#Looking depressed as usual
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Too tired to edit it to look pretty
Some random before bed sketches
#sketch#my art#fanart#isat#isat loop#isat siffrin#sasasap#sasasaap siffrin#sasasaap spoilers#No isat spoilers here actually#Just me trying to draw beans again#Took a day off isatober for now#Touch is making me confused amd frustrated#I dislike the sketch and I dislike it hard#Anyway the Depressfrin is here#Looking depressed as usual#And some Loop expressions
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just a coupla lonesome cowgems roaming free without their sally mays
(aka they both canonically use country music to cope with their aloof blue life partners leaving them and i think thats beautiful) (alt under cut)
#every time i think about the reality of lapidot never making up with each other a part of me dies. and yet#steven universe#peridot#su peridot#peridot su#su ruby#ruby su#ruby rider#my art#art#digital#stylized#p#pp#fanart#2024#described#character art#this was a very vague attempt to mimic show style with more complex shading#ive kind of given up on making their (ie peridot's) designs make sense in reality#+ as usual episodes im referencing: peri’s depression tunes from back to the kindergarten#ruby rider from the question ofc#lapis helping with the tambourine from beta kind of#(that is what shes looking at in the 2nd image. to me.)#edit - i just realized i forgot rubys wedding ring#shes just chilling out here for the night there was no rupphire divorce i swear sdlkfjsdkf
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highchoolers (and iori)
#thoughts: miyako and daisuke are chronic dresscode violators. miyako isnt allowed to wear a bandana or as many accessories as she does#daisuke usually wears tshirts instead of the button up and gets in constant trouble because of it#takeru's look is the most ordinary out of all of them because hes just happy to be here. usually unbuttons the blazer out of dysphoria tho#iori and ken go to different schools so they arent as accessible but they hang out very regularly#iori especially needs to be included because he's like. the universal little brother and feels abandoned easily#ken and hikari get really close in their hs years since they both struggle with depression and vent to eachother often#lastly i picked that iori screenshot to redraw cause it was cute he still retains his autistic flat expressiveness#.png#chock full of headcanons idgaf . transfem daisuke#digimon#digimon adventure#daisuke motomiya#davis motomiya#iori hida#cody hida#takeru takaishi#tk takaishi#hikari yagami#kari kamiya#miyako inoue#yolei inoue#sorey ken . next time
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Not sure bout this one folks
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"Dick was an angry kid", "Dick was full of rage when he was Robin", "Jason was the happy Robin, not Dick"
Look at me in the eyes and explain to me how this sweet, playful, mischievous, kind and thoughtful kid is an angry child.
He was not an angry child. He does not deserve to be labelled as such.
You know what Dick Grayson was, though? He was a child with feelings. A kid that experienced all kind of emotions corresponding to the situation he was in.
I'm not telling you he was never angry and that he was always a happy-go-lucky kid. But is ridiculous how there's so much insistence on this idea that he was full of rage and his only mood was anger.
"But when his parents died-" When his parents died he was, above all, so fucking heartbroken. Yes, he was angry, because it wasn't fair. He shouldn't have lost everything in one night. He shouldn't have had to watch the bodies of the two persons he most loved in the world fall and break. He was just a kid. Of course he's going to feel anger after that. But that's not the only thing he felt. He was sad, too. And in spite of that tragedy, he could smile and feel some happiness as well.
Calling him an angry child is very insensitive, in my opinion. Is that how you call a child grieving his parents and processing loss?
Dick Grayson wasn't full of rage. He was full of life. He was full of the strength to keep going, of the love his parents left him, and of the pain of loss for a while. He was full of good and became someone who'd prevent more tragedies like his from happening. And there was anger, yes, but it was never what drove him to be Robin.
#don't mind me just rambling here once again about the angry robin dick grayson allegations#I get in comics like dark victory everything looks more gloomy and dick might look more angry than usual#but you have to consider how YOU would feel had you just lost your parents#once tony zucco is out of the picture you'll see a much brighter dick grayson#and I think many of you confuse being depressed with being angry#robin dick grayson#dick grayson#robin#nightwing#dc comics#dc#the angry robin title should not exist and I'll say that as many times as necessary#batman
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"Sometimes you learn more things from the difficulties than from the celebrations"
#google play 'handsome devil' by the smiths#god he's so charming and handsome for how much this race devestated him and all of nando girles(gn)#the lighting in this interview is genuinely immaculate#like seriously why is he always at his most attractive when suffering the absolute most#he dnfs and is slow all wknd and then looks absolutely godly and beautiful#so yeah as you can tell. im very enamored by post mexico fernando#also i liked this interview it was very very comforting#you should always watch his interviews after bad races bcs they really just remove all depression you may have#like: 1. he always looks so beautiful and stunning. 2. he is usually pretty rational abt the results and comofrting#yeah the quote i picked is ultra cope ofc. but hey i love cope!!!#i was so upset and done after this race just so tired of it and then i watched this interview and i feel like a happy little creature again#fernando alonso#2023 mexican gp#2023 mexican grand prix#fa14#we do a little bit of f1#f1#formula 1#formula one
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WILLOW & TARA in Buffy the Vampire Slayer, “The Body”
#buffy the vampire slayer#btvs#willow rosenberg#tara maclay#willow x tara#buffyedit#btvsedit#myedit#alright. look. i needed to process#the only non-depressing part of the episode#not the type of thing i usually do but#this was a beautiful sequence
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#chapter 197#this is just one of those scenes that rotates in my brain constantly#blowing smoke is like a known invitation for sex too so its like BROOO USE YOUR WORDS ITS NOT TOO LATE#xxxholic#its so funny cause watanuki is soooooo#like theyre both being consumed w gay thoughts here#but#USE YOUR FUCKING WORDS WATANUKI. GOD#hes the type of person that thinks if he gives sad noncommittally seductive eye contact he wont have to talk about his feelings#the way he looks like hes mad doumeki didnt get the hint is hilarious given that this is usually doumekis problem#i think he gets it honey hes just burned out and thinks shit will never happen#and if you keep dawdling in your depression this way he never will!!!
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IDK if I'm phrasing this correctly, but in my brain, Vasco is, like, the personification (caninification?) of an afternoon chilling on a back porch swing.
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#ah#that's adorable#I can totally imagine him doing that#answered#anonymous#Vasco#to me he usually conjures the feeling of being warmed by sunlight#winters in northern Finland where I'm from tend to be pretty rough at least for me they are#they last about six months or so#sun starts to set earlier and earlier until it gets dark before 2 pm#in december the sun barely rises at all it's like this brief moment of twilight at noon between two 22+ hour nights#it gets harder to wake up in the morning and your energy levels plummet you go into battery saving mode#polar night messes up your brain seasonal depression gets really bad#and the cold and dark goes on and on and you feel like you'll never feel warm or happy or properly awake again#but eventually it starts to veer towards spring and on one day you notice that the sun is shining??!?!#not like bleakly and weakly but proper sunlight with warm hue and capability to actually warm the things it touches#you've forgotten what it looks like when it's truly light outside#and it's the craziest feeling to see bright natural light it blinds you and pierces right through into your very core#being kissed by the sun for the first time in months feels unreal it feels SO GOOD#I don't know it's probably not that big of a deal for people around me#but I personally react to things like changes in temperature and the amount of daylight pretty massively#I like to think that Vasco is a first ray of sunlight hitting you after you've spent what feels like an eternity in someplace cold and dark
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do you ever just cry while thinking about how tender creature is with lisa or are you normal?
#something about that peach ring proposal scene just gets me and the way he just looks at her with so much love#granted it could be because i’m really depressed rn but damn does that scene in particular get me#i’m so mad the site i usually use isn’t working for me for some reason rn#and i could go to my local theatre since they’re still showing it but god i’d have to get out#but also god i REALLY need to watch this film rn bdcause it unfortunately is my current comfort film/hyperfixation#and i can’t justify paying the digital price for it while i already preordered the physical copy#save me lisa frankenstein save me#somehow gotta make it to fucking sunday when i’m going to see it again#until then i’m just gonna stare at gifs and cry about how sweet they are#lisa frankenstein#meaghan rambles
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what if he was bug. jeff the mandibles.
#yeah im still depressed and discouraged about posting with all the ai stuff happening here but uhm. well i'll never not be a creative#and its mspaint#*this is based on a pic of jerma the killer edit my friend made and someone said his scars looked like tusks#uhmm i dont usually#post creepypastas HAHA uhm#jeff the killer#drawlings
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it's not sinking in that today might be the last day in my house and town for many months to come
#like how do i even feel#on one hand im excited because like now that i finally agreed to dads stupid whims he technically will have to give in to things#ive been wanting since FOREVER like going to the gym#plus it's impossible to eat junk food when he's there he won't even let me kacchi maggi because maida hai bimar ho jayegi#and aadhe se zyada din toh pyaaz ye sab nahi kha sakte so it rules out any outside food#which is so good because like i just found out im pre diabetic lol#like borderline sugar like ab kuch nahi kiya toh seedha type 2 diabetes#so i need to eat healthy or ill literally die#i mean eventually but whatever being diagnosed with this in my 20s would kill me#also simply the fear of living with him is so much that i HAVE to study#and i want to now it's high time#but yeah want doesn't really work for me#i read a quote somewhere that 'goals' don't mean anything because winners and losers have the same goals#and i was like WOAH. like the person who gets an all india rank had the same goal as me: to pass the exam with good marks#but they succeeded and i didn't so it's isn't our goals that differentiate us#which ik is obvious but like still idk put things in perspective#anyway yeah that way my life MIGHT be fixed#but there's also living ALONE with my sociopathic FATHER who has more mood swings than me on pms#and being cut off frm the rest of civilisation and yk developed roads and buildings and ice cream shops#i guess it is mostly food ig :( which is good like the most junk food i can eat there is a burger from a nearby stall and that's pretty#much it they literally do not even have havmor or anything in walking distance forget scoop wali ice cream#but i like my bed and i like my ceiling with the stars and i like looking out of my window and knowing that the first ever crush of my life#lives right next to me and i like knowing that ill meet my bestfriend atleast once a month#i don't really love my mom or my brother tbh but idk maybe ill miss them it's weird ive never lived without them#i don't know i really hope that this is like a boot camp kota types experience rather than so much isolation that i sink deep into#depression. but then ive hit pretty shocking lows this year so hopefully i can handle it#my sister did say that when she lived alone with him for a month it was quite peaceful and okay because he usually gets more angry when mom#is around warna mostly he's fine#i don't know i don't know bhagwan ji please ab aur mushkil mat banana life bohot jhatke de chuke ho already ab pls#mujhe apni galtiyo ko sudharne ka mauka dena 🙏
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I feel like I'm losing my mind. Like this has to be a thing right? It's a thing I experience at least. Please please please tell me abt ur experience if u do 🙏
#all the literature i find is like yeah pmdd can be mistaken for bipolar but then they dont talk abt mania or hypomania#so im like ??? wtf is happening?#i mean i wasnt looking that hard but its still weird to me bc i tell my mum i possibly had a hypomanic episode and she instantly was like#hm could b hormones and she was 1000% percent right bc it happens mostly in the days before bleeding starts#so like i cant b the only one out there. and it doesnt happen all the time. and usually its not that extreme#like id say its mostly just elevated mood and it mostly just lasts like 3 days or so. so i dont think it counts as hypomania. but thats wha#ill select bc i had one time that felt so fucking crazy it felt like there was something seriously wrong with me. it was fun tho#before i crashed so hard i had to leave work in the middle of the day bc i couldnt stop crying lol#anyway. im curious#menstruation#pmdd#pms#its always depression this depression that. why the fuck do i wanna run around in circles screaming until i die? riddle me that batman
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#ok but seriously#autumn is here#and my room looks so nice in the candle light#gotta enjoy the dark evenings before the ✨️depression✨️ kicks in#also that candle is not as close to the plant as it might look like#i promise#autumn#fall#gothic#dark aesthetic#goth aesthetic#witchy aesthetic#autumn aesthetic#home decor#candles#candle light#night time my time#tankar och demoner#goooood i dont remember what i usually tag my own photos with#thats annoying#my photos#??#idk
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"Let’s run away.”
(unrendered > rendered
doing an illustration study with mafuyu’s new look :) )
#mafuyu asahina#nightcord at 25:00#25 ji nightcord de#asahina mafuyu#project sekai#my art#aaaaaaaaaaa im kinda proud of this one aaaaaaaaaa#i dont usually like to draw portraits bc they bore me a bit.....#but i had this rare good day where i found painting to be really fun and relaxing#so i painted this just bc it was fun#it also made me realize damn i usually draw like im doing a job and just wanna get it over with...#maybe its bc im getting more familiar with the method of drawing that works best for me so its becoming more enjoyable?#anyway i really liked the unrendered version!!!! the rendered one is the final but i wanted someone to see the unrendered too bc i really#like it#thank you if you looked at it :)#i made it too saturated and happy though LOL#the mood of this character was supposed to be er more depressive...so hence the rendered changes the entire feeling#i tried to capture a rain mood i quite love doing atmospheric moods#i think it came out kinda good! until i look at it tmr and think no i suck though LOL#anyway it was fun to practice colors and moods and all that#lol tumblr is becoming a place for me to just dump my artistic endeavors
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can somebody who has too much hope and joy transfuse some of it directly into me
#btw. i am not sure the progesterone test was done correctly/on the correct day or that it means anything (cause different people ovulate#during on different days of the cycle like it's simply hard to tell what's normal for you and how your body works)#but the results came but and it looks like my progesterone is like very low. for the 21st day#which could mean. i didn't ovulate. you know how i said this month i didn't feel energized like i tend to do i just felt like shit?#well. maybe it meant something? you know what low progesterone is associated with? mood swings. depression. anxiety#and you know what can cause it? stress ofc. and you know what else. high prolactin levels. which is also true for me#so who's the fucking culprit. thyroid? pituitary gland? can i do anything except the usual “just eat healthy exercise eliminate all forms o#stress and lose all bad habits and maybe that will help“#:/ whatever y'know i wish i could ask cosmo and wanda to remove my uterus#kata.txt
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