#Kristen's is kinda hard i think

[neutralitymybeloved]

Fantasy High brainrot x my bracelet kit I dragged out of the depths of the forgotten corners of my room

(Yes I did cut the quotes in half to fit a string, idk if im actually gonna make it a bracelet tho)

Keep reading for full quote (if you need it, I bet most of yall will get it first try though)

Fabian Seacaster: Toxic masculinity is dead, I dance now!

Gorgug Thistlespring: It's Gorgug, keep going.

Fig Faeth: I kiss her and then I skateboard away!

Kristen Applebees: I don't know and that's okay.

Adaine Abernant: Magic is real and so is my frog!

Riz Gukgak: The Night Yorb is coming for us.

[monogramsalarm]

adaine might be one of my all time fave d20 characters

[chitra111goddess]

Let's talk about Revati women ♡

💗 Revati is ruled by Mercury the trickster and its a Pisces nakshatra so you can only imagine how these natives can cast an illusion, theyre like magicians or shifters. They're master manipulators (not in a bad way cuz they don't intend to harm others but it's like they know how to get their way and how to be perceived a certain way while being lowkey w their motives)

I noticed its easy for revati women to attract wealth through other people as well like having a sugar daddy or a provider or thro pretty privilege/using their femininity to attract. They make it seem effortless or they have this mentality of "work smart, not hard". I think its underrated how fking clever they are !

That's not to say that they can't do things on their own but they like it when others do it for them

they don't rly seem to get emotionally attached to people easily but once they do it's v deep , there's always smtg in it for them tho like they have to gain smtg from the people or the experience (mercury and jupiter influence of revati) ,, it's not wrong , cuz if it doesn't serve u why pursue it?

Example Shera seven (mercury in revati) + leighton meester as Blair in gossip girl (revati sun)

she's so funny 💀 again the epitome of don't work hard work smart, using her femininity to get her way. Revati is the type to not "need" a man but they can use one lmaoo it sounds toxic but I mean .. it works. It just feels like revati energy don't rly come from a place of need or desperation , it feels more like "been there done that" (being the last nakshatra of pisces) kinda vibe so they're not easily phased or impressed and they use whatever they got now in order to attract more

💗 The duality of revati women never misses, which makes them so interesting. There's that sweet soft girly side but also dark feminine seductive side just like with other mercury nakshatras, but revati can pull off both light and dark

I mean look at Rihanna (revati moon and asc)

Pretty girlie + bad bitch essence in one (that comes from the tropical aries too imo)

Revati women just seem unbothered like they don't rly care, which gives them this air of confidence, even if they're awkward at least they know how to PRETEND to be confident.

(Anna wintour revati moon)

This again ties to how revati women can alter the perception of others of how they're being perceived by pretending or acting like it

Another example is kristen stewart (revati sun) even tho she can be awkward but she also seems unbothered and like she don't care. And ofc Angelina jolie especially in the movie *girl interrupted* her revati moon shines through

That trickster smirk lol

They don't like to be labeled or put in a box I think revati women can be so fluid that goes to being gender fluid for some of them, they always wanna show different sides like they're not one way, they're multifaceted so people will have v different opinions on them

Im seeing alot of them rocking the Bob cut especially revati moon women

Also I have to mention revati women and their voice 👁👄👁 they always sound unique or feminine, and the way they talk is pleasing like I could listen to them all day.

Let me know ur thoughts and I might add to this later on

[anxiousimpala]

So I’m trying to figure what the actual narrative parallels the RatGrinders and the BadKids have because the classes being the same are obvious but what else?

So the easiest is kind of Fig and Ruben, they were both sweet sorta preppy kids before rage turned them in the direction of more gritty music, rock and emo. Fig was mad that her dad left and her mom refusing to tell her who her bio dad was and Ruben just got rage crystalled.

Adaine and Oisin are odd because you’d think they’d be sorcerers. A subclass for sorcerer is literally dragon blood so why Oisin isn’t inherently magical is weird. But the biggest thing they have in common is that they were both scrawny weak-ish kids before getting buff in Junior year. (Adaine‘s furious fist and Oisin getting muscles)

I like to think that Gorgug and Mary-Ann parallel each other because they both do something that isn’t typical not them being barbarians per se. Mary-Ann, a kobold, being a barbarian and Gorgug, a half-orc, multiclassing an artifer. Which is great

Kristen and Buddy Dawn are much more obvious because it is said in the show that Buddy reminded Kristen of herself and that they both brought gods into the world in the gimnasium. Also Riz and Kipperlily are compared multiple times in the show so not really sure what to add.

But Fabian and Ivy are really hard. We’ve got no clue what Ivy’s homelife is like besides people theorising that she’s from leviathan. And that makes their dynamic the most interesting because she and Fabian have nothing in common except that they’re popular(not sure if Ivy is). If anything Ivy is more of what Fig would be like if her dad wasn’t Gorthalax. This catty, fashionable, ranger wood elf could easily have been Fig. So it’s kinda unfortunate we didn’t get a lot of characterisation for Ivy.

[amazeyphaedra]

I've been thinking about FHJY recently and one thing I can't stop coming back to is how the bad kids (and kinda the intrepid heroes) haven't processed that they're not low status anymore. It's a bit like Zelda said in c2 to Gorgug where she is frustrated with him because he hasn't processed that he's extremely popular and is still stuck in the "backpack kid" mindset and can't understand how some of the stuff he does makes her feel insecure. The party as a collective hasn't moved past this self perception of being the "plucky loser freshman fighting back against the school!" not realizing that they're now not only extremely popular and influential both in and out of school, but are also upperclassmen.

Partly it's because it's a show made by comedians and will always have a comedic undertone in some respects but in freshman year when they were making jabs at people like ragh and penelope they were very low social status freshman and it was very much a punching up type deal. It's like in the MisMag holiday special where the magical misfits go really hard on Axelby thinking of him as part of the messed up wizarding world and end up just being unnecessarily cruel to him and feel bad about it. When they have that mentality of being kinda snarky to everyone they're sometimes just being bullies. During junior year they still think they're always punching up and don't realize they're now just punching down.

I feel like it's especially prominent with their first interaction with Kipperlily. Obviously as outside viewers and the IH as players knowing this is a story and the tone of the scenes we can infer from context clues that with the narrative foils in the rat grinders being set up that Kipperlily is most likely an antagonist. In universe though, Kipperlily has done literally nothing to be mean or antagonistic towards them to their knowledge at that point and Kristen immediately says that her name sounds stupid and decides to run for class president out of spite purely because they decided she seems a little stuck up. They're still in the mindset of thinking they're like freshman being sassy to the popular senior but in reality they're just verbally berating another kid with basically no provocation other than KLCK just having a funny name and being kinda type A.

[gods-favorite-autistic]

Fabian trauma analyzation

I feel like a major part of why Fabian’s stuff gets so overlooked by the other characters is because the other characters always have so much going on so loudly that Fabian’s quiet issues don’t get looked at as much

Like Kristen’s got her whole religious trauma she’s working through, Adaine’s whole deal with her anxiety and her parents is a lot, Riz is worried about college and is working himself to death for the sake of everyone else, Gorgug is struggling to even be who he wants to be and is constantly clashing with those around him trying to make his space, Fig’s got her whole thing with her self esteem issues and her daddy issues (times three!), and all the other characters tend to spend so much time focusing on everyone else’s issues

That’s why I think having a character like Mazey are so important, because you finally get someone outside of his party who is solely focused on him and she sees that something’s not right but he’s so wrapped up in everything happening all the time that he can’t or won’t listen to her when she tries to talk to him about it

And I do think it comes from a place of deep childhood hurt from his parents behaviors, when your dad is busy running an entire ship and your mom is just trying to rest all the time you kinda learn that you have to take care of yourself, except no one ever taught him how to do that so he ended up just shoving it all down

There’s also the fact that his dad was very insistent on being strong and getting glory and obviously trauma probably didn’t feel very glorious (like in freshman year when he comes off of seeing 3 people straight up die and almost dying himself and his dads response is to crack jokes and take him out to celebrate despite him being very clearly fucked up)

I think that one place you can really see the whole deflecting thing is in sophomore year after the breakdown when Tracker suggests (although not in the best wording) that Fabian is going through a depressive episode and the party’s response is to say that no, he’s just having a hard time, he can get over this, and then he dropped his whole fucking subclass but they didn’t have time to focus on that when Adaine gets fucking kidnapped and then by the time they have some time to chill and talk he’s already “better” with a multiclass to show for it and nobody talks about it after that because the problem seemed to be solved

In conclusion Fabian Aramais Seacaster

[himejoshiangels]

I really wish everyone would stop pretending that kristen has normal religious trauma. like not to be a dick but making 1:1 comparisons of her relationship w helioism or whatever and irl stuff stops working when u refuse to acknowledge that she was the literal chosen one of a cult. like, if u rewatch freshman year she's supposed to be a messiah for her whole church and it's very clear that her parent's love was dependent on that. not to mention when coach daybreak who she trusted as a member of her community, was literally going to use her to start the apocalypse. in sophomore year she learns that the gods veiwed her crisis of faith as a phase, that no matter how hard she tried to leave they still had their grips on her. AND she's still suffering for it! When buddy dawn slides in and shames her over and over, attempting to take her place in her family's home, disrespecting her TO HER FACE bcs she chose not to be chosen anymore? man whatever WHATEVERRRRR I just think kristen has every right to be kinda shit at being a cleric sometimes after going thru all that

[itsgonnagetinspiringsoon]

My thoughts on the members of the Rat Grinders (long post incoming):

Mary Ann Skuttle

Mary-Ann. Pretty neutral, she seems like she doesn't give two fucks about what happens which is kinda cool but kinda boring as well. I do absolutely love the 'tiny person very strong' trope so bonus points for that. 6/10 she's cool but atm seems unremarkable.

Ruben Hopclap

Seems like a dick tbh. Trying way too hard to be edgy but is also a cool foil for Fig in that way. He appears to genuinely like Wanda Childa so I feel a bit bad for the psychological break he will probably suffer when he learns that she's Fig. 4/10 (loses points for dragging the Thistlesprings into his little band ritual thing).

Ivy Embra

She's hot, ngl. Seems very similar to how I'd imagine Sandra Lynn at that age which is kinda interesting. She is a bitch however and did not seem AT ALL remorseful when she saw "Lucy". 3/10 she made fun of Mazey Phaedra.

Oisin Hakinvar

Probably the best member of the group so far. He was nice to Adaine even though she didn't recognise him. He also apologised for the actions of his friends! This implies that he maybe doesn't agree with what they're doing. Does follow Kipperlilly's lead as far as we know, so his biggest flaw seems to be being a follower. 7/10 i would also have a crush on Adaine even if my team leader hated her.

Buddy Dawn

Smarmy and self-assured. Absolutely brilliant characterisation from Brennan, bc Buddy is kind of how I would imagine Kristen would turn out to be without the bad kids. I think he could possibly be a good person if they showed him the truth of Helio and the world but he's also extremely annoying and dangerously dedicated to his grandfather's agenda. 3/10 he would comment "It's not too late to be saved" on queer Instagram posts.

Kipperlilly Copperkettle

I've said this before but I actually like her name, I think it's cool. As for her character: she's a deceitful, manipulative control freak who doesn't hesitate to sabotage her classmates and (potentially) murder her friends if she thinks they're in her way. 1/10 I don't like her.

BONUS

Lucy Frostblade

10/10 no notes

[keyforshort]

Dimension 20 Live Highlights

*Spoilers*

Cast was;

Murph - Riz/Kugrash

Emily - Ylfa (Jet cameo)

Zac- Pib (Pis)

Ally - Kristen

Siobhan - Ruby

Setting - Unsleeping City

Pib oneshotting Don Confetti by eating him and becoming the new Don

Yfla and Ruby immediately play fighting but also kinda real fighting and being unsure of what was happening

Pib: "Wait am I the adult here?"

Pib and Ylfa both thinking the Bodega was Ylfa's grandmas apartment

Ruby commanding the sweets aisle

Lemone coming to life and Gilear (who was a table) making him his bitch

Epona holding a table at gun point and Riz not reacting until remembering it was Gilear

Pib pretending hes a New York native

Riz almost getting oneshot by a disintegration ray until zac reminded him of uncanny dodge, and then getting swapped out for Kug anyway

Riz's reaction to gettting disintegrated was just "ow"

Kug and Pib going for each other almost immediately (I didnt realise Riz had left because Murph started hissing)

Ylfa trying to play Gin Rummy with everyone she meets

Ylfa beating La Gran Gata at Gin Rummy

Pib and La Gran Gata having the most instant flirty energy

Ruby asking everyone if they're Ceresian and Ylfa thinking she means lesbian

Ruby being Ylfa's lesbian awakening

Wally thinking he's in Die Hard

Ylfa holding Chunggledown Bim's ass cheeks closed like a vice

Kristen elbow dropping table Gilear because she misunderstood a plan

Pib getting shoes and renaming himself Pis (and regretting it immediately because the audience would not let it go)

Pissandra

YLFA ADOPTING AURORA NEBBINS

Kugrash kept turning people into reverse centaurs

Aguefort saying "You guys do the plan, while me and Babayaga do something else" "what?" "SOMETHING ELSE"

Chungledown Bim getting a nat 1, Siobhan getting up and spinning in a circle celebrating like 10 times before realising no one else got up at all

CDB getting another catastrophic failure, Brennan sitting on the floor in reaction to it

The cameramen struggling to get Ally in frame when they all got on tbe floor together. Finally getting them in frame and then they FUCKING MOVED AGAIN

La Gran Gata calling him Pib, the audience yelling "Pis!" And the LGG going "No, PUSS IN BED MOTHERFUCKERS"

Jet lives

Will add more if I think of them

[dullgecko]

This is such a weirdly specific headcanon but here we go: I was watching a video earlier today of a sphynx kitten getting a bath and had the thought of ‘huh that kinda looks like a baby goblin’.

https://m.youtube.com/shorts/7CQbRpnnnrE

Which made me think about Goblins having a similar reaction to sphynx cats especially the kittens where they find them uncanny valley creepy on an instinctual level.

Like it looks enough like a goblin baby with its big eyes, huge pointed ears, tail and smooth skin but the proportions are all off, the hands and feet just wrong, the skins way too wrinkly and instead of being green their weird shades of pink and grey. Even the meowing noises they make sound similar to a kits distress call (high pitched wines) but just add to the freakyness of it.

I’m picturing fig showing the gang videos of sphynx cats since she recently learned what they were and finds their weird baldness adorable and while the gang has a mixed reaction of ‘aww that’s cute’ to ‘eww why does it look like raw chicken’.

The pure and sheer face of disgust and confusion Riz makes when he looks at the video has everyone just stopping and staring at him having never seen him make such an expression before.

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Also I know it’s been a while since I submitted anything chaos horde related but after reading your last few posts about how skinny Riz is, I was thinking about the gang seeing other goblins up close and getting confirmation that goblins are not in fact supposed to look like that and Riz is definitely underfed.

Also the other goblins despite Riz vouching for them having had bad experiences with humans and other folk start to get suspicious when they see how skinny Riz and gently take him aside to ask if they’re stealing his food or not giving him his proper rations (they’re all so much bigger than him it would be so easy for them to just take it)

Xx

Fig is doing her best to distract everyone from their studying because she's bored and wants to do something fun. No amount of 'we still go to school' or 'senior year is hard Fig' is enough to get her to stop so they're just trying to ignore her when she starts bringing up videos on her crystal and shoving them in their faces.

So far she'd managed to pull everyone but Riz away from their work to look at the latest video, Kristen, Gorgug and Adaine cooing over how 'cute' it was while Fabian just looked mildly purturbed. It was only when Fig turned the volume up so they could hear the audio of the video that Riz finally looked away from his notebook. The goblins ears perking up at the sound of a kit in distress... well actually no, it almost sounded like a kit in distress but it was off somehow.

"What the hell are you watching?" He put down his pen, clambering up onto the kitchen table to come look at Figs crystal screen upside down. Fig flipped it around so he could see it properly though and the goblin physically recoiled in disgust.

It looked like someone had taken a goblin kit, stretched its limbs and face to horrifying proportions and skinned it so you could see the raw flesh underneath. He'd seen less creepy things in horror movies and that was saying something.

He managed to watch it for all of fifteen seconds before the creature made that weird distress call again, he flinched, and he physically slapped the crystal out of Figs hand with a loud warning hiss to get the horrifying image away from him.

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After Riz woke up from the sleep spell he had gone outside to get some more information from the survey the rangers had conducted before sending them on their mission. Riz was still perched on his rock outside having just hung up from his conversation with Sandra Lynn, crouched so that Fabians jacket was covering his legs and keeping him warm in the freezing night air when one of the hunters that had acted as their guide today spotted him. The older male hauling himself up to stand beside the rogue and wait as Riz finished writing his notes down.

When Riz looked like he was finished he crouched, putting a hand on top of the rogues head which made him cock his head to the side in confusion. "Hey kid. You doing alright?"

"Yeah, just tired." Riz flicked his tail, a little confused by the head patting but he made no moved to shake the hunter off. "The girls have healed me back up while i was sleeping so no more broken bones at least."

"That's good to hear but what about just... in general? We know you said these tall-men were alright but they're not taking advantage you are they?" He ruffled Riz's hair, the rogue just giving him a more confused look at the question.

"Nnnnnno? Why would you ask?"

"We noticed, when you took your armor off after that last fight. You clearly have no issues hunting so you shouldn't be that skinny. They're not taking your food from you are they?"

Riz blinked at him before snorting and shaking his head "No, gods no. If anything they give me MORE food than I need. It's...."

The rogue shifted on his feet, trying to think of a better way to explain it. "So where we live, in Elmville, they don't.... we don't live together all in one place. They all live with their own families in separate dwellings. You can't hunt for food... generally... you have to barter for it. My mom and I live together and she works to get the money we need for bartering but food is expensive so sometimes we don't really get enough meat."

It was the hunters turn to look confused, and Riz tried really hard not to laugh at the expression.

"So basically each individual family has to barter for their own food, even though some people have MORE than enough to feed everyone it doesn't get shared around. It's a dumb system really. But y'know, we get by. I used to be way skinnier but I think my party noticed a while back, every time i go stay with them for a bit they either feed me WAY too much or send me home with extra to share with my mom."

"Mmmm, if you say so." The older male frowned, helping Riz up to his feet when he went to stand. He was a bit perturbed by the thought that tall-men apparently just let people in their villages starve even though there was enough food to go around. "You're still far too thin for my liking though, and you were fairly badly injured today. You're not going back to the party before you let my partner give you a proper meal at the very least."

Riz snorted at that, ducking his head in a nod and letting himself be lead back towards the caves by a hand between his shoulder blades.

[rrat-king]

For Bee Applebees (I'll take any excuse to hear about your trans!Bucky headcanons, so please feel free to answer as many or as few of these as you like!) 🏳️‍⚧️😇👻👽💝🫂💔🪢📓👗🍫🖕

THANK YOU FOR THIS ASK I COULD TALK ABOUT BEE FOREVER I LOVE HER!!! (also thank you @allthecastlesonclouds for introducing me to this headcanon originally <33)

🏳️‍⚧️ A gender headcanon

she is a trans girl! she uses she/her pronouns!! bee kinda always knew she was different from her brothers and the other boys in church with her, but she didn't really have a chance to understand or accept who she was until she got to aguefort and got the chance to be around different types of people and realize that difference isn't evil

😇 A headcanon about their religion/lack thereof

i know a lot of folks want her to join kristen in following cassandra but i personally think that casssandra and like letting in doubt could be a part of her finding a way to worship helio in a way that feels good to her. similar to the way that tracker follows and influences galicaea, i see bee devoting herself to a reformed, more inclusive helio. we've only ever seen a very extremist standpoint of the harvestmen side of helio worship, but bee, worshipping the god of the harvest, of change and growth as a trans girl? i think thats lovely.

👻 A headcanon about what scares them

bee is so scared of the fact that their is so much that she just doesn't know. where kristen was so curious and excited coming into aguefort, bee is just scared cuz that's what she was taught to be. it's hard especially cuz she sees so much of herself in this stuff that she doesn't understand, and she was taught to hate what she doesn't understand

👽 A headcanon about a weird quirk of theirs

she is super particular about stuff being designated as 'hers' especially with the amount of things that she has to share with her brothers. she has to sit in the seat behind the driver's seat in the car, she has to use her yellow plate and if she has her comic book mug that no one else is supposed to use

💝 A headcanon about their love language

she is little miss words of affirmation. a lot of her growing up was seeing her sister being so praised and cherished in the church so when someone would take a moment and give her a little bit of affirmation too she just. melts.

🫂 A friendship headcanon

she joins the gsa in sophomore year and she becomes fast freinds with torek. she's kinda obsessed with the fact that torek is not traditionally feminine by human helioic standards but still is like confidently and obviously a girl as well as torek just being cool as shit and not taking any crap.

💔 An angsty headcanon

pretty much her entire life she existed in kristen's shadow and for so long she used to wish that she could just get a little bit of that attention, that she could be *special*, but then all of a sudden kristen is gone, and she is getting that attention she thought she wanted but she realizes really quickly that it's not good attention. she has to deal with all of this pressure from her parents while realizing what her sister had been going through, and all through it she doesn't know whether to feel bad for her sister or hate her for leaving.

🪢 A headcanon about their family

her and bricker are the closest in age so they did a lot of activities together as kids just cuz it was easiest but they are such total opposites. they were on a peewee soccer team together as kids and while bee was on the field trying her best and failing miserably, bricker, who was the best kicker on the team was sitting on the sidelines eating grass. they also shared a room until kristen left and it was a constant battle between bricker who is a slob and bee who Is Not

📓 A headcanon about their hobbies

she is a cub scout! she's been a scout since she was pretty young, used to be part of the kinda helioc version some folks at her church ran, but she eventually grew out of it and had to beg her parents to let her joinng the elmville scouts but they eventually let her. she loves camping, hiking, general outdoorsy stuff as well as all the folks in her troup

👗 A headcanon about their clothes

before she transitioned, she was a pretty typical polo and khakis church kid, but as she was able to wear more fem clothes and experiment a little bit, she is a lot more drawn to looser, more flowey and floral materials. a lot of her stuff isn't necessarily explicitly feminine cuz a lot of the girls in her life aren't really tradionally fem so she doesn't force herself to do more than she's comfortable with. also she fucking loves cardigans

🍫 A headcanon about food

she cannot cook to save her life but she isn't half bad at baking. she's great at following directions and it was one of the things that she got to do alongside her sister growing up when their family needed to bring something to a bake sale or a potluck. she has made so much cornbread in her life she can do it without even having to look the recipe she could honestly do it with her eyes closed

🖕 A headcanon relating to anger

the applebees household was not a place that allowed for tears, so growing up she was taught the only appropriate way to deal with negative emotions was through anger, so she is just so angry all the time and even though she hates it, it's hard for her to rewire her brain to think about it any other way. for a while she tried to just shut down, figuring if she doesn't feel anything than at least she's not angry but it just festers till she explodes. as she kinda deconstructs and reconstructs her religion and the righteous anger that seems to go with it hand in hand she quickly realized that anger can be used as a tool, those emotions leading her to let her feel that anger and then move with it and past it to fix the problem.

ask game here

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[supermarket-goblin]

Sometimes I think about things like, what kinda non-alchoholic drinks the bad kids would drink.

Fig feels like someone who has a monster can wall, organised to be aesthetic, so I'm gonna say monster, although whether she drinks it cause she likes it or she drinks it cause she thinks it's cool is a different story.

Riz, I think, survives purely off coffee. Like doesnt like the taste of energy drinks but loves the caffeine of it all. That guy owns a travel mug,he fills it with filter coffee 2-3 times a day minimum.

Adaine is maybe a lover of lemonade, either the one that strongly tastes like Lemons or like sprite/7Up. She drinks it in little sips while she focuses on something else, mutters ideas under her breath with each sip.

Kristen, just for the chaos of it, probably drinks something that's not as popular, something that's a little bit hard to get a hold of in some places. I'm thinking Irn Bru. Obviously she's a health juice girl in the new season but I can absolutely see Kristen drinking Irn Bru and trying to get the other bad kids to drink it and it not catching on at all.

Fabian drinks Coca Cola or sparkling water. I have never felt so sure of anything in my life.

I feel like Gorgug consumes both a healthy amount of water and an unhealthy amount of red bull. Especially this year, like he spends hours studying every single day in school, at practice, studying. He works so hard, almost harder than any other other Bad Kids (he fights maybe Riz and Adaine for top spot), get this boy a red bull.

[wolfythewitch]

I am obsessed with your zombie au

How do wil, tommy, and techno grow together? I mean when wil saves tommy imma guess they grew close lmao. did wil just stick to Kristen once the found each other? love the au so far!

Wilbur sticks to Kristin the most, but techno Is his age. It gets kinda awkward for the most part, but tommy seems to take a liking to Wilbur so techno's forced to interact with him

Wilbur doesn't like techno that much. I mean, kinda hard to shake the image of the guy pointing a gun at your dad, even if it is understandable. And that's fine! Techno gets it. He doesn't really like Wilbur either, thinks he's endangering the group by letting Phil tag along. He avoids Wilbur, Wilbur avoids him, all's fine. Until tommy gets pulled into a zombie horde, and before techno can think to jump in after, Wilbur pushes him to the side, tells him to go get Kristin and runs in after Tommy

It's kind of hard to dislike a guy when he's willing to die for your brother

[verosvault]

🚨SPOILERS FOR FANTASY HIGH JUNIOR YEAR EPISODE 6🚨

Dimension20 "Fantasy High Junior Year"

Episode 6 "Party Politics"

Timestamp: 1:28:21

Video Length: 3min. & 3sec.

Kristen and Tracker's Phone Call (‣1/3 | 2/3 | 3/3)

Kristen's face is still covered with honey.

Kristen's crystal starts ringing. It's an unknown number. 😭✋

Kristen: "Hello? You've reached presidential candidate Kristen Applebees." 😭✋

Tracker: "Hey, Kristen."

Kristen: "Hey, Track. Tracky?"

Tracker: "Hey, I'm really sorry to call. Ragh texted, and I just wanted to check in, and I sort of promised somebody that I would sort of have an answer today, so..."

Kristen excuses herself to talk on the phone

Kristen: "Okay, what's up? What kinda answer are you looking for?"

Tracker: "So, there's someone here in Fallinel who I am spending time with who has requested that I be public about how we feel about each other, and I've said no for a long time because..."

Brennan: "And here, you hear a pause that you can read into with an insight check, if you want."

Kristen gets a 27 insight!

Brennan: "On a 27, she is pausing to give the reason why she has not declared this relationship publicly. The real reason, she thinks, would hurt your feelings, so she's not saying it."

Tracker: "And I told her that we should delay because...[pause]...you know, I just wanted to be respectful in terms of the time window, and in terms of everything else."

Brennan: "And this is what you know is maybe not a lie, but not the deep truth."

Tracker: "So the answer doesn't have to be yes, I just promised that I'd give her an answer today. The answer can be no, if you're not comfortable. But if the answer is no, there probably is an amount of time where it will be one necessary for me to, like... If there's a window that you feel is respectful for me to not say publicly that I'm with somebody-"

Kristen: "Oh, you're asking for my permission?"

Tracker: "I don't wanna hurt you."

Kristen: "Oh. Well, honestly, you're catching me at a really hard time. Cassandra shattered into a million pieces after choking on a shrimp, so..."

BRENNAN! DON'T SMILE AT THAT! PLEASE! 😭✋

Emily: "I don't think the shrimp was that big a deal." 😭✋

Kristen: "Mostly she just choked on a shrimp. Actually, we were really up. We were about to win everything. And so I don't know if I'm in a, to be completely honest, a mental headspace to answer your question. But that doesn't mean that you even need my permission. We're broken up."

[cowchickenbeefpork]

Ummm thoughts about Ed’s NPD and BPD? Interested to hear especially after reading your fic

AAAAA THANK YOU FOR READING IT!!!!! with my worldview of Ed having both I feel like his NPD is more prominent and noticeable, it's his first go-to when it comes to his defenses even if he is hiding it (aka season one, I would say he is more overt in his narcissistic vulnerability while covert in his grandiosity in that season, he flip flops around a lot in his presentation on his narcissism in the series buttttt from what I can remember he goes back and forth from hiding his grandiosity but not hiding his vulnerability to hiding his vulnerability but not his grandiosity.) his bpd came first to me, and since most people dont like those traits and he often gets maniuplated for them, he tries to repress it and focus on his narcissism. his npd also keeps him from splitting on himself more often too, both borderlines and narcissists often times see everything as either good or bad, you either are all good or your all bad, which is why treatment is often very hard for both of these groups because no one is all good or all bad. this is why narcissists try to avoid anything that shows a flaw in how they view themselves, they cannot have done a bad thing, since doing a bad thing means they are a bad person, their defenses are more stable and hard to overcome than a borderlines because of this.

i think a easy way to tell is how people with npd and people with bpd split. since npd is more so focused on the self and maintaining the ego, theres three catergories of viewing relationships instead of just two. the first one is someone to perform to, someone to get easy praise from and being able to keep your self essteem in check so you can still feel good about yourselves ( i dont think i need to state here that narcissistss dont actually love themselves, only the image they are trying to contain, this kind of splitting can also be seeing the person theyre performing for as a equal but its not really close, its more superficial ). the two other types are more devaluing, the second kind of narcisstic splitting is seeing someone as someone to inghore, someone who just does not get it and is too stupid too ever get it, the thrid one is the most simliar to borderline splitting since it sees the other as a predator, someone trying to sabotage and hurt them and trying to vitcimize them.

bpd splitting is more so focused on the other, seeing them as someone who is just perfect and you want to know everything about them and always make them happy and how they're just perfect, to them being someone being an abuser manipulator who never cared or loved them in the first place. both of these kinds of splitting are similar in structure but still different, narcissism still mostly focuses on the self while borderline focuses more on the other, narcissism as a defense mechanism is more so focused on the superficial while borderline is more focused on the personal.

when you apply this logic to how ed splits on people, then you kinda start to see this way of performing to keep his ego in check just does not apply to how he treated oswald! his attempts to please him and to help him were exteremly self sacfricial and often put his life on the line! he didnt need to do all of this for oswald to get oswald's praise and admiration, what he does for oswald is more simliar to a borderline wanting to do anything for their favorite person and showcase how much they care for them than a narcissist thinking they met an equal which brings their self essteem up! in the end of how the riddler got his name ed said he based his whole self worth on oswald, and instead of letting himself grieve normally, he tells himself he doesnt need anyone anymore and that hes fine now. the narcissism took over, it didnt even let him fully grieve. he didnt see oswald as just someone to bring his ego up like he did with kristen he didnt reduce oswald's existence to just that, oswald was the only person who ever loved or cared for him and was this amazing figure who ended up being someone who never actually loved him and was only using him in ed's eyes.

i would argue his relationship with lee was more so borderline too, she was the only person he was close to and was the only person who could take his shit during that whose collapse of his ego. he genuinely cared for her and was willing to kill himself out of paranoia he would hurt her! that is not narcissism, he did have narcissistic intentions with their relationship at the start of season four, but it changes into the codependency similarly to what he had with Oswald, only this time being a bit more one sided

That's why ed sticks to his narcissistic defenses more, because, to Ed, this is the only way you can love someone! you can only ever fully love someone if you would basically cut off your whole arm for them just to give them a gift, there are no boundaries! if he only acts selfish in his relationships then he will end up killing them like he did with Kristen too, so as a cope he pretends he doesn't want or desire close relationships during the later seasons, trying to paint himself as a cold logician just so he can have some admiration and praise and love but only from a distance since he knows if he gives too much, something like what happened with Oswald might happen again, and if he takes too much, something like what happened with Kristen might happen again. an Oswald will lead him into being weak and dumb, and a Kristen will lead him into being a monster who only exists to leech off and hurt others. if he just doesn't date then he can never experience either event again and can brush them off like they say nothing about him.

IDK if this whole thread makes any lick of sense, I don't think he was being borderline with Kristen but I do think he realized she was a real person with her own beliefs and opinions only after he killed her, which caused him to panic and repress any guilt or grief he had for the incident and convince himself it was no one's fault and was just destined to happen. Edward is terrible at accepting he did something awful or has emotions and needs, so he represses whatever he feels that conflicts with the image he has of himself and thinks that will be his permanent solution when it always fails him after a few months. he basically ignores and represses his borderline until he finds someone who seems like they are amazing to him which is just. kinda explodes all over the place I AM SO SORRY THAT HIS WHOLE EXPLANATION SUCKS ASS I HOPE I MADE MYSELF CLEAR ASK QUESTIONS IF I WAS UNCLEAR!!!!