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Actually no I am so pressed like it is actually absurd the number of times I have had to say âwell English is my first languageâ while up here these past few years. to a point itâs like kind of insulting like people seem to ignore all of my background and greater details about myself and focus in on half of my ethnicity.
#mylife#Kind of a continuation of earlier#Honestly it may be in part bc I look more Hispanic now?#Like my hair is darker than when I was younger and I have curly hair now (ty immunosuppressants đ¤Š)#Like my sister has always had a bit darker features and she had to tell one of her teachers in hs that English was her first language đ¤ˇââď¸#I think another reason may be the way I talk? I used to use far more formal vocabulary#So maybe now that verbiage is different I come across as âuneducatedâ (which is so stupid and problematic)#But honestly I think geography is the biggest thing back home I was white and here Iâm ânotâ#One of my friends was soooooo shocked that my dad was white like heâs âso whiteâ in comparison to like me and my mom and itâs like idk#Not me being pressed about something from like 12 hours ago đ#But itâs like why is it I have spent almost all my life so normal and I come here and within the last 3 years Iâve had to#Literally point out that English is my first language bc of like stereotypical/insulting assumptions multiple times#Like I hate that itâs my friends that have done it. Like yes old white men at the hospital on 3 occasions have clocked me as not white#Which is whatever but like the whole âthereâs gotta be something mixed in with youâ from elderly sick pol doesnât feel nearly as bad as-#-my peers and friends with their directness and implications
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Genuine question: What do you think of the argument that very white-passing folks â even if they have black parents, grandparents, etc. â cannot call themselves black?
Personally I think whether or not you're black depends on your actual lived reality. My nephew is white passing. He's from the sister who is about the same tone as me, just a little lighter, and the same racial mixture of Irish and afronative, and his very German father. He's got white skin and blonde hair and blue eyes and genuinely if you didn't know that little boy was technically black you would not guess it.
However. He lives with his visibly black mother, his visibly black sister (same racial mix as him, she just got the darker genes), and their visibly black stepfather and visibly black stepsiblings. He's the odd man out, the lightest of the group, and the one that looks like he doesn't belong. And, when you see him next to his family... suddenly the white skin and blonde hair and blue eyes don't cut it for determining his whiteness, because you start to notice that he shares a whole lot of features with the darker skinned members of his family.
Like me, he's put his foot down about his blackness. If asked at school why he's white but his family is black, he will outright state that he's mixed race and that he is actually black and white just like his sister and mother. He's not wrong. He IS black and white and no small part Native, though I think the complexity of the last part is hard for him to grasp at his elementary school level understanding of race politics.
But what is his reality? Well, when he's with his white father, or my white (passing) mother, he's white. Until he opens his mouth to defend his sister or his mother or a friend of his from racism, at which point said racist's eyes laser-focus on every minute detail of his face to pick out the non-European features covered in pale skin.
This is honestly pretty similar to how a Jewish friend of mine describes her experience, how she is white until she opens her mouth to say something positive about Judiasm or negative about antisemitism, at which point every possible Jewish feature on her face comes under intense scrutiny and her white status is revoked immediately. It's also why I'm always on this "antisemitism đ¤ antiblackness" thing.
I also have a Hungarian friend who is equally peeved at the flattening of racial nuance, as he and his family consider themselves mixed race and Eurasian and not just white, however he has had equal amount of people hurting him for his more blatantly Asian features as he's had people telling him he never experiences racism because he's a white European. Similarly, his reality is that he's white until he says something that doesn't align with white supremacy's rules on white opinion and white behavior, at which point every single Asian feature he has is used as punishment against him.
It's not to say that my nephew, my Jewish friend, or my Hungarian friend don't benefit from their perceived whiteness. They do, in fact! My nephew again is a bit young to have this conversation, but my friends have also discussed with me how they have seen that perception occasionally give them a boost as they move through life. And how, if they would want to keep that boost, they'd have to lean into the concept of whiteness and erase a significant portion of their identities in the process.
This is also spoken about at length by Natives forced to assimilate and intermarry with white people to "breed out the savage", as it were. And I know of lightskinned, though imo not white passing, black people who have discussed the same thing. This even is discussed by people in the Irish, Italian, Greek, and Polish diaspora here in the US- how their current status of "white" came at the cost of not only erasing huge portions of their own culture and history but also practically requires them to lean into white supremacy in order to continue to reap the benefits of white privilege, and how the cost is so much higher than the gain especially when you understand that it doesn't work. You can be One Of The Good Ones all you like and someone dedicated to racism is still going to hate you even once you've gotten rid of all the obvious poc.
To put it simply, these aren't new conversations and I'm never going to be anywhere remotely close to "white-passing" so it's sort of a moot point for me. It's not my reality. But I think listening to those who have lived it is better for gaining a more solid understanding. I don't think that my nephew is wrong to call himself black or mixed black. It's technically true, he came out of a black woman. I also think he is going to have a very different life from his sister, from his mother, from his stepfather and stepsiblings, from his black extended family.
I think rejection from the black community would only hurt him, because he is growing up surrounded by black people in a black family learning black culture, so someone telling him that he shares the same features and DNA but his skin is too light to find community there is just hurtful. Who does it help? Who does it protect? To tell a little kid that he can't call himself part of his own family?
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The Dragonâs Spoil (Aemond Targaryen x Rivers! Reader) Part 4
Part 1 Â | Â Part 2 Â | Â Part 3Â Â |Â Â Part 4
Summary: The baseborn daughter with little knowledge of who your Lord father was, your life is caught in the midst of war. The Riverlands are the base for the Greens and the Blacks, dragons loom in the skies, and men die daily, especially within the walls of the cursed Harrenhal. Itâs only when a certain one-eyed dragon comes for his retribution. The year is 130 AC and war endures. Â
A/N: This is the final chapter of The Dragonâs Spoil. I have enjoyed writing this and look forward to the future of writing for more Aemond fics. Long chapter ahead!
Tags:Â More High Valyrian, darker! Aemond (he becomes a bit more bitter whilst the war takes place). Bittersweet and sad ending that follows the end of the Dance of Dragons.
Wordcount: 3,188
The Dragonâs End
It hadnât taken long after falling into Aemondâs bed when you began to spot the difference in Aemondâs behaviour.Â
It started with a hot-tempered defiance: losing his temper and being in a silent rage at everything and everyone. It seemed he was irritated at anyone each day: Criston Cole, a poor squire, his scouts. But the two things he never took it out on were those he held dear to him; you and Vhagar.
You feared how long that would take before his anger faced you.
The war was seemingly not going well in the Greenâs favour, Rhaenyra had been holding the capital, his sister and mother held hostage whilst Aegon remained missing. It was a lot for Aemond to have and face whilst away from his home and family. He found himself remaining in his chambers, asking for you to be by his side. âTo keep his wits with himâ, but you knew it was so he did not lose to his wrath.
âTell me about your mother and sister.â You whispered to him one night, cuddled up into the nook of his arm, wrapped protectively around your bare waist.Â
âMy mother is like a guiding star, she has always been there for me, even after losing an eye,â Aemond held a far-off look, smiling fondly. It brought the youth to come back to him after so many weeks of stress. The lack of sleep had been present in his features and his body ached the more he overworked it.Â
âMy sister, Helaena, she was once so lovely, dreamy some called. My father called it being a dreamer, oneâs mind twisted with dreams and visions of the future, like Daenys, my ancestor. Yet, she has not been the same since Jaehaerysâ death. I fear for her, for all of them.â
âThey sound lovely,â you murmured, and his body heat kept you warm against the chill.
âYou would like them a lot, and they too.â He mumbled in a mixture of consciousness and sleep, his eye fluttering back and forth to trying to remain awake, when you finally leant over to kiss his forehead, muttering softly, âSleep, my Prince and dream of your return to them.â
You didnât return to your chambers again, finding yourself being invited to his bed more and more, sometimes to sleep, to talk and other times when found yourself below him, moaning his name as he found solace between your legs.
Aemondâs whore. The men whispered when they saw you go by. Mistress of darkness, others warned.
They spoke that you had brought the prince to bed, charming him with the mysterious arts of dark magic, old and unearthly.
It had been almost a month into Aemondâs stay and three weeks into sleeping with him when you found a sickness no one else had but yourself. A sickness came over you that had brought you to be bed-bound almost daily â thanks to the worrying Aemond â throwing up the little content of food in your stomach and bringing you to lose a lot of weight.
Aemond was urgent in sending a maester up to see you, to conclude what his suspicions had been. When he waited outside your shared chambers, his worries about your unknown ailment had been answered.
âMy Prince, the Rivers girl is with child.â
He silently takes in the words carefully, not daring to speak, but so many questions come to his mind. âHow long?â
âThree weeks, give or take.â
He is relieved to see the maester leave before he comes in to see you. It almost makes his heart ache unknowingly seeing you in bed, sweating a fever away. âIssa jorrÄelagon,â he murmurs gently, stroking your sweat-bound forehead, swiping away the strands of black hair, âIssa hĹŤra se qÄlossÄs, my strong girl.âÂ
You are roused when you hear him, your hazy gaze is fixed on him, but your mind is consumed with fatigue, the colour had been drained from your face. âAemond?â You linger long enough to see his smile, taking your weakened grasp into his.
âThe maester has solved your issue. You⌠youâre with child.â
The simple words had almost made you sit up suddenly, and the way you looked up at him made Aemond think you looked as if ready to jump out. With a steady hand on your shoulder to push you back down, you spoke in a shaky voice. âIâm⌠with child?â
âMy child, you have a dragon inside you growing,â his voice broke at the final word, and it looked as if he was ready to break down into tears. With a glassy eye similar to the shine of the sapphire in his eye, he was muttering words in High Valyrian that you did not understand.
âI promise Iâll keep you both safe,â he pulled back the thick wool bedsheet, revealing your stomach, before he pressed a gentle and loving kiss to your flesh, âmy growing dragon. My strong, strong girl.â
A wave of happiness had washed over you, mixed in with the disbelief that you had not been barren all this time. It was like a gut punch, sudden and unexpected, and you were left with more questions than answers. Though Aemond was beside you, you could only feel relieved that he was happy to have his child soon. The one thing that had you asking constantly was one you couldnât dare ask him yet: will he bare the name Rivers or Targaryen?
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The Half-Year Queen, was what they called Rhaenyra: the six months was for long she kept the Capital.
It is the way you kept track of your pregnancy, and in those weeks and months, you witnessed how much your belly began to swell with the child inside. Your dresses began to tighten and it became harder to find clothes that fit around your belly.Â
The babe â a boy Aemond proclaimed â is the pride and joy of the Prince, for he keeps a close eye on you, always keeping you in sight.Â
When he is not in Harrenhal, he gets Criston Cole or another knight to watch over you, hovering close by and making sure you did not leave your shared apartment.
It's gruelling being kept off your swollen feet as you begin to feel as though your isolation is wearing thin. Aemond is gone for long days and you crave to be beside him. Heâs your only part of comfort and company, so when he leaves, you crave his return.
The previous morning whilst the two of you broke your fast, came the news from a squire as he interrupted your fast. A letter, scrolled with the sigil of the three-headed dragon was present on the wax, and when Aemond broke the seal and read the letter, his face erupted in a cloud of rage.
Heâs quick on his feet before you or the poor squire can register what is happening, as the One-eyed Prince has almost leapt from the table to wrap his hands around the neck of the poor boy, eye burning with fury.
âAemond, stop it! Let him go!â Youâre stunned, frozen in your spot as you try to get to your feet to separate him from the Prince. Aemond doesnât ignore you, instead, he is quick to let go of the boy and shove him back towards the doors, leaving the squire fleeing and not looking back.
âAemondâmy love, what is happening?â
He does not answer you, instead, he swats your gentle touch from him, shaking you off as he storms out of the room, calling for Criston to bring him his armour.
Glancing at the discarded letter, you look over it with dread spreading through your body. It reads of the defeat of Lord Jason Lannister and his men, the Greyjoy teenager Dalton aligning himself and the Ironborn with Rhaenyra to plunder the Westerlands. The Houses, Bigglestone, Blackwood, Chambers, Charlton, Dustin, Frey, Grey and Perrin are very close to the walls of Harrenhal.Â
You canât move that fast to catch up with Aemond, as heâs hurriedly sprinting back into the yard. Youâre a heartbeat that follows shortly, coming into the courtyard as the ground rumbles and it seems a large shadow or cloud looms.
Vhagar is clumsily getting up and setting off into the sky, with Aemond, wearing plated black armour with gold on her back.Â
Your heart is heavy without him saying goodbye, and you donât know whether he will be back.
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Criston Cole is off himself and is split from Aemond, and the two move as two formidable beasts to combat those marching their way. You donât hear much, but you can see from the tallest tower in Harrenhal that when the Riverlands burn, shadows loom large in the sky as the sky is painted black with ash and destruction. You can imagine Aemond ravaging the Riverlands atop Vhagar, taking down villages, mills, and anything that stood in his way.Â
It's not even a day or two later after he leaves that troops arrive at the front gates of Harrenhal, and they do not carry the banner of a gold dragon on green, but the infamous red dragon on black, with a quartered moon and falcon sigil and silver seahorse.
Harrenhal is ultimately surrounded with ease when the forces of the Blacks come, and you feel as though you are alone with no protection. Those who remain go out to meet the forces in a clash of steel and blood, and the bodies of the remaining forces in the yard are quickly taken out.
Aemond, please, I need you. You pray to yourself, praying to any of the Gods for their protection for the wellbeing of your child. You canât imagine that the forces of the Riverlands would keep you alive, even as youâre the broodmare for the Prince and his child. You were the enemy in their eyes, and you had to think of a way to get out before you were captured.
Escaping through the many desolate and damp hidden corridors that were long forgotten, you find yourself trying to find your way out of Harrenhal. With a hand clutching your belly, you try to stay quick on your feet and vigilant, despite the pain in your swollen feet and the dull ache the more you move.
You find yourself in the Wailing Tower, walking through the various storerooms on the ground floor and cavernous vaults beneath. You could hear noises above, of heavy footsteps and shouting, it only spurred you on to try and move faster.
When you emerged, the only sight to be seen was the postern gate and the ruined sept, burnt from a century ago and unchanged. Your child kicked in tandem with your footsteps, almost as in a warning or to get your attention, as when you looked across the courtyard, you could see the rising number of Black supporters, entering like a swarm of ants.Â
You continued until you slipped past the rear gate, hiding between willowy trees and shrubs. There were few soldiers in this area. A heavy thud came from not far from you, and the ground shook, trees shifting, wailing as they moved one by one. The large silhouette emerged, bronzed and moss-green in hue, the creature hissed and landed lazily, coiling its large head to look upon its back as a figure climbed down from the rigging.
âAemond?â You called out, stepping forth as you caught sight of Vhagar in the full area, seeing Aemond hurry towards you. âIssa jorrÄelagon,â he called to you, engulfing you in a hug and fierce kiss, âAre you hurt?â
âNo, I got out before I was spotted.â
âWe must leave these grounds, we have been surrounded. Cole is dead.â
Dead? Was this the reality you were facing? Surrounded in the middle of a war on the losing side. âYou came back for me.â
Aemond held you in his grasp, looking at you expectantly, âI was not going to leave you to those dogs,â he placed a warm hand on your belly, stroking it tenderly, ânot you or the babe.âÂ
He hurriedly guided you to Vhagar, helping you up despite her size, you somehow managed to clamber up her side and into the saddle, Aemond following. He spoke to Vhagar in a hurry and urgency.Â
âSĹvÄtÄs, Vhagar.âÂ
Vhagar shook like a dog as she rose to her feet, clambering up as she slowly and clumsily took to the skies, heaving her body up and up until she broke into the bank of clouds to disappear out of sight. The chill caught you so high above the clouds, and you clung to the back of Aemond for more protection, shivering.
âWhere will we go, Aemond? Weâre surrounded.â
âNo, I will not let it be,â argued Aemond, âI have to be rid of someone, someone who Iâve set my eyes on for a long time.â
âWho?â
Aemond seemed ingenuous, too boyish, âMy uncle, Daemon, departed from Maidenpool. He challenges me and I intend to face him.â
âNo, no, you canât,â you pleaded, clinging tight to his waist, begging him to listen to you, âI donât want any harm to come to you.âÂ
âMy uncle is nine-and-forty, he is in peak health to beat me,â he coolly responded, âwhen the war is done and my uncle is gone, I will take you to the Capital, but for now, I must get you out of here.â
âYouâre sending me away?â
âFor the safety of the babe,â it seemed to you that there was a deep obsession with his future, his future that grew in your belly. âI am to keep our son safe, no matter what. You are to be sent across to Volantis or maybe Lys.â
You begged him, begged him to not get rid of you. It was as if you could sense this would not go well, not the way he predicted it to. I love you, I love you, I love you! You wished to tell him, to get him to stay and to fly you all across to Essos and live a life in secrecy, away from the politics of Westeros. You knew you could not get Aemond to live a life away from his destiny, especially when his family remained.
âDonât do this, Aemond. Please, if not for me, think of the babe.â
Aemond paused at the mention of his child, and you saw his head turn to look back over at you. There was a deep sadness visible in his features, and it pained you when its next words spoke of how little he cared. You shouldâve known, shouldâve expected it.
âIâm doing this for the babe.â
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With coin pushed in your hand and feeble goodbyes said, you were sent on your way by ship. Aemond could not be seen in Maidenpool when Daemon had just recently left, but with sweet nothings spoken to you, he promised his return.
âIâll take you back to the capital, and pamper you with all the best silks from across Essos, and jade and jewels from Yi Ti.â His words were an innocent omen that you couldnât believe would happen.
Whore. Witch. Bastardborn. Mistress.
You would never be with him.Â
You bid him a solemn farewell, and when you were on the ship was when you wept. It drew the attention of a few who shared a passage with you; a consoling older woman who promised your husband would return when the war was done.
It pained you to think that he couldâve been your husband, but you knew you had to remain strong, and hope you would see him again.Â
You arrived in Lys not long after, and you were given shelter from the same woman who had comforted you. It was enough to get you through the remnants of your pregnancy, but as you waited for the day when large leathery wings fluttered over, it seemed there was no sight of him.
Days turned to weeks. Weeks to months, and no hearing from Aemond came.
It was only when you heard the news from the Capital, of the Black Queenâs death from the order of her half-brother, the death of Helaena, his sister-wife. Daemon Targaryenâs body was not recovered when he challenged Aemond, but you heard of the battle that happened above the Godâs Eye. Vhagar and Caraxes clung with teeth and claw as their bodies clung to one another, plummeting to the ground. It was when Daemon swung a leg over the saddle, leaping across.
You didnât want to hear anything else or what had happened to Aemond, but your blood had turned cold, your heart aching. Your heart ached for one loss, but another soon arrived to fill the void.
The son you did not believe you could have, came screaming like the dragon he was meant to be.
Gaemon came in the middle of the night, the same day when King Aegon II was murdered in 131, and Rhaenyraâs eldest son from Daemon, Aegon was crowned. He was a pale, tiny creature who came early, with wisps of dark brown hair and a curl of silver-gold. His eyes were clear lilac, and no one batted an eye, believing your lost husband long ago.Â
Your son looked every part like Aemond, and you spent many nights watching over him with tears in your eyes, remembering the little memories you had of the One-Eyed Prince. Gaemon was a quiet babe who rarely cried and rarely laughed, but he was bright and curious and kind the bigger he grew with the years passing by.
You and Gaemon remained in Lys when collected money to go to Volantis, where you found work in different sectors to collect money, as a barmaid, then as a handmaiden for a noble family. Gaemon grew and grew, and Aemondâs features grew more into the boy.
âMuĂąnykeÄ, who was my Kepa?â He was seven when he asked you the same question. It had been night as you cooked dinner. The bigger he got, the harder it was to keep diverting his curious questions.
âHe was a Prince,â you finally tried telling him the truth, the lines on your face had grown deeper the older you got, âhe was a Kingâs younger brother.â
âThe brother of Aegon III?â He beamed and you could smile at his naivetĂŠ.
âYes, my sweet son. He was a dragonrider of the largest dragon in the world. But both are now gone.â
âWere you and Kepa married?â He asked.
There was a sad smile that graced your face and it felt as if his presence was near. The same way he was near you when you remembered the days in Harrenhal. It was the comfort of a hug as a shadow fell across you and hugged you from behind, warm and almost familiar.
âI was his Lady.â
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Issa jorrÄelagon â My Love
Issa hĹŤra se qÄlossÄs â My moon and stars
SĹvÄtÄs â Fly
MuĂąnykeÄ â Mother
Kepa â Father
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tom: do we come to the reality that friendships as adults is just another area in out adult lives that we have to figure out? i do miss the days when you could just say you liked someone's shirt on a playground and they become your best friend. i try to be but you're kind and i can't overlook that. it takes a lot to be kind these days. it was lovely to see you in berlin, love. did you have a good time getting to be a part of the culture? it fascinating to be at a proper oktoberfest. when i tell you that mia loved getting to meet you, i truly mean that. she absolutely loved your little family and that makes me realize we need to get together more often. care to make this a monthly thing? now that would be hilarious to see! went the opposite direction on the skills but how lovely your house would be when he's older and can play music for you all. christmas carols on the piano? i may have to crash your holidays. i have a feeling that scarlett and mia will be running over these boys before they even know it. i can only send pictures if you promise to send me them in return because this smile? why are they always so precious when they don't have teeth? pure gums. she's got a beauty to her then and i have no doubt that she gets it from you. would you say that weston looks more like danny then? i can see the similarities in their features. oh, i would never. besides, we all get overly emotional about our kids. they're our greatest treasures, least that's how i see it so you're fully warranted to go off about how much you adore them. they're yours and the best parts of you, yeah? has it been nice having kids close together? i tend to think about having more kids, now more than i ever have because mia is getting closer to being one but... it's mental thinking about her growing up and being a big sister eventually. i know that i'm ready but i just need the greenlight from nat since she's the one that calls that shots. she had a relatively easy pregnancy with mia but i want her to be ready more than anything. one of five? ah, one more and i am so i do get it. are you the youngest? oldest, like me? how has the season been going for danny?
Liv: it's just harder. when you're a kid, you see your friends every day at school or in the neighborhood. when you're an adult, your friends could be all over the world so it takes actual effort to keep the friendship. which i don't hate at all, because the people who want to be in your life make that effort. it doesn't mean you talk every day, but effort is effort in my eyes. what's the sense in being mean? feels like a wasted effort in my opinion. germany was really fun! i'd never been before so it was amazing to be there during such an iconic time. big fan of the dirndl. have you been before? aww, what a sweetheart! mia is stunning and you might have a little model on your hands. can we? i could kiss her cute little cheeks all day long and scarlett loved having someone a little more alert than her brother to play with. if you ever want to come to vegas to catch a game, let me know. though i wouldn't be offended if vegas is the last place you want to visit đ my entire family is musical â we all sing and play at least one instrument. danny has a nice voice and plays the guitar, so it's really not an option that these kids will be musical in some way. you're more than welcome to crash any time, especially if we're in rhode island because christmas there is nothing short of pure magic. of course! you don't have to ask me twice considering my camera roll is mostly of them. and you better be sending mia pics in exchange! aww, thank you. obviously i think she's gorgeous but it's nice hearing it from an unbiased source too! a little bit! his eyes are darker, but he reminds me a lot of scarlett so it'll be interesting to see if he grows more into his amendola side. ideal for me, because a mini danny would be the cutest thing! hopefully they're the best parts of us. it's all any parent wants for their kids, right? i've enjoyed their close age range. it's hard right now because they're both so dependent on us but i think that they'll be close when they're older. and it helps that we're still on diaper duty with scarlett so we didn't get spoiled with having to go back to them. i've heard that's the worst, haha! one is still little, but there's no right or wrong way to go. you have to do what's best for you and your family, and sometimes it just happens and it's a nice surprise when it does. whether mia is one or eleven, she's going to be an amazing big sister! smart man to realize it's your wife who calls the shots! every pregnancy is different too. scarlett was a fairly quick birth and weston came twice as fast, which was slightly terrifying but not at the same time since we had already been through it once before. you're the oldest? how old is your youngest sibling? no, i'm right in the middle â the neglected middle child, which speaks so much to my personality haha! @tcmhcll
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Gaara X Innocent! Reader - "Hellfire"
Gaara's age is bumped up to 16 in this btw, and the reader is 16 as well. This takes place the night Gaara kills that one Sound Ninja on the rooftop, during the chunin exams. Also, Gaara might be considered a Yandere, but I don't know (you'll see why lol) Lastly, when I talk about Gaara burning, I mean it metaphorically. Yes, this is 100% based off The Hunchback of Notre Dame
FYI! This story isn't very romantic so if you're a fan of slightly darker stories, go ahead snd read this I suppose. Plus Y/N is kinda a coward in this
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There he sat, on top of the rooftop late at night. Tomorrow would be the full moon, when Gaara's power would increase in perfect timing for another battle in the chunin exams. Competition is getting tough and examtakers are either extra aggressive with everyone or forming alliances. Not only that, but so many people are winning each challenge that too few people are being eliminated. That's all that's important and all that will be important until the Sand Village finally finishes off Konoha with the help of the Sound Village. But how, even with these much more important factors, is the only thing Gaara could think about is some normal pediatrician girl?
The moment he met her in the streets, a flame was set in his heart. He had been walking through Konoha after register for the exams and noticed a pretty young girl running through the streets, shouting for help. All she received was weird glances and eye rolls, however Gaara and his siblings caught on. Much to his sister and brother's surprise, Gaara had no problems hearing her pleas and then defending her. Someone had been following her; someone who her family had bad history with and from the looks of it, that person planned to hurt her.
He had no problems escorting her home and listening to her talk along the way. Her voice was so soft, her colorful kimono and flowers in her hair fitting for someone with an innocent and sweet personality. She seemed to be oblivious to the mysterious looks of Gaara and his siblings, or the way Gaara was so cold and silent. She payed no mind and spoke to him as id he was normal; like he was human. And it was that fact, her ignoring his dangerous aura, that lit that flame.
After since that day, that flame grew so strong. Every set of bright shades of the colors she wore on her clothes, every flower that she decorated herself with, every word or item that she mentioned in the little time she spoke to him, and everyone with E/C eyes would make him think of her. That sweet, kind, oblivious girl. It's like she cast a spell on him to make him slowly burn alive; that little flame she set it him would quickly grow into hellfire. His burning desires to see her again, to hold her, to love, traveled through his skin and veins. It didn't take long for Gaara to convince himself she did something cruel to him to use his demon, just like his father is using his demon to destroy Konoha in a few days.
Gaara was began to assume the girl was mocking him when she spoke to him so lightly; that he was no one to be afraid of. It was so insulting, but she was able to hide her cruel and disgraceful jeers under a sweet and loving facade and cute clothing. That has to be it, he thought. No one could ever like me, no one can love me, other than me. More and more of Gaara's thoughts were consumed, then all at once, by thoughts of her. She was like a demon dragging him to hell to torture forever. That beautiful girl with those lovely E/C eyes and pretty clothing was using him, he convinced himself. And someone like that deserved death.
That sweet, young girl had a name; Y/N. She was incapable of sleeping, as a terrible feeling in her stomach was keeping her awake. She pouted her lip and huffed, poking her stomach and whispering to herself, "I want that bad feeling to go away!" That feeling was pure anxiety and a hint of fear. These emotions were very uncommon for Y/N as she had always. Even a positive thinker with lots of love in her heart for even villains to an extent. She sighed, turning over in her bed on her back for sitting up, flipping her legs over her bedside. She stood up and put on a soft kimono over her pajamas and walked to the front door of her home, put on her sandels, and walked out. "Maybe a nice walk around the village will tire me out!"
"It's almost the full moon," Gaara said aloud. "My power will only grow stronger." He stood up, staring intensly at the moon as if it's the only thing keeping him from being devored by his hellish thoughts. His thoughts of how lovely it would be to destroy that girl who made his chest feel warm and his face heat up when she talked to him. That girl who made him feel the way he feels about himself, only a bit different. He had never felt romantic love to anyone, and for him to suddenly feel so strongly about someone instantly convinced him that she did something to him. Someone who would ever control him like would burn in hell before the hellfire consumes him first.
A rough, quiet and threatening voice erupted from behind the redhead. He paid no mind to anything that came out of the mouth of the Sound Village ninja rather just acknowledged that he wanted a fight. Without even realizing it, all that bloodlust built up through thinking of Y/N was released, ending in that Sound Village ninjas blood being spilled all over the roof top. It felt like a weight was taken off his back when he killed the ninja, but in the back of his head he knew it wasn't enough. Gaara didn't want that petty ninja, only that witch known as Y/N. Every passing second, that hellfire coursing through his veins were blazing out of control, weren't they?
"Maybe a nice walk around the village will tire me out!" Gaara's ears perked at that voice. That voice. Y/N's voice. Just like that, Gaara's need for blood grew strong again but this time, it felt different. He killed the Sound Village Ninja with aggression, but knowing he could kill Y/N now that he heard her close by made him feel an exciting kind of bloodlust. Those flames coursing through his body grew hotter every second, growing ever more desperate to get his hands on her.
"It's been a while since I've seen the garden at night come to think about. The moon is bright tonight so it's bound to be pretty sight!" That sweet, soft voice called out from the ground, below Gaara's feet. She walked the pathway it takes to find a nearby lake, where a nice little garden lays. A smile rose on Gaara's face; one of pure hate and excitement. His chest pained to greatly at the thought of her death, but that hellfire coursing through his body was telling him to hurt her. The front of his mind was screaming for him to kill her and use her blood as a piece of his deadly sand, but the back of his kind was whispering for him to comprehend how he feels about her first.
So he began to follow her. Gaara quietly walked from the rooftops, not daring to make a single sound. He continued to smile as he followed her, his smile growing the more he heard her talk to herself. Such a sweet girl with such a pure heart. It's a shame someone with Gaara's problems sees her as a witch because he loves her. As another 10 minutes go by, Y/N began walking into the woods and towards the lake. Gaara jumped to the ground without making a sound and followed her discreetly by hiding behind trees. He stopped when Y/N did. Y/N's eyes widened and sparkled at the amazing sight before her; the moon reflecting on the lake as beautiful flowers and trees accompanied toads on lilipads in the water. Pure bliss.
"Wow...It's incredible!" She laughed in awe. "My arms feel so weak at the sight," she spoke again as her smile widened. "I wish mom was here to see this!" Gaara hummed, looking over the scenery as well. It wasn't very interesting, but it was something he supposed. After all, Y/N loved it. Gaara looked around and saw no one nearby, meaning now would be a great time to react. He silently tip toed over to Y/N, using trees to cover himself. However, Y/N spotted him when she looked around the area in case there was anyone nearby (after all, she was being loud and who knows who lived in the area).
"Hmm? Hi, you there!" She said, waving her hand towards that silhouette behind that tree. Gaara'a face turned into one of the confusion, his "eyebrows" furrowing. Why isn't she scared of someone creeping up behind her in the woods? "Sorry if I'm bothering you! I just wanted to see what's it's like here at night. I can leave if you want," she said, swaying her body back and forth.
"...No, it's quite alright," Gaara replied as he stepped from behind the trees. He walked up the her, and instantly Y/N recognized him. She gasped, surprised.
"I remember you! You're the one that saved me! Thank you so much!" She giggled, clasping her hands together and bowing deeply. "My deepest thanks." Gaara paused, feeling his cheeks heat up a bit.
"My heart is pounding," he mumbled allowed, pressing his hand against his chest. "What have you done to me?" He asked, tilting his head to the side. Y/N stood up straight, giving him a questioning hum in return. Her face looked so innocent and sweet; it's all apart of that facade, isn't it? Gaara growled, roughly grabbing Y/N's shoulders and pulling her close. She jumped, gasping a little at the sudden action. "I said, what did you do to me? Where did this hellfire come from, you witch!" His voice went from his normal calm tone to a scream instantly.
Y/N's eyes widened and her body started to shiver a little. She furrowed her eyebrows together, stuttering out a reply. "I-I don't understand..." That answer wasn't good enough for Gaara as he had no problem throwing her to the ground and looming over her with a look of anger across his facial features. His fist was clenched so tight that his veins were showing. "I don't know what you're talking about!" Y/N yelled out fearfully, covering her face. Tears began to swell in her eyes and her voice became shakey.
Sand began to pour out from behind him and his heart ate picked up again. That flame in his heart was so strong and terrifying to Gaara that he was okay with killing the girl he fell in love with right then and now. His body was so scared that it wanted to kill her, but his heart was too scared to rid such a wonderful girl from the world forever. "Tell me, witch. What did... you do?" He asked again, staring at her so intensely that she could feel his eyes burning into her skin. She sniffed, now too scared to reply upon seeing that sand loom over her.
After a few moments, he screamed, "tell me!" Y/N chocked up on tears, taking a deep breath before replying.
"I don't know any magic or special jutsus, sir! I didn't do anything to you!" She cried out, slowly sitting up. "I'm sorry!" Gaara hissed, silent for a couple minutes. In that time, Gaara remained still as Y/N slowly began to stand up. In her mind, she was recalling words her mom once spoke to her about dangerous people. People are born innocent and harmless and only bad environments or situations can taint their purity. With that in mind, Y/N assumed that Gaara had problems that she couldn't understand. And with a heart as pure as her's, she had already forgave Gaara for scaring her and already felt sympathy for him. She slowly walked closer to him, the hairs on her neck standing up with anxiety, and put an arm on his shoulder.
That touch made him snatch back to reality. He slowly put his hand on top of her's; he was so confused and overwhelmed with opposing emotion and thought. "Then why? Why do you make me feel this way?" He asked in a low rough voice. Y/N began to wrap her arms around him and then hug him softly, shutting her eyes tightly. She managed to push her worried back as she found giving this sad, sad man affection was more important. Gaara felt his chest grow warm again and suddenly, she chuckled.
"I think your hellfire consumed me. I can't even find it in myself to kill you anymore, witch. I think I'm in love with you," he said, blinking away tears. He was so scared and his body pained to kill her, but he just couldn't. He was so overwhelmed with the pleasant feeling of Y/N arms being around him to ever lay a finger on her in anger. Instead he just hugged her back tightly, stuffing his face into the crook of her neck and sniffing. He was obviously holding back tears, which didn't work very well. Afterall, for the first time in forever, he felt like he could show a little bit of a soft side.
"You're gonna control me, aren't you? Use my feelings against me and bend me to your will? You're so cruel, even with the face of an angel." Y/N hummed, not understanding his comments. She just sighed, hugging him tighter and opening her eyes.
"Hey, Gaara, isn't it? Why don't we spend time out here tomorrow? I'd like to get to know you better."
Gaara grunted in response, closing his eyes and wiping his tears with on arm, keeping his other arm tightly around her smaller form. Yeah, whatever hellfire he feels has completely consumed him before he could stop it.
Lol sorry this written to bad!
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prologue | part 1 | part 2 | part 3
pairing: greaser!jeno lee x rich!reader; part of a collab by @neovisionedâ
genre: greaser!au; runaways!au; criminal!au; angst/fluff/smut
word count: 10.4k
warnings: infidelity, miscarriages of justice, johnnyâs a huge asshole in this iâm so sorry, a lot of straight up classism, explicit mentions of sex (fingering), vehicular manslaughter, armed robbery, general unarmed violence and fighting, pistol-whipping
a/n: so i know a lot of people loved the fact that my most recent long fic (surgeon jaemin!) focused on side characters, but iâve made this fic pretty jeno-centric on purpose, and i hope itâs still as enjoyable as possible for readers!Â
May 29, 1957
Heâs always been easy on the eyes.Â
Itâs shallow, and a great part of him knows it. Still, as far back as he can remember, Jenoâs always had one thing, and one thing only: his looks. When he was 7 and starving on the streets, terrified of going back to a broken, lifeless home, heâd use his adorable face to elicit pity and pizza from the aging man who ran the local diner. When he was 15 and growing into himself, his blossoming attractiveness got the girl in his geometry class to give him her homework to copy off of, free of charge. When heâd first started working at the garage, a high school dropout at the age of 17, it was his ârugged handsomenessâ - review courtesy of the college girls who trailed their rich boyfriends as they searched for cheap fueling and car repairs - that called in tips by the handful.Â
Jenoâs always had his looks. Thatâs why, even though he thinks itâs silly of him, he canât help but look at you with eyes that are overflowing with apprehension. He grips the blond hair-dye just a little too tightly, fingers making whatâll be lasting indents in the plastic box.Â
âDo I really have to do this?â
You arch an eyebrow, wrenching the dye out of his iron-grip as you do. Jeno watches, feeling more helpless than he has been this whole time as you shake its contents out into your hand. The bleach and the agent you mix it with fall into your open palm, followed by the barely darker dye. You read the instructions over once, twice, before finally looking up to meet Jenoâs trained gaze.Â
Itâs all you can do to heave a heavy sigh.
âYou were framed for a robbery, and then you stole a car and accidentally kidnapped me, but the hill you choose to die on is dyeing your hair? Really? If youâre like this now, what are you going to do when we get tattooed?â
âI - We - Tattoos?â Jeno squawks, and you canât help but sigh again before rolling your eyes.��
Itâs going to be a long night. Amidst it all, you canât help but think back to how everything started.
As Jeno keeps his glare trained on the dye, you canât help but assume that heâs doing the same.Â
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Day One: May 25, 1957
Cherry red lips, wanton giggles, a skirt thatâs too short, even by what she calls her âvery own tramp standardsâ. Jeno canât get enough of it all - canât get enough of her, heâs so intoxicated by her. Itâs in the way her head falls back, her mouth falls open, her knees fall down, allowing her legs to fall wide. He leans over her, his well muscled arms making it easy to hover instead of collapse on top of her as he coaxes her release from her, two fingers deep in her spasming cunt while his thumb works away at her clit. Jenoâs close - so close - to what he wants, but he doesnât dare to chase after it; instead of pressing his lips to hers and tasting that enticing lipstick for himself, he settles for pressing his forehead against hers, letting his soft breath land against the silent scream her mouth is currently displaying.Â
Her chest heaves, her next breaths come out in gasps. As she settles down, Jeno canât keep himself from dipping his head down, pressing a gentle and completely chaste kiss against the skin of her stomach between her belly-button and her underwear line. She squirms at the feeling of his warm lips against her now-hot skin, and he chuckles against her body before pulling away for good, though not before wiping his fingers on her thigh.Â
ââS that good, Jess?â He quirks an eyebrow, pulling a handkerchief from his back pocket for her to wipe the sweat across her forehead with. âThereâs grease on that s- yeah, thatâs the good side.â
âYou sure know how to charm a girl, Jeno Lee,â The woman responds dryly, though he doesnât miss the pleased smirk that crosses her features. She swipes at her inner thighs once before tossing the handkerchief - or, really, rag - at the mechanic, who catches it with ease and stuffs it back where it came from.Â
âYouâre the one who wanted to be fingered in the passenger seat of Johnny Suhâs car, filthy girl,â Jeno throws back, not surprised when Jess swats at his arm at the mention of her boyfriend. She loves Johnny, Jeno knows she does, but that doesnât stop her from begging for Jenoâs fingers or tongue or, if sheâs got time, his dick, whenever she stops by the City Motors garage that Jenoâs been employed at for the past two months. She always comes in driving Johnnyâs red Chevy Bel Air convertible. He knows itâs bad of her and bad for him, especially if Johnny ever gets wind of it, but he canât find it in himself to stop, not when itâs free spank bank material.Â
Jenoâs probably a bad person for it. He doesnât really care - after all, itâs just sex. If emotions were involved - and they never are, not for Jeno, not when it comes to getting his dick wet - it might be a different story. That, and itâs Johnny Suhâs girl.Â
Jeno fucking hates Johnny Suh.Â
âSay, speaking of John,â Jess says, seemingly sufficiently cooled down by now. âI keep meaning to and forgetting to ask - youâre the same age as his sister, arenât you?âÂ
â(Name)?â Jeno asks, his brow furrowing when he gets a nod of confirmation. âYeah, I mean, we were in the same homeroom and shit this past year. Why?â
âJust curious. Youâll probably see her a lot more often from now on, honestly - she got a job at the diner when they had that hiring spree last week.â Jess flicks her head vaguely towards Jeno, and he knows itâs because, if he turns around and looks out the window, heâll be staring directly at Kimâs, what can be considered the only good eatery on this side of town. He tries his best to seem even vaguely interested at what Jess is saying - going so far as to crane his neck backwards in order to look at the same diner he sees day in and day out - but she calls his bluff easily. Instead of saying anything, she just rolls her neck out before finally shoving the car door open.
âSay âhiâ to her sometimes, yâknow?â She asks, peering in once sheâs standing. âFor me. Forget that sheâs a Suh sometimes. She needs to talk to more people, anyways.â Jess states, her gaze imploring. Still, Jeno canât help but scoff at the last thing she says, prompting an affronted look from the woman whoâs looking expectantly at him.Â
â(Name)? Needing to talk to more people? Everyone adores her, sheâs always with some new person getting into some bullshit. Honestly, she probably needs to talk to less people at this point.â Jeno explains himself so as to not garner anymore adversity from his fuckbuddy, though the way he squints in mild disbelief at Jessâ suggestion annoys her anyways. The mild petulance that comes through only serves to remind Jess that Jeno is, in fact, only 19 - and while her being 21 doesnât change their dynamic much, it does bring about some slight difference in maturity.Â
She tends to overlook it because the benefits seem to outweigh the detractors.
As Jess makes eye contact with Jeno, though, she knows he wonât listen to her friendly suggestion. She doesnât know why she bothers, sometimes - even though sheâs only in it for the sex, heâs really only in it for the sex. As far as anyoneâs concerned, Jeno Lee does only two things, and he does them well: fix cars and fuck. Considering that heâs a high school drop-out with no plans of college or trade school, Jess supposes that he doesnât have much else to do.Â
âWhatever,â She finally acquiesces, not bothering to return the small smirk Jeno throws at her. âWhatâs the time?â
âItâs about 4:45,â The mechanic responds without even checking his wristwatch, though Jess doesnât doubt that heâs right. âWhat timeâs he coming by for his car again?â
âCouple minutes past 5. Got a smoke? I need one.â Jess is still peering into the car from outside, her expression making it seem like sheâs waiting for something more than a quick cigarette break. Jeno holds her gaze steady for a beat, two beats, before he breaks away, pushing the door open on his side so he can finally get out too. After all, the car is honestly kind of cramped, and absolutely not ideal for what theyâve been getting up to in it⌠week after week after week.Â
âYou should tell your boyfriend to stop fucking up his car,â Jeno states simply, leaning over the fabric top of Johnnyâs convertible. Itâd been the left sideview mirror today, the transmission last week, the rims the week before. It wouldnât surprise Jeno if Jess drives in four days from now with a crack in the windshield and her underwear already around her knees. Jess says nothing, only leveling Jenoâs stare. He waits, finally breaking it for the second time in a row once heâs sure sheâs sweating a little bit in her new boots. The small smirk he allows himself as he beckons for her to follow him back into the garage is reward enough for him. Thereâs a pack of Camels set on his work bench, open in such a way that Jeno knows Jaemin mustâve taken one earlier when theyâd started their shift together.Â
âHelp yourself, doll.â Jeno says, gesturing vaguely towards it after pulling a cigarette out for himself. He swipes the lighter off of Jaeminâs desk - his friendâs on a late lunch break at the diner right now anyways - and uses it to light up his own smoke before tossing it underhandedly to Jess.Â
âDonât âdollâ me,â She scoffs, her words muffled around the cigarette thatâs now in between her lips. He admires her hands, her nimble red-tipped fingers as she lights it up, pulling it out from her mouth and letting it dangle between two fingers before setting the lighter down on top of the pack. âYou know only Johnnyâs allowed to call me that.â
âIf he had that much of a handle on you, you wouldnât be crying for my cock every week now, would you?â
âI donât cry,â Jess protests, and Jeno finds both her sudden indignance, and the fact that this is the hill she chooses to die on, kind of cute. He has no feelings toward her, sure, but it doesnât mean he canât admire her for what she is: art. And someoneâs gotta nail masterpieces against walls, right?
âYou get the gist.â Jeno brushes her complaint aside with ease, blowing smoke out through one corner of his mouth before he speaks. âTell him to watch where he parks so he doesnât screw up his mirrors again. Thereâs gotta be some limit on daddyâs money.â
âWhy donât you tell him yourself?â Jess throws back, and Jeno canât stop himself from rolling his eyes.
âHis highness wonât talk to a lowly greaser like me, obviously. Probably thinks I spend all my tip money on hair oil or some stupid shit. You really picked one for yourself, Jess. Outdid yourself on the asshattery of the last one. The fact that he makes you drop his car off when heâs the one who screws it up should be a red flag itself.â Even talking about Johnny has a pit of dread growing in the bottom of Jenoâs stomach, and he drops his half-smoked cigarette to the ground before crushing it under his work boots. He knows it isnât the cig making him feel sick, but he suddenly has no appetite left for nicotine anymore.Â
âYouâre lucky our friendship predates my relationship, or Iâd fuck you up for saying shit like that,â Jess warns, though thereâs no real bite behind her bark. She drops her cigarette to the ground too, and Jeno steps on it so she doesnât have to.Â
âCanât believe youâre deciding to keep some kind of allegiance to me based solely on the fact that our moms used to stick us together when they went to whore around downtown while our dads were being drunken good-for-nothings somewhere or the other,â Jeno scoffs in faux disbelief even as his eyes fold into half moons. Jess allows herself a small grin at the expense of their younger selves as well. They both know better than anyone that shared traumas can only make bonds stronger. âWhenâll you tell your prissy, pompous, prick of a partner that youâre one of the lowlifes he hates so much?â
âHe already knows that I wasnât⌠well off before I got my job at the salon,â Jess replies carefully, doing her best not to incriminate her boyfriend in the eyes of someone who already loathes him. âBesides, he honestly isnât that bad. He says shit sometimes, yeah, but he knocks it off if I tell him to. Shouldnât affect whether or not you talk to (Name), anyways.â
Jess slips you into the conversation so easily that it almost gives Jeno whiplash trying to process what sheâs said. When heâs done, itâs all he can do but to let out a confused query.
âThe hell does (Name) have to do with this?â
âI mean, youâre the same age, and you kind of know each other. I just figured that...â
Suddenly, Jessâ motives dawn on Jeno. Judging by the way she trails off, ending her sentence both sheepishly and abruptly, she sees that heâs figured her out, too.
âAre you fucking trying to set me up with your scummy boyfriendâs sister?â
âHe isnât scummy! And, I mean, not necessarily. Maybe. Just a little, but come on! Isnât it right for me to want two people I love and care for to find love and caring in each other?â Jessâ words come out harried, and she flaps her arms around a bit to try and prove the point she just canât seem to hit on. Jenoâs brows furrow even more, and he canât help his incredulous snicker.
âYou, Miss âI just got fingered by a childhood friend in my boyfriendâs car for what has to be, like, the sixth time in four weeksâ, want to talk about whatâs right and whatâs not?â Jeno points out, and Jess winces slightly. He knows itâs a bit of a low blow - yes, Jess is a cheater, and itâs completely terrible of her, and maybe even Johnny Suh deserves better than someone whoâs unfaithful, but if Jess is the one committing the crime then Jenoâs aiding and abetting. He can see the hurt flash across his friendâs features, and he allows himself to soften for a moment before speaking again. âIâm sure (Name) is nice and all, but Iâm not looking for a relationship right now. If I was, I wouldnât be messing around with you, or anyone for that matter.â
Jess sighs, but itâs a sigh of acceptance. She glances down wistfully at the smushed cigarette sheâd abandoned earlier, making no move to get another one. Jeno assumes sheâs trying to cut back - the cost of a pack has gone up again.Â
âI do love him, you know that, right?â Jess says, voice soft and sincere in a way that has Jenoâs eyes flicking up to meet her own. âI just - I canât give all of myself to him, you know? Not yet, anyways. Not after everything thatâs happened in my life. It isnât justification, itâs justâŚâ
âYouâve been dealt so many bad hands that you donât know how to play poker anymore,â Jeno finishes, smiling gently at his friend. âYeah, I get it. Iâm just your pain relief, remember? You donât have to explain yourself to me. Fuck first, friends later.â
âPretty sure itâs the other way around,â Jess rolls her eyes, though she knows heâs just messing with her. They might use each other, but their friendship predates any sexual relationships either of them have been having with anyone. They both know that Jess doesnât just drop by the garage to drop her panties, although that is what happens first and foremost every time.Â
Before Jeno can quip back at her, the telltale thrum of a carâs engine draws his attention away from his friend. Both of them turn their heads simultaneously to see none other than Yuta Nakamoto pull up in his Thunderbird, Johnny Suh riding shotgun beside him. Jeno doesnât miss the way Jess perks up, her grin dazzling as she spots her boyfriend. He canât say the same for himself, not when his stomach drops at the sight of the two men.Â
Yuta at least has the âdecencyâ to shoot Jeno a patronizing smirk. Johnny doesnât even acknowledge the man beside his girlfriend, instead turning directly to appraise his fixed up car after giving Jess a quick peck on the cheek.Â
âFunny,â Johnny remarks thoughtfully once heâs done with his once-over. âAre you sure you fixed this? It doesnât reek of grease or anything. Maybe you underdid your hair today, kid, hmm?âÂ
Jenoâs suddenly hyper-aware of how slicked back his pitch black hair is, and his fingers twitch at how badly he wants to push it back again, both out of nervousness and anger. He says nothing, only clenching his jaw in response.
âLeave him be, John,â Jess speaks up, holding her hand out for her boyfriend to take. He grabs it naturally. âHeâs a good kid.â
Johnnyâs cocky, holier-than-thou grin slips a little at seeing his girl - his girl - defend someone he equates to the bottom of his shoe, and Jeno notices it. For a moment, it seems like thereâs a rebuttal sitting on the tip of his tongue. His necessity to keep his girlfriendâs approval wins him over, though, and Johnny says nothing more, only asking Jess to hand him the key he knows she has.Â
Yuta leaves first, though not before confirming their next whereabouts with Johnny. He slides back into the driversâ seat of his Thunderbird, raises his eyebrow at Jeno through the windshield, and backs out slowly but surely. Jeno isnât a big fan of Yuta, either, but at least the man respects his car.
The same canât be said for Johnny.Â
He slams the passengersâ side door shut once Jess gets in, and Jeno canât help the wince he gives at the noise. In that moment, he feels deeply for the Bel Air, wishing he could jailbreak it from the hell it must be experiencing at the Suh household. Right before Johnny gets into the driverâs seat, he stops, eyes flitting towards Jeno as he digs something out of his pockets.Â
Jeno watches as Johnny flicks a dime into the open tip jar they leave out on a rickety old stool, stands there and takes it as the older man shoots him the kind of wolffish grin that never reaches anyoneâs eyes.Â
âBuy yourself something nice,â Johnny says, smirking as he looks Jeno up and down. He takes in the peeling leather on the greaserâs workboots, the grease stains on his blue jeans, the way his white tank top is soaked through with sweat, his ratty leather jacket lying across his workbench. When he looks back up, eyes meeting Jenoâs, the latter canât help but feel as if heâs just been searched.
âAt least⌠if you even know what âniceâ means.â Johnny finally finishes, smirking maddeningly at Jeno. Before any rebuttal can be made, Johnnyâs inside his car and turning on the ignition. Jess waves goodbye to Jeno, albeit sheepishly, who only raises a hand in parting. Itâs only after theyâve disappeared, tearing down Central Street, that Jeno registers Jaemin leaning against the corner of the garage. Itâs evident by the way his friend is standing that he hadnât actually witnessed anything, and Jeno finds that he wants to keep his interactions to himself today. Itâs also evident that, while Jeno has nothing to tell Jaemin, the opposite does not stand true.
âWhatâs up?â Jeno asks, picking up and tossing the Camels at Jaemin on what is, by this point, sheer muscle memory. He throws the lighter right after, and Jaemin catches them both with ease. This is unsurprising - before school, life, and work all became too hard to balance, Jaemin had been a catcher on the local high school baseball team.Â
âThereâs a new broad behind the counter at Kimâs,â Jaemin says, sticking the cigarette in his mouth and lighting it as he speaks, all with the kind of finesse that only comes from years of doing the same thing. âLooks familiar, âm sure Iâve seen her before - proâly went to school together. Damn pretty, looks more your type than mine, though.â
Jeno doesnât really care, frankly, but itâs Jaemin and heâll always humor Jaemin. That, and theyâve got about an hour âtil the next person with an appointment comes in, so heâs got some time to kill.Â
âYou wouldnât know if you went to school with her, considering you only ever fuckinâ showed up to play ball. I donât think I ever saw you in class.â Jeno scoffs, though he knows he should probably keep speaking when Jaemin throws him a scathing glare. âHow can you be so sure that sheâs my type?â
Jaemin takes the cigarette out of his mouth, waving it around aimlessly as he finally walks over to his own workbench, right beside Jenoâs. Heâs got a couple of chairs beside it, and he shoves one towards Jeno before sitting down himself. Jeno, for his part, swings his chair around so he can sit down backwards as he faces Jaemin, folding his arms over the back of it and resting his chin on top of his forearm. Once theyâre both situated, Jaemin finally speaks again.
âPretty, but doesnât remind me of any of the greaser girls or the rich girls, somehow. Guess she doesnât fit in that way. Smart, either talks animatedly or doesnât say shit at all. Seemed all bright-eyed but with sumân dark behind them. Mysterious, just a bit. Paint a good enough picture for you, asshole?â Jaemin good-naturedly flicks some ash towards his friend, drawing forth a chuckle from the other man.Â
âSounds like youâre describinâ a book character,â Jeno throws back, causing Jaemin to roll his eyes even as heâs genuinely smiling. âBeen spending too much time with Mark.â
âMaybe so,â Jaemin acquiesces, leaning forward in his chair to look Jeno in the eyes. He turns his head to the side, blowing smoke out through his lips before looking back. âDoesnât change the fact that sheâs good for you. Really, I think you two could hit it off. Even got her number for you.â
âYouâre that desperate to pawn me off, huh?â Jeno raises an eyebrow, though he holds out his hand for Jaemin to drop a slightly-crumpled napkin into. He might not go for whatever girl it is romantically, but it might be good to go on a date or two just to keep himself from getting too rusty with the girls. That, and he has to admit that sitting at home, tinkering with the houseâs clocks or yelling at Donghyuck not to use up all the hot water for the week is less appealing than having a nice night out (or a nice night in, depending on the girl). He supposes heâs mildly optimistic as he unfolds the napkin, even allowing himself a small grin at the idea of doing something outside of his ordinary, everyday, work to home to work to home life.
Jenoâs smile fades fast once he sees whatâs scrawled messily on the napkin in black ink.Â
(Name) Suh
XXX-XXX-XXXX ;)
He blinks once, blinks twice, before letting out a groan and allowing his head to drop onto the wood of the chairâs back. Jaemin, concerned, asks if heâs alright, but Jeno just ignores him, too busy wallowing in the cosmic irony of his best friend giving him the number of the one girl he would never get with.Â
âIs this about the chick or is it something else? I saw Johnny Suh pull out of here, that motherfucker. If he wasnât giving us so much business all the time I wouldâve TPâed his house by now. Is it him? Donât let him get to you-â
âJaemin,â Jeno interrupts his best friend, finally looking up from his reprieve in the chair. Jaemin quits rambling almost immediately, his gaze running over Jenoâs unreadable expression. Jeno looks down at the note, up at Jaemin, and then back down at your handwriting again before letting out a weighty, long-suffering sigh.
âJaemin,â Jeno repeats himself, finally making eye contact with his friend. âWe need to have a talk.â
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âYou saw that her last name is Suh and you didnât stop to think that she might be related to Johnny fucking Suh? Really? I know youâre dense, Jaemin, but for Chrissakes!âÂ
Renjunâs voice rings through the small, two bedroom house as he chastises Jaemin while the two of them cook dinner. Jenoâs sitting on the floor in the living room, fiddling with Donghyuckâs radio: heâs been meaning to fix it for weeks, now, but itâs only today that heâs really found the time. That, and heâs trying to avoid the ongoing argument thatâs occurring while two of his friends are making meatloaf. He knows that heâs the reason for it, yes, but that doesnât mean that he wants to be involved.Â
It isnât Jaeminâs fault, really, and Jeno knows this. He canât stay mad at his best friend in general, but heâs doubly inclined to let Jaemin off the hook because the younger boy has no clue as to why Johnny Suh is so universally hated in the Lee household. Jaemin doesnât even live with them like Renjun does, so heâs blissfully unaware of exactly how marred the relationship between Jeno and Johnny is.Â
âIâm home, you fucks!â The front door swings open with abandon just as Jeno finishes straightening the radioâs antenna, and he winces at the screech of the doorâs protesting hinges. Heâs so startled that he almost drops the radio itself, but he manages to catch it in time. This is lucky - Donghyuck saunters into the living room at the right moment, seeing Jeno both fumble and save his precious radio. Jeno pretends like he doesnât see the glare his cousin throws at him, instead waving in greeting to him before beckoning him over.
âTheyâre going at it in the kitchen,â Jeno says lowly once Donghyuckâs close enough to hear him. âI wouldnât go in there just yet.â
Donghyuck mulls this information over in his mind for a moment before raising a single, perfect eyebrow. He snatches his radio from his cousinâs lap, securing it in his grip, and sits down beside Jeno before he chooses to respond.
âAnd what if I want to cause problems on purpose?â
âDidnât you have a full day of doing that at work today?â Jeno asks rhetorically, causing Hyuck to roll his eyes over-exaggeratedly.Â
âWhich job?â He throws back, and Jeno canât help but laugh. Donghyuck cracks a smile, too, though neither of them know why: it isnât funny, especially not when Hyuck is speaking truth. Heâs worked two jobs since dropping out of high school alongside Jeno a year prior - one close to the rich side of town in a quaint bookstore frequented by nearby college students, and one as a local plumbersâ assistant. None of the boys ever know where heâs at, which is concerning to all of them but something nobody bothers bringing up with Hyuck.Â
Judging by the fact that heâs wearing jeans and a shirt thatâs had the sleeves ripped off, Jeno feels as if itâs safe to say that Hyuckâs just gotten home from being under sinks and in cisterns. By this time, he typically wouldâve washed the oil out of his hair and changed into his sleeping clothes. Jenoâs heart twinges at the idea that his cousin might have to go back out to work after eating.
âYou gettinâ some sleep tonight?â Jenoâs query is soft-spoken, and Donghyuck canât help but give him a sad smile before he slowly shakes his head no.
âOn house call duty until 5 in the morning. Iâll be home to nap, have some eggs, and then get to the store, though. Maybe weâll see each other then, brother.â
âYeah, maybe.â Jeno sighs in a way that says he knows they wonât, and Donghyuck hits his shoulder with his own. They sit like that, in silence, listening to Renjun and Jaemin bicker for a few moments, wallowing in the harsher truths of their lives for a few short moments before Donghyuck, never one comfortable with the quiet, breaks it to ask the obvious question.
âWhatâs up with those two?â He tilts his head towards the kitchen, and Jeno sighs before dropping his head down and pressing the palms of his hands into his eyes.
âJaemin wingman-ed me to one of the new hires at Kimâs.â
âThatâs not so bad,â Donghyuck says, furrowing his brow at Jeno. âI mean, youâre a manwhore. Figured that isnât something youâd particularly mind.â
âShut up,â Jeno scowls, much to Hyuckâs amusement. âAnd thatâs the pot calling the kettle black. It isnât the act, itâs the victim.â
âThe vic- the girl?â Donghyuckâs voice is incredulous now, and Jeno all but groans as he shakes his head in disagreement.
âNo - I mean, maybe, considering itâs Jaemin she was talking to - but no, fuck. I meant me, Iâm the victim.â
âAnd why is that?â
âBecause the girl is - he got me (Name) Suhâs number, damn it. Of all the girls he couldâve talked to about me, it was her.â
Donghyuckâs teeth clench immediately at hearing the unholy last name, and the air leaving his mouth between his lips makes an odd, hissing noise. His grip on his radio tightens, the pads of his fingers whitening. Itâs a beat, two beats, before Hyuck lets up on the thing he has in his hands, sighing with mild dejection.
âJaemin only moved here right before high school,â Donghyuck rationalizes, though the darkness behind his pupils lets Jeno know that he isnât happy about being reasonable. âAnd we never really talk about the thing with Doyoung. I guess he either didnât register that theyâre related or he thinks our hatred is only over the class bullshit Johnny pushes on us whenever he sees us. Iâm surprised you never told him the whole story, though - you two are as close as brothers.â
âWhat, you jealous?â Jeno teases on instinct, mainly aiming his witticism at the last phrase Hyuck had uttered. His cousin rolls his eyes once again, nudges his shoulder once again. Jeno grins, dropping his gaze to his hands.Â
âIt isnât that I wanted to keep it from Jaemin - it just never came up. He hates Johnny, too, but it isnât in the same way as us. I guess Iâll explain it tonight - weâve got an early shift at the garage tomorrow, as it is.âÂ
âLet me guess,â Donghyuck sighs. âYou start at 5?â
âDamn straight.â Jeno smiles sadly. âWe arenât kids anymore, Hyuckie, are we?â
âNo sir,â Donghyuck smiles back, running a thumb over the radioâs buttons. âBut goddamn, does adulthood suck when you donât even have time to be with your family. Speaking of, whereâs that idiot older brother of mine?â
âI heard that, you asshat!â Jeno looks up just in time to see Mark box Donghyuckâs ears, albeit as gently as possible. Still, the youngest Lee winces in pain, whining at the sudden attack.Â
âSpeak of the devil and he shall appear,â Jeno notes, grinning up at his older cousin. âDidnât hear you come in. How much did you hear?â
âCame in through the back. If youâre talking about whatever is happening in the kitchen, then nothing. If youâre talking about your explanation of whatever is happening in the kitchen, then everything. You two are not observant in any way, shape, or form - Iâve been here for a couple of minutes. I agree, by the way - you should tell Jaemin about it.â
âTell Jaemin about what?â
Jeno, Donghyuck, and Mark all turn their heads simultaneously to see Jaemin and Renjun walk in, the former balancing the meatloaf on a tray and the latter holding a stack of plates, knives, and forks. Mark, whoâs already standing anyways, leans over, grabbing some of the cutlery to ease up Renjunâs load. Jaemin sets the tray down on the floor after kicking aside the tools Jenoâd been using on the radio, and once he straightens up, he looks down at his best friend expectantly.Â
Jeno meets Jaeminâs gaze, takes note of the annoyance thatâs still etched across Renjunâs features, and sighs. He runs a hand down his face before looking up again, this time meeting everyoneâs eyes individually. Finally, he asks what he thinks is most important of all before starting on his spiel.
âWhen are the kids getting here?â
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Chenle and Jisung have to convince their respective parents that, yes, they have in fact completed all of their homework and studied for all their upcoming tests, before theyâre allowed to head over to the Leesâ house for dinner. Both boys - the only two still left in high school, both juniors - come over in no time at all, seeing as they live in the houses on either side of Jenoâs.Â
âWhy the fuck are we having family dinner?â Chenle asks, voice booming as he walks in without any prior announcement. Jisung, whoâs trailing right behind him, quietly shuts and locks the door.
âJaemin fucked up,â Renjun says, right at the same time as Mark responds with a âBecause I said so.â Â Jisung and Chenle share a look - each with an eyebrow raised in confusion and mild anticipation - before sitting down, Jisung on the right of Jaemin and Chenle right beside Hyuck. Jaemin immediately ruffles the youngest boyâs hair, pairing it with a âYouâre doinâ good in school, right? Good with all those books ânâ shit?â, to which Jisung, as always, nods while trying to dodge Jaeminâs next loving attack. Out of the seven men and boys currently having dinner in the house, only Mark and Renjun have their high school diplomas.
Jeno was so close to living a different life. He does his best not to think about what could have been. Instead, he starts talking, commanding everyoneâs attention in the way only he can.Â
âWe think itâs⌠time we talked about Doyoung.â Jeno lets the words settle, resting against their skin before seeping into their bones. He sees Chenle visibly shudder, Donghyuck resting a soothing palm against his younger friendâs upper back. Renjun lets out a heavy sigh, and Jisung bites at the inside of his cheek to keep himself from making the sad, choked noise he certainly was about to let out.Â
Jaemin, for his part, says nothing, only waiting patiently in a way thatâs become his signature. Jeno thinks thereâs nobody in the world more caring than Jaemin, sometimes, and his best friend never ceases to prove him right.Â
âDoyoungâs my older brotherâs best friend - you remember Taeyong, right? Yeah, heâs Taeyongâs best friend.â Mark explains, looking straight at Jaemin once everyone seems to have recovered from the mild shock. Itâs understandable, of course - they never talk about Doyoung. Itâs been years, and not once has The Incident come up.Â
Thereâs always a time for everything, Jeno supposes.Â
âDoes this have anything to do with why Taeyongâs in jail?â Jaeminâs question is tentative at best, but Jeno can see that heâs just piecing things together in his mind. All six of the other boys nods simultaneously, murmuring affirmative answers as they do.Â
âAbout five years ago, Johnny, Taeyong, Doyoung, and, uh⌠whatâs his name? Nakamoto, or whatever, him... The four of them were fucking inseparable, did everything together. Johnnyâs parents are known classists and elitists and whatever other -ists exist, but Johnny never seemed to be that way. Doesnât matter, anyways. Rich kids are all the same in the end.â Donghyuck speaks this time, shedding more light as the story unfolds. The bitterness in his voice is highly evident, but nobody can blame him - they all know what itâs like to be ridiculed, pariahed because of poverty. All seven of them had forsaken the idea of trust ages ago.
âOne night, Johnny and Yuta went out and got halfway to blind drunk at some bar they werenât supposed to be at. Yuta at least went and decided to walk home instead of driving his car back, but Johnny didnât give a fuck. âCourse, he hit something almost immediately after getting in the damn thing, but he was too fuckinâ pussy to check and see what had happened.â Renjun tacks on after Donghyuck, adding on the next part of the infamous, unfortunate tale. Chenle is the next to speak.Â
âHe was near a phone booth, so he called Doyoung to come help him. Doyoung and Taeyong both hurried to help their friend, figuring he mustâve gotten hurt, only to find that heâd- heâdâŚâ
âThat heâd hit and killed the son of the mayor at the time,â Hyuck finishes, noticing how Chenle hesitates to go on. âJohnny had called the cops right after calling Doyoung, and the pigs got there not a minute or two after my - Mark and my - brother and Doyoung did. They immediately assumed one of them had been driving, and then assumed that the car had been stolen from Johnny rather than being Johnnyâs itself. Fucking Suh never clarified, only stood by while his friends got hauled off. They knocked my big brother on Grand Theft Auto. Seven years for a crime he didnât fucking commit. Still, at least we get to visit him every week.â
âThey took in Doyoung in on manslaughter - not even vehicular manslaughter. He pleaded guilty to it because he knew theyâd charge Taeyong with it if he didnât, and Taeyong was looking after the rest of us - Renjun included - at the time. We donât have any fucking parents, and Doyoung knew it. Heâs already done five years, but heâs spending the next decade of his life in a federal super max, and we arenât allowed to see him. Poor thing - Taeyong ended up getting jailed, too. Doyoung couldnâtâve have known. Donât know if he knows now, even.â Jeno finishes the story, voice quivering with rage and the few unshed tears that always accompany his thoughts about the huge miscarriage of justice his family and friends have faced. Taeyongâs room is still the same as it was five years prior, untouched.Â
âJohnny was a witness in both cases, and he took the stand against them, saying they really did do what the cops said they did,â Jisung finishes, voice soft but emotionally charged. âMy mom and Chenleâs mom stepped in as best they could to take care of Mark, Renjun, Jeno, and Hyuck afterwards until Mark got grown, but I just know it isnât the same as Taeyong.â
âYour moms are angels,â Mark responds, smiling kindly at the two youngest members of their ragtag group. âThey saved our lives. Of course, they wouldnât have had to do so ifâŚâ
âIf Johnny Suh hadnât ruined them first.â Jeno completes the thought, Donghyuck and Renjun nodding in agreement. Jaemin says nothing, only looking each of them in the eyes earnestly.Â
He gets it, Jeno decides. The rest of them must see this as well.Â
After dinner, when Jeno goes to the bathroom to brush before sleeping, he finds a thoroughly sodden piece of paper stuck to the bottom of the basin. It takes him a moment to realize what it is - the sharpie has bled into one large blob. Jeno smiles to himself before getting to work cleaning it up.
He scrapes your phone number off of his sink with his bare nails and sleeps easier that night than he has in a long while.Â
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Day Two: May 26, 1957
Jenoâs always been good with time. Itâs a gift, though itâs rare he acknowledges it: being able to more-or-less accurately tell the time without ever looking at a clock is hardly the kind of superpower people dream about.Â
You leave work at around 3 p.m. - Jeno knows this because heâs out in front of the garage, sat on the hood of Jaeminâs rusty pickup truck nursing a ham sandwich when you walk out of Kimâs, unbuttoning your uniformâs top few buttons as you find your brotherâs waiting car. Heâs too far away to hear the words you exchange with Johnny, but he watches as you glare into the Chevy for an excruciatingly long amount of time before heaving a sigh and re-buttoning your shirt.Â
Jeno doesnât watch as the two of you drive away, but he doesnât have to. Johnny always drives like he deserves more respect on the road than his car does, and it boils the younger manâs blood more than anything. After all, Jenoâs always been able to count on machines. People? Not so much. Cars respect him, so he respects them.Â
He finishes the sandwich, immediately replacing it with an unlit cigarette. âOral fixationâ, Donghyuck had smirked at him one night ages ago, only to have gotten a shoe thrown at him by Renjun. Jeno canât say that his cousin is wrong, but heâll die before he lets Hyuck know that. He thinks back to the morning, when heâd left to come to work. Heâd only seen Jaemin and nobody else, and that was just because Jaemin had been his ride.Â
Speaking of Jaemin- heâd been right: youâre pretty. Youâve always been pretty, but Jeno tries to ignore it. Nobody related to the scum of the Earth Johnny Suh himself can be beautiful both inside and out - heâs never been more sure of anything. Such a thought process might be unfair, sure, but he reckons itâs better that he avoid you altogether rather than get caught up like his family members had. Thatâs how life goes: you hunt or get hunted.Â
Jeno will be damned if he ever finds himself being the prey again.Â
Jess drops by at around 4:15, no necessity behind her visit. They donât do anything, not this time, though Jeno does have to force himself to stop imagining her lipstick leaving marks in places the sun canât see, his fingers leaving bruises along her skin. Jaemin raises an eyebrow when he sees them talking, though he doesnât say anything, only tossing Jess his pack of Camels. Itâs only got one cig left in it, so Jeno lights it and puts it to her lips. She blows out a ring of smoke before he takes a drag from it himself, his fourth smoke of the day.
âYou should apply for a dealership job or something,â Jess says at around 4:30, and Jenoâs now hyper-aware of her reason for visiting. He scoffs, handing the cigarette back to her for good. Itâs suddenly the most unappetizing thing in the world. She notices his expression, but slogs on anyways, hoping that sheâll get through to him. âIâm serious! Youâre smart, Jen, real smart. You could do worse than sellinâ cars to crackpots in suits. Youâd make more cash, too.âÂ
Her drawl only comes back to her when sheâs talking to her childhood friends, and Jeno supposes itâs an unwitting act of classism. They donât âspeak goodâ, as Jaemin would teasingly put it, but they have heart. Itâs something thatâs hard to find in people who have more money. Jess has grown up like them, yes, but in some ways sheâs no longer part of the world Jenoâs forced to live in. Itâs a world where heâs got family and friends in jail, where his own brothers - he almost never calls them his cousins, because theyâre brothers if heâs ever had any - have to work two jobs just to make sure all of them get by, where their friends have to do the same. Jess has a stable job now - kudos to her - and a rich boyfriend. Sheâs set for as long as she can hope to be.
Sheâs okay with doing up the hair of ladies who sit idly and gossip about the âfilthy poorsâ in the south side of town. Jeno can hardly look rich folks in the eyes without gritting his teeth into dust. Heâs well aware that they are not the same.Â
âWhy this sudden interest in my career?â Regardless, he only questions her coolly, unwilling to start an argument that wonât find an end any time soon. Thereâs no telling when a car will come in and Jess will have to leave so the boys can do their work, and, besides, this isnât a discussion he wants to have. Not with Jess. Not with anyone.Â
Heâd been so, so close to going to college with a full ride. Jeno had dreams once. Heâd been a fool to even think of possessing such intangible commodities. He doesnât have any anymore.
âI just⌠youâre brainy as hell. Itâs a shame seeing you as a grease monkey when you could do more with your life, is all. I mean well, Jen, you know I do.â Her eyes are wide in earnestness, and Jeno canât help but sigh. Itâs not Jessâ fault heâs a realist, that heâs lost opportunities before. Before he can say anything in response, though, probably breaking her heart just a little bit in the process, Jaemin pipes in.Â
âIf I have to drop him off at a dealership everyday in the hunk oâ junk I drive while heâs dressed up in a three-piece suit, Iâll hang myself using a chain of grease rags. Besides,â He chuckles, tilting his head at his best friend. âWhoâll keep my sorry ass company here at the shop?â
A corner of Jenoâs mouth lifts up immediately at the save, and itâs all he can do to shrug and gesture towards his best friend in agreement. Jess rolls her eyes before darting her gaze between the two men, and once she realizes that she really wonât get anywhere with either of them, she only sighs and shakes her head, dropping the idea for good⌠for now.Â
âThatâs not the only reason you came here.â Jeno states, keeping an eye out for any potential customers. Itâs a Sunday, though, so he doubts many people will come by. Church hasnât been out for long - he knows this for sure because Mark never fails to attend, no matter how heavy his university course load gets and let alone how many hours during the week heâs had to work. Heâs the only one currently pursuing a higher education, and Jeno thinks that he might be the only one tenacious enough to do so.Â
Itâs a shame - Jenoâd been real smart in school. So had Hyuck. They both know Mark beats himself up everyday for being the only one of the Lees whoâll get a Bachelorâs, but they both also know that heâs least likely to jeopardize his education. If anyone deserves college, itâs Mark.Â
âHowâd you guess?â Jess draws the mechanic out of his thoughts, and he blinks rapidly before orienting himself back in reality. His smirk returns - Jeno thinks he might use it as a facade too much at this point - and he can only laugh.Â
âI didnât - it was a shot in the dark. Whatâs up?âÂ
Jess opens her mouth to speak, but is cut off by Jaemin, who doesnât realize sheâs about to talk. Jenoâs best friend tosses him the beat up truckâs keys in a perfect arc, throwing him a well-meaning grin while heâs at it.Â
âWe wonât get much work today,â Jaemin states as Jeno catches the keys nimbly. âIâll walk down to Church today, havenât been in a while. Might be nice.â
âIf youâre gonna go every three months at most, whatâs the point of goinâ at all?â Jess asks, only mildly peeved at having been interrupted. Her grin is sunny, though, and Jaemin knows that sheâs just teasing. A friend of Jenoâs is a friend of his; the vice versa also tends to ring true.Â
âUnlike this one over here,â Jaemin jabs a thumb out towards Jeno. âI still believe. That, and I figured Iâd walk Mark home. Donât get to see him too often, yâknow?â
âHey- â Jeno starts, stopping immediately as Jess waves him off with one hand.Â
âDonât mind him, heâs just disillusioned with everything he canât see. Catholic Church included. Of course, whenever his grandparents are in town, he still pretends.â Jess explains sagely, much to Jaeminâs amusement and Jenoâs disgruntlement. The latter rolls his eyes, raising the hand enclosing the keys in a wave goodbye as Jaemin pushes himself off of the wall heâs leaning against.Â
âFunny how Markâs a Protestant and so is Hyuck - kind of, I donât think heâs super religious at this point - but youâre a Catholic.â Jaemin notes, and Jeno shrugs for the second time in one day.Â
âMark & Hyuckâs dad was a Pastor, my dad converted to Catholicism for shits and giggles when he was, like, 15. They might be brothers, but they arenât the same. I was never the religious disgrace of the family, though,â Jeno notes, a small, sadder smile replacing his grin momentarily. âNot after Taeyong said heâs an atheist. Anyways, Markâs probably on his way home already, if you leave now you might be able to catch him.âÂ
Jaemin knows better than to press, only nodding, raising an eyebrow for a split second, and turning on his heel before easing himself into a jog. Heâs still dressed in his work clothes, and his hair is as shaggy as ever, and Jeno thinks churchgoers might faint upon seeing him. He also knows that Jaemin doesnât mind.Â
âNow you,â Jeno looks at Jess once Jaemin is out of sight. âWhatâs up?â
Jessâ shoulders droop immediately, and for a moment she looks so forlorn that she doesnât even look like herself. The expression passes as quickly as it had come into view, and Jeno accepts the nonchalant smile she gives him like itâs what she means to project outward.
âJohnâs been secretive lately.â
She says so much more with her eyes than she does with her mouth. Jeno sighs, tilting his head as he does to survey his friend for a moment. Jess is conflicted, that much is evident, and Jeno doesnât quite know why. Nevertheless, heâs always made sure to keep his head out of other peopleâs business. He wonât change now.Â
âIf youâre worried that heâs cheating, why donât you talk to him about it?â Jeno says it like itâs easy, like Jess isnât unfaithful to her own boyfriend. His eyes dart out towards the street again - nobodyâs coming in for repairs. Jess lets out a huff of air, and Jeno realizes she must think his words are sarcastic rather than as earnest as heâs meant them to be.Â
âIâm being ridiculous, I know, itâs just- I just⌠I donât know. It isnât even that heâs acting super different, heâs just being more⌠conspiratorial? With his friends? Itâs more of a feeling than anything else, I guess. I must sound fucking insane.â She runs her fingers through her hair, pushing it away from her face even as she casts her eyes towards the ground. She may be trying to reassure herself that she isnât seeing things, but itâs called a sixth sense for a reason.Â
âYou have good intuition,â Jeno rushes to assure her that she isnât losing her mind. âI hope youâre wrong, but⌠maybe you and your boy toy need to have a good talk. From both sides.â
âYeah,â Jess responds, not knowing what else to say. âYeah. I just had to say it out loud to someone that wasnât my reflection, I think. Iâll figure it out. Anyways, I have a couple regulars dropping by at the salon today, so I should probably- âÂ
âGo to work,â Jeno cuts in, his smile forgiving. Of what, neither of them are sure. âWe have all the time in the world to talk. Bye, Jess.â
âBye, Jen.â Is the response he gets, and then Jess is on her way. The day is silent again, now that Jaemin and Jess are both gone, but Jeno finds that he doesnât really mind it. Itâs not so bad- with no customers, no coworkers, and no friends around, Jeno gets to sit and think.
Thatâs what he does best.Â
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Itâs 6:27 in the evening when it happens.
For once in his life, Jeno checks his wristwatch. He isnât sure why the sudden compulsion to actually know the time overcomes him, but he chalks it up to âdying from boredomâ and thinks nothing else of it. After all, the rags wonât clean themselves and the shopâs workbenches are only as neat as their owners. Jeno isnât the most put together person alive, but heâd be lying if he said he doesnât mind mess.Â
So he cleans, even when heâs the only one whoâs doing it.Â
Heâs in the midst of organizing his wrenches in size order when a familiar red Bel Air glides into the dinerâs parking lot, top down with Johnny Suhâs loud laughter audible even from across the street. The music blaring from his car radio is only almost as loud as he is, and thatâs saying something, because Johnny takes up every space heâs ever in. Yuta Nakamoto is beside him like he always is, though heâs more reserved than usual. Jeno does his best not to pay them any heed, but itâs difficult when his own responsibilities are mind-numbingly boring at the moment. Heâll take any entertainment he can get, even if itâs Johnny fucking Suh being the true neighborhood nuisance once again.Â
Funny how people look at Jeno funny when he walks down streets minding his own business, but they donât say jackshit about a Suh kid blasting Elvis in public right before dinner time.Â
But thatâs neither here nor there.Â
Jeno actually manages to finish his tool-sorting and is getting ready to finally, finally pack up when the music stops. Johnny mustâve parked. The burgeoning night is eerily silent, and the young mechanic pauses what heâs doing - making sure he has everything, mostly - because the world seems like itâs holding its breath. Just as heâs about to relax, slump his shoulders, and get back to his own work, he hears it.Â
Of course he hears it. Itâs impossible to miss.Â
The scream shatters the silence into a million pieces, startling Jeno so hard he almost drops Jaeminâs car keys. Heâs rushing out of the garage before he can think, and itâs moments later that he sees none other than Johnny Suh and Yuta Nakamoto rushing out of the diner, stuffing what look like pistols into the waistbands of their jeans. Thereâs cold, hard cash grasped in each of their hands, and Jeno cannot, for the life of him, comprehend what heâs seeing.
He makes brief eye contact with Johnny Suh, and the recognition in the olderâs narrowed eyes freezes Jenoâs blood. Thereâs no time to ponder this, though - not when Johnny pulls out and rushes away within seconds, his car roaring to life on the townâs streets. Jenoâs just witnessed a robbery - a robbery by one of the richest and most powerful people in the area. Jenoâs just witnessed a robbery, and the criminal himself is aware of this.
As he watches the owner of Kimâs run out, hands on his head in panic and disbelief, all Jeno can think about is how Johnny Suh is going to try to shut him up. Jeno is now the star witness to a criminal act. Thereâs no way heâll sleep tonight.
He leaves City Motors with duller eyes than he ever has, his workstation spotless and mind swallowed in darkness.Â
At least now he knows why Johnnyâs been weird towards Jess lately.Â
â â â
Jaemin drops Mark off at the Lee household with a parting hug, clasping their hands together in a high five before pulling each other into their chests and clapping each other on the back. Each other. Jaemin might be the ânewestâ addition to their band of seven, but he doesnât feel any different from the rest of them. Theyâre his brothers, and heâll always have their backs. Theyâll always have his.
Mark invites him inside, but Jaemin declines - heâs out of chewing gum, of all things, and he knows the sketchy convenience store by the alley near 7th Street always sells at half price on Sundays. He bids the older man goodbye again, throwing him a lax two-finger salute and a small smirk before turning on his heels and jamming his hands into his jean pockets, a stance that does nothing to help his already awful posture.Â
He whistles all the way down to the store - Kunâs Konvenience - mostly because he canât get the tune Hyuck is always humming out of his head, but also because he feels almost truly happy. Sure, his future looks like itâll lie in the City Motors garage for the rest of his life, and sure, maybe he shouldnât step foot inside Church - the dirty looks had been telling today - but that doesnât dampen his mood. The sun is shining, the sky is a brilliant blue. Kunâs is selling gum for cheap, and Jaeminâs in need of it. He rounds the final corner and the short, squat red brick building heâs looking for comes into view.Â
His hand is closing in on the handle of the storeâs front door when another, slightly larger, hand places itself on top of his.Â
Jaemin barely has time to step back when a fist connects with his jaw. Through his swimming vision, he sees Johnny Suh raise a pistol, and he doesnât have the time to raise his hands before the butt of the gun collides with the side of his head. The last thing Jaemin remembers before passing out entirely is the ugly, ugly sneer across the older manâs face as he glares down at him.Â
âSorry. Blame your meddling friend.â Johnny spits out, placing a well-aimed kick in Jaeminâs side as his finale.Â
 â â â
Itâs 8:32 at night when the landline rings. Markâs studying and both Donghyuck and Renjun are out at work, so Jenoâs the only one available to pick up the phone. Typically, heâd be wary of doing so - the neighborhood elementary schoolers have only recently discovered the cheap thrills that come with prank calling - but something compels him to hear out whoeverâs on the other end.
Thereâs a crackling noise, and what sound like hushed whispers, and this goes on for so long that Jenoâs about to either yell something about working on homework instead of pranking or just hang up without a word when the other person finally speaks. Jeno sets down the dish heâs washing, pays no mind to the way it clatters into the otherwise-empty sink when Johnny fucking Suh finally opens his damned mouth.Â
âCaught an eyeful down at City Motors today, didnât you?â He asks, casually, as if there are no underlying threats hiding beneath his overly honeyed words. As if he isnât the one whoâs committed a crime, as if Jenoâs the one with the gun and the money he never earned. Bile rises almost automatically in the younger manâs throat, but he canât bring himself to put the phone down anymore. Itâs as if heâs stuck.Â
âWhat do you want?â Jeno manages to hiss out when the urge to vomit recedes, and the way Johnny chuckles in response sends chills down Jenoâs spine. Thereâs something sickeningly sinister about the situation theyâre caught in, and Jeno knows that heâs unprepared for when the other shoe drops. His mind canât even work properly, not when there are so many ways for this to go.Â
âPolice will be at your door tomorrow morning, looking to arrest the Kimâs robber. Iâll have given them a helpful tip by then, of course. Wouldnât be good of me to know who it is and not let the local law enforcement know. Also⌠left you a present in the alleyway by that one convenience store your kind go to. Think it goes by the name of⌠Jaemin?â
Jenoâs blood runs cold at the mention of his best friendâs name. Johnny doesnât stop speaking.Â
âHe was real easy to drag by his feet after I got him in the head, though getting rid of the trail of blood by the store was a little harder. Iâm about half sure I left him breathing, but-â
The landline slips out of Jenoâs hand, no active effort made to put it down. Everything suddenly feels as if itâs in slow motion, as if his muscles are made of lead and his tongue is made of sandpaper, but he hears himself calling out for Mark before his own actions register in his mind. He must sound frantic, because he can hear his older cousin practically sprint down the stairs even through the haze his mind is in. Jaemin. Jaeminâs hurt. Jaeminâs bleeding, Jaeminâs in pain.Â
âWhat? What the fuck happened- Who was on the phone- Jeno? What happened?â Markâs voice is panicked enough, rushed enough, to shake Jeno out of his stupor. His anguish moves aside, making way for rightly placed rage as he meets his family memberâs eyes. When he speaks, his voice is choked, barely restrained and yet so, so pained.Â
âWe need to go to Kunâs,â Jeno states, swallowing the growing lump in his throat. He canât cry, not now, not when a clock might be ticking. He hasnât cried in ages. He canât cry now. Jaemin needs him. He canât waste his time crying. âWe need to go to Kunâs.â He repeats.
âItâs Jaemin.â
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I donât know who needs to hear this, but...
yâall need to accept the fact that ALL of these characters are and can be horrible people. This is not anti post, this is a let characters be morally grey post. Theyâre flawed, accept that already.Â
Iâm tired of seeing posts like but--but Nesta-- But Nesta what? We already know what her flaws are. Theyâve been highlighted from day one. Theyâve been acknowledged by every character including herself. They have never once been excused, nor empathized with though she needed that severely. She has made friends and no friends by being the way she is. She has made friends who understand her, and has a family who doesnât understand her. Friends who take into account that she has been through horrible things, and a family who has not. A family who in her own POV has left her behind, because they did. I said this about Feyre, Iâll say this about Nesta, if in a POV someone says someone wronged them THEY DID. But she is not easy, and sometimes not nice. We know this, we accept this. I stan her for this because emotion often is not beautiful, but stop pointing out her flaws like we donât know. We all know! We also know that she was aggressive for a reason, she was hateful for a reason, she was in a very low place, and she deserved healing and better, unjudgmental treatment by other people which she didnât get. She helped in a war, she tried to get Feyre back, she talked to the High lord, advocated for the humans, showed she cared for Cassian in ACOWAR, etc, too. We know her perspective is biased and sheâs never once been excused for her mistakes, but other characterâs are not treated like Nesta is (like Lucien is, Like Eris is, Like Jurian is).Â
So, let me go through the ways that all of these characters are imperfect and that you just have to accept as a reader. Okay? Okay.Â
Elain is not going to be youâre pretty little doll that has done nothing wrong, because she has and she should. Elain was not a good character in ACOTAR, just as much as Nesta was not a good character. Elain does sometimes seem a bit oblivious to what is going on around her. Elain may be very nice and pleasant but that is and will not be all she is. She is allowed to make mistakes and she should be held accountable if she does. When she doesnât do too much (because she doesnât) or when she is not very helpful (whether by plot or by Feyre/Nestaâs POV-whether that is noted or not), we can be like okay, sheâs in a bad way, because she was, sheâs healing herself. But donât be a hypocrite and please donât make her victim of other people. Her narrative right now is that âNesta coddles her,â but we already know that blame game. Weâve seen it in Nestaâs own POV. No one is in charge of anyoneâs actions but themselves. If she wants to help, she can. Stop saying the IC wonât let her or Nesta wonât let her, if Elain wanted to help she can. She will find a way... or at least put her foot down, which weâve already seen she can do. If Elain wanted to reject the bond right then with Lucien, she could, but she doesnât. And, If Nesta says she wasnât there and she chose Feyre (no matter how skewed that perspective is), and Elain shows in Nestaâs POV that she didnât show empathy either to Nesta or even love in a way that Nesta could see, or try to understand where she was coming from vocally in the scenes she was featured in regardless of whether she was capable or not of helping Nesta (because she didnât (i.e scene in library, the treatment spiel, and the âdid feyre pay you?â, and also never being around while Nesta was there, but also ACOSF when she took a drink like she couldnât handle the situation, and then laughed like nothing at all was wrong)) then she wasnât there for her. Sheâs a complex character just as everyone else. Let her be a complex character! Flaws are not bad, please stop trying to negate flaws like they shouldnât exist. Sheâs great and she stabbed the King of Hybern to protect her sisters, she let the fae into her home, and she chooses to be kind in a world thatâs not very kind to people like her, and sheâs got a whole lot of story to tell, but sheâs a normal character not a disney princess. Sheâs not close to anyone. Why? Thatâs not anyone elseâs predicament except her own. Neither is her life nor her actions. Okay?Â
Mor can be loved because she was very supportive to Feyre in Feyreâs POV, understood because she is the first LGBT character in this book and she lives in a world it seems where she has to hide who she is, and we as readers understand that she has been through also horrible things. However, this does not negate the fact that she is a horrible person sometimes, to both her friends and people outside of their little group. She was not good to Nesta on SEVERAL occasions, even when Nesta was not bad to Mor. This weird love-triangle kept happening because she didnât want to just admit that she didnât like Azriel romantically, whatever the reason was. Sheâs a complex character. Hate her/Like her, but acknowledge that no matter what you choose, she has fucking flaws.Â
I see posts sometimes about how people donât understand where this Rhysand came from, like âheâs so awful in ACOSF, SJM did this to make Nesta look better.â What? Heâs been a dick always. Heâs just not a dick to Feyre but that could be argued as well really. We as readers can acknowledge though that he like all the rest have gone through horrible things, and though the horrible things he has done are not excused (i.e. murdering children, killing people, his court still having so many problems and their solution being lets go to Vallahan, putting up an evil front to just keep people in line, not instilling any action to help those who need it or not treating people like subject who depend on him as a ruler regardless of whether he likes them or not (i.e the Hewn City/Illyria)) we acknowledge that he can be understood at the same time that he is also a hypocrite. Generally heâs not bad on an individual basis. but heâs not âgood!â Heâs morally grey. As they all are, but because heâs a ruler, he should be 10x more responsible for all of these problems and for all of his flaws.Â
Azriel is a sweetheart and sometimes heâs understanding, and doesnât seem judgmental. But heâs a psycho! Iâm sorry. Heâs got a lot of things to work through, I mean. We acknowledge that he has been through HORRIFYING things, but we also should not neglect the fact that heâs a creep and he tortures people on a regular basis. Thereâs no reason he should have had that insane long infatuation with Mor and now seems to have one with Elain. We understand why he does this, psychologically, but it does not excuse him for making Mor uncomfortable for 500+ years. Take all of him or none of him.Â
Cassian. I love Cassian, but he does not think before he speaks, he does have his head up the ICâs ass, and heâs does not connect dots very well. Heâs sweet and heâs supportive, and I have less of a problem with him than some other characters, but!!!! Heâs got flaws and those are not bad. Those do not make him unlovable, but heâs got them and theyâre not going away.Â
Feyre has this same issue. She does what she needs to, sheâs loving, she gives people a chance, and yes she was there when people needed her, she has also suffered a good amount, but Feyreâs suffering has been acknowledged by everyone. It has been given voice to, it has been reflected in empathy by every single character even when Feyre herself has not been a great character. She tends to be very one-sided in things, as in her own view is the only one that exists (though thatâs everyone of them really as weâve seen, thereâs no nuance there) but sheâs also not very emotionally intelligent and she does get into everyoneâs business, when she should probably let people do their own thing (this has been her trait forever since ACOMAF I think). But she should also take more of a stance to be a ruler, because unfortunately she has that responsibility, and she should hold Rhys more accountable for the actions he does. It should not be a âletâs have sex and all is wellâ sort of situation. Sheâs a very biased perspective, but so are all of them. But sheâs not perfect and we should never feel that she is. She is not the light of heaven that has glorified Prythrian, she is just an average human-to-fae girl trying to live. She deserves love, yes, but not more than anyone else and loving her should not mean hating other people, which this fandom and the book have a hard time realizing.Â
Amren... sigh... I donât like her too much but for the thread Iâll continue. Amren is probably the only reason anything gets done, realistically, because at least sheâs always thinking about the logistics of things. Sheâs horribly rude, and doesnât seem to care about anyoneâs opinion, but sheâs 15000 years old or what not. Emotions probably have to be beneath her at that point, but that doesnât mean I have to love her, and that doesnât mean sheâs an unflawed characters. Sheâs very flawed and I think thatâs acknowledged but I donât think any character has really held her accountable for being who she is, they brush it off and are like âAmrenâs Amren.â But sheâs morally grey for sure, getting to be a darker shade if you ask me (i.e Tyrant Amren). But I acknowledge that even though I hate her, sheâs not ALWAYS horrible.Â
I donât know what it is, maybe it is the narratives insistence that the IC are good that makes everyone go off their rocker, but my god, I think I would love all of these characterâs more if there wasnât this insistence that theyâre the âgood guysâ and just have them make mistakes, have them eat their mistakes equally, and have them move on, learn to do better, maybe fuck up again. Thatâs life lol thatâs interesting, morally grey characters. But I write this post not to say theyâre all horrible, but to say that it is unnecessary to point out the flaws of other characters in defense of another one. Theyâre all horrible. Acknowledge it, breathe it in, love them or hate them anyway, but know (whispers for dramatic effect) theyâre all horrible. And thatâs okay, because that is not all they are.Â
Have a good day.Â
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To the Sky 02: the Anniversary
⤠genre: angst, fluff, smut, steampunk au, sky pirate!Ateez, ateez au ⤠pairing: Seonghwa x OC ⤠warning: strong language, alcohol consumption, mentions of: death and religious cults ⤠summary: Living in the Sky is not always easy, especially when you have a religious sect policing everything you do. One florist, Bang Min-ah, has always dreamed of life outside Arcadia. Little does she know sheâs about to find out how very different life is when a group of sky pirates accidentally kidnap her. ⤠word count: 11.1k (we getting long parts again lmao)
a/n: sorry itâs taken so long to post this, i wanted to hit my goal word count and itâs taken a lot of extra world building to achieve that but chapter two is finally here! and with it comes all the excitement! the pirates have entered the story and everything from here on out changes. as always, thank you for reading!Â
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January 02, NY 263 Morndas, 09:01 Arcadia, Min-ah
âRemind me again why weâre going through with this?â Min-ho hissed as Min-ah walked him through the crowded morning market, a singular destination set in her mind. The sun had already started rising and bathed half the plaza in golden light. On the opposite side of the plaza from where the siblings entered stood a grand building.
âWeâve been over this,â Min-ah said, glancing over her shoulder before darting through a break in the crowd, Min-ho struggling to keep up. âYes,â Min-ho stated as he kept close on his sisterâs tail. âBut remind me again,â he added as she stopped, staring up at the building in front of her. Min-ho followed her gaze, eyes widening in realization.
âOh no,â he whispered, turning to give her a horrified look. She was already smiling at him. Before he could protest further, Min-ah grabbed his arm, dragging him toward the front doors of the Arcadia Historical Archives. She opened the door and shoved him in roughly, following after him.
Inside the door, the siblings were met with the entrance hall of the library, a hallway that wrapped almost all the way around the main room which was large and round. Tall windows stretched from the mezzanine to the base of the domed ceiling, allowing in tons of natural light.Â
Sat just inside the round room was the main desk, behind which sat a beautiful young woman with golden blonde hair pulled up into an elegant up-do. She wore an ivory pleated blouse with long sleeves tucked into a floor length gold skirt, a thick black belt at her waist, and a pair of brown heeled boots.
She glanced up as Min-ah and Min-ho walked in, sporting thin wire-rimmed glasses. A look of recognition passed over her face, a smile spreading across her face as she stood up and walked around the desk to greet them. âGood morning, Min-ah,â she said, bowing slightly before looking at Min-ho. âMin-ho,â she added with a nod of her head.
Min-ah glanced out of the corner of her eye as her brother blushed slightly under the womanâs gaze. âAmelia,â he replied as she turned to face Min-ah. âWhat can I help you with?â she asked. Min-ah smiled at her warmly. âYour Korean has improved, Amelia,â she said and the woman, Amelia, smiled wider. âIâve been practicing,â she said simply. âWhat can I help you with?â she asked again.
âWell,â Min-ah started but Min-ho interrupted her. âI need a few books,â he said, drawing attention away from Min-ah and to himself. Ameliaâs warm brown eyes locked with his. âWhat subject are you looking for?â she asked. Min-ah glanced from Amelia to her brother and could tell he was about to falter but was surprised to see him take charge. âG-gardening!â he stammered.
Min-ah, who hadnât been looking directly at Min-ho, turned her head and stared at him incredulously from behind Ameliaâs back. âReally?â she mouthed at him. Amelia seemed not to find his answer the least bit suspicious or weird because she instead smiled wider and beckoned the two to follow her.Â
She led the siblings up the nearest steps up to the mezzanine. Min-ah led the way as they followed Amelia along the mezzanine and to an empty table. She gestured for them to take a seat. âWhat sort of gardening books would you like?â she asked. Min-ah held back a smirk as she looked at her brother, wondering what sort of lie he was about to give the librarian.
âVegetables,â Min-ho said after staring wide-eyed at his sister. Min-ahâs smirk dropped as she stared at him. âVegetables?â Amelia asked, not sure she heard him correctly. âYes,â Min-ho said with more confidence. âVegetables. The one topic my sister doesnât have much knowledge on,â he said, looking from Amelia to Min-ah and back. Amelia nodded and turned to peruse the books she had on vegetable gardening. Min-ah leaned forward, having sat next to Min-ho, and slapped him upside the head.
âVegetable gardening? Are you kidding me?â she hissed. Min-ho leaned forward in his own seat. âYou brought me here!â he hissed. âHad I known this was your plan all along, I never would have agreed to come out with you!â he added. Min-ah sat back in her seat. âThatâs because youâre too scared to talk to her on your own!â she whispered. Min-ho narrowed his eyes at her. âAm not,â he replied.
Min-ah scoffed. âHow mature of you,â she said as Amelia returned with a stack of books. Min-ah nodded at her and Min-ho turned to look over his shoulder. He got quickly to his feet to help Amelia with the books, bringing them to the table. âThank you,â Amelia said breathlessly as she took a seat next to Min-hoâs spot. He returned to his chair, glancing wide eyed at Min-ah who nodded pointedly as Amelia opened one of the books.
Min-ah stood, walking around the table to look at the books Amelia had selected. She glanced from the books to her brother and the librarian, a small smile forming as she watched the two look over the books. She decided to have a look around, stating she would be right back. She headed away from the table, walking through the aisles of books. While passing an opening in the shelves, she glanced to the side and saw a somewhat taller man with blackish-brown hair.
He wore black leather pants, a loose tunic with a brown vest and a blue and gold brocade coat. He held in his hands a heavy volume. He turned to speak to a man Min-ah couldnât see. A smile crept over his face as he opened the volume and said something to whomever he was speaking to. Min-ah watched as another man walked out from behind the shelves.
He had light brown hair and wore a white collared tunic with a golden vest and brown leather pants. He too carried a book in his hands, a wide smile on his face. He walked over to where the other man stood and together they looked at the pages of their books. Min-ah watched them for a few more minutes, watching as the darker-haired man walked away, disappearing behind the shelves and leaving the fair-haired man alone.Â
He glanced over the pages of the book he carried, before he turned to say something to his friend, snapping the book shut and leaning against the railing of the mezzanine. He laughed at something his friend said before he turned and looked over the downstairs area of the library before his eyes landed on Min-ah. The two stared at one another for a moment. Min-ah felt her heart beat wildly against her ribcage, her breathing speeding up as she stared at the man.
Tearing her gaze away, Min-ah turned around and ducked behind a shelf and out of the manâs view. She took several deep breaths before returning to check on Min-ho and Amelia. Peering around a shelf, she saw they were still engrossed in their own world, looking over the books on vegetable gardening. She smiled before turning away and heading further along the mezzanine.
She came across a roped off section and stared into the darkness of the shelf lined walkway. She glanced over her shoulder before unhooking the rope and stepping into the aisle, hooking the rope behind her. âJust a quick peek,â she thought. âItâs not hurting anyone.â
Perusing the books in the dimly lit section, her attention was caught by a very ornate book binding. Moving closer to inspect it, Min-ah saw that it was made of brown leather. She reached up to touch the leather, expecting it to be as rough as it looked. Min-ah was instead surprised to find it was smooth and felt almost like fine silk. âWhat the hell?â she whispered, pulling her hand back, eyes wide.
Curiosity got the better of her as she let out a breath she was holding and slowly reached back up to grab the book but someone elseâs hand beat her to it. Min-ah spun around to see who had managed to sneak up on her. It was the man she had been watching. Seeing him up close, she could get a better look at his features. He had a strong jawline and pointed chin. His lips pulled into a smirk as he glanced at Min-ah before looking down at the book cover.
âWhat an interesting choice,â he said softly as he started flipping through the pages. Min-ah watched with wide eyes as the man before her continued to peruse the book. He glanced up at her, the look in his eyes giving her chills, before he snapped the book shut and handed it to her. Min-ah felt small and vulnerable in his presence. Maybe it was the height difference or his broad shoulders that made him look taller and intimidating.
âDonât let anyone catch you with that,â his voice said, pulling Min-ah out of her thoughts. He nodded at the book now clutched in her hands. âPeople will start to talk and Iâm sure a woman of your status wouldnât want that,â he said in a condescending tone. Min-ah opened her mouth to respond but the man moved quickly towards her, trapping her between him and the shelf as she backed into.
He stared down at her, that same smug grin on his face. âYou should get back to your friends,â he said in a low voice. Min-ah didnât like the tone he used. As if something horrible would happen if she stayed there in that corridor with him. As if he was a dangerous beast and she was his next meal. Without a word, the man backed off and turned to walk away. He stepped over the rope and turned back to give Min-ah one final glance before he slipped out of her sight.
Letting out a sigh, Min-ah lifted a hand to check her pulse, pressing two fingers under her jaw. Her heart was pounding, just as she assumed. She knew that man was dangerous and that she never wanted to meet him again. But then why was she feeling a fluttering in her stomach? Not so much from attraction, but that feeling one gets when they do something they arenât supposed to. A rush of adrenaline. A thrill.Â
Shaking it from her mind, she looked down at the book in her hands and nearly gasped when she read the cover. It was a book about pirates. She set it down on a nearby table and started to hurry away before stopping in her tracks. Min-ah glanced back at the book lying innocently on the flat surface. She worried her lip between her teeth before making a rash, and rather stupid decision to take the book. She made sure no one was looking before slipping the book into her bag.
Min-ah hurried to the end of the aisle, peeking out to make sure the man was gone before she unhooked the rope and exited the section. She hurried back to find Amelia and Min-ho no longer sitting at the table. She searched for her brother as she walked down the steps of the mezzanine and towards the front door. Min-ah was relieved to find Min-ho standing by the front desk, checking out two books.
Min-ah joined him, receiving a worried look from him. Before he could ask anything, Min-ah shook her head, telling him not to worry about her. Nothing else was said as Amelia finished the checking process and handed Min-ho his books, reminding him to return them in a week. Min-ho thanked her before leaving. Min-ah also thanked Amelia, trying to hide her discomfort in her actions.
She followed Min-ho out of the front door of the library and into the still busy town square. Min-ah saw the man from the library outside with his companion once more. He looked over and they made eye contact. His lips pulled into a smile once more as Min-ah descended the steps with Min-ho.
As she stared him in the eyes, a wave of recognition passed over her as she suddenly remembered that sheâd seen the man before, or more accurately, after visiting the library.
âItâs him.â
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January 15, NY 263 Sundas, 05:42 Arcadia, Min-ah
Min-ah woke with a start, gasping as she sat upright. She let out a few coughs, trying to steady her breath. She glanced around the room. It was still dark. Pulling back the covers, she swung her legs over the side of her bed and got to her feet, feeling her way through the darkness to her window to pull back the curtains. On the other side of the glass, she could see the sky was beginning to lighten.
âDawn.â She let out a sigh and began getting ready for the day since she was already up. Min-ah lit a few candles to allow her to see better. As she sat at her vanity, she glanced at herself in the mirror. Realization set in as she recognized the man from her dream. It was the same man who had come by to see her father. She just didnât realize it at the time. She had seen him that day she had gone to the library with Min-ho. Min-ah shook her head and started focusing on her hair.
As Min-ah pulled the comb through her locks, her mind wandered back to her dream. She remembered the man in her dream. She knew she had seen him. The man from yesterday. She remembered his light brown hair and chiseled jawline. Pushing it from her mind, Min-ah let out a soft sigh and shook her head. "Stop thinking about it," she whispered to herself. "You have more important things to think about," she added.
As she finished combing her hair and pulling it up into a half up-do, a soft knock was heard at the door. Sooyun entered the room, shutting the door behind her softly and walked around the bed. âAre you ready to dress, maâam?â she asked. Min-ah nodded, standing and turning to head for her closet.
Inside, she chose a dress of dark blue, almost a midnight blue with embroidered silver stars. It had a high neck, long sleeves, and buttons down the back. Small black trims peaked out from the edge of the sleeves. To match, she chose a pair of black boots. Once changed into the dress, stockings on, and boots laced, Min-ah made her way out of her room, heading down the stairs with her hat in her hands.
Upon reaching the kitchen, she saw her father sitting at the kitchen table, looking over paperwork. He looked up as Min-ah entered the room and set the paper in his hand down, offering a rare smile to his daughter. "Morning," he murmured. He knew exactly how important today was to Min-ah. "Is everything all right, father?" Min-ah asked, noticing how exhausted her father looked. He waved his hand lightly. "Donât worry about me," he said softly.
Min-ah pondered for a moment before finally deciding to speak up.
"Father," she said, glancing at him when he looked up at her. "Yes?" he asked, leaning back in his seat. "A man came by here yesterday looking for you," Min-ah replied. Min-hyuk looked at his daughter, perplexed by her revelation. "Who was it?" he asked. Min-ah shook her head. "I'm not sure. I've only seen him once before but I didn't realize it until this morning," she answered.
"Where did you see him?" Min-hyuk asked her. "The library a couple weeks ago," Min-ah answered, watching her fatherâs expression carefully. "Did he give his name?" he asked. Min-ah shook her head. "No. He didn't. He just gave me a sealed envelope to give you. He didn't even speak-" Min-ah stated but was interrupted by her father.
"Where is it?" he asked, sitting up straight. "Where is what?" Min-ah asked. Her father frowned. "The envelope, where did you put it?" Min-ah pointed towards the foyer. "I left it with your mail yesterday," she answered. Min-hyuk's face seemed to lose color, worrying Min-ah.
"What was it?" she asked. Min-hyuk shook his hand and dismissed her concern. "It was nothing. Some small company, looking for investors," he answered. "Don't worry about it, my dear."
Footsteps outside the kitchen drew both their attention, causing Min-ah and Min-hyuk to look up as Min-ho entered the room dressed in his best black suit. He glanced from his sister to his father, feeling as if they had just been in the middle of a private conversation. "What?" he asked softly, fidgeting with his bowtie.
Min-ah gave him a warm smile, walking over to help him tie it. "You look good," she said softly as their father went back to his paperwork while Sooyun started making breakfast. Min-ho looked over Min-ah's shoulder and then back to his sister. "What were you two talking about?" he asked.
Min-ah gave her brother a confused look. "I just asked him if he was alright," Min-ah said as she finished tying the bowtie and shaping it. "That's it?" Min-ho asked. Min-ah hesitated, pondering whether or not to tell her brother about the man at the door. She decided to wait until later to tell him. She shook her head. Before Min-ho could inquire, she explained that she would tell him after church.
"You promise?" Min-ho asked to which Min-ah nodded. "Of course. Have I ever broken a promise?" Min-ah asked, looking up at her brother. Min-ho studied her face before shaking his head. "No. You've never broken your promises," he said softly.
The two moved to sit at the table across from one another, their father at the head of the table. Sooyun continued to bustle about the kitchen, serving coffee for their father and Min-ho. Min-ah declined the beverage, asking for juice instead. Sooyun gave her a small smile.
As she was serving their breakfast, Hye-kyo entered the room, wearing her dressing gown, her hair unkempt as she sat at the opposite end of the table as her husband. Sooyun immediately began to serve her breakfast. As she was setting a cup down to pour her coffee, Hye-kyo stopped her.
"Be a dear and make me something a little bit stronger," she said, looking up at Sooyun. The maid stood straight and glanced toward where Min-hyuk sat. He didn't look up from his breakfast. Sooyun gave a small curtsey with a "yes ma'am," and moved to head for the bar.
As she passed Min-hyuk, he reached out and grabbed her arm. Min-ah and Min-ho looked up in shock. Sooyun looked terrified. Min-hyuk looked up at her. "Please pour her a cup of coffee and then go change for service. You can resume your duties when services are over," he said in a soft voice.
Sooyun looked relieved when he let go of her. She returned to pour a cup of coffee for Hye-kyo and then disappeared from the kitchen. Min-ah and Min-ho exchanged glances before looking at their father and then mother, who was now glaring at her husband. "I don't want coffee," she said flatly.
Min-hyuk ignored this and went back to his food. Hye-kyo didn't take well to being ignored. She slammed her hands on the table, standing up quickly. Min-ah glanced at her mother, taking in her disheveled appearance.
"I said," Hye-kyo snarled, "I don't want coffee!" Without missing a beat, Min-hyuk simply replied, "I don't care what you do or do not want. You aren't getting drunk at seven in the morning on the anniversary of our son's death."
Min-ah felt her stomach drop. She slowly looked up at Min-ho who stared wide eyed at his empty plate. She glanced from her father to her mother. She needed to intervene and get Min-ho out of this situation.
Clearing her throat, Min-ah turned to her father. "Father," she said softly. He looked from his plate up to her with a look that told her not to get involved but she persevered.Â
"Before I closed shop yesterday, I made a special flower arrangement for Min-ki's grave but I forgot it at the shop," she said plainly. "Would it be alright," she continued. "If Min-ho and I went there on our way to the church to get the bouquet and then we'll meet you and mother there?"
Min-hyuk knew exactly what his daughter was doing. She was getting herself and Min-ho out of the house and he nodded. "I think that would be nice," he replied, lifting his napkin to wipe his mouth. "You two head out. I'll help your mother get ready and we'll meet you at the church," he said getting to his feet and walking around the table. Min-ho got up and headed quickly out of the kitchen.
Min-ah got to her feet and followed suit, not sparing a second glance back at her parents. She found Min-ho waiting for her in the foyer. Grabbing her coat, Min-ah pulled it on over her dress while Min-ho pulled his coat on over his suit. The siblings exited the house without a word into the cold morning. They headed silently toward the town square.
Min-ah wasn't sure if she should say anything but she needed to know that Min-ho was alright. "Min-ho?" she asked softly. He turned to look at her. "Hmm?" he replied. "Are you okay?" she asked as they walked through the empty town square towards her shop. Min-ho nodded.
"I honestly expected her to throw a fit when you said his name," he answered as Min-ah pulled out her keys and unlocked the shop. The two headed inside where Min-ah walked around the counter and grabbed the arrangement she had made. "I did too," she said as she followed Min-ho outside and locked the shop back up. Before Min-ho could say anything, a voice called out to them.
Min-ah and Min-ho looked to see one of the city guards walking quickly towards them. "All businesses are closed until after services are over," he barked at them. "Oh, we were just-" Min-ho tried to explain their situation but the guard wasn't having it. "I don't care what your excuses are," he said angrily. "You should be at home or heading to church," he added.
Min-ah stepped forward, pushing Min-ho behind her. "We were on our way. We just wanted to stop and get this arrangement I made yesterday for our brother's grave," she stated quickly, holding up the flowers. The guard was about to speak when he was interrupted.
"Is there a problem here?" a voice asked. All three turned to see the lieutenant of the guard walking towards them. "Lieutenant Wexley, sir," the city guard said, saluting him. "At ease, Compton," Lucas Wexley replied. Min-ah relaxed as Lucas sent the guard back to his post.
"We were just heading to the church," she explained. She held up the flowers. "I wanted to stop and grab this for Min-ki's grave," she added. Lucas nodded understandingly. "I can escort you to the church if you'd like," he said. Min-ah thanked him and the three of them made their way.
The walk was mostly silent before Lucas spoke. "Today is the anniversary," he stated. Min-ah nodded silently, glancing at Min-ho who said nothing and kept his eyes forward. "A horrible accident," Lucas said as the three continued forward. "It could have been prevented," Min-ho said as the church came into view. Min-ah grabbed his arm.
Before Lucas could reply, Min-ah gave him a kind smile. "Thank you for your company, Lieutenant Wexley. My brother and I have to meet our parents now," she said pointedly. Lucas returned the smile. "Of course, Miss Bang. It was my pleasure," he replied. He then shifted his attention to Min-ho. "Mr. Bang," he said with a curt nod.
Min-ah turned, pulling Min-ho behind her, ignoring the feeling of Lucas' eyes on her. "You can't just go around saying things like that," she reprimanded Min-ho as they hurried up the path towards the church where people were filing into the building. "I hate that guy," Min-ho hissed.
Min-ah rolled her eyes as they joined the line heading into the church. Once inside, the usher guided them to the correct seats where they met up with their parents. Somehow their father was able to bribe their mother into getting dressed and making herself look presentable.
She wore a black dress with white pinstripes to match his suit. She had removed her hat which was made to match her dress. Her hair was brushed, curled, and styled and she had makeup on. Min-ah sat down beside her mother forcing Min-ho to sit beside her instead of their mother.
"Is this the arrangement?" her mother asked, surprising Min-ah. She nodded as her mother took it gingerly and inspected it. She handed it back without a word. Min-hyuk was looking at the front of the church without a word.
Min-ah looked around, inspecting the white marble interior of the church. It was a massive cathedral, hundreds of seats on the main floor and a balcony with more seats allowing the entire city to sit during service.Â
The ceiling was close to 30 meters, except inside the dome which was positioned over the altar. The exact inside height of the dome was disputed but rumors were that it stood at almost 18 meters taller than the ceiling.
Min-ah was brought out of her thoughts by everyone around her standing. She stood as well, looking straight ahead as one of the priests stood on a pulpit, looking out over the congregation. Once he had everyone's attention, he nodded, signaling everyone to take a seat.
Min-ah took her seat and looked down at the flowers in her hands as the priest began to speak, thanking everyone for coming. Beside her, Min-ah heard Min-ho snort softly. "Like we have a choice," he whispered. Min-ah tried to hide her smile and she lightly elbowed her brother.
Services continued as usual with the clergy performing their usual rituals of cleansing the congregation, preaching the word of God, and telling the congregation that they will be saved as long as they continue to attend church and believe in the will of God. As it came to a close, the priest called for attention. Min-ah looked up, very clearly done with sitting in the same spot for hours. Min-ho took her hand and gave it a squeeze. Min-ah looked at her brother who gave her a smile.
"Before we leave today and go about our lives," the priest said, his voice solemn despite the fake smile on his face. "Let us remember the tragic incident that occurred nine years ago today." Min-ah felt her breath catch in her throat. She looked over at Min-ho who was staring at the ground.
"Nine years ago, a section of the city that had been deemed unsafe to inhabit was closed off to the public and it was there that a portion of it fell, crumbling off and taking with it a young citizen. Today, we remember Min-ki Bang."
The crowd murmured an 'amen' before services were ended and dismissed. Min-ah stood, following Min-ho with their parents behind them. Once outside of the church, Min-ah felt like she could breathe, taking in the fresh air. She and Min-ho stood off to the side while waiting for their parents.
The four headed for the cemetery to visit Min-ki's grave. Once there, Min-ah replaced the dying flowers with the new arrangement. She and Min-ho stood side by side before their brother's grave, silent. She ignored as other members of the crowd came to offer words of strength and condolences. She didn't care. She knew they didn't really care either. They were doing what they were told to do.
She was so wrapped up in her own thoughts, Min-ah hadn't heard the sounds her mother was making behind her. When she came to, Min-ah turned around to see her mother on the ground, throwing a hysterical fit and one of the other towns women looking completely shocked and mortified. Min-hyuk told her to move along. Min-ah turned away from the scene unfolding behind her. Min-ho hadn't even turned to look.
Unable to stand the sounds anymore, Min-ah turned to help her father but he shook his head. "Go to the market. I'll handle your mother," he said shoving a coin purse into her hand. "There's a list on the kitchen table for you," he added. Min-ah nodded and turned away from her parents, grabbing Min-ho and pushing through the crowd that had started to gather.
"Where are we going?" Min-ho asked. "Father wants us to go to the market," Min-ah said as she led the way back home. Min-ho kept pace with her as they hurried through the empty streets. Everyone was no doubt still at the church watching their mother have a breakdown.
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January 15, NY 263 Sundas, 10:42 the Horizon, Seonghwa
Lifting the glass to his lips, Seonghwa took a sip of the golden liquor he had poured himself what felt like ages ago. The ship had been heading due East for days at this point. Hongjoong had been given the all clear by the Benefactor to sell some of their wares at various sky cities across the world. They had been to a couple already and next on this list was Arcadia.
Seonghwa hadn't been to Arcadia in several years. The last time he was there, he got in trouble with the law when he was discovered in bed with the wife of a guardsmen. He had fled the city quickly, escaping onto the Horizon at the last minute, meeting up with the others. They left the city and hadn't been back since.
Seonghwa vowed from then on to only take women to bed in a tavern or inn and never go to their homes again. He wasn't about to risk his life for a horny housewife.
The sound of shuffling brought Seonghwa out of his thoughts as Hongjoong appeared in the room. Seonghwa ignored him as he continued drinking. "It's not even noon," Hongjoong joked, laughing as Seonghwa cursed at him. The captain poured himself a drink and moved to sit across from Seonghwa. The two said nothing, the older man looking at his younger friend. Finally the younger of the two spoke up.
"I want you to go into the city," Hongjoong said. Seonghwa said nothing, merely stared at the melting ice in his almost empty glass. He knew Hongjoong would ask him to deal with the sales. It was his job after all as first mate. He always took care of the crew's outside transactions. The inside ones were left to the Benefactor.
Hongjoong lifted his glass, staring into the contents. Seonghwa wasn't much of a talker this early in the morning even though it was almost eleven in the morning, but then again Seonghwa wasn't much of a talker in general. Hongjoong sighed, taking a sip of his drink before setting it back on the table, the liquor burning his throat as it slid down. He wasn't done speaking.
"Take San, Wooyoung, and Mingi with you," he added when Seonghwa said nothing. "San and Wooyoung are great at selling and haggling. Mingi can offer protection," Hongjoong continued. Again, Seonghwa said nothing, merely staring at the melting ice in his glass. "Hey," Hongjoong said, catching his friend's attention.
Seonghwa glanced up at Hongjoong, holding the latter's gaze. Hongjoong scoffed, taking another sip. "You gonna say anything?" he asked. Seonghwa shrugged. "I better not see that guardsmen or his wife," he stated. Hongjoong burst into laughter, setting his glass on the table between them. "You have to admit," Hongjoong said. "That was hilarious." Seonghwa frowned at his friend.
"It was NOT hilarious," he replied but Hongjoong continued snickering. "Seeing you leap from the edge of the city onto the deck half naked will forever be engraved I'm my brain," Hongjoong replied. Seonghwa attempted to hide his smile as he scooped an ice cube out of his glass and threw it at Hongjoong who cackled as he dodged it. "Fuck off," Seonghwa chuckled, picking up his glass and finishing his drink. "I'll take the others to the market but don't expect us to sell much," he said getting to his feet.
He glanced down at Hongjoong and grabbed his empty glass. "The people of Arcadia are stingy and have no taste," he added, pointing at Hongjoong before moving to pour himself another drink. "Duly noted," Hongjoong chuckled as he took another sip from his own glass. Seonghwa returned to his seat, lifting his feet to rest them on the table. "Take the hairpin," Hongjoong said suddenly.
Seonghwa looked up. "The Sakura Pin?" he asked, uncertain he heard his captain correctly. Hongjoong nodded. "See what you can get for it. But don't accept less than a million," he added. Seonghwa snorted into his drink. "A million?!" he asked incredulously. Hongjoong nodded. "If someone wants it that badly, they'll pay."
Seonghwa shrugged his shoulders again. "I guess," he added. Hongjoong chuckled again. "Trust me, they will." The two were still talking about prices of the hairpin when San entered the room. "What are you two bickering about now?" he asked as he moved to sit down at the table, Wooyoung and Yunho following behind him.
"We aren't bickering," Seonghwa retorted. "Sure sounds like it," Wooyoung said as he poured himself a drink as well. "We don't bicker," Hongjoong added. "We were discussing prices."
"Prices of what?" Yunho asked as he sat next to San, leaving the last seat beside Seonghwa open for Wooyoung. "The Sakura Pin," Hongjoong answered. "Which reminds me," he added, turning to look at San and Wooyoung. "Do not accept anything under a million for that hairpin, am I clear?" he asked. Wooyoung choked on his drink, causing San to give him a couple thumps to the back.
"A million?!" Yunho exclaimed. Hongjoong nodded. "That pin is extremely rare. It's an authentic piece and not the fake. A million is the lowest we go," he replied. San nodded. "Sounds fair," he answered. "If someone wants it badly enough, they'll pay that amount," he added. Hongjoong smiled, turning to look at Seonghwa who rolled his eyes and lifted his glass to his lips.
"See?" Hongjoong said, raising his hand and gesturing toward San who smiled widely. "What did I say?" Seonghwa rolled his eyes and downed the rest of his drink. "Oh, shut up," he retorted.
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January 15, NY 263 Sundas, 11:00 Arcadia, Min-ah
Upon arriving home, Min-ho unlocked the door and led the way in. Min-ah hurried into the kitchen and grabbed the list that her father had left on the table. Once she had it in her hands, she glanced over it. 'Eggs, milk, meat, cheese, vegetables, and bread,' she read. And written at the bottom in her fatherâs handwriting was a note that read 'and buy something for yourself as your birthday is coming up.'
Min-ah returned to Min-ho with the list and the two headed back outside. Min-ah noticed that most of the townspeople had made their way back into town now, no doubt her father and the church were able to disperse the crowd. Min-ah was thankful but it didn't stop random people from staring at her as if expecting her to randomly lose it as well.
She did her best to ignore the stares and was relieved to see most of the market had been set up. The siblings went through the stalls, buying items off the list. They stopped by the last stall, a vegetable stand and Min-ah told Min-ho which vegetables father liked.
Her attention was drawn elsewhere as her brother looked through the vegetables on the table. She looked through the crowd spotting a familiar face she had seen yesterday and again in her dream last night.
She turned to watch as the man she thought was the same that visited yesterday. As he looked over his shoulder, she was disappointed to see it wasn't the same man. She let out a huff and began to turn back to the vendor when something else caught her eye.Â
A table not far from where she stood full of all types of combs, jewelry, and other sparkly and shiny items. Min-ho paid the vendor for the vegetables and turned to Min-ah.
"We got everything on the list?" he asked but his sister didn't respond. "Min-ah?" he asked, drawing her attention away from the table and the four men behind it. "Hmm?" she hummed. Min-ho glanced toward the table before smiling. "Father did say to buy yourself a present," he murmured. Min-ah turned her head to meet Min-ho's gaze, a smile already present on his face.
The siblings headed toward the table, passing through the crowd easily. As they approached, a particular ornate hairpin caught Min-ah's attention.
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January 15, NY 263 Sundas, 11:27 Arcadia, Seonghwa
"We shouldn't be out in full view like this," Wooyoung hissed to San as the latter set out several hairpieces on the table. Mingi was off to the side, lost in his own thoughts while Seonghwa was inspecting the items on the table.
"Wooyoung, stop worrying. People are less likely to suspect anything if we're out in the open like this," San said softly as he adjusted a few hairpins. Wooyoung shook his head and turned away from San to look at Seonghwa.
"Hwa," he started but Seonghwa held up his hand. "I heard you the first time, Wooyoung. Sit next to Mingi and leave the worrying to me," the older man said. Wooyoung exchanged glances with Mingi as the red head looked up at the mention of his name. Wooyoung sighed and moved to sit down.
Seonghwa finished calculating the value of all the items in his head, nodding to himself before glancing up. His eyes fixated on a face in the crowd. Seonghwa had never seen someone so beautiful in his life.Â
She was short with a slim figure. She wore a midnight blue dress with silver stars with a similar dark blue jacket. Her dark brown hair fell in soft waves down her shoulders, half of it pulled up into two twin combs he couldn't see under her matching blue hat. She carried a small bag, strap wrapped around her wrist.
He tore his attention from her clothing where his eyes fixated on the smoothness of her skin. Her complexion was much fairer than his, showing she had never worked a day of her life outside. The curve of her cheek dip down to meet a soft and rounded chin. Her nose was small and slightly upturned at the tip making it look like a button. Cute was the only word that came to his mind.
Her cheeks had a natural rosy hue to them that extended to the bridge of her nose. A natural flush to her light honey toned skin. Her eyes were the softest brown Seonghwa had ever seen and they were full of curiosity and wonder, something he'd never seen from a woman of her obvious station.
It gave her an overall youthful glow. Her hands were small and dainty as she reached out to gently touch several of the hair ornaments, no doubt inspecting the quality of each item that caught her eye. A smile was present on her face as she browsed their stolen wares. Would she know they were stolen? And if she did know, would she willingly pay for stolen goods? He didn't know.
He watched as she turned her head to look at the man beside her. Seonghwa had been so engrossed in studying the woman that he hadn't even noticed the man standing to her left. He was no doubt her fiancĂŠ if not her husband.
He was noticeably taller with a lighter shade of brown hair. He wore a nice black suit and carried a bag, presumably with their purchases inside. The woman began looking through the items on the table, one item in particular but Seonghwa didn't pay attention to which item it was. He had to stop staring before he got into trouble like last time. He was not above wooing a married woman into bed with him.
He forced himself to look away from this woman who had ignited a fire in him like no other had done before. He ignored the feelings in his chest and stomach and busied himself with wrapping up the items they didn't have space on the table for as San began speaking with the woman.
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January 15, NY 263 Sundas, 11:34 Arcadia, Min-ah
"Looking for anything specific?" a man asked. Min-ah looked up and was greeted by a brilliant smile.Â
The man before her had medium brown hair that was styled to show off his forehead, black eyes, and was a few inches taller than she was. He wore a simple white linen shirt, the neck open revealing his collarbone. The sleeves were pushed up to his elbows, exposing his forearms.Â
Over his linen shirt, he wore an open black vest. She couldnât be sure of the material but it looked to be jacquard. He also wore a pair of high waisted black leather pants and a pair of black heavy boots.Â
When he smiled, dimples appeared on both cheeks and his eyes turned into crescents. Min-ah felt comfortable in his presence.
"Not really," she said, shaking her head. "I just happened to see these from afar," she added, gesturing at the hairpins before her. She looked closer at the ornate one that first caught her eye. It was the most beautiful pin.
It was made of metal, an off white enamel sakura blossom with a pink pearl center and smaller white blossoms. The main blossom was surrounded by green leaves with strands of crystal beads hanging down with ornate green beads at the ends.
"How much is this one?" Min-ah asked, looking up at the man. He glanced down at the Sakura hairpin, a smile on his face. "This one is a really rare piece," he started, picking it up and walking around the table to show her. "It comes with a story actually," he added.Â
"Legend is that an emperor had it made for the woman he loved," the man started to explain, looking from the pin to her, a smile still on his face. Min-ah couldn't help but smile back. He was a stranger for sure, as she knew almost everyone on Arcadia but he was possibly one of the most handsome strangers she had ever seen.
Min-ah reached out slowly before stopping. She looked up at the man. "May I?" she asked. The man nodded, handing her the pin to inspect. It was even more beautiful in the sunlight. The petals of the blossom sparkled as Min-ah moved the pin around. "It's so beautiful," she said.
âYah, San!â a voice said. Min-ah glanced up as the man she had been talking to turned to look at another man who had called out to him. The man who had called out had been sitting down when Min-ah first approached the stall. He was now standing and leaning over the table, giving his compadre a very pointed look. What it meant, Min-ah was not sure. She took in his appearance as he stared at the man she now knew was named San.
He had short blond hair with a silvery tone. His jawline was sharp in contrast to the curve of his cheeks. He had San fixed with a sharp stare of his black eyes. It was almost as if he was telling the other man off for something he had done. He wore mostly leather. A black linen shirt, more fitted than flowing, with a black leather vest. Tight fitted leather pants showed off his muscular physique.Â
On his right hip, sat an empty holster. Min-ah wondered where the weapon that belonged in it was but she didnât have time to think about that as she also caught sight of another man behind the blond one.
He was big. He didnât have to be standing for Min-ah to know he would tower over her. His hair was a deep red, a stark contrast from his golden skin tone. His eyes were a light brown, almost amber in the sunlight. He gave Min-ah a curious and puzzled look when their eyes met. Min-ah gave him a polite and friendly smile which he returned after a moment.
Min-ah saw he wore an off white linen shirt, black leather trousers, and a pair of heavy, black lace-up boots. He sat on a low stone wall behind the others. Min-ahâs eyes were drawn to the final member of the group she hadnât looked at but before she could get a good look, the man called San spoke to her.
âWould you be interested in any of the other hairpins we have for sale?â he asked, gesturing at the other trinkets on the table. Min-ah started to look through them as he explained each item to her.
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January 15, NY 263 Sundas, 11:38 Arcadia, Seonghwa
Seonghwa glanced up, eyes landing on the woman. She was standing with San, the Sakura Pin in her hands as San explained the value of the pin. His expression softened as he watched the way her face lit up as she listened to San's story. The smile on her face was radiant and it took his breath away. He was vaguely aware of someone saying his name but it took him a few more moments to register Mingi at his side, shaking his shoulder gently.
Seonghwa tore his gaze from the woman and looked at the red head. "What?" he whispered. Mingi nodded wordlessly at the other side of the market where several uniformed guards had entered, looking around the market.
He turned to Wooyoung who looked wide eyed at him. Seonghwa nodded at the table, signaling them to pack it up. Wooyoung started quickly, grabbing the items and placing them back in the bag. Mingi slowly placed his hand on the gun at his hip but made no move to unholster it.
Seonghwa whistled at San who turned to face him. The woman had heard the commotion caused by the arrival of the guards. Seonghwa nodded at the Sakura Pin and San nodded, turning his attention back to the woman as the others finished packing up, slinging the bags over their backs.Â
"I'm very sorry, ma'am but I'm going to need this back," San said softly as to not draw attention their way. He lightly tugged at the pin in the woman's grasp but she had a tight hold on it. Her attention was fixed in the distance as the armed guards began searching through the stalls, inspecting the people running them.
San was trying to pull the pin from the woman's hand but she wasn't letting go. Both her and the man with her were focused on the guards that had been inspecting the various stalls. Seonghwa glanced at the advancing guards. He had two choices: leave the hairpin or something much more daring and would definitely cause trouble.
One thing was certain: he wasn't leaving without that hairpin.
San turned to give Seonghwa an exasperated look. Seonghwa narrowed his eyes before hissing Mingi's name. The tall red-head looked over his shoulder at him. Seonghwa nodded towards the woman. "Grab her," he said.
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January 15, NY 263 Sundas, 11:42 Arcadia, Min-ah
Min-ah heard several gasps and turned to see the guard had arrived led by Lucas of course. She was confused as to why they had come. The man was speaking to her but she couldn't make out what he was saying. She was too preoccupied by the advancing guards.
"There they are!" one of the guards said, pointing in their direction. Min-ah looked at her brother who looked just as confused as she did. 'What is going on?'
Min-ah heard a voice behind her say "grab her." She whipped her head around in time to make eye contact with a man with black hair and piercing eyes. She turned as the tall man with the bright red hair advanced on her.
She glanced at San, whom she had been speaking with. He merely gave her an apologetic smile and shrugged before jumping over the table and grabbing one of the bags as the rest of the crew took off. The red-head looked at the guards and back down at Min-ah. "I'm very sorry for this, Miss," he said before grabbing her and throwing her over his shoulder, knocking Min-ho to the ground in the process.
Min-ah screamed as the man took off after his comrades. "They're getting away!" Lucas called out, giving chase. Min-ah wasn't able to see much in her position as the man carrying her ran through the back alleys.
"PUT ME DOWN!!" Min-ah screamed, hitting the man's back as he ran. He didn't even seem phased by her hits. He continued to run down the dark alleys, her hat fell off as he continued quickly through the thin alleys
"Come on!" Min-ah heard another man yell. "Mingi! Let's go!" Min-ah glanced back over her shoulder to see the man with the piercing eyes holding back a piece of fence into the Erosion Zone. The man carrying her passed through the fence and continued after the others.
As he rounded the building, Min-ah saw an airship waiting at the edge of the city. The others had already jumped on. The red-head did his best to keep his balance as he jumped from rock to rock and stopped at the very edge and looked down at the deck below.
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January 15, NY 263 Sundas, 12:06 the Horizon, Yunho
"Ugh, why do I have to be on guard duty?" Yunho groaned as he laid in his hammock suspended between two posts on the deck. He was told by Hongjoong to stay topside and wait for the others to return from the market. All he wanted to do was rest in his cabin.
He heard shuffling and opened his eyes to see Yeosang walking toward him carrying a bowl with no doubt his favorite stew inside. Yunho took it and thanked the chef. "I scooped out the bits you don't like," he added as Yunho picked up his spoon and started to eat. "You're the backbone of this ship," Yunho said as he ate several mouthfuls of the stew. He hadn't realized how hungry he was until Yeosang handed him a bowl.Â
Yeosang scoffed, leaning against one of the posts and looked up at the edge of the city, hair ruffled by the breeze. "Hongjoong would disagree with you," he mumbled. Yunho looked up at his friend. The slightly younger man had no idea how valuable he was to the crew.
"Look, I like Jongho as much as everyone else, but the heart and soul of this ship is the kitchen and without you, it would be a lifeless ship. You keep us sane and fed. There's nothing more important than that," Yunho said, pointing his spoon at Yeosang.
The blonde smiled and looked back up at the sky. "Thank you," he said softly. Yunho said nothing but continued to eat. Silence fell over the two but it was short lived when footsteps announced the arrival of the youngest member of the crew. âJongho,â Yeosang said, nodding his head slightly in greeting.
âHongjoong wants to know when lunch will be ready,â Jongho said, looking from the chef to Yunho. Yeosang chuckled. âItâs already done,â he said in response, standing up straight. âIâll get him a bowl,â he added. Jongho nodded, saying nothing before turning and walking away. âWhy does he still act like that?â Yunho wondered, as Yeosang held out his hand to take the now empty bowl from him.
âLike what?â the brunette asked. âLike weâre all strangers,â Yunho answered. âHe acts so weird around us sometimes.â Yeosang laughed, shaking his head. âI just think thatâs Jongho,â he replied. With a shrug, he turned to walk away, heading down from the deck into the ship. Yunho rested back in his hammock before a distant scream caught his attention. It was unmistakably the scream of a woman. He sat up, rolling out of his hammock and onto his feet. He stared up at the edge of the city, floating a good 20 feet above the ship. He moved to the port side to try and get a better view of the cliff but saw nothing.
He was mentally cursing his ears when he suddenly heard the sounds of footsteps above. Yunho glanced up to see San and Wooyoung at the edge of the city. "Jump!" Yunho called, pointing at the pile of cushions and tarps he had set up for occasions just like this. San wasted no time and leapt off the city, landing in the cushions.
He scrambled up and looked up at Wooyoung. "Jump! It's fine. Just jump!" Wooyoung did as he was told and landed on the cushions. "Where's Seonghwa and Mingi?" Yunho asked as Wooyoung got up. "They're coming," San said. The sound of footsteps announced the arrival of Mingi.
Yunho looked up to see someone slung over Mingi's shoulder. "Who is that?!" he yelled. Before Mingi could answer, Yunho heard Seonghwa. "Just toss her to Yunho!"
Mingi lowered the woman. Yunho saw her glance down, eyes wide with fear as she held on tightly to Mingi. "Don't you dare," she warned. Mingi grimaced."I'm really sorry about this," he apologized again before dropping her off the edge of the city.Â
Yunho cursed as he braced himself, arms ready. The woman screamed as she fell, arms flailing as she tried to keep herself upright. Yunho dug his heels into the wood of the deck the best he could before catching the woman but the force caused him to fall back onto the hardwood. Mingi jumped off, landing on the cushions as Seonghwa reached the edge as well.
He jumped off, landed on the deck, rolling to soften his fall. "Tell Hongjoong to go!" Seonghwa yelled to Wooyoung who took off to relay the order.
Yunho groaned as he sat up, the woman Mingi had dropped to him still on him. She looked around, eyes wide with fear. "Are you alright?" Yunho asked, rubbing the back of his head. The woman looked up at him, terrified.
Seonghwa turned to look at Yunho. He stormed over, towering over the woman. His eyes landed on the hairpin still clutched in her hand. He knelt down slowly, eyes glaring as he reached her level. The woman stared at him, shaking slightly. He grabbed the hairpin and pulled it from her hand as he stood up.
"Yunho, Mingi, one of you take her below deck and put her in the brig," he ordered before turning and walking away. Yunho and Mingi exchanged glances as the ship started to move. Mingi got to his feet, dusting himself off. "You do it," he said nodding at Yunho. "I carried her here," he added.
Before Yunho could respond, Mingi left the deck, descending down into the ship. Yunho sighed before slowly getting to his feet. He turned and held out his hand to the woman. "Let's go," he said. She didn't move, instead staring up at him. Yunho cocked his head.
"Either you can walk there on your own, or I can throw you over my shoulder like a sack of potatoes," he said with a smirk. "Your call." The woman took his hand and allowed him to pull her to her feet. "I'm Yunho," he said as he led her towards the steps down into the ship. "Who are you?"
The woman hesitated as Yunho led her through the ship, further down until he reached a door with a sliding lock. "You can tell me your name," he said, his voice laced with amusement. "I'm not going to bite."
The woman watched as he unlatched the door and opened it. He gestured for her to step inside. She did and turned to face him. "Min-ah. My name is Min-ah." Yunho smiled. "Well, nice to meet you, Min-ah. Feel free to wait right here for our captain to greet you," he replied before shutting the door and sliding the lock back in place.
He turned and headed for the engine room where he planned to confront San and ask him exactly what happened in the city and why there was a beautiful woman named Min-ah on their ship.
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January 15, NY 263 Sundas, 12:19 the Horizon, Min-ah
Inside the room, Min-ah looked around. It was dark but it wasn't damp. Min-ah sighed and started to look around. The room was filled with crates and bags, no doubt food and other supplies but there were also plenty of chests and other interesting relics tied down and partially covered with large drop cloths.
She began to move toward the chests, finding most of them were locked. She found one chest that wasn't locked and deciding to be rather nosey, Min-ah opened it and peered inside.
She was surprised to see that it was full of not gold or gems, but rather paperwork. She started sifting through it to make sense of it. Most of it were written documents, ledgers, and receipts. "What is all of this?" she whispered as she looked at the papers.
Min-ah was brought back to her senses by the sound of footsteps outside the room. She quickly shut the lid on the chest and scurried away from the cargo, moving back by the door. She listened carefully for any more sounds but heard nothing.
Deciding not to snoop anymore, Min-ah sat down on a crate and waited for someone to come to the cargo hold.
She thought about how she got in this predicament in the first place. All she wanted was to find a nice gift for herself as her father suggested. Why did she have to go to a stand owned by pirates? Why couldn't she have found someone else selling hairpins?
"This is absurd," Min-ah hissed to herself, crossing her arms over her chest. "I can't believe, of all things, this had to happen to me," she added. "Absolutely outrageous!" she grumbled to no one.Â
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January 15, NY 263 Sundas, 12:26 the Horizon, Seonghwa
Seonghwa watched as Hongjoong paced back and forth in front of him, Mingi standing nervously next to him. The pair watched as their captain said nothing, continuing only to pace before them.
Seonghwa was about to speak but Hongjoong beat him to it.
"What were you thinking?" he said, trying to keep his tone even but it was no use, Seonghwa knew Hongjoong better than that. He could see that his friend was seething.
"It was a quick decision, I made after a brief consideration, Captain," Seonghwa replied simply. "Nothing more." Hongjoong scoffed, coming to a stop, hands still behind his back and eyes looking out the window to the West. "This wasn't a simple decision, Seonghwa," he argued. Seonghwa held his ground.
"It was. She had a firm grip on the Sakura Pin and San tried his hardest to pull it from her but her attention was elsewhere," Seonghwa explained. Hongjoong turned his head and held his friend's gaze. "I knew you would be more angry if we lost that pin, so I did what I felt was best," Seonghwa added.
Hongjoong cursed mentally. Seonghwa was right. The Sakura Pin was extremely rare and very old. There was no way he would let something of that value go. Hongjoong had no choice but to concede.
With a heavy sigh, he moved to sit down behind his desk. "So, you gave the order and Mingi followed through?" he asked. Seonghwa nodded, moving to sit across from Hongjoong. "He did. Even apologized to her before he picked up and threw her over his shoulder," Seonghwa added with a small smirk.
Hongjoong eyed his friend before a chuckle escaped him. He looked up at Mingi. "You're free to go," he said with a smile.
Mingi, who had been standing with his whole body tensed up, finally seemed to relax and nodded. He turned and exited the room, leaving Hongjoong and Seonghwa alone.
Once the door shut, Seonghwa fixed his friend with a stern gaze. "What are we going to do about her?" he asked. Hongjoong looked down at his desk littered with papers, maps, and small trinkets.Â
"It's too dangerous to turn back right now," he murmured just loud enough for Seonghwa to hear him. "The entire city will be on high alert,"Â the raven-headed man added. "We could hold onto her," Hongjoong mentioned. Seonghwa wrinkled his nose.
"Hold onto her?" he asked, his disdain unmistakable. Hongjoong narrowed his eyes. "Yes. This is your punishment. Were going to keep her on board until it's safe to return her to Arcadia."
The tone in Hongjoong's voice made it clear that this decision was final. Seonghwa nodded reluctantly and watched as Hongjoong stood up, grabbing his coat that was hanging off the back of his chair. "Well," he said as he put his coat on. "Let's not keep our guest waiting," he added, giving Seonghwa a smile.
Seonghwa groaned and stood up. Hongjoong's smile fell and he pointed a finger at his friend. "Not one word," he said. "This is entirely your fault." Seonghwa held up his hands in defeat and followed his shorter friend as he opened the door and sauntered down the hall.
Making their way through the ship, they turned the corner and found the rest of the crew standing outside the door to the cargo hold, listening intently at what was going on inside the room. Seonghwa watched as the crew scattered when Hongjoong approached.
"She's talking to herself," San chuckled when Hongjoong gave him a puzzled look. Nothing else was said as Hongjoong unlocked and opened the door. He stepped inside, followed by Seonghwa while the rest of the crew peered inside.
The woman before him was slim and petite. She wore a deep blue dress with silver embroidered stars. It was a flattering silhouette on her. The high neck and long sleeves gave her a very proper appearance. Her hair was a soft brown and pulled back into a flowy half up half down style. She had beautiful crescent moon shaped pins holding her hair back.Â
The hem of her skirt was lifted as she sat on a crate near the door giving him a peek at the black boots she wore. Hongjoong looked back up as the woman turned to look at him, her soft brown eyes meeting his and he could see why the others were so keen on her.
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January 15, NY 263 Sundas, 12:38 the Horizon, Min-ah
Min-ah glanced up and stood quickly, eyes widening in panic.
'This is it! I'm done for,' she thought as she watched whom she assumed to be the captain approach her. He wore a crisp linen shirt tucked into black trousers with a black and gold brocade vest. The gold detailing was a dragon pattern. Over this, he wore a blue and black brocade coat and a pair of black cavalier boots.
Fastened to one hip was a sword with an ornate handle that shimmered in the low lights. The hilt was made out of shined bronze. On the other side, a small dagger was strapped to his thigh and tucked under his right arm was a holster with a flintlock pistol.
His hair was short, black, and shaved on the sides with a few braids coming from the back. He had an x cut pattern in his right eyebrow. He gave Min-ah a smile that despite the situation, made her feel welcomed. The man who had told the tall red head to grab her stood behind this man and she was able to get a good look at him.
His hair was a bit longer with an undercut, also black. He wore a linen shirt as well but in a blood red color, under a black on black brocade vest. His trousers were also black as were his cavalier boots. At his hip sat a holster with a revolver in it and strapped to his other thigh was a large dagger in its sheath.
He studied Min-ah with a firm and heated gaze. It made her feel small and scrutinized. She shifted her attention back to the captain as he spoke with a pleasant tone.
"Good afternoon, ma'am," he said with a small bow. Min-ah curtsied back curiously. "Good afternoon," she said softly.
"Sorry for the inconvenience my crew may have caused you," he continued. "My name is Kim Hongjoong and I am the captain of this ship." Hongjoong smiled as he gestured at the cargo hold. Min-ah glanced behind the pair and saw 5 more pairs of eyes looking at her from the doorway. Hongjoong looked over his shoulder.
The crew immediately scattered and he chuckled. "Don't mind them," he added. "They've never seen a woman on board before." Min-ah looked back at him. "Why am I here?" she asked, looking from Hongjoong to the other man. Hongjoong noticed and decided to introduce him. "This is my first mate, Seonghwa," he added.
Min-ah nodded wordlessly before asking again.Â
"Why am I here? What do you want with me?" she asked. Hongjoong shook his head. "I would like to apologize again. Your being here was not planned," he stated. "It was entirely an accident," he continued. "Let me explain."
Min-ah listened as he explained everything. How the only reason she was grabbed was because she was holding a very rare and valuable hairpin. Min-ah felt that was no excuse but kept her mouth shut while she listened. When she said nothing, the captain continued.
"We are going to keep you on board for now. Just until things cool down in Arcadia. Once things calm down, we will return you," he added. Min-ah stared at him for a moment. Hongjoong sensed her hesitation. "I give you my word as captain of this ship, that you will be returned home safely." Min-ah sighed.
"I guess I don't have much of a choice, do I?" she asked. Hongjoong shook his head. "No, you really don't," he added in amusement. Min-ah sat down on a crate and groaned. "Then I guess I'll just have to wait it out," she replied. Hongjoong nodded before looking at Seonghwa. "Set her up with her own cabin and get her anything else she needs," he said, a hint of authority to him.
He looked at Min-ah once more. "If you need anything, Seonghwa will get it for you Miss�" he trailed off. "Min-ah. Bang Min-ah," Min-ah answered. Hongjoong nodded, a small smile on his face.
"Well, Miss Min-ah," he said, his smile shifting into a smirk.
"Welcome aboard the Horizon."
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Secret Crushes III: Cinemas, Love Notes & Cuddling
Hallo again my lovelies!
Here's part three for ya.
Part 1 Part 2
Tags: @fandomsaremykryponite @autocon23 @lilythemadqueen @writingdeadangel @boondoctorwho @darylsgirl @browneyes528
You were stressed out and panicking.Â
After your sister's outburst the other day in the woods, Murphy had been avoiding you somewhat. It seemed her threat had made him back off. It rattled you to the core that maybe she was right. Maybe Murphy was an asshole.Â
You sighed and flopped down on your bed and groaned.Â
The weekend was dragging like crazy, as had the week at school watching her and Connor suck face while you'd glance towards Murphy hoping to catch his eye but he was always looking away. Â
You felt so alone. Â
Like you'd made the biggest mistake of your life by giving the darker haired twin something so special, your virginity, allowing him to use his mouth on you like that... But he had said such sweet things... Made you believe him when he called you beautiful....Â
"Y/N!"Â
Your father's loud and slightly angry voice called from the hall. You groaned again and padded out of your room and leaned over the bannister rail. Your eyes took in the form of your dad's broad and tense shoulders and raised an eyebrow in curiosity. Your sister was hugging your father happily, which was odd, considering she'd been in a foul mood since they had returned and grounded her for the month following last week's party.Â
"Y/N! Get ye butt down 'ere now!" Your dad's Irish accent thick with annoyance. You sighed and walked down the stairs slowly, eyes widening as you took in the sight before you.Â
Smirking brightly, the elder MacManus twin nudged his brother, glancing you up and down. An act your father and sister thankfully missed. You flushed, realising you had yet to change out of your pajamas - a pair of short, bright green shorts and a tight spaghetti strapped top that left little to the imagination.Â
Your father sighed at you as your eyes flickered to Murphy, whose eyes were focused on your chest as you folded your arms. You blushed under his glare and turned to your father.Â
"Go get dressed." He growled.Â
"Why daddy?"Â
"This gentleman wants t' take ye sister t' the cinemas" He gestured towards Connor, "however, as she is still grounded fer dat ridiculous party," your sister lowered her head in mock shame, barely able to hide her smirk. "You are going t' go wit' her. You will stick t' yer sister like glue. Yer both must be together when yer come home."
"Oh..." you reply, feeling eyes run over you once more. You glanced at Murphy, but his eyes were firmly fixed on his shoes, your head turned slightly to Connor, who licked his lips as his eyes ran down you. "Erm... I... I.... I better get dressed then."
"Go. I need t' talk t' these boys and set some firm ground rules." Your dad all but growled, which made Connor and Murphy flinch.Â
You ran to your room, your sister quickly following and closing your door quietly behind you. You sighed and grabbed some clothes out of your closet, which your sister threw to the floor.Â
"I need you to distract Murphy tonight." She whispered, pulling clothes out your closet and pushing them into your arms.Â
"Sara... Thought you said he wasn't good enough for me and has to keep his hands off your baby sister? Huh?" Your replied, your voice muffled as you dressed.Â
"Look... I'm sorry. I was kinda jealous... And it is my job as big sister to try and protect you. I'm sorry." She wrapped her arms around you and rested her head against yours softly. "Besides.... I do owe you one. For not squealing on me about the whole barn thing."
"Get off me woman! Fine... I'll try. Though I doubt it'll do any good.... He took ya warning pretty seriously." You sighed, as your sister slumped more of her weight into you. You shove her off and start putting a little make up on. Just enough to highlight y/e/c eyes but still look natural. She smiled and took it from you and quickly applied just the right amount. You glance in your mirror and smiled.Â
Your sister should be a make up artist you mussed, she'd added more than you usually wore but she had brought out your features perfectly. Â
You actually felt pretty for once.Â
She grabbed your hand after you finished getting dressed and pulled you downstairs to the lounge where the MacManus boys sat quietly on one sofa as your dad glared at them from the armchair. He rose and gave you both a hug and shooed you all out of the house with a quiet warning to the twins to have you both home by 11pm.
Your sister laughed as Connor's hand once more left the stirring wheel to run along her thigh. You rolled your eyes as Murphy scowled at his brother.Â
"Keep ye fuckin' eyes on the road man!" He growled and crossed his arms over his broad chest. You ducked your head and bit your lip, eyes raking down his shirt which strained tightly against his chest. The buttons seemingly ready to pop open at the slightest expansion of his breathing. Murphy gave you a nudge and flicked his hand towards you, a simple, white folded piece of paper between his fingers. You crossed your eyebrows in confusion as he nodded to his hand again. You gently slipped your hand across the seats and took it from him and lay it in your lap. You gave him another look and he nodded at the note, twirling a pencil in his fingers absentmindly.Â
You unfolded the note and gave Murphy a quick glance to catch his eye but he was looking out the window.Â
Do ye forgive me?Â
You smiled as Murphy's hand came into your view, holding the pencil between two of the slender digits. You bit your lip and took the pencil, scrawling a reply.Â
For?Â
Ignoring ye the last week
Why did you do that?Â
Ye sister is fuckin' scary.Â
Haha not as scary as dad
Aye. So do ye?
Depends...Â
On?Â
If you earn it...
Murphy smirked at you as his eyes scanned the note. He shifted his body slightly as the car rounded a corner, using the turn as an excuse to get closer to you. Sara glanced in the rearview mirror and caught your eyes. She nodded her towards Murphy and wiggled her eyebrow before smiling widely as Murphy's hand landed on your knee. You smirked at her and glanced back at Murphy as his other hand cupped your cheek softly.Â
He leaned in and brushed your lips with his, not noticing his brother glancing at you in the mirror as well. Â
Murphy's tongue flicked at your bottom lip for access, which you granted and gave a little moan as he ran his tongue around yours. His hand gripping your hip gently and sliding under your shirt to run his thumb across your hip bone. His grip tightening as you kissed him deeply. You parted breathlessly, his forehead resting against yours.Â
"Have I earned ye forgiveness then?" He whispered against your lips. You bit your bottom lip and nodded before kissing him once more.Â
"Fuck!" Connor yelled as the car swerved to the right wildly before he regained control of the car. Murphy being pushed across the seat to land with his face in your lap. You blushed bright red as he straightened and licked his lip. You both glanced towards thee front of the car and paled. Your sister's body was laid across the seats with her head dipping up and down into Connor's lap. The slurping sounds turned your stomach and you blushed in embarrassment. "Oh god...."Â
"Jesus Fuckin' Christ! Could ye nat wait til we weren't wit' ya? Fuckin' hell man!" Murphy complained, covering his eyes and yours. Connor continued to moan and pant for several more minutes, the volume increasing steadily until he braked suddenly and gave a deep gutteral groan. Murphy gave a gag of disgust at his brother and his hand over your eyes tighten slightly.Â
"Ye fucking idiot! Could've killed us all! Carrying on like that!" Murphy whined as he uncovered his eyes then yours, once sure your sister had resumed her seat. Sara smirked at your red face in the rear view mirror as she wiped her mouth, winking at Murphy who scoffed and folded his arms.
"Hey Murphy..."Â
"Aye?"
"If you're lucky maybe my sweet baby sister will give you one once we get to the cinema." Sara laughed, watching your face and Murphy's change colour several times.
You gave a nervous laugh and buried your face into your shoulder, leaning your too warm face against the cool glass of the window.Â
Fuck.... Would he expect me to? You panicked, blocking out all sound inside the car. I can't do that! I don't know how! Oh my god... What if he does and I can't get him to cum? Oh my god... Oh my god... Oh my god!Â
The internal panic didn't fade at all during the rest of the car ride, nor did it as you got to the cinema or when you were buying your snacks or even entering the theatre. It was still there as you and Murphy separated from your sister and his twin. You were nervous to say the least.Â
Murphy smiled at you and wrapped his arm around your shoulders, settling comfortably close as you sat in your chosen seats at the back of the theatre. You gulped as you stared at the big blank screen.Â
"Ye alright beautiful? Ye tense as hell." Murphy whispered into your ear as the screen lit up and his hand ran along your arm softly. You nodded and bit your lip, nerves fired beyond relief.
"I'm fine... Its just... Never mind." You were thankful that the room was near darkness as your face turned bright red.Â
"What? Tell me"Â
"It's stupid..."
"If somethin' bothering ye, ye can tell me. I promise I won't laugh." He whispered, brushing your ear lightly with his lips as his hand gently kneaded your thigh. "Is it what Sara said? Cos I wouldn't ever force ye t' do summit ye ain't willing t'..."Â
You nod and turn to face him slightly, your eyes not meeting his. Murphy chuckles lowly and runs his hand from behind your head to cup your cheek bringing your lips to his gently. You sigh into the kiss as his other hand trails along your thigh and cups your core gently. You pull away and glance around nervously. Thankful everyone's attention is on the screen in front of you.Â
"Relax beautiful. No one's lookin' at us. Let me really earn ye forgiveness..."Â
Your teeth sunk into your bottom lip harshly as Murphy's talented fingers slip under your underwear and begin to stroke your heated pussy softly, teasingly. You gasp as one briefly grazes your clit and his lip begin to suck and nip at the delicate skin of your neck. You subconsciously shift your hips to grant him more access as his fingers dip between your slicken folds. You give a little whine as his fingers explore your inner walls slowly, feeling him smirk against your neck which was sure to be a lovely shade of purple from his constant attention. You'd definitely need to wear a high collared shirt tomorrow.
Your fingers scrambled to his wrist as his thumb begins to circle your clit in time to his thrusting digits. Your other hand finds his hair and pulls him to your mouth, sealing his mouth to yours hungrily. Your toes curl in your shoes as you suddenly orgasm around his hand and nearly shriek. Luckily the loud explosion on the screen covers your shriek of unexpected pleasure. Murphy laughs as he massages you down from your leg shaking orgasm.Â
"Murphy... Wow.... Fuck..." You pant, smiling softly against his chest as he pulls you into a tight hug, kissing you gently once more.Â
"Ferget what ye sister said. I ain't gonna ask ye t' do that. Unless ye ready." He smiles as you snuggle against his chest and begin watching the movie, despite having missed the first 35 minutes of it due to Murphy's wonderful hands.Â
It was truly a perfect date you smiled to yourself, feeling Murphy press his lips to your head once more.Â
And you couldn't wait to see what else the night had in store.Â
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III; BLUE BAYOU SERIES
Oh that boy of mine, by my side. The silver moon and the evening tide.
Series Masterlist
Pairing: TFAWS!Sam Wilson x fem!Reader
Summary:Â Sam and y/n donât want their first date to end.
Warnings: 18+ ONLY; oral (female receiving), passionate sex, a BIT fo dirty talk (we love to see it Sam)
Word Count: 3529
Authorâs Notes: And we finally get a bit of smut! I am thinking of doing a few more parts to this series, flashing forward weeks and months to different aspects of their new relationship.
âWell then, Iâll lead the way.â Sam is still holding onto their hand, stepping onto the sidewalk and walking silently next to each other. It isnât AWKWARD at all, the silence between them, it feels comfortable just to be next to each other. The night is quiet, a few cars passing here and there, an occasional jogger or couple walking past, but for the most part they were alone.
They walked a few blocks down from the restaurant and Sam tugged y/n to the other side of the street, stopping outside the small family-owned corner store. He turns his attention to y/nâs face, noticing the light splattering of freckles on her cheeks. âWhatâs your favorite ice cream flavor?â
She scrunches her nose, cocking her head to the side. âChocolate chip cookie dough, DEFINITELY.â Sam slips his hand out of hers, opening the door of the store, soliciting a ring from the bell overhead. âPerfect, Iâll be right back.â
Once inside the small store he heads straight for the freezers against the wall, eyes scanning until he finds a pint of Ben & Jerryâs in the flavor of her choice, grabbing it along with two plastic spoons by the slurpee machine. He walks to the front, greeting the young man behind the counter with a smile and purchasing the ice cream.
Walking back outside, Sam holds the bag with the items up to show y/n, moving to grab her hand again INSTINCTIVELY. âNow that weâve got dessert, I know a great spot to sit.âÂ
They continue to walk down the sidewalk, street lamps illuminating the walkway by the dock ahead. Sam used to come down here with his high school buddies after a night out downtown. Theyâd always stop at the same corner store he had to grab their late night MUNCHIES before sitting on the docks for hours, talking about anything and everything. He felt his most free on the docks by the water.
The dock CREAKS slightly under their feet as they walk, heading to the familiar wooden benches near the end. Sam motions for y/n to sit, moving beside her and opening the plastic bag, pulling out the pint and spoons and tucking the bag into his jacket pocket to keep it from blowing away. He opens the pint and sets the lid next him, holding out the spoons.
âYou really know the way to my HEART.â Y/N takes one of the spoons from his hand, swirling her spoon into the container until she pulls up a spoonful of the creamy delight. She opens her mouth, letting the flavors melt onto her taste buds, smiling at the comforting flavor. Ben and Jerryâs had gotten her through a LOT of trauma and heartbreak in her life. The wind picks up once more, sending shivers down y/nâs spine, Sam taking notice and immediately peeling off his jacket.
âHere, take this.â Before she can protest heâs draping it over her shoulders, the size of his jacket making her look even more PETITE. âI usually run pretty hot, and Iâm used to the nights here.â
She silently thanks him, watching him indulge in the ice cream as well. âWell, I guess I should know better since I lived in Colorado, but I donât go out much at NIGHT.â Her eyes move back to the ice cream, twisting her spoon into the pint again. âYou know, Sarah said sheâs so happy to have you back in town, and I can tell the boys are too. Youâre really good with them.â
Sam nods, taking another spoonful of ice cream. âYeah, Iâm happy too. Itâs IMPORTANT that the boys have a man around. Sarah has been handling this all unbelievably since her husband passed, but I know there are things that the boys need to know that Sarah shouldnât have to teach them. For instance, how to fix things around the house so Sarah doesnât have to do EVERYTHING, and of course the whole âbirds and the beesâ scenario.â That was one really awkward night for the three of them. All of it is a blessing though, he LOVES being back with his family, although he misses his mom and dad a lot more now that heâs home permanently. He hopes theyâre proud of him and everything he and Sarah have accomplished, they were before but now things were DIFFERENT.
Speaking of accomplishments, not once has he mentioned the whole Captain America thing, and he figures nowâs as good a time as any. He clears his throat, eyes looking up to meet y/nâs again. âY/N, thereâs something I need to tell youâŚâ She laughs softly, reaching a hand out to touch his leg comfortingly.
âSam, I KNOW youâre Captain America.â
His face contorts with multiple emotions, finally settling on confusion. âWait, you do?â
Her hand squeezes his thigh, not taking her eyes off of him. âOf course, I mean youâre all over the news and everyone in town talks about you being here. Also, Sarah literally has a picture of you in the suit in her living room.â As if she HADNâT known, it was literally everything anyone was talking about the past few months, even back in Colorado. Now that she lives in the same town as him, her students mention it all the time in her class, talking about run-ins with Sam at the grocery store or visiting the family business just to meet him.
âAnd youâre not...weirded out?â Sheâs the only person heâs met since becoming Captain America that didnât treat him like he was a superhero, like he was UNTOUCHABLE. She was here, sitting on a bench, treating him as Sam Wilson. âWhy didnât you mention that you knew I was Captain America sooner?â
âI canât say Iâve had my fair share of dates with superheroes, but no, Iâm not weirded out. If you ever need someone to talk to, Iâve been told Iâm great at listening. And also at keeping secrets.â She had no reason to tell things that others confided in her in private, her father had always taught her the importance of others' secrets staying SECRET. âWhy would I mention it? Youâre not JUST Captain America, youâre much more than that. Youâre Sam Wilson, and thatâs the guy who asked me out yesterday, and the guy Iâve been talking to all night. Heâs the guy I wanted to get to know. Not that I donât want to know Captain America but thatâs just not ALL of you.â
Sam grins from ear to ear, a deep chuckle escaping at her words. He liked that he could trust her, of course he wasnât allowed to tell her CLASSIFIED information, but he could tell her some of his life, the parts he had only shared with Sarah up until now. And even then, some of the darker parts he didnât want to burden his sister with.Â
His eyes are hyperfocusing on her now, the light of one of the street lamps giving him an even closer look at her features. Her eyes, he notices, have flecks of GOLD within the irises that are more apparent now. Her perfume is wafting from her soft skin again, and he watches as she takes another bit of ice cream, plump lips parting and tongue swirling over the spoon. She looks INTOXICATING, like the personification of the first flowers in spring, or the feeling when your skin first soaks in the rays of sunshine on a summer day.
Before he can even think Samâs hand moves out to cup her chin, tilting her head and leaning in, lips pressing against hers. Y/N is surprised, but doesnât break the kiss, instead moving her hand to the back of his neck. She can TASTE the ice cream on his lips, and can feel how perfectly they mold against her own. They hold the kiss for a moment before y/n moves back, a wispy breath leaving her lips.
âSorry if that was...well, uh, that was my first kiss inâŚ.well a LONG time.â Sam states, but y/n tries to reassure him by placing her hand back in his. âNo, it was fine. That was my first kiss in a while too but...I liked it.â
Sheâs been so caught up that she hadnât realized how dark it had gotten, her free hand running through her tousled curls. âItâs getting darker and this dress is not best for the cold.â She also realized how stupid it had been to not drive her car, but she wasnât sure how late sheâd be out and she only lived a few stop lights down from the restaurant. âMy apartment is close, I actually walked to the restaurant since it was such a nice night, would you mind driving me back to my place?â
Sam nods, standing up to throw the ice cream and spoons in a nearby trash can, moving back to her to re-grip her hand. âOf course, letâs get back before the wind flowing off the water starts to drop in temperature again.â
Y/Nâs heart is beating loudly in her chest when they pull up to the apartment complex. It really was only a five minute drive from the restaurant, double that on foot. They had made small talk along the walk back to his truck and the ride, learning little interests the other had, y/n sharing her favorite things to bake and Sam listing off a few of his favorite Marvin Gaye songs.
âLet me walk you up.â Sam insists, opening the door to the truck for her and helping her hop down. He really was different from any man sheâd been out with before. Most of the time they just offered to call her an UBER rather than driving her anywhere.
Y/N and Sam walk up the two flights of stairs to her apartment door, and y/n finally finds the keys in her purse and opens the front door. âDo you want to come in?â Her voice is innocent, turning back around to face him.
âUh-yeah, sure.â Itâs not like he had anything else planned that night. He steps inside as y/n flicks on a few lights on the wall, taking in the look of her apartment. Itâs small, a one bedroom with a balcony overlooking the parking lot below. She has a large navy blue couch with a coffee table in the living room, along with a TV on a stand across from it. Upon further inspection there is no kitchen table, instead three cream-colored stools sitting along an extended countertop. Thereâs a few house plants on a shelf above the kitchen sink, and everything is very NEATLY in its place.
âYou keep it clean like this all the time?â He asks, watching as y/n moves to brew them each a cup of coffee in her Keurig.Â
âOh, I obsessively clean. I canât stand it when things arenât in their place.â She had ALSO gotten that from her father, but she doesnât mention it aloud. After the cups of coffee are brewed, she puts an average amount of sugar and cream in before y/n hands Sam one of the mugs of coffee. She grabs her own mug and takes a sip, leaning against the counter.
âYou know, I really had a great time. I know itâs probably not normal to say this but I feel like Iâm justâŚâ He trails off, not wanting to sound corny. Screw it. âIâm DRAWN to you, y/n. I havenât felt this way about someone in a long time.â He sets his mug down on the counter, staring at us as the liquid swirls around.Â
Y/N chews softly on her bottom lip, fingers gripping the edge of her mug, taking another large gulp. Sheâs trying to figure out the right words to respond without looking like a total FOOL. The liquid from the coffee is warming her from the inside out, and sheâs thankful to be out of the wind and having this discussion in the comforts of her apartment. A bit of a home-court advantage.
âNo, thatâs not weird. I agree, I mean...I LIKE you too, if thatâs what you meant.â Heâs finished about half of his coffee when she finally relays her feelings about him, a smile spreading on his lips. How did someone like her find HIM?
He looks at the clock on the stove, realizing it was already one in the morning. Had they really been out for that long? It didnât FEEL like it. Sam clears his throat, moving to set his cup in the sink beside her. âI should probably go.â Heâs about to grab his jacket that y/n had set on one of the stools but he stops and turns when he feels y/nâs hand grab the back of his arm.
âSamâŚâ Sheâs looking between his lips and his eyes before she leans up on her TIPPY toes to kiss him again. Sam doesnât hesitate, wrapping one arm around her waist, letting his other hand move up so he can cup her face.
The kiss is more passionate this time than their first one on the dock, and she moves her hands to wrap around the back of his neck. Their bodies mold against each other, and she can FEEL the heat radiating from him.
They hold this position for a moment before she pulls away from the kiss, breathless, fingers rubbing the back of his neck. âSam...stay.âÂ
He doesnât answer, instead crashing his lips back against hers more fervently this time. His fingers move down the small of her back, caressing her ass, eliciting a moan from her lips. Not only has it been so long since heâd even KISSED a woman, but itâs been even longer since heâs done anything else like this. But it felt so good.
Sam doesnât waste any time, the hands on her ass pulling her up off her feet as she instinctively wraps her legs around his waist. Heâs so much larger than her, and she is probably clinging to him like a koala to a tree, but she honestly doesnât CARE.
Her lips part to let his tongue inside, and he can now taste the rich coffee flavor on his taste buds. He moves them slowly down the hallway, breaking the kiss so he can find the door to her room without tripping and falling. As he pushes the door open y/nâs lips move from his cheek to just below his ear, peppering wet kisses down along his neck and OCCASIONALLY sucking at the supple skin. The action on his skin elicits a groan from his lips, dropping her carefully onto her bed before moving over top of her.
Sam places another rushed kiss to her lips, moving his lips to her neck and across her collarbone, his hands running up and down the sides of her silky dress.
âSam pleaseâŚâ Her breathing is shaky, feeling her core becoming wet from his actions. She can feel his cock through his jeans that are pressed against her, and she moves her hand down to the outline, rubbing her hand along it. He feels THICK, and she wonders what heâll look like with his clothes off.
Another moan falls from his mouth when she touches him, instinctively bucking his hips into hers. âPlease what?â He teases, nibbling gently at the skin on her shoulder. He wants her so bad, but the dominant side of him is screaming to be set free after YEARS of being locked up.
She rubs her hand harder against him, fingers working at pulling his belt open. âPlease, I need your touch, your lips. I need YOU.â
Heâs happy to hear her response, moving his weight off of her so that he can pull at the straps of her slip dress, y/n rolling her body up to help him pull it completely down. Sheâs left in a nude strapless bra and a matching seamless thong, Sam taking in the sight below him. Her body is absolutely as BREATHTAKING as her face was under the street lights.
âYouâre gorgeous.â Hands roam along her soft skin, moving behind her back to unhook her bra, pulling it off and tossing it aside to reveal two perky breasts beneath. He leans forward to take a pink nipple into his mouth, a slew of curse words leaving y/nâs mouth. It feels so GOOD.
He keeps his attention on her breasts for a few minutes before he lifts off of her, pulling his shirt off and tossing it to the hardwood floor. Y/N sits up on her elbows, licking her lips as she takes in his extremely chiseled form.
âYouâre not so bad yourself.â Her hands roam along his chest, moving up to his muscular arms. He was DEFINITELY Captain America fit. Sam chuckles darkly, slinking his body down further, hands tugging off her panties. He can smell her wetness against the fabric, eyes filled with lust as he meets her gaze.
âIâve GOT to taste you.â Eyes turn back to her pussy, noticing how clean kept it was. He moves forward, tongue gently lapping at her outer folds, soliciting a moan from her lips. Her thighs jerk and try to close around his head but he takes his hands and pushes her legs back down. âDonât move, let me make you feel good.â He turns his attention back to her core, licking more passionately against her. He lets his tongue pass in and out of her pussy, holding her legs still so y/n cannot buck down for more. And she doesnât NEED to, heâs already providing a good speed.
Y/nâs hands are staying busy by tugging the comforter beside her head, arching her back. Her moans are encouraging Sam to pick up speed, adding two fingers in gradually. Heâs fucking her with his fingers, tongue licking at that perfect bundle of nerves and scratching every ITCH in her body.
âSam Iâm gonnaâŚâ Sheâs cut off by her orgasm ripping through her body, Sam holding her steady and fingers fucking her through it. Sheâs shaking by the time he pulls his fingers out, moving them up to her lips. âYouâve gotta taste yourself, that pussy is so sweet.â
She opens her mouth and sucks on his fingers before he pulls them out with a wet POP. âSam, get those pants off, please. Want you inside meâŚnow.â Sheâs honestly surprised herself by how much she wants him, but it just felt RIGHT.Â
Sam wastes no time, moving up off the bed to kick off his shoes, socks, and jeans. His fingers move under the band of his grey boxers before he tugs them to the floor, standing at the edge of her bed completely naked.
Heâs like Zeus, a God amongst a world of mortals. Her eyes trailed down to take in his cock now that it was free from its clothed prison, and she gasps. Itâs definitely long but also THICK. Her pussy tightens at the thought of having him inside her.
Sam can see the way she looks a bit nervous at his size, moving over her once again and caressing her face with one hand, the other holding onto his cock. âY/N itâs okayâŚgonna make you feel so goodâŚyouâre gonna make ME feel so good tooâŚâ His cock pressed against her folds, eyes meeting hers. âRelax, baby.â
The pet name makes her heart melt, she wanted to be his and only his. He moves slowly, cock aligning between her folds, opening her up and pushing in inch by inch until he bottoms out inside her, holding himself in place to let her adjust. Samâs lips are on hers, kissing her through his motions before he pulls off her mouth.
âSam, move please.â He does as she asks, moving in and out of her slowly at first before her moans are sparking a HUNGER inside of him, increasing his speed before heâs slamming into her over and over.Â
Her pussy feels like what he assumes heaven would be like, her legs imitating the pearly gates that open up for him when he arrives. âFuck, y/n, I need to pull out.â She pulls Sam in for a rough kiss, breathing heavily. âIâm on the pill, itâs fine, want you to cum in my pussy, want to be leaking you all day.â
Once sheâs said that he canât hold on, cutting her off with another kiss as he moans, hot spurts of cum filling up her pussy. Her walls tighten and she hits her second orgasm, her soft cries mixed against his lips on hers.Â
Sam finally moves off of her once heâs not too sensitive, laying down on his back next to her, instinctively pulling her into his chest. They lie there in SILENCE, the only sounds in the room are their breathing.
âThat wasâŚâ She trails off, fingers running absentmindedly up and down his chest. âIncredible.â He finishes, his own fingers moving to rub her back. His eyes close, letting the room fall silent again. âDoes this mean thereâll be a second date?âÂ
She lets out a breathy laugh, closing her own eyes. âThis means youâre mine and Iâm yours, but we can definitely go on another date.â
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Motion Sickness Chapter 34
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I was a part of something bigger, made of something bigger. When I opened my eyes, Ruby was there. All of RWBY was there in fact, JNPR too. And CRDL even. Everyone I had ever met and, you know what, everyone I had ever not met was stuck too. Not just humans but faunus too. All Cetra in one giant groaning mass.
It was everybody. It was everything and at the center of it all was a mad god and the distant sound of flute playing. Out of tune. Out of beat. It was a horrific whistling sound like if somebody tortured the wind and made it shriek wildly in the abysmal mass.
And we were made out of it. And we were trapped in it.
We were all there and made and trapped in this stuff. I tried to move but I was stuck in it. Like Iâd been cemented into place in this wall. But the stuff wasnât cement, it was flesh. It was both human and Grimm flesh and I was stuck inside of it. When I looked out beyond there was only one thing that wasnât stuck in the goo, only one person.
A woman.
I knew her. Her straw-blonde hair and pale skin stood out to me. Her sharp facial features were a match for my own. I had her nose and eyes a few shades darker than hers.
âMother!â I called out. âMother save me!â With pale eyes, she turned towards me.
She walked towards me and cupped my chin with ghost white hands. âOf course, my child. I will save you. Hush now.â
With one gentle pull she ripped me free of the wall into her ghostly white arms. I shuddered as she cradled me.
This isnât what I wanted. This wasnât what I had in mind. I was a tentacle. I was merging in my flesh with my mother and becoming one with her. I wasnât saved here. I was just as trapped.
When I woke up, Rubyâs arms were tight around me. Her face held the exact same soft expression it had when she was stuck in the wall. I couldnât look at her. Especially as she sighed softly and nuzzled her face into my shoulder.
There had been cries for help. People sobbed in the wall. But I knew that no one made it out of the four and a half billion year deep corpse pile. I screamed and something had looked at me. I called out in pure instinct for my mother and something had answered. It was alien, foreign. It was not like us.
My mouth opened in a silent scream in the real world, Iâd drooled all over my pillow and sheets. I flipped the pillow over and laid my head back but I knew Iâd never get any sleep now.
All I could think was that she wasnât my mother.
Ruby hushed me and rubbed my chest softly. Harsh red and orange scars stood out across it. She mumbled softly in her sleep. I watched her adjust her position across my chest, her hands taking mine in hers as she did.
I relaxed but only slightly. The sight of the womanâs eyes were burned into my mind.
I checked my scroll. It was three thirty in the morning. Way too early to go about waking Ruby or any such nonsense. I slid out of bed carefully, avoiding any movement which might wake Ruby and slid my pillow into my place. She adorably wrapped her arms around it and I couldnât help but brush her hair back and kiss her forehead.
I made my way over to the minifridge and helped myself to some of the icecream Ruby had bought and binged to make herself feel better. Strawberry sherbet. Fitting. And for breakfast no less. I sighed and wiped my forehead.
âJauneâŚâ A quiet whisper. Iâd failed and been caught. Ruby came up behind me and wrapped her arms around me. There was a mirror which ran across our wall in which Iâd failed to notice her creeping up behind me within. Her tight pjs pressed against my back and her fingers traced about the scars on my chest.
âItâs nothing, just a bad dream.â
âYouâve been having a lot of those.â She almost scolded me. But if it was a scold I wanted to be scolded again, it was so gentle.
âTheyâre nothing,â I tried.
âNot nothing," she denied easily. "Tell me about them,â she murmured. Her voice like a shallow creek. âAre they about Tyrian?â
âWho? The scorpion?â
I felt her roll her eyes against my back. âHis name was Tyrian.â
âHe doesnât deserve so much as a name. Calling him âThe Scorpionâ is already too good for him.â
âTell me about your nightmares, Jaune.â She was impossible to distract, it would seem. Thatâs why I loved her; I think. Not only was she a sweetheart, she was unrelenting. It was unbelievably attractive.
I told her about the mound of human and faunus flesh. But I didnât mention my mother pulling me out of it and into her arms. I didnât mention how I became one with her instead. I told her about how I saw her sleeping in the massive wall. Just another person shaped tentacle.
I shuddered as she ran her hands through my scars, the warmth of her fingers rocked me to my bones. The feeling spread across my ribs as I turned around and wrapped her in my arms. Her arms stayed tight within mine and she leaned her head against my chest again.
âJaune...â
âIâll be okay Rubes. Pinky promise.â
She wrapped her hands around my neck and kissed me.
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Ruby went back to bed. I could not. I was awake and out and about. And if I had another dream like that one I never wanted to sleep again.
Weiss was the first one up. It was early too when she joined me in the living spaces. As in, it was like five in AM. She must be an early riser. Maddening.
âJauneâŚâ she murmured my name sleepily. âWhatâs got you out of bed so early.â
âBad dreams. Family problems probably. Couldnât get back to sleep. Why are you up so fucking early?â
âIâm always up this early.â
âWhy?â
âI like the mornings. If youâre up early you can get a lot done. Coffee?â
âI made a pot already. Help yourself.â
âWhat a gentleman.â
âI guess.â
âSo, family problems,â she muttered. âI know a thing or two about that.â
âRuby mentioned you did. Not any of the specifics,â I said hurriedly when she turned swiftly in my direction. âJust that your parents were mean to you.â
âWell. âMean.ââ She managed. She thought for a moment. âMy father was physically and emotionally abusive. My mother was a drinker and was totally absent in any way that matters.â
âMean,â I leveraged. âMy parents were⌠I donât know how to describe it. They didnât believe in me. For one thing. My father especially didnât. He thought I didnât have a prayer. Especially at being a huntsman.â
âBut you showed them. Youâre quite the huntsman now.â
âYeah. I guess. Wait until my sisters find out. That will mean something.â
âHow many sisters did you have again?â
âSeven.â
âSeven?!â She asked as she sat down on the couch opposite me.
âSeven. Iâm the oldest. They matter to me. Are you close with your siblings if not with your parents?â I asked.
âMaybe with Winter. So maybe one. But sheâs distant. Itâs a part of who she is. Itâs also a survival trait in a family like mine. My brother on the other handâŚâ she trailed off but I just waited. âMy brother is like my father,â she decided.
âBad, then.â
âBad,â she agreed.
âI was the oldest by quite a bit. And I was the only guy. So⌠I was excluded from stuff. But not intentionally. You know? Itâs just how that goes.â
âMmhmm,â she hummed. It was a pleasant sound in her throat. I stared at her neck for a moment. Her early morning clothes were a soft grey and blue gown that showed off all the way down her collar. I glanced away as my eyes trailed a little lower than her collar.
Girlâs in their pajamas, man. Something about it⌠What was I to do?
âBut Iâve got Ruby now. She believes in me,â I continued. âI mean you and I both do?â
She choked a little on her coffee. I stared. âIâm sorry?â She wondered. âWhat do you mean?â
âSheâs your partner. You two are like, besties or whatever. Iâve never really had that either.â
âOh. Thatâs⌠thatâs what you meant. Yes, I suppose. Weâre good friends. I⌠I never really had that before Ruby. A best friend.â
âMe neither. Iâm none of my best-friendsâ best friends. Itâs a bit of an insecurity of mine. Yeah Iâm dating Ruby butâŚâ
âBut thatâs different,â Weiss whispered. âWhat you and Ruby have is different from what Ruby and I can haveâŚâ
âYeah. I mean, I guess. What is friendship anyways? I was close to Pyrrha but I wouldnât say we were best friends like you and Ruby are. We also were never a couple. And Ren has Nora so while heâs definitely my bro, heâs not really my best friend.â
âWhen did you find out that Pyrrha liked you?â Weiss murmured.
âShe⌠she kissed me before she went to fight Cinder. So⌠she had to be pretty obvious. With Ruby, too. It was that way. Or I never would have found out. Iâm⌠for someone who is⌠I donât know⌠Iâm kinda smart. Right?â
âYes, youâre smart. You fight in a way thatâs about the mental battle as much as the physical. Like your empty hops. Youâre always trying to psych your opponent out. Youâre pretty smart. We pretty much all go to you for plans.â
âRight,â I agreed. âBut holy fuck am I dumb. You get what I mean?â
âWellâŚâ
âI mean I went after you instead of Pyrrha who was right there in front of me. I didnât have a snowballâs chance in hell with you. But my dumbass just kept tryinâ.â
â Well âŚâ
âSo man, am I dumb. You feel me? Iâm too fuckinâ dumb to be this smart.â
âA little , but what makes you say you didnât have a chance with me?â Weiss rubbed her coffee cup and stared into the liquid distantly.
âDid I have a chance with you? You can answer that.â
âNot when you were putting on that act, no.â
âThere you go then. Not a prayer. And Pyrrha was right in front of me. Am I blind? Whatâs the matter with me?â
âWell, yes. Okay. So you donât have experience with girlsâŚâ
âNo experience with girls-I have seven sisters! What the hell are you talking about?â I demanded. âSeriously whatâs my excuse? Iâd like one.â
âI⌠I have nothing for you. Youâre pumping in a dry well.â
âYeah. So thatâs whatâs wrong with me.â
âOh is that all?â
âProbably not but letâs say it is. So whatâs eating you?â
âNothing. Why would you say somethingâs eating me?â
âOkay. Nothingâs bothering you.â
âNo seriously was it something I said?â
âWell a little. Something seems up with you. Youâre actually talking to me.â
âYouâre actually talking to me,â she pointed out. âNone of the fake stuff.â
âThe fake stuff got me nowhere fast anyway. Good riddance to that sweet trash.â
âI couldnât agree more.â
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âThings arenât looking good, Oz.â I overheard Qrow from the kitchen beside Ruby.
âEver the optimist. Even with the strides in progress weâve made with you recently.â Ozpin was in control so I suppose it was he who I heard take a sip of coffee rather than Oscar. âWhile I would not say our current predicament is ideal I think we can both agree the situation could be much worse. Humanity is a resilient force.â
âOz. Pro-huntsmen donât just bite it like that all at once. Salemâs powerful and it seems like her reach is growing by the day. What does that say about humanity?â I shuddered. I thought of my mother and sisters who were out there somewhere right now. Ruby set her arm on the small of my back and I gave her a firm nod. She sighed and turned around and paced away from me.
I hated to see her leave but I loved to watch her go.
âThat there are indeed a misguided few who have filled their hearts with malice. It doesnât take a great number of people to cause harm but I believe there are far more people in this world willing to prevent it.â
Ruby paced over to join her uncle and Ozpin for their discussion. I loomed in the doorway, against the garden glass. âUm excuse me?â She was still a tad shy where her own leadership was concerned when things werenât in the heat of battle.
âAh Ms. Rose and Mr Arc, join us.â I snorted and stayed standing. Ruby took the red love seat next to her uncle. âWe were just about to gather everyone to discuss our next steps.â
âOh, uh, great.â
âSomething on your mind kido?â Qrow asked.
âWell if itâs okay to askâŚâ Ruby trailed.
âOf course,â Qrow encouraged.
âWell weâve been talking about the relics, Jaune and I that is, and if they have the fall maidenâŚâ
âCinder,â Ozpin clarified.
âDoesnât that mean that they already have the Beacon relic?â
"Very astute Ms. Rose. I was wondering who would be the first to ask. It's true that the Haven relic, the relic of knowledge, is very much at risk, and for now that should remain our primary objective. Let's just say I made finding the relic at Beacon a bit more challenging than at the other schools."
"Ah, that's good to hear."
"It is. But let's not forget the challenges that still lie before us."
"Oh well I did have one more question."
"No my cane is not a relic."
"I have no more questions."
They shared a polite laugh and I snorted again at my girlfriend's antics from my spot in the corner. Arms folded I still eyed Ozpin warily.
"Yes while this cane is indeed very precious to me it is only that, precious to me. And while it still has a few tricks up its sleeve, I can firmly say being a relic is not one of them."
"Now why don't you run and get the other students."
Ruby gave me an indecipherable glance as she walked past me to gather our friends.
"Now something we can help you with, Mr Arc?"
"You let me into your school." It wasn't a question. "I have to know why. Why you took that risk over other applicants. I can't trust you otherwise."
"Yes. You did stand out to me at Beacon. Glynda, too. Your records indicated someone with shall we say more skill than you displayed."
"That charade should have lasted all of five minutes into initiation. I didn't even have aura."
"I took a calculated risk."
"You thought I was Salem's. My records didn't fool you."
They shared a glance. "Now is this the source of your hostility towards me. I thought it had its origin in my selection of Pyrrha as the new fall maiden."
"That too. Her blood is on your hands." I looked to where I wore Pyrrha's banner on my bicep. "How many others have you gotten killed that I don't know about? How many people have you had die? How old are you really? And why did you let me get past you?"
"Very well, if you'll allow me to tackle the questions in order?" He seemed to be actually waiting for me to answer so I nodded. "Many. Too many to count for the first two. I suspect you know something about that. It has escaped me." I shuddered again and nodded. The exact number of people I have killed has run from me, after all. "I am very old. I predate modern Remnant by a few thousand years. And yes I thought you were an agent of Salem's. I'm glad to see that you aren't given the alarming competence you've shown me these last few weeks. I took a gamble and I'm happy to see it paid off."
"So you didn't know what I would become? This⌠this thing?"
"I saw potential in you, if that's what you're asking. I was hardly the only one. You were willing to put in the work to catch up to your peers. And you're hardly a monster, Mr. Arc." He gave a little laugh.
"I could have been one of Salem's agents and you still let me in. I could have killed someone. I could have been anything. You made the wrong choice."
"Even with the benefit of hindsight?"
"I could have been anything. You took too serious a risk where my friends are concerned. I think you have a bad habit of playing fast and loose with other people's lives, given that immortal perspective and all."
"Perhaps I did.â He confessed, maybe conceding the point. âWhat would you have me do?"
"Be more careful. We're counting on you."
"You don't seem pleased by it."
"I don't have any other choice."
Qrow's scroll buzzed. He'd been watching our exchange with a sort of jealous attention. I had the feeling I'd asked questions he himself wanted answers to, like I had said things he wanted to be said. He looked at the device.
"It's Leo, hang on." He opened the communication. "Yeah? Okay. Yeah, we'll be there."
"And?" I pressed.
"He says he had a break-through with the council. Said he might just be able to put that raiding party together and that we should join him tomorrow evening to talk about it."
"Perhaps time was all Leo really needed." Ozpin sounded like he didn't believe it.
"But you doubt it," I said.
"I do. Leonardo disobeyed direct commands I had given him. You yourself are suspicious of him, rightfully so. As am I, as you were suspicious of me."
"Are,â I corrected. âI am suspicious of you. Do you really think youâve won me over. I know you have designs for my friends as pieces in your game.â
âAnd what about your role in the games I play?â
âI can eat shit, and die. And I totally fucking will. My friends. They actually matter. Their lives have real value.â
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Speculation Sunday
In which weekly(?), I try to connect two dots (and connect nothing) in regards to the second DA film. This week, itâs more about the lack of spoilers and how it will be that way for awhile (also I realize itâs probably now Monday for most of you, whoops)
This post is based on my own perceptions and experiences having followed how they filmed and promoted the TV show and first film. I love discussing Downton, and I love hunting for spoilers, haha. Mainly because I want to know whatâs gonna happen with my faves ASAP.
That said, I think we are going to get even less spoilery crumbs during the filming of DA 2021 than we did with DA 2019.
Focus and Carnival kept the official synopsis of the first film a mystery for a very long time (basically until the first full trailer came out) and I assume it will be similar this time too. They then dumped some more info and stills much closer to the release date. Interviews with the cast focused on âgetting the gang back togetherâ and I assume the DA 2021 press tour will focus on âgetting the gang back together after lockdownâ and âwe are bringing escapism in dark timesâ. Understandable, but not ideal for people like me who love spoilers!
During most of the filming of the TV series, we didnât get a lot of info and pics other than paparazzi photos (social media being less of a thing during the early series, and the latter because of cracking down on spoiler leaks), but then with S6, we were spoiled with riches given that they filmed outdoors a lot, and there was a bit of a social media campaign for the end of the show to honor the crew.
With DA 2019, all we got was a handful of outdoor sightings (the major one of course being the parade filming). This year weâll have to rely on the paparazzi and tabloids, but again thatâs if they film outdoors.
And given how most of the cast is when it comes to social media, and the worry of being punished for spoiler leaks, they arenât gonna be taking selfies all the time.
So while we wait for Entertainment Weekly or the likes to visit the set, or one of the actors to promote another project and feed us crumbs in an interview, or a still gets released for a holiday... letâs think about what we do know.
The âoriginal principal castâ is back. In Focusâ DA 2019 press release, that wording preceded a list of the main ensemble that was in all six series of the TV show, plus Matthew Goode and Harry Hadden-Patton. Raquel and Michael werenât listed at that time, and while neither has posted on social media lately that I can see, Raquelâs latest post (as of writing this) has Baxley related hashtags lol. I donât see why Baxter and Andy wouldnât be in DA 2021. Kiddo wise, we know that the Baker boys are back as George and their triplet sister is playing someone. Fifi Hart is back as Sybbie. No word yet on the other children, but thereâs five child actors from that one agency back for the new film (which doesnât discount there being child actors from another agency).
Lily James didnât appear in DA 2019, and I donât think she would here either (regardless of, uh, Dominic West). Tuppence Middleton confirmed on Twitter sheâs in; Max Brown confirmed heâs not. I havenât seen anything concrete on Imelda yet, but I do assume sheâd appear. We have at least four new characters, but nothing on who the new cast members will be playing.
Filming has already begun(!) at Ealing Studios, the studios they used when they filmed the TV show. And now theyâve been filming at Highclere Castle too!
Meanwhile, Rob gave us some clues on ITVâs This Morning:
- "someone goes for a bicycle ride" (easy, thatâs the postman or whoever lol) - "someone has an argument" - "someone falls in love" - "someone falls out of love" - "someone goes to the shops"
As HWW said to me, perhaps it is not people that the characters are falling in and out of love with, but perhaps places, things, or ideas. And in the case of Thomas and Richard, itâs possible that they arenât âoverâ, itâs just that they canât see each other in the time frame of the film and maybe Thomas receives at least a letter from Richard or something.Â
Now, what we donât know, which is... mostly everything.
The timeline is a biggie, as it would definitely influence some of the plots. And it was something that really wasnât confirmed for DA 2019 until after we got the trailer. The cast gave us vague ideas, but uh... letâs just say not all of them were correct.
Fellowes has always said that he wouldnât take DA into the â30s, but he always used to say that heâd never work on DA and The Glided Age at the same time, and yet, here we are. I feel like he or Gareth mentioned at one point a sequel would follow closely to DA 2019 timeline wise. They had similarly said DA 2019 would follow closely after the TV showâs timeline, and that ended up being an 18 month gap.
Considering that DA 2021 is coming out during Christmas time, this makes me think that Christmas will be featured at some point. Not every DA Christmas Special did, but itâs festive, timely, and an event to help anchor the film and bring characters together.
The question then is, does it center around Christmas though? Of the three CSs that feature Christmas in some form (S6CS is really about New Yearâs Eve, but the decorations and tree are still up), S2CS starts there but ends mid January of the next year, and S5CS and S6CS both start roughly in late summer, and then finish in late December (well 1 Jan in S6CSâ case).
One potential choice is to have it be set in December 1927 and then go into the next year, akin to S2CS. The S5/6 CS idea would set it in 1928 at the earliest.
Another thing factor to take into account here is Edithâs pregnancy. Fellowes skipped over showing Mary pregnant with Caroline in the first film and had her born before DA 2019, so the same might happen here again.
Other potential big events are perhaps a wedding between Daisy and Andy and/or Tom and Lucy.
And then the elephant in the room: Violet. Maggieâs said time and time again that Violetâs too old, and then we had the plot in DA 2019, which would set... you know... that all up.
So like... filming outdoors in Bampton (where the town of Downton and the church was traditionally filmed for the TV series) is something is that is easily spoiled. They can put up screens to block the view around the church, but to also do it around the cemetery might be too telling. They did kinda manage with S6E8 (well, only kinda, ahem).
Thinking now about how members of the cast have said that DA 2021 will be coming at a time people are wanting/needing "escapism,â I don't think that discounts anything sad happening per se; a lot of people continued to call the TV series "escapism" when it got more darker (see: S4-5), and, I mean, people call Call the Midwife "cosy escapism" despite there being traumatic situations almost every episode it seems. So Violet's days could still very well be numbered. I remember how S3CS was marketed as a fun and frolicking trip to the Highlands, until the Norwegian channel NRKâs trailer for the episode came out and gave away that there was going to be a car accident. Escapism isn't the same for everyone anyway, so we'll have to see what this all entails. I don't necessarily want this for Violet, but I do hope that DA 2021 takes itself a bit more seriously, as the TV show did.
The first movie was written in a manner that was so that it was (somewhat?) understandable to people who didnât watch the TV series. I have to wonder if DA 2021 has been written similarly. Part of me thinks it will be more similar to the first film than to the TV series, but with a potential sad plot for Violet... who knows, it might go back to its more âserialâ roots (if that makes any sense). If DA 2021 also leans more into comedy as DA 2019, I donât foresee it doing so but weâll see.
Thatâs it for the this ramble! I have a topic for the next one regardless of the lack of crumbs! ;)
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Of Blues, Crayons and Paints ( Ava blurb with Dani and Aster)
Little Ava doesnât have a photo of his parentsâŚ.he worries he might forget them and tries to sketch them using the crayons đ on Danicaâs desk.
His Father is tall and has very sharp features. He always had his hair long and often tied it up in a bun. A much darker blue than Ava. One he canât find in the box. He pushes on the blue crayon in hopes to make it a bit darkerâŚ
His Mother is tall as well her features a bit softer, hair more of a blue shade, eyes a darker red than most. Dani does not have such a darker red color. She always liked to wear a hair pin a silver one that shined in the light. She had placed in his hair and whispered goodbye.
âAva itâs time for dinner!â Dani calls the little Zabrak calls.
Ava rubs his eyes.
âAva?â She places a small hand on his shoulder.
âI donât have a photo, Iâm going to forget themâŚâ
She looks at the drawing, the two Chiss in different shades of blue.
âYou wonât, I promise you wonât.â
ââ
Aster the self proclaimed Princess looks back she is being followed by Dani and Ava.
âWhat are you two up to?â
Dani looks to Ava who nods.
â Can you paint Ava a picture? A picture of his buirs that he can keep?â
ââ
Paints and canvases are scattered about in the otherwise neat room. Ava stares at the many blue shades Aster has collected. Eyes focused on one particular oneâŚ
âIs that one important?â Aster asks softly.
Ava nods, â My Father has that same color.â
Ava takes the color down.
âThey look likeâŚâ he struggles to find the words, âthey look likeâŚâ
Aster hands Ava the color, â You can show me too, if you want, but only if you want to.â
The older Zabrak girl offers, a look into Avaâs memories, a mere glance, but only if the little Chiss wants.
Ava sniffles, â I might cry.â
Danica hugs her friend on his side, â Itâs okay if you cry Ava.â
Aster agrees, â There is no shame in crying over this Ava, you miss them, itâs alright to cry.â
ââ
Aster takes hold of the little Chissâs hands in her and presses her forehead to his. A bit of comfort. Two people sitting peacefully as Ava studies. Their faces becoming clearer and clearer the more Ava thought of them. And the more Ava felts his tears fall.
âThey look very kind, Ava.â Aster whispers, âIâll make sure to paint them that way,â
His parents smiling at something Ava shared with them, they always did thatâŚ
âThey love you so muchâŚâ
Ava is crying and Dani is hugging his side.
ââ
Aster works on the painting with Ava watching and giving suggestions for just the right colors.
Dani looks at the painting with a sad smile, Maybe one dayâŚmaybe Ava could go home. He could see his buirs again. He might have to leave her behindâŚbut she didnât want Ava to be sadâŚshe never wanted Ava to be sad.
The painting is placed in Avaâs room, itâs beyond perfect and he had thanked Aster for over an hour and hugged her tight not caring that he was now covered in paints.
Aster patted his head, â Itâs good to remember those we miss.â She looks to a painting by her bed, Dani hugs Asterâs side. â Youâll see him again Aster.â
Her sister smiles, â I just hope it will be soonâŚI really miss him..â
â-
The painting is put up by Avaâs bed, the chiss smiles, âDani these are my parentsâŚâ
âWill you tell me about them?â Dani takes a seat on the bed. Ava nods, âIâll tell you everything.â
The children sit and Ava tells Dani about his mother and his fatherâŚthe details clear in his mind and he knows he wonât ever forget themâŚ.
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ON SOKKA, TOPH, LIN AND SUâYIN
EDITED  BECAUSE I WROTE THIS AT ALMOST 10:00 PM WHEN I HAD TO GET UP AT SIX IN THE MORNING BUT I JUST WNATED TO WRITE SOMETHING TO GET MY BASIC IDEAS OUT BECAUSE I WOULDNâT HAVE BEEN ABLE TO SLEEP IF I DIDNâT. DID I MENTION IâM NOT THE SMARTEST PERSON?
Hello my lovelies! So I finally got my act together and watched Avatar The Last Airbender andâŚ
Yeah, I donât know what was wrong with me when I was a child. It just wasnât my cup of tea. But at this point in my life it is quite possibly one of the best shows Iâve ever watched and is now one of my favorite shows.
In fact Iâm re-watching after finishing my first binge about a week or two ago.
Theirs is so much to discuss not just with Avatar but with The Legend of Kora (Iâm in the middle of season three⌠I like it a lot but Iâm just having a harder time getting through it. Iâll probably wait to finish it until it comes to Netflix). What I want to focus on is Sokka, Toph, Lin and Suâyin.
Because if thereâs nothing I love more than family, babies, children and family drama.
I mean seriously thatâs literally what everything I write is about.
I donât have a problem not at all.....
So you can imagine as soon I heard there was a theory that Suâyin may or may not be Toph and Sokkaâs daughter my imagination and excitement went in overdrive, because even though I adore Sokka and Suki I always thought there was SOMETHING between the two of them. Itâs clear in Avatar that Toph has a crush on Sokka which I mean can we blame her?
While it doesnât appear Sokka has any romantic interest at that time, he is extremely caring and protective of Toph. Itâs not impossible to see their relationship maybe not deepening into love but becoming something more than simple friendship and becoming physical.
But what evidence is there that Suâyin is Sokka and Tophâs daughter? Just because itâs a nice idea doesnât mean itâs true.
Well it turns out there is some substantial evidence to back it up.
First of all there is SuâYins coloring.
Now that doesnât necessarily point to anything. But it is interesting to note that her skin coloring is the same as those in the water tribe, who tend to have darker skin tones.Â
On top of that there is a physical resemblance between her and Sokka.Â
And then... there is this...Â
This is Baatar Jr., SuâYins oldest child. Sure he does look a lot like his father
But I would argue he looks even more like Sokka. Itâs kind of eerie how similar they look and I donât think the animators and show creators would do something like that unintentionally-especially in a show like this.
Then you need to factor the personality similarities-SuâYinâs sarcasm, leadership abilities, her devotion to family above all else. It all rings very familiar.Â
I personally lean more towards the side of this theory being true, but there are some arguments to be made against it.Â
The biggest argument is that Sokka would never be an absentee father. Itâs just not in his nature. We know that both Lin and SuâYinâs fathers were both absent and not a part of their lives.Â
And then we have to factor in Sukki and what happened to her.Â
Well hereâs what I think could have happened.Â
Thereâs another theory going around that Sukki died young in some sort of battle. It would make sense to a certain extent given what she does. Iâm going to lean in on that theory, but it is highly possible that their relationship just didnât last. After all they were young and the hard truth is statically the majority of young relationships donât last. These seem to be the most probable explanations, as we know jack shit about what happened to Sukki.Â
Linâs father was a man named Kanto. The jerk left for whatever reason-maybe the pair got in a huge fight, maybe he just didnât want a child or couldnât handle the responsibility of being a parent. Basically we can assume he was a dead beat who honestly doesnât even deserve such an amazing life partner as Toph and amazing child as Lin.Â
 I donât doubt for a second Sokka stepped in as a father like figure of Lin and thus they would be spending quiet of bit of time together. I donât think itâs a stretch to say Sokka would be a top notch father figure with Lin-funny, creative, and surprisingly gentle and tender. Lin being Lin would probably act like her mother-all strong, tough and independent. But secretly she loves the doting and gets very upset when he has to go.Â
So as you can imagine Toph and Sokka are spending quite a bit of time together. Toph is enamored by Sokka and how great he is with Lin. Her old crush is beginning to bubble up and maybe turning into something more. If we go off the theory that Sukki died young or their relationship just naturally ran itâs course heâs probably been enjoying female company that isnât his sister or anyone on the council. Theyâre both grown adults who are single who have a very deep connection and have probably been lonely so itâs not out of the question that they uh.., well... you know.Â
Now I donât think they would necessarily end up in a serious relationship for various reasons. Toph is to hell bent on her freedom and independence to truly settle down in a serious relationship, and Sokka has probably been through to much bad luck with relationships to want to truly get invested... even if it is Toph and he low key loves her and Tophâs heart flutters every time sheâs with him.
Correct me if I'm wrong but it is cannon that Toph has had her fair share of sexual partners, which I would like to state for the record there is nothing wrong with. So itâs possible Sokka wasnât the only person she slept with. So when she became pregnant itâs entirely possible she wouldnât know for certain who the father is. Now obviously when Sokka finds out he would probably demand to know if heâs the father her being blunt would say something along the lines ofÂ
âIâm not sure who it is Snoozleâs, and Iâm never really gonna know because I won't be able to see the kid. Besides it doesnât matter who the father is I donât need any help.âÂ
So for nine months Sokka is sitting on pins and needles waiting to know the truth. When the baby finally comes and he sees her itâs... itâs pretty obvious. Though sheâll never say it out loud, Toph can tell just by feeling her facial features.Â
Now thereâs a problem. Even though she doesnât neccasrily want to keep him away from his child Toph being... well... Toph... still insist that she doesnât need any help. More over she doesnât want to cause Lin any resentment, confusion or pain by Suâyin having her father around but herâs is gone.Â
Besides thereâs the whole issue of him being a member of the council and her being the chief of police... I could see their relationship causing a controversy and or scandal that no one wants.Â
Sokka on the other hand wants to obviously not just be apart of his biological childâs life but Linâs life-as Lin has basically become his child as well. And in reality Toph knows she canât stop him, moreover  as stated earlier she is not heartless and doesnât necessarily want to keep Sokka away from his daughter. So they come up with compromise.Â
Heâll continue acting as a father figure, but he will be nothing more than Uncle Sokka. He goes along with it so he can still see both of his girls and be a part of their lives.Â
He spends more time at Tophâs home than his own. He helps Lin with her homework and happily plays and cuddles with Suâyin. He helps makes sure they go to bed at a decent time (while under the guise giving them all the freedom Toph wants them to have). At first Sokka will sleep on the couch, but slowly but surely the pair end up sleeping in the same bed and living as a couple... just in the safety of those four walls.Â
Itâs a bit of an open secret between Team Avatar and company-especially Katara because she would know the truth from the second she laid eyes on the child. But out of respect for Toph and the delicate balance they created no one says a word-especially because I can imagine Sokka is gone a good portion of the time with his various duties.Â
Iâm not one who subscribes to the fact he dies protecting the new avatar Kora, because it is cannon that he helped put members of the Red Lotus in jail. What I do think is he passed before ever getting to tell SuâYin the truth. And Toph realizes she messed up and itâs most likely her one biggest regret. In the end I donât think she would say a word to anyone about the truth until she is on her death bed... because she is just that pig headed and stubborn.Â
So that is how I think everything could have possibly panned out... and donât be shocked if I end up writing a fan fic about this! I also hope to write a post examining Aang and Katara and their children because once again I love children and family and family drama and there is a lot that too.Â
Also might I add itâs so endearing and sweet that Zuko-the character who had the most toxic, abusive and fucked up family had, by all appearance, the happiest family with the least amount of drama.Â
God.
Bless.Â
It.
#avatar#atla#toph beifong#sokka#tokka#lin beifong#suyin beifong#sokka is suyins father#sokka is the father#i will fight anyone on this
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Bite Hard
Chapter One of Iâm Your Villain
Words: 3019
Warnings: alcohol
Itâs a typical Tuesday night, Cadmus is drunk and somewhere he really shouldnât be.Â
One drink, two drinks, three drinks? He canât keep track any more, and thereâs really no point in counting, Cadmus decides. Heâs half forgotten how he got to this tavern in the first place. Thereâs a man talking to him, someone whose name he canât remember, who moves his hand to rest on Cadmusâ arm. He doesnât really feel it, itâs as if heâs disconnected from his body, which is somewhat true. The body heâs in right now doesnât exactly look like his own.
Being the son of the Comte DâAvronne means Cadmus isnât able to blend in. Everywhere he goes in Avronne people seem to be afraid of him, and if he wants any fun he has to hide his identity. There are rumors that Cadmus is an assassin, a murderer. The rumors are true of course, but itâs not like heâs going to hurt some random townsperson.
Still, needs must. Heâs concocted a disguise over the last few years, using his magic to change his features just enough so his visits to the local tavern remain unnoticed. Cadmus doesn't have much magic, despite his motherâs best attempts to teach him, but itâs enough to provide him cover. The illusion doesnât do much, just turns his hair and eyes a few shades darker, but itâs a handy trick. Unfortunately, itâs an illusion that slips easily if he isnât being careful enough.
The man talking to him laughs, bringing Cadmusâ attention to his very ruddy toned face, âHey your hairâs changed color!â The sound of the manâs voice is grating and Cadmus canât help but physically cringe. He notices the manâs eyes are a little too high up on his face and he thinks of his own eyes, theyâre perfectly symmetrical like the rest of his face.Â
Whatâs the manâs name? Ryan? Brian? Something with an -ian for sureâŚ
âWho cares,â Cadmus responds to his own question aloud, the man might have an obnoxious laugh but heâll do, itâs not like they have to talk. He flips a longer lock of hair out of his eyes and realizes that his hair has indeed gone from brown back to its natural blond.Â
The man seems to think the response was for him and shrugs, taking a sip of his drink. Cadmus sighs and leans closer to the man, heâs so bored. âDo you want to go somewhere more⌠private?â Cadmus suggests, placing his hand on the manâs knee. If this guy doesnât want him maybe that girl over by the bar? Sheâd been making eyes at him all night. It doesnât really matter who wants to hook up with him in the side alleyway, so long as someone will.
The man seems eager enough, and theyâre headed to the door when a hand claps down on his shoulder. Cadmus immediately grabs the arm and pushes it off as he turns around. His stance shifts and heâs about to draw his dagger when he realizes whoâs standing in front of him. The spike of adrenaline subsides as heâs met with the familiar face of his best friend and captain of the castle guards, Alexander.
âCadm- er, Jean.â Alexander stumbles, trying to remember the pseudonym Cadmus had assumed for the evening.Â
âWhat is it?â Cadmus tries to keep his voice light, but by the look on Alexanderâs face his frustration is obvious. Things were just getting interesting until boring Alexander had showed up to ruin the fun.
âThe Comte wants to see you.â Alexander gives Cadmus an appraising look and takes the half full glass Cadmus is still holding. He sets it down out of reach on a nearby table and Cadmus swears at him under his breath.Â
âWell of course he does, but heâs got shit timing. My lovely friend and I,â He gestures at Brian/Ryan, âwere just about to fu-â
âCadmus,â Alexander hisses in his ear, pulling him away from the man. âYour hair is blond you ass, youâre going to get caught.â
âWell I do look better blond,â Cadmus grins, running a hand through his shoulder length hair. His fatherâs been telling him to cut it shorter for weeks, but he thinks it looks nicer this way. Though really, he knows he looks nice any way.Â
âYouâre drunk arenât you? Thatâs our one rule and you broke it! We agreed on one drink, Cadmus.â Alexander looks frustrated, and the logical part of Cadmusâ brain understands. He knows heâs not fun to babysit.Â
âWhat, youâre not mad youâre just disappointed?â Cadmus says snarkily and Alexander huffs under his breath.
âWhat are you, five? The Comte said itâs urgent. Youâve got an assignment.âÂ
âI just went out last week, canât he give me one moment of peace?â Cadmus groans in complaint.Â
âIâve heard the target is royalty, Cadmus,â Alexander says insistently.
âOh.â Cadmus shakes his head slightly in an attempt to shake the foggy affects of alcohol from his brain, this changes things.Â
âYes, oh. Your sister can only cover for you for so long, we need to get back before he goes looking for you.âÂ
âFine, fine, letâs go then.â Cadmus turns to look for Brian/Ryan and sees the man is already across the room talking to someone else. He sighs, a bit hurt that the man had lost interest so quickly.Â
âLetâs go,â Alexander pulls Cadmus by the arm and Cadmus pushes his hand away. âYour eyes have changed back too.âÂ
Everyone in Cadmusâ family has the same bright blue eyes, theyâre the telltale sign of a Durand. While his blond hair could be passed off as someone else, the eyes are a dead giveaway. He knows they need to leave. Still, heâd been having more fun talking to random strangers than heâs had all day, and he doesnât want to go on another boring assignment even if it is royalty.Â
The tavern has grown quiet and he looks away from Alexander, noticing quite a few suspicious eyes trained on him. They wouldnât start a fight, no, but heâd still prefer to get out before word gets to any other castle guards or his father. He hears a voice behind him say, âIs that Cadmus Durand?â and decides heâs outstayed his welcome.
âAlright well, lovely to see you all!â Cadmus calls to the crowd, giving a little mock bow, and then he runs.
It takes twenty minutes to run through town and up the hill to the castle, and by the time he and Alexander have arrived heâs begun to grow a bit nervous. Cadmus knows better than to leave the Comte waiting this long. The run in the cold night air had sobered him up at least, though heâd felt like he might be sick for a moment climbing all the steps up to the gates.Â
He smooths his clothes down as he walks towards the private wing of the castle and Alexander checks to make sure heâs looking like himself. He ensures that not a blond curl is out of place before proceeding. When they reach the door of the Comteâs office, his throne room for all intents and purposes, his sister Daphne is waiting outside.
âDaph,â Cadmus greets her, his nervous expression fading into a tight smile. Despite what he might be feeling he doesnât let himself slip in front of her. Sheâs only sixteen, and though sheâs well aware of the familyâs darker dealings, itâs something heâd like to keep from her as much as possible.Â
âCadmus!â At least sheâs always happy to see him.
âHow is he?â Â
âSame as always. Did you know he told me I couldnât go out in the gardens anymore? He says itâs not safe. Why would it not be safe? Itâs inside the walls!â Daphne clings to his arm as she rambles and under any other circumstance heâd be happy to listen to her talk, but heâs late.Â
He places a hand on hers and gives her a more genuine smile this time, âIâll talk to him about it, I know how much you love your flowers.âÂ
âThank you!â She walks down the hall, practically skips, and he wonders at how someone could remain so cheerful in a place so full of death. The stone walls of the Durand castle practically seep blood, but Daphne and her garden keep the place alive. But now is not the time to ponder blood and flowers, he has a job to do.
Cadmus takes a moment to relax his face into a blank mask of composure and knocks sharply on the heavy wooden door.
âEnter.âÂ
âFather.â Cadmus bows as he enters the room, biting his tongue to keep his tone respectful.Â
âYouâre late.âÂ
âI was training, Alexander had trouble finding me.â Cadmus looks up from his spot on the ground, raising his gaze to meet his fatherâs. The Comte DâAvronne sits behind his desk, his hands laced together and leaning back in his chair, completely at ease. Itâs always a bit unnerving to look at him because of how alike they look, seeing the Comte is like seeing himself in thirty years. The Comte regards Cadmus critically with a raised eyebrow, and heâs glad Alexander had looked him over before he walked in.Â
âI trust that extra training will serve you well. You have a new assignment.â The Comte smiles, and itâs an expression that looks entirely at odds with his face. Cadmus waits for him to continue, he knows better than to ask questions or interrupt.Â
âThe city of Merona is set to finalize a marriage alliance with Greythal, our rival as you well know.â He pauses to make sure Cadmus is listening, âThough we have tried other means of persuasion, it seems we must force Meronaâs hand to ensure that Avronneâs power is retained. Weâll marry one of our own to the Duke of Merona, and we must ensure that the Princess of Greythal is no longer a problem.âÂ
Cadmus sighs, yet another boring political maneuver. âCan we not just exile the girl? Or threaten war?âÂ
âNo, our resources are drained enough as it is. The Princess is almost of marrying age, and we simply cannot risk Greythal making an alliance with someone else.â His face slips into a frown as he talks, and he looks at Cadmus as though the fate of Greythal is somehow his fault.
âWhatâs the assignment?â Cadmus already knows, but decorum requires him to ask. He grits his teeth again to keep any sarcastic comments at bay, every moment spent in the presence of his father is tiresome.
âIn four days time the princess is having a birthday party. You are to attend, take down the target, and leave unnoticed. Master Xiphos will have more instructions, and I do believe he has a new sword for you as well, should you need it.â When his father mentions the name of his old swordmaster his mood brightens.
Xiphos has been abroad for nearly a year, travelling all the way to Karnassos to bring back new materials and news from the west. Cadmus is eager to see him again, there are so few people he actually finds interesting.Â
âUnderstood.âÂ
Something in his tone or expression must have seemed off, because his fatherâs frown deepens and he stands up from his desk. He comes to stand in front of Cadmus, resting a hand on his shoulder. Cadmus resists the urge to shove the hand off and simply keeps his expression blank as his father speaks. âRemember Cadmus, everything we do is for the good of this family, the good of this city.âÂ
âOf course.â Heâs relieved when the hand moves away.
The Comteâs tone is as cold as ice,âYou will not fail me.âÂ
âI wonât.â He never has and he never will, not necessarily for his fatherâs benefit, but because he hates to fail.Â
âYou are dismissed.â He gestures to the door but Cadmus doesnât move.
âI wanted to ask why Daphne is not allowed on the grounds?â Cadmus asks, ducking his head in deference to try to appease the Comte.
âItâs not safe. There could be any number of enemies prowling about, waiting for an opportunity to murder or ransom her.âÂ
âSo youâre planning to keep her locked inside the castle?â Cadmus does his best to keep his tone even, but no matter how hard he bites his tongue the frustration seeps out.
âYouâd question my judgement?â His father doesnât sound angry, he never does, but Cadmus knows a fire burns beneath the icy veneer, just as it does in him.Â
âOf course not father, I merely wondered whether she might be allowed to tend to her garden. Perhaps she could have a retinue of guards, Alexander would see to it.â He thinks of how his sister always looks when sheâs out in the garden, her dress caked in mud and her face lit up by a smile. Sheâll be devastated if sheâs not allowed to go outside.
âThat is out of the question, itâs too dangerous given the business with Greythal. And as it is, Daphne is far too old for something so frivolous. We have groundskeepers to keep the gardens.â The Comte sounds almost amused, and when Cadmus looks up he sees that eerie smile pasted on again. Most people find his father charming, but Cadmus can see right through it.Â
âBut-â
âNot another word. You have a job to do.â His tone brooks no argument, and Cadmus knows itâs futile at this point.
âYes, father.âÂ
âGet to it.â He gestures to the door again and this time Cadmus obeys, bowing as he exits.
Cadmus walks quickly down the hall, keeping his shoulders back and his chin up in case his father is watching. He nearly jumps when Alexander pops out of the alcove where heâd been waiting. His friend places his hand on his shoulder again and Cadmus pushes it off with a huff, people have been doing that far too much this evening.Â
âYou have got to stop sneaking up on me like that, one of these days Iâll have a sword drawn and your hand will end up disconnected from your body,â Cadmus says irritably. All he wants is to sleep, or perhaps return to the tavern to see if Ryan/Brian is still around. He could use another drink.Â
âDonât be ridiculous, I could take you in a fight, Cadmus,â Alexander scoffs.Â
Cadmusâ lips pull up in a half smile as he paces a circle around his friend. âWhen I return from my assignment we should put that to the test. Iâd love to see you get your ass handed to you.âÂ
âYouâre so confident for a man who once slipped in mud while dueling.â
âThat was ages ago, and it had just rained! There was no way around it,â He argues, his tone defensive though he tries for nonchalance.
Alexander laughs, âYou looked like a pig rolling around in the mud like that.â
âShall I remove your tongue instead of your hand, then?â Cadmus hisses through gritted teeth, his hand moves to the dagger at his belt.
âNow, now, thereâs no need for that. Whatâs got you in such a bad mood? What exactly was the assignment?â Alexanderâs still grinning, knowing that Cadmus isnât actually about to pull a knife on his oldest and dearest friend.
âSome princess from Greythal. Should be easy.â Cadmus continues down the hall and Alexander trails behind him.
âYou always say that.âÂ
âItâs always easy,â Cadmus laughs.
âIâm sure it is for you, Cadmus Durand, the worldâs greatest assassin.â Alexanderâs tone is mocking and it makes Cadmus stop to look at him.Â
âNobody calls me that.â âThatâs a good thing, you donât need the ego boost.â Alexander claps him on the shoulder and Cadmus rolls his eyes.Â
âDonât you have duties to attend to Alexander?â Heâs impatient now, his room is right around the corner and if he doesnât get a bed or a pint of ale soon he might just lose it.Â
âJust wanted to make sure you survived your meeting with the Comte!â âHe wouldnât risk hurting me, Iâm too valuable.âÂ
âWell letâs hope you stay that way what with Alastor being... Alastor.â Alexanderâs words fade to a whisper by the end of the sentence, like heâs afraid Cadmusâ younger brother could be hiding in the walls eavesdropping. For all Cadmus knows, he probably is.
âDonât bring up that prick, youâll only make my mood worse.â Cadmus catches himself scanning the dark hallway behind him, and turns back around, determined not to let the pale specter of his scheming brother haunt him now.Â
âIâll see you for training tomorrow?â Alexander asks as they reach Cadmusâ door. âSame as always.âÂ
When Cadmus finally enters his room he moves to the mirror first. He looks tired, the beginnings of dark circles forming under his eyes, and that simply wonât do. He realizes heâs been clenching his jaw since the moment he entered the castle, and he relaxes the muscles, his jaw popping from the release of tension. He feels something on the bottom of his leg and looks down to see a grey snake coiling around his ankle.
âAgatha darling, what have I said about crawling on my shoes? Theyâre Venterrean leather, they cost a fortune.â Cadmus sighs, reaching down to pick her up. She sticks her tongue out and hisses at him in greeting as he strokes the top of her head. Heâs pensive as he looks out the window into the dark moonlit grounds.
âIâm leaving again, soon. I think I'll bring you with me this time.âÂ
Though heâd claimed this job would be easy Cadmus has a feeling that was a lie. Heâs always been able to trust his instincts, theyâve kept him alive for the last nearly thirty years, and right now his instincts are screaming that this is a trap. Something will go wrong, of that heâs certain. He just needs to ensure that he ends up on top. Â
Cadmus isnât too worried, he always succeeds- why should this time be any different?Â
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Requested by anon: Hi! I have a request where John b has a younger sister and her nick name is Poguie/ Little Poguie but only John b and the pogues are allowed to call her that. So one night at a boneyard party, Rafe and topper wonât leave her alone, just being annoying and low key harassing her, and one of them call her the nickname and she punches them, like no, no, canât call me that. And Rafe is not happy about the punch, so he goes for the grab And leads to Pope, JJ and John B getting involved. Thank ya!
A/N: I have no idea how long ago you requested this but I know it was a while ago! Iâm sorry!! I hope you still enjoy it! I wanted to put a little *twist* on it because thatâs what I do:) As always let me know what you think:) My requests/asks/messages are open!
Warnings: Violence/FightingÂ
Being John Bâs half-sister was fun for the most part. I had a built-in set of friends, the pogues. Each of them being protective over me despite the minuscule age difference, less than a year, between the two of us. Kiara was the older sister that I would never have and also my âmomâ friend. While it was embarrassing at first to ask her questions, the older we got the more normal it became, she helped me navigate girly things that I missed out on living in a house full of boys. JJ and Pope were like two peas in a pod, one always picking or bickering with the other, but just like John B, teased me to no end, but the moment a Kook, or hell even a pogue, tried to talk to me they made sure they knew I was off-limits.Â
My fingers moved swiftly across the smooth surface of my phone screen. I felt my face flushed at the words that were being written to me, but even more so from me. I had met a boy, on my way home from work on the pier. He was cute, and so far sweet and flattering. I had not met him before because he went to the Kook Academy. My phone buzzed again, signaling that I had gotten another message from him.Â
Kelce: I heard there was a Party at the boneyard tonight. Do you think I could meet up with you there?Â
Me: Ehhh, weâll see;)Â
I replied back quickly, a soft smile and blush rising to my face.
âHey poguie, what are you doing?â JJ said barreling in the door, startling me. He used his knuckles to rub across my head, sending my hair flying in every which direction. I quickly locked my phone, tucking it under my leg so that they wouldnât see I was on it. The last thing that I needed was John B or the others finding out. They would lose their minds if they found out I was talking to a boy, much less a kook. I never quite understood what they others had against the Kooks in general, sure they had their bad seeds, but so did the cut, right?Â
âWhat are you all smiley about?â JJ asked as he made his way through the door carrying two cases of PBR in his hands.Â
âJust so happy that all of you are back!â I retorted sarcastically, watching the others file in the door behind him. âWhat took you so long?â I joked with them.Â
âWhat are you talking about Poguie, weâre right on time!â John B said, shitting the door behind him. I rolled my eyes looking at the clock, signaling that they were in fact an hour later than they said theyâd be. âSo what time is the party tonight?âÂ
âEh, Weâre leaving in a few minutes I think,â Kie said, fixing her watch to look at the time. âAre you coming tonight?â She said smiling.Â
I blushed at her enthusiasm and nodded my head. Pope raised his eyebrows, immediately looking to see John Bâs reaction. John B was pulling beers from the fridge and into the cooler that JJ was holding. He looked at me, one eyebrow raised. âYou want to come?â He questioned, leaning onto the door. I just nodded my head, giving him another expression of confusion back. âOh, just that you, you know?â He said, moving to keep stocking the cooler. âYou never wanted to go before.â He shrugged
âAwe. Our little poguie is growing up!â Pope exclaimed in a mocking tone, causing me to once again roll my eyes.Â
âWell if youâre coming, maybe you should, I donât know? Help us out?â JJ deadpanned as he struggled to hold up the heavy cooler. I laughed before moving from my spot on the couch, careful to slip my phone in my back pocket. I grabbed the other handle of the cooler watching JJ dramatically wipe sweat from his forehead.Â
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The party took less than an hour to reach full swing. There was a mix of people around, from Pogues to Kooks, and the few Tourons that were holding to the last bit of summer vacation. The air was still warm and tinted a warm golden yellow as the sun had barely fallen behind the horizon. I was sitting on the white folding table that the boys had set up to hand out beers from. John B was pulling the cans from the cooler and passing them to JJ and Pope, who stood at the front, handing the beverages to the lines of people. The night was still young so everyone was itching to get their drinks. Kie was setting up trash cans in hopes that people would actually use them.Â
I was waving at the familiar faces that came through the line and hugging a few girls that I knew from school. I was laughing with boys as they commented on the naivety of the tourons. They were all âso totally drunkâ off one beer. One took a sip and sighed âThis is good shit,â as if it wasnât PBR the boys stole from the gas station, causing us all to laugh. Every boy that would move to my side and talk to me quickly wandered away, I could only assume it was due to the death stares that JJ and Pope were giving them.Â
Kelce caught my eye from across the way, he was on the edge of the party, drink in hand. We smiled at one another, as he waved at me. I blushed before trying to figure out a way to get out of the situation with the boys. I looked back at Kelce to see him nodded toward the fire, motioning me to join him. I nodded before turning to the boys.Â
âHey!â I said, all of them sparing a glance at me before getting back to their job, the line slowly dying down. âIâm gonna go find Kie, havenât seen her in a bit?â I questioned. They all just nodded their heads. I smiled, suddenly feeling the nervousness in my stomach build and a small shake come to my hands. I slid myself off the small table and into the soft sand below me, I made my way through the crowd of bodies, pushing my way through. That was why I stayed away from the larger pogues parties, all the people. I finally made it through to the more open area that was around the orange fire. I locked eyes with Kelce a few feet away, he was illuminated with the same firelight that was heavy in the air. I could not hide the smile that made its way to my face. Our steps finally met in the middle and He wrapped his arms around my middle, picking me up and spinning me. I giggled at the action but hugged him back before he set me down.Â
âYou look really pretty tonight Y/Nâ He smiled at me. I felt my cheeks heat up as I took in his appearance as well. He was dressed in normal casual wear for him. He had on a teal polo that complemented his tones body nicely, dark khaki shorts, and a pair of Sperryâs. I took in his figure and looked back at his cheeky smile, realizing he totally caught me checking him out too.Â
âYou look pretty good too,â I said, suddenly feeling myself get shy. Kelce laughed at my new awkward tone, easing the mood a little bit. He took my hand softly, and lead me to a log on the far side of the fire. I looked over my shoulder, catching a glimpse of the pogues, still distracted, before following Kelce. I felt the butterflies in my stomach start again with the way that he held my hand closer to him and kept it as we sat down. The warmth from the fire hiding the blush on my cheeks. Kelceâs smile made me want to melt, and not to mention he looked so good, the way that the flickering light was dancing across his chiseled features. We fell into a light, casual conversation naturally. Texting had helped us to get to know one another on the surface level, but it was nice to look at him while talking. The night grew darker and the fire was slowly dying since no one added anything but a few beer cases to it and we continued to talk.Â
âOh Kelce man, donât tell me this is the girl you were telling us about?â I heard a voice come from behind me. I looked up at Kelce, my eyebrows knitted together in confusion, but the redness that covered my face was proof of my embarrassment.Â
âDude! Why would you say it like that?â Kelce said, moving closer and pulling me into his side, wrapping his arm protectively around my shoulders. I was able to turn and see who was speaking. I looked up to be met with none other than the Kook royalty, Rafe Cameron and Topper Thornton. âBut yes. This is Y/Nâ He said while a smile before looking at me.Â
âYou were talking about me?â I giggled, the blush on my face staying there like a stain. Kelce just nodded, he opened his mouth to speak but was stopped by Rafe.Â
âYou mean Poguie Trash?â Rafe said, mocking a baby voice when he called me by the nickname. I felt my hands clench into fists. âNot even good enough to be a Pogue, Y/N.â Rafeâs voice degrading. It was only making my anger continue to rise. âNot even youâre brother lets you in his group. What makes you think youâre good enough for a kook like Kelce? Poguieâ Rafe taunted.Â
Iâd had enough. As soon as I the nickname fell from Rafeâs lips, I was up on my feet, closing the short distance that was between us. Rafeâs tall figure stood over me, but heald no fear against me. I didnât realize what I was doing before I had slung my right fist into the left side of his face. Obviously taken aback by the blow, Rafe stutter-stepped backward.Â
My grew wide, not expecting myself to really do it. Rafe brought his hand up to his face, pulling away and looking at the blood on his hand. A small crowd had gathered around us. âYou fucking Pogue,â he spat at me, lunging forward. Kelce was quick to pull me into his chest and out of Rafeâs line of fire. Thatâs when I was able to see the three taller figures that had approached from behind me.Â
John B was leading the pack, making his fist colliding with Rafeâs face. JJ and Pope stood back, holding Topper out of the fight. âYou donât get to call her thatâ John B managed to get out between punches.âYou donât get to say those things to her!â He said, his fist meeting the boys face over and over again. I locked eyes with JJ, seeing the same worried expression on his face. I moved towards John B, JJ moving from the other side, as we tried to get him away from the boy underneath him.Â
âJohn B come on!â JJ yelled as he pushed him toward me.Â
âHeâs had enough dude!â I called, pulling him up by the shoulders, and passed him to Pope who quickly pulled him away from the beach. I looked around for Kelce, to say something. I caught his eye and walked the short distance between us.Â
I stood in front of Kelce who had his hands dug in the pockets of his khakis, the air heavy between the two of us. I knew that we didnât have much time before the pogues pulled me away. âAre you okay?â Kelce asked I watched as his eyes searched over my face and body. âDid Rafe hurt you?â He breathed out, closing his eyes and shaking his head with his last statement.Â
âNot physically no,â I said, bluntly. âI guess the others were right tho.â Kelce knitted his eyebrows together in confusion. âYou know? A kook and Pogue, we canât be friends Kelceâ I said with an awkward laugh. âItâll be too complicated.âÂ
Kelce stared at me with wide eyes. I heard the others calling my name and JJ ran up to my side. âWe said come on Poguie!â I could feel the frustration radiating off of him as he slung an arm around me, pulling me away from Kelce.Â
âY/N! Wait-â Kelce started, but it was already too late. JJ and I had already started our trek back to the chateau.Â
A long and uncomfortable silence filled the walk home. The waves from the beach were slowly replaced by the crunch of gravel until we got to the front of the chateau.Â
âWhat the hell were you doing with the Kooks to begin with Y/N?â John B said. I was stunned. He never used my real name unless he was really mad. I blinked a few times trying to register his tone.Â
âIâm sorry?â I said, my voice dripping with sarcasm. âYouâre the one who almost beat Rafe within an inch of his life! I had it covered!â I said, my voice rising with every word.Â
âMe?â John B said, his voice breathy. âMe?â He repeated, raising his voice. âWhat was all that about with Kelce huh?â He questioned. Pope and Kie took it as their cue to give us some privacy. John B pointed at JJ. âWhy did he have to get you? Huh?â He asked his voice condescending.Â
I felt tears prick in my eyes. âIt was nothing okay!â I said, looking between the two boys. âYou were right, theyâre kooks, and it would never work!â I moved through the two of them making my way into my bedroom before slamming the door behind me. I let my back slide down the door.Â
I felt like I had been crying for hours when a knock came to my door. I slowly moved to get out of the way. I took a deep breath before turning the doorknob. I opened it just a little to see JJ standing outside of it with a large grin on his face.Â
âCan I come in?â He asked, his voice much softer than previously that night. I just nodded and opened the door wider. As he walked in I took it as an opportunity to look out over the empty living room. JJ sat on the edge of my bed, patting the spot beside him.Â
I listened, moving to sit beside him, pulling my knees to my chest and looking at him. âI brought you some water.â He extended his arm with a cold bottle of water. âKie said that you need to rehydrate or something.â He said with a short laugh. I took it taking a few sips, the silence over us become more awkward.Â
âIâm sorry about John B. I know weâre protective over you, but we just want whatâs best for you. And if you think thatâs Kelce, then.â JJ paused taking a deep breath. âThen weâll lay off.â He said with a soft smile.Â
I smiled back at him. âThanks, but I kinda blew it already.â I laughed awkwardly at my own mistakes. JJ looked at me, confusion clear on his face. âI told him it wouldnât work, that it would be âtoo complicatedââ I emphasized with air quotes.Â
âWell, heâs stupid if that keeps him away,â JJ said. He pulled me into a side hug before moving to the door.Â
âHey JJâ I spoke up, causing him to turn in the doorway to face me. âReally, thanks. It means a lot to know you have my back.âI smiled at him.Â
âAnything for you, Pougie.âÂ
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