#LIKE. GIRL. ITS 6 FUCKING AM.
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My brain: ok but listen... listen to me. this awesome idea, X and Y, so and so. let's start writing, yeah? right now. let's just write right now all I want to do is write
Me:
Me at literally 6AM: buddy.
#do you ever just wish you didnt had a brain.#LIKE. GIRL. ITS 6 FUCKING AM.#OUR ASS IS NOT WRITING ANYTHING#im also reading a fanfiction thats making me giggle kick my feet and coo so no. fuck you
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more than one week i will be gone
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#kabru is using casual language here even though ik he uses polite language for toshiro in jp#its just that it sounds weird to me for a 22 yo to use ho/po for a 26 year old they're friends with 😭😭 feels losyang eh#dungeon meshi fanart#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#toshiro nakamoto#kabru#namari#yes that thing on the last one is me yes i look like mithrun yes the scars do make it painful to move yes i am growing my hair out#kanal talk namari and kabru taglish truther btw . kanal talk is street talk for ppl who live near open sewers (me) iirc#lets be Real toshiro has to commute 6 hours everyday from his work to home i simply dont believe he owns a car. fuck cars forever#i just KNOW when its 8:50 pm on a saturday that man is BOLTING for the lrt-1 station train after 9 hours of work#namari is also a jeepney driver .im assigning every single commute vehicle to her get on the pedikab girl#to me kabru is that one guy who sat inside an empty jeepney and acted like he was a limo princess#i also have like 3 other drawings but i dont. what this post to get too long as it already is so i'll send those later...
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#first of all#not mike#ok begin rant:#what in the flying fuck gives people the impression that its ok to ask for a full ass tour of my place fod them and their entire 6 person#family on a holiday weekend for free of my whole ass farm when its like super clear that i am busy all of the time and only take a precious#few days off for me to not go insane???#and they want me to give up several hours that i vould be spending with daniel to tell them things they could easily find out online?#over the phone ?#in email? literally any other way???#i gave her the option of when i was actually willing to give her a tour and she was like#oh i can't do it then im working#girl?!?! what do you think I'M doing while you're here?!?!?#/rant#personal
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I love you Hermes defenders. We are in the fucking trenches all the time but we are right
#insane son of dzemael who fucked off to be a hairdresser#its 105 degrees outside girl helpppp#86 new stick bugs and a chinchilla that wont stop chewijg on plastic ITS NOT FOOD YOU FOOL#i wanna go home and play dawntrail. 1.5 more hours. ue ue ue#wuk lamat save me save me wuk lamat#i cant believe people hate her fr. Sorry you hate joy. gws#oh we also gave our animals some ice enrichment :) our horse was so happy#our youngest sheep stomped at me too i was likr Excuse me girl i am bringing you treats.#also just remembered that i moved all of my like 35 gb of xiv vids to an external drive bc i needed cpu space#WHICH MEANS I LOST MY HERMES AMV#the intro was so baller and i had like 4 out of 6 min done. agony
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the local mother in law was talking about "all the football players who got fake vaccine cards because they knew about it causing myocarditis" and i was sitting next to her having straight up lost count of how many covid vaccines i've gotten without developing myocarditis (obviously) like
you know what does cause myocarditis? covid.
#i think i've gotten 6 but it might be 7#she has to fucking inject some dumbass vaccine horseshit into the conversation every time we have dinner or whatever#shut uppppp girl you are literally having fainting problems because you've been on the “carnivore diet” for so long#you are NOT coming across as a person with serious opinions on what is healthy lmao she was talking about drinking heavy whipping cream 😭#i have no idea if she does this to everyone or maybe more when i'm there because she saw me wearing a mask in walmart one time#she also wouldn't let go of a very poor taste joke about psych ward patients and i was sitting there like.🧍🏻 you have no idea#how close i am to being involuntarily committed to the psych ward at any fucking time. lmao#☠️ anyway one of these days one of these unvaccinated freaks is going to get the devils own strain of covid and then i'll catch it#and then we can all have myocarditis together. 😀#its funny because i do suspect my heart isnt quite right but its probably from being premature or a past infection definitely not. vaccines#anyway. sorry my shrink took me off my horse tranquilizers for another snri that doesn't make you tired and i'm annoyed and awake about it#me
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Hey guys I came back from Baseball Training at 6 pm (3 hours ago–) and holy shit. We started at 10 am and the thing is??? I think I should legally not be allowed to move for two days–
OW like OW the warm ups and training we did HURT which, to be fair, should be expected since I'm a guy who barely does physical activity and sports, and this is a very active sports. It comes with the territory
Guess what sucks though is the fact it COMPLETELY disables me from doing ANYTHING from how tired I am, so I'm sorry yall :(
#rennikorambles#like i am learning a lot!#but also OW#every joint that can bend huRTS#i really do wanna learn baseball though! and it gives me a wider range of things i can do! physically especially-#maybe one day i'll get more used to the warm ups and such...#....problem is though the practices go up till WHAT FUCKING TIME??? EITHER 4 PM OR 6 PM??? girl.#its insane but also. at least they take it for serious#maybe i'll regret this or maybe not..#like they say: you'll never know til you try!#if i do regret it it's totally fine! at least i experienced it!#they said that badminton was totally boring and the teacher was strict.. but we'll see how it goes!#OH also i wore my binder today for the transest reasons obvi but also. sports. so maybe i should ask about that
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me having to look for another place to live bc im Making Too Much to live in my low income apts now
#i have girlbossed to close to the sun!!!!!!#i understand Why low income apts do this but its also like#yall rlly just threaten to smash some1s kneecaps as soon as they get on their feet huh#and then wonder why low income apts are known for being cesspools of drug addicts with no intentions of getting a job HUH#but ig the good news is im makin like 6$ more than what my income was when i first moved out so my horizons could b broadened#im hopnig for some more options and maaaybe????? even renting a wHOLE HOUSE??? the dream tbh#bc girl help i am being presented with the threat of being homeless if i cant find one in time or worse going to my parents#which surprise!!! that piece of fucking shit STILL hasnt moved out and is still there and my last shred of a will to live cant deal w/that#but idk i should b able to get out in time i p sure the deadline is like february plus my landlord loves me so she might b lenient#i think i already found 2 possible places too so 🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞#me getting a dollar raise knowing im already so close to the income limit: haha im in danger :)#anyway probably revealing Too Much abt my life but idc my ass been stressed abt this for months and its only getting worse i gota getit oUT#ANYWAY halloween drawins should b tomorrow
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It's really weird when you know someone in a context different from how everybody else knows them so you look at them and you still kind of see that person they used to be
#this post is about the boy i dated my senior year who was so incredibly sweet tbh wouldnt be the person i am today if i hadnt met him#but he was so fucked up he had so many issues it was really hard so it didnt work out but i loved him and i think he loved me too#but hes in a moderately successful band now which i just found out about do i looked them up and theyre good#but its so weird because its like i know that when you were 17 you wanted to be an underwater welder#i helped you clean your room at your grandmas house because you were so sad you couldnt do it yourself#i ditched 5th period AP English to sit on the steps behind the auditorium and listen to you talk about whatever#you pushed me on the swings and we took the bus to the movie theater and you liked cherry wraps and you played me my favorite songs#i havent REALLY thought about that guy in years and we were only together MAYBE 6 months but its so weird what you remember about people#and especially how you remember how they made you feel because he made me feel so good like i was in control#all my previous relationships was me trying to desperately please someone who wouldnt do the same for me#and honestly a lot of my relationships since have been the same especially in college and with the one girl who honestly if she called me#today i would drop everything and go be with her again no questions because i cant get her out of my head#but stuff witj him was never ever like that it was so easy it was like breathing even though it ended messy i have 0 regrets#and its nice to know that things are going well for him because honestly he changed my life a little bit#the way i dont give a fuck now is something i learned from him#ill probably delete this later but you know
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Ya boy has Finally recovered from the Vector meal and I am Going to the spring and there is Nothing that's going to stand in my fucking way
#i ate it at goddamn close to noon#its after 6 pm#i got vectored so fucking bad man#now im okay though and i WILL be swimming#its my hot girl summer!!! no one is taking that away from me!!!#we still got like 2 hours of daylight anyways because the sun sets late in texas#i am having fun and that is that goodbye#zen texts#food mention
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will say one piece is by no means the best story in the world but it definitely holds the record for the amount of times any kind of art has made me cry. that shit has had me bawling easily 20 times in like 350 something episodes
EDIT: i counted it was 33 times in about 350 episodes so like. once every 10 episodes on average
#second place goes to last words of a shooting star by mitski :muscle:#sigh. dog from orange town usopps moms death kuinas monologue kuinas death. donkriegs first mate starving to death sanjis backstory.#zoros defeat from mihawk. nojikos death nami getting the courage to ask luffy for help. i am on like episode 30 at this point in these tags#i have cried easily like 4 seperate times at the zoro backstory just thinking abt it and rewatching it#labboons self harm and then his resolution to meet with luffy again.#like 3 seperate times in drum island. when chopper got all beaten up trying to fetch the mushroom.#dr hiriluks speech/death. then whenever chopper runs down the mountain to join the strawhats#alabasta really didnt make me cry but i like zoros littl emoment to shine in his fight a lot#the blackbeard speech about dreams.#the flashback with noland and like twice regarding that little girl who just wanted to have a couple of handfuls of dirt.#and fucking water 7/enies lobby#i do not know how many times i cried that arc.#usopp getting beaten up. frankys backstory. usopp/luffys fight. cried at least like 5-6 times thinking about usopp leaving crew.#robins backstory twice both when her mom died and when she set out to sea and kept doing that silly little laugh.#the 'i want to live' moment. the going merrys death montage thingy.#at this point im lik pretty early into fuckin. thriller bark and no tearful moments yet#im gonna go back through these tags and count.#33#jeez louise!#idk if its a very emotionally poignant show or if i have just been more tearful as of late. idk.
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#hahaaa so quick update on rl situation#started a new job at a factory and already the area ive in has been goving me a static charge that has me being shocked#on EVERYTHING / ANYTHING metal and ive got to use buttons that have electricity running through them#one button doesnt even have a proper plastic cover on it so to turn it on i have to stick my finger inside it to actually hit it#imagine that. imagine getting shocked for my entire shift EVERYWHERE in little doses and by these buttons w electricity yu know?#ive been there two days and already have to remember 6 machines and im gonna learn more#10 all week despite the rest of the department doing 10 just on sundays and 8 the rest of the week. by the third day they wanted#to have me alone. they didnt even have me in the system to clock in / no badge / no time cards / dodnt tell me all this until monday#here i am thinking shits usual shift time and its not. came in two hours late#hypertension / heart palpitations / high blood pressure just from dealing with knowing i have big gaps in training and they want me alone#me getting shocked to high hell. and knowing even if i WANTED go skiddadle that i COULDN'T#my poor heart been going through it. dealing with them ive been going through it.#NO WONDER PEOPLE NO CALL NO SHOW ON THIS AREA AND YOU CANT KEEP TEMPS#nah cause fuck me running up a damn tree for acorns. tryna relay im being shocked and the girl training me not believing me#til i lit her ass up by touching her on accident through her gloves AND mine. i cant even use my gloves to help#i TRIED THAT. so like she didnt believe me til i made her see had to go to the doctor to not feel like#im being subtly gaslighted into thinking im making a big deal out of nothing and im crazy#i CRIED in the bathroom / before my shift / and after bc i feel off and my anxiety about being shocked is enormous#now i have to deal with paper work while feeling like my chest is being beaten on and squeezed. HAHAAA#im mentally / physically / emotionally going through it. but thank you for coming to my ted talk
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#listen im very proud of myself okay im bragging leave me alone#visions by charli xcx on repeat thank you#have written like 2k words in 2 days because of the pure energy from my birthday being Soon#also sorry everyone who wants matty unless you like gatty then No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#im sorry i just needed to write sexuality based angst and you cant do that when EVERYBODY'S STRAIGHT#who the fuck do i think i am 21k words girl shut up#tbf its been like 6 months i just add to it randomly#WHATEVER#anyway... congratulate me or else#catch me using word I LOVE WORD#and fucking hate google docs im sorry no i love it but dear lord...#tests me fr#blah blah!#not 75 stuff#attention seeking behaviour from tumblr user dh--ii once again
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Life has been kicking me in the fucking teeth this year. My best friend is awesome. This bitch said I'm sorry the trenches rise up and snatched you but I feel so seen rn listening to your ranting. 🤣🤣🤣
#it is truly the little things#my other bestie just offered to make me food#i did backslide into my ex after breaking up with him for being an asshole after my dad died#girl my job gave me my commission report and didnt fucking pay me it because they will either pay me my commission or my hourly wage#im so goddamn stressed#i literally only vibed with two people since the breakup#one of them after we had sex said youre the first non white person ive slept with#the other one is one a business trip#sex is weird now#grief is weird#ive had sex with the same person for the last 6 years#its weird with other people now#he was the love of my life#now hes my ex#that i just hit up for sex#big yikes#personal#why am i like this???#i have to see my abuser next week#im in a fight with my brother too#i just want my brain to be normal
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i wanna watch madokaaa.... but its Late
#i will Get It if i watch it at a time when my brain is fully functional . so like 9 am tomorrow .#watched the first 6 episodes today im gonna watch the rest tomorrow#i like kyubey so far . this kitty fucking sucks?#episode 6 had a nice Reveal. i was wondering whats up w the soul gems im glad i watched this before clocking out for the day#but yeah !!!! fun show !!!! i miss mami i liked her guns. also its cool how her and sayaka have similar-ish fighting styles#like they both use 100000000 weapons#except it makes sense for mami to do that cause guns famously have to be reloaded (which takes time)#but like sayaka is a sword user? so like. what girl.#ohhh also i like kyoko . she was annoying as hell at first but like nvm i changed my mind i fw her Heavily#voidcore.txt
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Good morning!! rise and grind!!! It's 6 am time to hustle
#posts i would make to signal i am being kidnapped#but it is 6 am and o am grinding#against my will. for uni work#girl i am going to deliver a project that is so incomplete.... and for the most important subject.... the last project of the year...#and its shit.... like idk what happened but in the last month everything went downhill with this class... and exams started coming#and the other classes are more than okay but this one.... fucked up.... and not even on purpose like i have been working non stop#but it not enough#talking tag#uni#exam szn#exams szn#anyways i am up bc i havent slept#and its been like two weeks where i have been falling asleep while eating breakfast. someone end me now#the good part is that i present this in 4 hours and i can go to sleep finally and just fix it up for next month.....#i do not care anymore#rant
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#also god bless my friend who pointed out that im moving up and im going to be in a salon soon and will actually be doing something good with#my life vs the friend who did me this way pretending shes still in high school that freaks out and loses all her friends every 6 months#i wish it didnt bother me. and i know in 2 months im going to have brushed it off and move on like i always do when bad shit happens#but for the wound being fresh this shit just fucking sucks i hate it i hate it i hate it#i made a very very very vague post on reddit just asking for advice#and the more popular reply was someone more on my side who basically said i should tell her to go fuck herself pretty much#and the second one was someone who v obviously did not actually read the post who said it was all fluff and basically defended her even#when in my post i am saying i defended myself while still listening to the shit she says#and i fucking hate reddit bc people are so.....quick to be hateful and judge#and i knew to expect people being hateful but god DAMN like you yourself are basically saying theres not enough info (yes there was) and you#still are quicker to assume im in the wrong#meanwhile everyone who knows her is like bitch we told you to not forgive her last time and now look where you are#and i am not a perfect person i have flaws the same way everyone else does. literally everyone has said and done shit they regret#and i have fucked her over before because she lost her fucking mind on a campus manager and an educator and she told me to find my own ride#home because i didnt defend her losing her shit and screaming at everyone and ended up having to write an incident report (so did the other#girls who watched it happen so nOT just me) anyways now she uses that as an excuse for treating me like fucking trash because she finally#found out about the god damn incident report which made it so now anyone can say i said anything and she just believes it#its such a fucking joke to me because like ????? girl if we were in opposite positions you would have filled out the fuckin report too#granted it was a handwritten letter and not a report but it was basically the exact same thing as an incident report#my bad that a year ago i wrote a letter saying i was scared you know where i live and that youre mentally unstable. funny how a year later i#feel the same way all over again! except i dont because im not scared of her anymore shes a fucking theater kid who needs to get a grip#i cant wait to look at my self tag again in 2 years and be like DAMN REMEMBER WHEN THAT HAPPENED#every single person who knows her that isnt friends with her (i am basically refusing to text her friends bc i dont even want to know)#keeps telling me i didnt do anything wrong and ive given her too many chances and she fucks me each time#i just wish she would go get help bro there is something so wrong with her#self
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