#Lis is mad at the world
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The fact that Shouma hid his heritage out of fear of being ostracized and hated on for being the same 'monster' as the ones partaking in human trafficking and drug dealing, because everyone he's met up until now gets terrified at the sight of him so it feeds into his poor self-image and insecurities, and Hanto's reaction basically 'proved' that Shouma was right to think no one would love him for who he was no matter where he goes...I'm gonna be sick
#14shyx#kamen rider#kamen rider gavv#gavv spoilers#will hanto come around? yes. do i think he's a good guy at heart? yes#(he's only ever encountered drug addicted kidnappers/murderers until now and one granute faked being a good guy#so he doesn't have any positive examples to go off from)#but do i hope he loses all of his fights until he apologizes to shouma? yES#if they make this a 'i'm more mad that you lied to me' then i'll riot bc what else is shouma supposed to think when you punch him??#the next ep preview has hanto going 'he's showing his true colours!' to sachika and i need sachika to step up so bad#i don't want shouma to think he's alone in the world 😭😭😭
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Do y'all ever get nightmares that just like, aren't scary?
Like you can tell your brain is trying to make this scary, but you just feel nothing?
#Had a dream about a bunch of ''scary'' animatronic robots trying to take over some shitty little town#I've never really been afraid of big scary uncannny valley robots though so it just kinda fell flat#maybe uncanny valley is the wrong term it felt very similar to Lies of P in aesthetic#was kinda weird though since for some reason instead of being afraid there was a little voice in my head that was just like#''This element of the story is problematic actually''#and was just nitpicking the whole ''nightmare?''#saying shit like ''[minor villain who's name I forgot]'s aesthetic is clearly based off of [real-world oppressed group]''#''So casting her in the role of a villain like this especially against a predominately White cast leaves a bad taste in my mouth''#or ''Interesting how the squeaky clean protagonist squad seems so completely devoid of fat people 🙄''#like brain what are we doing here?#nobody fucking WROTE this dude#you're literally just making shit up to get mad at#what the hell man#just a very strange experience the whole way down#Pun talks Dreams#Pun's text Posts
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Hi, just wanted to say that you post sometimes about how important it is just to go to things sometimes and socialise. One of your posts inspired me to join the meetup website and since then I've been to 3 groups and had a really nice time and talked to some potential new friends! I moved to a new city a few years back and never really made friends and now I feel really pleased to be getting out there so thank you!
I don't know why this particular lesson took me so long to learn (or why I have to keep learning it, over and over again) but the simple act of forcing yourself out of your space to do things really does make an appreciable difference. Life gets richer and deeper the more you engage with it, and you will never, ever know if you stay inside the four walls of your apartment and wait for it to come to you.
#''the yellow wallpaper'' was both a horror story and a warning#no one should spend three months in isolation. you will lash out at the interior decorating.#(......actually there are multiple examples where 'trapped in the house' does actually end very badly for the protagonist.#is the whole haunted house genre secretly a reminder that you have to engage with the world?#that no house can be all things unto itself; that way lies madness?#huh. interesting thought.)#sarah gives advice
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never gonna be over ghilan'nain. she's an amoral artist using the flesh as her chosen medium. she's piloting her dead wife's torso centaur style. which is such a tasty glimpse of the madness of her grief. my god. ghilan'nain was the most sensitive of the evanuris, and she couldn't make halla now. she's been imprisoned for millennia in a blighted palace, trickling horrors from a wound in the veil, a wound of curiosity and arrogance, watching her family all become mortal and perish one by one as their archdemons die. so she took the mortification of flesh literally. she is a workaholic who denies her own grief and buries herself in her great work: crafting godawful little freaks in the name of science. the world she lived in is gone entirely, and none but she and elgar'nan and their jailer remember it, and she doesn't miss it, and she doesn't want to go back. andruil raised her up to godhood (delusional) because she was so good at making fucked up guys for her to kill. but the mother of halla couldn't make the halla now, and she still uses their iconography as her symbol. the 'void' armor drove andruil mad, and ghilan'nain kept it and experimented with it and put it in her own body and in her family's bodies and their dragons and their enemies and their subjects and seeded it into the earth to grow her strange bitter fruits, a labor of love. the evanuris' bodies were made from lyrium, the blood of titans; the blight's song is the screams of the titans they killed to make their lyrium bodies, which she then blighted! on purpose! wounds seeping into wounds. it's what got them locked away, why they murdered mythal, but it is pure creation, possibility, it is so easy to mould, and she used it to graft her body onto andruil's headless legless corpse and elgar'nan -- her forever roommate last of her kin god of tyranny -- is so very tender with her. and he is so so so very tender with her. she has a mouth in one eye. sometimes she is a big head in the clouds. she didn't need to do the torso thing at all because she can inexplicably float. she's gonna use me for parts.
#ghilan'nain#barking snarling gnashing my teeth twirling my hair and kicking my feet about it#she must rigidly look forward#because to look back-- that way madness lies#she is like the anti-orpheus. to me.#and she even has tentacles#frog croaks#is the gentleness that elgar'nan treats her with that is the most telling. oh to be a fly on the wall when andruil's archdemon fell#dragon age#i am unwell. it is 2:54am#'the veil is a wound on the world' well solas kinda seems it's wounds all the way down! kinda seems like you can't go back actually#datv#datv spoilers
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I don’t have time to write up something properly on this topic this week, but here’s an incoherent ramble.
It’s so important to me how it was as an end point for Guy’s new52 character to be him as a Blue Lantern. The blue ring is about healing and faith (in yourself, the people around you, in things bigger than you), and is rooted in belief that things can always get better. That Guy gets to spend his future going around healing people in a universe where he didn’t get the opportunity to pursue that as a career initially is so rewarding.
His role as community leader/teacher/public servant is so integral to how he was first introduced. And through the ups and downs of his story arc in the years following, his ability to forgive people for anything, even to offer that forgiveness first, is what makes him such a good person. We see this most often in his relationship with his family and with Hal, but it’s definitely not limited to them.
There’s also something about Guy opting away from any of the rings that give him strength to do violence in favour of one that is powerful in taking down enemies in other ways. He still carries them with him, and knows sometimes he might need to use them to save people, but thats not his first instinct anymore.
Social worker Guy, psychology student Guy, the version of Guy that is gentle and timid and doesn’t like violence at all (that we only ever saw as a joke in JLI) would all be so proud of him for getting here in the end.
#Guy Gardner#the last three issues of red lanterns are 3 of my most revisited guy issues ngl#the world sucks and it’ll never be perfect but what can I do about it In This Moment and then he does that#bonus: can I talk about the parallels between blue lantern guy and spectre Hal?#two people who ultimately find their greatest opportunity to do go through redemption#the fierce belief that no one is past saving if you only give them the chance#Hal who resented Guy for reminding him of the things he found shameful about himself#and Guy who could never have a normal relationship with Hal because he reminds him of the older brother he could never live up to#and Hal having to eventually forgive himself and Guy accepting that he was never actually mad at his brother#and their relationship is so stupid and ridiculous and they’ll never talk about their feelings with each other#not properly at least#even if they can do it with everyone else#does anyone read this far into my tags?#I have thoughts but they’re mostly screaming#if I ever write something on them properly it’ll purely be because I want to read Hal’s spectre run again ❤️❤️#always thinking about guy self proclaiming that he’ll do the dirty work for everyone else so they don’t have to#but then having the dark side of green arc#about how actually no#he’s too human at the end of the day#and with that comes morals that he can’t shake even if he lies to himself about it
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Mad At Yi Why Anon - Thanks for explaining! It makes more sense now lol. I never expected them to be grateful for being "saved," I'd just think it's certainly a choice for them to Most Mad at the only guy who wasn't going to let them rot. But if it's a "we need someone to blame" then that makes sense.
Even if he wasn’t gonna let them rot, he WAS gonna take them out with him had his True Ending Sacrifice gone as it had in the game. They don’t know this, this is just extra DoobYi characterization. But he wasn’t expecting to be alive, either tbh.
That said, he takes the public opinion of him and the Sols very seriously and doesn’t blame them even if sometimes the grievances are heavy-handed. This is a Yi who will apologize many times over for the actions of the council, for the failure of the project, for the lies and the lives ruined, both apemen and solarian, and for the individual hurts he’s caused to Kuafu, Goumang, Shaunshuan and Heng. If Eigong and many of the other Sols are not here to share the responsibility, then he will shoulder the blame, as he believes he should. Even if, y’know, everyone who IS glad he didn’t die is telling him to knock it off.
#it’s less a matter of Does it Objectively Make Sense For Them To Be Mad at HIM SPECIFICALLY over this#and more a matter of how would people feel in the face of life ruining lies at the end of the world#and how does YI feel about the part he played in all this#which#he will take on as much of the blame as he can#he feels like he deserves it#and maybe he does#Mr. drunkenly admits to Shennong ‘it’s all my fault’#Mr. ‘using solarian brains would be unethical because they have tianhuo’ and not because they’re. yknow. people.#Mr. still feeling the guilt of leaving his sister behind and being responsible for Shuanshuan no longer having parents#Mr. ‘I didn’t know..’ to nuwa saying that many people had already died in their sleep in the soulscape#Mr. directly asks Shuanshuan if he thinks he’s a bad person#Mr. ‘I’m sorry I keep making you clean up my messes’ to kuafu#Mr. *gestures at what he did to Goumang*#sorry for yapping I’m not normal about him#I got a doc in the works for dwbi au I’ll get it up here eventually#DWBI AU name is misleading#DwbiYi is in a constant state of worrying about everything. all the time.#while experiencing several ego deaths at once#and undoing a life-long superiority complex#9s dwbi au#nine sols spoilers
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#fantastic planet#fantasy#alien#ufo#James Webb Space Telescope#nasa lies#nasa picture of the day#deep space#alien worlds#lovecraft#horror#sci fi#dystopia#moebius#mad max#squids#surrealism#cthulhu#invasion#matmos
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Happy Valentines Day!! <33 Have a cute little Oakworthy date hehehe
#dndads#dungons and daddies#dndads s2#dungeons and daddies season 2#cal draws#normal oak#hermie unworthy#oakworthy#taylor swift dndads#scary marlowe#lincoln li wilson#the three of them are technically there lol#I wanted to make this as SOFT and CUTE as possible bc they DESERVE IT !!!!#I like to imagine Oakworthy as the most sappiest couple in the WORLD#I JUST REALIZED LINK’S LITTLE MAD FACE GOT COVERED BY THE WINDOW SHINE ALKFJHAFHLAKFS#The teens just happened to walk by the diner and saw the date#and Link was like GUYS don’t SPY ON THEIR DATE !!!#this is genuinely one of my favorite things I’ve drawn for this fandom so far#even if I struggled with the colors LMAO#I WOULD have given Normal a roller backpack bc that just makes sense since a normal backpack wouldn’t fit on Teenie#but like I needed space to fill alksdjghalskdgja so I gave him a regular one#just pretend its like a second backpack not his school one idk
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Another excellent reading from Mad World Tarot! You know the only reason he didn't give more details on Charles' cancer is because no one shared any with him. "I think any illness brings families together"...yeah for PR 🤬
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*"Puff the Magic Dragon no!" 🤣
#mad world tarot#YouTube#royalty is not celebrity#merch your royalty#just call me harry#using your office for personal gain#lies and the lying liars who tell them
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relistening to episode 1 of malevolent and tell me why john's initial explanation of where he comes from is basically a summary of everything that has happened up to part 43. he literally even talks about multiple timelines distinguished by choices but all happening simultaneously (like kayne's piano explanation in intermezzo), including an ancient past where magic existed (hello witch!!!)????
#intermezzo was basically harlan going “so guys just in case you forgot:”#and then giving us all a refresher course on episode 1#ngl tho it is really really interesting to me that all of that stuff that john said was true#this newly broken piece of the king in yellow who knows nothing but lies and madness and deceit#told the first human he ever really interacted with the truth about the world#the truth about where he is and who he is and what needs to be done (mostly)#a king of lies telling the truth. how fascinating#malevolent#malevolent pod#malevolent podcast#an eldritch being and his wet cat
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every damn time gwynriel/elucien gets a heavy hit reminder on "your barely a ship chill the fuck out" from S*M herself they throw the biggest fucking tantrum and makes it everyones problem like...
sorry not even casual readers who dont care about elriel dont get on youre side since they know are the most likable couple to have their story told. go get youre shit together if a fictional gardener liking- being shackled, to your equally fictional book BF, gets you so fucking heated
#elriel#elain archeron#azriel shadowsinger#for nooooo one surprise this is the THRID time on a row they are big#mad their crackships are eating shit over and over again#like yall can.yall can like a redhead without forcing lies on canon stuff...you know that right?#in what world could you all genuinely think gwyn or lulu are more important than an ARCHERON and BAT BOY#is embarrasing how are yall not embarrased...sjm isnt jane austen her shit is plain and simple#bambi with flowers is so loud and clear how can two groups of self proclaimed literacy geniuses deny that#means elain is coming??? elulus ALSO being mad about it so so rich coming from people who cry when we told them they hate leain LMAOOO
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screaming into the sun will the execubot 4000 they presumably have in charge of programming decisions at netflix these days please fucking renew dead boy detectives already??? 😫 i want to write a spec for it, but i'm tired of putting weeks of work into a thing that instantly becomes useless when the show gets axed before i can even attempt to do anything with it.
(also dead boy detectives should get a second season because it's a damn good show and one of very few series currently filling the fantasy/horror niche among hybrid-procedurals in a seemingly endless sea of fucking cop shows. but right now i want the renewal for entirely selfish reasons.)
#still mad that evil got axed when i was like. 95% finished with my spec.#like i can still have it as a backup/secondary sample#but the general rule is that you can't lead with a spec from a show that's been kicked off the roster#and leading purely with original pilot concepts is something that advice keeps swinging back and forth on#sigh#if there's a fantasy/horror series that you've been watching and enjoying and has been renewed... please lmk#especially ones that are more episodic in nature#or that at least aren't such tightly woven serial narratives that inserting a spec becomes a huge pain in the ass#and yeah i've been working on that star trek spec but my true passion lies in the fantasy/horror world#with sci-fi/space stuff coming in second place#so i really just want to have a current relevant spec that falls within the genre i love most#cass says things
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I'm so tired of shows that absolutely ignore the source material and feel like they straight up don't understand what's important about it, just make a different show why even bother at this point.
#pjo tv crit#atla#atla netflix#pjo#Stop it!!!!! im tired!!!#yes i am talking specifically about the pjo show and the atla live action remake#atla is great! why is there even a need to make a live action show ab it when it will very obviously#take away all the suspension of belief or disbelief idk what it's called#but basically it's gonna be a lot harder to sell a world so full of magic like that when it all looks realistic bc we /know/ water#doesnt do that etc etc#especially if the costuming and the backgrounds look cheap/very cgi-ed#just leave it! dont touch it just stop!!!!#not even gonna talk about the pjo show rick just straight up lied to us lmao#and the worst part is. im not even mad that it's not book accurate bc as long as it captures the feeling and the vibes! then i dont care!#but it absolutely does not. idk what got lost in translation tbh
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This!! Over and over again! I will die on this hill: they are SO out of character rn.
#the rookie#the rookie spoilers#chenford#lucy chen#tim bradford#mad at the rookie#mad at the world#i mean what did i expect from an episode called “secrets and lies”#repost#twitter
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you ever write up a combination of words you're really proud of at the time bc you think it's vivid but it's actually so atrocious that you remember it eight years later bc it's burned itself into your long-term memory? just me?
#i'm literally laughing my entire ass off rn. i can't believe i found this fic i wrote at 15 and orphaned when i came to my senses abt both#my complete inability and total aversion to writing first person as well as the fact that the english language should never have been#subjected to its words being done dirty like this 😭#also i straight up fucking LIED in the authors note??? i said i'd broken my knee as a kid which is categorically false. i fell down some#stairs and banged it up and it's a tiny bit weak ig but i didn't break it? all any teens born after y2k know is eat hot chip and lie...#still not over the first line... the flip flop bit i remembered but i'd COMPLETELY forgotten 'a shriek seeped out of my throat'. girl. what.#how does a shriek seep exactly? the world may never know...#and the use of 'groped' is also sending me 😭 AND 'crash bash whump thump' girlllll send help holy shit i can't stop coughing & laughing#the rest of the fic isn't quite this bad but it's very purple yet ineloquent and rough. it's a good reminder of how much i've improved and#honestly i'd rather read this utterly amature fic bc it's at least charming in its lack of skill rather than infuriating like some of my#oneshots that are still on my page bc they're more comprehensible but just bad enough to make me cringe. getting mad at this oneshot would#be like getting bad at a kid's stick figure drawing. like. it's just kinda cute to see someone starting out on their creative journey#my old sw oneshots on the other hand are like the awkward growing pains of puberty. you just can't help but wince at the reminder#this is okay to reblog btw bc it's objectively hilarious and i don't mind ppl finding humor in it#len speaks
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the polish government is so fucking scared of israel and netanyahu that not only they abstain from voting for the ceasefire during an UN meeting, but even when israel literally targets a humanitarian convoy and kills one of our citizens all they fucking say is: “we don’t understand how this could happen but we will try to find the answers”. how the fuck can you say that when israel has been literally ruthlessly murdering palestinian people for the past 6 months and conducting an ethnic cleansing for 76 years. how can you say this shit when they mostly target civilian infrastructure, hospitals and most recently, refugee camps. how can you be so disgustingly oblivious to everything that’s been happening for the past few months.
not to mention the fact that bombing humanitarian relief is literally one of the tactics used to prevent any kind of help reaching the palestinian people.
the idf has come forward to call bombing the humanitarian aid a mistake but everyone fucking knows that targeting three branded vehicles was intentional, not to mention the fact that the route the volunteers took had been discussed with IDF before they targeted them. because all of that, polish people finally started to realize that it’s the israel who’s a terrorist here. finally the society is asking the right questions and starts advocating for the palestinian people and in return we’re getting accused of antisemitism by an israeli embassy in poland. very fucking frustrating it took the death of a polish white man (damian soból whom i respect very deeply as a human rights lawyer/activist and volunteer myself) for this to happen because there have already been several cases of palestinian-polish people trying to get out of gaza, and they had to wait ages until the polish people started advocating for them and then the government finally got them out. they had to wait because they weren’t white. fuck the polish government that licks israeli boots on a daily basis and fuck israel, a terrorist state that openly commits war crimes. i wish both of them to fucking die tbh.
#this is so messy but i’m so mad that the government won’t call it what it is: a murder#a murder just like every single death of a palestinian citizen#even lied that they would do everything in their power for the humanitarian aid to reach gaza#netanyahu just called it an accident once again. shut the fuck up#people have literally drowned while trying to gather some supplies for their families#kids are being starved TO DEATH#there is that#it doesn’t even matter that the elections took place a while ago and the populists right wingers don’t rule poland anymore#now we’ve got happy liberals who continue to be netanyahu’s bitches and lick israelis boots#dismantle israel#israel is a settler colony#from the river to the sea palestine will be free#free palestine#palestine will never die#humanitarian aid#human rights#polish politics#polska polityka#polska#palestine#world central kitchen#moira speaks
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