh.
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I'm not sure if Bobby quite understood what 'eschewing capitalism' means but this looks pretty fun. That tie dye X-Men tee slaps and I want one. I wonder what Kubark thinks of this human holiday.
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This story with Magneto coming around on the pointlessness of lighting menorahs does the rounds every now and then, though not as much as I'd expect. The kids are particularly plucky and eloquent, and the one who emphatically tells Magneto he's wrong is a legend. I'm fond of any story where Magneto rethinks his beliefs, and this is a nice one.
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It took me a while to notice that this is written by Charlamagne tha God, possibly because it's kinda funny to imagine Ororo knowing who that is. Idk why, I've just never seen any stories indicating that she's into Hip Hop culture. I like that it's a rejection of turning the other cheek where bigoted assholes are concerned. You can't reach some people, and there's no obligation to exhaust yourself trying. Fuck em. The Michelle Obama mention is a bit on the nose.
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Old man Logan is cutting firewood and being gruff, as he does. Kurt gives him a picture of himself, which is a baller move. I was under the impression that this Logan was an alternate reality Logan, and doesn't have a particularly close relationship with these X-Men. Nothing about Logans makes sense, sometimes you just have to accept it as cute and cool.
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Glob does stuff! Is that meant to be mistletoe? We don't have it down here. He nails up some plant matter and then chills by himself. Little bit depressing, but I can't talk.
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Bobby Drake has a party! Interestingly neither Jewish nor Christian, but a pagan holiday that's become a bit more popular (like Christmas and Easter.) Hope is watching Cable do... something, in a recorded message from when she was the universe's most unpopular baby.
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Some kids are sharing the rumour that Magneto merked Santa, which is hilarious. It's obviously untrue, not least because Santa is Mags' mutant brother. Kurt lectures them.
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Jubilee beats up Arcade (yay!) and quotes Home Alone, rescuing Shogo (who's spending this Christmas as a dragon in Otherworld.) I really don't like Arcade, though he has done two excellent things. Torturing Sinister and creating the Proletarian - worker's hero of the Soviet Union.
Nightcrawler and Storm show up and Christmas is really just a backdrop for a light anti-capitalist tale. Cool! I'd expect Cyclops to be in this book, but no. It's Chuck-less as well.
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deanwritings Ā· 8 months ago
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The Guest House - Chapter 10
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Pairing: Dean x Reader
Series Summary: Dean Winchester is going through a nasty divorce. He doesn't have much left to his name, but what he does have is his house. Leave it to his soon-to-be ex wife to find a way to even ruin that for him. Enter Y/N, who is looking to get away from life for a bit, and stumbles right into the middle of it all.
The Guest House Master List
Word Count: 3,180
A/N: Know it's been a while and appreciate everyone's patience!
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It takes a little over an hour for Dean to finish up the two cars. Having been taught your lesson, you handed Dean the correct tools he requested, though he did remember to say ā€œpleaseā€ each time he asked.Ā 
From time to time he would explain what he was working on, not that it meant much to you, but you were starting to pick up on a few things, which you were hoping to take home with you so you wouldnā€™t feel so helpless the next time you went to get an oil change.
ā€œSo how did you even meet Rick?ā€ You lean against a pillar as Dean rolls out from the Stingray, shutting off his head lamp as he stands. He lets out a chuckle at your question.Ā 
ā€œIā€™ve actually known him most of my life.ā€ Dean gently rests against the hood, crossing his arms.Ā 
You just raise your eyebrows, hoping heā€™ll elaborate.Ā 
ā€œMy dad used to come here all the time growing up, and so did Rick.ā€ He continues. ā€œThey were around the same age and they kept in touch as they got older. My dad used to bring us up here when we were kids. I loved it, but Sam and my mom would spend our visits up here swimming at the lake, but my dad and I would be sitting in those bleachers.ā€ He points out the windowed garage door to the grand stands.
ā€œIt would be July and it could be 120 degrees between the heat and the cars, but there was nowhere else weā€™d rather be.ā€ He reminisces with a smile but he keeps his eyes on his oil-stained boots.Ā 
ā€œRick is cut from the same cloth. He stopped coming around as I got older, got busy with his fancy life in the city, but when he ended up buying this place, he reached out to my dad and I, would get us in the ā€˜VIPā€™ suite, which were just his seats. He was excited when he found out I started working in Bobbyā€™s shop, and then a couple years later he called me up to take a look at a vintage car he was going to buy. Said he had hired a guy but didnā€™t trust his report, so needed someone he could count on. I was just twenty-one, but he trusted every word I said, and Iā€™ve been working for him ever since.ā€
You smile across at Dean, not that he sees it. Whether intentionally or not, Dean was opening up to you, more of him becoming unraveled. And thereā€™s one question youā€™ve been wanting to ask him for weeks now, and you finally felt comfortable enough with him to post it.
ā€œAnd whatā€™s the deal with you and Nick?ā€ You ask quietly, nervous that you may be overstepping, but hell, he brought you to a weekend away at his momā€™s house. You were well past acquaintance status.Ā 
You think back to that night at Maxā€™s, your first week here, when you had gotten cozy with the blonde-haired beau before Dean had stepped in. Before Dean gave a shit about you, he did that night. And you always wondered why.
Dean takes in a deep breath, keeping his eyes downcast.Ā 
ā€œIt started back in high school. It was just teenage stuff; he was the football star, I played basketball. We were both really competitive and it was just a lot of stupid ego stuff. But when Sammy started high school my senior year, Nick took an interest in him, and decided to make Samā€™s life hell because of me. He bullied the poor kid almost every day. So I took it upon myself to make sure he never bothered Sam again.ā€ A smirk slowly begins to rise. ā€œGot suspended for a week because of it and almost wasnā€™t allowed to walk graduation, but it was worth it.ā€
ā€œAnd what exactly did you do?ā€ His eyes flash up to you, a devilish gleam in them.Ā 
ā€œI may or may not have rigged his airbags to go off when he turned the radio on one day after school.ā€
You blanch.
ā€œYou can do that?ā€ Dean nods.
ā€œBut how did they know that was you? Even if he suspected you, there would have been no way to prove it.ā€
ā€œBecause I was waiting for him in the parking lot and after they went off, I pulled him out of the car and told him if he ever bothered Sammy again I would cut his brakes and make it look like an accident.ā€ Dean doesnā€™t flinch at the threat, and neither do you. You had two younger siblings, both brothers. You understood. Being the older sibling also meant being the protector, and you had stepped in from time to time when your brothers needed it.Ā 
Dean looks back to you.
ā€œThat was the end of it though. Never bothered me or Sam again.ā€ He wipes his hands against each other before shoving them in the pockets of his coveralls.Ā 
ā€œWell I guess I really do owe you for saving me from ā€˜the townā€™s biggest assholeā€™ then.ā€ You smile at him, using his own words from that night. Words you had thrown back at him in rash rage.Ā 
ā€œI would say so.ā€ He agrees, pushing off the car and closing the gap between you. Your eyes stalk the movement, not missing a step until he stops an armā€™s length from you. His eyes have that devilish sparkle that twists your stomach in the best way.
ā€œAnd what exactly do you have in mind?ā€ You challenge, standing up straighter even though your knees feel weak.Ā 
ā€œHow about dinner?ā€ His voice is low, shared only between the two of you even though thereā€™s no one else around.Ā 
Your eyes widen.
ā€œYouā€™re asking me out?ā€ You gawk, practically breathless. His lips slowly curve up and he doesnā€™t break your gaze.
ā€œIā€™m saying you can make it up to me by taking me out to dinner.ā€ Your face and stomach drop, irritation rising like bile up your throat.
ā€œAre you serious?ā€ You cross your arm and drop your hip.Ā 
ā€œSure am, sweetheart.ā€ He purrs. You respond with a heavy breath out of your nose.
ā€œI literally just bought you lunch the other day.ā€ You snap. ā€œExplain to me why itā€™s my responsibility to keep feeding you?ā€ You bite, ignoring the fact that you had bought him lunch the other day as a thank you for taking you hiking. But he didnā€™t need to be reminded of that.Ā 
Instead of waiting for an answer, you side step from him and walk towards the exit.
ā€œWhere are you going?ā€ Dean calls from behind you. You turn on your heel and stare him down.
ā€œArenā€™t you done?ā€ You huff, crossing your arms again. ā€œI was headed back to the car.ā€ You throw your thumb over your shoulder.
Dean just annoyingly smiles back at you.
ā€œWeā€™re not taking the truck.ā€ You raise your eyebrows.
ā€œWhat are we going to walk back?ā€ You retort.Ā 
Dean turns on his heel in response and walks further into the garage.
You wait a second, then two, to see if heā€™s going to turn around, but he doesnā€™t. You tap your foot, but Dean still doesnā€™t turn back.
You drop your arms with a heavy breath and start after him, following him a few stalls down until you see him leaning into the open door of a shining black car, the body sleek and clearly not from this century.
ā€œIs this another one of Rickā€™s?ā€ You step up to the hood, tempted to reach out and run your fingers down the polished onyx.Ā 
ā€œNope,ā€ Deanā€™s voice is muffled through the windshield as he rummages around inside.
ā€œCan you answer a question that doesnā€™t require me to continue asking you questions?ā€ You scowl, starting to have enough of this little game of his.Ā 
His laugh just echoes as he pushes out of the car and rests on the open door.
ā€œRemember I told you about my baby?ā€ You squint your eyes, the conversation ringing a vague bell.Ā 
You suck in a breath.Ā 
ā€œYour car.ā€ You snap your finger then point it at him and it comes back to you, remembering how absurd you thought it was when Dean shared he called his prized car ā€œbaby.ā€Ā 
Dean raises his eyebrows with a smile, opening his arms wide.
ā€œY/N, meet Baby. Baby, meet Y/N.ā€ You frown at his exaggerated antics.
ā€œPlease donā€™t make me say ā€œhiā€ to the car.ā€ You groan, wondering exactly how much Dean loves this car.Ā 
Dean pats the hood and leans in.
ā€œDonā€™t worry, Baby. She can be nice when she wants to be.ā€ He coos. Your eyes bulge and mouth gapes.Ā 
ā€œShould I be concerned about you? Is this what happens when you spend your life around car fumes?ā€ You cross your arms, half kidding.Ā 
Dean just looks back at you with a grin.Ā 
ā€œGet in the car will ya?ā€ He orders before he dips down and plops into the driverā€™s seat and closes his car.
You stare at him for a moment through the windshield as he fiddles with something.Ā 
Aunt Rose, help me. You say up a silent prayer before you walk around the car and take a seat onto the white leather bench.Ā 
The inside is immaculate; conditioned, tan upholstery, a shining steering wheel, and a dashboard expertly restored to its former glory.
You run a hand along the felt ceiling, the fibers tickling your fingertips.Ā 
ā€œYou really built this car?ā€ You ask in awe as you continue to take in the refurbished wonder.Ā 
Dean presses a button on a clicker attached to his visor, and the garage door in front of you begins to rise, sun chasing in through the windshield.Ā 
ā€œSure did,ā€ Dean turns the key in the engine, the car roaring to life before Dean flicks down the gear shift into drive. ā€œGot her in a scrap yard for a couple hundred bucks, then would use my paychecks from the shop to buy her new parts. Took me over three years. Which is why I keep her here.ā€ Dean slowly pulls out of the garage, waiting for the car to clear before he hits the clicker again, shutting the door behind us.Ā Ā 
You smile out the window as you slowly make your way down the empty race track towards the exit.
ā€œIf you love her that much why not just drive her all the time?ā€ You play with the leather armrest that connects to the door. ā€œSeems like a waste to just leave it in a garage all the time.ā€ You muse.
You don't have many mantras in life, but one you strongly believed in not waiting to enjoy something. Your parents had saved an expensive bottle of champagne for you as a graduation present. They had won it in an auction years before and never had a good reason to open it and figured celebrating your matriculation would be the right time to finally pop it open. By the time they did, it had gone bad and your dad shook his head as he poured it down the drain.Ā 
ā€œCause I ainā€™t risking a dent or scratch in her after all the time I put into fixing her up.ā€ Dean waves at the gate agent as you pass through the exit, and you give him a smile as well.
ā€œIā€™m just saying. Whatā€™s the point of having a beautiful car like this if youā€™re just going to keep her hidden away? Youā€™re like an overprotective father.ā€ You chuckle as you look back out the window at the passing scenery of bare trees and dead grass. March truly was an ugly month.Ā 
You look over to Dean, catching his gaze for a moment before it returns to the road, a smirk his only answer.Ā 
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Without a word, Dean leans his foot heavily onto the gas pedal, the needle on the speedometer quickly climbing as the outdoor world begins to blur by.Ā Ā 
His heart jumps into his throat and his smile grows as the car continues to pick up speed. He wants to glance at Y/N, see her reaction, but heā€™s not reckless, not enough to take his eyes off the straightaway as the Impala ticks past 80 MPH.
He hears you take in a breath, but itā€™s not a gasp, doesn't sound scared or shocked, and heā€™s hoping youā€™re feeling the same excitement that he is as he shoots down the street, the engine rumbling through the front seat as he darts down his own personal racetrack that heā€™s driven down more times than he can count.Ā 
Which is why he takes his foot off the gas, letting the needle fall before they come up to the bend that takes them back into town.Ā 
It was only a few seconds, mere heartbeats, but it always makes Dean feel alive.Ā 
Once the car is at a manageable speed, he peeks over to you ā€“ your hand is braced against the door, but your smile is wide in a silent laugh. He swallows at the sight, a lump growing in his throat before he looks back to the road, taking the turn at an easy speed.
ā€œI know it doesnā€™t quite compare after Rick took you through the racetrack today, but every time I take Baby out of the garage, Iā€™ve gotta run her.ā€ He beams, triumph heavy in his chest as he shows off his pride and joy, feeling a pure sense of excitement that he truly hasnā€™t felt in years.Ā 
Dean looks back over to you, your hair swishing as you shake your head.Ā 
ā€œNo,ā€ you breathe out with a smile. ā€œThat was great.ā€Ā 
Dean releases a deep breath through his nose he didnā€™t realize he was holding. Almost like he was worried about your answer.
ā€œStill think you should take her out more.ā€Ā 
Dean just smirks, revving the engine again and letting the car fly.Ā 
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After Dean brings them to a roadside burger stand for lunch, theyā€™re back at Maryā€™s house. Y/N had excused herself for a shower, and Mary and Dean lounge in the living room, the sun setting behind the windows, while Dean scrolls through social media on his phone.Ā 
ā€œNice day out?ā€ Mary asks from the couch across from him, a book in her lap.
Dean takes a breath and puts his phone down, hearing her tone. The same tone she had in the kitchen this morning when she was inquiring more about the woman he brought home.
Not taking the bait, he simply replies, ā€œGood. Managed to get all of Rickā€™s cars done in just about two hours. Heā€™s all ready for tomorrow.ā€ Mary just rolls her chartreuse eyes.Ā 
ā€œAnd Y/N?ā€ She asks bluntly. ā€œHow was your day with her?ā€Ā 
He knows what his mother is fishing for. Outside of the odd high school fling, Lisa was the only woman he had ever brought home. And here he was, with Y/N, some random girl he met only a few weeks ago, brought here by his ex, showering just upstairs.
The thought lights something in his eyes as his gaze leaves the living room, thinking of the blue and white bathroom he was so familiar with, the lengthy standup shower, enough room for two, where Y/N was probably lathering soap all over ā€”-
ā€œDean.ā€ Mary chirps, almost like she can see her sonā€™s thoughts on his face.Ā 
ā€œWhat?ā€ He snaps, heat flushing his neck and cheeks, feeling like a caught child.Ā 
Mary just sighs and moves her book aside, leaning forward and resting her arms on her jean-clad knees.Ā 
ā€œDonā€™t even start, mom.ā€ He can see the conversation she wants to have.Ā 
ā€œYouā€™re the one who brought her here.ā€ She counters. He rubs a hand down his face and leans back against the cushion.
ā€œLook, Iā€™m just trying to be friendly. She and I started off on a really bad foot, and Iā€™m stuck with her for the month. Also, when I invited her, I never thought sheā€™d actually say yes. I was more being polite.ā€ Which was true, but doesnā€™t change the fact that when he got her text that she was going to join him for the weekend, his stomach flipped.Ā 
ā€œShe just quit her job and lost her aunt.ā€ He continues on thoughtlessly. ā€œSheā€™s spending a month in a place where she knows no one. Iā€™m just trying to be nice.ā€ He sighs, crossing his arms across his chest.Ā 
A soft, but sad smile graces Maryā€™s lips, and she leans back.
ā€œWell then, Iā€™m very proud of you.ā€ Dean starts to smile, but it doesnā€™t fully form. He looks across at his mother. ā€œWhat?ā€ She offers him back a similar smile.
ā€œJust sounds like the two of you may have come together at the right time is all.ā€ Dean frowns as he hears the telltale creak of pipes as the water upstairs shuts off.Ā Ā 
ā€œWhat does that mean?ā€ He huffs.Ā 
ā€œWell it sounds like sheā€™s going through some big life changes, and so are you.ā€ She offers gently.Ā 
ā€œOh here we go.ā€ Dean rolls his eyes, his fists tightening.
ā€œHuff and pout all you want, Dean.ā€ Mary chastises her oldest son, who was always the most stubborn of her two boys. ā€œBut I think itā€™s nice that you two found each other when you're both going through a difficult time.ā€ Dean fights the urge to roll his eyes again, knowing if he does, it will draw another chide from his mother.Ā 
ā€œFine,ā€ he concedes. ā€œItā€™s nice.ā€ He placates his mother, hoping to end the conversation.
Heā€™s not a charity case. Heā€™s going through a divorce, just like 50% of married people. Heā€™s not the first and heā€™s certainly not the last. He doesnā€™t need her pity. Or yours. Not that youā€™ve offered it.Ā 
Soft footsteps echo overhead, Y/N likely padding down the hallway back to her room. Probably in nothing but a towel.Ā 
ā€œItā€™s just nice to see you happy again, Dean. Been a while since Iā€™ve seen it.ā€ Dean unfurls at her words, his body slumping with a sigh.Ā 
Heā€™s being a dick. To his mother.Ā 
What an asshole.
He runs his hand down his face again.Ā 
Mary stands and steps around the coffee table, stopping in front of her sullen son. She rests a gentle hand on his shoulder.Ā 
ā€œDonā€™t fight something nice just because you donā€™t think you deserve it.ā€ She gives him a squeeze. After a moment, she steps away with a pat to his shoulder before she goes.
ā€œIā€™m going to run to the store and pick up dinner. Any requests?ā€ Dean opens his mouth. ā€œBesides pie.ā€ Mary beats him to it.Ā 
ā€œAll good.ā€ Mary nods her head.
ā€œIā€™ll be back in a little bit.ā€ This time, Dean nods, quietly listening as Mary grabs her keys from the kitchen before stepping out the front door.Ā 
He hears Y/N move about upstairs again as Maryā€™s car comes to life in the driveway.
But Dean just relaxes on the couch, rests his head back, and closes his eyes.
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Hello! I really like your writing! Itā€™s very good! :) I hope youā€™re having a wonderful day!
I have a question for your Poppy AU. How does everyone feel about Halloween? I was thinking about how the toys would react to seeing costumes of themselves on kids. Because with how big Playtime Co. was, thereā€™s no way there wasnā€™t Halloween costumes made of their popular characters/toys.(at least, thatā€™s what I think)
Thank you so much! I hope you're having a wonderful day as well!
This is super fun to me, because when Angel finally leaves the factory after the events of the game, Halloween has already passed by. I don't know if it passes while Angel is there, or if they receive the letter about their coworkers in November, but regardless, the toys have no idea about Halloween until an almost entire year since they left PlayCo. has passed by.
Now, the toys actually hear from Angel about kids dressing up as them for Halloween right after the rescue, when they go grocery shopping together for the first time and Bunzo notices a cheap costume, and asks Angel about it. They explain it, and the toys that are there (most of the minis + the Long Legs + Catnap + Poppy + Bunzo + the huggies) are a bit amused, but they all only really realize what this means when next Halloween season arrives.
Poppy is amused, to say the least. She doesn't expect any kid to ever dress up as her, so imagine her surprise when she sees a pair of two sisters just doing that! One is a very small kid, while the other is an older teen. She feels honored, really, but the idea of kids dressing up as the other toys makes her feel strange;
Marie Long Legs is not only amused, but is bragging about it to the others. She, of course, also tells anyone dressing up as her that they look adorable. She has lots of fun! No opinion on kids dressing up as other characters, but she does get a bit emotional when seeing Daddy and Baby Long Legs costumes;
Ollie/Baby Long Legs finds it a bit disturbing, esp since their rescue. Hates it, rolls his eyes at everyone doing that;
Huggy is just "THAT'S ME!!!" and "THAT'S YOU!!!" at the costumes. It's really cute, he thinks it's fun;
Kissy has a similar reaction, but it's obvious she has a soft spot for kids dressing up as either her or Huggy;
Bunzo Bunny loves it, mostly because he can point out to the costumes and call one of the family members to say "I found your clone over there". When it's him, he says it doesn't look as good as the original, but it looks amazing nonetheless. He likes when kids dress up as Mommy Long Legs though;
Boxy Boo is amused, but that's mostly it. Loves spotting mini Hoppy costumes around and pointing them out to her, though;
Miss Delight is a tiiiiny bit emotional, because it reminds her of her sisters. Avoids approaching kids dressed up as her because of that, and finds it amusing when she sees costumes of the others;
Dogday is curious and confused at first. "Why would they do that?", he asks, not really expecting an answer. "Don't their parents realize how... Weird that is...?", and he just sighs. Only really starts feeling less conflicted when he notices a group of teens dressed up as the Smiling Critters, all acting like a friend group, and he feels a bit warm inside. Kids dressed up as Catnap make him a tiny more conflicted than he would like to admit, but he finds them all very cute;
Catnap would feel awful if he sees a kid dressed up as him, he's just like "they have no idea what I have done... They'll never know...", and he prays to God (literally) that these kids don't do bad mistakes like he did. May be a bit protective over the kids dressed up as any critter, though. Thinks they're cute! No strong opinions on the others, except when it's a Delight costume, because he then feels Awful as well;
Bobby thinks it's cute, just LOVES going to kids dressed up as critters and go "I know you!!!", their reactions are always cute and she loves them;
Bubba is just. Stares. Asks himself what sort of parent would ever think this was a good idea. Sighs, treats the kids the same but he's bothered by it. Doesn't show any signs that he's more upset than usual;
Hoppy thinks it's amusing, but a little disturbing giving the context. No strong opinions on it, though she finds it ADORABLE when she spots a little boy dressed up as Boxy Boo;
Kickin is just "uh, that's weird, but these kids look pretty cool" (it's a kid dressed up as him). Annoys Bubba whenever he spots someone dressed up as him, though;
Crafty is there like "oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh". She hides her face on her hooves because she's too shy. Just! Someone dressed up as HER????? Really?! She isn't dreaming?! She expected her friends to become costumes, but HER????? She's crying from joy;
Piggy feels a bit bad for any kid dressed up as her, because to her they'll never know what a true monster she is, and she would ruin their fun if they ever knew the truth. Thinks kids dressed up as the others is cute, though.
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Dirty Dancing
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Warnings- SMUT, idiots in love, mutual pining
A/N- I was listening to my playlist, and "Cry To Me" by Solomon Burke played, and this whole fic played out in my mind, so I had to write it! I really hope you all enjoy it as much as I did writing it!
Dean was walking through the bunker, wondering where Y/N had disappeared to. One minute she was sitting at the table in the library, and when he came back in from the garage, she was gone. It wasnā€™t uncommon for her to disappear somewhere in the bunker, but he needed to do a supply run and wanted to ask her if she needed anything.
He caught himself wanting, no, needing to make sure she was okay lately, checking in with her before he even asked Sam if he needed anything. He knew why but didnā€™t want to admit it out loud. Dean was ass over tea kettle in love with Y/N. How could he not be? She was the most beautiful woman he had ever laid eyes on, not to mention that she could hold her own on any hunt put before her. She was smart. As he would put it, she was Sammy smart. She knew her lore just as well as his brother, and that was impressive, considering Sam was a giant, walking encyclopedia.
He and Y/N had been friends for years. She had moved into the bunker with them not long after he and Sam had discovered its existence. But they had known each other long before that. Bobby had introduced her to the brothers shortly after Johnā€™s death. Her father had been a hunting buddy of Bobbyā€™s, and he had taken her in when her father had gotten killed on a hunt. Granted, she was twenty-four when her father died, but Bobby didnā€™t want her to be out there on her own. Dean had been smitten from the first time he had seen her but never acted on it, happy to have her as a friend until lately. Now, she was all he could think about, and to be honest, it was scaring the shit out of him.
His thoughts were interrupted as he walked upon her door. What sounded like her TV on had gotten his attention. He peeked in her cracked door and couldnā€™t help but smile at the sight before him. Y/N was sitting cross-legged on her bed, her hair up in a messy bun, her eyes glued to the movie playing in front of her. Even in her old pajamas, her hair a mess on top of her head, Dean had never seen anything as beautiful. His heart fluttered in his chest as he looked at her, a smile pulling at his lips as he knocked on her door to let her know he was there. He could stand there and watch her all day, but he didnā€™t want her to catch him staring and think he was a creep.
ā€œHey, Y/N. Iā€™m heading out on a supply run. Do you need anything?ā€ he asked, smirking as her eyes never left the TV to look at him.
ā€œNah, Iā€™m good.ā€
ā€œMovie that good, huh?ā€ he laughed, finally making her break her eyes away and look at him.
ā€œDamn right it is,ā€ she exclaimed loudly, a small giggle leaving her, making Deanā€™s heart flutter yet again, ā€œItā€™s one of my favorite movies.ā€
ā€œReally? Dirty Dancing is one of your favorites?ā€
ā€œAbsolutely! Itā€™s a classic!ā€
ā€œI donā€™t know about that,ā€ he chuckled, trying to aggravate her. He loved when he could get her flustered. It was the cutest damn thing.
ā€œAre you serious right now?! Itā€™s so romantic. Especially this scene,ā€ she sighed dreamily as she turned her attention back to the movie.
Dean looked up to see it was the scene where Johnny was dancing with Baby in his cabin. Yes, he knew this scene, as he had seen this movie before. Swayze always gets a pass!
ā€œWomen really find this stuff romantic?ā€ he questioned, watching her reaction closely.
ā€œYes,ā€ she replied softly, watching the scene intently, ā€œAnd a man that can dance is just sexy.ā€
His heart almost stopped when she smiled and winked at him, her gaze swiftly returning to the movie. He watched her as she continued to watch, her expression was soft, and did he see want in her eyes as she watched the two on TV dance together?
Little did he know that he was right. Her heart beat faster as she watched the scene, her imagination running wild as she pictured it was her and Dean dancing together that way. Her chest felt tighter as the sadness that it would never happen washed over her. All she wanted was for Dean to want her as badly as she wanted him, but he would never see her that way. She sighed softly as she looked over to see him still looking at her, and she smiled, trying to cover the hurt she was feeling at that moment.
ā€œActually, could you pick me up some ice cream? I feel like just being lazy and eating junk while I watch movies all day,ā€ she asked, knowing she needed to be alone the rest of the day. It was getting harder to hide her feelings for him, and she didnā€™t have the strength to fight it today.
ā€œSure thing, sweetheart.ā€
It had been a few days since she had spent the day by herself. She was glad Dean had left her alone, considering she had watched, as he would call them, ā€˜chick flicksā€™ and cried at the longing to be with him, knowing it would never happen. Luckily, today was a better day. She had cried out all her frustrations and was happy to be in the library with the boys. She smiled as she looked around her, grateful that she was where she was. A hunterā€™s life can be very lonely, and even though she wanted to be with Dean other than his friend, she had to accept that it could be worse. At least she had them in her life at all. The sound of a chair scraping the floor broke her thoughts as she saw Dean standing and walking out towards his room.
ā€œWhatā€™s that about?ā€ she asked, looking at Sam for an answer.
ā€œNo clue. Who really knows with him,ā€ he shrugged, returning to the book he was reading.
She looked between Sam and where Dean had disappeared down the hallway. She sighed as she stood to go to her room. So much for spending time with Dean today, it seemed. He had been acting off since he left her room the day she was watching movies, now that she thought about it. She couldnā€™t figure out what happened that would make him distance himself from her. The more she pondered on it, she realized he had been holed up in his room a lot since that day. She felt her phone buzzing in her pocket as she reached her bedroom door. Taking it out to see that Dean had texted her asking her to come to the Dean cave. Maybe she would get to spend some time with him after all.
As she opened the door to the room, she saw Dean standing in the corner beside his record player, a shy smile on his face. Curious, she walked into the room, shutting the door behind her as she approached the man she longed to be closer to. He looked nervous, which wasnā€™t a look that she had seen on Dean very often. Once she was standing beside him, she looked up to see him staring down at her, his hand reaching out for her.
ā€œDance with me?ā€ he whispered, terrified she would deny him.
She stood in shock momentarily, wondering if she had heard him right or if her ears were deceiving her. She looked between his face and his hand, frozen in disbelief. Before she could say anything, a look of hurt and rejection crossed his features as he started to pull his hand away. That jolted her out of her stupor, quickly grabbing his hand before he could put it in his pocket.
ā€œIā€™d love to,ā€ she smiled shyly, squeezing his hand gently.
His smile lit up the room. She hadnā€™t rejected him after all, and now, he hoped this would work as he had planned. With her hand in his, he picked up the needle to the player, sitting it on the record, turning to wrap her in his arms. As the music began to fill the room, she was stunned. The song played in the scene from Dirty Dancing she was watching when he came into her room that day. He began to sway with her exactly how Johnny was dancing with Baby. She couldnā€™t contain her giggle as he held her to him.
ā€œSeriously? Damn it, woman, Iā€™m trying to be romantic here,ā€ he grumbled, looking at her with his best bitch face.
ā€œIā€™m so sorry. Please continue,ā€ she answered, not able to contain her smile.
He rolled his eyes dramatically but continued to sway her body with his. Her smile disappeared when he pulled her tighter to him, leaning down to rest his forehead on hers, his breath fanning her face. The look in his eyes made her gasp. She saw what she had wanted to see for years, desire for her. She felt light-headed with want for him. She had wanted him like this for so long, and now here she was, wrapped up in his arms, as he danced with her.
The song had ended, but he was still swaying them slowly, unable to let her go, afraid she would disappear if he released her from his arms. She wasnā€™t in a hurry to move, though. She knew she was where she was meant to be, in the strong arms of the green-eyed hunter that had won her heart a long time ago. Reluctantly, she pulled back, looking up to see him smiling down at her, and without hesitation, closed the small gap between them, pressing her lips to his in a barely there kiss.
She had imagined kissing Dean so many times, but even in her most vivid dreams, she couldnā€™t have foreseen how good his lips would feel on hers or how much the little whimpers he made as she deepened the kiss and ran her tongue across his bottom lip would affect her. The feeling of the muscles in his shoulders moving under her fingertips as he moved his hands all over her body made her ache with desire. She had never wanted anyone so badly in her life, and it was finally happening, making her head swim with the idea of what was still to come.
Dean walked them back over to the couch without his lips ever leaving her, laying her down cautiously, watching her expressions to make sure she wanted this as much as he did. When he found no signs of hesitation, he leaned over her, slotting himself between her legs, his lips going to kiss and nibble her neck. He was in no hurry tonight. He was going to find every little spot that made her cry out, make her feel like she was the only woman in the world, because thatā€™s exactly what she was to him.
Y/N was a withering mess beneath him. The way his body was pressing her into the couch, his lips on her neck, his hands gently caressing her would be the death of her, she was sure. She needed more, needed to feel his skin against her, his mouth leaving open-mouthed kisses all over her already sweat-sheened body. She pushed his flannel down his shoulders, letting him shrug it off before grabbing the hem of his t-shirt and pulling it up his back as she tried to remove it. Dean chuckled as he sat back on his heels, pulling the shirt over his head and throwing it to the floor behind him.
ā€œIs that what you wanted, sweetheart?ā€
She bit her lip as she nodded, a little embarrassed at how carried away she was becoming. No man had ever made her feel the things she was feeling at the moment. Maybe it was because Dean was just so fucking handsome or that she was so irrevocably in love with him, but whatever it was, she had never been so turned on in her life. And he hadnā€™t done anything but kiss her.
ā€œHeyā€¦ā€ he whispered, getting her attention. He knew that look. She was in her head again. ā€œThis will only go as far as you want it to. I want to touch you, feel you, make you feel so damn good, baby, but only if thatā€™s what you want,ā€
ā€œI want you, Dean. I need you,ā€ she whimpered, quivering in anticipation.
ā€œAre you sure? Weā€™ll stop right nowā€¦,ā€
ā€œDonā€™t you dare stop,ā€ she groaned, earning another chuckle from Dean.
ā€œWhatever my girl wants,ā€ he winked, leaning down to capture her mouth again.
He moved his lips down her jaw, kissing and lightly nipping her skin as he trailed down toward her ear, licking the spot right behind her lobe. The sound she made was between a moan and a whimper, and fuck him if he didnā€™t want to hear her make that noise over and over.
He bore his weight on his hands, stiffening his arms so he could look down at her, and the unbridled passion he saw looking back at him took his breath away. She really wanted him, and it made him want to drown himself in her, completely let go and show her just how much he wanted and loved her. He made it his mission right then to show her how special she was because, god damn if she wasnā€™t perfect.
ā€œCan I?ā€ he asked, pulling the hem of her shirt up slightly, smiling when she nodded at him somewhat shyly.
Once her shirt had been thrown behind them, he dropped himself down on his forearms, placing soft kisses on the swell of her breasts. Her hands entwined in the hair on the back of his head, pulling him to where she wanted him, and he couldnā€™t contain the groan that spilled past his lips. She was starting to relax and enjoy herself, and if that wasnā€™t the sexiest thing heā€™d ever seen, he didnā€™t know what was.
She was writhing underneath him as he took her nipple in his mouth through the fabric of her bra, her back arching with pleasure as her pussy clenched around nothing. She could feel him smirk against her skin as he kissed his way down her abdomen, stopping at the waist of her leggings. He looked up, silently questioning if he could continue. He smiled wickedly as she nodded in approval, sliding them and her panties down in one pull.
ā€œYouā€™re so beautiful, Y/N,ā€ he whispered as he ran his hands down her legs, spreading them slowly so he could see all of her.
Dean sat back, taking a moment to just admire the woman lying there before him. He could never express his gratitude for being here with her like this, and it wasnā€™t about just the sex. He knew what she was giving him and how special it was, and he wouldnā€™t take it for granted. He wanted to give himself to her wholly, but he had never been so happy and terrified. This wasnā€™t some one-night stand that would walk away in the morning. She was his best friend, and that scared the shit out of him. What if he couldnā€™t make her happy? She deserved the world, and he didnā€™t know if he could be the one to give that to her.
ā€œDean, stop,ā€
His eyes shot to hers. This was it. She had finally realized that she was making a mistake. He hung his head, knowing she was too good for him. He shouldā€™ve known that he would never deserve someone like her. He turned to reach for her shirt to give back to her when he felt her hand on his cheek, making him look at her.
ā€œI can see what youā€™re thinking, and I want this. I want you, Dean. Iā€™ve wanted you for so long...Please...Please, Dean, make me yours,ā€ she said, tracing his bottom lip with her thumb, ā€œMake me your girl.ā€
The dam had broken. Every emotion he had kept bottled up where it concerned Y/N was now at the surface, and it was overwhelming, to say the least. She wanted him, was begging for him, and who was he to not give her what she wanted.
In a flurry of limbs, he had his jeans and boxers off in record speed. He nestled himself back between her legs, caging her in with his arms, his mouth crushing hers, trying to show her exactly how he felt without words. She slid her arms down his back to his hips, pulling him to grind against her, both of them groaning at the feeling. He moved his hand between them, running a finger through her soaked folds, teasing her entrance with the tip of his finger.
ā€œSo wet for me, sweetheart,ā€ he groaned in her ear, ā€œI havenā€™t even tasted you yet.ā€
ā€œNot this time, please! I need you inside me,ā€ she begged, not wanting to waste another second before she felt him.
ā€œI have to get you ready for me first.ā€
He pushed his middle finger deep into her heat, slowly dragging it in and out before adding his index finger. The way she was moaning and clutching for him made it hard not to slam home right then, but he also wanted to make her come on his fingers. He moved his thumb to slowly circle her clit as his fingers moved inside her faster.
ā€œD, please! Iā€™m gonna...Iā€™mā€¦ā€
She couldnā€™t finish her sentence before she came hard on his fingers, soaking his palm with her juices. Her body shook with her release as she cried out, grinding her hips down on his hand. She swore she had seen stars. No one had ever made her come that hard with their fingers. He slowed down his pace as she came down, going limp, eyes shut tight and breathing hard. She could hear him sucking her taste off his fingers, making her shiver.
ā€œFuckā€¦,ā€ Ā she huffed, finally opening her eyes to see him smiling down at her.
ā€œThere she isā€¦,ā€ he chuckled, leaning down to kiss her softly, ā€œYou okay?ā€
She didnā€™t answer. Instead, she rolled him over to his back, straddling his hips. She didnā€™t wait as she grabbed his hard cock, lining it up with her and sinking down. The feeling of being so full, him stretching her so good, almost had her coming again. His size made her have to adjust for a moment. He was bigger than anyone she had ever had, and she could feel the difference.
She pressed her hands to his chest for leverage and began moving, riding him slowly and making him go deep. Her moans soon drowned out the song playing in the background as she felt the coil in her belly tighten again.
ā€œThatā€™s it, sweetheart, take what you want,ā€ He growled, fighting hard to stave off his release.
ā€œDean...Oh, Godā€¦Iā€™m so close.ā€
ā€œLet go for me,ā€ he said, reaching up to cup her chin in his hand, forcing her to look him in the eye, ā€œCome, baby girl.ā€
It was almost like her body was at his command. The coil snapped as soon as the words left his mouth, sending a white-hot heat coursing through her. Her body collapsed on his chest, his arms holding her to him as he thrust up into her, working her through her high. He captured her lips as he rolls them over, placing her leg over his hip as he drives himself deep, whispering praises in her ear.
ā€œYou feel so good, Y/N. So wet and tight for me.ā€
ā€œDean, pleaseā€¦ā€ she begged, unsure what she was begging for anymore.
ā€œIā€™ve got you. Iā€™ll always have you, baby girl,ā€ he growled into her shoulder, fighting back his orgasm. He refused to let go until she came around him again, ā€œTouch yourself for me. Come again.ā€
She whined at the sensitivity as she circled her throbbing bud. She didnā€™t think she could come again, completely blissed out from the two times she had already, but to her surprise, the coil started to wind tight again, her release right on the edge. Dean thrust in hard while he pulled her nipple in his mouth, and thatā€™s all it took to send her flying off the edge. She came with his name passing her lips in a chant as her eyes rolled back in her head. Her pussy clenching around him threw Dean over with her, stilling deep as he filled her up, whispering her name in her ear over and over.
Neither wanted to move, both enjoying the post-sex haze, but now also scared of what would happen next. Dean was the one to break the stillness as he rolled away, pulling her back to his chest as they lay on the couch. He nuzzled his face into the back of her neck, breathing in the smell of hair as it cascaded across his face. If this ended up being a one-time thing, he wanted to enjoy this little bit of peace that he hadnā€™t felt in a long time. Hell, he didnā€™t know if he had ever felt peace like this.
ā€œDean,ā€ she whispered, breaking the silence between them.
ā€œYeah, sweetheart?ā€
ā€œWhat happens now?ā€ her voice was so soft that he barely heard her.
He stayed quiet for a moment. Seriously thinking of how he wanted to answer her. He knew for a fact that he couldnā€™t go back to being her friend now. He was absolutely gone on her, and she needed to know it. He pulled her tighter against him as he began to speak.
ā€œWell, Iā€™m not sure how you feel, but Y/N, thereā€™s no turning back for me now. Iā€™ve wanted you for so damn long, and now that I have you, I canā€™t be just your friend anymore. If you havenā€™t noticed by now, Iā€™m head over heels for you, sweetheart, and Iā€™m all in. That is if youā€™ll have me.ā€
ā€œAll Iā€™ve ever wanted was you,ā€ she smiled, squeezing his hand that was resting on her stomach.
He kissed her head before he started to laugh softly, ā€œIā€™m so damn glad I took the time to learn that dance.ā€
She turned in his arms quickly, looking at him in shock, ā€œYou learned that just for me?ā€
ā€œWell, you said that a man that can dance is sexy,ā€ he chuckled, kissing the tip of her nose.
ā€œYou didnā€™t have to learn that to be sexy, Dean.ā€
ā€œWell, then, I donā€™t have to worry about having to dance again,ā€ he smirked at her.
ā€œNo! I never said that. You were already sexy, but that dance made you extra sexy,ā€ she giggled as he tickled her side.
ā€œWhatever you say, sweetheart,ā€ he chided, grabbing the blanket off the back of the couch and covering them.
That night, they lay cuddled on the couch, stealing kisses and never taking their hands off each other. Both of them eventually fell into a blissful sleep. The first night of many that they slept in each otherā€™s arms.
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genevawrenn Ā· 9 months ago
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A little post about our beloved QSMP eggs and what they taught me.
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Starting off with Chayanne, our little warrior. Your strength through agony was always something to be admired, your dedication to providing to your family through delicious food is something I will always remember. You fought so hard, little leader, I'll miss you always.
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Lullah, lovely musician and stealer of hearts Lullah. You are such a bright star, you formed bonds of love and won over the harshest souls instantly. You taught love for both yourself and others, you gave us a deep and intriciate character we will always think of fondly.
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Everyone who has followed me for a while knows the Death Family was probably the one I spoke about the most (besides Hideduo). They were always near each other which is something I will remember fondly. They had their troubles but they always talked them out. I'll miss you most.
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Ramon, oh my sweet Ramon. You were a late addition to my attention, but I'm so glad I found you, even for the short time I did. Your dedication in protecting your siblings spoke beyond what words can say about your character. I will always remember your excitement and curiosity.
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Richas; chaotic, excitable, hyper, and a dear wild child. You made everyone laugh with your antics, it was never a boring time from the moment we saw your cow head to the moment you sped off. You captured so much life and projected it to those you cared about, one of us forever.
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Leo <3 My darling, my dear, I never spoke about you much but I love each and every time you came on screen. Your bright and loud personality is a delight, teaching many how wonderful it is to be exactly you. I've heard her admin is a streamer, you should go follow!
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Sunny, oh my goodness Sunny. Another huge persona who taught me so much about loving myself and presenting exactly as me. I hope you know how many people you have touched by being you so perfectly. I can not picture any other parent than Tubbo for you, you are adorable together.
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Empanada, our time together was too short, but I will forever treasure it. You played such a clever and observant character, very intune with others emotions and able to comfort anyone in their times of trouble. You made people think and learn, an incredible gift to everyone.
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Pepito, oh my goodness with you, I think Richas met their rival with sheer energy and excitement.
My little BOLAS eggo, you swept in and easily made everyone want to protect you.
You teach many whimsy, kindness, and stepping out of your comfort zone. You make so many smile šŸ˜ƒ
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Dapper and Pomme...I can not even separate you in this post. I wasn't able to catch much content surrounding you but I always appreciated how much I saw both your influence in your siblings. Dapper, you always kept your dad on his toes. Pomme, I adore your capacity to love all.
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Trump, Tilin, Juana, Bobby.
Time was tragically short together, barely a breath on the long cycle of emotions this story drove us through.
I can say with certainty you will never be forgotten, your influence touched many even if you were only with us for a matter of days. šŸ’•
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I unfortunately do not have any screenshots of Chunsik, a similar sentiment to the Egg Island three, as I don't feel we have enough time together, but I'll think of you fondly. I wish you had more time to wow us, I'm not even sure if we will see you again but I wish you the best.
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I am a changed person after becoming interested in this content and this server, and that's a positive thing. I only feel sorrow because I love it so deeply. You inspired me to keep creating and connecting with new people. I'll miss what we had forever, thank you for everything.
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kindestofkings Ā· 1 year ago
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dear john
elijah hewson x singer!reader
(ex!charles leclerc cause hes a hot red flag)
plot: its giving friends to strangers to friends again to lovers šŸ«¶šŸ¼
face claim: laufey <3
warning: spelling mistakes
authors note: this is for the lovely anon who requested a speak now inspired smau ! Hope this is okay?!? I was tempted by doing something on the vibe of speak now the song but imma think on it šŸ«”
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yourusername wow last night on tour was something special šŸ˜¢ to everyone who sangs my songs back to me and everyone who's supported my little dreams, I LOVE YOU.
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lucydacus killing it !
yourusername luv you <333
phoebebridgers voice of an ANGEL
yourusername ooh stop im blushinggg
charlesleclerc beautiful as always mon ange
ynfan1 post concert blues are toooo real
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wagsandstuff huh that doesn't look like yourusername to us.... did the couple of 3 years break up without telling us??
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ynfan1 nooooooo that girl on twitter was right ah
ynandcharlesshipper charlessss man don't do this
charlesfan she was always feeding off of him
ynfan2 she has her own career you do know that right? she a really popular singer
ynfan2 not charles cheating on our QUEEN
yourusername just unfollowed charlesleclerc
yourusername just added to their story!
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lol gonna go heal my heart I guess lol
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yourmum awh my beautiful girl :( glad you're coming home šŸ’˜
ā†³ can't wait to see you mam
yourbestfriend men are literal pigs.
phoebebridgers he's an idiot, here for you if you need anything
elijahhewson hey I know it's been awhile since we last spoke, but the lads and I are always here for you. I should've been better at keeping in touch, but I'm so sorry this happened to you.
ā†³ hey E, missed you! I'm just as much at fault, guess we all just got so busy with tours (both so successful heheh). where abouts in the world are you? I'm heading home for awhie maybe we could all catch up?
ā†³ elijahhewson deadly! myself, ryan and josh are home and bobby is back next week, call around whenever
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inhalerfanaccount did you guys know that yourusername is friends with inhaler??? I found all of these oldies while lurking her insta !
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inhalerfan1 bless they're so young, they all must of been friends during school !
inhalerfan2 crazy to think they've all become so successful
ynfan1 wow my two worlds colliding
ynfan2 I've always secretly hoped yn and eli would get together
inhalerfanaccount friends to strangers to friends to lovers hits soooo hard
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yourusername time is a terrifying thing..
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yourmam I could probably find an even earlier pic...
bobbyskeetz I beg please no inhalerfan1 pleaseeeeee
elijahhewson smash x4
joshjenkinson_ the gang getting back together has 2024 winninggg
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ynfan1 yesss bitch remind that silly boy who drives in circles of all the hot friends you have !!!
(liked by elijahhewson and others) ynfan2 hahahah eli woke up and choose chaos
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yourusername turning all this heartbreak into something good ! dear john is the rawest I've ever been in my songwriting, treat her with love x
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ynfan1 so so incredibly beautiful, thank you for sharing
lucydarcus you're a wonder
ryanmcmahon_15 sobbing uncontrollably and ready to fight him
bobbyskeetz you good bro ?
charlesfan1 tough day to be a charles fan
ynfan2 omg those lyrics are HEARTBREAKING
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inhalerfanupdates WHO HAS THIS MAN SO SMILEY???
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inhalerfan1 FOR REAL?? hes usually so moody
elijahhewson posted to their close friends!
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replies yourusername pure stalker when did you take this pic??
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vogue with just days before the release of her highly anticipated spohmore album we chatted to yourusername about love, loss and all things in between;
" you dont realise how easy love can be until you're with the right person. its the most annoying thing to hear when you dont have it but some how I was fortunite enough to discover"
find out what else the singer told us at the link in our bio !
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yourusername THANK YOU FOR HAVING ME
ynfan1 shes so happy and in love
ynfan2 how can one person be so talented, smart AND intelligent
charlesfan1 eww cant believe charles used to date her!
ynfan3 love how shes not petty like the leclerc fangirlies clearly still are..
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yourusername a year and a half ago I had my heartbroken, felt completed untethered and so so confused. today I give you my pride and joy!
this album features songs I wrote as a sobbing mess, some I wrote while I was healing and finally some I wrote after I opened my eyes and embraced what I had all along.
I love them all, I love everyone who worked on it with me and I escially love you.
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yourusername one single thread of gold tied me to you <3
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elijahhewson hell was the journey
yourusername but it brought me heaven. bobbyskeetz gross yourusername child
joshjenkinson_ my parents
yourmam my favourite pair !
evehewson sobbing it was always meant to be
phoebebridgers the sweetest love for the sweetest soul
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ynfan1 OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
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authors note: ahh im a broken record with the friends from home trope but its my favourite šŸ„² hope you all enjoy, please as always let me know what you think!!
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Bucktommy šŸŒž
šŸ«”šŸ«”šŸ«” I picked watch a sunrise. And it spiraled into this! I hope you like it
<3<3<3
They both have the next day off, but Tommyā€™s shift ends late. So Buck insists Tommy needs to get some sleep, so he should go home, and then Buck can come over in the morning. Tommy is reluctant but finally agrees.Ā 
The sun has long been set. Buck has cleaned his entire loft, and packed a bag for the morning. His belly is full, he has bathed, and he isā€¦ wide awake. Nothing he wants to watch on TV, no new book he is interested in enough to start reading. He doesnā€™t even feel like scrolling the internet for the next insane fact rabbit hole he can tumble down, then fill everyone in about later. All he can think of is everything he wants to do with Tommy, and for Tommy, and to Tommy, once he is over there.Ā 
He lays back into his pillows and tries to just force his eyes to stay closed. Then his phone rings. Itā€™s Tommy.
ā€œDo you have any idea what time it is?ā€ Buck says, barely able to contain the smile on his face (he wonders if Tommy can hear it in his voice). ā€œYouā€™re supposed to be sleeping.ā€
ā€œMmm, I triedā€¦ but I just couldnā€™t stop thinking of you.ā€Ā 
ā€œYeah?ā€Ā 
ā€œOh yeah. Itā€™s really becoming a thing, you always being on my mind,ā€ Tommy says, and Buckā€™s heart skips a beat. ā€œWouldnā€™t really be a problem if you were hereā€¦ā€
Buck laughs, ā€œYou just worked a 48,ā€ he says. ā€œAnd i canā€™t promise either of us would be getting much rest if I was there right now.ā€Ā 
ā€œYou say that like itā€™s a bad thing,ā€ Tommy replies. Buck rolls onto his side and wraps his free arm around himself, pretending it is Tommyā€™s arm. He sighs. ā€œHmmā€¦ are you thinking about me, now?ā€Ā 
ā€œMaybe.ā€ Buck feels his cheeks heat the slightest bit; he feels the smirk on his lips.Ā 
ā€œAnd what about me are you thinking of?ā€Ā 
ā€œRight now? Just your arms wrapped around meā€¦ā€ Buck says, tightening his hold on himself. ā€œI love when you hold me.ā€Ā 
ā€œIā€™d love to be holding you right nowā€¦ā€
ā€œYou need to sleep.ā€
ā€œI know, I know,ā€ Tommy sighs. ā€œBut first, is there anything else?ā€
ā€œAnything else?ā€Ā 
ā€œThat youā€™re thinking about?ā€Ā 
Buck laughs: ā€œNot reallyā€¦ā€Ā 
ā€œCome on, Iā€™m sure thereā€™s something,ā€ Tommy presses.Ā 
ā€œGoing to bed, like you should already have done,ā€ Buck teases. He hears Tommy scoff, like he knows Buck wasnā€™t about to be able to fall asleep either. ā€œI'm thinking about what weā€™re going to do tomorrow.ā€
Tommy hums, Buck can just picture his soft smile, and his tired eyesā€¦ he needs to sleep. ā€œWhat are we going to do?ā€Ā 
ā€œYou will see when I get there, tomorrow.ā€Ā 
ā€œBut I just want an idea on what to expectā€¦ please baby.ā€ And thatā€™s all it takes for Buck to melt into the mattress. God heā€™s so gone on this guy. He tells Tommy about his plans to take him to this little farmers market Bobby showed him. How he wanted to get the ingredients for a new dish he found, and how he wants to buy Tommy his own apronā€¦ How he wants to see him in it while they make dinner togetherā€¦ maybe just in that. ā€œHmm sounds like you have a lot plannedā€¦ā€ and okay, to be fair, he does. He tries to fit in as much together time as he can when they get days off together; tries to make as many memories. ā€œWhat about after dinner?ā€Ā 
ā€œTommyā€¦ go to sleep!ā€Ā 
ā€œBut Iā€™m so curious,ā€ Tommy says, and he sounds so tired. ā€œYou said you want me in just an apronā€¦ and you're not going to tell me where that might lead?ā€Ā 
ā€œOh I think you know where thatā€™s gonna leadā€¦ā€Ā 
ā€œIā€™d much rather you tell meā€¦ in very explicit detail.ā€ Buck rolls his eyes, his cheeks now burning from how long heā€™s been smiling. He gives Tommy what he wantsā€¦ maybe he secretly wanted to linger on that thought a little more himself. ā€œI donā€™t know if I can wait until tomorrow for thatā€¦ā€ Tommy sighs through the phone.Ā 
ā€œYouā€™re gonna have to, cause youā€™re going to bed nowā€¦ā€ Buck tells him.Ā 
ā€œWhat if I wanted to know about how your day went, first?ā€Ā 
ā€œI can tell you tomorrowā€¦ā€ Buck groans. ā€œIt was boring anyway.ā€
ā€œThen tell me, and maybe youā€™ll bore me to sleep.ā€
Buck turns his face into his pillow to muffle his laugh. ā€œOr you could just go to sleep!ā€ Thereā€™s a silence, and Buck knows heā€™s being long distance pouted at. ā€œFineā€¦ā€Ā 
This continuesā€”the back and forth of Tommy convincing Buck to share some random story, and Buck ultimately doing so. ā€œWhat can I say, I love the sound of your voice,ā€ Tommy says, and Bucks insides erupt into butterflies. ā€œHey Evan?ā€
ā€œYeah?ā€Ā 
ā€œLook outsideā€¦ā€
Buck does and he laughs. Through the buildings, in the small section of the horizon visible from his bedroom window, Buck can see the very beginning of the sunrise.Ā 
ā€œItā€™s morning,ā€ Tommy says, sounding very proud of himself. ā€œAnd you should have an Uber there for you in aboutā€” now. They're about to pull up.ā€
ā€œYou sent me an Uber?ā€Ā 
ā€œCouldnā€™t have you driving here on no sleep,ā€ Tommy says.Ā 
Buck feels the strain of his smile in his cheeks again and throws his blanket off, grabbing his bag and slipping on his shoes. ā€œIā€™m on my way,ā€ he laughs, pulling his door closed behind him.
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hello again!! im the anon who requested sweet nothing (also, saw the edit note and donā€™t worry it was a fantastic fic and i love it, thank you so much for writing it ā¤ļø) i was wondering if i could request another fic for buck where reader is like athenaā€™s protege and sheā€™s a lot like athena so athena and bobby basically play match maker for them, thinking theyā€™d compliment each other very well but buck and the reader have secretly dating since they met bc they hit it off so well and athena and the 118 end up finding out and are shocked they had no idea. thank you if you get to this, no stress if you donā€™t. i hope you have a lovely day and remember to take breaks and drink water!!
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evan buckley x reader
a/n: i love seeing these requests so much, please leave as many as you want, this one is so sweet šŸ«¶šŸ«¶ i wanted to recreate the funny scene when may walked in on athena in bobbyā€™s turnout šŸ˜­
the grants were sitting in the kitchen waiting for another delicious meal from bobby to be ready to eat. athena was sitting down, playing a card game with her two children as bobby was stirring a boiling pot. sharing stories about their days, athena begins her own.
ā€œthe station welcomed a new recruit today,ā€ athena starts while cleaning up the cards. ā€œi think i was telling you about her.ā€
ā€œy/n? i remember you told me she was going to be working there, i just didnā€™t know sheā€™d be with you.ā€
ā€œsheā€™s not riding along with me, but weā€™ve spoken a lot. she reminds me of myself. sheā€™s young but one of the most determined ones iā€™ve seen. i think she has a lot of great potential.ā€
ā€œmaybe you should bring her along one day,ā€ bobby suggests. ā€œshe sounds cool, you should bring her to the station one night for dinner there.ā€
ā€œiā€™ll have to check her schedule. sheā€™s trying to get more comfortable in LA, so that could help her. give her some friends,ā€ athena says. ā€œi know she came here to get away for a bit, iā€™m not sure why but i think something at home.ā€
ā€œmight wanna be careful bringing her, now that iā€™m thinking about it.ā€
ā€œwhat makes you say that?ā€ she asks.
ā€œiā€™m worried someone might take a liking to her. buck loves you, and he reminds me of myself. and if sheā€™s really similar to youā€¦ā€ athena walks over to bobby, giving him a light kiss before beginning again. ā€œiā€™ll see what her timing is, iā€™ll let you know so you can tame the lion.ā€
the next day at work, y/n walks in uniform with her chunky belt with her gear. she sweetly says good morning to the people at the front with a cup of coffee before returning to her bosses office. ā€œy/n?ā€ she hears someone say from behind her.
ā€œsergeant grant! hello, i was just about to go get started,ā€ y/n says politely to her superior.
ā€œyou can call me athena, officer.ā€
ā€œok, athena,ā€ y/n has a bright smile that could be the source of light to the room. ā€œis there anything i can do for you?ā€
ā€œno, youā€™re all set. just making sure things are good for you here,ā€ athena knows that sheā€™s strong despite the kindness act she puts on. sheā€™s seen sheā€™s not afraid to stand up for herself against all the men at the station. similar to herself, sheā€™s ready for anything god throws at her. ā€œif you get off earlier tonight, i was going to the 118. my husband is bobby nash, and heā€™s having dinner. i thought it would be a good place for you to settle in.ā€
ā€œthat sounds great, athena. i get off a bit earlier today.ā€
ā€œgood,ā€ athena says with a thin grin. ā€œiā€™ll see you then, y/l/n.ā€
they both walk away, going to do their paperwork and jobs of the day. on the first call, they had to deal with a specific threat, making two arrests as y/n shoved them back into the car.
she had easily clicked into her workplace, impressing everyone with her skill and ease with the job. her quick thinking came in extreme need, and athena knew she was going to be one of the best eventually.
after another call, the fire department had been at a site of a crash with drunk driving robbers. the police had been called to observe the suspects and ask them questions about the accident and even before that. after some of the crash on the street was cleaned up, y/n had been on the side, informing dispatch on the current nature of the situation. she was hanging around near one of the trucks when a man, couldnā€™t have been over 30, walked over to her.
ā€œhey,ā€ he says with a seducing smile, looking her uniform up and down. ā€œi havenā€™t seen you around yet.ā€
ā€œiā€™ve just started working here, i was a cop before but i recently moved here.ā€
ā€œyou liking it? LA can be a lot,ā€ he tells her. ā€œiā€™m evan buckley, 118. buck.ā€
y/n smiles and shakes his hand. ā€œyouā€™re from 118? athena and bobby invited me over for dinner tonight.ā€
ā€œy-youā€™re y/n?ā€ buck asks, a little surprised. sheā€™s gorgeous, her hair was done back in neat braids. her uniform complemented her well, making her look like a boss, but also looks sweet with her bright smile and laugh. buck noticed her beauty and grace in handling herself.
athena and bobby stood to the side, meeting up at the end of the shift. ā€œi think itā€™s too late,ā€ bobby says, pointing to y/n and buck flirting very clearly to everyone but themselves. athena would never admit it, but she was actually happy. she thought buck needed woman like her, and she needed one like buck, and after a whole night of convincing each other before bed, they finally decided to take up a new career in match making.
the dinner had gone well, the team asking y/n about her past and why she wanted to become a cop. someone in particular was mesmerized by her stories. ā€œso, y/n, where did you grow up?ā€ eddie asks.
ā€œi was raised in boston, and i went to suffolk for criminal justice,ā€ y/n says. ā€œi knew i wanted to help people, and i came to LA as an escape honestly. just try something new.ā€
they all nod and smile as they finish their food, laughing about shared stories and the two spend the night eyeing each other.
a couple months had gone by, and buck and y/n had been better close. very close. they were seeing each other almost every day, meeting up outside work to see each other. for being a bad liar, buck was hiding their relationship very well. they started dating a few weeks after the dinner, and no one had any idea. or at least they thought.
buck was definitely head over heels for y/n. she was a person who dominated wherever she was, but carried herself around with respect and a soothing personality. coming home from work, she was always a person to talk to. her sweet and gentle words were always a comfort to him. he thought she was the most lovely person ever.
y/n was obsessed with buck after she met him. he was incredibly charming, being able to light up a room at any time. being able to spend time with him at the end of their shifts was truly the highlight of her day, and she hadnā€™t felt this happy in a long time. he helped her get settled in the new city that she was venturing. he was always a shoulder to lean on during the bad days, and one to celebrate with after the good ones.
chimney and maddie had been driving over to bucks apartment. they had all agreed to have dinner together so she could spend time with her little brother.
buck on the other hand, had been too preoccupied to remember the plans.
y/n was dressed in a lace bra and panties set, wearing bucks work shirt with his name and badge on it. she was sitting on top of the counter with buck standing between her legs.
when chimney and maddie walked in, they saw bucks bare back, and both of their half-naked bodies. luckily, buck still had his boxers on, and y/n had his shirt. her arms were wrapped around his shoulders, a pair of handcuffs in her hands. ā€œoh my god! evan!ā€ maddie shouted and buck turned around.
ā€œjesus, maddie!ā€ he yelled and his immediate instinct was to cover up y/n. ā€œwhat are you doing here?ā€
ā€œsome of us had dinner plans,ā€ chimney adds, watching in a humorous way.
ā€œyou had dinner plans?ā€ y/n asks.
buck throws his head back in frustration. ā€œim sorry, guys, i completely forgot.ā€
ā€œclearly.ā€ maddie and chim say, together. ā€œweā€™re going to go in the hall, give you a minute. while i call bobb-ā€œ chim starts.
ā€œno! do not call bobby because then he and athena will hate me!ā€
ā€œi think athena would fire me,ā€ y/n says.
ā€œare you kidding? theyā€™ve been trying to force you two together for months!ā€
y/n and buck give each other a confused look because they both thought theyā€™d want them separate. surely, they werenā€™t stopping it but they especially didnā€™t think they would encourage it. they start laughing at each other hysterically at the thought of their superiors trying to get them hooked up. maddie and chimney exit in a hurry, leaving to the hallway.
ā€œwell, wanna continue?ā€ buck asks and y/n gives him a questioning look.
ā€œwe have like 2 minutes, babe,ā€ she smiles. ā€œi donā€™t know if we have time.ā€
ā€œyou doubting me?ā€ he says, leaning back in and kissing her again.
ā€œprove me wrong, then,ā€ she smirks and they spend their few minutes not wasting a second.
ā€œbobby! sorry to bother you tonight, but youā€™re gonna want to hear this!ā€ chim says after calling the captain.
bobby hangs up the phone, and is sitting next to the athena on their couch. athena hears the whole conversation. ā€œiā€™ll quit my job if you quit yours, and we can start our own business.ā€
ā€œagreed,ā€ athena says, giving bobby a high-five at their dating app skills. ā€œi will say iā€™m surprised they kept it a secret. she did seem a bit more upbeat though.ā€
ā€œso whatā€™s next? getting them engaged?ā€
ā€œok, woah. letā€™s not get too ahead of ourselves. weā€™ll give ā€˜em a bit i guess.ā€
ā€œfine, but iā€™m getting every detail about this tomorrow from him.ā€
ā€œiā€™ll get it from y/n, we will reconvene after a short recess.ā€
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