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round 2 of prelim designs for @philosophiums n my lovechild of an au
first year trio
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk atla!au#gojo satoru#nanami kento#choso kamo#atla!au: design#atla!au: art#STILL NOT SHUTTING UP ABT THIS AU NOT SORRY#shoves more concept art in ur face but make it the Adults#spent entirely too much time figuring out how on earth to dress gojo#bc i knew i wanted him air nomad monk-esque#but the LAST thing i want is to put this man in orange. in fact i wld rather die#so i yoinked raava's whole Vibe every1 say thank u raavaaaaaaa#debated the hat also but im so happy i went fr it it brings the whole thing tgt so well#every1 say thank u painted lady kataraaaaaa#and the fit as a whole turned out SO good im ????? do i LIKE gojo in this ???????? hina like gojo challenge???????????#who knew all it took was billowy robes and twice as many necklaces as any one man has the right to wear#as fr the others#iv never Drawn choso period so i ws neutral on his design until i had th idea 2 make his furs bloody#now i think its pretty metal GHFHJS#n then theres nanami......not a Bad design i dont think but definitely pales next to th others gomen......#reffed the lok metalbenders pretty heavily n didnt do much else.....might workshop it probably definitely bc i refuse to let him flop >:(#lmhs
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Nothing shows pure love and devotion like censored Chinese media
#like genuinely how does the show feel more gay than the source material#its like they're not even trying#the writers and directors definitely take censorship as a challenge#it doesnt even have to be romantic love either#link click#shiguang dailiren#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#mo dao zu shi#heaven official's blessing#tian guan ci fu#mdzs#tgcf#mxtx#the untamed#guardian priest#svsss
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the thing is...galinda is right about popular.
it isn't just about a make-over. like it is, and about galinda recognizing elphaba is beautiful the way she is. but the song has a larger purpose. she's teaching elphaba about the importance of soft power. very clearly when she talks about "celebrated heads of state."
soft power, which elphaba does not have, and that has major consequences when it comes to accomplishing her mission.
not saying glinda made all the right or moral choices. she very much doesn't. its just that's she has a point here, which plays into why glinda IS able to depose morrible and the wizard later on.
now, mind you, glinda wouldn't have done any of that if not for elphaba taking the risk she did by confronting morrible and the wizard by taking a strong moral stance in defense of the Animals.
activists are necessary when it comes to making change. they push politicians to make the right choice for the people.
people, including capital "A" Animals.
#galinda upland#glinda upland#elphaba thropp#wicked#wicked 2024#wicked part 2#wicked musical#defying gravity is powerful. but elphaba is quite limited actually. as she states later on#activists are neccesary to get politicans to do the right thing#people including capital A Animals#challenge me on this. i'm open to it. just after multiple watches of the musical and movie over the years#i recently came to this conclusion#they are both doomed by the narrative (in different ways)#like it pisses me off that glinda tries to get elphaba to stay with the wizard#don't get me wrong#theres just a conversation to be had about power#but like there is major flaw to this. like change from the inside doesnt generally worl#work imo#still working on it#but its definitely saying something about power
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Are you alive? Is 2025 your date of death? We miss you mate
HI!!! OKAY SINCE A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE CONCERNED AND I GENUINELY DON'T WANT ANYONE TO WORRY (especially with how the year is kicking off) I'll say it-
I AM ALIVE!!!
I know it's been a long while, and I apologize for that!! I didn't want to start off the year this way, and actually wanted to start it off with a one shot (and the one that was supposed to come out on Christmas, along with the remaining chapters of the red dawn and so on) but I'll be honest and say that I got distracted, caught up in one too many things, and fell out of DC for a hot minute before crawling back like a man starved.
I've missed you all so much, and for the past few days have been trying to get those things I mentioned together so that I can finally have something up again! Even if I've royally failed the challenge back in October, those last chapters will and are still uneditied and basically made on a time crunch. The oneshots are getting done as we speak, and Chapter 4 is in the works :]
If it sounds like a lot and absolutely insane, that's because it is!! I'll be honest and say that I'm more excited for other projects then what I'm currently working on, but am focusing more on getting things done because you all deserve that and especially for all of your patience and kindness! I know I've said it before, but the Not Series really isn't my best work, and I don't think it will be, but even then I still want to produce a Chapter that you'll enjoy - but if anyone sees a decline in quality (despite the first and 2nd chapter essentially being written in one sitting and posted on the same day), that's probably why!
I do have some updates regarding some of the fics I said I was planning on writing, with the biggest update being in regards to "Ghost" as I've essentially almost rewritten the entire plot at this point, but I'll get there when I get there.
Nevertheless, yes, I am still alive! Even if you probably won't hear too much from me until those couple of things get done, I'll try to multitask and such as much as I can! The way of how I post things may be a little odd, but it'll mostly be with when I get them done, and with all the time I have at the moment - well, I might actually be able to meet my own deadline this time around... even if that new years oneshot is already 13 days late, and I'm not going to talk about the rest of the stuff I have to work on.
Regardless, rest assured! I'm not dead yet, and progress is being made! ... And what better way to show that then being late once again! LOL
#talking daydreams#yandere batfam#not series#the red dawn#batfam oneshots#trust me i cannot believe how late i am either#but at this point i'm tired of it and just trying to get things done#i don't want to produce something half baked either but i am trying my best to keep things fresh and interesting as well#i will say that the oneshots do get a little dark tho!#and so does the red dawn but that's a given considering how that little series is going#again i know i failed that challenge without a doubt#and honestly writing 5 whole chapters in 5 days was crazy enough#especially with how my writing style is#not to mention the ideas i come up with#but again i want to try and keep things the way they were supposed to be initially#the not series is going to be rushed#that i will admit#but its also so that i can focus on stories i feel are more interesting#and have actual substance and effort put into it#that isn't to say that i don't like it#it was just a rushed idea i put out haphazardly and am following with an equally rushed out story#and i feel like you guys definitely deserve better then that#besides#i have plenty of other ideas for neglected readers that are - in my opinion - much more interesting anyway!
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this is how he fake-flirts ... it doesn't. work [🇺🇸 x 🇧🇾]
i think their relationship is based on mutual attraction, revulsion, and self-deceit. america is convincing himself that "winning" belarus' affections will be easy and that he's just in it to spite russia, meanwhile she's playing pseudo-flirtatious passive aggressive mind games with him on a level beyond comprehension.
it gets really uncomfortable for both of them really fast and so he kicks her out. ^^
#america: oh btw commie... your sister is totally OBSESSED with me ;))) || russia: [knows how Aggressive she is] Good Luck 👍#hetalia#hws america#hws belarus#amebel#my nyart#ame definitely views it as like an ego challenge...#why WOULDNT belarus crush on me 🥱🥱#except once he actually gets her attention he. r egrets. it#like. to belarus america is The Worst Possible Thing. they kind of dated and held each other hostage for a bit nonetheless.#now im imaginign ame getting teased for it by his brothers. 'hey look your ex is here ^^' 'WHAT? HIDE ME'#ok more organized thoughts ->#for america its a battle of ego. its gross to stoop to 'stealing' russia's sister but he does it anyway. or he tries#yeah every attempt of his fails disastrously and she starts retaliating with these weird... startling interactions with him#and then ame goes ok i guess i gotta whip out my braincells for this one. and she gets to see some of who he REALLY is..#ame constantly runs in low powermode (its an act) but he turns it off when it benefits him but here the harder he struggles the less he win#and then once belarus ACTUALLY gains affection for him. she gets even WEIRDER. because belarus is obv conflicted and frustrated#and its after a bit of this (belarus' mix of aggression and affection) that america finally folds and kicks her out#he doesn't like losing and he doesn't like being genuine#and on some level he doesn't like being distracted from his purpose with this frankly incredibly strange relationship with her#anyway.#these are just my thoughts. i enjoy belame#time taken: uhh 4.5 hrs?
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[I know this is a TetsuTetsu blog, but also consider, I adore him, and ya know what? Imma draw him.]
#bnha#mha#steel my heart#monoma neito#monotetsu#its definitely there hes literally talking to TetsuTetsu off screen sssshhhh#[mod cheese stop gushing about blorbos for like two seconds challenge: level impossible.]#also background Bakugou Katsuki#hes so silly
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During Lockdown in 2020, I remember my first tackle at writing an Asian character in Les Misérables fics.
Before, I would often just have characters who were inexplicably, culturally 'broadly East Asian' despite being French or British. Ah yes, the duality of Man.
My Modern AU characters would often be White as snow, live in Paris or Isle of Man, but also think in a very honour-based system or do things like bowing in an Asian way to show respect.
Anywho, my first attempt at an Asian headcanon surprisingly wasn't what one would've guessed: it was Vietnamese.
Fun fact about me is that I often use Les Misérables as a motivator to learn about things I would usually otherwise not really find the push in real life to learn. This meant that I would also make headcanons or AUs such as 'Les Misérables set in Wales during the Thatcher era' in order to push me to learn about the world.
That must've been the reason in why I had a headcanon of Wasian!Éponine.
To get to the point, I'll explain the plot went as follows:
Éponine had a deadbeat father whom she has beef with. The only strong connection she had was with her mother. The story begins with Éponine grieving the loss of her mother as she had died from a long-term illness.
It had been months ever since her death, and her father's absence and lack of care irritated her. She had thought grief would bring them together; and it did for a couple of weeks, but he had moved on too quickly for her liking.
As she drank her misery and frustration, she was questioned on her mother's identity and past. The mother was British all her life, but she was actually adopted from Vietnam.
Her orphanage ran during the Vietnam Civil War, and she was placed into an orphanage nearing the end of the said war. She was a toddler when the Americans scrambled to leave the country.
Afterwards, foreign aid workers came back and forth until a couple they took sympathy on her situation and whisked her away to the United Kingdom. Whenever her mother talked of her tale, she was quite quiet and admitted that she remembered next to nothing about her time in Vietnam.
Deciding that she needed to connect with her mother and leave her dissatisfactory life in the UK, Éponine set off to find out more about her mother in Vietnam (I never chose a specific area).
Soon, the visit turned into an investigation as she was given clues from the people she would meet and question, that there was more to her mother than she had first perceived.
Her mother having been an orphan during the Vietnam Civil War made it more of a struggle to get records of and find the relevant people to interview.
From Éponine's young age, she had once asked about her mother's ethnicity- as Éponine was visibly brown while her mother was light skin. Considering she was Wasian, she had found this odd as a child.
Her mother had told her that it was even more odd, as through her heritage, there's a chance she could be American. Éponine had pulled a face at that comment, and soon her mother showed a grey look in her eyes- an indicator of regret of telling such a statement.
Éponine believes that there was a probable cause in that belief that her grandfather could've been a US soldier.
She digs more and more of the truth until she eventually finds out that her grandfather was indeed a soldier, but he was Korean.
Upon finding this out, Éponine learns of Korean affiliation and role that they played during the war. She is devastated and refuses to research of her grandfather's identity further, and instead directs her attention to her grandmother's mysterious identity.
I never did continue on from that story, and I'm assuming it would've ended with her grandmother alive and the two connecting...
#folks should i do cpr and try to revive this plot point?#I haven't touched it since its conception in 2020#and with fear of historical inaccuracy I never continued (good on me though#I literally was so bad at researching years ago)#but now that I now know how to search and critically evaluate#it does seem like a challenging plot I would like to tackle one day#anyway I have no idea why the first Asian I ever headcanoned was Vietnamese#but there you go#I was definitely processing some kind of frustration and guilt about Korea#I just didn't figure out how to express it#Plus there was absolutely no reason for this to be done as Les Mis fic#it is truly a testament to how I truly view the world via Les Mis lens#les mis
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just realized emizel and william (saying like mid season 2 because that’s where I’m at) meetup would go fucking insane, both because;
a: emizel is a feral little rat man who loves murder and william is an anxious teen who is. at best not fond of murder. but he does have his moments.
b: i think william could feasibly pass off as a vampire at first but it would quickly become increasingly obvious that he was Something Else. the lack of blood and ability to phase through walls would probably be a tell. i also don’t know if william would realize emizel was a vampire and not just like a superhero with weird teeth.
c (the main reason I had this thought): these are two guys who can both come back from the dead and both have Incredibly different opinions on it. william is, rightly, terrified of his own death and scared that it might become permanent. emizel keeps yippie-kay-yay-motherfucker-ing his way into the grave yelling about shamia shamae and trying to fight god. i think they could both probably help each other out. or make each other worse. honestly probably the second option, neither of those two are exactly the masters of talking about feelings
#not a reblog#cow talk#the suckening spoilers#jrwi pd spoilers#jrwi pd#the suckening#unrelated note but i’ve been keeping a running list of jrwi characters who got that dog in em#so far its emizel dakota and troy#that’s 3/4 of the JRWIers… are there any bizly characters who got that dog in em?#i’m going off of literal barking and growling btw. otherwise i would have put wiwi because he’s got two dogs in him. and they’re#anyways if you put those three in a room together i think either they immediately bond and somehow become besties or only one of them leave#that room. definitely not troy he is the only non-superpowered one there and he is also An Asshole so there would be plenty of motive#honestly speculating on any jrwi crossover with wonderlust (something i do often for funsies) always has an added layer of challenge#because it’s like. okay who could deal with troy. who would not immediately murder / arrest troy.
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@hood-ex
LOL I didn't actually have a specific fic in mind as its more just a general trend I've observed but I do know exactly what fic you're talking about and I confess to Not Being a Fan because it went HARD on Bruce's mistreatment of Jason and Tim (I remember it being around the King having Bruce hit Tim issue) but used the Ric status quo as (what felt like) an excuse not to even touch on Bruce's canon abuse instances of Dick, even though allusions made by other characters made it clear that like, the information was out there even if Ric didn't remember personally.
And that is where people tend to lose me in fics tackling Bruce's canon abuse....I'm just as particular about fics that are ostensibly about the whole family but don't acknowledge Bruce's worse parenting in regards to Jason or Tim, etc. Its one thing if you're zeroed-in on a specific canon instance and are just focusing on a specific interaction or even a specific dynamic between Bruce and one of his kids. But if you're tackling "Bruce's Parenting" as a general theme and you just so conveniently HAPPEN to leave out an entire subsection of Bruce's Worst Parenting as it regards to one specific kid....that's when its like My Ire, Let Me Show You It.
Because that's the kind of thing that to me reeks of character favoritism and sorry not sorry but I'm always gonna be a big believer that if you're gonna willingly tackle the Heavy Topics, like "Bruce's abusive parenting, let's dig into it," then I don't care how you rank the characters individually, you need to come prepared to tackle how that topic impacts EACH of the characters its relevant to. Or else, intentionally or not, you're one hundred percent playing into the fandom trend (fandoms in general, not specific to just Batfandom) of only treating abuse like its bad when it happens to characters you're a fan of specifically. And like. Can we not do that? We should not have to specify why that is not a good look for anyone.
#like I dont mean to call out this fic in particular and I dont even remember what its called or who wrote it even#not trying to put them on blast lol#its just. i dont really know how to make that point without an example of why its a point that needs to be made#and I think its a point worth making#writers: Stop 'hoarding' Bruce's abuse of SOME of his kids like it only matters when it happens to the ones you like Challenge#and im itchy about this when it comes to Dick in specific in no small part BECAUSE of how this fandom plays fast and loose#with its definition of acceptable violence#such as how even ppl who decry Bruce hitting Jason or Tim are like lol but I think its fine for brothers to punch brothers#theyre mad at and expect not to hold it against them#As A Treat
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If you're still taking requests, could I ask for Futa finding our that Yuno was lying about getting beaten up in her first interrogation?
You sure can 👀👀👀👀 Omg, I'm a fake 02-03 fan, how have I never thought about that moment before? I assumed he'd know eventually, but for someone who's so honest (and likely already has issues with a disloyal friend group) an actual confession would be so painful... Thank you so much for the request, it reminded me how much I loved writing these two ;--;
“I can’t believe it!” Fuuta laid across Yuno’s bed, staring up at the ceiling. “I can’t fucking believe it!”
“Ooh~ is this about Shidou-san?” Yuno stepped out of a pair of shoes, grabbing another. She walked back and forth with accessories she’d requested or borrowed from the others. After scrutinizing them in the mirror, she’d try on something else.
“Of course it is! Why aren’t you freaking out about this?”
It was a rhetorical question, she knew. This was one of those times Fuuta wasn’t really listening to anything except the rant in his own head. It could be annoying, but between him and Mahiru, Yuno actually enjoyed the chance to sit back and let someone else take over the conversation.
“He comes out of his interrogation, casually laughing about the warden being young and kicking him, then expects us to be okay with it? That makes four out of five interrogations someone got hurt! It’s a good thing I showed them they can’t fuck with someone like me, eh? But a pushover like Shidou gets abused and laughs! Argh!”
Fuuta sat up suddenly, trying to find somewhere to put his anger. He caught Yuno’s eye through the mirror. “There’s no way this is legal, locking us up with some violence-crazed warden! You know what I just keep thinking about, every day?”
Yuno gave a small “hm?” knowing he’d tell her anyway. She turned her eyes away, pretending to fix the ribbon in her hair. It was becoming less and less enjoyable to sit back and let him talk, this time. She was starting to see where this conversation would end. She knew what she needed to do.
“I just keep thinking, what are we going to do about Mahiru?”
“What do you mean?”
She was met with a dumbfounded look.
“We can’t just let her go in there by herself! Haruka and Shidou have some size and strength on Es, so like a coward they only showed a bit of force. But they know you and Muu were much smaller and weaker, so they really took it out on you both. I mean, I could hear Muu crying during her interrogation, and she came out still sniffling. Whatever the hell happened, it can’t be good. Just think of what’ll happen to Mahiru if we leave her alone in there! I’ve started thinking about what we can do.”
She laughed, picking up a headband. “Fuuta, you can’t do anything. It’s not like you’d be able to break in during the interrogation. I’m sure Mahiru-san will be just fine.”
“You can’t be sure, in a place like this. I’ve been thinking about this! I was even talking to Kotoko, and we think it’s possible to sneak in beforehand.”
“And if you get caught? What if you get Mahiru-san in more trouble?”
It was all she could think to say. She knew the truth had to come out eventually, but if there was a chance she could calm Fuuta down and avoid a fight altogether, she’d take it. Yuno wasn’t afraid of him. However, just because he was all bark and no bite didn’t make his bite any easier to handle. If she was putting the pieces together correctly, it still did end up killing someone…
Instead of slowing down, his face lit up with even more intensity. He leapt to his feet, appearing behind Yuno in the mirror. “See, that’s where my backup plan comes in! We’ll get the others involved. An interrogation will be the perfect time to stage a riot because –”
“Oh, Fuuta.”
“– I mean it! How are they and that stupid rabbit going to stop all of us, huh? It’s high time we stood up to this injustice! Give that brat a taste of their own medicine –”
“Just, listen for a second.”
“– We won’t use any violence or anything! Unlike them, we’re above that. Just give them a good scare, and demand that they –”
“Fuuta.”
“What?” He sounded exasperated, but paused to let her speak. She hadn’t raised her voice; he was learning to tell when she was serious.
“There’s... something I need to tell you.” Her tone made it clear that this would be a pretty weighty confession. Annoyance flashed across his face, like is now really the time for this?
Yuno turned to face him. She reached for his hands, knowing the wonders a bit of physical contact can do. Fuuta just rolled his eyes as he tore his hands away. She was constantly reminded that her usual tricks didn’t work on him. She also reminded herself, however, that it was a relief. She didn’t feel like holding hands now.
“I… I wasn’t honest about my interrogation. Es didn’t touch me. They were actually really calm, and we had a good conversation. They didn’t want the others to hear that and just walk all over them, so I promised to tell the story they came up with. I heard Muu talking, and she didn’t face any violence either. She was just scared.”
“You – she – what?” Fuuta sputtered on his words. His face turned a few shades redder than it already had been in his excitement.
“The lie wasn’t supposed to be a big deal, or drag out this long. Definitely not to the point of inspiring a prison riot, oh god. I felt bad that you even went after Es because of it–”
“Yeah!” His voice rose. “I stood up to them for you! I coulda gotten punished for that!”
“No, Es knew why you did it, so I’m sure they never would have –”
“You can’t be sure!” He turned to pace the cell, emotion leaking out in sudden pitches in his voice, or a hand jerking up in wild gestures. “So when were you planning on telling me? Or were you just going to lie to my face for another few months?” She could see the gears turning in his head – all the arguments and comebacks and insults he was formulating. “And what else have you been lying to me about?”
That’s when she noticed that the look in his eyes wasn’t one of rage. Nor was the blood in his cheeks. Though he was indeed angry, he was also dealing with the embarrassing truth of being lied to for months.
“I haven’t lied about anything else,” she assured him. She bowed her head. “And I won’t. I’m so sorry. It was supposed to be something quick that everyone forgot about. Once they had their interrogation and had their own impression of the warden, no one would think about it.”
“You expect me to believe a shitty excuse like that? Why would we all just forget?”
“Fuuta…” She smiled sadly. “Everyone did forget. You’re the only one who still talks about it. You’re the only one who’s done anything in response. I felt so guilty you’d put yourself out like that, for me, someone you barely met.”
Yuno paused. She hadn’t meant to use any flattery to steer the conversation. She was supposed to just tell him the truth and leave it at that.
But this wasn’t flattery. She was still speaking the truth. “Everyone else did exactly what I expected, except you. You stood up for me. I don’t take that lightly, okay? I’m grateful.”
Fuuta’s eyes burned with more fury. He jabbed a pointing finger at her.
“You’re right!”
“...eh?”
“Those bastards didn’t do a single thing! They heard a young girl got abused and they just let it happen? They tried laughing it off? How dare they!” He whirled around. “Oh, I’m gonna give them a –”
Yuno grabbed the back of his uniform “You aren’t going to do anything. If you get everyone riled up now, it’ll be for nothing, remember? But you can’t tell. I still promised Es I’d keep their secret through the first trial.”
“Tch, you don’t owe them shit.”
“If you tell, you’ll get me in trouble. Please.” She let go of him. “Can I trust you with this?”
He kept his back to her. “You didn’t before.”
“You’re right.” She wasn’t the type to waffle around with excuses.
She started putting away her things. It was almost mealtime, and she didn’t have the heart to continue, anyway. Through the mirror, she watched Fuuta hang around the doorway. His expression shifted through emotions that Yuno couldn’t quite put her finger on. All his fire was fizzling out.
“Just… you swear it won’t happen again?”
“I swear.”
Fuuta nodded. Then, a grin. “And you swear I can tell them off after this trial ends?”
She returned the smirk. “One promise at a time, ’kay?”
#milgram#yuno kashiki#fuuta kajiyama#it felt too ooc for either of them to say it at the end there - but the reason fuuta calms down is he realizes that yuno said#something harsh about a child and the situation blew up out of her control and a third party (fuuta) attacked the child because of her word#so even though hes definitely still mad - all of the sudden he doesnt feel like judging her so harshly 👍#as always i tried to highlight yunos skill with reading people#her anticipating how the average man - the prisoners - and fuuta specifically will react to her words/actions#and she can tell how mad he'll be so she selfishly holds onto the lie as long as she can manage#i love the idea that fuuta is one of the only friends she has had who is completely unaffected by her usual charms#its half relieving that she doesnt need to put up an act for him but half annoying because he becomes a bit of a loose canon 😂#but knowing yuno i think shed find the challenge more fun than frustrating <3#thank you again pal -- this was so fun to think about and write 👀#drabbles#(oh i still need to change the tag -- i think one shot is the word i was looking for!)
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I BOUGHT THE BOOK!!!



#wicked#wicked book#ITS SO PRETTY#i was in luck they had ONE special edition left!!#they had like six copies of the book and probably a million more in the back BUTTTT this one is the pretty hardcover!!#its a nice sleek black under the jacket and the title on the spine is plain white but the holographic design is so pretty!!#plus the other copies were paper back and just had the promotional posters for the movie as the covers#but they were far more reasonably priced ($19) as opposed to the version i bought ($40)#another of god's little challenges#i got a gift voucher for the bookstore a while ago and i conveniently had $40 left#im excited to start reading it although its DEFINITELY an at home thing because it's never fitting in any of my not orange bags#also i dont want to damage it because it was forty fuckin dollars#ignore my fat baby hands#i absolutely loved the movie although ive never seen the musical#and ive heard the book and the musical are way better than the movie#so i have high hopes#its a gorgeous book i cant get over how pretty it is#theres gonna be a prettier book somewhere and im gonna lose my shit
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CREATURE. Compilation of the sketches that I like the most out of preliminary doodling. Rest of the body is still being played around with, but I REALLY like the face in the bottom right.
Colors are still TBD. While it would be extremely funny (to me) to do another completely solid colored creature I think maybe I will...try something a little more interesting (maybe)
#behold! my art#my art#sketches#sketchbook art#sona art#creature design#creature concept#I meant to scan these a bit sooner last week but I am really getting hit with psychic damage 🫠#Anyway coming up with Stuff is always a bit of a challenge because I like Looking at complicated designs but not necessarily drawing them#obv its going to differ from character to character but here I think the main priority is definitely like. What Features Do I Like To Draw#and this idea is also actually a corvafex variant but I didn't feel like getting too into worldbuilding stuff atm
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quick question- are grian and pearl siblings in hunger au? trying to write a hunger au fic and i would feel quite silly if i made a reference to it and it turns out they weren’t related. sorry if you answered this somewhere else i was digging for awhile in the au tag but couldnt reach the end!
OKAY SO THE ANSWER IS A BIT NUANCED FOR THIS ONE
Technically, Grian and Pearl were Spawned in rather than born, so they arent actually related. That being said, culturally speaking since being born is INCREDIBLY rare as opposed to being Spawned in, i think its fairly common and accepted practice to just go "yeag thats my sibling" about people you're incredibly close to sometimes. This ofc doesnt even BEGIN to get into the entire concept of play on an universal level, and how often people will i think claim siblinghood for one server only to completely disavow it in another. Which is... not very helpful as far as answers go, when you get down to it 😅😅😅
I think for Pearl and Grian, they dont really call each other siblings, but their relationship is very consistently sibling-like, which i think actually holds more weight in-universe than just arbitrarily calling themselves family would. So... yes and no??? Not related, probably wouldnt directly call each other siblings, but i think they both have the silent understanding that they are very much each other's chosen family, if that makes sense!!
#shouting speaks#asks#hunger au#grian#pearlescentmoon#THAT BEING SAID YOU DO NOT HAVE TO STICK TO THIS ITS YOUR RECURSIVE FIC YOUR HONOR#you are 100000 morbillion% allowed to just call em siblings and be done with it#also tbh it rlly IS compelling to explore the concept of like. okay if they WERE actual siblings#how would grians death and replacement actually affect that#smth smth your sibling comes out from the void and something else is wearing his skin. smth smth changelings#smth smth watchers fundamentally do not have siblings in a way players can/could#THERES DEFINITELY SMTH JUICY THERE IS ALL IM SAYING#as always im coming in with the ''well yes but also no--'' type answers SJDBWJDNS#''tj answer a question directly challenge'' no. autism beam#txt
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meet stinky baby number two OCEAN davis-hayes :3
#hayes*gen1#*hayeslegacy#*casonbyshawsimmer#oceanhayes#ocean looks exactly like tatum its crazy#love how sunny gets her eyes and ocean gets her freckles#sunny is definitely casons twin tho#sims screenshots#sims 4 gameplay#sims 4 legacy#ts4#random legacy challenge
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On gold-diggers
So if you watch any amount of Indian tv at all, then you are familiar with a common belief in the world of rich people of ITV (and IRL as well of course, this is how audiences think too), that poor women are always on the make, looking to trap rich husbands for a better life, the double edged sword of the term "gold-digger". I uhhhh rambled a bit on this topic.
The idea of the "gold-digger" is so ingrained that we all instantly understand the negative power of it. We may object with horror and anger when the asshole hero, or his backwards family levy this charge against our beloved female lead; but we, the very same audience won't hesitate to turn around and levy the very same charge against the "vamp" character; the girl in tight clothes who drinks alcohol and *gasp* has no sanskaars - like clearly, SHE is in it for the money, otherwise why would she put up with such a toxic boyfriend?
(like of course it cannot be that the vampy girl is sticking around for the same reason that WE the audience are falling for this toxic male lead despite knowing how much he sucks - it cannot be that she finds him hot & values his good qualities & as for the bad qualities, he's just a traumatized lil baby, i can fix him! - no, that can't be it, because then it feels uncomfortably close to relating to the vamp, and that cannot happen, of course!)
no, she, the vamp, only loves his good looks and his money and his hotness, she doesn't love his "true" self at all, she's a GOLD DIGGER!!! we revel in the power of the gold-digger charge, and how it humiliates her.
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what inspired this rant? i had an intense argument with someone on another platform, about Lavanya's character (from IPKKND). this person insisted that Lavanya was a gold-digger who never loved Arnav. But La is rich, I argued. So what, she said. Even if she is rich, she isn't as rich as Arnav. Arnav is 10000 crore guy, Lavanya is just 1000 crore girl. A gold-digger. She just wanted him because he was a "catch" while Khushi wants him for his true inner self. But La put up with his family for his sake, I argued. She did so much to please him. Well, this person said. That's the proof. Lavanya tolerated all of Arnav's and his family's BS without objection, hence, she MUST be a gold-digger. didn't I know? rich men are always targets of "girls like Lavanya". of gold-diggers. she kept using that word over and over again for Lavanya, probably because by then she had realized how much it was pissing me off. (what can I say? i can definitely be an easy target for trolling at times).
internalized misogyny often goes like - most women are sluts/stupid/useless/greedy schemers/<insert other sexist tropes>, but I - I will prove myself worthy of men's affections by being not <sexist trope>, then maybe I won't suffer the negative consequences those other women do!
and yes, I speak from personal experience. what woman HASN'T harboured deeply toxic thoughts borne out of internalized misogyny at least once in her life? we live in society, how do we escape it's influences?
and caught in these confusions, when we read stories, we project.
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there are, of course, real life cases where there are women who (to quote Amy March) look upon marriage as an economic proposition and make matches based on financial gains. the horror!
of course, that its both men and women, who make decisions about marriage/love based on money, doesn't cross often our minds when we think about gold-diggers. that in desi society at least, majority of marriages ARE economic propositions involving heavy financial transactions, is not at all the same topic. because those transactions are done by the elders; by the men in power, and their enablers. those are transactions that keep society running in its status quo. the horror! the gold-digging horror of it comes in, when its a woman by her own volition seeking to better her financial status as easily as she possibly can, without making any sacrifice or compromise! how dare she? how dare! doesn't she know the tax of living for a woman is sacrifice. you can't pass go without it.
and the OTHER much much larger parts of reality definitely don't exist while people are busy labelling women as gold-diggers. the parts where the leading cause of sudden death for women is murder at the hands of an intimate partner, where 3 out of 10 women have been abused by a partner (and this is just reported stats - who knows what the real figure is). And what about the reality where one of the key aspects of an abusive relationship is financial abuse & power imbalance due to the victim having no resources.
in India, especially, the sad, sorry, disturbing TRUTH is, justice is a monetary transaction. the richer you are, the more you can get away, especially in the matter of women, since as a society we are ever-ready to disbelieve women.
this is also why in this reality we live in, many girls families themselves INSIST on paying dowry - on sending more and more gifts even after marriage - because you know what they're buying? no, not merely a "respectable" husband for their daughter. what they are paying for is the safety, respect, and dignity of their daughter in her married family and their own "standing" in society. its a grand and most successful blackmail scheme; because everybody knows, the girl who brings nothing to her husband's house, is fair game for every other type of exploitation. she's got to pay her dues somehow.
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so. when a poor girl marries a rich guy, it might seem like a fairytale on the outside. it might seem like, its every poor girl's dream. but in REALITY, what it is, is the girl signing up for a statistically much higher risk of being abused, raped, and murdered. not a dream so much as a nightmare.
yet, its always the woman's character that is on trial - SHE has to prove that she isn't a greedy schemer out for his money but a pure hearted girl genuinely in love - while all HE has to do, is stand there and be hot and rich; he never has to prove that he won't abuse her. heck, he will provide categorical proof of being a future abuser, and its absolutely no stumble in a romance path. the power of the word gold-digger is always hanging on her head; the hero as well as the audience, her lover and society, ever eagerly searching to judge her for the same; a little slip, and she could be in vamp territory!
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I tend to be...passionate...about my fictional people opinions. I have definitely heard "its just a story" many times in my life. But I disagree.
These conversations we have about fictional characters are reflections of our realities. And these are Indian daily soaps, not grimdark crazy premise sci-fic/fantasy HBO shows. The same court in which we judge fictional characters, also becomes a court in which we judge real people around us. This is the power of stories, the danger of them - they can reiterate the worst that is in us, reinforce our worst selves; or they can open us up to new perspectives and expand our empathy.
i mean we have seen SO MANY iterations of the angry anti-hero young man, embodying every trope of toxic masculinity, and then turning out to be a perfect husband at the end. character development and taming the beast. alls well that ends well. men can be fixed. sometimes love looks like hate. etc.
i long for a story where we see a heroine who IS a "gold digger"; who is practical, realistic, and smart, who has a career and ambitions but maybe has tasted too much of poverty to ever choose it for herself if given an option. who chooses and chases a guy because the thing that matters to her is financial security and an easy life. why does this girl always have to be the villain? if abusers can reform, why not gold-diggers? why can't SHE be hit with a character development stick, in the same general standard of dignity as a corresponding male lead, and learn some lessons and fall in love and become the best version of herself? and if she does get to do all that, why does she HAVE to be humiliated in some evil way, and/or die at the end, why can't she live, learn and have a happily ever after?
why, in fact, do we reserve so much passionate vitriol for the fictional female offenders - the vamps and the career girls and the ex girlfriends - the ones driven by jealousies and insecurities - while keeping infinite reserves of forgiveness for their male equivalents?
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No - Lavanya has to be a gold-digger, a hopeless harlot, for Khushi to be a perfect wife, for Arnav to be absolved of his sins against Lavanya as well as Khushi, for the audience to be in no danger of relating to a woman as evil and out of bounds as Lavanya, for us all to maintain our collective delusions that rich men are victims of those women, as opposed to being their predators.
EVEN in a show like IPKKND which went out of the way to have a different, ground-breaking narrative...there's this reading of the text. There's the cognitive dissonance to judge/hate Lavanya for certain traits while finding Arnav sexy for those same ones.
I don't think it is at all surprising that Indian tv can never seem to get over its madonna/whore complex - because honestly, we the audience, seem to enjoy it too much!
#this is a post inspired by an online argument so yeah its a ramble lol. i was angry but it also made me self-reflect.#when i was younger i have definitely internalized these attitudes#i've reacted from this place#of holding fictional female characters to much higher standards than male ones#because that is just#how we think in reality too#i like a story that challenges these ideas in a fun away#IPKKND was that with regards to Lavanya#IPKKND
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tbh i still like to read leon as a tad selfish (NOT in a weird way where hes the real antagonist or whatever) where he is miserable as champion and trapped in ennui and is actually super desperate for someone to take his place and hes sorta nudging the player in that direction. its not canon obviously but i think thatd be a fun concept for his character, idk
#his perspective on it could be skewed. like hes not seeing it that way. hes seeing it as passing the torch#like he was a young child when he was made into the leagues poster boy so he wouldnt see it as odd for a kid to take his place#i dont think hed think of it as a bad thing#but idk thats how i initially read his lines about how he REALLY wants new league challengers to battle him#but he has to go out with a bang so thats why hes pushing everyone#idk. doesnt match with him not letting the player do a ton of story stuff#youd definitely have to tweak the story to make it work#like hmmm maybe over the course of the story he realizes how fucked his situation is and starts to backtrack but its too late….#echoed voice#what if swsh was a tragedy. do you see my vision#shield nuzlocke
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