#LIKE THIS IS STRAIGHT UP DEPRESSING

[tubchunk]

did anyone else notice how all the time today, q!tubbo was doing dangerous stuff with no proper safety or armor? he fell off the side of the hole TWICE to the point of being knocked and he had to be saved by sunny, when tallulah dropped the picture, he jumped STRAIGHT DOWN without using the glider. he kept doing dangerous stuff without any real protection....

like it is clear now: he is NOT okay, he is barely hanging on since the funeral, even though he said he needs to close that chapter of his life for his daughter's sake. i wouldn't be surprised if he just grows more and more reckless, making sure everyone around him is safe while he keeps throwing himself into more and more dangerous situations without proper safety. that downward spiral has been happening slowly.

but i think its about to accelerate.

[54625]

dyou reckon qFit is doing a small scale celebration somewhere in the wasteland right now, planting a rose and making a toast, to celebrate the anniversary? or do you think time passes him by too much these days and he hasn't even noticed what day it is at all

[phanbeats]

being in a parasocial relationship with a pair of gay youtubers is something that can be so personal actually

[serpentface]

You meet your other sister-in-law very briefly.

She arrives unannounced in full Odonii garb and a long cloak for the cold, soaked through with rain. She's taller than most men, and carries herself like one too. Her hair spills out of her veil, not only unbraided but a horrendous mess. It's kind of fascinating. You catch a glimpse of a handgun slung across her back, hidden beneath her cloak. This is especially exciting; you’ve never seen one up close. You try to peek around her to get a better look at it, and flush in embarrassment when she catches you, shooting you a cold glare.

It doesn't seem like she speaks much without being spoken to, and you aren’t really the type to initiate conversations either. Livya fills in for the both of you, prompting your sister-in-law to introduce herself. Her name is Couya. You give her a respectful bow and curtsy, she gives a very slight bow back without looking you in the eye. She compliments your necklace. Or at least, she mumbles something while looking in the general direction of your necklace, and it might have been a compliment. You aren’t sure whether there’s something wrong with her or she’s just rude.

She's just her for filial duties at the family shrine, and she doesn't stay long. Livya stops her on her way out. She says she's disappointed that the one time in a year she can be bothered to come by, she shows up looking like a disheveled street-whore in priest's clothing. Look at Hibrides, she didn't even know we were having company and still did up her hair so nicely, and all by herself too. Thank God your father isn't here to see this, he's suffered enough embarrassment as it is-.

Couya stands in the doorway in silence through this whole speech. You thoroughly inspect a loose tile in the floor and try your best to pretend you aren't there. Livya doesn't take her hand off your shoulder the whole time.

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[I've been writing an overview of Hibrides' first several years of marriage for the hell of it. It's just a summary but it's written with like, the slightest bit of prose, so figured I'd dump a section here]

[boobchuy]

u ever sometimes think about how amphibia has the saddest ending in the big three

[articwolfclawartist]

For anyone who followed me for things unrelated to Ben 10 and may know nothing of the show: I deeply need you to be made aware of the existence of this joke

[tootiredtocares-blog]

Pretty fucked up that timmy forgets the only positive influences in his life after his 18 birthday when you think about it

[ravenpureforever]

So guess who finally watched JJK

[dazais-guardian-angel]

Well, at least Fukuzawa got his wish granted, I guess.... he's finally inside Fukuchi <3

[thebirdandhersong]

Lol

[worstloki]

My issue with Thor not ‘realizing’ why Loki was acting off in Avengers 1 isn’t that Thor didn’t recognise Loki was acting unlike himself—Thor did note that—or that Thor didn’t figure out what was wrong—he did try asking—it’s more along the lines of Thor giving up, and that he accepted Loki was bad now within two days while knowing something was off when Thor himself behaved just as bad for much longer before without any specific compromising event.

[emmavakarian-theirin]

tfw it's your birthday and you get told you will not be needing chemotherapy after all

[spaghett-onaplate]

depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed

[vinegar-n-salt]

SO niche but I love the idea of a yandere4yandere relationship where both the people in the relationship are insane about each other and one more person/other people (fuck it, polycule time) who very much does love both of them back, but that other person is very much aware how crazy (and morally gray/actually evil) they are to people that threaten their relationship so they just pretend that they don’t feel anything so they don’t get murdered. The two actively in the relationship are very much unaware that the other person/people are scared to their wit’s end of them finding out about their hidden feelings

[vampykween]

heavy in your arms

said i was taking a break and then immediately contradicted myself by writing this but oh well. this is just pure sadness sorry. also mildly embarrassing that is directly inspired by a real conversation i’ve had with my partner about my own life 😵‍💫

on the days when you’re trapped in your mind and your shackled by anxious thoughts. you’re grateful for simon. when you’re plagued by an intense feeling of worthlessness and you can’t fathom being worthy of love; simon is there to reassure you.

“i hate that you think so poorly of yourself love when you’re everything to me.”

maybe if your mother had loved herself enough, showed you what’s it like to believe you’re worthy of living, you wouldn’t be this way - but she didn’t and you are. you come from a long line of women who can’t even bare their own reflections; you were doomed before you ever even existed.

tears fall heavily down your face, for someone who cries all the time you’d think you’d run out yet, somehow you’re a river ever full. words always fail you in these moments; the rational part of you knows that if simon didn’t love you he wouldn’t be here with you now, but there’s a part of you that will never believe you’re anything he’s ever wanted. you pull away from him, text less, call less, lock yourself in the bathroom so he doesn’t see you cry because you’re afraid that your existence is bothersome, far too much of a burden to bear.

he goes out of his way to prove you wrong, will wax poetic about you behind closed doors because he knows you need to hear it. he takes care of you always without complaint. he would give you the moon, if it meant you could see yourself the way he sees you.

“what if i never change, what if i never stop feeling this way?”

“we don’t know what the future will hold, but i promise to love you through it all.”

[bpdohwhatajoy]

wish that I wasn’t the one caring about everyone’s creations while no one cares about mine.