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GMM # 2657
Excuse me for being so dramatic, and yes I know I've been gone for almost three months but I JUST HAD TO. I HAD TO COME BACK AFTER WATCHING THIS EPISODE 😩
WHERE DO I START?
I mean, first of all, I wanted to give a massive praise and thank you to Stevie. Our wonderful Rhink queen for giving us this.
Second, my god, THIS WAS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL WAY TO END GMS. 40th anniversary. Can you imagine? They did that. Holding each other's hand along the way.
Can we talk about Rhett, by the way? The way Rhett looked at Link throughout that whole renewal of vows segment was phenomenal. I could actually imagine him dressed in a suit, facing Link in an actual wedding. This is more than just heart eyes Rhett.
And after that, I knew I KNEW Link wanted to kiss Rhett. But he didn't cave in once again... Rhett was more than willing!!! That hug is still special though. So much emotions.
There's still a lot I want to express but can't find the words. I watched that segment three times now and I can't even watch the More because what else can be better than THAT?
Happy to be back here. Will be scrolling through your posts now.
#RHINK REALNESS#40 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP#THEY LOVE EACH OTHER#I AM SO WEAK FOR WEDDINGS#LITERALLY THE REASON WHY WEDDING EPISODES ARE MY FAVE IN ANY SERIES I WATCH#LET ME SCREAM INTO THE VOID#rhink#rhett and link#gmm#gmm 2657
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Has anyone else been yelled at to Shut up for laughing as a kid by a family member and now just doesn’t laugh at all anymore
Because I remembered a fun memory recently. If any of my emotions are loud they’re wrong apparently. I was (and still am it’s just bottled up) a loud person, and I guess I was taught how my emotions worked was wrong. I’m sorry I can’t control the tone of my voice during strong emotions and feelings. I’m sorry my emotions tend to run stronger than other people. It physically hurts to bottle up myself to please others around me, but I don’t want to scare people. Maybe it’s just my family that is scared of me. I look like my dad, I inherited his mental health issues. But I’m not him, yet they often treat me like him. I don’t get angry like he did, I don’t have his outbursts. Mom got me into counseling in my childhood so I could work on my mental health as soon as possible. And I have healthy coping mechanisms for the most part! My dad was a piece of shit. What they went through when I was a baby and toddler was bad and I remember none of it. Why are they taking it out on me, do they realize that they are?
On a funny note I am more upset when people compare me to my mom these days. I love her dearly and she’s done so so much for me in my life. But I dislike being compared to her. Maybe that’s the gender dysphoria? Also maybe that I’ve dealt with more abuse from her than my dad. My dad was background figure in my life, like an uncle who visits semi regularly. My mom and sister dealt with all of his bullshit. And I was caught up in the aftermath I guess
#very personal#personal vent#personal rant#personal post#personal#mental health#bi polar disorder#bi polar#autistic adult#autistic#let me scream into the void#very very personal#family is frustrating#family issues#I need to get to know more people besides family
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Don't read the tags part 2
#except this time you really shouldnt#i dont want you to#let me scream into the void#seriously stop reading#stop it#i said stop#😤😤😤#you really should listen to me and stop now#okay whatever do what you want#im too tired to stop you#anyways for like 5-10 minutes there#uhm#i experienced the strongest urge ive ever had to kms#thats not happened before#its always been a passive like ugh i dont wanna exist#not like a scary overwhelming urge/need to die#lmfao wtf#that was scary#its passed i think?????#but where did it come from#and what if it comes back#i know my mental health is worsening#but holy fuck i wasnt ready for that to happen#fuck fuck fuck#i really hope this isnt my new normal#anyways im fine now#told you not to read this#its sad sad sad shit
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just- anyone else getting the same exact 30 or so posts?? Ill scroll and scroll and realize its all the same thing Ive seen for the past two days. Surely some of the other 2k+ people Im following are posting Tumblr. Surely I can see some banger undertale art or someone losing their mind over the fnaf characters or some random “is the (insert animal here) video cute” blog posted something- Ive read the same 5 comics and seen the same 20 memes from the same blog, NOT REBLOGS, and Im just. So annoyed. What the hell is the following page anymore-
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The End
The Clan
Thunder and lightning crash above a swollen river. Leaves, sticks and various other sorts of debris is easily tossed by the torrent below as this mighty storm rages on.
One cats yowl attempts to rise above the crackle of lightning and crashing of water "Softpaw!" Her head is plunged back into the murky depths before she had the chance to listen for a response.
The dark water surrounding her was disorientating but still she struggled against the current in hopes of finding air and her sister. It wasn't long before her head broke the waters surface once more and she gasped for air. Taking this moment she let out another yowl which was quickly cut short by a branch slamming into her side and causing her to go tumbling back under the murky water.
Softpaw had heard her sisters cry through the raging waters and surfaced, hoping to see where Wildpaw had called out from but seeing any details in the dark waters around her was nearly impossible, this was not helped by the occasional bright flash from lightning almost blinding her every other heart beat. She then felt something sharp and heavy wrap around one of her hind legs and pull down. Panicked by her sudden lack of mobility she flung her claws at the unknown object, not noticing the sudden surge of muddy water until it was too late.
Wildpaw, with jaws clamped around what she hoped was her sisters flailing leg was sent flying up and out of the water as the river hit a sudden bend. Sending her and the creature in her jaws freewheeling through the air until they hit the muddy and crumbling river bank.
Wildpaw blinked through the mud and gunk that covered her eyes. Shakely pushed her paws under herself and heaved desperate, deep breaths through her nose.
Stand, she thought to herself, stand and take one step forward. Just one more mouse length away from the river. With shaking paws and claws pressed so deep into the mud she was sure she would never get all of it out she pushed off of the clinging mud beneath her and put one trembling paw infront of her.
As her weight shifted so did the mud and Wildpaw felt herself and the body she still had firmly clamped in her jaws slide backwards. Panic spiked her mud caked fur and she took daring leap after daring leap forward. Each time her paws were planted in a new spot slightly further up the river bank the mud would shift and crumble, causing her to take another nearly blind and very desperate lunge forward until her claws caught thunderpath rock.
With her best chance at survival in sight and her muscles quickly tiring she pushed as hard as she could and pulled herself and the clump of fur and mud in her aching teeth up and onto the thunder path.
I made it. Wildpaw thought, breath heavy and legs finally giving out from under her. She crawled close to the faintly breathing mud clump she had saved and started weakly grooming it, hoping beyond all hopes that her sisters soft cream fur would magically emerge from this grimy and sodden lump beside her.
In the midst of her weak cleaning light flashed from further up the thunder path.
A monster. Wildpaw shuddered fearfully at the very thought of the rampaging beasts. We have to get away. But to where. We can't do back. I'm too weak to cross, even more so with this holding me down and I don't want to leave it just incase it really is Softpaw. I can't run, no place to hide. I can only lay here with mud in my ears and pray that it isn't hungry.
Wildpaw whimpered softly to herself and curled around the other trembling body beside her. "Dad," Wildpaw mewed quietly to herself, "Mom, Poppyleaf, Frogfoot, Amberstar, Starclan, just someone, anyone please help us. Help us." Wildpaw's quiet mewling turned to a desperate scream. "Help us!" And the twin lights of the monsters eyes were set upon them.
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The first thing that Wildpaw remembers is her mothers scent and restlessness, her fathers gentle mew soothing her mother and the feeling of two more tiny bodies pressed against her sides.
Her first full memory was of play wrestling with Softkit outside the nursery as her mother watched carefully.
"Remember that you have four paws kits, not just two" Dappleclaw would purr encouragingly, "You are heavier than Softkit little warrior but she is much quicker. Keep that in mind if you want to pin her."
"Don't you think it's too early to be learning such things Dappleclaw?" Yewspots mewed, concerned, from inside the nursery.
"You raise your kits how you want to and I'll raise my kits how I want to thank you very much" Dappleclaw hissed lightly back, "and besides they are going to learn this at some point. Why not now, when they are less likely to crush any cat beneath their body weights."
Yea, thought Wildkit, and if I practice now I might just be able to become a warrior when I become six moons! I might even be able to mentor Yewspots kits!
In her distracted daydreaming of the future, Softkit had wiggled out from under Wildkit and sneak pounced her from the side.
Wildkit let out an indignant squeak before flipping her sister off of her and shaking the dust from her messy pelt, "That's not fair! You cheated!"
"Nuh uh. I just did what Bravestep did to that owl in his story. I saw you were distracted and pounced." Softkit shook herself off as well and added with a snarky flick of her tail "It's not my fault that you weren't paying attention"
"I'll show you attention!" Wildkit squeaked loudly and rushed Softkit once more as Dappleclaw watched approvingly.
#rare non yan post#I have seriously been working on this for like maybe a year#Let me scream into the void#Warrior Cats#warriors ocs#Warriors#warrior🐈
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ive been thinking about taco and balloon forming a little alliance post s1/ pre s2 where they'd (begrudgingly) work together planning on how to break into hotel OJ to steal stuff to take back to their makeshift camp like food, blankets, pillows, etc,,, anything that could be useful to them
#UGH TUMBLR DIDN'T SAVE MY DRAFT R U KIDDING ME WROTE A TON#ok let me go over this again as i remember#balloon ends up encountering tacos makeshift camp wandering in the woods#i like to think balloon makes close to zero noise when he walks around#kinda floats around if u will#taco figures she could use this to get balloon to sneak into hotel oj to get her stuff#well. she tells balloon its “for the benefit of both”#balloon and taco parallel eachother in so much#both of them put up a “mask” as a strategy to further into the game which lead to both of them losing all of their relationships after s1#although both of them eventually ended up feeling guilty for what they did it took taco much longer#i think their alliance worked decently well for a while but balloons guilt and need to apologize is what drove them apart#by the time of that one scene s2 ep7 where balloon goes up to apologize and has his conversation with oj they'd already drifted apart#i think I'll doodle some more stuff with them eventually im still waiting to my charger to come in the maaaailllll#all of this has probably already been pointed out but im having fun and they've been on my mind a lot lately#so#shrugs#im screaming into the void#ii taco#ii balloon#inanimate insanity#phonification
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okay obviously i love all the dbd fics that are like "edwin and charles's worst fear is the other one leaving/being taken away" and everything but where are the fics where edwin's worst fear is charles leaving him but charles's worst fear is hurting edwin and edwin staying anyway
#*banging pots and pans* CHARLES'S WORST FEAR IS THAT HE'LL TREAT EDWIN HOW HIS FATHER TREATED HIS MOTHER AND EDWIN WILL LET HIM#anyway i know im late to the party on dbd but the hyperfixation is hitting HARD and this concept has me frothing at the mouth#anyway they love each other and i just think there are some serious angst avenues going unexplored#charles rowland#edwin payne#dbda#dead boy detectives#payneland#is that the ship name??#lexi screams into the void
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this with simon “ghost” riley *screams*
#the way i would let this man#call of duty#simon ghost riley#simon riley x you#simon riley x female reader#ghost cod#ghost mw2#someone sedate me#cod fandom#screams into the void#let me live in my delusions
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I love media that is about parents. the way it always leads back to the way characters have been raised, been loved, been taught to love. media about about fathers and expectations and understanding and cultural roots holding it all together, about rekindling relationships that never had a chance to exist and letting go of grief over relationships that don't exist anymore. media about mothers, and burdens, and shelter. media about generational cycles and legacies and futures that are dictated by the past, and media about nature vs nurture and the way they have lived. media about the wealth and family and what is important and when. media about family of blood and family of choice and family of convenience. I love media about history and inheritance and, most of all, parents.
#I just think.#there's something so delicious about it#this was inspired by thinking about palmnueng and tragedy to no one's surprise#never let me go#nlmg#mdzs#mlc#moonlight chicken#where your eyes linger#the eclipse#dangerous romance#omori#umineko#umineko no naku koro ni#umineko when they cry#what remains of edith finch#she ra#she ra and the princesses of power#whew#distant screaming screams into the void
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C/Saint Michaela on TikTok
NOT A SECOND GOES BY AND MY BRAIN THINKS ABOUT SYLUS AND THE MC
#i just needed to share this#I pray every day that they have a happy ending and Sylus will smile for eternity#if the op wants me to take it down I will but just let me scream to the void#lds sylus#love and deepspace sylus#lads mc#enemies to lovers
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this is YOUR 🫵🏼 sign to start making random noises when you feel like it. meowing? go for it. random squeaking? hell yeah man. make noises 🫵🏼 let it out dog
#bluebird.txt#brought to you by i have started letting myself make little noises around my house more#most of the time no one says anything#or around my friends in which case we make noises at each other which is fun!#i just. have a lot in me. and sometimes words aren’t good enough#they’re often not good enough as much as i love them but just meowing or making some fucking sound#helps :)#ideally i’d scream into the void and roll around and look like a crazy person but i do not live near a large empty field or perhaps a fores#or anywhere i can do that. sadly
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sometimes i think about how batman (not always, but usually, and to my preference) calls the rogues by their name. surnames, mostly, but sometimes their first name. while others around him use their chosen names, their tabloid given names, the names they use when they're committing their crimes, the names that take away their humanity
and then i think about liz lochead's poem, revelation. about loss of innocence, childhood fears, facing the unknown (or the sort of known), the line about the giant, menacing bull that the child is afraid of:
"They called him Bob – as though perhaps you could reduce a monster with the charm of a friendly name."
and then i get sad, about batman reducing the monsters by using their names. does he do it because he knows they're not monsters? because he's trying to take the monstrosity out of them, for their sake? to remind them of who they are, beneath it all? or is it because of his own fears? a child, scared of the monsters? trying to reduce them to their humanity so they're not as monstrous too him?
#in this essay i will-#i've been thinking about the rogues today because i've been playing arkham asylum again#and will then play the rest of the arkham games hehe#but yeah it makes me so emotional#they're just so *gestures with hands* together y'know??? i mean yeah we all know but let's clutch each other too tight#and instead of discussing it just SCREAM#batman#batman rogues#dc rogues#batman the animated series#bruce wayne#finnie shouts into the void
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Sometimes, I really do need you, autocorrect. Sometimes, I’m not quite fully awake. Or my brain is going faster than my fingers can type.
But listen:
I flub the word “lesbiabs” like ONE TIME & now you’re going to gaslight me every time?
“No no, ‘lesbians’ is actually the wrong one, Queer Card ™️ revoked…” How long?? How long ‘til you let this go, hmm??
LET ME LIVE
Basically this:
#will i ever know peace#get off my lawn#sentenced to life for a typo#autocorrect#I hate you autocorrect#hell hath no fury#like autocorrect scorned#apparently#meme#meme reference#genuinely one of my favorites#I DUG through my saved photos just to find her again#lesbians#LESBIABS#shut up#typo#screaming into the void#let me live please#let me liveeeee#lgbt#lgbtq#gay#lesbian#funny#haha#lol#humor
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Real
OG POST:
HELP THIS IS SO GOOFY I LOVE IT-
@chillwildwave @spectator-zee @sewerpalette @pennysucks @watchingthewalls
@oh-shtars @tumblingdownthefoxden @rascalentertainments
@dangerousflowerpanda @uva124
#I explore into the empty void of my existance#as I embrace the skibity rizz#I shall let the voices get to me and draw more of this stuff your your cranium to behold#disney wish#wish 2023#art#artwork#art tag#king magnifico#star wish#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#illustration#drawing#character design#small artist#digital artist#wish fanart#fanart#fanfic#fandom#fantasy#wishverse#wish disney#wish movie#explodes#aaaaaaaaaaa#guh#screams
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So apparently there’s a ship war over Telemachus x Antinous on TikTok or something, which, like, C’MON PALS
FANDOM CULTURE AIN’T NEW
DLDR
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Soren deserves to have a little breakdown in season 7. As a treat.
#Let him be angry#let him be sad#the best moments in season 6 were when he got to yell at his father#i think he's been holding his emotions close to himself for a while#we saw so in “changing of the guard” when Corvus mentions how happy he always tries to be#and we saw it when he talked to Ezran then closed the door and his face immediately dropped#like this man has terminal comedy as a tool to hide your feelings disease#given everything that happens#in season 6#he deserves to scream into the void about how he feels#he deserves to bite something really hard like a pillow or something#he deserves to throw a really big rock into the lake#he deserves a kiss to make it better from Corvus#WHAT WHO ADDED THAT TAG TO THIS POST?!?!?!#they are a package deal in my posts now sorry#soren tdp#the dragon prince#almost got this far without tagging the actual character or show#this post would have just been me screaming to the void lmao#he deserves (read: needs) a really big hug
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