#LET ALONE BE FAT
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me when I've never played a game with a character creator before
#bg3#please be serious#like come on#i love the game but the character creation is literally one of its weakest points#i can think of at least four games with far far FAR more expansive character creation off the top of my head at 4am#like bro you can't even customize body build???#something that's pretty fucking standard for every goddamn character creator#YOU CAN'T EVEN NOT HAVE ABS#LET ALONE BE FAT#like i understand that not everyone has played saints row 2#but most gamers have seen the sims customization!!!!!#ffs!!!!#come the fuck on#straight up the character creation in bg3 is bad#and extremely same-facey#its not a good point when your pc will end up sharing multiple traits with multiple npcs
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Artists really gotta stop giving “do this ✅ don’t do this ❌” style art advice. I understand having personal icks but there are no hard and fast rules in art, people aren’t doing it wrong if they draw something in a way you don’t personally enjoy, and it comes off very arrogant and anti-stylization
#it’s sorta fair if it’s like instructing on how to draw fat ppl or ppl of color properly but like#most of the time when I see it it’s incredibly stupid and unimportant nitpicks#like ‘don’t draw clothes flesh with the body’ or ‘don’t draw too many wrinkles on hands/clothes’ or whatever#just leave it alone let people stylize in the ways they want#not everyone has to draw conventionally attractive fuckable anime style sit down#lyla’s talking again
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Nothing like feeling your growing boyfriend's belly sag onto your back while he pounds you
#fat belly#OC art#my art#personal#male lingerie#belly kink#feedism art#weight gain art#a few years later and Nate can barely put on the strap let alone use it :3#chubby#fatty
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Because of some setbacks and chores added to my time, the Wonder Tower character sheet won't be finished for Halloween.
My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined.
#fyp#pizza tower#pizza tower au#wonder tower#update#JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND LET DRAW MY FAT ITALIAN MAN#sobbing
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He's here to turn in the Wanted Dead or Alive Bounty(dead) and even brought some flowers as well, much to his brother's embarrassment
Hickory could've gone without seeing his brother's strange attempts to flirt.
#My man shoved flowers into the head and everything#Truly an out of touch romantic#DeltaDickory#DickoryDelta#Delta Dawn Trolls#Dickory Trolls#Trolls Delta Dawn#Trolls Dickory#Delta Dawn#Dickory#The flowers do having meaning btw#Apple Blossom: I prefer you before all#Wild Rose: Pleasure and Pain#Dessert Marigold: Life and Death OR Spiritual Healing#not sure how accurate they are but that's what I found lol#Anyways Let Dickory fall for a later that could kill him#He deserves it as a treat#Also I do gotta ask why does Delta have a chest? Like no other female troll does#Becuase it makes no sense due to them being an egg laying species#Unless you want to argue that Delta and Delta alone has a platypus situation going on#Or the weirdest fat distribution mutation#cw: decapitated head#Goat!Dickory#Goat!Yodelers#Goat!Hickory#Hickory Trolls#Trolls Hickory#Hickory#AcousticInk#AcousticGraphite
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FRESH NAILS LETS GOOOOO
#they look so hot they’re so long and pointy. im gonna GET you#I’ve had such a productive day I finally cleaned up my revision pit that I left behind when I went home#so finally tidied my room and washed my dishes and emptied my bin and cleaned my surfaces etc#and then I got my nails done which is of course SUCH a slay#and then i went to boots and my mate has a loyalty card with student discount on it that i copped#tell me how i got hair dye (this alone was £8) body wash shampoo conditioner and a hair mask ALL for £13. insane bargains from me#and then i finally FINALLY did a big shop bc I’ve fully not done one since coming back after xmas#im so accomplished let’s gooo#honestly i feel really restless and like I’m staving off an inevitable episode bc I just feel soooo ough and unsettled#and it’s always Bad when it gets like this but if i just keep doing things and ignoring it then everything will be fine! 😄#about to have a FAT bath. nothing is wrong with me#hella goes to uni
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I cannot believe fucking insect dragon discourse is what got me to engage in bullshit.
Let's get this clear for all of you brainless, media illiterate fuck wads on here.
Maggots are gross, yes, but only due to what they are commonly hatched in. Which is typically their FOOD. They are a pretty important part of our ecosystem, if you take even 2 minutes to read about them or hell. Use the fucking grey matter between your ears to think on WHY they're in nasty shit.
Yes, SOME can and will eat live tissue. However if that were the case for ALL of them, then they wouldn't be used for fucking wound management. And if you get fucking stupid, then I'll beat you to death with links of information.
Another thing; everyone fucking LOVES butterflies so much, right? Oh, they're pretty and elegant and blah blah blah. Which sure, that's all true. But take a guess- which do I have to beat away more when I'm butchering and processing? Flies or butterflies? BUTTERFLIES. Those fucking things SWARM over blood in a way I never expected before, which is metal as fuck. Not only that, but I've seen them on literal shit and random dead things in the woods JUST as much as actual flies.
Insects are not pristine. Ones that are easy to look at and colorful are not exceptions to this. And in terms of people being afraid of being hurt by them- I've NEVER been hurt by a maggot. I have, however, been hurt more times than I can fucking count by those fuzzy caterpillars.
You know what I don't do, though? I don't fucking kill them. I grab a stick, and I move them to where they won't sting anybody and also won't get smashed on purpose or by accident by someone else.
What is just absolutely MIND BOGGLING is that this came from a fucking PIXEL dragon. From a fucking GAME that doesn't even move!! No one is forcing you stupid bitches to have the dragon- I know! Shocking!! I don't like 90% of the ancients enough to have them, so I just don't have them.
Most of you complaining about the Everlux being "gross" are likely the same idiots who thought Light- which has HEAVY visual influences from Greek and Roman structures- was somehow Christianity/seraphim adjacent. Have you SEEN lightweaver? That's a bug.
Insects. Are. Not. Bad. Your unapologetic, vehmenent hatred of insects and thinking it's okay to kill them just because they're "gross" is bad and pathetic. You could've just said you've never gone outside and never learned empathy for anything other than humans.
It's no one else's job to cater to or work around your phobias if you have one. That's a YOU problem. And before someone tries to twist this; you're not pathetic if you have a legit phobia. You're pathetic if you're hating and killing insects for them being "gross" and/or simply existing.
TLDR; You don't get one.
Insects rule and are fascinating. Get fucked.
#this is just the insect aspect of things let alone the fucking fat phobia side of it all#it is REALLY bringing out the scum bags#flight rising
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gross man fully swore at me (us) (lydia and a friend) bc we weren’t really laughing at his shitass jokes like ok be funny then
#and for the next like three acts/intros people had to stroke his little ego#like girl it was simply not that serious. i chuckled i gave a polite smile at first but then the jokes were truly just. bad#haha fat women haha masking haha this woman i had sex with. grow a pair#abby talks#he said smth abt not looking at him with that fucking face. bro don’t get up in front of an audience if u can’t handle a girl not laughing#at u let alone if i were actively booing more#and like we should’ve killed him to be clear like skinned him alive#and i hope he felt that way when the funny and charming middle aged fat woman got many many more laughs than he did. bc well she was really#funny and didn’t suck ass <3
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gender complaining
It's so hard to find male friends with ANY knowledge of fat politics. I have a few, but any politically fat event I go to (e.g. Bigger Bodies Boston events, explicitly fat clothing swaps, etc) is always 99% women. Which, like, that is cool for them, but 1) I always worry people will be uncomfortable that there is A Man at what they may have assumed will be a 100% women event, 2) due to gender roles, my experience of fatphobia is generally different to most women's, and it would be nice to have more people to talk to who 2a) related to that through their own life experiences and 2b) were in a similar kvetch ring to me gender-wise, and 3) as a trans man it is a LITTLE dysphoria inducing ngl
I am just going to have to start some kind of fat men's consciousness-raising group myself, aren't I
#what if I want to meet fat men who know MORE about fat politics and weight stigma than me???#I've read like 2 books and do not study public health or whatever. what would give me the authority#also those would be just absolutely enormous emotions to hold in my hands.#like. I know from personal experience these topics are intense and painful. am I really ready to invite other people to share those stories#and to handle it let alone be helpful#idk#it's just lonely sometimes that's all#boring text posts#genderfuckery#body image
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You know I genuinely don't regret going no contact with my dad's family. Every time I think I miss them it's actually me just missing the concept of having that half of my family, not me missing them specifically. They're all such shitty awful people and I'm so much better without them.
#They told me I was going to hell when I was 15 for being interested academically in catholicism and orthodoxy#--and for supporting my dad (who has since detransitioned) when he was transitioning#(which I wasn't religious at all at the time so they should have taken what they could get ngl)#they also ghosted me and left me alone at a sandwich shop when I was around that age#maybe a bit younger#because my grandma wanted to go home and play fucking farmville 💀#i have so many horror stories about them they're fucking insane#one time there was a tornado and they wouldn't let me into the storm cellar because they said I was too fat and there wasn't any room#(I was a child and weighed like 80 lbs at most but even if that wasn't the case that would have been insane)#They left me stranded on a sandbar in the middle of a river for 2 hours and then filmed me having a panic attack when they picked me up#and they're so fucking evil and shitty to POC and then they say they're not racist because they vote blue like lmaooo o k a y
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desperately asking my body why i jsut got the most insane surge of being horny at 2 am. this cant be right man
#not like im Trying to go to sleep. but like. uagggggggggggghhhhhhhh now im THINKING aboutthings#theres like a list of things that would fix me. ive been thinking of tf today a bit. its Your fault (you know who you are) btw#something soemthing telegram stickers#anwyays#also thinking about fat as usual. being totally stuffed#i spent a significant amount of my day today being a little fuller than usual and my god. Ueagh (affectionate)#need to do it more i just feel weird walking around like that so i usually only do it when im home alone (is never home alone)#imgetting off topic though#need someone to fuck me or to let me fuck them because like#god#i just. hmgnnhjhtnbggnnghgghghrrgnghghrnnghhhmhmmgghgrgh#and yes: it can be kinky i literally dont give a fuck. hotter#send me asks or dms or something idfk just say things to me#lycan rambles
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what is the meat(?) in the food photo called
It's a salmon fillet (I'd take another picture to show it better but I already ate it)
Here's a picture of another, still frozen salmon fillet I have in the freezer.
#I really like salmon. pretty interesting fish taste wise#and I try to have variety in my diet whenever I can#I don't really eat a lot of meat let alone different kinds. chicken is my to-go. I also like turkey and rabbit (rare dish tho) beef is fine#I don't really like fat in my meat? so I avoid pork or lamb. this escalated sorry#but yeah salmon#here let me drop the 'recipe'#marinate the salmon with some soy sauce. honey. fresh orange juice and let it sit for 30 minutes at least#then put it in a oven pan/tray. spread some mustard on top and bake for ≈25 minutes 175⁰C (time depends on how big or thick is the piece)#boil water. add the rice (the time it needs is probably on the pack). boil water and add some lean green beans#after straining the green beans add salt and butter#put everything on a plate. bon appetite etc#not art#personal tag#if anyone ends up making it I'd love to gear your opinion
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my ed is weird bc i think anything over 300 cals is really high and should be avoided but ill binge on a thousand cals worth of chocolate.. i cant get myself to scrape the energy together to make a 500 cal meal so ill eat a bag of chips instead as if that isn’t worse
#biggets issue atm is that i have -0 energy#i cant even get myself to stand and wait for toast let alone a meal#so ill grab a bag of chips and a cookie and call it a day#and its not a lot of food but its high cal high fat#so im not losing anything#im not gaining either but!! grrrrrr#anyways#tw ana diary#4norexi4#disordered eating thoughts#ana trigger#low cal restriction#th1n$po#🕯️as a 🪶#ed bllog#th!nsp0#⭐️ving
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Happy dead dad day!
#my dad died 3 years ago today#I have a lot of complicated thoughts about my dad and have spent the past year very angry at him#but i miss him so much and not a day goes by that i don't wish he was still here#part of grief is allowing yourself to feel everything you feel about the person you've lost#my dad did a lot of shitty things and let me believe horrible things about my mother for 11 years#until after he died my mom finally defended herself because she didn't want me to hate my dad while he was alive#and i don't hate him. ive never hated him#but i think back on my childhood and the trauma his untreated mental illness inflicted on all of us#that no one outside of our house knew about#he was bipolar and had DID and was probably also autistic#i was terrified of my father until i was about 16. but i love him and loved him then#the amount of shit he put us all through and especially my mother. who stayed with him because he was her soulmate and also#would likely have killed himself if she left. he threatened to kill her on multiple occasions#we weren't allowed to walk home after school even though it's only about a mile to the school from my house#i realized after he died that its because my mother did not trust him to be home alone with us for our safety#all the adults in our life thought we were just lazy fat kids who couldn't walk a mile#and i think thats the hardest#people thought so negatively about is because they didn't know what we went through on a daily basis#his own family has his memory on a pedestal when they didn't even live with him during childhood#he lived with his grandma and they all lived with their mom#and they get mad if we say ANYTHING negative about him#YOU DIDN'T KNOW HIM YOU DON'T EVEN BELIEVE HE SUFFERED FROM D.I.D. EVEN THOUGH IT WAS DIAGNOSED!#anyways rest in peace to my chevy impala that the transmission died while driving from the hospital to see him#because he was in a coma. for the 3rd time that year#dead dad club#parental loss#grief
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art vs the artist 2023 oh boy i hope nothing terrible happened this year!
#artvsartist#artvsartist2023#2023#art#vs#artist#thats me in the middle with a fat zoot#digital art#artists on tumblr#they need to make a button on the main page that links people to my blog and my blog alone#tumblr devs please reach out to me i can make it happen#i coded my gaia online profile AND my neopets profile please let me in#uhhh what else#oh yeah im cooking some chicken on skewers#15 mins left on chicken
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fatphobes act like telling a fat person to avoid processed foods in the us is gonna fix everything. like yes, telling one person not to engage is a systematic problem will fix everyone.
#fatphobia#would we probably be thinner without as much ultra processed food ? Yes#can we just stop engaging with it entirely ??? Thin people don't.#you have to have a good amount of money to make your own meals from scratch all the time#like literally telling a random person online won't help if you're passionate go to your senators or something#let alone that fat people have also been fighting against processed foods#but you can still eat 0 processed foods and be fat so like idk. I'm so tired rn#just saw a stupid post harassing someone online and it's like#if you didn't have the shield of the Internet you wouldn't say that#did your mother raise you with that mouth ?
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