#LIKE THIS IS STRAIGHT UP DEPRESSING

[tubchunk]

did anyone else notice how all the time today, q!tubbo was doing dangerous stuff with no proper safety or armor? he fell off the side of the hole TWICE to the point of being knocked and he had to be saved by sunny, when tallulah dropped the picture, he jumped STRAIGHT DOWN without using the glider. he kept doing dangerous stuff without any real protection....

like it is clear now: he is NOT okay, he is barely hanging on since the funeral, even though he said he needs to close that chapter of his life for his daughter's sake. i wouldn't be surprised if he just grows more and more reckless, making sure everyone around him is safe while he keeps throwing himself into more and more dangerous situations without proper safety. that downward spiral has been happening slowly.

but i think its about to accelerate.

[phanbeats]

being in a parasocial relationship with a pair of gay youtubers is something that can be so personal actually

[articwolfclawartist]

For anyone who followed me for things unrelated to Ben 10 and may know nothing of the show: I deeply need you to be made aware of the existence of this joke

[retributory]

gx is so crazy how do you explain to someone with a surface-level understanding of what yugioh is that the series after dm features a hermaphroditic dragon-demon card spirit fusing their soul with the main character, who also has apparently been continually reincarnating for 100s of years with the card spirit's primary goal being to protect him, and when they embrace to fuse he says they shall never part again because they will forever and always from that point on be one jointed soul and body, and also he commits a borderline genocide against the card spirit race (???) and straight up kills some of his friends (they get better), and also there's a character who got his leg broken during an archeological dig and they replaced the broken bone with a dinosaur bone (???) and now he's like part dino and has fucking dino dna (?????????) and they send him to space as his dinosona to destroy a satellite that is about to destroy the earth (????????????), and also one of the teachers in the school (seto kaiba's duel school for dueling) is a homunculus and when he dies his soul (???) gets eaten by his cat and for the rest of the series he is living (?) inside of the cat's body, and also on top of all that theres a cool rival character as expected of a show targeted towards young boys who looks cool but in actuality he's lame as hell like he canonically stinks like shit cause he doesn't wash his clothes and he joins a cult and they get him out of the cult by reminding him that his real personality is being a rancid little stinky smelly bastard loser and no one likes him and he spends the entire series getting completely dunked on and also his main archetype is these things:

and then you have to concede that at the end of the day it is still an anime for a children's card game designed to sell the cards so if you ever try to explain the impact this had on your developing mind at 7 years old you'll sound sick

[tootiredtocares-blog]

Pretty fucked up that timmy forgets the only positive influences in his life after his 18 birthday when you think about it

[ravenpureforever]

So guess who finally watched JJK

[thebirdandhersong]

Lol

[worstloki]

My issue with Thor not ‘realizing’ why Loki was acting off in Avengers 1 isn’t that Thor didn’t recognise Loki was acting unlike himself—Thor did note that—or that Thor didn’t figure out what was wrong—he did try asking—it’s more along the lines of Thor giving up, and that he accepted Loki was bad now within two days while knowing something was off when Thor himself behaved just as bad for much longer before without any specific compromising event.

[emmavakarian-theirin]

tfw it's your birthday and you get told you will not be needing chemotherapy after all

[spaghett-onaplate]

depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed

[vampykween]

heavy in your arms

said i was taking a break and then immediately contradicted myself by writing this but oh well. this is just pure sadness sorry. also mildly embarrassing that is directly inspired by a real conversation i’ve had with my partner about my own life 😵‍💫

on the days when you’re trapped in your mind and your shackled by anxious thoughts. you’re grateful for simon. when you’re plagued by an intense feeling of worthlessness and you can’t fathom being worthy of love; simon is there to reassure you.

“i hate that you think so poorly of yourself love when you’re everything to me.”

maybe if your mother had loved herself enough, showed you what’s it like to believe you’re worthy of living, you wouldn’t be this way - but she didn’t and you are. you come from a long line of women who can’t even bare their own reflections; you were doomed before you ever even existed.

tears fall heavily down your face, for someone who cries all the time you’d think you’d run out yet, somehow you’re a river ever full. words always fail you in these moments; the rational part of you knows that if simon didn’t love you he wouldn’t be here with you now, but there’s a part of you that will never believe you’re anything he’s ever wanted. you pull away from him, text less, call less, lock yourself in the bathroom so he doesn’t see you cry because you’re afraid that your existence is bothersome, far too much of a burden to bear.

he goes out of his way to prove you wrong, will wax poetic about you behind closed doors because he knows you need to hear it. he takes care of you always without complaint. he would give you the moon, if it meant you could see yourself the way he sees you.

“what if i never change, what if i never stop feeling this way?”

“we don’t know what the future will hold, but i promise to love you through it all.”

[writtenroses1813]

“Whatever that didn’t affect you that much you were too young to understand.”

Girl that’s the whole point???? It’s WORSE because I was young. You ruined my whole social development because I was that young.

[tearlessrain]

seriously can catastrophes stop happening for five minutes my brain is already fried from the ones we're already experiencing

[blindmagdalena]

reminder that i do block default icon/untitled/empty blogs. all you gatta do is put a note or like 18+ or something in your blog description and i will leave you be. but the rest get in da fuckin gwound

[anto-pops]

I'm not gonna lie, Ao3 being down all day feels a lot like the burning of the Library of Alexandria

[semiotomatics]

lol. i think ive reached my limit.