#LOVE THIS MAN!!!!!!!!!!!! SO AUTISM ABOUT HIM!!!!!!
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I have been convinced to post more of my ISAT takes on here, so I guess I’m doing this. My fond little nickname for this beautiful game is Autism: The Game, and I say this as someone diagnosed at an early age; I see so much of myself in the Family.
In Odile, I see the awkward inability to properly tell what others are feeling without obvious clue paired with the need to logically justify the emotions of myself and others. I see the hyper-fixation and curiosity about the world and how things work, the awkward feelings when trying to navigate social interactions, the need for everything to be Correct and the dysphoria brought about when things are Wrong.
Bonnie is the energy and passion. Where Odile struggles due to logical disconnect, Bonnie struggles due to simply not understanding. But that doesn’t mean they’re stupid; far from it in fact. Much like Odile, Bonnie hold a certain curiosity about the world around them and a love for learning. They understand far more than others give them credit for and it frustrates them to no end, and when they’re upset they lash out because they don’t know how else to express their feelings. They feel and feel until it all explodes.
Mirabelle takes the anxiety and trauma of living in a world that isn’t quite made for you, a world that makes assumptions about who you are without knowing you at all. She’s afraid to correct anyone’s perceptions of her because her mind cannot help but catastrophise. She tries her best to fit into the box society has deemed she fits into, no matter how cramped it may seem.
Isabeau is the one who best masks. He fits into society not because it’s genuine but because he has learned what to do. He takes parts of himself and hides them away because they go against what people would expect of him, a lot like Mirabelle, but unlike her Isa has crafted his image himself. He hides his intelligence behind the mask of a big dumb man with strong muscles and a heart of gold, and he does it with such skill that it has clearly become second nature.
And Siffrin takes all of these traits together to make the whole picture. He is someone that forms few attachments because he doesn’t know how, so he wants to hold on to them so desperately that he begins to self-destruct the moment he makes a single misstep. He falls into unhealthy habits and they can’t understand why others disapprove when what they do Works.
And looking at the other side of the coin, Loop is much the same; They are simply dialed up to 11. Loop has lost Everything, and clings to the one thing that gives them purpose. Once they aren’t needed for that they melt down and react with violence, vitriol towards themself misdirected to target someone due to convenience.
Can you tell this game has me in a chokehold? I’m considering starting yet another play through to gather evidence of why I think all of these characters are at least a little bit autistic if anyone is interested in that? I’m always happy to talk about my theories/interpretations in DMs if anyone wants.
(Please don’t take this post as me saying the characters are definitely autistic, and please don’t use this post to self-diagnose. K thank!)
#in stars and time#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#isat loop#isat isabeau#isat odile#isat bonnie#isat mirabelle#autism#op projects onto the isat cast#hey look athena I actually posted another isat take!#are you proud of me?
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Captain Barnacles my beloved (click for higher quality)
<reblogs appreciated :>
My glorious man, my most wonderful guy ever
random thoughts about him under the cut
Sob I'm so many years behind in octonauts episodes I'm barely scratching the iceberg lmso but my general vibe of octonauts above and beyond so far is that "Holy Sht Global Warming" and also My tiny Friends Have Grown!! Like dude I'm so proud of them all lol
Honestly to me the captain is just in his 30s, somewhere in there, idk what his role is in the found family (father figure?? big brother???) but honestly I adore his relationships with each of the octonauts (esp with dashi ahahhagugugh!!!! and peso too augdhbf Theyre so precious he's so proud of them) I love how he and tweak just get eachother and kwazii is just like His Favorite Little Guy??? and shellington, my god-
Like this guy just adopts everything in sight istg- <3
Im starting to realize that either my autism is blinding me or maybe he's autistic too and like??? Theater kid ahhh playing the accordion and bursting into song?? Mr "I am so full of obsession and love for all of this and all of you", Mr " I got my gup struck by lightning, my arm crushed by a clam, stung by a jellyfish, nearly attacked by barracadas, thrown around violently on the back of a wall, crashed into a sunken ship, and then nearly drowned and Hahaha Yes Im Fine did you all need anything?" LIKE SIR???
Also you just know he went out and got his whole nautical fit, with the hat and everything, and just went "oh crap I cant be the only one uhhhh" and then gave EVERYONE THE CUTEST FREAKING MATCHING HATS!!!
this guy had dreams and they're coming true and all his dreams are BEAUTIFUL-
also my partner was helping me figure out his design and went "omg am I just helping u make him a dilf" and I went "nah we making him a papi" and like damn cuz- sobbing can you tell the conversation happened at A Late Hour At Night.
i gave him a single lower lash this sticks out stylishly and totally didn't give him natural polar bear eyeshadow, I also like to think that he's somewhere on the aro ace spectrum but that might just be me projecting lol
ignore the pic of a compass I stole btw that doesn't matter
i think the design might still have some room for improvement so if I've made it this far lmk if u think it could use any fun touches
(also this guys body type KILLED ME it took me sooo many tries)
ᵃˡˢᵒ ᶦᵏ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵇᵃʳⁿᵃᶜˡᵉˢ ⁿᵃᵐᵉ ᶦˢ ᵏᶦⁿᵈᵃ ʳᶦᵈᶦᶜᵘˡᵒᵘˢ ᵗᵒ ᵃˡᵒᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵖᵉᵒᵖˡᵉ, ᵇᵘᵗ ᶦᶠ ᵘ ᵗʰᶦⁿᵏ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ᶦᵗ, ᵇʸ ᵖᶦʳᵃᵗᵉ ˢᵗᵃⁿᵈᵃʳᵈˢ ᶦᵗ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵇᵉ ᵃ ᵛᵉʳʸ ˢᶦᶜᵏ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶦⁿᵗᶦᵐᶦᵈᵃᵗᶦⁿᵍ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵖᵒʷᵉʳᶠᵘˡ ⁿᵃᵐᵉ. ᶜᵘᶻ ʸᵏ, ᵏᵉᵉˡʰᵃᵘˡᶦⁿᵍ…
i bet he misses bianca alot poor guy,
also here's my most cursed head canon: he's a polar bear and is often in very warm environments, so y'all think he just like.... cuts and thins his fur?
Im so sorry y'all but I can just imagine him at 2 am just crying next to a pile of his own fur because oh God this is so hard, I imagine the whole process of doing that to ur whole body routinely with tools that break is probably similar to the process of undoing protecting braids for folks who have afro textured hair, but I wouldn know personally I've just heard how much the process can be time consuming and be kinda tiring 0-0
Also I cant believe I haven't mentioned this yet but I think he's like 8 feet tall, which compared to most of his crew being at smallest 4.7 to 5.8 he's just huge compared to them XD. I tried to make like conversions based on irl animals and etc, but the captain is like literally The Tallest A Person Can Be. Like y'all know polar bears are The Largest and Tallest pawed mammals to exist??? like 13 feet tall irl
im just so proud of him he is so compassionate and supportive and cares so much about everyone and everything-
fanny pouch ahh belt
#octonauts#captain barnacles#my art#octonauts art#octonauts captain barnacles#octonauts barnacles#yap post
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! ,,,,,. I pledge allegiance to the unit3d stares of SWAGmerica 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 and to the AUTISM for wich it stands 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 one nation under TWO FORRT 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 invisible, with MAN BOOBIES and GAMING for ALLL BABEEEYYEY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Made a thing in toonsquid yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay Im practicing for a secret special project that might come out on Halloween if I manage my time correctly!!!!! (It’ll be so swag and SPOOOOKAAAYYYYYY)
#I think tumblr kinda decimated the quality but it still looks cool I think#Also fucking insane we were made to pledge allegiance to America every morning in school what#tf2#tf2 soldier#tf2 fanart#toonsquid#gif#daffys drawings#LOVE THIS MAN!!!!!!!!!!!! SO AUTISM ABOUT HIM!!!!!!#my friends said I was like soldier and I’ve never been happier hell yeah#I’m like soldier if he was a communist and was tiny B))#gotta keep on lifting to get big and strong like soldier ehehehherhrehhe
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keep reaching out
#doodle#crappy art#bnha#furry deku :/#mha 430#mha spoilers#spoilers#in a wild twist the real hero academia WAS the friends we made along the way#he was so loved ;___; man i need a moment#also deku's autism wasn't lost in the war!!! he made a full recovery!!!#anyways one layer doodle#just had to get out my emotions#i keep getting choked up thinking about it#the miyazawa kenji poem influence is so obvious in the end... i love it.#it was never about ego for him. it was only ever about helping#it's so beautiful man... what a beautiful ending...
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If I had a nickel for everytime I redrew this scene, I’d have two nickels, which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened twice, right?
BUT WHATEVERRR, ITS JOSH!!!!
(I got given a compliment whilst drawing the first one so that’s cool :D)
#watch dogs#watch dogs 2 fanart#watch dogs 2#wd2#josh sauchak#hawt sauce#fanart#traditional art#digital art#watch dogs fanart#IGNORE THE FACT THAT I FORGOT HIS KEY IN THE SECOND ONE I THOIGHT IT WAS JUST A NECKLACE#I love Josh sm like words cannot even describe it I need to squeeze him#I low-key have the same hairstyle as him so it makes me even more happier tbh#also in my opinion as a fellow individual with autism I say that Josh is great rep#trust me guys IM SO NORMAL ABOUT HIM I SWEAR#I GOT THE DLCS SO HOPEFULLY ILL GET TO PLAYING THEM ONCE I FINISH BAD BLOOD#I’m literally so excited to play them#on an unrelated but kind of related note I GOT THE STARS AND STRIPES NOVEL ORDERED#Anyway you heard the man don’t fuck with the hawt sauce#I also apologise for inaccuracies as for the first one I was drawing it with one hand whilst looking at a reference#with a bag full of books and a film order in my arms#the movie was Isle of Dogs btw#ANYWAY YAP SESSION OVER#ENJOY THE ART
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Amateur Hour but I gotta outsource this. Aromantics. Heed my call. What is "romantic" love to a non-believer?
Bonus Round if you're not entirely ace -- does experiencing any amount of sexual attraction influence your answer? Also acknowledging that both aro/ace identities exist on a spectrum. Believe me. I am deeply familiar... with so many kinds of spectrums........... 🧍
Also if this breaches containment It's Not That Serious........... just a personal question. For a friend. Me 🙂↕️
#was so tempted to put 'sometimes 'love' is just autistic obsession' as an answer bc on god#i do think that's a factor for me. like. espppppp in moe's case. moe is just Obsessed w alfonse.#extremely weird about him constantly studying him. like. it does feel like love... the intensity of it..... but.#both me and moe. most romance repulsed motherfuckers out there.#like. like. not to get too personal but the one relationship i did have. i genuinely felt i loved him#but i also think. so much of it was me reflecting what i Think love was 'supposed' to look like.#most importantly he was my best friend (at the time). and i def did feel differently about him than i did anyone else/even other friends#which is why i'm so conflicted... like half i did genuinely love him half i've never been able to love correctly#and it's always taken some level of putting on a performance according to what i see to 'perform' love#like. like. am i just autistic. does it just come down to the autism again.#but also esp nowadays like. back on my bullshit. i actually ALWAYS hesitate to call whatever moe has w alfonse 'romantic'#like. i think he does feel/experience romantic feelings. but moe is just so dysfunctional and messy#that like. i don't think it would call anything it feels about alfonse romance.#but it still completely adores him. in a way that's distinct from how it loves sharena and how it feels about anyone else.#even charas it admires. somehow. which honestly jusy leads me back to The Obsession again#also extremely focal is how the demisexuality kicks in. like. it's definitely not devoid of sexuality.#IDK IDK I'M TALKING TOO MUCH I'VE TALKED TOO MUCH AND I'M SO TIRED. I'VE BEEN SO TIRED#i'm not in my feelings honestly i'm just frustrated LMFAOOO LIKE. SCREAMING. WHY DOESN'T IT MAKE SENSE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥#why am i preordained by fate to never be loved OR understood. wjat the hell man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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My brain just hit an old hyperfixation (is this what it's called? I hope I used the word right) and oh dear am I losing my mind now. I need to write a story I think. About this one old guy. He's unhinged. There's so much information about him and yet not enough. I want to explore his character so much. He's definitely a criminal - at least he was one - and I'm 95% sure he can do actual real magic, and he's a musician and an artist and an actor and a magician and a philosopher and a traveler and a conman and so much more and also I think he's some kind of immortal. Maybe he just has a VERY long life. It's strongly implied he was a pirate at some point of his life. He started a cult by accident several times. My conspiracy theories about him include him being a secret god.
He's also a freaking round blue raven. Someone save me from my mind.
#seriously why is he so cool#he's like. a ball.#he's ROUND#if no one stops me I'm gonna make an au and introduce all my mutuals to a russian cartoon that lives in my head rent-free#it has an obviously mysterious old man and an old woman who seems to be very normal but actually has some weird past as well#and they're in love you can fight me on this THEY. ARE. IN LOVE.#there's a disastrous scientist who keeps forgetting to sleep and is kinda cute in a nerdy way#there's a mechanic guy who lives a bit away from everyone surrounded by tech and he's actually unhinged#he's a single father btw. he made a robot baby because he was lonely. it's very important for his character.#I WILL ship the scientist and the mechanic because no one can stop me <3#there's a local farmer who was a famous disco dancer an archeologist and a VERY famous actor in the past. he doesn't care about it anymore.#he was like. Captain America actor kind of famous. or Superman.#and then he just committed a bunch of crimes for his new friends and left to live in a village far away from big cities#all those people with very suspicious past raise a bunch of children together#absolutely inseparable adhd and autism best friends boys who I think are capable of destroying the world#and toxic teenagers couple:#a girl who honestly needs to figure herself out first before dating anyone and a poet boy who is SO deeply in love with her it's not okay#the farmer dude also has a rebellious teenager niece who visits him sometimes#and the mechanic's kid is usually in space but sometimes returns and I am not ashamed to admit that I cried during some of those episodes#I am going to think about them. they are so important to me.#I am going insane.#also yes they are all round animals. if you're wondering.#someone just tranquillise me already or something. it's 5 a.m. and I am losing my sanity
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I get so so so jealous whenever I read fics about the marauders having fun at school
Like what’s that like??? I wouldn’t know 😞
Experiencing great friendships, partys, and running around without fear of how much you’ll be able to do the next morning. I wonder what that’s like.
Maybe if I wasn’t autistic or ill and I had a good friend group I’d still be in school but!!! I guess I can’t have everything 🙁 talking like I even liked school in the first place (I didn’t) I’m glad I left but the marauders friendgroup opportunities 💔
#remus in tcoptp talking about the pictures lily gave him of all their friends and how much fun they had at school inspired this post btw#idk I just wish I loved to live#I wish I could experience joy like before Covid me could#I’m still young and have time to experience this so I’m just being dramatic#but still 😔#I do online school#I have one irl friend#I hardly go outside#I’m really not helping myself here#but the autism and post viral fatigue combo is winning 💔#wouldn’t it be nice to go out shopping with my friend and not have to schedule 3 days recovery time#wouldn’t that be nice#autism#post viral#long covid#covid#i fucking suck#i fucking hate it here#autistic#i don’t even know man#marauders#marauders era#fanfic
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wokring on an oc sheet. look at my son RN!!!!!
#MILO RAMIREZ!! my son#i love him so much you have no idea#i never talk Abt him but I'm like. Scott levels of autism about this man (and my other ocs obvi)#my tragic little wolf boy...#marigolds#<- oc tag btw
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jjk is about a lot of things but most of all with regard to Shoko Satoru and Suguru it's about how if you don't interact with people who aren't in your weird fucked up school with like 10 ppl total on a regular basis you WILL become an incredibly interesting adult in a way that makes people pity you
#JJK#Jujutsu Kaisen#Like obv the post is jokey but genuinely I feel like ppl don't talk about the intense isolation that goes on#Shoko Nanami Suguru and Satoru like regularly interact w 4 ppl (the others + Haibara) and like... Man. When you lose 25% of your social lif#And you can barely. Talk to the other 75% because they're equally but differently affected. Shits going to do some Interesting Things to u#Also it might be part of ''op grew up with very little social interaction not for any one specific reason but in general#Doesn't naturally form friendships/bonds even when surrounded by ppl'' but only having like 1 or two close friends#(and like. Satoru calls Suguru his only friend. He definitely likes Shoko and Nanami but obviously there's a distance there)#Will do some Very Interesting Things To You. Anyway Satoru and Suguru were both pretty heavily implied to be very socially isolated#As children (bc of being ''the strongest''/able to see curses but also autism. They're autistic) and then ended up having a wildly#Codependent relationship that ended up ruining them both bc they didn't know how to start fixing things#Because they were the only ppl they really knew so. I'm going to be honest I think at some points they straight up loathed each other#Suguru bc Satoru ''left him behind'' Satoru bc Suguru ''didnt catch up'' and like. They had fucking no one to talk to#like 1. Shoko and Nanami are Also Kids and Know Both Of Them Well so trying to go to them would be. Wild#2. The adults in their life... There's only so much Yaga can do as one man. And I also think he's Struggling#3. They straight up don't know how to talk to people. They just don't.#Anyways they hated each other because they loved each other and I'm not saying talking to other ppl would've fixed this but#I think it could've changed A Lot y'know. Eh maybe my point would be stronger if Yuuji Megumi n Nobara#Like. Had better fleshed out social lives (showing why they're less fucking. Deranged) bc there's clearly Elements but not really much#Concrete stuff to point to. Yuuji kinda just forgets his old classmates. Sad! Megumi had His Sister and that was........ And Nobara didn't#Get her shit resolved. So. Yaaaay
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a friend playing rdr for the first time told me that the arriving in Mexico experience was overhyped and I was like "haha yeah I guess I might feel the same way if I played rdr1 before rdr2" while actively trying to not think about arriving in Mexico in rdr1 because I didn't want to burst into tears
#its fun having someone irl to talk to about this game every day but omg is it hard not spoiling the entire plot like#u dont get it theres this man called javier escuella and i love him#and johns beautiful wife and autistic son (he caught the autism from john) i love them too#like no u dont understand its so far so far away???#is that referring to his goal of reuniting with his family or his life when the gang was his family?????#i really need people to be on my level of Not Normal before they talk to me about these games
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I'm gonna kill myself someone tell op to unblock me RIGHT NOW.
#luly talks#thid post was made for me op forget about our past (i have no clue who they fucking are) PLEASE#not that it'll stop me this post is mine already#but FUCK is it a good post AUTISTIC PATTY MY MAN 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥#LITERALLY YOU GO BACK TO ME AT THE START OF THIS YEAR OR MAYBE THE END OF THE LAST AND ALL IM DOING IS LIKE#RIP OFF MY HAIR AND THROW UP AND BE LIKE I'm just like Patrick Bateman fr BECAUSE I COULDN'T COPE W THE STRUGGLES OF AUTISM ANYMORE#THAT'S WHY MY ARTBLOG BANNER IS THAT#NEVER FUCKING FORGET THAT PATTY B. IS MY MAN AND THAT I LOVE HIM SO MUCHSSSS >_< !!!!!!!
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even when they're tributing him, i feel like there's a lot of resentment from the motown camp towards mj. Berry Gordy, Smokey Robinson, Diana Ross (at least DR really stressed her love for him though)... it's like, well he went off and did his thing. i guess a lot of mentors feel that way when they were in the early part of someone's career. but you expect them to have enough maturity to not express it publicly or hold too much against their mentee. like i thought it was unnecessary of BG to mention "questionable decisions on his part" during his EULOGY. you can be truthful without highlighting negativity, especially if you're honoring someone.
i just don't feel warmth from almost anyone who was with him a lot when he was a kid. even his family a bit, but that's a whole other can of worms. Diana, yes. Stevie, yes. but it's frustrating sometimes to see this special, miraculous child (ages 0-50), and feel like 'why doesn't anyone LOVE him?' it's more complicated to know and love someone irl, i know that. and people express love differently, especially if they're in the public eye. but man........ can someone just gush about the kid...... don't you just LOVE him???
#we all think we could fix him#by loving him enough#but clearly it was too complicated. it's not that the people in his life didn't love him enough#it's that they were flawed and he was difficult. in ways that weren't his fault and in some ways that were#i'm NOT saying i think he was a completely different person behind the scenes. i'm saying we're parasocial#i'm just so sick of the 'it was all a facade' crowd#i wish i could be god so i could run different experiments with mj#i wanna knkw how normal or abnornal he'd be if raised 'normally.' if he was showered with love. if lots of things#bc talent like that Others you automatically. idk if there's any escaping that#others you socially but also. lots of prodigies... have autism or other things going on#idk man. idk#this has been a sad contemplative post about michael jackson#damn. and i STILL feel like could've fixed him. such is the sheer parasocial power of the king of pop rock and soul
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god I need to rewatch the wolf man (1941) again I take breaks while watching films often which is a bad habit I need to break I need to stop treating movies like they’re books this film was fantastic I just finished it and like it’s so fucking good. One of my favorite films. Made me wanna cry. Love the themes of isolation and how no one believed Larry’s illness he was either seen as being ridiculous or being inherently cruel deep down in his heart or even just the mere assertion he was insane and needed to get treatment for psychosis when that was not what he was facing in his struggles. He knew he was harmful to others he knew what was happening to him but no one took his word for it. No one truly believed except the mother of a son who lived and died as a werewolf. To know what is wrong with you and try to isolate, try to ensure everyone else is safe after finally acknowledging that is something you are going through, and for everyone else to never understand it is heartbreaking. He did nothing to deserve this fate. No one truly deserves being treated like this, being neglected like this.
I also kinda interpreted how Larry’s father reacted to his son behaving like this as him knowing that the asylums won’t help, you know? This is a recurring issue in their family, something that has sprung up again and again, family members with the same illness, the same curse. I feel like they have at least tried to institutionalize them before at least once, and realized how horrendous they treated them in it. He doesn’t want his son to go through that, he wants his son to just push through this “delusion” and make it through when he cannot. His father basically has to convince himself that his son can push through if he tries hard enough, because that itself feels like it is the only cure for something like this. He doesn’t want his son to become a husk, he doesn’t know how to help his little boy. His own attempts to help him by trying to make him snap out of it only pushes them further off the edge, leading to his death by the hands of his own father at the end of the film.
#rambles#Art talkings and musings#putting this in that tags because this way too informal to be put into my art analysis tag#the wolf man#the wolf man 1941#it kinda reminds me of the metamorphosis and bones and all too#with the metamorphosis it just reminded me of that due to how the people perceive the wolf is similar to how gregor is seen in the novella#with bones and all its about how there’s others like him and how he can’t really control his urge and how no one else can truly help him#no one who hasn’t experienced this pain will ever understand it#At least in bones and all Maren found others like her she found Lee. Larry has no one#The dynamic Larry had with Gwen reminded me of Veronica and Seth from the fly by David cronenberg too#Both relationships even have an other guy the woman either is or was romantically tied with too! God I love both of these films#The way Larry is treated for his lycanthropy and how it’s seen as psychosis reminded me back of the history of how autism was treated#Like autism was commonly mistaken for schizophrenia so much that the dsm5 has put in how a autistic individual needs to show more positive#symptoms for shit like schizophrenia in order to try to stop more diagnosis. autism being compared to schizophrenia is even in the origin o#its name look up what autism means it’s so. Ough#this isn’t me saying this entire film is a allegory for autism in my personal view of it I just wanted to make note of something I know tha#Is similar to what happened in the film. I gotta read up on the Jewish interpretation of this movie I kept thinking about that as I watched
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he's such a BITCH and i LIKE HIM SO MUCH 😭😭😭
#akutagawa#vita.txt#he is really so witty in the way he speaks and i love that about him!!!#i DO love how wan aku is literally just an autism blob though kjhdfhg#'the man tiger's my main dish' sorry but sometimes akutagawa says shit like that and im like#'if they're gonna be THAT deranged then maybe i do in fact need to ship them'#come on atsushi get your head in the toxic weirdo mating dance game! you're not giving it your all!#akuatsu
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look at my sad scared pathetic cat man
#smudgy.txt#bg3 posting#HE ALWAYS LOOKS SO CONCERNED I LOVE HIM....#i cant be a cat man in game but he is in my heart. ok?#the initial idea for this character was 'guy who has a curse on him where he#starts to look more catlike the more catlike he acts'#so he always looks alittle like a cat ebcause . autism <3#and ended up making him in bg3. hes cursed and scared about it. and scared abt#everything else as well#he just wants to chill with his lute. i imagine hes like orpheus hadestown#but scared all the time
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