#Just the thoughts [Diary Entries]

[fillianore]

kill them with kindness? wrong, eldritch blast

[katcantstopthinking]

is it a red flag to say she's so me?

[huellitaa]

i hate hate HATE people acting like they're better than you just because they're older. i know teenagers who are more wise than 80% of adults combined. living more does not make you smarter. it's about the experience that comes with living.

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

Hello may 31th anon! Look at that, another year behind us and a new one to come. Have a nice day! ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡

[xlcovo]

[a-girlsdigitaldiary]

nothing comes between a girl and her love for her teddies <3

[rebirthofdiana]

relationships and weight gain

Jan 16th 

I have been in a relationship for ten months, marking the first romantic involvement of my life. Throughout my existence, or at least for as long as I can remember, my appearance has been the bane of my existence . If I did not perceive myself as attractive or if I was not skinny, I deemed myself "not good enough." This mindset has proven to be utterly exhausting, and I am fully aware of it.

However, since entering this relationship, I have let go my concerns regarding my appearance. I have largely ceased to care about my looks and weight. While some may view this as a positive development, a sign of a healthy relationship characterized by a release from the obsessive control over one’s appearance, I find it troubling. I harbor a deep dissatisfaction with my appearance and body, and I struggle with the fact that my boyfriend continues to love me despite my own negative self-perception. At times, I wish he would make comments that would compel me to take my appearance “situation” more seriously.

Fortunately, and perhaps unfortunately, he is the kindest and most compassionate man I have ever encountered, making it highly unlikely that he would ever utter anything so hurtful. Nevertheless, I recognize the need to implement changes in my diet and self-care routine; I cannot afford to lose control so easily in what is still a relatively short-term relationship. What will become of me if we reach the two-year mark? How will I look then? What will happen after experiencing two pregnancies? How did my situation deteriorate so rapidly?

I understand that happiness can sometimes lead to slight weight gain, but I always believed I would be the exception. I never imagined I would become "that girl." In my youth, I often judged my mother for letting herself go at a young age; I never thought I would follow a similar path. Yet, it seems I am indeed my mother's child.

[sophiesonlinediary]

i would love if someday again if powerless ever got an adaptation it started of with pae hiding in a corner of her father’s study and watching him get murdered and you can’t see the face of the killer only murmured angry voices and kai’s hands and then it’s her sobbing and dragging her father’s body outside with the sun coming out all cinematic and stuff and then she runs and it transitions to her older running from the bakery with sticky buns in her vest

[evee-lyn]

born to be a cannibal, forced to know the human body is made of more than 125’000 calories

[soahbee]

It's funny when a guy my age (with good genetics) comes up to me and wants to give me his number... Honey, give me your dad's number, not yours.

[booksapphic]

[marionmabelle]

sexual intimacy has NOTHING on baring my soul to you at an ungodly hour and being tragically and disgustingly vulnerable

[epblogs]

Just reread an old diary entry from exactly a year ago and remembered that I am, in fact, a writer:

“I think my depth perception is off. You feel so close, but when I turn and reach for you, I just grab at air.”

And also:

“I guess winter is as good a season as any to be lonely.”

[howllikeawolff]

when do we all turn our caps locks back on or are we going to be 40 year old mums who still type cunty

[softpine]

she's looking especially sacrificial lamb today 🥩

[porter-pumpkim]

I remember one time,

My history teacher made us write diary entries before class and they would be graded

One time the prompt was celebrity crush

My autistic aro ace ass doesn't even know who most celebrities are so I ask if I can just skip this one, she says no and insists there has to be a famous person I have a crush on, or at least just name one I know of, i genuinly didn't know any of em and found none of em attractive,

She got so frustrated that she said I could do a cartoon character instead sense i seemed to know about those, but I needed to write about having a crush on them

I had to fucking write about having a crush on score creeper, and even then I just kept clarifying I liked him as a character but just didn't feel anything beyond that, so it looked more like I wrote a page on why I friend zoned the score creeper from unikitty xD

To this day I still am so confused on why people who do feel romantic or sexual attraction act like you're broken if you just don't feel that or why she was so insistent on me having a crush, then again middle school was a very wild time