#LAYS DOWN BUT HARDER
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jackal nuada thoughts and had one about their dynamic that gave me psychic damage (affectionate) and now i
#jackals barks#ship: prince by the rabbit hole#trying to contextualize in my head How + why hes enamored by them being Very Demanding post bein more fae like#an realizing its bc they do the thing i do of 'i keep everything right here. an then ill die' while hes just#on his hands and knees 'anything your heart desires ill give you just Ask' 'nu-uh' '...tf you mean nu-uh-?'#like they dont Ask for things they inadvertently make themself Smaller and more agreeable in some areas#an then they come out of their shell and start pushing and realizing they Can push without being hurt AND....lays down#this has been sitting in my drafts and#LAYS DOWN BUT HARDER
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there is something so crazy about the cognitive dissonance between 50% of my online art presence coming from self portraits of my own body in a resting position, where it's received specifically as fat art, people refer to it as body positive / plus sized (or sometimes bbw content. it's whatever), the notes are like yeeesss this made me feel so good abt my body, stretch marks rolls etc fat women are beautiful 🙌🙌 and then I take a picture Standing Upright, and then some of Same people who have literally Seen My Body Before go ummm... what tha hell. you are LITERALLY thin ?! you are literally doing this.
#(sits down and lays down) fat body#(stands up straight) thin body#...OKAY?#the pounds didn't change between these two positions#and neither have my lifelong experiences of living in This Body#girl these are the SAME WOMEN. I stay fat while sitting standing walking laying down etc. I know it's hard to understand.#like oh thank god you identified it for me. apparently I must've been drawing thin women this whole time too#like you have gotta try harder to not be so annoying.#you've GOT to.#sergle answers#i'm not 'thin' you're just not used to seeing my torso. but can you come w me to see my doc. maybe he'll stop encouraging me to lose weight
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a what point should I start getting concerned by the pain on my knee, it's been 8 days.
#it's not WAHHH THIS IS IMPOSSIBLE TO LIVE WITH WAHHH#But it's getting really annoying like i tried with putting a pillow under it extending my leg several positions several sitting positions#trying to walk more straight(? whatever and it's so far the same it doesn't get worse or anything it just doesn't really go away#personal stuff#rhea's notebook#i have noticed though it gets worse after waking up and then it just even outs after being active for a while but laying down seems to be i#this only makes me headcanon Obi-Wan having pains on the knees and backs since being 20 even harder
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You guys know on how InuYasha, the few times he talks about it, badmouths his father and says he doesn't care to avenge his death when he battles Ryukoltsei?
I wonder if InuYasha starts to regret his mindset towards his father once he himself becomes a father. Or at the very least, he starts to understand his father better. Especially if you want to go by the Movie 2 canon where part of Toga's death was from protecting InuYasha and his mom.
Just makes me wonder if InuYasha looks at Moroha or any of his other children and has the thought that it'd break his heart if any of his kids felt resentment towards him like he felt for his own father, especially when everything he ever does is to protect them. And I wonder if it makes InuYasha start to look at his father's memory differently, now that he's a parent himself and would do anything and everything to protect his kids, even if it meant dying and leaving them without a father.
Not that he'd go and try to get himself killed, as he wants to actually be alive so they don't have to grow up like he did, but you know he'd sacrifice himself if it meant his children could live, just like his father did for him (according to movie 2).
I don't know, I just wonder if InuYasha starts to ever regret the way he looked at his father's memory back when he was a teen once he becomes a father to Moroha and starts to understand his father's actions as a parent now that he himself is a parent. Ya know what I mean?
#not that Inuyasha will ever have to worry about missing his daughter's life because nothing bad ever happens to break any of them apart#and the same for any other potential children he and Kagome has#its just a hypothetical#Yashahime? i don't know her#all I know is Teenage InuYasha vs. Papayasha#and how differently the 2 must have thought on the same topics#like their father. and how InuYasha felt so bitter or angry at his dad for leaving him in the name of protecting him#while simultaneously secretly yearning and missing the opportunity to know him#versus Papayasha who looks at Moroha & any other potential kids with the overwhelming understanding that they are his whole world#and he'd do anything to protect them. including laying down his life if it came down to it#& how he realizes that his father felt the same way for him & in that way Inu starts to understand his father in ways he didn't before#but he also understands how hard it is to survive without a parent esp. as a hanyou & refuses to let himself get killed battle-#-leaving Moroha and his other kids at the mercy of struggling in the world without his protection#so he resolves himself that. while he is willing to die for his kids. he must work even harder to STAY ALIVE for them above all else#so that they never have to grow up without him and wonder if he even cared or why he wasn't with them#the way he did with his own father#inuyasha#inukag#moroha#moroha higurashi#inukag child#inukag baby#inukag family#inu no taisho#inuyasha family#inuyasha movie 2#inuyasha headcanons#inuyasha theory#post canon
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simon at the castle simon at the castle simon at the castle
#sheesh#the harder the rain honey the sweeter the sun#the intimacy of being in each other’s homes and spaces#i need to lay down#young royals#young royals season 3#art
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Honestly Rayla is equally 100% ride or die for Callum too.
That's so true I almost mentioned it in that post. They're so ridiculously feral for each other it's hilarious to watch. Callum's the legitimate "we ride AND die together" whereas Rayla is the "I will ride and die FOR you" sort of deal yknow?
Could be literally any situation, no matter how dangerous, and she's already decided she will die here. Does it ensure Callum lives? Then batter-up buckeroo we're going in swords blazing! Everyone cheer and clap for her human or she'll blow this whole place up. Kinda person who says "even if you hate me I'd still lose everything if it meant you were okay". She thinks they're in a tragic love story where she's always at risk of losing him but that's okay as long as it keeps him safe and happy like y'know Viren parallels, she'd risk losing her very self for him over and over. Except Callum would wait until the end of the world itself, and even beyond, and she wouldn't even have to ask.
The difference between them, really, is that Rayla will die for Callum on any given day. Callum will kill for Rayla on any given day. Something something matching sets
#tdp#the dragon prince#asks#rayllum#tdp callum#tdp rayla#talk#someone in the tags of that post said 'raylas self loathing works hard but callums devotion works even harder' and they own that post now#its theirs. they summed it up beautifully. they own it#'yes hes cringe but hes MY cringefail loserboy!!!!! get your OWN'#everyone else would say the 'hes a 10 but--' except for rayla. shes just 'hes a 10. hes just a 10 striaght-up'#he is not. he is so not a 10 i love him but hes not a 10 shes just so ill for him#so insane that the girl who has issues abt not being or being wanted by anyone or not good enough for ppl to stay/want her#proceeds to find maybe the 1 guy in the entire world who will choose her no matter WHAT#and even when SHE was the one who left & he was pissed he was still 100% sticking by her. hes staying#oops she showed him affection. now hes stuck forever! shame. welp guess thats how it goes!#and its partially bc of that she'd die for him. she needs him to b okay even if shes not there. mix of that loathing like#'he could still b happy without me so i need to ensure he lives so he can STAY happy at my own detriment. he means more than me'#girl if you died he would literally crumple into dust. fold in like cardboard in the rain. lay face-down in the sand & just die there#same w callum hes like 'i can hurt myself over & over for her if shes alive. if the danger is dead then she can live longer. i will live bu#tear myself apart so long she is safe'#bestie. if you reach the point of no return she will sacrifice herself to get the old you back WHAT THEN
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#big 'need to lay down HARDER' night#or be buried in the crushing depths of the sea#weighted blanket is not weighted ENOUGH I need Mariana Trench pressure#and/or to be flash frozen like a fish fillet#stupid mortal coil#painblogging
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You've been invited to a Super Smash Bros tournament by these two. Will you accept?
@tmntstorycomp
Donnie would main Bayonetta for Normal Reasons. Muninn knows exactly what that reason is but also that if Donnie spends her whole time staring at Hot Lady she will immediately loose.
@tmntstorycomp
#tmnt competition#Donnie does the think where you go to the edge of the map as Bayonetta and lays down so she's harder to hit#then waits
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well that one comic panel with baby erik activated the sleeper agent in my brain that goes feral for de-aging angst... if you had the choice between erik protecting a suddenly de-aged charles or vice versa, which would it be and how how many years are they losing?
are you trying to killme. this amya very well kil me
#snap chats#sorry 1.) i have drank 2.) i just finished watching shame and the ending hit way harder than i thought it would#maybe its because of Aforementioned Drinking but i need to lay down and throw up#this isnt a shame review tho ill put my On Topic Rambles now#both hit hard for relatively the same reason. or at least foils of a reason Does That MAke Sense i dont know i cant feel ym forehead#becaue like .. charles couldve greatly benefited from having a protector in his childhood- as did erikt oo of course#like with charles he forgave his mother for not being able to do anything against his stepfather And Thats Incredibly Valid#bless his mother she did all she could and so with this scenario im led to imagine an alternartive or someting similar idk#charles is so gentle but that doesnt always work- he needed someone to kick and scream and fight for him growing up#and so im forced to imagine if the likes of erik was there to protect him as akid#similarly with erik charles being there as a caring figure and to just be like#'hey please dont let this world squander the love in you' would be so important to him#am i making sense. i dont know if im making sense im mashing my fingers on a keyboard#its a miracle i can type coherent sentences really but thats my take on thi as of right now#i dont thinka anythin with de-aging nd whatevr tbh but i can entertain a concept at least#anyway now that ive finished watchin ima go see how much doodles i can make before i pass out#ill see youuuu all then
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the holy trinity of frank castle character traits. to me
#marvel#frank castle#the punisher#appearance edition is harder to round down to only three#he needs to be wide and hairy. but also he needs to have blue eyes and the nose#not one of the four can go and you dont have holy fours. four horsemen maybe?#anyway rargh i love him so much actually hes so augh you make me so sad so so sad#you make me feel so HELPLESS so SAD i LOVE you#sorry. going insane over him. again. as always.#THERES ALSO THE PAGE RIGHT AFTER THAT TEXTBOX WITH HIM AND MARIA AND IM SO SAD#ACTUALLY TEARING UP. MY POOR BOY#maybe i should post the page some day but idk how that works ill have to find all the info about it#BUT OH MY GOOOOD#he checks in on his kids......... he holds marias hand while she gets to bed and while she lays next to him...... he looks so happy........#im gonna kms you guys im really gonna do it
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My social life is as nice as it gets ngl... But I do use all my fuel for that and never work on skills I want to improve on but that might be different...for all my life my will is drastically weaker in my home...
#i always tried to move in w an aunt or something to try and see if being away from home makes me try harder to be uh... cleaner n all that#but if im not calling friends i jusy lay down and sulk/do nothing
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i still feel so off like my brain cannot put 2 thoughts together or any words n i just want to be able to so bad !!!!!!!! begging !! on my hands n knees let me speak n chill :(
#im very comfy playing game but at the same time . sad i cannot offer more. i just feel annoying n useless n that makes it harder#even venting makes me feel more annoying#it just goes around n around n i go deeper down#maybe if i deep clean my room itll save me#i need to get more soap for my carpet cleaner#for now i will lay down in front of my fan n maybe take a quick nap#pray it resets my brain
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sonic doesn't use concrete labels for a lot of his relationships so when he describes someone as "a friend of mine" he either means "the guy who works the hot dog stand i'm a regular at" or "someone who is indistinguishable from family at this point and whom i would trust with my entire life and more" and you just kind of have to guess which is which
#hopper rambles#sonic#it's harder to guess than you might think#bc he would lay his life down for the hot dog stand guy
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Never made a post, cause I forgot to but! Spent a good chunk of my winter making a quilt to give to my boyfriend :-) ♥
#the cats really loved being involved during the whole process#nothing more irresistible to them than if you lay down a piece of fabric on the ground#it wasn't perfect!!! but it was a really fun thing to learn how to make and I think it turned out good for my first ever quilt :)#learned a *lot* and mostly in that using salvaged material (shirts) is a lot harder to get even squares#I hope he gets plenty of good use outta the blanket 😊#my stuff
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Okay I love hazbin hotel, I really do. I love the characters, I love the song. But I’m willing to admit that it have flaws and one of it being the pacing.
And ngl I think I found out why and it’s because numerous reason
Production. When Hazbin got confirmed for season 1 for all we could know the team only know that they get 8 episodes and that’s it. They don’t know about season 2 yet so either they got confirmed for season 2 when season 1 already out into work to the point there no fixing the script, or season 1 is don’t in production stage going to post when season 2 is confirmed. Giving benefit of the doubt there’s a certain panic to explain everything to the fandom so it’s just plot point after plot point being stuffed in one season without time to breathe.
Episode. This involved with the previous reason because if you happen to live under a rock, for some reason there seem to be a trend in shorten episodes seasons. It went from 26-25 to 12-15 and now less than 10. There’s not enough time to develop a character to the fullest. It seem rush because with the pressure from fandom and the uncertainty of confirmed seasons.
Lastly, it written like a musical but have TV show concepts. I feel like this is most confusing and might just be me so lemme explain. Hazbin hotel from ep 1 to 6 feel like a one whole musical where they kinda have to rush it a little? Cause musicals usually have 2 Maybe 3 hours and 40-50% of it are songs so you have to rush throughout the dialogue a little bit and let songs expressed the characters the most. I feel like this is what the show been doing, it rush through the dialogue and development to throw all the emotions we supposed to feel in songs and don’t get me wrong if it have one theme, one major problem like a musical it would work. However, Hazbin have all these problems, heaven forces, Lilith and Alastor sudden disappearance, the Vees, Angel’s arc, Charlie’s arc etc etc it all isn’t a minor problems like “oh these kids wanna be respected and accepted as they are” in School of rock or “this demigod lost his mojo” like in Moana. These problems are all main problem worthy and most of the time tv series have time to deal with this. Maybe one season address one of those problems, maybe one season have 2 main problems for first and later half. And so when you have musical writing with mostly songs where you need to have concise story but instead have tv series concept with multiple arcs what you get is a story that feel rush
This have been my tedtalk
#like as much as you love this show you have to admit#Charlie and Vaggie relationship could be more developed because they feel like they already who they want to be when they’re together#they’re not Tbf but it feel like it without episode focus on said characters#Emily and Charlie friendship should’ve been explored so the betrayal of Sarah can hit harder now that we know Emily more#we could’ve slowed down and explored the hotel premises more#we could go all around with character centric episodes that lay down the ground work for further development#for example the fact that Vaggie hate herself or Husk and Angel dynamic outside of Loser baby#do I still enjoy this show unapologetically?#yes absolutely I’m just willing to acknowledge the flaws in it too#also side note#do not compare Hazbin Hotel with Helluva Boss#imo I feel like it unfair to compare a self own self produced production with a production that is managed by a big corporation#hazbin hotel#devilg04#hazbin hotel criticism
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Wild that anytime I post an update a lot of people read it and are even excited about it and have their own thoughts and reactions to it that I'll never know.
Comments are only the very tip of the iceberg with it. And I am Very grateful to commenters for letting me in on it. But in the same way that I'll be excited with my friends when a fic we love updates, it's likely that Other people enthuse with Their friends when my fic updates. And it's just so strange. An experience I'll never have access to.
Everyone's relationship with my fic is unique. So many different people with so many different circumstances and preferences... and the number of people that have told me that my fic is one of their favorites, some even saying it's their Favorite favorite... every single one of them have their own relationship with my writing.
It's just interesting to me. I think and think and think on my writing. I have my plans for basically the entire fic, the way I want it to end already thought out, all the major plot beats and the relationship progressions, All of that thought out. I love my writing so very much, but I'm on the inside looking out. This is my mechanical horse, and I'm in here laying out the groundwork and pulling levers and constructing limbs, puttering away making the horse move. Forever and always, my relationship with it will be more intimate than anyone's, and yet more clinical. Because I know it better than the back of my own hand, but I'll never have the experience of reading it fresh. Of reading it without knowing everything that's going to happen from now to the end and beyond. I won't have the thrill of the plot twists I have planned, the delight at seeing things progress, the horror at seeing things go wrong...
This is my mechanical horse, and I'm making it move.
I just always wonder what it must be like to see it from the outside. I hope to others that it's a pretty horse.
#speculation nation#itnl shit#didnt mean to write this much about the concept but i really am so...#jealous almost. id love to be able to read my fic as a reader.#because it's tailor made to my tastes Exactly.#and i know it's good writing. i surprise myself even sometimes with how good things end up.#it's never a doubt in my mind that i'll make things good. even the harder things . while bringing trepitation . i know i'll figure them out.#the relationship a fic writer has with their own fic is so... yeah. intimate. but still somehow emotionally removed.#but thats how it goes with any art piece i think#the creator sees all the bits and pieces that went into it. remembers the thoughts as they made it#they know their work better than Anyone Else. but they'll never be able to experience it like an outsider.#is my fic helping someone through a rough breakup? is it something someone rereads when theyre sad?#is it a fic that people stay up way too late reading? the fic that someone discovers and consumes all within a day?#that voracious love. ive experienced it many times with other fics. but i can never experience it with my own.#but in the end. that's okay. i will just continue to do as i wish with it. and maybe people will continue to like it.#it is my goal to make a fic that people will never forget. what that may mean differs depending on the person.#i want it to be the best fic it can be. and i will make it so with every brick i lay down.#puttering about for days and weeks and months. it's Most of what i think about. it's my impact on the world.#and it's sitting for 3 hours after work in the storage room writing until im shivering but Satisfied with a productive writing session#it's writing some of my most emotional scenes while sitting for an hour on the toilet#no one else knows what the toilet written scenes are. but I Do. such is my relationship with my fic.#(the focus in the Quiet Rooms cannot be underestimated. the bathroom is indeed one of the Quiet Rooms lol)#& man. ive rambled so much now. but i just love my fic so very much#i'll never be an ITNL reader. and that's okay. because i'm its writer. & that's a status that No One Else can boast.#even those people who state that it's their Favorite favorite cant rival the intimacy of my own relationship with it.#I Am Its Writer and that means so very much to me.#i... really do love my fic y'all
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