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"Post Sleep Trauma" by Athens, Greece-based goth rock act Reflection Black off of 2023 album Last Stop To Nowhere
#gothrock#nugoth#alt#rock music#Reflection Black#Post Sleep Trauma#Last Stop To Nowhere#music#2023#Athens Greece#Greek goth#Bandcamp
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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[redacted] using cassian saying elain doesn’t look good in black as evidence that she doesn’t belong in the nc/inner circle/won’t end up with azriel/etc is so stupid bc lbr..... cassian isn’t the sharpest tool in the shed 💀
1. feyre mentions how good elriel would be together and ponders why not make them mates instead;
2. nesta pretty much connected the dots by herself and KNOWS that at least azriel has feelings for elain (his secret to tell, never hers);
3. in acofas when azriel goes up to elain to take the plate from her even mor reacts to it by going still and suspicious... (not sure if this is the exact wording but you get it !!!)
and in acosf when elain acts weird around azriel post solstice and cassian is just like “huh... wonder what that means...” ..... AND YOU REALLY WANT TO BASE YOUR THEORIES ON HIS HIMBO BRAIN ?? 😭
#pro elain#pro elriel#azriel#elain archeron#elriel#on god stop being dense#critical reading skill nowhere to be found#bless you cassian but he’s literally gonna be the last one to realize it
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Little man has finally come home 🙏
#genshin impact#wanderer#scaramouche#raiden shogun#raiden ei#kujou sara#eisara#eisr family#feel free to blacklist that last tag if this type of stuff makes any of u guys uncomfy lmao#got a couple of anons right before i thanos snapped my messages on here and created a whole separate curiouscat account#more or less asking for a tag to block cause it isnt their type of thing so yknow yee#The dynamic is peak self indulgence and nowhere near canon#But That Sign Cant Stop Me Cause I Cant Read#and also just cause all of them together is so *shakes fist*#the skrunklies reunited w/ their little skrinkly is free serotonin#also if eisr family isnt canon explain why i got the little fella in 20 wishes hmmmmm
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"If the structure of your world ever evaporates, I will still be here."
I think The Q might contain one of the greatest declarations of friendship/love ever.
#books#the q#beth brower#this seems clunkier out of context but trust me in context it's very moving#they're discussing how quincy's entire world is wrapped up in work#so even if she likes the people there if the business somehow disappeared she probably wouldn't see them again#because they all have other family/friends to go to and she doesn't really have any#leading to this promise#and let me tell you it's just about enough to make me believe in found family#because this works as a romantic or platonic declaration#it's a promise#a commitment to provide safety and stability when there's nowhere else to go#and i love it#this book is so odd because i liked it quite a bit last year#then rereading i was at first like 'why did i like this at all?'#there's no scene-setting or character description it's just kind of stuff there#but then the relationship starts to develop and i am SO invested#under normal rules it shouldn't take 100 pages for the story to get good but in this case it's worth it#it's such an odd structure#each chapter is almost like its own little short story#or a character sketch#almost like the character have stopped to discuss their own character worksheet#but in context it somehow works#and it drives home how much traditional publishing and writing rules stifle creativity#because your average editor would look at this and try to smooth it over#make it all into one flowing narrative#and it would lose so much of what makes it unique and compelling#following the rules of 'good writing' robs you of all the stories that don't follow those rules#there is so much scope outside of the one 'best practice' that is currently in fashion#and those stories need to get told too!
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#I can't believe my computer broke just a couple of days before the new chapter came out.#Not to be dramatic or anything but this was my last straw#It means everything to me 😭😭😭 My puter has my whole life in in. And endless resources of everything#That's why people tell you to backup stuff 🤦🤦🤦#Okay before I get too dramatic it's not gone like I can turn it on just fine.#Except there's no cursor to be found anywhere and I can't find a way to fix it#(Yeah it's not the f4 key I've tried that. Repeatedly)#So since there's no way to turn the puter off without mouse I had to kill it the hard way 4-5 times today#(aka every time I tried turning it on again in hope everything got fixed on its own)#And when I turned it on again five minutes ago. IT DIDN'T START NORMALLY. AND IT ASKED THE SYSTEM LANGUAGE AND STUFF#I lost like. Half my lifespan. I was terrified it got formatted out of nowhere and I had lost everything#It didn't. It seemingly is fine (from what I can see from my desktop).#But man I really didn't need this kind of stress on top of average exams depression#Idk what to do... I want to go to the guy in my dorm who studies computer science but it'd be the third time I ask him for help–#and I'm a little embarrassed now. Asking for help sucks in general#But I don't have money to pay consultation...#I think there is a chance my touchpad just worn out since. Like. I use my computer extensively#But even that seems a little excessive? Not even the buttons work. I've only had this computer for three or four years...#Anyways I don't have a physical mouse. And I can't spend money to buy it when there's a chance that wouldn't fix the problem. Ughhhhhhhhhh#random rambles#If I stop posting in the next days. It's simply because I can't 😭😭😭#Goodbye people please keep posting ss kk for me
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#Thinking about Gorillaz again.... Sigh...#You wouldn't get it/j#I'm not gonna start shipping 2doc out of nowhere but sometimes I stop and think that's one of the only Gorillaz ship#With any real meat to it#Not to say the other ships aren't valid or bad but.... *Shakes head takes a long drag of my cigarette* you wouldn't get it/hj#Cause they're the only two characters with any meat to them! Even now in their sorry caricature states they have 2dimensions (lol) instead#Of one#Noodle hasn't been a real character since phase two though had a small renesanse in phase 4#Russel.... My sweet prince... What have you been since phase 2? Set dressing? A way to sell chilly?#Yes 2doc is abusive. But isn't that what makes it intriguing#Murdoc made 2d what he is and 2d can't ever leave him and Murdoc can't ever leave his shadow and they hate eachother and they love#Each other etc. Etc.#Whatever I haven't even listened to their last few albums 😭#Anyway this is mostly a shitpost but I'm also thinking
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about to see The Godfather for the first time ever with a live symphony playing the soundtrack 😌
#i regret not bringing a book tho. i almost brought a book since i got here early and figured id chill at my seat during intermission.#but last minute i doubted if they'd let me bring a bigger bag in and didnt want to risk getting stopped with nowhere to put my stuff#the godfather#cher.txt
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Finally got around to watching ep 11 (´;ω;`)
#I'm late...#I'm sorry I wasn't able to watch the episode by time last week but again. Food poisoning. And then the new chapter came out#I feel like I had much more to say when I started watching it last week...#Mmmmhh. I really like when bsd animation uses the colored lineart effect for flashbacks / subspaces (Anne's Room‚ Poe's books).#I think it's one of the prettiest and most original things of the bsd animation.#I've always felt like the Natsume reveal was a bit coming out of nowhere lol.#Here's this legendary ability user everyone knows but no one has ever seen with this immensely unthinkable powerful ability...#That the reader literally wasn't ever made aware of in the previous 49 chapters lol#After all that build up‚ his ability even feels a little underwhelming.#Which I suppose was the intended result‚ but I'm not sure it really works all that well in the end.#Then Naomi's words “Come to think of it‚ the things that happen when Mii-chan vanishes [...]‚ disasters are stopped every time”#really feel soooo out of place when so-called Mii-chan was never before mentioned up to this episode (╥﹏╥)#But I'll stop complaining. It's nothing big really#Fukuzawa and Mori's relationship is very homoerotic. Tbh#I looooove the ss/kk I don't even have much to say just watching scenes of them interacting together fills my heart of a warm feeling :')#The animation quality is very poor and the drawings are very undetailed but really I love ss/kk too much to care.#A lot of emphasis is put by the fandom on Atsushi's cruel remark towards Akutagawa in this ch/ep and it *is* cruel but really...#Akutagawa had literally just attacked Atsushi in a death-threatening way‚ futilely and completely unprompted#I can't find it in myself to blame Atsushi if he was irritated and lashed out at him.#And all their other moments are just so cute. What do you mean Akutagawa is deeply interested in understanding Atsushi's motivations.#What do you mean Atsushi can't get Akutagawa out of his mind!!!! They're so cute#So many more cute moments were cut out too rip lawnmower line you'll always be missed rip date line you'll always be missed#I feel like Pushkin's character is another instance of‚‚‚ Wow me and the author's morals really don't align at all#I really don't like the narrative of “weaker people will constantly try to harm and take advantage of strongest ones”#random rambles#Fun fact when I watched this episode for the first time I asked my mother to join me. Because I know a ss/kk scene was coming and I really–#didn't want to watch it alone. Well as it turned out the whole first half of the episode was dedicated to old man fighting–#and she gave up after that 😂😂 But I'm still grateful to her for trying.
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the gang from ramshackle comic has kenergy?
The Gang from Ramshackle (comic) has Kenergy!
#ramshackle#pov you get a wave of depression out of nowhere and stop posting#sorry guys#also i had a dream last night that people where trying to cancel me and call me a bad person because I stopped posting for 2 weeks#anyway#im back#submissions have reopened#barbie#barbie movie#kenergy#barbie 2023#barbie and ken#and ken#yourfavehaskenergy#ken#ryan gosling#colored text
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"No Stars In The Sky" by Athens, Greece-based goth rock act Reflection Black off of 2023 album Last Stop To Nowhere
#goth rock#rocking goth#alternative#gothic#Reflection Black#No Stars In The Sky#Last Stop To Nowhere#music#first share#2023#Athens Greece#Greek goth#Greek musician#Greek band#Bandcamp
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He hesitated as the child below him smiled and reached up. His claws rested right above its head and yet it looked delighted to see him. Did it not realize the danger it was in? It grabbed his fur and giggled.
"Puppy!"
...if he was asked, he was simply raising it up to help him infiltrate human settlements better.
#Khan a.#Zoroark Khan#Raised by Zoroarks au#Khan finds Akari in the middle of nowhere and is about to kill her (bc all humans deserve to die in his eyes)#But when she smiles at him he can't do it and decides to take her in and raise her instead#There was something about her looking... Happy to see him that stopped him#(when was the last time anyone was happy to see him?)#(this is bc I thought it'd be funny if Khan raised akari as a Zoroark and then got upset and jealous#When ingo drops the fuck out of the sky and after becoming the warden becomes friendly#the weird feral child running with Zoroarks. He tries to guide her into human behaviors which she finds so INTERESTING#Esp when he decides she's good enough to go into town!!! The town humans are neat and not at all scary like khan had always said#Ingo lies and says she's his daughter. That they had gotten separated during travel. That she had to survive on her own for a time#Which is why she's... Like That. Everyone eats it up. Gives her free stuff. Tells her they're glad she's reunited with her dad.#Akari tells Khan (who's only referred to as 'malice' yet) and Khan gets jealous as FUCK.#That is HIS BABY. HE FOUND HER. HE RAISED HER. SHE'S HIS DAUGHTER. NOT INGO'S!!!#But when he tries to sneak into Jubilife to steal her back? Bring her home? Do something? He's caught and chased out. And the next morning#Things are abuzz with the news that a black Zoroark had tried to break in!! Those things are so dangerous!! Say...#Hadn't the clans mentioned a black Zoroark before?#Akari discovers then (long after befriending ingo and months since she started coming into town) that Khan had told her the truth.#That these people hated Zoroarks. Feared them. But Ingo tells her that the clans have been harassed by them for generations.#That Malice is right but also he's wrong. And Akari decides she's going to show how GOOD Zoroarks are!!! How loving the are to their family#She ends up helping Laventon and Rei with the dex. She is still known as Warden Ingo's Feral Daughter. And everyone wonders and fears#Bc somehow one of the first pokemon she caught was a zorua she keeps in her party ALWAYS. Ingo thinks her wanting to show the good side#of Zoroarks is a good thing. Peace would be beneficial. He's heard hunters in the pearl clan discuss wanting to track down and kill#Every Zoroark and zorua to keep them from hunting the clans. He doesn't want an entire species wiped out!#So there is Ingo and his 'daughter' (who he is genuinely starting to see as his daughter) and then suddenly#One day there is a knock at the door. And ingo opens it to see a young man with a nasty scar GLARING at him#And the first thing he says is 'give me back my child' which makes ingo ???)#There were more tags but Tumblr said 'fuck you that's too many'#TLDR ingo has to lie to Jubilife residents and tell them Khan is his ex and the residents are LIVING for the perceived Family Drama™️
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good news for all my haters: im not coming back. not properly. i think social media and being around ppl in general is destroying me so im gonna just focus my energy on other stuff
ill probably still be a little bit active occassionally but for now i think il just stick to posting art etc. im moving to sheezy.art (which is down for maintenance rn but opens for registration again on fridays!) bc the energy there is much nicer for me.. but ill still post on here and insta. im also gonna be working on building my own website again!! so bookmark it and maybe some day itll have cool stuff on it.... :]
#idk ill see how this goes but ive been like lurking here for a couple days and every time without fail it makes me feel shitty#may not be a permanent thing but i have a couple safeguards in place now to stop me from getting sooooo bad. i think#i deleted all the apps off my phone. which has helped a lot esp deleting insta for reels#and i actually made another blog for like if i ever go Cazy again. for like vents and stuff . altho if im not on social media at all it#shldnt be a prblem#i wont share that but u can ask for it if u want. tho unlikely ill post for a while idk#for the record my neocities has like nothing on it rn. its essentially a series of tests from when i started last yr#and got nowhere lollll.. but im hoping to have a lot of fun with it soon#lol this whole thing is a little stupid. and i feel bad but just know its all my own fault. my own issues etc#its happened b4 itll happen time and time again i think. so im just gonna part ways w it#from now on if im gonna overshare it has to be in a lengthy edited well written blog post !!!!!!!!!!!#oke. bye#i do actually have smth to post later on my rnm blog but whatevaaa#oh ill start up my queues again too
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something something the frequency with which peter parker angrily wishes death upon people in his inner thoughts, a la "diebullseyediebullseyediebullseyediebullseye" (asm#596)
(he's pretending to be venom with a suit made of unstable molecules)
"Kill Johnny Storm! Dispose of the body!! Collect insurance!!!" (ff#17) etc...
this of course is only two (mostly) humorous examples but there are definitely more lmao
#and not counting verbal death threats (''ask me nicely.'' ''it takes three seconds.'' ''KILL YOU'' etc)#to be fair that last one is when he is deprived of his intelligence in non-stop and therefore loses his self-control#because... i mean mental awareness is kind of a key factor to that very strict self control he holds so tightly at all times#but it isn't like a threat conjured from nowhere it's just a threat that means he is no longer holding back#nadia reads comics#and of course not including the times he has actually been responsible for someone's death or grievous bodily harm...#i'm pretty sure breaking someone's arm in half while they're swimming in a body of water counts as intent to kill tbqh#but there are more direct examples... wolverine's friend... asm annual no.5... that guy he strangled and then frightened to death...#my little me—no i can't call him that it's too wooby#my handsome manslaughterer#did tumblr remove... underlining...
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man i just. love. working from home on my day off. just. love it. just. love. sending/answering dozens of emails and doing tons of paperwork and--
#okay that's enough complaining.#my brain is hitting the point where i think i should stop for the day#idk#there's just so much to do these last five weeks#nowhere near enough time to finish the work during contract hours#oh well i guess
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Need them in a room together in which they are no others…👀These voidstrike drawing might stall a bit because guess who decided to take a 5 week trigonometry summer course with the worst teacher possible so she could graduate early 🤩
#this is my 5th attempt at drawing voidstrike since my last drawing#can you believe I spent 5 days on a background just for me to realize I hate it and scrape the whole thing#tbh I don’t even know what the hell going on in this pic it’s up for interpretation 🤷🏾♀️#this isn’t what I imagined Wraith to dress like but I wanted you to see her muscles#also guess who has an exam on Tuesday but spend her off days finishing this#pray for me#I don’t plan on digital drawing forever so if one day they just stop out of nowhere umm sorry#also I learned that I am more of portrait artist so this is probably the last time I’ll draw something like this sorry#anita williams#wraith x bangalore#apex legends#apex bangalore#renee blasey#apex wraith#bangawraith#wraith apex legends#apex fanart#apex legends fanart#voidstrike#bangalore x wraith#apex legends art#apex#bangalore apex legends#wraith#bangalore#okay gotta study#I’ll add more tags later
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